#idk what to do with my life
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how much i wish i wasn't paranoid about every human interaction i have. even online. even just through posting art. i can't shake off the feeling that everyone is annoyed and done with me. like there's one huge mistake i've made that everyone except me knows of. i feel like i even disappoint my own followers with every post i make. it's intense and irrational and it pisses me off sm.
#oh to be mentally stable#my doctor is considering on diagnosing me with schizotypal personality disorder. idk if i agree with them on that though#i mean getting a proper diagnosis would solve some problems but it might complicate getting a job in the future#and stuff#idk what to do with my life#textpost#vent
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Never take strong medicine and watch kids cartoons.
I had a dream that was the plot of Rick and Morty.....
And then the family find out Rick was raising 3 lil girls in his basement
The girls are the powerful girls...
Blossom
Bubbles
Buttercup
Like...he was the one that made them...just....
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i have been awake for over 24 hours. i am crying.
#experiencing absolutely soul-crushing sadnessrn#shit there's tears on my new book now#idk what to do with my life#lmao
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Anyone else feel like they aren’t good at anything really and have no clue what to pursue for a job/career bc of it
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I've been writing my current fic for the last few months and I'm trying to find another fic idea. I can't decide if I want to try writing Stevepop or Darbit and it's actually killing me. 😭
I'm also thinking about moving my fics to AO3 as well so it's more accessible to people...
If you wanna check my work out it's @ ponydarling on Wattpad. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk!!
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i miss lando
#i’m so content deprived#i know we got grill the grid today and the quadrant vlog but#that’s not enough#i need my 100 pictures of him in the garage or in his silly little f1 car every weekend to cope#idk what to do with my life
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I just finished The Witcher 3 and now I'm sad
#my life has no meaning now#so many emotions yet i feel so empty now#i just can't believe it's over#idk what to do with my life#at least I got the best ending but still#WHAT A GAME#WHAT A MASTERPIECE#WHAT A FUCKING RIDE#THE BEST GAME EVER#i can't stop crying wtf#rambles#the Witcher 3
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HELP
HELP IDK WHAT TO WRITE.
i wanna try writing some stuff but i have no idea what 😭
I NEED SUGGESTIONS
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After dinner, i was going to brush my teeth, exhausted from the mentally draining day. I got my toothbrush and paste, and started to put the toothpaste on my brush. To my horror, the toothbrush flicked and the toothpaste landed on my hand while i watched the toothbrush clatter into the sink
I don't know what to do anymore
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hi friends. it's only been one day since i finished young royals and life feels so meh already. what even is the meaning of life. seems stupid that i have to work everyday for the rest of my life until i die. where are the joys of life. i need to feel something. let me feel anything
#nurin#young royals#i just feel so 😮💨😮💨😮💨#nothing sparks joy anymore#idk what to do with my life#i can't keep watching young royals to make me happy forever 💀#can they tease heartstopper season 2 now so that i have something to look forward to again#actually speaking of show#i think it's unhealthy how much i rely on them for comfort & company#shouldn't i be seeking connection with real people and not just from those in my screen#but making friends is so difficult#idk no one ever seems to stick with me#they all have better people to go to and i'm never the first choice#sometimes i wish i was better at making friends so maybe i won't be so lonely all the time#ok this ended up being sadder than i thought i'm sobbing#goodnight now i guess#update: i've come back on here because i have more things to say#even though the online community is not a very reliable space#i am grateful to have joined the yrtumblr family because even though i've never personally interacted with many of you#i feel so seen that so many people in the world relate to my posts through likes and reblogs#it may not seem like much but it just means a lot that you resonated with my thoughts & feelings in some way even if it wasn't said aloud#ok yeah that's all#i can't believe i've been in this fandom for only a month-ish!!!!!!#feels like i know this show & cast since forever <3#anyway even if i may not be active in the fandom (for whatever reason) this era of my life will always be so special to me#thank you and if you didn't hear it today i appreciate you very much
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I hate Elon musk and what he's doing with twitter
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Something about my life is that every Taylor Swift release day since fearless my mental health is worse
#lmao#meme#desperate#hasta el coño#nap#idk what to do with my life#sh#suicide prevention#anxiety#depression#just rambling#annoying rant#personal
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Je ne sais plus qui je suis. Mes croyances et mes certitudes n'étaient fondées que sur des leurres et je cherche à me plonger dans de nouvelles fictions. Si je ne me voile pas les yeux de fausses vérités, je ne pourrai jamais retrouver mon chemin dans l'obscurité du monde. Je ne veux pas être confronté à l'absurde et à ses abysses. Je veux vivre dans une illusion de paix dont seul mon cœur connaîtrait la vérité, voué éternellement au silence.
Some anxious med school student's thoughts
#i wasn't able to translate this into english. so i didn't#absurdism#albert camus#existential crisis#french#bilingual#idk what to do with my life#frenchblr#français#oui oui baguette#croissant
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dos somebody knows how its called ritsu x teru? Bc that’s the first ships i’ve seen and thanks to it now i ship terumob but idk. I mean, its uncommon but they just look cute together, so anybody knowss??? ritsuki?? terutsu??¿¿ HELP
#mp100#idk what to do with my life#weird ships??#ritsuki#terutsu#ritsu#ritsu kageyama#teru#teruki hanazawa#ritsu x teru#help
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I was trying my best to write some ponniyan Selvan fanfics after getting influenced by @thatacademic @vibishalakshman @kovaipaavai @thelekhikawrites but alas🙃
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Let the poor man rest.
#also no he doesn't want to experience life as a normal person. no he wouldn't sacrifice his powers to live again.#he LOVED being powerful. he was very proud of his powers. he was at the top of the world. what he disliked was being so lonely at the top.#which having reunited with Geto now he is not.#and he wanted to keep the next generation safe due to his past regrets and teach a generation of kids to be at the top together.#and he wanted to get rid of the corrupt higher-ups and reform the Jujutsu society.#and he did all of that. Yuta and Yuuji are both alive and safe and the kids are all reunited with each other stronger than ever#and the higher-ups are d**d.#Gojo obviously wouldn't hate to keep living. he clearly didn't expect to lose and die. but as he himself confirmed#he died doing what he loved. he went out the way he wanted. he went out with a bang. he had the best fight of his life and gave it his all.#as he said 'he had fun'. he said it would have been embarrassing if he died of old age or sickness.#and now that he's gone he's happy with his friends and especially Geto. he found peace.#He said it himself 'Now i'm wishing that it's not just a dream'.#also for those of you who say that Geto & Gojo wouldn't be together because one would go to hell and one to heaven... no. just no.#first of all. Gojo did a mass m*r*** before his death#second of all. they're Buddhists. they don't have heaven and hell. don't bring Abrahamic religions into everything.#and you'd be surprised by the excuses the Abrahamic religions find to not let people in heaven.#probably Gojo wouldn't go to heaven even if he didn't kill the higher-ups due to...idk... occasionaly doing pranks or sth.#but Gege apparently created a whole other afterlife of his own. and Toji Geto Gojo Nanami and everyone were all gathered there together.#you SAW that. so stop.#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#gege akutami#my two cents#satosugu
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