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khaire-traveler · 8 months ago

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*destroys universe*

It's one of those days.

#personal #ughhhhh #woke up grumpy and have been grumpy the whole day despite my best efforts #i even got my official name change documents #and honestly all i feel about it is just glad they finally got it done in time for this stupid move #i barely even feel happy or celebratory #now i have to pick up my medications #but it's fucking packed #i am just so tired #so exhausted from everything #i barely have enough motivation to get these simple things done #vent

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moeblob · 7 months ago

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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neallo · 3 months ago

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the wild flip side of Mello's derangement towards Gevanni is that, in a no-Kira universe, i personally think Near could be almost as bad (at least internally) towards L over Mello. similar situation in that i think L has... not so much interest in Mello generally, & absolutely no interest in him sexually. i also can't really picture Mello's interest in L being sexual in nature, but Near is sitting there watching the fawning and hero worship on the verge of popping a blood vessel about it. imo. imqho. also, L finds this fun, is vaguely charmed by Near's hatred and bloodlust toward him, and possibly occasionally exacerbates the tension on purpose when he's bored. BYE

#this may be very obliquely featured as a dynamic in an upcoming work #neallopost #one of my more controversial takes possibly but i find it REALLY fun #meronia #no kira au's my. beloved. my wife #OKAY I HAVE TO GO PICK UP MY MEDICATION RIGHT NOW. BLAST ME WITH LASERS IF I'M HERE BEFORE 5:30PM EST

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transmasc-rose · 5 months ago

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RULES: make a poll with 5 of your all-time favorite characters and then tag 5 people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite! (tagged by @seaweedstarshine)

Tagging (don't worry if you don't want to/have done it already!): @transgenderdoctorwhomst @27-27-gruff-triplets @quietwingsinthesky @lost-tardis-room @a-shard-of-quartz-lol

#rose rambles #thank you for the tag!!! :D #like Tree I tried to keep it to one per fandom #which meant I had to pick one from doctor who...#if I'd kept it to just dw It'd be Nine/Rose/Amy/Clara/the Master #also for the characters with the & symbol #its because both characters are Very Strongly Associated #Grima is the dragon/deity that possesses Robin in fea that he was like #born to be the vessel of. You usually prevent it from happening but the DLC/future story has it happen #and the story is preventing an event that by one view already occurred #as for Hermes and Fandaniel. Hermes was the ''full'' soul who took on the position of Fandaniel #and Fandaniel as mentioned on the poll refers to the soul piece in ''modern'' time that takes on the mantle of Fandaniel and body of Asahi #and has the memories of Fandaniel #but doesn't fully identify as Hermes #Fandaniel #or his most recent life Amon #he wants to blow up the world to end reincarnation👍#might as well explain the other two then for doctor who followers uhh #Jin is part of STREGA #a group of teens that were experimented on to awaken their Personas artificially #which is slowly killing them (their psyche is physically lashing out at them). So they also. Try to end the world.#The kids are left taking ''persona suppressors'' which is an experimental medication that is both the only thing keeping them alive and is #also slowly killing them. It doesn't get the chance to kill Jin though.#he's one of 3 (4 if you count the light novel) surviving kids out of 100 from the experiment and by the end of the game only Chidori is lef #And now Will Graham.#You probably all know Will Graham. And I have rambled long enough. But he's the origin of one of my names.#Most of these guys are villains thats just sort of how these themes get represented #and I'm nothing if not consistent lmao

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daisywords · 9 days ago

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#can I just. scream for a second #so as is news to no one #we need to start over the entire us medical system from scratch #also I would like to be flayed alive and start over from scratch in the skin department as well #anyway for context: I've had some kind of rash/acne/infection/irritation all over my legs for over a year now #have tried various products and changed habits and products to try and get rid of it to no avail #everyone said you should really just go to a dermatologist #(I was not that inclined to do so bc the previous and only time I'd seen a dermatologist it was not a good experience. very condescending #also I don't like making appointments and stuff. girl I don't have time)#but I decided to be an adult and go (my insurance info seemed to imply I could go with zero copay even)#spoilers: that was not the case #anyway so I show up and surprise surprise: it sucked #she was dismissive and condescending imo. was literally like 'well it could be A B or C but I can't tell'#'all of those are basically impossible to get rid of anyway but the things to try are X Y or Z'#I asked to try Z since X and Y are things that I already tried and did nothing (which I had told her!!!)#but she just kept being like 'you just need to stop picking at it. that's the real problem and that's what's exacerbating your scarring'#(wow thanks never thought of that!) (she also insinuated that my scarring was ugly)#girl I'm not 5 years old I understand.#unfortunately for me that is a compulsion so strong it would probably take years of directed therapy to get me to stop doing that #what I'm here to see you about is to figure out what the problem is and how to stop it from happening in the first place #and STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT A COSMETIC ISSUE #it's causing me pain and discomfort that's the main problem! I would like that to stop!! and me not touching it would not solve that proble #also I wanted to ask her about something else but they were too quick about it. felt very Handled if you know what I mean #but anyway #she gave me a prescription for topical antibiotic which was the thing I had not tried #apparently my insurance doesn't cover it and it's also made of gold and plutonium or something #so she gave me a coupon for it #but get this #when I went to pick it up at the pharmacy they didn't take the coupon #the guy said. 'um this only works for the generic brand. and we don't have the generic brand'

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jayjamjary · 15 days ago

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Perhaps ordering a drink with something I don't recognize in it was a bad idea.

#I was getting a steamer from a cafe because I don't like coffee and most types of teas and smoothies are often too acidic for me for weird #medical reasons and I got one with caramel syrup in it but then at the bottom there was this thing asking if you wanted like a #“simple syrup” which I figured was just sugar syrup and it was free so i got 2 pumps of it since it offered 1-3 so I just picked the middle #option but now I have the drink and it tastes like coffee if there wasn't coffee in it. Like I don't drink coffee because it tastes like I'#being poisoned but wtf this isn't coffee and it tastes like I'm being poisoned.#also i just looked up simple syrup and i was right it is just sugar syrup why does this taste like death #the caramel flavor?????#it seriously tastes like im drinking straight preservative or like window cleaner or something idk ive never drank those but I get the #impression they would taste similarly #also im only here because THE UNIVERSITY CAFETERIA HAD A FIRE ALARM GO OFF AND NOW THEY'RE CLOSED #*insert my university here* stop catching on fire challenge go!#op

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doctorweebmd · 6 months ago

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someone pointed out something I did the other day that I didn’t really notice I do and then I was like….. yeah why do I do that and turns out it’s stimming. And apparently I do it. A lot.