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morororinnnn · 3 months

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ok wait

anyone else can’t identify wth they’re experiencing emotionally on a more specific scale ??

like i’ll be thinking “i’m feeling like i wanna cry and every cell in my body wants to explode wth is this?” and heck if i know if it’s a meltdown, panic attack, stress, or whatever else is in the english vocab

and then there’s like the times i’m like “ok so im erm kinda wanna cry again.. i think im depressed” or “i feel like my bones are filling with a soda someone dropped down the stairs and it’s all fizzy n crud why?is this what sensory overload feels like or am i just so tired im failing to process crud?”

and it’s so annoying bc then my parents will be tellin me “erm you gotta elaborate” and i’m over here frustrated bc i have no words to further elaborate except through supposedly indecipherable metaphors ??????😭

which is all ironic bc, as they keep telling me, i’m a writer

IF IM A WRITER GUYS HOW👏THE👏HECK👏CAN I NOT DESCRIBE MY👏OWN👏FEELINGS 👏👏👏👏👏WTHHHHH 😭😭😭🤬🤬🤬

(wasn’t angry when i wrote any of this i thought it was just ironic and funny to me)

erm sorry guys lemme go erm honk mimimimi honk MIMImimi

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necroticghost · 1 year

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why the fuck am I the way I am

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bl00dfroma-fairy · 5 months

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bloomdoom1 · 2 months

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Bpd is laughing, crying, screaming, masturbating,Feeling everything to feeling nothing all in 30 minutes

#bpd rage #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd #living with borderline #aesthetic #bpd mood #current mood #silly goofy mood #depressing shit #fuck this #angry #sadgirl

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dewcrownedmuse · 2 months

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some more pages of my journal

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lastsecondsquirrel · 10 months

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NORMALIZE VOICING HOW HOPELESS LIFE FEELS WITHOUT FEAR OF INSTITUTIONALIZATION

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iamstargirlposts · 11 months

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is anyone even real. who am i? am i even a person? what am i?

who are you?

#bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd #tw depression #tw sh destructive behaviour #sadgirl #sad thoughts #self h@rm #tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #feeling alone #alone with my thoughts #angry #i wanna die #tw: dissociating

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puppyeared · 7 months

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they could make a new we didnt start a fire song with the amount of dystopian fuckery going on

#genocide and colonization; AI takeover; greedflation; american election; photomatt; covid pandemic; measles comeback #human rights violations; war crimes; tiktok; elon musk; low wages and layoffs at an all time high; ceo paycuts; online censorship #climate change; oil spills; car centric infrastructure #just to name a few off the top of my head. im not even saying this to be funny im like dead serious full on depressed #i hate being so negative on main because it feels defeatist and sends everyone into a spiral #but i really want to change the world if i can help it and that means not ignoring everything thats going on even when my brain is #screaming 'its so over.' i want more ways to change the world but thats exactly why the current systems in place thrive on supression #more ppl should hate the way things are instead of accepting it because none of this should be justified in the first place #please dont be sad. be angry because i think we all deserve to be the way things are going rn and i want to punch elons teeth in #vent #yapping

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lovesick-angels-blog · 1 year

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How could you ever understand the anger I feel? My anger makes me crave blood and pain. I want to tear open my body and consume the blood pouring out. I need to feel something. Anything but anger. I've been angry for too fucking long. I'm going fucking insane.

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xitsensunmoon · 1 year

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Can I get a normal brain please this one is malfunctioning

#xit shh #me when I'm thinking about 20 things at the same time #and can't choose which one to think about first #so they just keep spinning without me actually thinking about them #wonderful thoughtless thoughtful experience #also kinda depressed and angry at everything but that's another thing #vent #← just in case

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loafbud · 1 year

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#kinda sorta vent art?#but yea irl all of my depressive meltdowns have happened in the kitchen (specifically nighttime)#idk what it is about the kitchen and feeling angry #also family arguments happen A LOT there ugh..#but yea when im pissed but gotta go get smthn in the kitchen #in my head im like please dont talk to me please dont talk to me #if someone walks in or steps next to me i tense up and step away #Vinyl #fursona #my oc #original character #loafbud #doodle

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blvvdndb0nes · 1 month

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i am seething with rage.

this morning has proven even harder that i cannot trust anyone or let my guard down around them.

i am disgusted and disappointed that i expected better

#bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #borderline blog #bpd safe #npd #npd safe #npd traits #actually npd #anger issues #tw depressing shit #i am angry #trust issues #parent issues #npd splitting #npd rage

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mecub · 8 months

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Is it normal to feel angry when the people around you fall in love? Like, I love my friends and I’m happy and proud that their crushes worked out and they have partners, and it’s not like they’re leaving me behind at all, but I’m angry for some reason?

Maybe it’s because they have something I literally can’t have? I’m ok with not having a romantic partner ever, but maybe less ok than I thought?

#aroace #aromantic #ughhhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyy i just wanna be happy for this one friend #and then i see that their partner has something about how much they love my friend on their social media #and i’m angry????#WHY #why am i angry this is not a reason to be angry #i don’t want romance #i know that #BUT MAYBE I DO WANT ROMANCE EVEN THOUGH I’M OK WITH BEING ALONE AND ROMACELESS FOREVER?#i guess i want the security of a romantic partner #and the feeling of having something “special”#stupid “more than friends”#I hate how romantic partners are treated as the ultimate relationship #one special person who nobody else can compare to #if that’s the case then all my friends will end up leaving me right?#if that’s the case then i’ll never matter to anyone fully #anywayyy that got depressing real fast #thank you to anyone who read all this #vent #rant

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rainywhispersblog · 11 months

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I'm so fucking angry, all the time. I yell at everyone, and I'm never like this. I just want to scream in their faces, and I can't. I'm cooking dinner and fighting tears because I just got yelled at for my anger issues. When I'm not the one who throws shit or hits walls when I'm pissed. Idk what to do right now. I'm not even hungry anymore....

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #depressing shit #living with ptsd #actually bipolar #paranoia #angry #anger issues #tw depressing thoughts

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dewcrownedmuse · 1 year

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some pages of my journal

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lastsecondsquirrel · 3 months

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The way that I am spiraling right now

It's frustrating when you know life would be so much fucking easier if it wasn't but you're too scared to follow through on anything because you're a squeamish indecisive fuck

#tw sui ideation #tw self h4rm #sui ideation #self h@rm #agoraphobia #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #anxious avoidant #bpd #angry #chronic depression #vent #tw breakdown #emotional neglect #rejection sensitivity #rejection sensitive dysphoria

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