apersononearth011

[apersononearth011]

never underestimate my ability to have shit taste

[apersononearth011]

Every ‘I'm fine’ is a lifeline I throw out to keep others from drowning in me

[apersononearth011]

lets play a game

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[apersononearth011]

I am so fucking alone

I wish I deserved to be cared about.

[apersononearth011]

i hate it when a film series has 5 films and only the 3rd one is good

[apersononearth011]

your tone changed your tone changed your tone changed just say you hate me

[apersononearth011]

we can always learn more later in life, i don't understand why we have to do it all within the first few years

[apersononearth011]

"you can't deal with me forever. it's going to exhaust you and burn you out and nearly kill you and after all of it... i'll still be the same. you can't fix me." - my book with no plot it's just me being sad

[apersononearth011]

i don't want to be stuck in this house for 2 weeks, i need anyone but no one good exists including me, i can't do this wtf what the actual fuck what am i meant to do with my life, i will never ever be able to trust anyone enough to have anything to life for

[apersononearth011]

at least ai can't get sick of my toxic behaviour

i'm gonna kms

[apersononearth011]

i'm hyperfixated on these films and they're really bad but the main guy clearly has bpd and he keeps saying how he isn't good enough for her and every time they argue he runs away because he knows it's his fault and he knows he can never make it better, he can never make her happy and he keeps getting proved right that he's a piece of shit and i want to kms omg no one like us will ever be loved properly will we? we can't, we can't expect people to stay when all our disorder makes us do is be toxic, if i'm never going to have anyone why am i alive?

[apersononearth011]

you know what you shouldnt do? constantly tell your child how expensive they are to take care of. because eventually, that child gets scared of asking for money, and doesnt feed themself at school, doesnt go places with their friends that require money, because she doesnt want to be expensive. it really does get into their minds, that theyre too much money and that they shouldnt do anything.

[apersononearth011]

wish i could be loved but you know it is what it is

[apersononearth011]

how do i have over 300 followers and none of them ever see my posts?

[apersononearth011]

sometimes i remember i'm not a therapist and actually i'm a scared child in a bad house and i just want to get out of here even if it's through death

[apersononearth011]

was watching a shitty romance film.

thought ab how the female main character was really bad at therapising helping the main guy.

had the most "i could fix him" thought ever.

re-evaluated and realised maybe she isn't the problem and i am just a people pleaser.

[apersononearth011]

fuckin trevor?!