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thedrotter · 10 months ago

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didnt think I'd be drawing anythjng today but i saw this one tweet by @/crying_anabell about a ship dynamic and it inmediately reminded me of these two so i blinked and this happened .

ive been posting a lot lately it makes me a bit dizzy but rhe brainrot tells me to go cook something up and i must obey making sure we all well fed/lh

#re:kinder #yuuichi mizuoka #shunsuke takano #ANYWAY THIS WAS MEANT TO BE A MUCH QUICKER DOODLE #but i accidentally used the crayon brush when i was doing the outlines #and it spoke to me #“michael you must try this one thing you saw on twitter.... do it.....”#so now it looks like this one comic i did when i was what. 14 #very nostalgic though. really like it #will probably milk this style of coloring whenever im bored #also side note #ive drawn yuuichi so much since december that he has changed quite a bit from how i drew him at first #its probably not too obvious seeing my first post of him (i was a bit rusty on art when i did that anyway)#BUT IVE GOTTEN THIS VERY PARTICULAR WAY OF DRAWING HIM NOW HE'S A JOY TO DRAW #effects of having to draw hom 57 times for expression sheets i suppose #no regrets though

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dykedvonte · 8 months ago

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thinking abt what you said with house viewing Benny as a son and I’m obsessed. Like. The man spent most of his life before the war presumably alone, and then after the bombs fell he was alone again, save for AI he himself devised. Then he decides to pull in some Tribes, and one kid shows promise! So sure, treat him well, train him, groom him to be his protege, then next thing you know UH OH he’s got developing paternal feelings towards this guy. Wanting some semblance of a family when the time has long since passed, yet fostering that feeling all the same seems so accurate for him. Benny meanwhile only views him as a boss, and not a particularly good one at that. makes me wonder how House must’ve felt when he found out about Bennys plans

I view it as House blames only himself for this, cause he kind of does in canon (strap in this is a long one).

When reflecting on the issue of Benny, House chastises himself first and foremost for not acting quickly enough when it comes to priming Benny. He describes Benny as being ambitious, ruthless and capable; compliments coming from a man like House. House has an ego and while he is logical enough to understand there was never any evidence Benny saw him as a father-figure, he lacks the humility to admit he let his own views on his relationship with Benny blind him to the activities happening behind the scenes.

I doubt that House was as aware as he makes out about what Benny was doing, he knew early on but certainly not early enough to stop Benny from hacking and obtaining a securitron along with getting the chip in the first place. I take it he was distracted by all the possibilities he was calculating of Vegas' success and growth with him steering and Benny as the new figure head, not because of any normal affection for Benny but the admiration of his capabilities. It's to be noted that House believed menial incentives (likely caps, booze, basic needs, etc..) were enough to keep Benny tame like the other Chairmen but, as evidenced by the Omertas and Mortimer in the WGS, this is not enough when it comes to more driven Vegas citizens. This implies he still undervalued Benny and created a space in which Benny felt the need to rebel.

House in my eyes is not sentimental in the traditional sense. I can imagine his pride was severely scorned as someone he certainly deemed dumber than him was, albeit only for a little, able to out-gambit him. It would definitely hit home seeing how his brother also betrayed him but I feel like that's why he's so apathetic when he tells the Courier to do as they see fit with Benny. I doubt the way he terrorized his brother brought him any emotional satisfaction other than a "Now who's in charge!" ego boost. Putting that same emotional intensity towards Benny isn't worth it because who does it benefit? Wasted time, wasted planning, and most importantly wasted potential are all he gets from continuing to be hands-on with Benny. I say the closest example is not being able to throw out old toys due to the memories attached but knowing it's necessary as they are broken or just taking up space for new ones, and then asking someone else to do it so you don't need to get caught up in the feelings of throwing something you put so much effort into. It's not Benny House cares about in my mind, not in a way that sounds healthy to any non-emotionally constipated individual, but what he could've represented for him, which is why he so quickly offers the same position to the Courier.

As for Benny's view on all of this, it was a long time coming. Benny didn't and doesn't believe House is a completely shitty boss. He admires what he's been shown and admits House knows how to run the strip, but disagrees with the directions. Ideologically, House is an anarcho-capitalist while Benny is just an anarchist. House wants to run the strip to profit, though money is not what he's concerned with being rich with anymore. Benny wants a free state that he wishes to become a place for the people, except for the Chairmen who would be on top (I like to remind people that Benny's motives were selfish but not for personal gain/power as was it for the people he actually saw as family). Benny was never looking for a father but a future. He was not interested in being adopted, or having the chairmen adopted, as bigger names still overshadowed in House's legacy.

Truly, it's easiest to summarize as House feeling strongly and thinking positively enough of Benny to start incorporating him into the future of Vegas (a huge honor actually) while Benny was so disillusioned by House's ego and indifference that he thought the only way Vegas could be the future is with House gone.

#tdlr House saw Benny as the perfect face of his Legacy while Benny saw his legacy as a stagnant mosquito infested pond #its more complex as house certainly would of been irate if he hadn't known and the courier came to kick benny's ass #but more someone being mad youre fucking with their things #i likely thing that even in a more traditional father son relationship House is conditional and would force Benny to confrom more to his #standards as I also believe the Chairmen are more tightly monitered due to bennys unique relation to house and being the first tribe #so itd be smothering and oppressive for someone like Benny even though imposing his beliefs and standards would be how House shows affectio #and fatherly praise which would result in Benny probably wanting to act out even more. like the only way a father son dynamic is healthy an #works is if house would relent some control and show he sees benny as an equal which would never happen cause its house but its still tragi #to me cause house has that longing for something more personal to him than Vegas and tries to fill it with progress cause its rather hard #to create those bonds in the state he is in and benny was the closest thing to that and even that he inadvertently ruined #but on benny house kinda ruined him cause the chairmen for all intents and purposes liked and trusted benny as a leader after bingo who #benny really only killed because of the illusions of grandeur house put into a young impressionable mind and how bingo refused to hear him #not to absolve him of his wrongdoings and being a dick but benny didnt just attack bingo he challenged him and won and in the end while #nostalgic none of the chairmen choose to leave and go back to the old way which says something cause they can leave #this is long and honestly should a seperate post on benny cause i have thoughts on him and how more people need to add his all roads traits #to get a cohesive picture of how hed really act #benny gecko #benny fnv #fallout #fallout new vegas #robert edwin house #mr house fnv #mr house #ask #anon #sorry if this is confusing I have very indepth thoughts on all aspects and possibilites on how unhealthy and power inbalancey anything #with house would be but this is so interesting cause its oddly vulnerable for house of all people to disclose this to the courier

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz #ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and #then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific #cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or #etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as #you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on #accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have #as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence #of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate #versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a #neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest #ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling #and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for #documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like #sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I #can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If #I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my #ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be #accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor #focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it #were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan #that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is #some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my #kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means #i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m #in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in #one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability #& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER

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dropespeon · 8 months ago

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god. god. sasasap. ogd

#drop #feeling immensely nostalgic for pre isat release days... i only got into it in like mid 2023 and never participated in the fandom #but it was so fun to theorize #and sasasap brings out a very Particular kind of illness within me.#isat is obv the better game and i love it (obviously) but every time i think about sasasap for just 1 second i explode.#just. auuuogh. i love the atmosphere of it. i love how you can tell there were things before the loops but it doesn't feel like it #i love how you're just. thrown into it. you're not ready. you're never ready.#i really love how sasasap (though probably unintentionally) tells its story by Not telling you things #and only doing offhand mentions when it does. because it doesn't matter to this siffrin #like... the way the ability to choose where they loop back is mentioned vaguely once #and again!!@!! thw fuckig atmosphere!!!#it's so stifling!!!! you feel so trapped!!! everything feels so small!!!!!#and with things like the unskippable dialogue (like it or hate it) it really all just feels so miserable to get through. in a good way #and the lack of guidance. it's nowhere near as obvious in sasasap if you're doing a certain route #and there's so many rooms you just can't go in. you don't even know what's in them #and siffrin probably doesn't either. all they remember is that they marked that off for the sake of walking to their death a little bit #faster #just. auogh. sasasap. god

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moe-broey · 8 months ago

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Textpost redraw that only works in a modern setting, so. I gave them silly outfits (and a little bit of lore!)

Some zoom ins on the illusts!

And Lore

Moe is like. A SHUT-IN shut-in. So in any modern setting that isn't "Hey wanna visit my hometown for a sec (events so far have followed canon at least loosely)", it would have to meet Alfonse under Extremely Specific Circumstances.

And finally! Textpost under cut!

#fire emblem #feh #I PUT. SO MUCH LOVE INTO THIS ACTUALLY IT'S INSANE. ESP FOR A TEXTPOST REDRAW LMFAOOO #the vision was so clear to me though. the vibe of the post (struggling). a catastrophic fall from grace.#the idea of alfonse venting about almost losing a social interaction. a performance slipping.#a setting where he isn't performing at all now. there is nothing to perform here bc moe. well.#also the visual. i am imagining a very specific nostalgic shitass swingset in my mind.#one that doesn't exist anymore actually bc they rebuilt it (probably for the best.) but that thing #would leave rust on your hands and arms and leave your ass blue. it sucked but it was awesome #the rust marks don't show up as clearly here unfortunately LMFAO so i had to point em out.#ALSO. I AM ACTUALLY SO INSANE ABOUT THEIR OUTFITS ACTUALLY. bc BOTH of them are hiding #alfonse is trying to blend in. pass as normal. moe is trying to distract you. but also desperately trying to communicate Something.#like do you wanna be seen or not little buddy (the answer is Yes.)#back to alfonse like if not 'normal' then at least 'put together'. will suffice. i think he's also beginning to loosen up here too tho #like. so at the beginning of it that he isn't Really LMFAOO but. he painted his nails black. just to try it.#it was also so fun to freehand the patterns... camo and argyle (the socks) (hardly noticeable but that's the intent!)#'beginning to loosen up' actually i think he's just starting to fall apart.#fe alfonse #moe tag #summoner oc #my art #my comics

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gibbyslounge · 2 years ago

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things im still not over (as someone who was mostly inactive since mid 2021):

mask and change my clothes!! i dont think i was active on tumblr when change my clothes was released, but the way i ascended when i heard his soft sweet singing voice <33 mask is my favorite song of his and it still makes me emotional to think about what the song meant to him. his creativity is one of his greatest strengths and i am endlessly happy that he found a way to share more of himself in a way that he really enjoys

DREAM TEAM MEETUP tbh i really did not know if these days would ever come. its so so so crazy to think that florida man dream texas cowboy sapnap and british george are really all living together and existing in the same space. seeing them be THEM irl is still very surreal and makes me pause for a second without fail. so so much of the community centered around them not having met each other irl

DREAM FACE REVEAL!!!! this one i REALLY HONESTLY didnt know if it would ever come, just because the courage it takes to face reveal after building one of the largest audiences is fucking crazy. i thought that even if they did end up living together, dream might’ve found that he is happy to just be with them and not want to face reveal anymore. ig never doubt dream- he’s such a “go big or go home” type of person. i love him regardless but now he is also a big bear who wears cat beanies and has the prettiest eyes and im emotionally attached

dream pics before his face reveal with a big emphasis on suit pics, swt halloween, and strawberry dream. his white hoodie posey pose and the ones with the blanket and patches have a permanent home in my heart but these had me convulsing and i didnt get to gush about them here </3

#long tagsss #why does it feel like no time has passed yet SO MUCH has changed #i feel very very late to everything i think in some ways i am still kinda stuck in the past #it was just today where i officially really matched dream to his voice and that was rlly cool #he has always been very cute and dorky kind generous and open hearted #and you can see that when he interacts with people in irl streams too #ik i kinda left wo saying anything and sometimes i wish i had still been active to freak out abt everything w everyone #but basically it just got more stressful than fun bc my hpfx became unhealthy and i had to move for college and learn to be on my own #im back home now after transferring and my mental health is a lot better #sm has changed in my life too!!#being active here still makes me feel nostalgic abt all the old times though #however it really is just the beginning and i keep thinking abt how dream spoke abt things speeding up and im v v happy that i get to tunein #dreamblr

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turtlemagnum · 2 months ago

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god, i suck at mario 2. i'm disparaging my legacy.... seriously, how the fuck have i beaten the lost levels without save states but can't get past 1-3 in american mario 2???? why am i not instantly good at a game i've never really played, god!!!! my mother would be disappointed in me

post writing the tags turtle here: i started rambling about my childhood made the tags longer than the actual post and don't feel like putting them onto the actual post because that'd be too much work and i'm feeling lazy. read em if you want personal bullshit! or don't. i'm not care

#one of the few luxuries we had growing up was a super nintendo #it was pretty much exclusively my mom's. and some of my earliest memories are watching her play super mario all stars and a link to the pas #she only specifically ever played mario 2 and 3. i never saw mario 1 or the lost levels as a kid #guess they're not as replayable to her. she says she's beaten both once #for some reason i remember playing a fair amount of donkey kong country. we had all 3 of them #i think as a kid i got farthest in the 3rd one? always got weird vibes from that one but it was still fun #growing up *my* home console was an N64. mom didn't really like it for whatever reason so it usually lived in my room #i still remember buying majora's mask from a toy store that's not in business anymore. i think that was one of my only games that wasn't a #hand-me-down. i think it was that and turok rage wars #as far as i remember everything else was given by a relative or a relative's boyfriend or something #still don't know where a lot of them went #i used to have the tony hawk games on there. and i think i remember gex? i think those were my cousins boyfriends stuff #i guess he took em back at some point #last i heard about that cousin she was in jail wacked out on drugs #i remember her boyfriend being a good guy. i think she got him on drugs or something. bad influence i guess #i hope he's doing better now. as an adult i'd say he's too good for her #or maybe i'm just nostalgic for one of the only positive male figures i had as a child. hell if i know #tags are now longer than the actual post. i don't feel like movin em to the post now. too much work #oh well! such is life #or as the franch say... Say Luh V!#i hope reading that made a francophone physically hurt. i hope they feel pain because of me #sorry that's not very nice. i'm not gonna delete that though.

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Just thinking about @10yrsy’s Things, y’know, casually (Patreon)

#Doodles #IZ #I know Things is long dead but I've been feeling rather nostalgic lately #Man let alone Irkens when was the last time I doodled a Latrodectus haha - and 10's style of antenna! It's all quite nostalgic #I'll try not to get Too sappy but it's hard when I was so inspired by Things! It had a big impact on me #Without exaggeration Things helped shape the trajectory of my life for quite a while - it's interesting to think about artistic influences #But gosh heck I don't think I've doodled anything of any of them since the song contest all those years ago lol #I like to think I've improved a bit since then lol ♪ Though the medium is quite different haha #Finally drew Nid! Only took a Very long time lolol #I do remember having doodled some Extreme roughs for a comic concept ages and ages ago but that's really all I remember lol #Maybe hunting down those old notebooks sometime would be fun haha #ANYway lol - enough reminiscing! There's all this current silliness!#Snarp was my favourite back in the day and I still like him a lot haha #He's a prickly little so-and-so! A cute and spicy lad! Always a fun ♪#If ''little meow meow'' had existed as a term back then I would've used it for him lol he deserves it #It really is about the [unforgivable nature] paired with [unconditional love] hhh their friendship is still really cute <3 #Myk! He's always had the most gorgeous design <3 His eyes! My word!#Beauty like that really doesn't age - I was always a fan of the close up of his eye and his skin texture ahh #Probably no one remembers this blog's original icon but hmm ♪ Inspiration down many many avenues haha #Hopefully I did his eyes justice with my limited traditional palette haha #Had to show off his muscles a little too <3 Those gloves man he's just a pretty dude!#I did a bit of editing magic with Nid so if his eyeline doesn't quite match up just sshhhshshshh it's fine lol ♪#Who's saying which and who's gasping hmmm who knows it's a mystery hehe #And ending off with those two again <3 It's their dynamic I swear I just jdslfdsf it gets me bad lol #Squish him hold him (gently (maybe not that gently)) haha

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renniethedwstan · 2 years ago

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Eleventh Doctor.

I have a hot take, I think Eleven is better than Ten.

Reason?.......I'm not telling you guys the reason because it's just my opinion, and everyone is allowed opinions, so please just be respectful.

Also, just to clarify, I don't hate Ten at all. I love the Tenth Doctor era so much because Ten is my first Doctor, and he introduced me to Doctor who. but Eleven is the reason why I'm still obsessed with Doctor who.

#eleventh doctor #doctor who #matt smith #tenth doctor #david tennent #i just think Ten is a Doctor people always watch first because hes pretty so that means people always end up missing out on nine #then because they like ten so much they sometimes become very closed minded and have to much high expectations #yes its okay to have expectations but people wanting David Tennant back permanently as the doctor because they don't like the writing #or casting is a bit stupid. just enjoy the show mate #and if you dont like the new writing or casting just switch it off stop bloody moaning #Doctor who is for everyone and not everyone is going to like the same thing #and certainly not everyone wants to have david back just becuse youre feeling nostalgic and cant handle change #just accept that #i love eleven because hes the kind of doctor that acts happy but really hes just really good and putting on a face #hes super dark and his stories are absolutely amazing #some are scarily underrated like why is no one talking about these more #even though there was some romace in elevens run it wasn't constantly and i actually liked river #i cant stand s2 rose #she became so boring in s2 which sucked because i loved s1 rose she was so sassy and spunky #in s2 she just becomes......idk theres nothing she just becomes annoying #i used to love tens era as a kid but as ive gotten older the more ive actually gone......ughh cant be arsed to watch #and thats because its just....it takes a lot of effort for me to watch ten #and almost every person ive met saying ten is their favorite #doesn't helo at all especially when they say they only watch ten and completely ignore the others #it just makes me so bloody annoyed like if youre gonna watch it WATCH THE OTEHRS TOO AND DONT SKIP NINE #im so sorry for that rant im just so tired of hearing about ten #i just wanna hear people talk about 9 #11 #12 #and 13

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anderstrevelyan · 7 months ago

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Someone went through and left kudos on my old dragon age fics, and now...I miss my nerdy blood mage

Re-reading this bit of him and Justice in Awakening—

(Garrett is Garrett Amell, not Hawke, I set myself up for ultimate fandom confusion by giving him what I apparently decided was a family name):

Justice breaks the silence, still staring past the parapet to the woods and hills in the distance. “This body I inhabit,” he says. “Kristoff. He had heard many tales of you. He’d been looking forward to meeting you.” “Oh. That’s nice.” Maybe even the kind of admiration he’d welcome, coming from a fellow Warden. Someone who’d understand, at least in theory, what ending a Blight had really cost. “Though others among his peers were certain you are a fiction. Or an imposter, taking on the name of the one who died, though what that means I do not quite know.” Garrett shifts his weight and glances away, trying to find a way to dissuade him from doing more than brush against it. Of course, the Blight’s final price remains theoretical to him, too, as he stands here with a beating heart and breath in his lungs. He should have expected speculation, how one of their own could walk about after striking an Archdemon’s killing blow, but he’d hoped it would end with his careful dodging of Weisshaupt’s questions. That they’d chalk it up to a miracle, a mystery. He feels a quick flash of guilt alongside the relief, that he never had to face the Orlesians’ questions in person. Justice looks at him curiously—his window’s closing. “I’d rather hear about you, Justice. How are you settling in? To the world, I mean, not the job.” He seems to consider. “I have been watching in the kitchens,” he says finally. “And by the blacksmith’s, observing the process of creation in this realm. It’s strange, in all its effort. Admirable.” Garrett tries not to laugh at that image, of Justice staring stone-faced in the corner as the cooks try to ignore him. “I can’t even imagine,” he admits, “what it would be like in reverse. If I somehow found myself having to live in the Fade.”

“Yet as a mage, you understand the Fade. Am I correct?” “I’m aware of it, when I’m there in my sleep.” Garrett turns and leans his hip against the battlement so he can look into Justice’s face. “Apparently most mortals experience it more distantly, like a foggy memory they can scarcely interpret. I can control my surroundings when I’m there, a little. I can find my way around, if I don’t get lost in it. It’s nothing like what it was for you, I expect. It must be astounding, crafting whatever you will.” “A demon would find you to be the one worthy of envy—a vibrancy worth any restrictions.” “But you miss the Fade.” He pauses for a long while, to the point where Garrett thinks he’ll leave that to linger as truth. But then Justice speaks, with a quiet reluctance. “I do not know. I must go back, if I can find a way, but there is beauty in it. Making your mark in such an unchanging realm.” There is, isn’t there? Garrett thinks as he looks out at the young patches of green scattered across Ferelden’s northeast, more than there’d been just a year ago as the Blight marched its malignant path. They stand in silence for a while, the wind on their faces, Justice’s gaze straying to the same rustling grasses stretching and growing and clambering for new life.

(excerpt from this chapter)

#dragon age #my writing #amell #justice #garrett amell #dragon age awakening #anyway!#feeling nostalgic today #will I ever finish this fic? um ha who can say #there's so much I'd approach differently now I've learned so much about myself as a writer #like to the point where if I were to revive it I'd cut the prologue and do some editing #and if I had a redo I'd...scale back on the ambition I'm not meant to be a longfic writer I think #(...and this fic is the reason I now like to finish something before I start posting)#but there's some writing in there I look back on really fondly!#especially in the last few chapters #but also...man if the dragon age writing bug ever comes back the next few chapters were plotted out and partially written at the very least #I have so so much more to write about bg3 still though and I don't perceive that brainrot dissipating for me anytime soon

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incorrectinfinity · 11 months ago

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The differences between fandoms are very interesting to me on kind of a weird level. Like when I post cookie run art I get notes for a day or two (maybe a week if I get lucky) but when it comes to my Jojos art I made posts that are over a month old that still consistently get notes without me even doing anything. It's kinda interesting to notice these things, I wonder why the fandom cultures are different in that way.

#🎀.txt #sorry I just like to see these things #jjba is very interesting when it comes to notes #it's very very hit or miss #while cookie run is more consistent #but mostly because I have this larger account to fall back on #but also spaces like epithet erased and smile precure have interesting patterns #ee is good because if jello reblogs your art it'll probably get over 100 notes instantly #he's really cool for doing stuff like that btw I still can't believe I got noticed #but otherwise ee is also hit or miss and also people tend to reblog left #but smile precure is another fandom where notes are long lasting #I made a few posts months ago and people still find them and sometimes get nostalgic in the tags which always makes me smile #smile precure is consistent for a kind of sad reason though #the fandom is mostly dead so it's easier to find older posts #it's unfortunate #but anyways sorry for rambling I just. like to notice things.#(I meant reblog less instead of reblog less I just noticed that oops)

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gemharvest · 11 months ago

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The original "Join Us for a Bite" is pretty good but god damn are the vocals. oof. Glad there was a remastered version bc I could not see myself listening to the non-remixed song otherwise.

#ramblings #fnafposting #i saw a yt short that was like `which is better!` and it was the og og one vs the recent tlt remix #and ngl like i get being nostalgic for the og and prefering it bc of that. because i get like that with stuff too #but god damn people saying the remix was horrible compared to the original. ????#while the slowness of the original/ remaster threw me off (bc i never really listened to JT music's fansongs-#-so my introduction outside of the Meme was the tlt remix) after getting used to it i can agree that the tone feels better #but god damn the slowness mixed with the original vocals is grating. liked the remaster though #sorry this feels like such a weird thing for me to post. like i started these tags with this was spurred on by me seeing people be #very defensive of the original one in a yt shorts comment section and i cant stop thinking about it

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regulationlistener · 1 year ago

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in the winter i get what i can only describe as More Autistic, like a weird combination of nostalgia and wanting nothing more than to look at lists and spreadsheets and sort things.

#tag for when im talking #its nostalgic in that i want to do this mainly in the form of ocs that are Very Sortable that i was into in varying degrees as a teenager #namely warrior cats + rwby + homestuck + harry potter #when i was a teenager my friend at the time was really into harry potter and she was able to get me to do these long elaborate #original character focused roleplays even though i had never read or watched the source material by being like #“ok so theres these four types of people and seven grades of students and these different classes and clubs and these big families”#and i was like Awesome we can do that ill be in charge of all these LISTS that are Definitely 100% Necessary.#i was never able to talk her into reading homestuck but if i had i think i would have achieved just like pure happiness and joy.

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kaeyachi · 2 years ago

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hsr spoilers in the tags!