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kimdokjathereader · 1 year ago
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Me, one of the numerous online depressed community, would like it to be known that I am SO. FUCKING. HAPPY!!! about getting an epilogue to orv.
HOWEVER. My depressed flat butt would ALSO like it to be known that I have no CPU or memory brain space to hold onto any more canon angst… and thus will ignore canon and epilogue except the 3 things:
kdj x yjh dynamic (maybe including hints of hsy)
kdj’s self-justifying ass being kicked in the face by the fourth wall
all orv characters always, ALWAYS orbiting kdj in some way or another.
…thank you for coming to my TED talk.
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freshxsturniolo · 5 months ago
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4th July - FINAL PART - chris sturniolo x reader
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life with chris had been a bundle of joy, as you knew it would be. his energy had only projected onto you and it was hard to not match his energetic and talkative self every time you were around him, which was admittedly a lot. your little happy bubble since he asked you to be his girlfriend a couple of weeks ago had only bought out a side to you both that you didn't even know was there.
you had spent everyday with him since, even though the two of you had busy schedules you made sure to slot in time for each other each day. you had also become insanely close with nick and matt, which was everything to you. you could roll up to their house whilst chris was busy with meetings and sit and chat to the both of them for hours, or you'd happily pull matt out for coffee in a morning when chris was still sleeping.
you felt your relationship growing stronger, everything around you both aligning.
as you sit on madisons sofa now, curled up against chris' side with music on in the background as everyone around you chats about everything and anything, you can't help but feel a surge of emotions you'd never felt before. you didn't want to say you loved chris, your relationship was fresh and you were aware that at any moment it could go the opposite direction, but there was definitely something there, bursting to come out.
when you had arrived at madisons house, she had opened the door and greeted you with open arms before she grabbed your hand and pulled you out into the garden where the three triplets where, with some other of madisons family and friends.
"its so lovely to meet you, i've heard so much about you over the past couple of weeks" madison had winked, and you had rolled your eyes before blushing slightly.
"he is a yapper" you laughed, playing it off cool whilst deep down your stomach was doing somersaults.
the minute chris had seen you, he had come running over. scooping you up in his arms and lifting your feet off the floor. you heard madison giggle at the side of you, and a whooping hallow from either matt or nick, but you had ignored it all as your wrapped your arms around chris' neck, giggling in his ear as his arms wrapped tightly around you. when he put you back down, he didn't waste no time before he planted a strong kiss on your lips.
"you came" he smiled.
you side eyed madison. "for madison" you said, and she had laughed at the side of you.
"put her down lover boy" madison had said, walking over and taking your hand. "shes mine for the evening"
and so you had been. you had played with her dogs, utterly and blissfully in love with them, whilst madison showed you around her house before the two of you grabbed drinks and sat by her pool. it was another warm day in LA and the sun shone down on all of you, the triplets playing in the pool like little kids.
"so," madison had said when your conversation had died slightly, and you looked towards her with a smile. "you and chris, huh?" she winked, which made you life as you changed your position so you could fully watch him in the pool. he was balanced on nicks shoulders, trying to keep upright whilst dunking nicks head into the water, a muffle of screams coming from them both. you laughed as you watched them both before turning back to madison.
"i feel like we are an extremely unlikely pair, but it just works." you smiled, and madison smiled in agreement.
"you are both so sweet, the love you have for each other is so evident"
your heart stops for a second, and madisons eyes widen when she realises what shes said. "oh my god, im so sorry. i didnt mean to get ahead of myself."
but you laughed. "its totally fine. its still early days but i defiantly feel something for him i dont think i ever have for anyone else."
she smiles now and looks over at the three triplets. "keep hold of that feeling, babe."
and when you turn to look at them to, chris is leaning against the side of the pool, his eyes firmly on you, and when he sees you looking he gives you the warmest smile. a smile you had never seen before, but a smile you could get used to.
so when you're lay against his side some hours later, listening to everyone around you chatter, and he taps your shoulder to pull you outside, you suddenly feel sick.
"are you okay?" you ask, and he laughs, wrapping his fingers around yours as he walks towards the kitchen, before pulling you outside into the evening air. the sun is setting, a perfect glow illuminating madisons garden, and sits down on an empty chair, before pulling you to sit on his lap.
"chris" you giggle as you practically fall down on top of him, before you reposition yourself so you're sitting comfortable. one of his hands around your waist as the other lays against your thigh.
you wrap your arms around his neck, leaning back slightly so you ca see him properly. his hair has curled more than you've ever seen it before from the chlorine in the pool, still slightly wet on the ends, and he looks blissfully tired. dark rims under his eyes, but equally he looks the most beautiful you've ever seen him.
"oh god, are you breaking up with me?" you suddenly say, and he rolls his eyes before leaning forward and planting a kiss on your lips.
"no, pretty girl."
pretty girl. you don't think you'll ever get over the pet name.
"oh, thank god." you chuckle, and he squeezes your thigh.
"i want to ask you something" he says, and suddenly he looks really nervous. looking down at your legs so he can avoid your eye contact. the gesture puts your heart in your throat.
"whats wrong?"
he looks up now and smiles. that same smile from earlier.
"you know how we fly to boston in a few days for our birthday?" he asks, and you smile.
"yes?"
"well, - and i've already spoke to matt and nick because i know you'll tell me you don't want to intrude, and i also know its taras birthday too, so im not expecting you to say yes, but, i wondered if you wanted to come with us?"
your stomach does somersaults. "chris-"
"if you dont want to its fine but, i just checked a minute ago and theres still spaces on the flight, and just ... i want you there."
your speechless for a second, and you can see him searching your face for an answer.
"matt and nick-"
he rolls his eyes jokingly. "they love you, babe. and -"
but he stops himself, looking down at your legs again.
your hearts about to damn near stop.
"and what?"
he looks up at you, the sun bouncing off his face. "watching you with madison earlier. fitting so perfectly with our friends. not being jealous or acting weird that we're friends with her. and, fuck i know its early, but i might just be in love with you. and you don't have to say that back. but i think i am. and i want you to meet my friends at home. i want you to meet nathan. i want you to meet my brother justin, and i want you to meet my mom and dad. they'll love you too and ... just. yeah."
you could cry. you could seriously cry. and as you look over his face, you know your feelings match. you know madisons words earlier are true.
so you say it, its almost a whisper but you say it. "i think i love you too."
his eyes widen, he searches your entire face before his hand leaves your thigh and comes to your cheek. "are you serious?"
and you laugh. "im so serious, chris. i'd love to come to boston."
"oh you're fucking perfect. you're actually perfect"
and then he kisses you. soft, gentle, but with all the passion in the world.
and everything in that moment just felt so perfect. everything in that moment was perfect.
you were completely and utterly in love with chris sturniolo, and you wanted the whole world to know it.
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starboye · 5 months ago
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pairing: steve rogers x male reader
request: Captain America falls in love with his fellow big bubble butt Twunk male reader avenger. Steve asked him on a date which leads to Steve and male reader losing their virginity on the first date; which eventually has them both in a long term married life full of happiness, love, and hot steamy sex with the super soldier with his big hung 🍆 and a twunk with the big 🍑.
warnings: smut, both of you are virgins, cursing, and fluff
a/n: idk how I feel about this one, it feels a lil iffy
you had just gotten back from your most recent mission where you had to stop some robbers from getting away with some stolen bank money with steve and lets just say it wasn't the easiest thing ever as it seemed like steve was occupied thinking on something else "hey what was that out there you seemed preoccupied" you say playfully nudging him "oh it was nothing just thinking" he stammers trying to avoid eye contact with you "well leave the thinking for off the field" you chuckle "yeah" he smiles.
just before you get out the door steve calls out "hey y/n would you wanna go out to dinner sometimes" he asks nervously "are you asking me on a date rogers" you ask with a grin "yeah i guess i a-" he says before getting cut off by the feeling of you kissing his cheek "well than its a date" you say smiling before walking away as steve stands there as his heart is pounding so hard it feels like it gonna burst out his chest.
you meet steve at a fancy restaurant and you guys find a table "I just wanna say you look amazing" he says "well thank you I'd say you look rather dashing yourself" you chuckle "thanks" steve says, you order your food and it soon comes out "wow this looks amazing, how did you even manage to book a place like this I heard they always have a full house" you inquire "compliments to tony he pulled a couple of strings" he says "I'll be sure to say thanks".
after finishing dinner you both walk down the street talking about the latest drama in the avengers compound "hey do you wanna go back to my place" you ask him "y- yeah I would love to" steve stammers at the sudden question before you grab steves hand and playfully run to your apartment, when you get to your apartment you show a nervous steve around.
"sorry it's a little messy I haven't been here in a while" you laugh throwing away done trash that was on your counter and kicking some clothes out the way "oh dont worry my place doesn't look any better" he says looking for some place to sit "oh yeah you can sit on the couch" you say moving some junk off the couch before sitting down on it with steve.
"I really enjoyed tonight" steve says with the biggest smile on his face "I did too" you say admiring steve, after a few seconds of silence steve leans in and kisses you before jumping back just as quickly "I'm sorry I didn't mean too do that" he tries to quickly apologize "don't be sorry I liked it" you say moving onto steves lap and kissing him deeper than before, his hands move to you back holding it firmly.
"should we" you trail off "I'm okay with it if you are" steve says with a bigger smile than before him now about to sleep with his first and best of all his crush "I am" you say taking your shirt off leaving your torso exposed for steve, he feels up and down your body watching how your nipples perk up with each light touch from his digits "you okay there big boy" you chuckle "y-yeah just new to this whole thing" steve says still amazed by your body.
"don't worry it's my first time too" you reassure "really" steve says, on the outside he seemed calm but on the inside he was freaking out at the feeling knowing he was gonna be your first and you were gonna be his first "you wanna take this off" you ask tugging at the hem of his shirt, he quickly obliges and takes off his shirt his broad body now on full display for you.
you run your fingers along his chest, tracing random shapes and admiring his figure "you wanna maybe do it" steve nervously asks "id be happy to" you say getting up and putting on a mini show for steve, stripping off your pants and underwear in an erotic way, you watch as steve follows every one of your movements with his eyes his cock now begging to be let out of its confines.
"how about we get these off of you" you say pulling steves pants off and watching his dick jump out and stand up straight resembling the american flag "I didn't expect you to have a dick like this" you say stunned by the mans large dick "well the super soldier serum enhanced some other things to" steve chuckles "well either way it still looks delicious" you say licking his tip slowly watching him shudder under your touch.
"how are you so good at that" steve asks trying to avoid your seductive gaze "I don't know maybe I just learned it" you say licking his slit, "I bet your bussy feels better" steve says choking down a moan "what" you say holding back a laugh "what" he says innocently "did you just say bussy" you ask almost laughing "what I heard it off porn" he says shrugging his shoulders "yeah you're in desperate need of some hole it seems" you say straddling his bare lap.
steves breath hitches in his throat at the bare feeling "can I kiss you" steve asks trying to control his breathing "you don't have to ask me steve" you say pulling him into a kiss "I wanna feel you" steve begs "okay okay" you chuckle before smearing some saliva on his dick "okay three, two, one" you cut down before sinking onto his dick slowly with a moan.
steves hands quickly find their way to your hips and tightly hold them in place, you sit there for a couple seconds and get used to his large size before looking at him with a "are you okay" look and he replies with a nod, you lift up and sink back down in a rhythm with steve groaning at each move, "I feel like I'm gonna cum already" he says with tightly shut eyes before throwing his head back.
"me too" you moan, your moan brings steves head back up to watch you moan all over him, a dream he's jerked off to multiple times in one day "never did I think id have this chance with you" steve scoffs "well here I am now" you kiss steve before moaning into his mouth as you sink down again "fuck" you huff before cumming all over steves stomach him watching in full awe.
"nghhh" he moans next as he cums in you, his teeth tightened together and eyes shut as his hips erratically thrust upwards trying to ride out his high, after a few more seconds steve finishes and lets out a long breathy huff "fuck that was good" you say dropping your head on his shoulder "sorry for cumming so fast" steve sweetly apologizes "you're good you felt to good" you say "well thank you" he smiles.
it may have only been the first date but steve already wanted to marry you he thought of this so hard he didn't even realize he was staring at you "earth to steve, you okay" you ask with a chuckle "yeah just thinking" he reassures with a smile "you sure do think a lot" you say laying your head back down on his chest "you have no idea" Steve says.
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scarlet-ancunin · 8 months ago
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Okay what about Jealous / insecure Astarion 🥺❤️
A/N: ooh i know the perfect part of the game to use for this. so there will be spoilers for this story but if you dont care about reading spoilers like myself enjoy darlings~
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I Was Being Foolish~
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It was after they reached Baldur's Gate Astarion was walking close to you while you walked past another store selling goods you didn't need. You had just finished declining the reward given to you in Sharess' Caress for your job well done.
You recall how distant and uncomfortable he was at first 'sorry pet, i just dont feel comfortable doing this yet' you felt bad for even thinking of doing it so you quickly told him you wouldn't let him do something he felt uncomfortable doing. His reaction made you smile 'ugh dont be so nice to me it makes me want to be nice back' he respond looking away. It made you have butterflies in your stomach.
You, Astarion, Halsin and Gale was walking towards the Elfsong to make lodgings there but due to your inability to leave things thay catch your eye alone you ended up getting side tracked by going to the beach following clues to another murder you found out about. And because you was nosey.
You ended returning back to camp with a guilty look "sorry guys i promise i will get us a nice bed tomorrow"
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At the camp after planning out the next days events going to the Elfsong being the first stop then everything else that follows which everyone agrees to you decided this time you would take Astarion, Shadowheart and Karlach with you this time to give Halsin and Gale a break which they appreciated.
But as you was walking back to your tent which looked alot like Astarion's but who's really paying attention, you notice Halsin look at you as if he wanted to talk.
You wave slightly and he springs into the conversation "its because of you im able to see clearly now, and i thank you for it" he starts off smiling down at you "your Welcome Halsin" you commented only to hear him start to change his tone a bit not in a bad way but a way of....was you hearing that correctly? He wanted to sleep with you?
"You know im woth Astarion right?" Halsin nods "if he allows this to happen and maybe im hoping for his future participation. But first ask Astarion" you wasn't sure if your face was red but it certainly felt like it.
You turned and walked towards Astarion almost on auto pilot and he looked up from his book arching a brow with those lovely lips pulled to a half smile. "What troubles you my love"
"Astarion you won't believe the conversation i had with Halsin-" you startle slightly when Astarion burst out laughing "i was wondering when you was going to ask me about this"
"How can you tell?" You asked Astarion bends forward slightly "I guessed. The man can't stay quiet about "enjoying the freedom of natures gifts" " he snickers "i bet he outlaw clothing if he could" he waves a dismissive hand looking at you.
"I wouldn't have considered it, if it bothered you" you said truthfully. Halsin was the kind of man and body type that did make you curious to try, but you are staying strong with Astarion and always wanted to know his thoughts on it. And you study his reaction strongly.
"Im happy for you to have as much Halsin as you wish- but i do have one question though, its not because we haven't, you know in a while is it?" His voice was calm and Collected but you can hear the vulnerability in it as well the Insecurities that was bubbling to the surface. "Love what i have with you is wholly different and special to me" Astarion gave you a timid smile "Aww, i know i was being foolish, but thank you for saying it"
The conversation was reeling in your head as you walked back to Halsin who looked hopeful but you recall as you turned and walked away how Astarion's adorable ears twitched lightly and you could have sworn it lowered slgihtly as he went in his tent.
"Im staying strong with Astarion, i love him and i don't want to lose anything we have because of any carnal lust. Im sorry Halsin" he nods his head respectfully "its alright i don't wish to ruin your relationship. But im glad i tried rather then let it bother me and never tell"
With that you went back to Astarion's tent he was struggling to trance and you had a feeling it was probably your fault so you slip inside and close the tent for privacy and slowly wrap your arms around him securely. "I love you Astarion never forget that"
You felt the tension when you touched him slowly release and a soft sigh "i love you to darling and i will never forget it" you felt one of his arms wrap around you and both of you fell into a fitful sleep / trance.
No you wouldn't trade this for anything.
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A/n: well i hope you all like this, stay beautiful darlings. I can hear half of this while writing it lol
Request are open ye
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slytherinshua · 6 months ago
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HIT RESET
genre. fluff. comfort. warnings. jihoon had a bad day. he cuts his finger with a knife as well. food. kissing. not proofread. pairing. jihoon x reader. wc. 896. request. requested by 🌱 anon: for tws fluff with any of the 06's (an idea is: (dont have to write this specifically) maybe coming home after a long day? could be them or reader). a/n. went with jihoon for this :( he's so soft and sweet and lovely and omg i just wanna kiss his forehead and put him in my pocket.
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“Ow! Darnit…” Jihoon held his hand up, examining the fresh cut on his finger with a wince. Why was everything going wrong today? He was late to work, brain foggy and frazzled the entire day. Usually he was good at picking up choreo quickly, but everything felt off that day. He was falling behind and getting tired so fast. He was mentally and physically exhausted by now, and hadn’t eaten anything since lunch at the company. Throwing together fried rice should’ve been an easy task. He’s not even sure how he managed to cut his finger while chopping veggies.
He rinsed out the wound, debating whether he should just give up on food altogether. You wouldn’t be happy about that, though. That was the other thing. You hadn’t been responding to his messages all day and he had no idea where you were. It was already getting late, but you still weren’t home. He had never realized how lonely the dorm felt when you weren’t there.
Just as he was searching through the cabinets for a box of bandaids, like magic, he heard the door open. He didn’t have high expectations. Given the luck today, he was almost 90% expecting it to be Dohoon walking through the door. But, when he peeked his head out of the bathroom door, he saw your face.
It was frankly incredible how quickly you made everything seem okay. The frustrating day was forgotten in an instant, and the cut on his finger was the last of his concerns. The only thing Jihoon cared about was falling into your arms as soon as possible.
You shared the sentiment, both of you pulling tight into a hug as soon as you dropped your bag. Jihoon’s scent relaxed your senses immediately as you buried your head into his hoodie. Placing a kiss to his neck as you pulled apart from the embrace, you smiled up at him.
“Missed you.” You mumbled, brushing aside some of his hair, thumb stroking over his cheek. He merely nodded and pulled you back into his arms with a long sigh.
“I’m so tired.” He whined into the crook of your neck, his arms holding you so tight that it was impossible to let go.
“Did you eat yet? I got takeout but it might be a bit cold… I’m sorry I took so long to get home, there was some delay—” Your explanation was cut off before you could finish, by Jihoon’s lips.
His kiss was desperate, hours of frustration bubbling down had finally cooled and then burst into overwhelming affection instead. He couldn’t contain it, he just loved you. How you always knew exactly what he needed, always apologized even when things weren’t in your control, and how you were always looking out for him. You always made everything better in a way no one else could. Jihoon knew he would’ve cried if you had talked on for any longer, so he took quicker action to stop you from making him fall any deeper in love than he already was. He was down bad, but maybe being down even worse wasn’t such a terrible thing.
You giggled when Jihoon pulled away, cupping his cheeks and pinching them softly. You warmed up the food that had gotten cold on the bus ride as Jihoon watched you from the corner of the kitchen like a little boy watching a magic show. You cleaned up the vegetables he had left out, washed the cutting board and knife, and got out bowls for both of you all at the speed of light.
“Did you cut your finger on the knife?” You asked, noticing the bandaid on his finger as you set down the bowls of food. He nodded, and you shook your head fondly, “I told you that you shouldn’t try to cook while your head isn’t clear…” 
“Why didn’t you text me today?” Jihoon pouted, feeling a lot better now that he was eating and you were right next to him. The entire day there had been this empty dull ache from your absence, and he hadn’t been able to get the feeling out of his head.
“I forgot to charge my phone last night. It was dead the whole day.” You cleared up, an apologetic smile on your face. “I promise it won’t happen again.”
“Good. I missed you terribly and Youngjae wouldn’t stop making fun of me for it. He said I was ridiculously in love with you... which is definitely true.”
“I hope I made up for it. I love you too… just in case you weren’t sure.” You looked up at the ceiling, suddenly feeling a little shy at your confession. It had been a while since you started dating Jihoon, of course. But he had always been so open with his feelings, while it took some courage for you to share how you felt. Acts of service was always your preferred love language, and Jihoon knew this well. He always felt loved by you, but every so often, it felt really nice to hear you say it.
“You made up for it completely.” He assured you, biting back a smile at just how cute you were. Despite the rocky starts to the day, Jihoon’s mind was in complete bliss by the time he went to bed. He was more in love than ever before.
↳ tws taglist (bolded could not be tagged): @eternalgyu,, @seunghancore,, @sobun1est,, @talkingsaxy,, @talking-saxy,,
@50-husbands,, @hursheys
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jukednuked · 1 year ago
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TOXIC THINGS ABOUT GENSHIN GUYS PT. 1
albedo
he may start the relationship because he loves you but that doesn't mean that he won't treat it like an experiment of some sort
it's hard to keep a conversation going if what you're talking about doesn't interest him in the slightest, he'll dismiss whatever you're saying without much thought
give him an inch and he'll take a mile - he'll pretty much take advantage of the fact that you're around for him, may it be fetching some resources for him or your voluntarism for his projects
but you understand that all of this is to help albedo save time right? the least you want to do is consume too much of his day
tighnari
my goodness, he gets so controlling of your decisions even though it has nothing to do with him just because he's so confident in his abilities to help you
fennec foxes only have one mate for their entire lifetime - there was no one before you and there will be no one after you so he will be very resistant if you want to break up
he may get bitter if you mistakingly do something wrong, sighing irritatingly and telling you he knew this would happen and feels like he's the one who should take responsibility from it
tighnari just cares about you a lot even if he has to be harsh from time to time - he wants the best for you really, and he is the best you'll have
wanderer
issue on top of issue - might it be his fear of abandonment or for betrayal, you just never seem to know how to deal with his mess
mind you, this is the remnant of what could be a god. he gets very greedy for you and doesn't feel bad about it, you offered yourself to him so you did this to yourself
he expects so much from you it's just unbearable. you'll stay for the night to console him right? even though your best friend needs you right now, won't you keep him company while he tells you about his past?
to be loved by wanderer is an amazing thing, he has so much to give and its all for you - you'll accept everything, even the discomforts of it
xiao
human emotions are not something he's that familiar with, knowing how stubborn he can be, it will take a lot for him to hear you out
he doesn't like it when you get so happy while conversing with someone else, its hard to say if it's because of his possessive nature or insecurities he keeps hidden
he pushes you away when his karma takes a toll on him and if you persist to stay he'll do it harshly, no mercy given. him always coming back to you later might be what's hurting even more
xiao wants to protect you, be there for you - you'll never find someone so commited to you as he is, even if your feelings about it are very vague to him
A/N: just to be clear i dont condone any of these actions, i just wanted to burst the delulu bubble of some ppl hihihihi
if you feel like any of these headcanons might be close to what you're experiencing with your partner, i suggest you take a second opinion from someone knowledgeable about relationships like a dating coach or a counselor (even tho the fact you see a resemblance might be reason enough to cut them off)
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akaneenaka33 · 6 months ago
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NEW YONA CHAPTER HOW WE FEELIN CHAT.
MY FAVORITE HEART-WRENCHING PANELS THAT BROUGHT ME TO TEARS:
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Yona is definitely mega traumatized by this. Zeno looks so tired, so done. So ready to die.
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OW????? I PREDICTED THIS. THE APOLOGY. THE BEGGING. OW. I KNEW HE DIDNT WANT TO KILL HAK!! HE FEELS GUILTY AND IT HURTS BC HES RIGHT BUT I JUST KNOW IT HAS TO FEEL WRONG. ALSO. I KNEW HE WAS JUST TRYING TO GET YONA TO STAB HIM!!! HES JUST DESPERATE AND SAD 😭
ALSO I LEGIT THOUGHT (FOR A SPLIT SECOND, BUT A SPLIT SECOND NONETHELESS) THAT YONA WAS GONNA MERCY KILL BUT AS EXPECTED SHE DIDNT!!!! BUT EVEN IF SHE DID I WOULDVE BEEN COOL WITH IT LMAO
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THIS IS 10000000 TIMES COOLER THOUGH. SHES PISSED. SHES PISSED AT THE GODS AND IM SO PROUD OF HER RN. SHE IS SO COOL. I LOVE HER. I LOVE ZENO. ZENO!!!! THERE IS A SOLUTION!!!! PLEASE!!!!! ZENO MY SWEET CHILD HOLD ON A LITTLE LONGER ITLL BE OKAY!!!! THERE IS HOPE FOR THE FOUND FAMILY IM SO HAPPY RN PLEASE DONT BURST MY BUBBLE I MIGHT CEASE TO EXIST 🥹🥹🥹
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cornerdreams-txt · 3 months ago
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while it's on my mind: miscellaneous qsmp regression headcanons :D
( includes regressors: chayanne, fit, baghera, pac, philza )
➤ what is age regression?
chayanne !
★ chayanne is grown up!! he's a big hatchling!! but also sometimes he struggles and fumbles and his motor skills get bad again and the world feels so big and wrong and weird, but it's okay!! because his dad is always there to scoop him up and carry him around and make things easier for him, for however long that regression in his skills seems to last.
★ whenever chayanne is feeling small and fumbly and out of sorts, tallulah proudly proclaims that it's her turn to be the older sibling, and now she gets to protect chayanne! and she is always so, so happy about it, and chayanne bursts into excited giggles every time
fitmc !
★ living in a wasteland is hard. it's stressful. especially when you go into it young. so, though he doesn't regress to particularly young ages, fit occasionally feels... a bit childish, yeah, what of it? maybe he just likes how juice tastes and his beautiful baby boy offered some to him. big deal. and maybe he wants to be comfy today, that's why he's wearing a big sweater! what are you looking at?
★ fit's regression is a well-guarded secret. the only people who know are pac, phil, and ramón. phil helped him put a name to it, pac figured it out on his own, and ramón is just delighted his dad acts like he does sometimes.
★ he regresses to older kid years, maybe between 9 and 14 or so?
baghera !
★ baghera is just as bubbly as always, but she feels so small, sometimes, like her wings are too big and her balance is all off and she feels like she should be so much weaker than she is, her own strength keeps taking her off guard!
★ she's very nervous at times, and prefers to linger around people shes close to. she's a bit clumsy, but she's got the spirit, and her fellow egg parents are always patient with her whenever she fumbles. she's very honest with them, and so antoine, pierre, etoiles, and bad all know she regresses, and they all know how to pick up on when he's feeling a bit small.
★ she quacks when surprised or nervous. she also flaps her wings when she's excited, and spins in circles when she's happy.
★ preferred regression activity? she's a duck. guess. (swimming. please take her swimming while regressed she will love you forever even if you dont get in the water with her. please please please please pl-)
pactw !
★ pac has known he regresses for a long time. he's a bunny regressor. something about being prey, but also sweet, and beloved, and a pet, all at once. it really did only start after the prison break, after all.
★ mike is his main caregiver, of course. even when he was in his coma, whenever pac regressed, he'd go hide in mike's room and keep himself amused by coloring or singing or making little crafts. he even made a music box of mike's favorite song and left it on the bedside table for him, once!
★ sat fit down to tell him about his regression a bit into starting to date. fit is now his secondary caregiver, and is always happy to let pac drag him out on excursions when he's regressed. (pac specifically makes himself regress when he can tell fit is regressed sometimes to help him relax. as for if fit knows that he does that on purpose.... eh! who knows? they're still having fun!)
★ regresses whenever his emotions get too strong for him. tends to regress pretty young, around a toddler's age, but retains a lot of his emotional intellect, a significant portion of his motor skills, and a lot of his self-awareness.
philza !
★ regression is rare for phil, but when it hits, it hits hard. he gets thrown without warning into bird/fledgeling regression headspaces, and waking up like that can be very stressful for him :( if that happens, he tends to get anxious and freeze up, burrowing into his nest and hiding until he feels safe.
★ because his regression presents so closely to how his instinct episodes present, it took a long time for him to realize it was regression, but he elected not to tell anyone about that.
★ fit and etoiles already know about his instinct episodes, where he behaves more like bird than man, so they're the only ones who know that his regression is different. fit has a hunch as to what it is, but hasn't brought it up, and etoiles doesn't know what it is, but he knows how to act around it.
★ chirpy. anxious. prefers to stay in his nest or in areas he feels safe in. gets uncomfortable and restless when his wings are confined. prefers to sit around and draw or read or play legend of zelda on his switch. struggles to form words, often defaults to body language and bird sounds to get what he wants.
★ possessive in a separation anxiety way. hates being alone :(
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romandaandromeda · 8 months ago
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the amazing circus of not real episode 2:
[SPOILERS OF PARODIC NATURE AHEAD]
[buttonblossom shipping art at the end too in other news]
pomni: i am going to die a nobody because i [%$!#]ed up bad yesterday
ragatha: pomni
pomni:
ragatha: :(
caine: go to the candy place and catch some varmints
bubble: https://www.cs.cmu.edu/~biglou/resources/bad-words.txt
zooble: no
ragatha: pomni
pomni: uh
IN CANDY WORLD
everyone: this place looks awesome
[happy gangle dies]
princess loolilalu: hello youre all welcome here :)
ragatha: pomni (positive)
pomni: (negative)
ragatha: :(
princess loolilalu: you have to get our syrup back
ragatha: you got it
jax: i hope nothing but death and gore and violence and all that is unholy in the eyes of god happen today
jax: by the way gangle [%$!#] you
ELSEWHERE IN CANDY AUSTRALIA
gummygators: we gotta stop these guys from taking our rightful syrup
jax: i have a gun let’s kill these guys
gangle: lets not do th
jax: i have a gun let’s kill gangle
ragatha: pomni
jax: yeah pomni be useful for once
[he throws her out of the magical semitruck that i forgot to mention and gets wedged between the syrup truck and the semitruck, conflict ensues]
jax: i’ve really gotta let out my violence pomni be a dear and just keep cool
pomni: i hate you
[pomni gets unstretched]
jax: well look now i cant do my violence thing
gummygators: lets throw them off our trail
jax: lets kill them
[chase scene continues]
jax: lets kill them
ragatha: BUT POMNI
jax: gangle (specifically) lets kill them or i’ll blackmail you
gangle: 😃
[the gators freaking stab the semitruck and impale ragatha]
kinger: i will save the day and pomni
[he throws an anchor]
jax: :|
[the semitruck falls into chocolate river]
jax: you are responsible for every tragedy and atrocity ever committed in history i don’t know why anybody even trusts you anymore
gangle: :(
[pomni and gummigoo clip into the blue void of nonexistence]
IN THE BLUE VOID OF NONEXISTENCE
[gummigoo discovers he’s not real]
gummigoo: what is going on
pomni: uhm
gummigoo: what are we in the end
gummigoo: are we even real
gummigoo: what (philisophical)
BACK IN CANDY WORLD
[the gang are alright]
ragatha: i hope pomni’s okay
jax: could you literally shut up about pomni and focus on the now
the greedy from the 1977 raggedy ann movie: im gonna eat you
ragatha: dont actually
the greedy from the 1977 raggedy ann movie: oh man im sorry
jax: what the heck are you anyways
the greedy from the 1977 raggedy ann movie: im the fudge and i eat people which is why i got banished to this river
ragatha: dear god
jax: you’re actually the coolest thing i’ve ever experienced (ragatha you have licorice hair)
ragatha: >:(
jax: i’ll help you get back into the kingdom if you help us
[the 2 remaining gummygators fall right into the chocolate river]
BACK IN THE BLUE VOID OF NONEXISTENCE
[pomni attempts to get a truck moving]
pomni: are you alright
gummigoo: no i’m literally just a puppet
pomni: i feel you man
gummigoo: we’re fake things for your crew to stop every time
pomni: well you still have your crew up there and you care about them like they do you right
gummigoo: why does this matter
pomni: because nobody should go through this at any point
gummigoo: well then let’s get ourselves out of this mess
pomni: we gotta get the truck to glitch out again
[so they do exactly that and have a bit of a moment in the teapot zone]
BACK IN CANDY WORLD
jax: well this sucked
gangle: why
jax: i wanted to kill people
ragatha: so they’re just gone
the 2 remaining gummigators: yeah
ragatha: right
kinger: well caine could find her easily
ragatha: yeah but she could be suffering and she isn’t fond of me after what happened yesterday
kinger: dont let it get to you maybe she’s just adjusting to this word like you did when you were new
ragatha: true
kinger: huh
[pomni and gummigoo burst out of the ground and kill the greedy from the 1977 raggedy ann movie by landing at mach 1 on him]
ragatha: POMNI
pomni: hi and i made a friend
[both gangs agree on taking the two syrup trucks on their own ways]
jax: https://youtu.be/rPKN7-pTpCY?si=YtSnNuJD1hlICZ1G
ragatha: maybe next time
jax: shut the [%$!#] up maybe
pomni: btw this is gummigoo and he’s joining the circus
ragatha: sounds good to me
jax: SHUT UP
princess loolilalu: you saved our kingdom
princess loolilalu: have fun killing that gator
pomni: yeah (sarcastically)
[that scene when the tripod emerges in war of the worlds 05 but with the greedy from the 1977 raggedy ann movie happens off screen]
jax: hehe
ragatha: WHAT DID YOU DO
princess loolilalu: no seriously what did you do
jax: bye
BACK IN THE DIGITAL CIRCUS
caine: welcome back everyone
gummigoo: this place is nice
caine: oh
[gummigoo perishes]
caine: just a precaution
[pomni loses her mind]
caine: okay bye
zooble: good riddance
ragatha: well maybe he’ll return some day
[the gang without jax hold a funeral for kaufmo]
[genuinely a pretty emotional scene and pomni feels assured]
THE END
in summary for fellow buttonblossom shippers:
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rand0mfangurlstuff · 9 months ago
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I'll Look After You - Part 4 - Bucky x Y/N
I just had to write more of this! It's always going on in my head I had to type it out. Thanks so much for all the likes on the previous parts. This is my first time writing so I'm nowhere near as good as most writers on here. Anyways, here we get the moment I'm sure you've been waiting for.
Bucky knew, with absolute certainty, that he was dead. When people spoke of Heaven they mentioned warmth, relaxation, peace. They talked about soft clouds and a feeling of bliss. If that was all true, then Bucky was certainly in Heaven. In which case; John 'Bucky' Egan, for all intents and purposes, was dead.
The last thing he remembered before his death was the sweet sound of Y/N's voice and the taste of vanilla frosting on his tongue. What had happened after that? Did the gods finally say 'It's time John.' and call him home? What would they tell his Ma? What about Buck? He couldnt think too much on that right now, he was basking in pure and utter bliss. There he lay, in his small bed in the infirmary, with Y/N's head on his chest as she slept. Yes, this is Heaven. He thought. With the slightest turn of his head he could smell her hair. Just like the fowers in Ma's garden. He did his best not to move, not to even breathe too much, incase he would disturb her and burst his perfect bubble. He wasn't a fool. He knew Y/N certainly did not intend for this to happen. Tiredness clearly overtook her before she had the chance to move to her quarters or somewhere else more appropriate to sleep. But here she was in his arms, head on his chest. If someone came in here right now and shot him in the head; he would die happy.
When she started to wake, the first thought in her mind was that whatever hard surface she was lying on, it was not her pillow. No, this hard, chisled, impossibly warm surface was not her pillow at all. Confusion filled her brain until she slowly opened her eyes, looked up and were met with two blue eyes staring back at her. 'Oh my God!' She lept from the bed suddenly, the harsh movement hurting Bucky's ribs. 'Easy doll, its just me.' 'What am I doing here? What time is it? Oh my god I'm still in last nights clothes!' She was panicked. She was to start her shift in an hour, and she hadnt even made it to bed! What would her roommates think? What would the other nurses say? If anyone saw her in John Egans cubicle wearing last nights clothes... she may as well find the nearest river and jump. 'Relax, you just fell asleep thats all. I think it was a rather lovely way to end our date.' She spun on her heel. 'It was not a date! I was just wanting to help you sleep.' She put on her shoes as fast as she could. 'Well it worked, I slept like a baby.' He was teasing her, wanting her to tease him back. Wanting that beautiful smile of hers to appear and take the worry from her face. 'I never should have slept here. I have work in an hour!' Bucky couldnt help the teasing smile on his face. 'Well good thing you work here.' 'I'm in last nights clothes! I cant be in work in last nights clothes!' 'I don't mind what clothes you wear darling. You look lovely regardless.' That drew a small smile from her. Success. 'I have other patients other than you you know.' 'But I'm your favourite.' He smirked. He liked this. He liked teasing and flirting and having fun. 'I wouldn't go taking any bets on that Major.' she teased him back. 'Well why else would you leave a dance to come see me?' It was then she remembered that she had never told him she was going to the dance. 'How did you know I was at the dance?' His cheeks went red. He panicked. 'You told me yesterday.' 'No I didnt, I was going to, but then you were being cranky. How'd you know?' 'Well I, I may have overheard you speaking with Croz..'
It was like a lightbulb turned on in her brain. He heard her and Harry speaking. He heard Harry ask her to the dance. That's why he knew she was going. He knew she was going with Harry. A second, brighter lightbulb. Thats why he was in such a bad mood yesterday. She tried, really and truely tried, but the laughter was too much for her small body to contain. She burst into a fit of giggles. She tried to speak in between fits of laughter. 'You,... oh my god, you were.... you....jealous!'
The red in Bucky's cheeks spread to every other part of his body. She knew. She knew his bad mood wasnt due to physical therapy, it was because he knew she was going to the dance with Crosby. Bucky almost wished someone would shoot him in the head. How could he live with this? She knew he was jealous, meaning she knew of his feelings for her, and she was laughing at him. Bucky should have known she wouldnt never see herself with him. The thought of him thinking he had even the slightest chance had her struggling to breath through fits of laughter. Still giggling like a schoolgirl, she said to him, 'Harry is a lovely guy...' Yes, he was aware how lovely Croz was. 'But I don't see him in that way.' What? Hope flickered in his chest. 'Oh, then why did-' 'Because he's a nice guy. And I didn't have anyone else to go to the dance with. Nobody has ever even asked me to a dance before.' She tucked her head as to avoid eye-contact. Embarrased by the confession. Bucky was certain she was lying. 'That's impossible. You're stunning. Anyone would be glad to take you anywhere.' Her smile was so wide it almost split her cheeks. 'Well, Harry is the first person to ever actually ask. So I said yes. It was a bad idea though, I was a terrible date for him.' 'I doubt that.' 'Well, it's not much fun being on a date with someone who is thinking of someone else the whole time is it?' Bucky felt his heart race, he didnt want to be too optimistic; but he couldn't help the fluttering butterflies in his stomach. 'And who might that be?' She smiled, and slowly made her way back to his bed. She sat on the edge of his bed.
She knew it was unprofessional, but she passed unprofessional three nights ago when she first slept in that chair by his bedside. She was nervous. Her hands were shaking and she could hear her heart racing. As she sat next to him on the edge of the bed, she felt a magnetic force pull him towards her. She was crossing a lot of boundries, and there was still and chance he would reject her, but she had to do this. She had to do it because she could barely breathe and words were failing her. She leaned closer to him, looking at his perfect ocean blue eyes and his soft lips. Leaning closer and closer, but at a pace slow enough that he could reject her if he wanted to.
This had to be a hallucination. She was moving towards him in a way that could only mean one thing, she was going to kiss him. He couldnt speak, couldnt move, couldnt breathe. He just sat there as her lips found his. It was soft, gentle, like she was afraid of hurting him. Her soft lips like a whisper against his own. He was intoxicated by her. She overcame every one of his senses. Her touch, her smell, her taste. It was all he could think about. He finally was able to snap out of complete shock and kiss her back. Moving his hand to her soft cheek, Bucky deepened the kiss. Still soft, still slow, still absolutely amazing. After god knows how long, they came up for air. Foreheads touching, they smiled at each other lovingly. 'There's only one man I want dancing with me.'
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cake-by-thepound · 11 months ago
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Oh wow Ash you“re back too! This show really bringing wverybody out of the woodwork 🥰 i did really believe that i was gonna be super chill about it…the show has not even started and the way i already failed spectacularly 😂 I was so OUT of twd. When I stopped watching (when Michonne left) I thought that i‘d check in every once in a blue moon, just to have a very general idea of whats going on… but nope, the second i was out, i was out. Did not interest me one bit. And it kinda also just didnt burst my internet bubble so that i‘d randomly find stuff out. Just genuine no idea what happen after michonne left. Even the finale… always intented to wAatch it, or at least those R/M appearances but the promo for twol made me realize that actually no i never did that either. I was OUT-OUT. And yet here i am, giggling, kicking my feet in the air etc at the promo 🤡 if anything im even low key getting mad at the stuff we‘ve already seen i dont want to know anything else even if its R saying youre the love of my life!!! I need to experience it in the moment 😭😂 the way they pulled me all the way back in in about 2sec needs to be studied 😅
SAME, my friend. Same. I mean, I did watch the series finale with the hope that Rick and Michonne would show up, and I was very happy they did. But in the year+ since that happened, I have been super busy and thought I’d be able to just enjoy this show like a normal person. But no, thee second that full trailer came out…
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Of course, there are worse things to be obsessed with, but I really thought I had my life back for a second, and Richonne was like, Nice try, but girl, no. 😭
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vegantinatalist · 17 days ago
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wait what do you think about suicide? honestly I know this sounds condescending but I think a lot of your opinions just stem from the fact that you (it appears) are super depressed and suicidal yourself. and of course that impacts your worldview I just think it's important to be self-aware about how it does. I used to be depressed and anti natalist but as I recovered and healed I realized that life is beautiful so it isn't wrong to bring children into the world if and only if you can give them a good and beautiful life. but you clearly don't see it that way as you are depressed and don't think life is beautiful, so of course you anti natalist. but I just think it's important to be self aware
Thresholds for suffering and bodily autonomy must be respected. If someone is saying no, i want out, i want autonomy and education to end my life by my own terms in a safe way, that is their right and i would fight and die for that right. i support sanctioned suicide and right to die.
Chemical imbalance theory for depression has been thoroughly disproven by the very people who proposed it. Serotonin has nothing to do with depression. No, depression is not an illness that makes you see the world incorrectly. No, depressed people are not wrong about everything because they experienced rare, random, or avoidable harms. There will surely be infinitely more bogus "scientific" explanation for why people who are not happy with this world are actually somehow mentally ill and illogical, and I will continue ignoring and spitting on them. Depressed people are simply reacting quite normally to facts about the terribleness of life and are thus not as enthusiastically engaging with it or perpetuating it. Sorry to burst your bubble on that.
You are in fact condescending, in a dangerous way, and I would ask you kindly to please reconsider your views and to not speak to others in this way. Suicide rates go down drastically when education, respect, autonomy, and validation is given to those wishing to commit suicide. Statements such as yours isolate the depressed and convince them their own senses cannot be trusted, it is extremely damaging. Also angering, when they have the good sense to know that what you said to them is condescending ignorant bollocks. I see life as not beautiful, not "because I am depressed" but because it is my valid opinion on what life contains and inherently causes. I will eventually leave this world because I don't like it and dont condone it and I will do so by exercising Right to Die or by self administering sodium nitrite that i make myself, and along the way I will educate as many people as possible on safe methods because I believe bodily autonomy, right to death, and right to education on death are human rights.
Hopefully that all helps you with building some self awareness and I say that genuinely. Most depressed people are desperate and will not stand up for themselves and will not cause you to come to any realizations about yourself or your situation.
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devilsainz · 1 year ago
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First, Thank you @watercolor-hearts for tagging me! when i saw it i knew it wouldnt be an easy task (mostly because i love to talk a lot lmao) but i liked the concept and felt that it would be interesting way to dive more into the ships i am fond of.
Pairing/Shippy list!
Here are the rules:
1. List your top seven ships.
2. Put them all in order for your love for them; 7 to 1, 1 being your favourite.
3. Name the fandom.
4. Put a picture of the guys in question.
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7. Ziam (Zayn/Liam Payne) (One Direction)
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weird way to start this list, since its not f1 related, and i very much believe it's a dead ship now. But honestly they deserve this honorable mention for being the first ship i adopted, and i didnt even care about One Direction or their music around that time (in fact i cant remember even how i stumbled upon this ship lmao). These two together just had so much chemistry for me, either on stage, interviews, or anything really. also they were my introduction to this whole idea of "ship" (Larry was the absolute more popular one obviously, but it was Ziam that really SUCKED me in like a vacuum cleaner). Unfortunately, Liam's distasteful comments last year bursted my bubble about them (even though he has explained this year he wasn't in a good place, and i personally think they are okay with each other, even though still distant), but i still like to watch their compilation videos on youtube sometimes, it's quite bittersweet :')
6. Martian (Sebastian Vettel/Mark Webber) (Formula 1)
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honestly i feel i just dont put these two higher because they feel somewhat new to me, like i need to dive into them more. I just think its such a fun ship in the sense that it has a looot of things going on at the same time, their very public rivalry and the famous multi 21, mark's angry face at that one press conference, it could be so so angsty but they just make me laugh (also, the making love on track quote is now burned into my brain so in no way they could be out of this list).
5. Christian horner/Toto wolff (Formula 1)
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okay okay this is the part yall realize im actually crazy. but... they DO have chemistry when they are interacting, even in their non-amicable moments, and i do love myself some good enemies to lovers. Obviously it helps that i think they both are very actrattive, sexy middle aged men that have hunger for victory and i believe they hold so much respect and admiration for each other, considering they are the two most sucessfull TP's at this point. Also, HEIGHT DIFFERENCE.
4. Versainz (Max Verstappen/Carlos Sainz) (Formula 1)
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(i wanted to find that ONE gif where he lifts carlos a little so bad but this one will do) Oh, this one really rocketed fast into my favorites. I just think they are just so wholesome. I always feel Max is warmer towards a certain number of drivers, and Carlos is one of them. And i dont even ship them in a ... kind of way, even tho it makes sense in my head the narrative that both were each others "first's" before going into bigger ships. Its just that it feels so special that both debuted together as teammates and, both took different trajectories in the way their career planned out, but theres still a genuine connection between them, at least in my view.
3. Maxiel (Max Verstappen/Daniel Ricciardo) (Formula 1)
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I know its weird because i dont really post about them. But this falls into the same category as versainz for me, except that here there's a kind of dynamic that it makes me go "hmm... interesting". I always like to see max smiling and being happy because this boy went thru so much in his childhood, and oh how Daniel knows how to bring this side of Max. If Max can be warmer to certain drivers, for Daniel he has a whole SOFT SPOT, and i think that's very endearing. IMO, Daniel feels like the person that changed him in deeper ways we know, that one person that was indirectly a "life teacher" to him maybe, and thats special to me.
2. Brocedes (Lewis Hamilton/Nico Rosberg) (Formula 1)
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Oh, the ANGSTY in this one. yes, this one deserves the ANGSTY in all caps because to me that's them. Oh to have lived through their divorce must have been heartbreaking but what a freaking cinematic ship this one is. I just can't ignore it. How it feels to me that Nico is the one who wears his heart on his sleeve, while Lewis has that chilling Capricorn control over his emotions is so. just so. And the fact that Nico's legacy is forever entangled in Lewis' name. If a movie screenwriter would come up with this, i'd think it would be overdramatic, but no, theyre actually this unhinged.
Charlos (Charles Leclerc/Carlos Sainz) (Formula 1)
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how do i even start talking about these two idiots? Okay, so obviously i think they're both very attractive and that definetely helped me to ship them lmao. But thats kind of reductive, because these two have sooo much chemistry in my opinion, even before their ferrari days, there was so much potential waiting to bloom, and it did. I love their banter, their competitiveness, how they can get childlike around each other sometimes. How they are so physical, how they make each other laugh (let me not talk about their gazes to each other or i will not end this today). I love how Carlos doesn't hide he wants to compete with Charles (which brings him unnecessary hate sadly), and how both respect each other in this stance. There's a bit of angsty underneath this soft/fluffy surface too (more from Carlos' perspective imo - but lets not forget Charles and Silverstone 2022 too - this is my charlos angsty origin story), but they still find their way, and that kind of compels me even more into them. I just think theres so many layers, multitudes, in the way we can create, write and read about them. Absolute favorites.
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Tagging @schumiatspa and @sainzjpeg 😊
obviously, feel free to ignore if you dont want to play, no hard feelings around here ❤, and also 7 ships are quite a work! if you're not tagged but want to make your list, feel free to do it and consider yourself tagged by me 😘
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mosquitogirl · 1 year ago
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You seem happy in life, enjoying what you do for work, and being talented at tattooing. Any tips on achieving this ideal state?
if it seems like i have it all together or i have life figured out somehow, i definitely dont. im generally happier than i was earlier this year, but most days are still a struggle in one way or another if im being honest with you. i still have a hard time taking care of myself and theres a lot of shit i dont have figured out. my work situation is more fulfilling than it was before, but im also more broke than i have been in a long time. i dont say this to burst your bubble, i just dont want to give the impression that my life is an ‘ideal state’ necessarily. having said that, i am both lucky and privileged enough to have a roof over my head, to be working outside with people i like, and to be pursuing tattooing all at the same time.
truthfully its hard to think of what advice i can give because all of our lives are so different and i dont think i can give a prescriptive, all-purpose answer here. if you’re younger than me, one thing i can tell you is that the perspective you gain from growing older cannot be underrated. ive had over a decade of adulthood to improve and work on myself and im a completely different person now than i used to be. ive talked to a lot of people and have learned a lot of things and it has taken a lot of time to incorporate those things into my life and into my psyche. i guess my recommendation is simply to work on being a curious, observant, empathetic, compassionate and direct person if you aren’t already. if you are, work on cultivating those attributes and leveraging them for the betterment of the people and world around you. learn to take care of yourself not for your own sake, but for the sake of learning how to better care for others. that’s pretty much all i have but thank u for sending this and ily and i appreciate u <3
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incoherentscreaming101 · 6 months ago
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NTA DIRECTOR GENERAL SUBODH NOW EX DIRECTOR GENERAL????? BRO GOT FIRED?????? PLEASE DONT TELL ME THIS IS A PRANK DONT BURST MY BUBBLE I FEEL SO HAPPY RN
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bella-goths-wife · 1 month ago
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I dont think i can live without isha
She’s totally fine and her and jinx are super happy what do you mean (I’m in active denial please don’t burst my bubble)
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