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furnace-arden · 1 year ago

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Once again concerned I have an allergy. How am I supposed to remove foods to test that of restriction is triggering???

Eating disorders are stupid. I hate this

Things that will make me feel better: stop eating the food my stomach hates

Things that will make me feel worse: finding out what it is

#not even sure it's me this time #could be a medication #p sure that's why my digestive system has seem in overdrive #eating disorder recovery #eating disorder #ed #edblr #advice #arfid

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cryptocism · 7 months ago

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"just as I did, in 1983."

you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable

#my art #interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #iwtv #armand iwtv #daniel molloy #armand #armandaniel #devils minion #drew this before the finale but idk maybe this is during the unspecified amount of time between armands divorce and daniels press tour #the titian painting doesnt fit at ALL with the timeline btw #i THOUGHT it did bc i assumed 1508 was when armand was turned into a vampire BUT upon reflection thats more likely the year he was born #and even then the painting was made in like 1510 so fuck me i guess. also im foggy on when armand was taken to rome #idk man i havent read the books and i failed art history on two separate occasions i cannot endeavor for accuracy #anyway as much as i love 70s/80s devils minion i have equal love for old man daniel #his cynicism has been tempered by time... refined like a diamond... he dont gaf and bullies his loser vampire and its hilarious #like ''sure yeah fine all these old italian renaissance guys saw ur ethereal otherworldly beauty but literally anybody can see that''#''IM the only mf who gets to experience the incandescent joy of seeing you be a messy idiot''#sidenote trying to make armand look unflattering is impossible u can blame the show for casting the worlds most beautiful man

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theshadowrealmitself · 1 year ago

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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’#who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field?#like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it.#it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks.#that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀)#liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

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turtleblogatlast · 8 months ago

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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️‍⚧️

Based roughly on this old post.

Bonus:

[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #trans leonardo #trans leo #rottmnt headcanons #turtle art tag #rise draxum #happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry #but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me #I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha #I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo #that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha #(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare #also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics #also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too #both is good #making this made me remember why I never do color #at least for comics #it just takes sooo long #but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc #this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw #also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects #(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo

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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 4 months ago

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Yeah, I don't know about you, Fidds, but I'd fold at this 🙏

Previous!!

Next!!

First!!

#no Stan don't use the puppy dog eyes Fidds won't be able to say no!!!#yeah I don't know where this is going but i made more lol #should i keep going i actually don't know #are you guys liking this PLEASE ANSWER ME 😭🙏#stan has hit the luck goldmine in his lifetime of the exact opposite #the last time he was this lucky he was born and even he's not too sure how lucky that actually was 🙏#Fiddleford does NOT want to rebuild that portal guys 🙏#i have a feeling that he might anyway though 🤞🙂‍↕️#cole's art #art #gravity falls #grunkle stan #stanley pines #gravity falls comic #yeah cause i am drawing comics now #that small drawing i did as a joke has really run away from me..#fiddleford hadron mcgucket #fiddleford mcgucket #fiddlestan #vampire fiddleford #werewolf stan pines #werewolf stan #gravity falls halloween au #i love you guys that followed me for this 🙏#why is stan spilling his guts about pushing his brother into an interdemensional portal to the first shmuck that walks by??#well..... idk he sees Fidds and hears that he knows Ford and he sees him as Ford's friend and he thinks oh man he deserves to know #mullet stan

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remxedmoon · 7 months ago

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y’know what? fuck you. *UNGRAYSCALES YOUR ISATS*

no wait come back there’s greyscale versions under the cut :(

#marshdoodles #isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #odile more like. oteal. gottem #anyways color headcanons!!! these’ve been brewing in my head for a little while #especially euphrasie. i genuinely didn’t process everything being in greyscale until after she was introduced #my color headcanon for her was so engrained within me that i didn’t realize she wasn’t colored #everyone else came pretty easily. except for odile #i don’t really see her wearing like. saturated colors?#i just defaulted to teal because i like tinting black hair teal #her purple-ish shirt was supposed to be like. a subtle hint to her being half vaugardian #since all of my vauguardians have warmer color palettes #but idrk how well that translates. oh well!#im like 90% sure i chose purple for mira because of plums. even though mirabelle plums aren’t purple #but by the time i realized that her colors were set in stone in my brain #i’d go on about design details for the others but these tags are already outrageously long as is #so uh. oops. can you tell i like talking about character design

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anemonet · 15 days ago

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Technoblade....

#not me rememebring to post this half a year after the zine it was made for got realsed becaue ei forgog #and then decided midgnight on a wednesday is the best time to post it #technoblade #philza #mcyt #yippe wohoo #i do like this thing even if soem bits bother me but whateevveerrr #missing technoblade times man augh #anyhow so yeah hi the 5 followers sho follow me for technoblade #i got you babes👍#we are listening to miotosis by fleet foxes!!#:)#also for anyone still reading im trying to be better at posting this year. which i say every year. but surley this year for realsies #<guy who thinks they post soooo often till they look in their art tag and realise they have pisted like 10 things ever probably...wops #totally gonna get better this year for sure so uh concider yourself warned because i might even follow through #so for now we are doing soem backlogging or whatever #:))#my art #see fisk i rememeber to tag my art for suureeee

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rameiixo · 3 months ago

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animation exercise with ayase !

#dandadan #dandadan fanart #fan animation #momo ayase #momo ayase fanart #ayase dandadan #flash warning #just in case #click 4 higher quality #rameiixo #i love her and i love how much she reminds me of myself #comfy bralette for u!!!!#i think i finished this too fast . because i feel like i didnt even make it and i cant quite feel proud yet #i gotta wait a day or two for it to sink in..#im practicing hair specifically for a special bebop animation i want to get done before christmas #im not sure i WILL but .. i’ll always have time eventually

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aashiyancha · 23 days ago

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#shiguang dailiren #時光代理人 #link click #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #aashi doodles #im suffering rn and want to suffer with others so here's my contribution #lu guang stayed pretty composed on the plane but would that always the case after he wakes up from his cxs is dead nightmares...#lu guang...😔#this was inspired by that one comment in an jnterview where someone asked why lg's bed rails were so high #and i think it was producer who said it was to keep a certain someone from sneaking into his bed but i was like get real #nothing can stop cxs when he wants to do something. and if he wanted to be up there he would go no matter what #anyways lets imagine this as a scene from s1. back when we all had theories that one or both of the boys were trapped in a time loop #we have this scene where lg is having a panic attack and not even cxs is sure why exactly this is happening but plot moves on we h #yeah plot moves on and we shelve this for later and bam. s3 yep lg stuck in a time loop with cxs always dying trauma is confirmed #anyways thats enough from me for now. ima go throw up byeeee

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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The leftism/anticapitalism leaving people's bodies the zeptosecond you imply that disabled people who aren't "productive" still matter in society and need to be treated like intrinsic equals who have a place in this world: