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Crazy week! Took my cat to the vet yesterday. Then today I was hanging out with a friend and her neighbor frantically knocked on the door saying her roommates dog was dying and she needed a ride to the vet. So I went again, and stayed there with her while they checked the dog out. Not to mention a debilitating text convo with my ex on Monday and also a strange interaction yesterday and this week is just wild.
#dog is ok#I am ok#life is just wild this week#oh and my cat is recovering#my life#also this girl was like you can just leave me here and I’ll walk home (like an hour!!) and I was like no I’m driving you home#then she was like well you could just drop me off at the bus station and I’ll go from there#and I was like no#it will take me 15 min to drive across the city we are driving you home#also it was like 10 pm I’m not letting her walk an hour accross the city at 10 pm goodness gracious
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the perched king / tigerstar I
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#tigerclaw#tigerstar#warriors#warrior cats#wc art#waca#UHHHHH squints i havent posted fanart in a while i think those are all of my tags#DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO HAVE A LITTLE TIME TO DO A LEGIT PIECE LIKE THIS. oh my god its wonderful#im experiencing a calm before the storm because this is the week before finals#I PROMISE ILL GET BACK TO DOING THE STARCLAN GAMES SOON I JUST NEED TO SURVIVE FINALS AND THEN I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TO JUGGLE WITH WORK#ANYMORE ABJLHBKHDFBG#I SPENT THE ENTIRE LIKE 2 HOURS WORKING ON THIS LISTENING TO THE HUNGER GAMES MOCKINGJAY AUDIOBOOK im. GOOD GOD. im hurting#the movies dont do hardly enough justice to how awful the things the characters go through are#recovering peeta makes me so :( i love him so bad#still got four hours left of the audio book and its really nice since i can listen to it while working#i love drawing tigerclawstar so much i think hes one of the warrior cats ever#for a while a couple years ago if i wanted to draw a wc character i would only draw him but i dont think i ever posted ANY of it
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I vote for Argenti! I hope you feel better soon!
Thank you ! I do feel much better (though I admit I hurt a little for very much my fault reasons but it's mostly manageable through light pain meds).
Take an Argenti o7 I got lazy and didn't draw the roses I was gonna draw to the left so there is now a wide open blank spot.
#honkai star rail#argenti#i managed one of the things i owe and this isnt it but here take a doodle#im a ding dong who told someone oh no its starting to pour i should draw someone quick#and then proceeded to draw him way past the rain .... so that.... was a thing#i mean luckily we didnt lose power but still#ALSO OMG THE REASONS I AM AT FAULT FOR ISSSSSSSSS#we have obtained as of yesterday a mama cat and a lil baby boy#and so i heard him mewing under the bed and like a FOOL rolled over on my side with the recovering incisions#to check on him and hoo boy that was indeed a mistake#but lil guy was okay just wanted attention#im so pleased to announce he loves me most teehee#my dad has repeatedly told me idk where he is i hope he isnt stuck#and then i simply exist upstairs and then he bounds out from his hiding spot and lets me pet him and pick him up#truly a good lil bean he is so baby i - with v tiny hands - can hold him in one hand without any problems#none of this has to do with the art i apologize#but ty for the request uhhhh over a week ago ! i do still have them in my inbox and when i can manage i try to look over em#and try to consider one but then i sometimes just do not have energy and wanna do something easy and fast
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t- the cats......... they're multiplying.......
they're in the walls.... THEY'RE IN THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!!
(aka I've Added The Newest Gift Eyhms Around My Room Oh God)
don't have enough frames for all of them aaahh sorry!!! i need to stop spending all of my money on cheapass Amazon frames though hggh
BUUUUUT here it's time to shout out every single person who's added an Eyhm here (not counting previous ones). here we go:
*deep breath followed by abrupt choking because my throat hates me*
@kaijubrainsart/@kaijubrains @cutechan555 @gabaobab @snakeinabag @goobergoop08 @azazelangel5 @luigigirl12 @yo-kai123 @notsquid @mrfellsans @annatheavian277 @dingle-dee @lucia-the-mii @whereismyhat5678
ENJOY HANGING OUT BY MY SHRIMP TANK AND POKEMON PLUSHES!!! (god that shelf's been there for years maybe i should move it 😓)
#SO MANY GODDAMN CATS THOUGH HOLY SHIT#HOW ARE THERE THIS MANY OF THEM???? GUYS I'VE BEEN POSTING SINCE AUGUST AND I'VE POSTED EYHM FOR WAY LESS!!!!#OH WELL THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I AM POLITELY GIVING YOU ALL A LITTLE SMOOCH ON THE CHEEK (A LITTLE HUG IF PREFERRED)#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH YOU GUYS HAVE MADE ME SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤#eyhm stuff#gift eyhms#THIS IS HOPEFULLY NEARLY ALL OF THEM BESIDES A COUPLE THAT EITHER HAD MORE THAN EYHM/FAKE OR I FORGOR :(#BUT AAAAHAHH MY POOR WALLS WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS AND THAT'S FINE!!!!
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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whoever was the nonnie that recommended kindred to me is to blame for the fact i’m not writing tonight
#you fucker#you mother fucker#oh jesus christ#my chest is aching#i’m past just reading kindred im reading the modern extension now#how am i supposed to focus and write about maroon eddie when my mind is stuck on my favorite grumpy vampire#how am i supposed to just force my brain to go into tragic rockstar’s second chance at love in THESE CONDITIONS#SHE SACRIFICED 1000 YEARS OF TORTURES FOR ANOTHER LIFETIME WITH HIM#ARE YOU KIDDING ME?#i would also do that ngl#and the dog 😭 is named 😭 volo 😭#ASTARION 😭 HAS 😭 A 😭 CAT 😭#i’m never going to recover#imagining him with that glasses mod
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i legitimately do not know how i have persisted under all this grief and i fear i won’t be able to for much longer
#it is like everything has been crashing down on me lately#everything happened in such quick succession that i had no time to even begin to process or cope#sibling went missing in ‘19. just gone. still don’t know what happened to them.#my mom had her stoke in ‘21 went into a coma for months made it out relatively okay only to be diagnosed with stage 4 cancer months later#then she passed late ‘22#not even 6 months later my dad passed completely unexpectedly#had to give up my dogs bc i could not take care of them on my own/we can’t have pets here#then my cat died a couple months ago#all i have left is my brother and our relationship is rocky at best to the point he’s physically hurt me and idk if we can ever recover from#all that#extended family on my dad’s side never gave a single shit abt us bc we were poor so i have zero relationship with them#my mother’s side is all dead#i really truly have nothing. EVERY single thing was taken from me in the span of 5 years#i try to foster the relationship i have w my brother but it’s genuinely bad for me mentally and physically at times#like how am i even supposed to move forward. what the fuck is left#i’ve been suicidal since 8 years old and every year it just gets fucking worse#i have no hopes or dreams or motivation to stay alive whatsoever#el oh el#death tw
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does henry know that henricus can turn into that cat or is it a secret
thats a good question. it's a secret for like, 2 years (the reason for henri keeping this a secret is a long story LOL) but henry eventually does find out and he thinks its like the most awesome thing ever. because like, henry likes the idea of animals but he is very nervous all the time and doesnt know how to interact with them and he worries that they wont understand him. which is normally true (sad) but henricus going cat mode means that he can get used to the idea of a cat in his house. and henricus trusts henry a lot so he will tenatively accept pets.
#also dumb semi-relevant magic lore tidbit is that you cant normally cast any magic while you sleep so spell effects wear off when asleep.#so if i ever draw henricus sleeping as a cat that is not true he simply has his eyes closed and he is chilling. but he cant sleep as a cat.#the only exception to the sleep rule is henricus's insane self-inflicted curse thing hes got goin on. which sounds really awesome but it#turns out that this rule naturally exists for a reason. because your body needs to rest and recover after using magic.#my poor sap has magic-induced chronic fatigue on top of his regular chronic fatigue. sad well he'll be okay i promise#oh yeah 1 more thing. basic timeline is like. henri's childhood -> runs away at 17 and runs into henry -> lives with this guy till hes 20#-> [other lore i have failed to elaborate on. ~ 6 months] -> [undeveloped bit: 3-4 months] -> [end of story + slight timeskip]#at least. thats what it is if i dont change it again anyway LOL#so like uh henri is with henry for 3 almost 4 years and theyre close nearly the whole time but henri only starts rlly talking during that#last year. it takes that guy so so long to open up but henry is so patient.#ANYWAY. hi lol thank u for the ask yayyyy#anis gaymer moments#oc tag
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Many a dream of things that legitimately makes me down. Man . Why'd my fifth grade teacher be mean to me I haven't seen her in like 8 years.
#i have yet to recover from my innate desire to be nothing but a perfect pleaser to everyone i meet#as it seems. but oh boy 4 am and a fat ass fucking cat shoving her ass in my face#literally in dream told her about my cousin and she just ??????????????? girl I'm sharing literally one of my deepest traumas rn#and you're shitting all over me. thanks i think#okay enough of me rambling sounding like I'm venting. i promise I'm not WBEHJDMAHSHAADUJS#not art
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@loveyouhomex tagged me, thank you ♥
What colour are your eyes? blue
What instantly tells you if a person is good? this is probably way too deep, but when i started typing out "there's no way to spot that immediately" and thought about an explanation, like, there's stuff hidden away........... no, it's even more than that. nobody's really good, everyone has their bad parts. you just need to find out if you can deal with these parts - for example, i noticed this because often, i can't stand ''''''nice''''' people because they can be really pretentious.
Do you have a recurring dream? not really
What is the most interesting class you have taken? i started a course on molecular cooking once, it was really neat until they started to talk about chemistry which i know nothing about
How often do you find yourself day dreaming? all the time, basically
Name/Nickname: schnaf
Zodiac: libra
Height: 160cm
Nationality: german
Favourite colour: dark blue
Favourite season: spring
Favourite animals: monkeys. i love smort animals with hands. (UGH also i had two on my lap recently ♥ they were just hanging out and i crouched down to get a better look at them and suddenly the bigger one jumped on my lap and the smaller one didn't want to miss out ♥)
Favourite fictional characters: wen kexing. he's sassy, he's fun and then he isn't anymore. good for him and stuff ♥
Tea, coffee or hot chocolate?: tea, sometimes hot chocolate as a treat
Average hours of sleep?: 6
Cat or dog person: i am very openminded ♥
Number of blankets slept with: one
Places ancestors are from: Germany and Czech Republic - i'm just doing a copy and paste here askdjlfhaksjdf
Dream trip: i'm currently planning trips to the maldives and iceland which is pretty neat ♥ i also really want to go to some remote places in the north (yes i looked up vacation on spitzbergen). also, the easter island is one of my childhood dreams ♥
Blog established: october 2011
Random fact about yourself: i got sick right before my last vacation and it was pretty windy there and people were wearing winter coats and stuff........... while i undressed and jumped into the ocean. i wonder why i'm still sick
Three ships: jun han x jungsu, ode x gaon, yizhan
Last song: a post-rock compilation
Last movie: it's STILL cherry magic the movie. i'd ask for movie recommendations but sadly i'm not in the mood for watching movies
Currently reading: once again, it's my fic series i'm planning to post
Currently watching: i finished my skam rewatch a few days ago, since then i'm on a break................ not in a watching mood lately
Currently craving: i'm planning a trip to munich only to visit a bunch of restaurants and i want to go NOW
i'm tagging @xjungsu, @vodeaare, @halamadrid-miasanmia, @blueside-hobi, @strangerinaholyplace, @jcamilov06, @stardatewow and @sevensforasecret ♥
#edit: i did go to munich last weekend because football and i tried a bunch of restaurants#it was super exhausting and my knee hurt for several days#but it was really nice#went to a cat cafe. which isn't as spectacular as i thought but hey! i did it!#found a mexican place which is really good#accidentally went to the wrong korean restaurant - i wanted to visit one i've already been to but ended up at a new one#they were FAST (in augsburg i waited like 2h once so now i'm wary) and the food was good#but then the owner threw us out bcs more people were coming#won't come back thx :)))))#and then we went to a chinese place and there were a lot of chinese guests which is quite a good sign#and they had handmade noodles and were really friendly and the food was pretty good and the price too#and then i noticed if we didn't leave within like 5 minutes we'd miss our train home and had to wait for another hour#but the cute waiter struck up a conversation bcs he saw our fca stuff :)))))) which was sweet but boi i need to catch my train#there were so many people talking to us bcs of our fca stuff oh boi social interactions maxxxxed out and stuff#i want to do another food trip but not too soon. i need to recover from this trip
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clangen is so fucking wild
#marzi speaks#the clan was prospering. tons of new kits some new couples things were looking up#then BAM. mass extinction event (badger). huge chunk of the clan is dead (INCLUDING THE NEWBORN) half of the clan is grieving#and We Are Down A Medicine Cat#the deputy was widowed :(( poor guy#honestly just glad the lesbians were ok. i think all their kits made it i do not remember#but it was so like. WOAH#anyways. we have since recruited a new medicine cat but she is currently recovering from birth#anywho my cats are all grieving. we have so many apprentices. we are having to take them hunting. it is dangerous#btw the leader is on her last life like 180 moons old and still kicking. ma’am#she lost her gd CHILD the day it was born n she’s just hanging out. no grief or anything just oh well
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there is a fucking YELLOWCOUGH EPIDEMIC !!!!
#not featuring 2 other cats who had it but have since recovered#OH MY GAWD ICYPAW JUST DIED NOOOOOOOOO#brot plays clangen
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The most validating thing about having a brother in law is sometimes I’ll make a comment about my parents being kinda horrible and he’ll just be like "DUDE FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT IVE BEEN THINKING THIS THE WHOLE TIME BUT DIDNT KNOW HOW TO ADDRESS IT"
#the klock keeps ticking#like i remember about 2 years ago when it really clicked with me that my parents were worse than i let myself believe#i had like covid and so to be safe i completely isolated myself in my room and only came out when no one was around#or with a mask on just to get food or use the bathroom that was it#and like when i had mostly recovered i stopped isolating and i looked around and noticed huh the house is kinda a hot mess#and i realized it was because i was the one who kept up with like basic cleaning and making sure things were in order#so like a little bit later i was in the car with my sister and brother in law and i was talking about this#and i was like ‘i think ive realized our parents are kinda unable to take care of themselves without me doing it for them’#and my BIL was like IM SO GLAD YOU FINALLY NOTICED THIS HAS BEEN DRIVING ME CRAZY FOR YEARS#which was just so validating i was like okay so im not just being an ass like this is an actual problem#and idk a more recent thing that maybe uh. made me a little bit emotional was we were basically at a cool place where you can climb shit#and he was just kinda there helping me when it seemed i was gonna lose balance to make sure i didnt get hurt#as well as my sister too and i was like oh god is this was like. basic affection feels like???#is this what it feels like to have someone care like actually kinda give a fuck about your safety and well being???#so yeah i maybe am still not okay with that and still dont know how to feel anymore 😭#so i guess even though hes stinky and i like to bully him I GUESS hes actually a pretty cool guy and he does make my sister happy and he#treats her with respect and hes very good with their cat so yeah maybe i actually really appreciate him and care more about him#than i do my parents and most people in my family#but i cant say that cuz then itll like. go straight to his head 🥺#and he still wont play pokepark 2 with me even though he PROMISED its been like 4 years since he said that and WE STILL HAVENT PLAYED IT 👺👺👺
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inktober day three: path
#this is day three of inktober#inktober#path#day three#art#my art#ink#spilled ink#<3#cats#ive settled on a them for this years inktober and that is cats#also im trying to learn new skills and stretch myself in doing this#but im also trying to relearn skills i haven't touched in over a year#im trying to reconnect myself back into my art#rebuild my skills#i haven't illustrated in over a year so im re stretching the muscles and they wont come back for a while#im recovering after losing my art#recovery#oh to be an artist#artist#artists on tumblr#artwork#illistration#rebuilding#relearning#on art#on learning#art challenge#challenge
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family is out having a nice dinner and trying to convince me to come but i have way too much to do before i have to get up at the crack of dawn to get on a plane tomorrow, so dad's like "the food will be so nice, you're really missing out" then gives the phone to my sister who's like "the food will be so nice, you're really missing out," like........what part of "i have too much to do" says i can be convinced as if im just lazily deciding to stay home? all you've done is made me feel bad on top of being stressed about everything i have to do and how im not gonna get to have nice food today. cool thanks
#personal#if you know me i am CONSTANTLY complaining about how we never have any food at home#so i was gonna make some toast or something#but oh im so glad you're gonna be enjoying your nice restaurant food#do you think with everything ive said over the last few days that any of them realise that im having a TERRIBLE TIME RIGHT NOW???#it's like when we were out on sunday and i started saying i was exhausted and wanted to go home after we'd been out for HOURS--#--and everyone just shrugged and told me to deal with it for MORE HOURS while i was VERY VISIBLY HAVING A BAD TIME#and very obviously been recovering from that since then#AND BEING STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND ABOUT OUR PETS WHILE WE'RE GONNA BE AWAY#that's another thing. like late last week i said thing were really stressful#that was because my sister volunteered to look after my cat at her house while we're away like DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT CATS#terrible idea. and she suggested a trial run and i was so stressed for that but thought maybe it'd be fine and reassure me...#no. cat was at my sister's house for about 24 hrs and didnt eat AT ALL. just hid under the bed the WHOLE TIME#and like. my cat doesnt drink water at all; she only gets it through her food. so she DIDNT DRINK that whole time too#and i was so stressed beforehand and then so much more stressed when nobody seemed pressed about getting her back home with any haste?????#someone's gonna look after her at home while we're away now which will be fine but there's still a bit of background stress there#like i have been stressed out of my mind the last two weeks and ive been explaining why im stressed to people all through it#and NOBODY IS PAYING ANY ATTENTION. IM EXHAUSTED AND STRESSED AND I HATE TRAVELLING AND EVERYONE KNOWS THIS#i was looking forward to having a few days by myself because im coming home before everyone else (thank god)#but the person looking after the cat needs somewhere to stay for a bit so they'll be here for a few days after i get back#i'll still get a few days by myself after they've left but like. i need a break. we havent even left and i need a break. im gonna go cry no#but only briefly because I HAVE TOO MUCH TO DO#sorry this has just been building for weeks and so much of it has just been worse than i expected and im still just so fucking tired#this food thing isnt too big of a deal. im just gonna order something. but just on top of everything else................#im just upset that everyone around me is just completely oblivious to me TELLING THEM THAT IM FEELING TERRIBLE#like i said on the phone just now 'why are you making me feel bad when ive said i cant go' and dad didnt really have an answer#AND THEN HE JUST GAVE ME A LIST OF OTHER THINGS HE WANTS ME TO DO BEFORE THEY GET BACK TONIGHT. HELLO???????#sorry that part only just occurred to me. he literally just gave me more to do after i said i cant go out because i have too much to do. ok
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