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🖇️BL WATCHLIST DECEMBER
🎬7 Days Before Valentine - WETV - The crispest sound I've ever heard in a Thai drama. And so much symbolism, I love it!
🎬Playboyy - GAGAOOLALA - 🍌🍍🍈🍎🍑🍐
🎬For Him - IQIYI - Messy uni bl my beloved.
🎬Twins - GAGAOOLALA - The first ep had a bit too much exposition for my taste but I like it.
🎬Pit Babe - IQIYI - Not iqiyi geolocking things again. Don't they understand I need to watch this for the neonsynth vibes and Nut and Pon??
🎬Beyond the Star - IQIYI - Look how they massacred my show. But still, Bank Chanwut my beloved. 🥰
🎬The Sign - YOUTUBE - The fantasy lakorn BL of my dreams.
🎬Dead Friend Forever | DFF - IQIYI - How did BOC know that I want a horror BL for Christmas this year?
🎬Bake Me Please - GAGAOOLALA - Ohm and Guide and lots of sweetness, need I say more?
🎬My Universe - IQIYI - Lots of couples each with their own self-contained mini series (if you can even call it that). I'm intrigued.
The calendar overview for November was super handy so:
🖇️FINISHED
🎬My Dear Gangster Oppa - IQIYI - This is already so cute. Achievement unlocked: new Thursday happy place.
🎬Bake Me Please - GAGAOOLALA - Ohm and Guide and lots of sweetness, need I say more?
🖇️ON HOLD (aka I love these shows, I just don't have the time😭)
🎬Absolute Zero - IQIYI - I want to love this show - it's beautiful and bittersweet - but some of the plot leaves me puzzled.
🎬Shadow - GAGAOOLALA - I've been waiting for this series for so long. 😭
🎬Last Twilight - YOUTUBE - I'll tentatively watch this for JimmySea.
🎬Cherry Magic Thailand - YOUTUBE - This is going to be unbearably cute, I just know it.
🎬The Middleman's Love -| IQIYI + YOUTUBE - This is moving very very fast, much faster than the novel. Consequently, Jade is very, very unhinged but that's why I love him.
🎬Cooking Crush - 26 November | YOUTUBE - OffGun means I'm in.
➕ MDL | ABOUT | ALL WATCHLISTS | COMMENTARY TAG | THAI BL NOVELS
#jane watches stuff#bl watchlist#not much change for december#the first of the shorter november series are ending#so january will be positively chill#colorful melody will be on wetv and doesn't seem to have an inter release yet
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Hiii!!! Can you PLEASE draw Katie and Sadie? If not, maybe Kitty and Emma?? I love them both, SM!
waa sorry it took me somlong to answer !! here !! kitty&emma !! the sisters ever!!!
#my art#total drama#tdrr#total drama ridonculous race#tdrr emma#tdrr kitty#td emma#td kitty#total drama emma#total drama kitty#robin's doodles!!#iiim gonna try to answer old asks#the fact that this was prob in december n my artstyle has changed so much since then 😭😭 sprry anon
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IT IS TIME. BASTARD FAMILY LINEUP 2023 BABY!!!! WOOO!!
#the hollowridge disaster#oc ref sheet#dragonfang#adam#knife#adriel#dianne#nirven#beial#richard#december#WOOO YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE ALL THESE GUYS SO MUCH i have been working so hard on this for a few days im so excited to have it done#also before you ask yes adris jacket is grey in this because it fits the b/w theme i want for HR but canonically its teal denim still#that has not changed#ALSO ADAM WEIGHT RIGHTS. PUT SOME HEFT ON THAT GUY#no longer a malnourished emo boy. hes still emo though.#and bei melanin rights too#im gonna explode i love these guys so much i need to show this asap on god!!!#if you are new here i hope u like them!! if you are an old fan/follower i hope u love them still!! :DDD i got a lot of stuff planned#hollowridge my fucking beloved of all time how i have missed you so..............................#💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
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I won at buying doujinshi today
So cute explodes
#yeah ill scan this. its only like the second half tho. and i dont remember the first half lol#i opened my package around 8 am then went back to sleep. its mostly a blur#distracted by testament being mentally ill and so cutesy pie#there isnt a ton of testament in the other stuff i got but there is an interesting gender moment from 1999#kind of changing my perception of when daisuke started really thinking about their gender.#because it is presumably a reference to that one transcending humanity daisuke quote. its so interesting.#best source we have is from march 2002 but ive seen it mentioned october 2001. and well. december 1999 now. crazy#i cant use doujinshi as a source though. few credibility steps below a 2ch post. which is already pretty rough.#but theres other evidence and also they are literally nonbinary now like its plausible we dont have to think too hard abt it its okay pleas#ive spent too much time thinking too hard about it.#the kat goes meow#gg
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My great-uncle runs grocery stores and he told me about having to close down the one by the university because the students never bought fresh perishable foods there and (though I haven't been a college student these 6 years) I still am very proud of myself whenever my grocery list is just perishables
#today i got kale arugula smoked salmon apple lemon green beans and coconut milk#to be supplemented by chicken pot pie (homemade w homemade broth and chicken fat to make the roux) and butternut squash soup#and chia seed pudding and eggs to feed me for the week#am i like. a healthy eater?? i know i am but the amount of greens i actually want to eat rn is shocking#also hello i'm barely clinging to life and health in the aftermath of 2 trips in 2 weeks but i AM clinging#i am fed i worked out outside i am showing up at work and getting it done#i still have an entire conference paper to write in the next 8 days#and i need to get my car repaired#AND apply for a job (many things have changed in me so fast job-wise#but i can't really post about it til i journal about it but that won't happen for days)#my soul is so full though i got so much physical touch and saw beloved friends and their children#4 parently professors 10 dear friends and 3 children IT WAS THE BEST#and then today i had dinner with my friends here and goofed with the twins so :) all's well :)#i just am on a tight deadline to get my body and life stabilized before next weekend i take another road trip and pms#love you all i hold you dearly i intend to send forth mail. once i'm sane at home again. which may not happen til december#oh! and my copy of deep secret by diana wynne jones came in the mail while i was gone#and! i got to the colorwork part of my sweater and it looks AWESOME
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain “well beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.V” and an “orange haired inkling-turned-human” has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! It’s so much more then what I expected or even prepared for—might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
…aside from graduating high school + the social connections I’ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS I’d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. It’s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! It’s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanks—because I can’t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same time…it’s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesn’t immediately make me any “better” or “worse” then I was before. I’m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by others—and that’s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. He’s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Can’t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which “animated video” I’m referring to here—hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. It’s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
I’ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering it’s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as “low effort” content (despite taking several days making it). It’s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. I’ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didn’t? Sometimes you feel like you’ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However I’ve realized that I can’t ever expect views to be consistent—and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean it’s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. “Popular” YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artists…to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when it’s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So that’s what I’ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasn’t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldn’t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems I’ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ‘em laughs and giggles#I CAN’T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THAT’S INSANE TO ME—ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I would’ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didn’t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you don’t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes it’s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on ✨the star✨ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first place…don’t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome 😒#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee 🙄#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. I’d imagine he’s tried of my nonstop nonsense#….yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So there’s high chance I’ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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Say, if the Dadyrus AU has Suzy/Susie and Noelle, then what about Berdly? Is he doing anything in the AU? And what about Dess?
He is very much in the AU! Idolized Chara for years, and Man, If he had interacted with Chara even just ONE time, he would have seen that theyre just a goober, a bookworm hermit, a self sacrificial cryptic with a heart of gold!
*pulls up glock* and I better not see anybody tag this as ship, Chara ad Asriel are in college, they are ADULTS. This is an "I aspire to be this cool" type of deal, alright? not a crush
(Chara did not get nauseous bc theyre already a void monster, void goo its not toxic to them! And theyre all fine, its just like if you licked a bit of battery acid: horrible mouthfeel, but overall okay if it was just a lilbit if it)
Loved loved LOVED this ask so much, thank you!!
#and the cherry on top: when chara was finally cool‚ you can see Berdly's darkworld glasses shattered on the floor#so my boy was half blind when that happened XD#living as flowey drastically changed Asriels personality#so he would not have hanged out with his classmates outside of school#This comic and post had so much text in it so sorry!#I just deadass loved this ask so much!#and yes I accidentally licked battery acid.#dadyrus au#myart#december holiday#dess holiday#undertale#deltarune#ut#chara dreemurr#chara undertale#chara ut#asriel dreemurr#Berdly#ralsei
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wip wednesday
In the drifting silence of his empty apartment, Shen Wei presses the door shut, turns the lock. And then, like his body was waiting until he was alone, his legs give out. Shen Wei tips/topples against/into the wall, sinks down to sitting on the front mat/in the entryway. He sits there for a long time, curled into himself with his arms around his knees. The whole time, his body braced for the sound of Zhao Yunlan’s door opening, the sound of footsteps crossing the hall. Waiting, again, for Kunlun to return to him. But no sound comes from outside his door. At last, Shen Wei tips his head back against the wall, lets out a soft, streaming sigh. The sound trembles in the still air. It’s the closest he’s come to crying in years, that he can remember.
from the up draft of the answer fic. im cutting it veryyyyyy close to the deadline this time ahahaha (nervous!) but the writing is going relatively smoothly (knocks on wood) and i think it'll turn out pretty delicious!!
#weilan#shen wei#guardian#my fic#guardian bonus bingo 2024 prompt 5#wip wednesday#three days ................................. *cries a little bit*#its ok shockingly this feels ... doable. i also did structure this fic to be VERY striaghtforward for me:#sw pov / not much worldbuilding or plot / lots of flashback + canon constraints / no new characters / canon weilan#which IS a skill i wanted specifically to work on through guardian bingo this year so i'm quite happy with this!#i was thinking about this yesterday and in december 2023 it took me about a month to write 'the beginning of devotion' (roughly 3.8k)#and now it will be taking me about a week and a half to write this guy (roughly 3.2k)#without having to sacrifice process very much! i'm starting to learn where i can cut corners which is hehe. awesome#achieved at the expense of. much shrieking and interruption of various necessary rhythms of life haha. but. kind of cool to me#i might do a reflection post about how i think my process has changed this year bc it's definitely different (at least a little) than dec'2#it feels like. yknow. like i've figured out how to do the basic steps and now i'm adding flourishes and stuff#ok enough rambling lol if u've read this far i salute you
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You still into tpn? Maybe some rayemma?
Or shuake
I'm not rly into tpn anymore but I do periodically miss Rayems... They were so good. It was really fun to draw them again and I liked drawing the old man's house (from the two final chapters y'know) thanks for the request!!
#the promised neverland#yakusoku no neverland#tpn#ynn#rayemma#tpn ray#tpn emma#emma tpn#ray tpn#My style has legit changed so much from when I last drew them#I used to struggle so much with both of their hair and now their hair was so easy#Also genuinely has been fun to draw other ships!!!#And I'm enjoying the colours this ended up with#I had wanted to do something autumn-y but in the end I went with the old man's house and so the location is winter-y :pensive face:#Will just have to reblog it again in December
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Rating: Mature Chapter: 9/? Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Slow Burn, Single Parents, POV Alternating, Dream is a sculptor, Grief/Mourning, Hallucinations, Hurt/Comfort, Bullying, Descriptions of Violence, Smoking, Drinking
Hob could only laugh in disbelief. “I don’t suppose I have a choice?”
Morpheus’s busy hands stilled. “Of course you do. If you are uncomfortable with the arrangement, we do not have to proceed.”
Hob stared at him for a few seconds, then sighed as he ran his hand through his hair. “No, I already agreed to it. It’s just that—I haven’t really…” been naked in front of anyone in a long, long time. I haven’t worked on myself at all. In fact, I’ve let go of myself a lot. And I’m not sure I want you to see that.
“You do not have to be fully naked,” Morpheus offered. “You can keep your underwear on.”
Hob sighed again.
(read on ao3)
#dreamling#*#*my fic#good times for a change fic#here we fucking go. here we fucking go!!!!!!#so sorry for the wait!!! chapters should be coming much quicker now. the holidays are almost here and ive filed So Many Leaves for december#im excited!
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didnt think I'd be drawing anythjng today but i saw this one tweet by @/crying_anabell about a ship dynamic and it inmediately reminded me of these two so i blinked and this happened .
ive been posting a lot lately it makes me a bit dizzy but rhe brainrot tells me to go cook something up and i must obey making sure we all well fed/lh
#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#ANYWAY THIS WAS MEANT TO BE A MUCH QUICKER DOODLE#but i accidentally used the crayon brush when i was doing the outlines#and it spoke to me#“michael you must try this one thing you saw on twitter.... do it.....”#so now it looks like this one comic i did when i was what. 14#very nostalgic though. really like it#will probably milk this style of coloring whenever im bored#also side note#ive drawn yuuichi so much since december that he has changed quite a bit from how i drew him at first#its probably not too obvious seeing my first post of him (i was a bit rusty on art when i did that anyway)#BUT IVE GOTTEN THIS VERY PARTICULAR WAY OF DRAWING HIM NOW HE'S A JOY TO DRAW#effects of having to draw hom 57 times for expression sheets i suppose#no regrets though
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his ass is NOT turning!! (human! Oplita/Arion Hadestown au)
#Nope not today his ass is NOT checking out what's behind him was#I'm having war flashbacks to watching orpheus turn#That shit changed the trajectory of my life#I did not do the costumes justice I am so sorry they are absolutely gorgeous trust me I've seen them & yes there's actually that much blood#bad anatomy aswell because i'm relying on a shitty ass memory and ass crack of a giraffe slime tutorial quality references <333#Hi this was meant to be bot form because this au is bot form but bot form is actually hard to draw I found out I can't just draw blocks lik#it's lego when it comes to side profiles so I ended up drawing/sketching up a human one with my aligned arion designs 😚😚 the bot one is#still coming idk when tho probably around when I see the show again 💯💯 December broskis along with fic I can hopefully right#transformers#elita 1#elita one#orion pax#optimus prime#oplita#transformers ariel#Transformers Arion#hadestown au#humanformers#transformers fanart#maccadam#maccadams#transformers aligned
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haunting yourself
#based on that one post from last december about how#characters sometimes change so much throught their stories that their future self is a monster to their younger version.#who themselves have turned into ghosts left to watch over what has become of them.#idc anymore about getting that 'shadow' right. i have a paper to write until next thursday#close ups under the cut cause you cant see them properly <3#philly cheese steak#toh#the owl house#philip wittebane#emperor belos
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no actually it is kind of a wonder to me how pb is operating with whb like it is bc. arent yall also hosted (i believe anyways im not sure if their partnership w/ erolabs goes beyond that) by another company w/ SEVERAL gachas under its belt. so whats goin on here. nobody taking notes? are we doing market research? is anyone even play testing. hello. its so dark in here
#cliffnotes/.txt#whb#LIKE. atp im just here to see how long it lasts#not even a full year yet and honestly it srarted going downhill december....#i feared back in march they were gonna be trying to do passes monthly and its not a good look. thats like ~60 per month#thats a bill payment.#even subscription based mmos dont cost that much.#and lets be frank the game is not of any sort of quality that justifies $60 for a jpeg (and imo a lackluster side story)#like sry u can only use the company size as an excuse for so long and i will never dickride a company ever#but its. man.#i am interested in the game and its characters and story if we could GET TO ITTTTT#RAHHHH#atp im like is anyone trying to make sure this game lasts. it feels like its gotta be fully aware sabotage now#bc these choices arent making sense unless the point is truly just a quick buck#theres some useful little changes here and there but. man#it get overshadowed by the greed real quickly#i dont even care abt beel either just on principle. this is. a real head scratcher.#also this has been in my drafts since may if that means anything.#i just rewrote my tags 😭
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alright~ a few updates about everything! so this weekend I'll be seeing changkyun in chicago- so I prolly won't be posting until after I'm alive again from that 😂😅 (I am vv excited about it- I just know I'll be vv tired when I return home). Anyways, I have a few fics in the works~ one of them that is a request 🤭 I'm vv excited to work on them! But I think I'm going to change my masterlist a bit when I come back. I'm going to retire a few groups from the main masterlist and I've been debating for the past year about it... But I think I'm going to add a yearly masterlist- So it would go from most recent to the beginning of this year~
I'm also thinking about changing my pfp- I haven't been really into stray kids for uh... years- But I will be sure to make an update about that if I go thru with that too- (It may be ji changmin next 🫣🤭)
Anyways those are my few updates 🥰💖
#in general my brain is so muddled outside of talking to my three closest and my mom i'm just... fogged- but god how i want to be#writing rn- i have 4 smuts and 1 fluff in the works (who would have guessed my fluff writer self has moved from not only plain fluff to#angst & smut this year? not me- but i'm happy about it) two are poly aus and the other two are about a certain 🌙~#kate rambles on from here#altho there is another vv big potential fic~ but i'm only counting ones i have lots of progress on-#and then the masterlist thing i've been thinking about forever- hwvr again i do not know if i'll have the energy bc i might be knocked#on my ass for another month after this trip (i'll be pretty much solely driving for 4 & 1/2 hrs there and another 4 & 1/2 back the next day#but the pfp thing has been on my mind for a while too- again idk when i'll get around to it but jinkoh has given me a vv good#idea esp for winter~ with mr. ji~ so i'm sure to have changed it by december~ (unless the change is too much for me- i haven't changed it#since 2018... so i'm kind of attached to it- even tho i don't even bias him or stan the group anymore...)#anyways this is full of me rambling- i could really go on tbh- bc i'm really trying to get my mind into gear- but these are my updates#let's see if i fulfill em- i'm bound to fill the fic ones- but the other two... yeah- we'll see-#kate rambles#blog updates#should i bring babydoll q & juyo to the concert bc if it wasn't for kyun getting me into dominic fike(and being into tbz during stealer era#i wouldn't have been a tbz ult... (outside of some other factors i haven't really disclosed) bc atp i'm vv close to packing them with me#i mean tbh a tbz pc was going- but now i'm 🫣: should i bring them to see the guy from my first ult group that caused the spiral-#that made me get into my newest ult group? (i love this butterfly effect more than i could ever express tbh- even tho i express it often)#anyways if someone actually reads these- i'm bound to bring babydoll q- legally that's my buddy- but juyo?? 👀
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HEHEHEHEHE I FINISHED ITTTT (left is the redraw and right is the og)
#redrawing#meow#its crazy#my art changed that much in 4 months?#wow#cause like#i drew the og in like#august?#maybe?#idrk#but#it’s almost december now#and i’ve improved that much?#or at least#i think it’s an improvement?#i mainly did this to show how much milo’s design has changed#cause#miss maam underwent a whole species change#like fr#she went from a human to neko spirit yokai thing#which is rlly fun for her#cause it’s the whole foundation behind why her uncle abuses hee#her#not hee#hee hee#muzan jackson#lol#just ignore me lol
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