#also ive been working 6-7 days a week lately <3 hell on earth
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im having a bad stressful week. i would fucking destroy a bag of cheddar & sour cream ruffles right now
#its actually the only thing that could fix me#personal#i had a fraudulent charge made on my credit card so i had to cancel it#my medical insurance is lapsed and i dont know WHY so i cant use it and no one will return my phone calls#i still have three teeth i need fixed and i cant afford it out of pocket so i need said insurance. lol#and my mom has been sick for a while now but shes getting progressively worse and wont let us help#so i was GOING to go pick my sibling up this weekend and bring them to mom's with me so we could have a conversation about like. getting-#-her more help but i asked mom if we could visit this weekend thru text on monday morning and she still hasnt opened or replied to me#which like. could mean nothing#but also lol what if something happened and no ones told me yet! what if she fell and hit her head again. who fucking knows#also ive been working 6-7 days a week lately <3 hell on earth#anyways blah blah will probably delete im just so. burnt. the kind where youre in the kitchen making coffee and then suddenly youre sobbing
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It took me 2 days to do this. Christ.
RUDE.
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up. Historyās Stranglers - The Bronx Sun/Rise/Light/Flies - Kasabian Promenade - Street Sweeper Social Club Fistful of Steel - Rage Against The Machine WW III - KMFDM Que No Te Hagas Bobo Jacobo - Molotov
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Probably flea or Anthony Kiedis
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. āAs a creative thinker I think heās brilliant and i feel very lucky to have got to meet himā
4) What do you think about most? Work/My anxiety/Food.. probably just a general mix of those things.
5) Ever had a poem or song written about you? Dont fink so. Unless stuff i has written about myself counts.
6) Do you have any strange phobias? Not anything strange, just like.. spiders n stuff.
7) What's your religion? Agnostic i guess.
8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Going to/from work or to/from getting food somewhere. I have an exciting life.
9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Red Hot Chili Peppers, always.
10) What was the last lie you told? āNah im goodā (someone at work who is bad at making tea offered to make me a tea, i was appreciative but theyāre real bad.)
11) Do you believe in karma? I mean, it would be nice for such a āforceā like that to exist, but it really doesnāt and itās a shame.
12) What does your URL mean? Itās a lyric from a Slipknot song.
13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Weakness: Probably my anxiety, it makes me unreasonably stressed at most times in my life and it makes everything very difficult. My strength is probably my desire to prove myself to literally everyone around me, it makes me work really really hard at everything i do.
14) Who is your celebrity crush? Hmmmmm Alison Brie at the moment.
15) How do you vent your anger? I donāt really get angry to be honest, when i do i just keep it at a level that i can deal with inside before acting on it.
16) Do you have a collection of anything? Mmmmmmmmnope, i have more than 100 video games, i guess that counts as a collection.
17) Are you happy with the person you've become? I will be. Im slowly getting there, there are just a couple more things left to sort out.
18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? I hate most sounds that wake me up. Aaaand i love the sound of rain when against windows/umbrellas
19) What's your biggest "what if"? What if i would have stuck it out when i was at school? Would i have gotten any good grades? Would i have gone to uni? Would i have just become more overwhelmed than i was and have gone through with a suicide attempt like i was planning? (that got deep, sozza)
20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Mmmmmm, lets go with.... No and Yes.
21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Right arm, my computer and left arm, my mic stand.
22) Smell the air. What do you smell? Paella, i didnāt finish my dinner.
23) What's the worst place you have ever been to? Uhh, Nothing really springs to mind to be honest. There are places that would make me have anxiety but that doesnt make them bad places.
24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender? Literally no one is coming to mind. Sorry, im way too tired to be doing this haha. --AT THIS POINT I STARTED FALLING ASLEEP AND WENT TO BED, THE REST OF THIS WAS WRITTEN TODAY--
25) To you, what is the meaning of life? I think at some point in life, everyone at some single point (maybe multiple points) saves another life. Whether it be ER nurses or just having a meaningful conversation with someone and changing their outlook, i think the meaning of live is to help and support other lives.
26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I do not.
27) What was the last movie you saw? Uhhhh American Ultra.
28) What's the worst injury you've ever had? Man i dont know, ive broken my nose and most of my fingers and toes but thats about as worse as i have had it.
29) Do you have any obsessions right now? Iāve started playing rocket league again and its the only game i have played for 3 days.
30) Ever had a rumor spread about you? Not that i know of!Ā
31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yeahhhh, 100% yes, sometimes itās important and those people deserve it man.
32) What is your astrological sign? Capricorn
33) What's the last thing you purchased? I bought some new glasses today. Im really hoping they arrive by the end of the week, otherwise im gonna get headaches all the damn time.
34) Love or lust? Obviously contextually dependent, but love is pretty damn cool.
35) In a relationship? Nāaw
36) How many relationships have you had? Obviously some have been more serious than others but like... around 8 or so i guess
37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? I mean, in a general sense, i like making people laugh, if someone likes me because of that, thatās their own damn problem.
38) Where is your best friend? Probably at home i would imagine.
39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? I want to say sleeping but i was probably watching youtube videos.
40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Probably not, but thatās Ā just because i hate myself..
41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Fuck my job, i couldnāt let a dog die. AlsoĀ ā if you are late one more timeā I am NEVER late for work.
42) You are at the doctorās office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? Shit, one month?! I would tell all my friends and family, i would tell people how i really feel about them (literally tell so many people how much they mean to me) and hell yeah i would be afraid.Ā āOne monthā is pretty vague, months have different lengths!
43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Get up and jump - red hot chili peppers
44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Love, trust, loyalty and happiness.
45) How can I win your heart? Make me laugh. I fucking love laughing.
46) Can insanity bring on more creativity? āInsanityā is a VERY loose term. Itās difficult to answer that.
47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? ā becoming friends w/ me HOLLAAAAAAA ā - @ufo-squadĀ
48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? Something simple but nice i guess. OR something really dumb likeĀ āIf youāre reading this, stop standing on meā
49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart." Emotion, working hard, giving something everything you can.
50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? Anything similar toĀ ā1DF7D2ā²
51) What is your current desktop picture? I have a cycle of around 50 different backgrounds, despite the fact that i never really look at them.
52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Hmm, I donāt think i would want anyone to just explode, that would suck.
53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? God, probably something about my emotions or the way i feel about people.
54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Shapeshifting would be awesome.
55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Hmmm, probably a really good gig that i had with my old bandmates, i really miss playing live music, so maybe one of the times we played at Jersey Live, they where fun.
56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Nahhh, fuck that, im a firm believer that everything happens for a reason in life so i woudnāt want to.
57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? I am legit not interested in just sleeping with random people that i donāt know, the idea of it is awful to me.
58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Australia, maybe L.A.
59) Ever been on a plane? I have.
60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities. Uhhhhhhhhh okay. Alison Brie Lauren Cohan Daisy Ridley Tom Hardy Kristen Stewart.
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sorry for the delay my dude i havent been home today
1. name: Jenna
2. age: 20
3. 3 fears: heights, squirrels, talking to people lmao
4. 3 things i love: coffee, working out, girls
5. 4 turn ons: a good connection, good conversation, eyes, smile
6. 4 turn offs: bad listeners, no connection, nothing in common, boys
7. my best friend: Raieeee
8. sexual orientation: gay
9. my best first date: i went to my exes dorm room and we didnt really do much we just layed in bed and watched netflix and talked and enjoyed each others company and it was wholesome and innocent and perfect
10. how tall am i: 5ā²2
11. what do i miss: a person
12. what time was i born: i have no idea
13. favorite color: tiffany blue or seafoam green
14. do i have a crush: nope
15. favorite quote:Ā āYou miss 100% of the shots you dont take.ā- Michael Scott
16. favorite place: Montauk, LI
17. favorite food: lately mozzarella sticks
18. do i use sarcasm: sometimes if im feelin moody
19. what am i listening to rn: a band called HomesafeĀ
20. first thing i notice in a person: uhhh maybe their eyes
21. shoe size: 7
22. eye color: green
23. hair color: dark blonde? light brown?
24. favorite style of clothing: oversized ugly sweaters that were $3 on etsy or like various band merchs
25. ever done a prank call: noo
27. meaning behind my url: its a Moose Blood album
28. favorite movie: i just saw The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo and that was pretty cool
29. favorite song: right now its Houdini by nothing,nowhere.
30. favorite band: lately ive been feelin Have Mercy, but also Sorority Noise
31. How i feel right now: drained, stressed
32. someone i love: my mom, my dog
33. my current relationship status: single as hell
34. relationship with my parents: pretty decent rn but thats rare so that could changeĀ
35. favorite holiday: either christmas or easter
36.Ā tattoos and piercings i have: lilacs, an arrow and a lotus flower; five on my ears, nipples septum and nose
37. tattoos and piercings i want: im hopefully getting a mountain tattoo soon; im good with piercings fornow but i do want to stretch my ears again
38. reason i joined tumblr: idk im gay and sad
39. do me and my last ex hate eachother: i dont hate him but idk if that feeling is mutual
40. do i ever get goodmorning/night texts: lololololol no?
41. have i ever kissed the last person i texted: nope
42. when did i last hold hands: last night my dog reached for my hand with her paw HA
43. how long does it take to get ready in the morning: not long maybe like 10 minutesĀ
44. have you shaved your legs in the last three days: yesĀ
45. where am i right now: bed
46. if i were drunk and cant stand whos taking care of me: raieee
47. do i like my music loud or reasonable: reasonable
48. do i live with my parents:yup
49. am i excited for anything: i get paid this week thats excitingĀ
50. do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to: sure
51. how often do i wear a fake a smile: too often
52. when was the last time i hugged someone: today
53. what if the last person i kissed was kissing someone in front of me: i dont care lol
54. is there anyone i trust even though i should not: maybe idk
55. what is something i disliked about today: i didnt have time to work out like usual
56. if i could meet anyone on earth who woul it be: bernie sanders
57. what do i think about most: idk my mind is alwasy racing
58. whats my strangest talent: i can put my leg behind my head
59. strangest phobia: too many to list im scared of everything
60. do i prefer to be behind the camera or infront of it: behind itĀ
61. what was the last lie i told: idkĀ
62. do i prefer talking on the phone to chatting online: i hate any form of phone call unless im really comfortable with the person
63. do i belive in ghosts/aliens: ghosts sure but aliens nah
64. do i believe in magic: no
65. doi believe in luck: maybe
66. whats the weather right now: freezing
67. what was the last book i read: Salt by Nayyirah Waheed
68.do i like the smell of gasoline: yes honestly
69. do i have any nicknames: Jenna
70. worst injury ive ever had: nerve damage and 10 stitches in my finger
71. do i spend money or save it: spend
72. can i touch my nose with my tongue: nah
73. is there anything pink in 10 feet from me: yes my victorias secret perfumeĀ
74. favorite animals: lately hedgehogs forwhatever reason
75. what was i doing last night at 12am: probably netflix
76. what do i think satans last name is: this is such a random question
77. whats a song that always makes me happy when i hear it: its basic but riptide is a happy song
78. how can you win my heart: just do all the talking and let me sit there and listen bc i dont like to talk
79. what would i want to be written on my tombstone: here for a good time, not a long time
80. what is my favorite word: bumblefuck
81. my top 5 fav blogs on tumblr: @keepyouinmindfromtimetotime, @keepyouinmindfromtimetotime, so on and so forth (self promotion)
82. if the whole world were listening to me right now what would i say: idk not much
83. do i have relatives in jail: no
84. superpower of choice: mind reading or teleportation
85. what would be a question id be afraid to tell the truth on: oooh idk this could have multiple answers
86. current desktop picture: like marbly blue
87. had sex before: yesĀ
88. bought condoms: noo
89. gotten pregnant: nope
90. failed a class: lmao yes
91. kissed a boy: yes
92. kissed a girl: many a times
93. kissed in the rain: yes
94. had a job: yes i am a baristaĀ
95. left the house without my wallet: yes
96. bullied someone on the internet: no its usually the other way around
97. had sex in public: uhhhh
98. played on a sports team: yup
99. smoked weed: yes
100. did drugs: nah
101. smoked cigarettes: yuup
102. drank alchol: yes im drunk whle typing this
103. am i vegetarian/vegn: used 2 b
104. been overweight: nope
105. been underweight: very
106. been to a wedding: yes
107. been on the computer for 5 straight hours: yes lmao
108. watched tv for 5 straight hours: yes lmao
109. been out of the country: no :(
110.gotten my heart broken: too many times
111. been to a professional sports game: yup
112. broken a bone: yes
113. cut myself: ya
114. been to prom: noĀ
115. been in an airplane: yes i hate it
116. fly in a helicopter: no
117. concerts ive been to: too many to list idek
118. had a crush on someone of the same sex: yea haha
119. learned another language: i took italian in hs
120. wore make up: sometimes
121. lost my viriginity before 18: yes
122. had oral sex: sureĀ
123. dyed my hair: yes its been blue, purple, pink, red, black all of the above
124. voted in a pres election: yes
125. rode in an ambulance: nope
126. had surgery: i dont think so maybe once when i was little
127. met someone famous: yes
128. stalked someone on social media: i mean define stalking. like ive looked through peoples instagrams?Ā
129. peed outside: literally never
130. been fishing: yup
131. helped with charity: yes!
132. been rejected by a crush: id have to put myself out there to be rejected which i dont do so no
133. broken a mirror: too many times
134. what do i want for my birthday: uhhh idkĀ
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