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inkskinned · 2 years ago

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as we enter the start of a semester and the dreaded Hour of Making Friends us upon us... if ur ever at a loss for what to say in one of those weird social situations where you only vaguely-know people, one of my favorite questions to ask is "what is your favorite food crime." a food crime is like the food combination that you love that other people find revolting. press them to take it further than pineapple on pizza, that's rote. food crimes is a good topic that has many benefits as it turns out all people are degenerates and also it will give you some cool ideas to try out later in the privacy of your own degenerate kitchen

the other good thing to ask is "okay but has anyone here ever been someplace haunted" bc it turns out if you ask most people directly they don't believe in ghosts, but many people are like "oh yeah i lived in a haunted house. ghosts aren't real tho"

#my food crime is that i regularly make a “pasta and tuna” situation that has somehow gotten even more evil and degenerate over time.#it is a ''white wine reduction'' (it's just white wine and garlic powder & seasoning)#and tuna from a can.#and plain pasta.#if i have the spoons i will actually chop garlic for it but this tends to be my comfort food for a REALLY bad day #bc its super easy to make:#boil pasta. drain. put into bowl for later. into same pot u used for pasta.#put tuna (with oil/water from can). let fry a little for like 2-3 min. put in whatever amount of wine. season to taste.#the tuna will get a little crisp on it which is nice. important side note:#this began as a Bolognese sauce.#and one day i had to sub for tuna. i know. not ideal. i cried about it too.#somehow over time it is now its own little evil thing. i would never make someone else eat it. it is beautiful.#but yeah i don't even stir the pasta in afterwards i just slap pasta into serving bowl #slap this ''''''sauce'''''''' on top #molto bene #(i really can cook fairly well btw. this is a food crime. not a suggestion of skill or ability)#(i LOVE baking but when i cook for myself. the autism is obvious. bc i just don't understand the point of most of the steps)#(.... i can just eat the deli meat out of the bag. it is protein. i don't even have to like it. i just have to eat enough calories.)#(also i used to cook MUCH more before this apartment which is so small that i can stretch my arms out and overreach the counter length.)#(.... i'm 5.2. so.)

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fatliberation · 3 months ago

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tbh the level of difficulty I experience in trying to dress myself in a way where I feel fashionable and like I’m expressing myself is directly causing me extreme body image issues. and dysphoria. I feel like I would be in considerably less distress over my body every single day if I could just WEAR COOL CLOTHES.

#can’t afford it now but one day i’ll have enough money and spoons to go through with all that effort of creating a wardrobe #i keep gaining weight consistently every year that things I bought last summer no longer fit & that’s not helping.#i never stay the same size long enough to collect clothing

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drawnbinary · 6 months ago

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adamanteine · 1 month ago

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placing myself in low activity jail for the next three weeks or so because i'm moving on the 9th to a new flat (WAHOOOOO) and i still need to finish packing and then will be starting a new job on the 20th so i need to finish sorting out my current projects! not a semi hiatus per say just a "my schedule is packed so activity will be spontaneous"

#the new flat....... finally leaving this fuckass place #never forgetting when my roommates locked the fridge #JAIL #as per the new job its possible for me to move my projects over to my coworkers since we worked on them together but truthfully #i dont want to add anything to their plate #the new job is also sort of an extension of this one bc it's through work i've done in this company #SOOOOOOOO #a lot is happening and i unfortunately dont have enough spoons #yes yes i dont owe an explanation but still <3 please trust i'm coming back to my normal schedule here soon !!#BUT YEAH #busy for the next three weeks or even four depending on how it will be like at the new workplace #and truthfully i've been playing video games in my free time which has been nice :)

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flying-cat · 5 months ago

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I just saw someone say "I wasn't educated on politics so I didn't vote" then why didn't you educate yourself??? We all have little computers in our fucking hands guys this is kind of something to USE THEM FOR.

#you are quite literally capable of educating yourself you can't have everyone spoon feed you everything for the rest of your fucking life #EDUCATE YOURSELF #us politics #politics #like you could have searched stuff up online asked people questions and instead you just sat and did nothing #even if you are in an unsafe environment to vote you could've contributed by helping educate other people #but no. didn't educate yourself didn't educate others just sat there didn't vote because you weren't educated and didn't get educated #now people are being affected and you're like “that's so horrible”#“both sides are bad” “i'm not educated enough” man i'm fucking done dude your inability to comprehend the importance #of the lives of millions that will be affected by this orange fuck being in office will never cease to be astounding and infuriating #don't fucking try to argue with me rn i'm angry don't feel like it i'm just gonna block #sure the democrats need to run better campaigns but i'm gonna be real with you even the WORST FUCKING CAMPAIGN EVER RAN #IN THE HISTORY OF CAMPAIGNING #WOULD BE BETTER THAN WHATEVER THE FUCK HE HAS PLANNED FOR THE NEXT FOUR YEARS

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maroonian · 11 months ago

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finally, i draw the primary heads of department crew for the blog i run with @snarkmodeactivate over at @interrogatormentors

in the photo:

captain of the dc reichenbach: nekara fyrane violet, 15 sweeps (~30 yrs)

head admin: eridan ampora violet, 10 sweeps (~20 yrs)

head engineer: riftys "bricks" atramy green, 12.5 sweeps (~25 yrs)

head helming technician: orinne "spoons" charoa yellow, 13 sweeps (~26 yrs)

helmsman: riesse "shakes" trevyt brown, 13.5 sweeps (~27 yrs)

there are other personnel and other department heads but these guys are the most recurrent, ill probably sketch other personnel later ?? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#homestuck #homestuck au #no sgrub au #eridan ampora #homestuck troll oc #troll oc #original character #oc #riftys atramy #orinne charoa #riesse trevyt #nekara fyrane #spoons is so incredibly small theres a reason her psionics never developed enough for her to be qualified for helmsman duties #shes super crafty though. smart. can and will stab you if you get smart #interrogatormentors #interrogatormentors au

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veatomis · 3 days ago

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actually cant stop thinking abt that first scene with chen now... him being so hostile towards sidestep because he didn't trust them and he was convinced they were a spy is great sure, but the layers an ortega romance adds is so good. How much was that distrust, even after years of sidestep doing good with the rangers, driven because he was scared abt what would happen to ortega if it did turn out that sidestep was just using them all, and him feeling protective over him?? And then he doesn't ever admit to it but how much was it also driven by jealousy?? By seeing ricardo be the way he was with sidestep while chen believed he couldn't have that??? And on the other side of things i love how sidestep's first instinct is to apologize to chen for making him witness their romance with ortega now that they know abt his feelings. In this case you don't get the jealousy conversation with ortega but obv those feelings can have been there for sidestep a long time and chen may not realize it but in that moment sidestep probably thinks of him as a kindred spirit in dealing with the consequences of ortega's charm

#throwing them around like they're squeaky toys #can u imagine that for 4 years of your relationship believing u will always be ''the other woman'' because u cant give #the guy u like a normal life because u are what u are and u have to convince yourself that this is good enough #that youre content with just kisses/making out but never putting a definitive label on your relationship and believing #there will always be others #only to finally get a real heart to heart with the guy you've always hated and who has always hated you #and you find out YOU put him in the same situation u felt like u were in BUT WORSE??????????????????????????????#it makes me a bit sick to think abt how many times chen must've had to see chargestep act the way they acted #to maybe even have to deal with ortega talking abt his relationship with sidestep to him and how it would feel for him....#..................... do we think ortega maybe talked abt his plans on asking sidestep out for real to chen.#god the rangers + associates dynamics pre heartbreak make me feel insane. esp when throwing chargestep into the mix #ashfall/pyroclast who felt protective over sidestep esp if they were with ortega vs chen who probably felt the same but the other way aroun #. what does the dynamic between those two look like taking this into account... did they clash less than ashfall/ortega because that tensio #maybe made chen decide to keep the peace with ashfall more than he did sidestep?? did that tension make things worse with chen????#how was themmy's relationship with chen affected with the way he acted with sidestep???#DID THEMMY EVER PICK UP ON CHEN'S CRUSH WHILE CHARGESTEP WERE TOGETHER??? DID SENTINEL???????#i understand why its that way but god im honestly really sad that we're made to choose between scenes and i cant make #mica have both the ortega conversation at hoots and the chen conversation while walking spoon....

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callmehere-iwillappear · 2 years ago

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sooooo tomorrow (september 15) marks one year exactly since i started writing cmh SO i decided to do a dtiys to celebrate (that + 200 followers on here)! i have never done one of these before and i have no idea what i'm doing <3

no deadline no rules just go ham (jk there are a FEW rules)

you can draw OR write something for this whichever you prefer

you can totally change up the pose etc

just in case this reaches outside the circle of people who have actually read cmh i should also give context that Leo Is A Ghost

@ me in the post and use the tag #cmhdtiys i wanna see

uhhhhhh yeah that's it. have fun and thanks for sticking with me for a full year. goddamn that's wild

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise donnie #my art #dtiys #cmhdtiys #nobody @ me for the boring background i ran out of spoons LMAO #also straight up Could Not think of a premise for this motherfucker for the longest time #ppl in the discord will attest :pensive:#ty dandy for this suggestion LMOAJFLKD;ALKFJDSLA #god what else. again i cannot stress enough ive never done one of these before #hopefully thats it ?????? idk man i just work here #debated on whether or not to put the Leo Is A Ghost thing but like #if im putting this in the main tags. i probably should right ??#idk if ppl Will do it that havent read or even heard of cmh but like. just in case etc

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thegreatyin · 1 month ago

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WAIT I SAW LOBCORP IN YOUR FREQUENT TAGS ARE YOU A PROJECT MOON GAMER ........ IT WOULD BE SO UNFATHOMABLY PEAK

to some extent, yes! i'm currently in the middle of the world's slowest lobcorp playthrough (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ i'm really excited to start ruina but my pedantic mind refuses to play the games out of order so im just digesting the universe at a snail's pace atm. it's very neat. i like it a lot. the trains scare me. 10/10 no notes

#ask #PM stuff has always interested me as a guy that loves to go lore diving about stuff he's never played #but my insane mutuals finally tempted me enough to give it a shot #as i said. it is the worlds Slowest Playthrough Ever. im still in the early days of lobcorp and i havent resumed since last year #(though im constantly trying to find time/spoons to pick it back up)#but we stay silly. or something.

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kneworder · 3 months ago

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when i was a kid i never understood why my dad was so adamant about putting dishes in the dishwasher instead of by the sink but now i'm an adult and i live with 4 other people and sometimes i walk into the kitchen and my dad training awakens and the spirit of my grandmother possesses me just enough for me to feel like i'm gonna crash out bc i NEED the kitchen to stay VERY clean and no one else cares that much. today i realized someone left my good wooden spoon sitting in a pot they made pesto pasta in without cleaning for like a day and a half and got so momentarily angry i started speaking nonsense.

#would never ever expect my housemates to meet my frankly absurd kitchen standards #but EYE do as many dishes as i can before i even eat because i know other people might need to use them #and because I NEED THE KITCHEN TO BE CLEAN.#it's little things. why is the plate in the sink when it could be in the dishwasher. why did you pile wet dishes on top of dry dishes #on the drying rack when you could have put those away and prevented a massive pileup for no reason.#why is the counter grimy as hell. why did you leave a utensil in the spoon rest. WHY HAS THIS PAN BEEN THERE FOR A FULL DAY..............#i know i'm less busy than most of them but like come on. please.#it was bad enough when i kept trying to casually encourage them to stop putting knives in the drying rack utensil slot #(it is opaque and straight up and down and sometimes the knives would fall and you'd have no idea if you're gonna grab a blade)#i can't do this!!!!!!!!!!#it's fine. cleaning the kitchen is very satisfying for me. but like man sometimes it's my good wooden utensils.................#if anything happens to my wooden spatula i'm freaking out

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cherrysnax · 1 month ago

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wish I could hyperfixate on getting money or a new job but nooooo it’s that stupid hedgehog

#but noooo I have to have comic ideas out the wazoo and never enough spoons to make em #but yeah my aus are very cool and I like talking avout em #I wish I could answer asks

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evverest · 3 months ago

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WIP whenever tagged my @amoremagnificentbastard ty ty <3

have.... this.......?

gonna leave this an open tag for anyone who'd like to share <3

#dude you'll Never guess who is a fan of Clove in shorts #i'm in smutty one shot jail cuz my brain isn't working well enough for storyboarding atm #but the idea of fic that's just a collection of established clove/gale smutty one shots is. maybe interesting #gotta do somethin with em probably #my writing #also sorry for not tagging. anxiety spoons are just. Gone.

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wall-eye · 3 months ago

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If you annoy people for fun, don't be surprised when people don't like you

Work rant in tags. Didn't know there was a 30 tag limit lol

#one of the people in my department is sick so we pulled a out of department coworker to do her shift today #she is !! so annoying !!#doesnt do anything right doesnt take anything seriously thinks she knows what to do better than the people whove been there daily (ME.#im not going to make sandwiches 10 minutes before the lunch rush are you kidding me)#anyway. shes got 4 grown kids and has this job to fill her time (left 40 minutes early) and specifically told the evening shift that she #makes it a challenge to annoy people. for fun.#'teehee i put the spoons away head up cause [vic] doesnt like it and [they] put it back immediately' its not a prank when it violates-#food safety. and also it is literally making more work for me. i worked 2 hours with her and im exhausted today. i only have 4 hour shifts #literally like. puts nothing in the right space does nothing correctly or finishes something in one go leaves the Strangest messes #put me on my autistic back foot (the hotcase is supposed to be the same everyday. for us AND the customers. no one knows where anything is!!#regulars come in and glance at it to see if we have their things in there and theyre just walking away cause its in the wrong spot!!)#anyway. she made me do the donut pull and didnt dump her trash and also put the oven waxpaper on the trays in the sink.#and told me to Not clean the meat slicer cause ill need to use it for sandwiches (the cooler that we put our sandwich stuff in broke 2 weeks #ago so we are low on space everywhere and are trying to keep everything to a minimum. there were 3 tubs of meat sliced AND ALSO IT WAS 10.#MINUTES. TO RUSH. IM NOT MAKING SANDWICHES CARRIE. THERES LIKE 5 ALREADY OUT THERE I MADE YESTERDAY.)#srry she like implied-asked me to make some like 3 times while i was literally cleaning her mess.#i cant work in that kitchen if every surface is cluttered i will clean it before making a Bigger Mess.#anyway. she only works over here if someone is sick enough to call out w no cover which is like maybe once every 4 months so #she doesnt know how to do things. which would be fine if she recognized that. she does the hot case so wrong yall.#its usually [burritos; stick items; boat items] [corndogs; strips; (boat items or fries)] [fried chicken; (space or fries] [bakes chicken;#special of day and fries after its gone; space/special part 2 or fries] [sweet corn; mashed potato; mac n cheese; two kinds of gravy]#its mever that when she works even tho its NEVER DIFFERENT.#today it was [baked chicken; strips x2] [baked chicken 2; special;boats?] [fried chicken; fries] [corn dogs;burritos; CORN.] [STICKS.; mac #;mashed potato; gravys]#WHY DOES SHE MOVE THE CORN. ITS ALWAYS THE CORN. EVERYTHING ELSE MOVES AROIND BUT WHY IS THE CORN BOT IN THE ROW WITJ THE OTHER SIDES.#it bothers me so much but i cant Move things cause its a mess and its hot and i have mire important things to do like CLEAN HER MESS.#ugh. anyway she talked rrally hushed to the evening shift and i thinj he reassured her that im just like this (quiet/bad at talking) and do #like her and like. lmao. i dont but she doesnt need to know that. i was too overwhelmed by figuring out wtf she was doing to figure out to #talk to her #anyway (thats the third anyway i need to stop) she called me mellow so at least my stress wasnt showing too much

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chronicallydragons · 1 year ago

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There are just so many books I want to read and shows I want to watch and stories I want to write and pictures I want to draw and crafts I want to make and treats I want to bake but I CAN’T DO IT ALL AT THE SAME TIME

#This feels like a tragedy #I’ve been trying to follow more authors on Instagram so I can learn how to market my own book and MY TBR IS NEVER GOING TO RECOVER #There are so many good books out there #and movies and TV shows #and podcasts!!#and I want to write!!#***I*** have stories to tell!#BUT THERE’S NOT ENOUGH TIME #AND I DON’T HAVE THAT MANY SPOONS #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE WHICH ONE TO DO RIGHT NOW #chronic illness #disability #spoonie #chronic fatigue

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the-chattering-tower · 5 months ago

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Grumble grumble. Got halfway through drawing an art dragon (sketch and lines done, was gonna wrap up with simple shading) but turns out I might actually like the damn design too much to sell it. Which I guess is neat but gets me no progress in the "get these losers out of my sales tab but preferably not at fodder price" department

#chatter tag #might detour into using an unreleased adopt i got partway through a while back #to get rid of the one dragon out of the ones im trying to yeet that actually has genes #i dont have a lot of terts drawn for it but i could use this as an excuse i guess #(part of the reason the adopt never realeased is spoons. another part is that the order form would be complicated #and idk how to dumb it down enough to actually work as something you expect random ppl on the forums to use properly)

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kimdokjathereader · 2 years ago

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Me, one of the numerous online depressed community, would like it to be known that I am SO. FUCKING. HAPPY!!! about getting an epilogue to orv.

HOWEVER. My depressed flat butt would ALSO like it to be known that I have no CPU or memory brain space to hold onto any more canon angst… and thus will ignore canon and epilogue except the 3 things:

kdj x yjh dynamic (maybe including hints of hsy)

kdj’s self-justifying ass being kicked in the face by the fourth wall

all orv characters always, ALWAYS orbiting kdj in some way or another.

…thank you for coming to my TED talk.

#orv #kim dokja #kdj #omniscient reader's viewpoint #yjh #yoo joonghyuk #i am not obsessed with orv #i say as i invest my hard-earned money into getting physical copies #but never having enough spoons to go for a reread #but i have my moments of missing joongdok #then i go to the fanarts and fanfics and ignore canon #yes they are perfectly happy with all the grueling canon scenarios finished #dont burst my happy bubble

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