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cosmicheartz · 19 days ago

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messy goat concept

will be working on a better ref for em soon

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any pronouns but uses They/Them the most

their bio name is Judith but started going by Judas after their family was killed for anonymity reasons? ( tbh they weren't very smart with it bc both names have the first 3 letters but you get the idea ). They're mainly referred to as Judas by their cult and " Judy " by Naenia/Their Narinder ( quick note some info on that is most likely outdated )

actually has a decent/positive relationship with Naenia ( granted it wasnt like that at first especially because they were planning to betray Naenia after slaying the bishops but at the end they couldn't bring themselves to kill her so they spared her )

less hung up abt being a cult leader compared to Solange but prefers to use " Herd " instead of cult ( sounds better to them personally )

speaking of their cult during vesselhood it was kind of a shitshow due to them not knowing how to properly keep the faith up so there were a shit ton of dissenters ( didn't help that they were pretty aggressive to their followers too. ) postgame They got the hang of running their cult/herd and is less aggressive to their followers ( it helps that Naenia is sort of the secondary leader in a way )

They train their followers to fight so returning to missionaries alive is greatly increased

as i mentioned before in Solange's universe ( which i'll dub the lambverse ) Judith/Judas also existed and was close with Solange but ended up getting killed by heretics sometime before Solange's execution ( stabbed multiple time in the stomach )

on the flipside in Judas' universe the Solange there was also close to them and unfortunately got killed by heretics(?) sometime before Judas' death ( throat was slit )

as a result Judas (Goatverse) and Solange (Lambverse) had an instant connection and bonded fast.

there is angst related to the fact that they aren't exactly the same as their alternate universe counteparts ( the ones that died )

Judas often hangs around Solange's cult and helps her with training her followers to fight

#cosmic artz #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl goat #btw theyre more mentally stable than Solange #they have a bunch of issues but they're managing to overcome them in mostly healthy ways #also their problem is sort of the reverse of Solange in where Solange has so much internalized rage #but mostly pushes it down for the sake of her Flock ( well kind of bc its a very open secret on how Solange treats Nari )#( and Solange sometimes does snap at her followers )#Judas acts/acted outwardly aggressive/cold and internalizes their grief/anguish #and has trouble being vulnerable ( Solange does too but in a different way )#oh and i forgot to mention what weapons they use #they mainly use the axe along with the hammer and blunderbuss #and i dont think i ever mentioned Solanges weapons of choice but she uses the daggers primarily along with the sword and gauntlets

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