#now im in another mood

[thatone16216]

Slytherins Unmasked

Who are the REAL Slytherins? What lies behind Blaise Zabini's smirk? What secrets do the gray eyes of Draco Malfoy hold? What truths do the full lips of Pansy Parkinson not speak? What horrors have Tom and Mattheo witnessed at the hands of their father? What pain do Lorenzo Berkshire's jokes mask? What sadness hides in Theodore Nott's smile?

⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: RAPE, SUICIDE, SELF HARM, DEPRESSION⚠️

The Slytherins. The most privileged group in Hogwarts. Or are they?

For they are hiding something. Something dark. Painful. 

Terrifying. 

Read this at your own risk, my friend. For these are the real Slytherins. The ones behind the insults. The ones beyond the beauty.

*****

Blaise is violated. Every thought in his brain is tainted. Every memory is tainted. Tainted by what happened. What's been happening. What the monsters his mother has married have done to him on the dead of night. What goes on behind the closed doors of his bedroom. But he cannot say anything. Cannot do anything but hide it and endure it. For of he doesn't, the monsters will go after his little sisters next.

Pansy is hurt. She is not her perfect older brother, and her parents hate her for it. They beat her, they curse her, they scream and yell and throw stuff at her, and nothing is ever enough. She silently sobs to herself in the safety of her bathroom, feeling nothing except the blood running from the cuts on her wrist.

Draco is broken. His father may not physically abuse him, but his words scar just as deep. He truly believes he is nothing. He's been told his whole life by his father and grandparents, and he believes that to be true. That is why, every night since 4th year, he has stood at the edge of the Astronomy Tower, asking himself if he should jump.

Enzo is depressed. You can't tell easily, but behind the jokes and laughter, he's masking his heartbreak. He wants his mother to love him. Wants her to accept him, but she never will. She just tortures him, giving him just enough love to know what it feels like, then taking it back, never giving him a break.

Mattheo is angry. He was born into a legacy he never wanted, is being prepped to become the father he hates, and is constantly pitted against his twin brother. Behind the dangerous smirk, and the cigarettes and alcohol, there's a scared, broken boy. One who wants to take the knife sitting in his bedside drawer, and stab himself. Over and over. Always and forever. Until there is no pain.

Tom is numb. He stopped feeling anything. He turned it off. His father always said emotions were weak. He watches his father slaughter innocents. Helps his mother torture enemies. Looks the other way as his twin is tortured for not being good enough, while never making a sound when his own torture comes. He buried his emotions so deep, not even he knows what he's feeling anymore.

Theo is tired. Tired of his family. Tired of school. Tired of being alive. Tired of hoping that every drag he takes of the cigarette  will kill him. Tired of this stupid mark on his arm. Every time he meets those blue eyes in the mirror, he never recognizes the face looking back at him.

In fact, none of them do.

For the Slytherins are broken. The seven of them are forced to live a life they didn't want. To serve a master they didn't follow. To die for a cause they didn't believe.

*****

To an outside viewer, a fellow student, perhaps. These seven kids are the most privileged to be alive. They were born into the most influential of families. The richest of wizards. Fortunes untold.

But what was money worth, when all that existed was pain? 

All of them hide it in different ways. From substances to self-harm, they all hide their pain from the world - and each other. But the eyes, the eyes give their pain away.

Maybe Draco wouldn’t hurt so much if he knew what his cousin Enzo really did when he “stepped out for some air”. Maybe Pansy would understand Blaise if she knew what really happened behind the closed doors of his bedroom. Maybe Tom and Mattheo, bonded through birth, could help each other through the murders and unspeakable crimes they are forced to commit.

Maybe, they’d all feel more alive, less alone, if they knew what happened to them. 

But they don't. They let the demons in their heads dictate them instead.

They let the brand on their skin dictate who they’ll live and die for.

They let their families destroy what could have been.

For if they weren't broken… 

Blaise could have controlled it. He could have decided who to give himself to, and when. 

Pansy would be loved. She would love herself and her family and her friends and anyone else she met in her life. She would give herself wholly to a partner she cares for, and she would love her children as much as her parents loved her. 

Draco could be fixed. He could show off that dazzling smile that only his mother has ever seen, and even that was long ago. He could befriend who he wished, loved who he wished, and done what he wished, and his father would have accepted him.

Enzo would be happy. He those smiles and jokes would be real. He’d truly glow with happiness. Just being near him would make anyone’s day better.

Mattheo could be whole. He could learn who he is. He could show the world that he is not and never will be his father. He could even fight against him.

Tom could feel. He could feel and understand happiness and love and sadness and surprise and anger and heartbreak and every emotion in between. He could understand the looks the couples give each other in the halls, or why the girl he sat next to in herbology cried over the death of her rabbit. He could feel and understand all of it.

Theo would be content. He wouldn’t be tired. He wouldn’t feel like he's just going through the motions of life. He wouldn’t feel like the face in the mirror is an imposter, because how could such an impossibly handsome boy possess a mark for something so evil? 

*****

The world sees the Slytherins as vain and bullies, but maybe it's to cover their own pain. The world turns to stare as they walk by. 

Blaise, with his flawless skin, and chocolate eyes. Enhanced by moisturizers and hiding what he sees in the dark.

Pansy, with her perfect figure and full lips. Achieved through her parents monitoring her diet. The lips blocking the untold truths from being said.

Draco, with his gray orbs, like an ocean before a storm. Hiding the insults his father cleverly masks behind "complements".

Enzo, with his sharp cheekbones and mischievous dimples. The smile a permanent lie.

Mattheo, with his dangerous smirk and devilish attitude. Fighting those who he considers enemies, while never fighting the real one. 

Tom, with his soft curls and charming smile. The smile given to people before they let him into their homes and he's forced to slaughter them.

Theo, with his charming attitude and handsome appearance. The shadows under his eyes, hidden. 

The Slytherins are beautiful. How could someone so beautiful feel so much pain? How could someone so beautiful be so alone? So broken? So… 

So…

Suicidal.

They all are. Every last one of them. They try to hide it. But again. Their eyes. Their eyes tell all. 

That is why, when Blaise is on the quidditch pitch one day, he accidentally falls off his broom, landing on the ground below, an unnatural position.

That is why, when Pansy cut a little too deep, she didn't heal herself.

That is why, when life got too much, Draco finally jumped.

That is why, when Enzo started drinking, one stormy night, he didn't stop.

That is why, when Mattheo was alone, the darkness taunting him, he finally grabbed that knife.

That is why, when Tom had a chance, he turned his own wand on himself.

That is why, when Theo couldn't sleep, he took every pill in the bottle.

*****

Nobody understood, how those seven teenagers, so full of life, so full of privilege, could die so young. But as those people questioned and mourned, the families of them all stood still, faces grave, eyes cold. Staring at their children’s graves. 

They knew. 

They knew how their children died. 

For they were the ones who killed them. 

They killed them with every hit, kick, curse, insult, and object they threw at them.

They killed them every time they looked and said they’d never be enough. 

They killed them, when they were born.

A/N: If it looks weird, that's because the way it was originally written and is posted on Wattpad and Quotev is as a bunch of drabbles in a book

[napping-sapphic]

Good luck trying to casually cuddle with me if we date we’d lay down and get nice and cozy and then i would fall asleep in two seconds flat and trap you for four hours

[just-null]

Wowie rly digging the yandere clone headcanons… how would each react if their darling tried to run away from them?!

You said tried so I assume this was a failed attempt!

Short answer: they get really upset and try making it your fault (shocker.) Ain't no way any of these mfs think they're the problem. Good news! you're mostly unharmed and alive.

This will just be purely writing bc i mostly had thoughts! sorry no drawing this time!!

[cw! mentions of potential harm to reader (no actual harm done), manipulation, toxic relationship dynamics (yandere flavor), obsessive behavior]

Sekido

You're always being hunted the moment the sun comes down and you don't return home in time. Reasons like that are exactly why he hates it when you part from him. 

This time is different.. he can't find you in your usual spots. There's no fucking way, right?

How could you.. No, how DARE you? Do you think that he's some joke? That his feelings for you are something that you can run away from like it's nothing? 

The second he's sure the sun won't harm him, he's already white knuckling his khakkhara, swinging at anything and everything in his path until he gets to you.

They know how to sense if you're near or not, hell, they probably know how your specific blood type smells like. 

Did you think cuddling up to you and memorizing every detail about you was for nothing? Don't be stupid. All he needs is a trace of you and he's gone in the blink of an eye.

You better enjoy running while you can because when he catches you, and he will, those legs of yours won't have much use after he's done with them. 

Sekido doesn't WANT to do this, but you honestly give him no choice. After he trusted you enough to stop looking over his shoulder, you do this? How can he ever put any faith in you again!?

On the bright(?) side, Sekido's rage wouldn't be solely on you, it'll ricochet onto everyone, especially the other clones and himself. 

They were supposed to be looking after you! But they can't do anything right, even a task as simple as this. 

And why did he think it was a good idea to trust them with something of big importance when all they do is fuck everything up!? Everyone's idiocy is rubbing off on him!

The entire time on his search for you, he's cursing and wanting to crush anything he can get his hands on, especially your bones. 

He doesn't even bother with speaking to the others, too busy spewing out all sorts of hurtful and frustrated comments about everything. 

The brutal thought that you’d rather run away than be with him isn't one he wants to entertain, but it's echoing in his head.

At least, once the other clones get there, Karaku and Aizetsu brawl with Sekido so you're unharmed while Urogi carries you overhead. 

Sekido's jealousy flares up when he sees you in Urogi's arms, making him even more pissed if that's even possible. Great, now he looks like the bad guy and the other three, the saviors. Fucking perfect.

There's a lot of yelling and a lot of blood, especially with Urogi making things so much more annoyingly difficult in the air. Karaku and Aizetsu aren't helping. Why is Sekido suddenly the problem?! You ran away!! 

But when he calms down enough, he's cursing at everyone through clenched teeth. Sometimes trying to convince the others that you don't even need your legs anyway!!

Once you get back home (or temporary prison until you somehow regain favor), Sekido will eye your legs while gripping his staff from time to time. 

Exactly why he's forbidden to be in a room alone with you for a while until he settles down..

He glares at you more often and grows colder than before. Arguments are more common where he twists your words just to have you talk with him and be angry within reason. 

Any other type of conversation makes him so irrationally upset that the others need to step in so that he doesn't lose his temper again.

Karaku

The calmest out of the group. He brushes it off as “you're playing hard to get” again, and if he makes a ruckus, you'll scamper back and beg him to stop like always!

Then it gets darker out.. and when Sekido left, he seemed pretty pissed. Like more than usual..... shit.

Karaku sprints after Sekido when it clicks that he's found you. His mind starts reeling, unsure whether he should laugh at the absurdity of your decisions or get pissed off because you didn't even bother to give a hint! 

Not like that would do anything aside from give you away but regardless!

Everyone needs to relax, this is obviously something they can sweep under the rug. This isn't that big of a deal and you're just having a fit, but things like these can get you hurt, y'know? 

They're fun and all, sure, just maybe give him a heads up next time, yeah? Sekido can't take a joke, you know this!!! Still.. There's a way Karaku can work with this.

He'll be able to swoop in, save you, be your hero, and remind you why staying with him is kinda important. Just in case you forgot~ 

You don't wanna be out and about without his charming grin and protective hold would you? Don't answer that right now, he has a feeling you'll say something wrong!

Yet.. what if you need a firmer hand to remind you of what Karaku provides? What if you got a little too comfortable being protected so you thought you'd be alright leaving them? Man, who knew you could be spoiled!

Because of this, he would purposely fumble, letting Sekido get near you just so he can stop him at the perfect moment. He purposely gets hit too and makes sure some blood gets near you. To remind you how that could've been yours.

When Sekido calms down, Karaku laughs in your face and would pinch your cheeks if you weren't up in the air with Urogi on the way home.

You should've seen your face! It was really cute~! Maybe getting scared is your thing? He'll note that for later.

He offhandedly advises you not to do things like that all the time, fighting Sekido always kinda sucks, but it's not like you actually had a chance of successfully running away so he won't chastise you too much for it. 

That's not his job, and his heart hasn’t pumped that fast in a long time.. not even in a fight! You're so amazing~~

And delusional if you think he's not going to milk this “heroism” thing back there for some extra affection points with you. 

Don't be so mean. he got his head blown off twice and jaw dislocated thrice, not to mention everywhere else on his body. Don't you think those parts of him need some extra loving? more than usual?

There's not that much Karaku can say after that aside from reminiscing like it was a funny story. He's not upset about it, mostly a little miffed you got kinda far without him noticing, but he gets over it. 

The usual routine starts back up for him when you're back home. It's like nothing happened, but he keeps a closer eye on you since everyone's so tense.

Urogi

If you're not home before the sun sets, Urogi's clawing at the walls with stress. He usually accompanies Sekido to go find you, but this time is different. Urogi could just barely tell you were around.. When Sekido bolts, Urogi's flying as fast as he can, trying to find you first. 

You're so far.. you must've gotten kidnapped!!!!!

The stress from before burns into anger, expecting to see someone having their hands on you while you're calling out in vain. How could he let this happen?! Damn sun! 

He darts through the skies even faster imagining it, and when he finally reaches you, you look.. fine? and alone. and looking at him like he's the danger. He's here to save you, dummy..

Urogi falls to his knees, burying his face against your stomach and finally wrapping his arms around you again. Your fists violently hit his head and yank fistfuls of hair back, but it doesn't phase him. 

Your comforting warmth is back, that's all that matters. And god, your smell.. it's almost making him dizzy. He missed you so much.

There's many holes to the story in Urogi's head as to why you're so far from home, but he fills them in with more convoluted delusions. It's just a peaceful reunion right now.. 

That is until Sekido finally arrives and starts swinging his khakkhara way too close to your fragile bones. 

Now he's back in defense mode where he scoops you up and tries flying out of reach. This is so stressful!!! There's lightning everywhere and he keeps having to dodge the multiple staffs thrown his way. 

He shields you with his wings as best he can while trying to stay in the air, so you don't get hurt during Sekido's outburst.

In the skies, it's much clearer to see the hurt behind the haunting glow of Urogi's eyes. Did you care about how he might feel? Did you miss him at all? Did you not feel loved enough? Did someone say something to you? 

As he maneuvers the sky, he holds you as tightly as possible, lightly digging his talons into your skin.

Being without you for a couple hours is agonizing enough on its own. If you HAD left him, abandoned, cold, alone.. he doesn't want to think about it. All that matters is that your kidnappers or liars or whatever influenced you are gone, and you're back safe with them!!! 

You.. you still like him, right? Of course you do, fate wouldn't force your paths together if it wasn't for a reason!

Coming back home is uncomfortably tense, especially with how violently Aizetsu kicked Urogi across the room, nearly through the wall, when he tried to lick your wounds clean. It really hurt! 

When you're patched up, Urogi is ten times as clingy if that's possible. He has his arms looped around you constantly so you can't stray too far, and if his hands are busy, he always has his wings!

As happy as he is that you're back, he can't help but cry into your chest sometimes. Everything is so tense nowadays, he hates it! How could you go and do something like that? Apologize immediately! Or at least hold him too? Doubt creeps in a lot, and your attitude isn't helping.. 

His mood swings are stronger. From sobbing uncontrollably into your clothes to being all smiles and radiating with joy the next just because you said something vaguely decent.

Aizetsu

The demotivation started to creep in the second you left. During the day, Aizetsu sits by the door, wanting to be the first one you properly greet. Sekido and Urogi usually bring you back and he'll be the one in your good graces without lifting a finger. That sounds nice.. 

But as the footsteps fade and the silence lingers, Aizetsu feels miserable the longer he waits... Hold on, silence?

Before he realizes what's happening, he's already dashing to where the familiar commotion is coming from. Dread sets in as his legs take him as fast as they can whilst being the slowest of the four. This doesn't feel like they're rushing over to you after a long day, it feels.. dangerous?

What did you get yourself into..? Why do you insist on going to places Aizetsu can't follow? Are you safe? He hates not knowing.

Usually you're the one who's fine. You deal with four demons almost daily! Please please please be okay. He can't fathom it if you were hurt. 

When he gets there, the puzzle pieces fall into place and Aizetsu gets even more depressed, but at least you're not hurt. Well, not if he interferes. His movements are sluggish, a perpetual frown plastered on his face as he tries holding Sekido down. 

Aizetsu wants to dissolve into the floor, and he does sometimes. Not wanting to fight Sekido off anymore, he slumps over. 

This could've been a regular day where you came home.. Are you serious? Leaving? How pitiful could you be to actually think you could get away? Or was it that you wanted to play some sick joke on them? Well, it's not very funny... It's terrible actually.

Aizetsu stays silent on the way home, walking with a bit more energy knowing you're near despite his heart ache.

You can feel the harrowing disappointment radiating off of him the moment you all go back home.

He's tired, annoyed, and so unbelievably upset. Aizetsu grimaced when Urogi got near your scratches with his tongue, so he “politely” ushered him away. 

Knowing a human's weak points is good in battle, but he started trying to learn how to heal them, specifically because he knew these types of things might happen.

As he cleans your scratches, he's actively scolding you for leaving in a cold emotionless tone. And by scolding, he's using manipulative language, trying to make you guilty for everything you did. 

He barely has the energy to live, but now that he finally found his light in the darkness, you want to leave? Is it so wrong he wants to hold onto what makes him even a smidgen happier than usual? He reminds you that he'll wither away without you, but he's not really too keen on dying just yet.

When he tries to get back into a routine, he just can't. He knows why you left, but he doesn't want to hear it. Even if you're sweet to him or not, he'll hold you from behind when you rest.

Looking at you is too much, but being away from you is even worse. Aizetsu compromises this way, but gets quieter, occasionally sniffling when he hides his face behind you.

There's too much going on and he's so tired.. If it weren't for the others, he probably would've held you so tight for so long so that you both would perish together.

Maybe that’s why he's only allowed to hold you when you're asleep. Just please don't do that again.. He NEEDS you. Please, please, please.

Safe to say you gave them a scare. When they double down on the protectiveness, living is ten times more difficult for EVERYBODY. when you lose their trust, it's pretty difficult to gain it back, but not impossible!!

Sekido and Urogi will always assume the worst if you're gone for too long while Karaku and Aizetsu give you a little more freedom until the others drag them along into their worries.

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Transcript:

Unfollow all you want, but you can't unsoak the pad.

Audio source

[gotchibam]

Hey guys, I'd like to apologize for disappearing once again. I seem to end up self-sabotaging myself everytime I try to get back into the swing of things (attempting to do the backlog of comms + doodles, opening patreon). I've been feeling lethargic for some time now & tbh I can't help but remember my mom's situation back then before she got admitted to the hospital. I don't want to go through the same thing so I'm trying my best to pick myself up—even though it's hard. I lost my dad last 2016 then my mom this year & it's just... it's a big blow for me.

I'm sorry if I keep asking for help like this... but I've stretched our budget too thin now since I haven't been able to work on anything. If anyone would like to help, my ko-fi page is open. Any kind of help or support is very much appreciated! 🙏

I'd also like to apologize to those who subscribed to my patreon. I really thought I'd be able to just start right away & draw again like I used to after announcing it here but I thought wrong. I owe you guys a doodle + a drawing session. I can't promise to do them soon but I'll try my best!

Lastly, I've also been thinking of doing an art stream as a thanks for continuing to support me even though I haven't posted art for so long ;_; Nothing fancy, just a simple stream of me drawing on a canvas (I don't have the guts to show my face or talk I'm sorry... 🙈). Tbh it sounds overwhelming but I thought it might help me gain momentum for drawing again. Idek if I'll actually be able to do it, but it's something that's been on my mind for a while now.

I'm sorry again for all this... I'm still a mess atm & so I still keep struggling. But I'm also grateful bc many of you still choose to stay & support me despite the lack of activity. Really though, thank you, thank you so much for still being here ;_; 🙏🙏🙏

[dandelion-roots]

hua cheng, huh? <3

bonus:

[id in alt]

[moeblob]

Red + Green + Dancer

[reel-fear]

Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:

The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.

2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]

3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.

4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]

5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]

Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]

At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]

6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.

7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.

He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]

8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!

So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.

Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?

So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.

I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.

The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.

anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.

As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.

Also the books, the books slap.

[imadecoy666]

took a second double shot of vodka - my face is already pretty warm but that's about it.. I finished chugging back the tail end of the soda I was using as chase so I'll crack open the soju next I think :)

[velaraffricate]

thw world when im working on a conlang again

[silverjirachi]

getting to a certain point of the mental illness where it goes from:

oh no… im so annoying 😭😭 i’m completely unpalatable to the average person and im gonna be alone forever 😢💔 (no one to grow old with)

to

hell yeah 🥳‼️ i’m annoying!! 😜 i am COMPLETELY UNPALATABLE TO THE AVERAGE PERSON 💃🏻🎉 and im gonna be ✨ alone forever ✨ 🌈👑 (no one i have to share food with)

[hellishgayliath]

Helli hellooo

I’m burnt-out tired

What’s your name?

Hellooooooo burnt-out tired you can call me fed-up fucker ✌✌✌

Hades says hello too

[napping-sapphic]

Go for a drive with me until we end up sitting in a parking lot and talking for hours

[puppppppppy]

Gripped with ideas but….. the panelling………….

[xxplastic-cubexx]

sorry to bring the vibes down but im actually so upset about the rivals charles leaks likely being fake...... i got my hopes up even though i KNEW there was a decent chance it wouldnt be real WTFF..... spent countless hours daydreaming about his kit and playstyle and voicelines w mags and voicelines in General and what he'd maybe look like. i feel dumb as hell now but like. i was getting so excited abt the idea of just letting him sit on my screen, idle emoting while i do homework, i feel robbed 😭😭😭 idk why i got my hopes up so bad i feel like a fool.. I SHOULDA KNOWN we can never have good things

and the fact that like 90% of the leaked xmen are also probably not real, this is so upsetting

HEY look at me …… at least the ‘leak’ wasnt on your birthday OWDNSKSZKK

[aldercaps]

currently so so stressed about finishing this presentation for tomorrow (gotta write seven minutes worth of notes to present a hypothetical exhibition proposal), also gotta finish the written proposal AND a ten minute presentation for a different paper by friday, and now i learn that my dad got a 90 day notice to leave his house or get evicted. ha ha cool