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having read the manga now... I still think they're t4t but in a new unprecedented fashion. I have no idea what's going on with Laios, but take my hand...
#labru#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#kabru of utaya#laios touden#the thing with laios is that he has a lot of interesting things to analyze gender wise but most of those things are like#so linked to species that it's a little odd to classify#i think it's why i like every trans hc with him#nebulous fucking thing#I'm shaking him until he agrees to read My Words to Victor Frankenstein#above the Village of Chamounix: performing transgender rage
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉🎉#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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stede is 'oh this place has something related to my interest i must go in immediately' autistic and izzy is 'if we deviate one inch from my plan for today i will murder someone' autistic
#stede wandering off into the forest to look at bugs was not on the schedule or any of izzys contingency schedules#new thing i think would fix izzy: a clear fucking plan#in the nebulous reunion timeline future i see izzy researching every port town they are gonna stop in HARD so he can figure out everywhere#stede + ed might possibly want to go and plan several routes for the day to keep himself calm in the inevitable chaos#(and yet somehow every time stede finds something he missed and they still go off script anyway)#(he tries to go separately around port from them one time and its a fucking disaster; someone gets stabbed; so he just resigns himself to#incredibly stressful port stops)#its not like stede + ed mean to do it!! theyre both awful for it individually and they just feed off each other#its ok because theyre very good at letting izzy have the deck Exactly how he wants it and scheduling as much big picture stuff as they can#with him#(when stede realises theyve been the cause of like. 65% of izzys stress they finally agree to let him redo the rigging as an apology and#they suddenly realise watching him buy the supplies that hes just as bad as them in his own way)#(he absolutely terrorizes the rope guy but they have never seen him so relaxed as when he was up there redoing all the lines)#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#stede bonnet#you can pry autistic izzy away from my cold dead hands
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really fucking sick and tired of people who really fucking love the eddie book jumping on people who don't like or are even remotely critical of it's posts and like crusading their opinions around from the top of their high horses and shoving it down our throats.
if you like the book, great! that's awesome! love that for you! i am genuinely glad that you were able to find good in it and enjoy it!!
but not everyone did, and not everyone is going to agree with you. so, instead of going on some grand crusade where you find every single post that includes anything even remotely negative or negative adjacent or even neutrally critical and spending ALL this time and effort trying to provide unwanted rebuttals to every single thing, maybe you should just stay in your lane and find people who DO like the book and chat about it with them.
because i can PROMISE YOU, none of us appreciate it when you come onto our posts and start accusing us of "hating on" the author or "being rude" about her and her work and RIDICULOUS shit like that.
being critical of something and pointing out it's flaws is NOT inherently hating on it. i, frankly, do not know where people got that notion, but it's not fucking true so can we fucking quit assuming it is? and, critiquing something is also NOT the same as saying this is shit and it sucks and the author is a piece of garbage. again, where the fuck that came from is beyond me. you can be critical of something and still enjoy it. as soooo many of you love to point out, it's not perfect, why should it be perfect? so D U H. of course that means criticism can and should arise???
also. hot take (by which i mean ice fucking cold because it's NOT a fucking hot take), but going around toting FALSE facts as part of your "defense" does not make you or your argument look good. you, like the author, should maybe do a basic fact check first. 🙃
tldr, if you like the book, that's genuinely great, but stay in your fucking lane and stop seeking out posts from people who didn't like it to start shit in the notes.
#flight of icarus#stranger things#this has happened to me and to so many of my friends and im fucking SICK of it#i didn't even hate the book either!! i thought it was just okay#and yet i STILL get all these book lovers jumping down my throat about things i say about the book#things that - HONESTLY are not even like that scathing!!!!!#like god damn all im asking for is a little BASIC effort from the author and they all think thats me asking for her head on a platter#its NOT#i have no problem with the author#she's whatever to me honestly just a vessel through which the book was given to us#ALSO she is some nebulous blob way outside my orbit. AS IN any critiques i have of her and her work are NOT direct assaults on her???#like i dont fucking KNOW her#im not saying any of this to her face#she is a published writer she should KNOW the risks she is taking when she publishes her writing#not everyone is going to like it! there are going to be people who are critical of it! there are going to be people who hate it!#critiques and pointing out mistakes and wishing for things to have been different is not a fucking direct attack#those things are actually pretty fucking common responses to ANYTHING#and a lot of times theyre actually meant as useful helpful things geared towards improvement and not something to tear someone down with#some people on the internet need to go touch grass and learn how to CRITICALLY THINK again#the world is not as black and white as you think#n e ways. rant over. if you stuck around through all of that kudos to you. i am just. at the end of my rope with this bullshit.
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Basically, the Samwena of it all is something like:
SAM takes her prisoner, throws his weight away, and makes weird demands surrounding her power.
It's almost like his character in Peace of Mind, if you think too hard about it, lol:
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But here's the twist. Rowena also is a goddamned piece of work:
*Demon talks about equal work, equal pay* ROWENA SNORTS & says "Tear the man in half!"
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RE: power
Samwena is also this:
ROWENA (s10): An angel of the Lord, the King of Hell, more power than I could possibly dream of, utterly wasted—
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SAM (s14, to Chuck): Then why don't you do something? If I had your power—
#samwena things#and see that's the thing isn't it#sam and rowena are DIFFERENT PEOPLE#where eileen lives in this weird nebulous nick-the-siren zone#a figmentary HEY YOU'RE *JUST* LIKE ME kind of relationship - a lawyer with a similar backstory and life trajectory#eileen is sort of sam's immature idea of love - a someone in the life - a someone who likes what I like - a someone who is a combination...#...of all things familiar and comfortable in my life#holy hell#eileen is of the nick the siren variety isn't she actually - oh noooooo#that's why she feels so forced god fucking dammit#eileen doesn't let sam down... and rowena does#eileen is what sam THINKS he should want (a badass hunter) and rowena is what he ACTUALLY wants (a nerdy witch)#Sigh...#figmentary apple pie always-and-never figures things that never let me down etc etc#sam oh sam
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"subsistence farming was the most miserable lifestyle of all time and anticiv freakazoids are just cottagecore-loving colonizers"
it's not about the comfort or aesthetics, it's about the ecological sustainability. industrial food production erodes the substrate on which it is grown, and continually reduces biodiversity, especially in times of population growth. there is a point at which humans must find other ways to feed, or we will die.
there are more options than just "industrial agriculture with bread shipped thousands of miles overnight" vs "grow potatoes and slave away in a field until you die of malnutrition." i promise that many of the anticiv freakazoids are NOT advocating for subsistence farming, lmao (let alone any kind of regularly cropped farming.)
the guy eating bananas and chocolate and strawberries is really going to talk to us about "the miserable conditions of food production that is substinence farming." like, for real. u think that the current conditions are less miserable. for everyone. u truly believe this.
#4. true subsistence farming has never been tried (JOKE)#i get why people are averse to the generally nebulous nature of anticiv critique but oh my god. this is NOT the thing to double down on#also yeah u cannot feed current world population w/ random forage. this is not a coherent counterpoint.#many styles of food production are highly ecologically integrated and capable of large yields without being a fucking wheat field#or a three crop rotation. u get the point
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me when. mewhen spacie draws another really hot women ???????????!!!!!!!
fun fact emily and spinel have a mother daughter relationship in this story you can tell b/c they have the same glare
also it is very funny 2 me how consistently across the board ppl have chosen 2 simp for/thought of as attractive some of the worst fucking women in this story
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they're all really fucking tall too so ig the type is tall mean women?? kdjgdkfjg??
#spinel will spit acid in your face#emily will passive aggressively tell you ta fuck off#nebbie will smile sweetly at you as she rips out your spine#spacie splains#gwhawahhsjdfsjd#two#oc: spinel hino#spacie scribbles#oc: emily mentie#oc: nebulous empress#THIS LIKE KEEPS HAPPENING#GUYS.#YOU DONT WANT THEM#THEY WILL FUCK YOU UP PRONTO#also emily is married#unhappily married but shes married and unfortunately shes staying w/him for the long term#she wants 2 get back 2 how things used 2 be!! back in the day#so she stays#unfortunately it will never be the same :[#also nebbie is very violent. you might wanna. stay away from her.#one thing abt emily is that she never yells#she intimidates ppl simply by being in the same room#oc stuff
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pmdd has you crying in bed like "and the fact that I cry for like three days every month is another reason why no one will ever love me!!!"
patently ridiculous illness
#pmdd#I had a serious problem with emotional regulation when I was a child#probably because of poorly understood neurodivergence#but I cried about EVERYTHING all the time forever#I felt like literally anything that happened was the worst thing in the entire world#I was a small nervous dog all the time#and I was always convinced that there was this nebulous Awful Consequence that would happen if I wasn't perfect#so like I would lose at a game? cry. favorite movie wasn't on? cry. made a mistake on a test? cry. rules of a game changed? cry. and so on#I wanted to be a good child SO badly#the only time I was ever sent to the principal ever was because I was crying too much and it was disrupting my kindergarten class#and you can... probably guess how I reacted to that#anyway whenever I get these PMDD crying jags now it reminds me of this time when I was little#I came home SOBBING#and my parents were like oh no honey what happened#and I said I was crying because the kids were making fun of me for crying too much :')#it's that same circular logic#sobbing because I have the disease that makes you hate yourself and sob#and then hating myself more because of the sobbing#it's genuinely so fucking dumb#and there is that part of me that's like 'girl just go make a sandwich and calm down'#but you can't really rationalize yourself out of it huh
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Gonna be totes honest if I just see a post attributing recent societal changes to a vague concept of "puritanism", especially if they connect that concept to teenagers and TikTok while utterly failing to acknowledge, say, the rise of the religious right and backlash against queer people becoming more visible in many places in the world, I'm just gonna think that they're an idiot without any substantive worldview outside of like. Writing fanfiction.
#like if you want to talk about the real sources of online ''puritanism'' look at the fucking financial institutions#how mastercard and visa can pressure sites to remove the sex workers who made the site what it is (Patreon Onlyfans Etc)#while those sites gleefully show sex workers the boot the moment they're financially viable#look at transphobic legislatures tying transition to obscenity and what they really mean by ''family friendly''#or advertisers doing the same thing for a nebulous audience of other advertisers filing off humanity to make their swill go down easier
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dude I was looking through clips for a reference image and it literally makes me sick with anger that Genndy chose to portray Africa like That. Literally racist caricatures like come onnnn man. The worst part is that I really want to LIKE that episode aside from the art direction. His mentor is a very sweet guy and I like Jack’s little rivalry with the other kid. I dislike that Jack has to save everyone and the other tribe is portrayed even worse, but at least Jack isn’t fighting by his fucking self the whole scene. there was so much potential in this episode if Genndy hadn’t been so fucking racist with his character designs. I do not fucking understand why he chose to make them absolutely pitch black in color. That’s not what humans look like. It’s like how he colors Jack straight up yellow sometimes. I know during the time this came out it was not very likely for bigotry to get called out but that had to have made some people uncomfortable. Jeeeeesus Christ. The guy portrayed China more respectfully than he portrayed literally any other culture including Japan lmao. Actually I take that back he gave quite a few Chinese characters racist accents. The man wanted a ‘multiethnic’ feel to his show but could not fucking stop being white and racist for it
#samurai jack#I HAAAAATE ITTTT#I love the character of the African Chief I just can’t stand his fucking character design. you didn’t deserve that king#I say he didn’t portray Japan well bc he barely even did. it was like some hand wavey Vibe of Japan and nothing concrete#he at least bothered to portray Shaolin monks without just making them aggressively Chinese#Genndy straight up knew more abt China than he did Japan bc there are SO many times#where what Genndy thinks is a Japanese culture thing is more just him considering all East Asians the same#listen I love samurai jack but I think it got away with this a little too easily. I think Genndy should get some flak for that#that whole ‘great ancestors’ prayer is cool and all but Jack wouldn’t be praying to them like in fucking Mulan. that’s not his religion.#in Japanese culture you can and do pray to your ancestors but not like. in the middle of nowhere in battle?#it made for a cool moment to show Jack wasnt abandoned by his culture but it was. not even a little accurate LOL#I GGUESS the argument could be made Jack was just sending a little prayer up but it still felt. off#not even people in China prayed like that to nebulous ancestors in the sky LOL#it’s just kind of an orientalist thing. idk maybe Genndy pulled the idea from somewhere like most of his Jack scenes but#it’s not Japanese in nature LOL#I can see it coming from a Conan scene. a goood chunk of Jack was inspired by Conan#anyway. the most accurate fucking Japanese culture scene was when the Jack robot was praying to what he could scrounge up as a small shrine#and it WASNT EVEN REAL JACK.
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Back then, should've bit your tongue 'Cause there's no turnin' back this path once it's begun You're already on that list Say you don't want what you can't resist Wavin' that sword when the pen won't miss Watch it all fallin' apart like this This is what you asked for, heavy is the crown Fire in the sunrise, ashes rainin' down Try to hold it in, but it keeps bleedin' out This is what you asked for, heavy is the - Heavy is the crown
#I feel like this is very much an Annabeth song#she wanted a quest she wanted to be in the real world she wanted to earn her mother's approval#and now she has those things (well the last one is more nebulous but she is her mother's favorite)#and you know what?#I don't think she'd take the decisions back#but it actually fucking sucks to be the leader of Camp and the leader of Athena's children and Athena's favorite child#always part of the weaving of the prophecy#she wouldn't take it back#someone else might have gotten it wrong to quote a certain video game#she still trusts herself more than ceding control to others#but in the end the “crown” the leadership the kleos#comes with a lot of fucking scars#annabeth chase#and also Annabeth Wayne tbh#Spotify
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WHAT DOES YOUR HEART LOOK LIKE?
broken, missing pieces that once were there your heart has been torn before, chipped and maybe even shattered. some pieces will never be recovered, and you are shaped by the loss. but it can still be shaped into something tangible, something good, even with its flaws and imperfections. you don’t have to do all the work of rebuilding by yourself. allow other hands to leave their fingerprints on the new heart you create from the remnants.
tagged by @weavrot tagging idk who hasn't done it yet so if that's you, tag you're it
#( dash games )#// hey quick question#// what the fuck#// i guess i didn't need? those feelings???#// actually this does touch on a thing that at some nebulous point in the future#// i want to dig into#// which will probably not be today but#// know it's coming#// sometime
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she's starting to get into tarot now too, and I think I get prickly about her picking up interests I already picked up for myself (or tried to) because like. I have very very little self, between how I grew up and how sick I've been. she gets to have a career and a passion and a self and a gender and all this shit I don't. so it bugs me when she starts to step into these surface level things because I don't really. have anything else.
#especially right now with her just having left and new years looming and the va stuff and all.#hell compared to the average person I barely even have memories#it's just not fair.#she gets to pick things up and drop them again at her whims#plus she actually has the financial and physical ability to try new shit so easily#it's not her fault.#(it's a tiny bit her fault given she directly decides how much money she gets vs I get)#(but she doesn't not deserve these things.)#like. I'm physically unable to shuffle cards.#I've been actively and repeatedly trying to get a card shuffler that will fit tarot cards.#but I can't fucking get one for the life of me.#so I can't actually use my deck even though I really want to.#meanwhile she got a beginner deck with the cheat sheet right on the cards and she's already like 'I wanna table at a ren faire :)'#it's like the craft fair last year when afterwards she was like 'oh I'd like to sell my crafts at pike place I think :)'#and she went into my field way after me but she did it the normal way so everyone believes she's even more qualified than she is#while no one will believe I know anything because I don't have letters.#it bothers me. it bothers me a lot. but it feels stupid to bring it up over and over.#I mean like. I do have a me. but it's not the same as a self#idk how to explain it#and a lot of it is. nebulous. and hard to reach. and often discouraged
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hope the white gay in the harris/waltz shirt who let my bf into the club for free because his birthday was six days ago but wouldn't let me in free because i'm not 21 until monday goes straight to hell !!!!
#he also they themed me count ur days brendan or whatecer ur name is#i am homophobic actually :///#i've also never hated the weird under 21 nebulous state this much until now fuck you man and fuck this club#i am not a fucking child! most petulant thing to say ever but it's fucked up how i'm a few days from being an 'adult' and yet#mine
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*grooving in my seat to a song in my head*
#man.#maybe it's not that deep and the things that compel me are just ALWAYS the satisfying interconnects of a well considered system of systems.#AND the design of modules therefore.#like. the games that compel me barely do so for the plot and the ones for whom the plot is the motivator usually fall by the wayside for me#I struggle to engage with stories that require foundational knowledge of social structures and interpersonal communication...#...likely because their mechanisms are nebulous and inconsistent as I understand and perceive them#the non game things that bring me joy are usually wreaking my own interconnects and performing amateur systems integration.#or making modules for extant systems to change their mechanisms of function#anyway! not going anywhere with this just saw a homestuck fan adventure and wondered why homestuck had hit so hard and so effectively for m#and I think in large part it is because virtually everything in that comic is the interconnection of multiple different systems#be they of symbolism or game mechanic or social tie. it feels messy and sprawling in a way that is both familiar and fascinating#and I've been revelling more in just. throwing in arbitrary systems of communication of meanings into art I make#fuck it! how do you get compelled by the things you create if you don't create them to your taste!
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'dont project heteronormative dynamics unto my gay pairing' -> the 'heteronormative' dynamics in question: playing around with gender and feminisation, having any top bottom preferences at all, eroticising size and/or power differences. things queer people famously never do. lol. lmao even.
#.txt#so you think its all regressive unless the two guys are the exact same person and they have a set schedule for switching who fucks who. ok.#queer desire (whatever nebulous thing that means from individual 2 individual) cant be so easily decoupled from eroticising heterosexuality#you cant talk like that white baby.
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