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having read the manga now... I still think they're t4t but in a new unprecedented fashion. I have no idea what's going on with Laios, but take my hand...
#labru#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#kabru of utaya#laios touden#the thing with laios is that he has a lot of interesting things to analyze gender wise but most of those things are like#so linked to species that it's a little odd to classify#i think it's why i like every trans hc with him#nebulous fucking thing#I'm shaking him until he agrees to read My Words to Victor Frankenstein#above the Village of Chamounix: performing transgender rage
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉🎉#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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stede is 'oh this place has something related to my interest i must go in immediately' autistic and izzy is 'if we deviate one inch from my plan for today i will murder someone' autistic
#stede wandering off into the forest to look at bugs was not on the schedule or any of izzys contingency schedules#new thing i think would fix izzy: a clear fucking plan#in the nebulous reunion timeline future i see izzy researching every port town they are gonna stop in HARD so he can figure out everywhere#stede + ed might possibly want to go and plan several routes for the day to keep himself calm in the inevitable chaos#(and yet somehow every time stede finds something he missed and they still go off script anyway)#(he tries to go separately around port from them one time and its a fucking disaster; someone gets stabbed; so he just resigns himself to#incredibly stressful port stops)#its not like stede + ed mean to do it!! theyre both awful for it individually and they just feed off each other#its ok because theyre very good at letting izzy have the deck Exactly how he wants it and scheduling as much big picture stuff as they can#with him#(when stede realises theyve been the cause of like. 65% of izzys stress they finally agree to let him redo the rigging as an apology and#they suddenly realise watching him buy the supplies that hes just as bad as them in his own way)#(he absolutely terrorizes the rope guy but they have never seen him so relaxed as when he was up there redoing all the lines)#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#stede bonnet#you can pry autistic izzy away from my cold dead hands
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really fucking sick and tired of people who really fucking love the eddie book jumping on people who don't like or are even remotely critical of it's posts and like crusading their opinions around from the top of their high horses and shoving it down our throats.
if you like the book, great! that's awesome! love that for you! i am genuinely glad that you were able to find good in it and enjoy it!!
but not everyone did, and not everyone is going to agree with you. so, instead of going on some grand crusade where you find every single post that includes anything even remotely negative or negative adjacent or even neutrally critical and spending ALL this time and effort trying to provide unwanted rebuttals to every single thing, maybe you should just stay in your lane and find people who DO like the book and chat about it with them.
because i can PROMISE YOU, none of us appreciate it when you come onto our posts and start accusing us of "hating on" the author or "being rude" about her and her work and RIDICULOUS shit like that.
being critical of something and pointing out it's flaws is NOT inherently hating on it. i, frankly, do not know where people got that notion, but it's not fucking true so can we fucking quit assuming it is? and, critiquing something is also NOT the same as saying this is shit and it sucks and the author is a piece of garbage. again, where the fuck that came from is beyond me. you can be critical of something and still enjoy it. as soooo many of you love to point out, it's not perfect, why should it be perfect? so D U H. of course that means criticism can and should arise???
also. hot take (by which i mean ice fucking cold because it's NOT a fucking hot take), but going around toting FALSE facts as part of your "defense" does not make you or your argument look good. you, like the author, should maybe do a basic fact check first. 🙃
tldr, if you like the book, that's genuinely great, but stay in your fucking lane and stop seeking out posts from people who didn't like it to start shit in the notes.
#flight of icarus#stranger things#this has happened to me and to so many of my friends and im fucking SICK of it#i didn't even hate the book either!! i thought it was just okay#and yet i STILL get all these book lovers jumping down my throat about things i say about the book#things that - HONESTLY are not even like that scathing!!!!!#like god damn all im asking for is a little BASIC effort from the author and they all think thats me asking for her head on a platter#its NOT#i have no problem with the author#she's whatever to me honestly just a vessel through which the book was given to us#ALSO she is some nebulous blob way outside my orbit. AS IN any critiques i have of her and her work are NOT direct assaults on her???#like i dont fucking KNOW her#im not saying any of this to her face#she is a published writer she should KNOW the risks she is taking when she publishes her writing#not everyone is going to like it! there are going to be people who are critical of it! there are going to be people who hate it!#critiques and pointing out mistakes and wishing for things to have been different is not a fucking direct attack#those things are actually pretty fucking common responses to ANYTHING#and a lot of times theyre actually meant as useful helpful things geared towards improvement and not something to tear someone down with#some people on the internet need to go touch grass and learn how to CRITICALLY THINK again#the world is not as black and white as you think#n e ways. rant over. if you stuck around through all of that kudos to you. i am just. at the end of my rope with this bullshit.
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Basically, the Samwena of it all is something like:
SAM takes her prisoner, throws his weight away, and makes weird demands surrounding her power.
It's almost like his character in Peace of Mind, if you think too hard about it, lol:
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But here's the twist. Rowena also is a goddamned piece of work:
*Demon talks about equal work, equal pay* ROWENA SNORTS & says "Tear the man in half!"
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RE: power
Samwena is also this:
ROWENA (s10): An angel of the Lord, the King of Hell, more power than I could possibly dream of, utterly wasted—
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SAM (s14, to Chuck): Then why don't you do something? If I had your power—
#samwena things#and see that's the thing isn't it#sam and rowena are DIFFERENT PEOPLE#where eileen lives in this weird nebulous nick-the-siren zone#a figmentary HEY YOU'RE *JUST* LIKE ME kind of relationship - a lawyer with a similar backstory and life trajectory#eileen is sort of sam's immature idea of love - a someone in the life - a someone who likes what I like - a someone who is a combination...#...of all things familiar and comfortable in my life#holy hell#eileen is of the nick the siren variety isn't she actually - oh noooooo#that's why she feels so forced god fucking dammit#eileen doesn't let sam down... and rowena does#eileen is what sam THINKS he should want (a badass hunter) and rowena is what he ACTUALLY wants (a nerdy witch)#Sigh...#figmentary apple pie always-and-never figures things that never let me down etc etc#sam oh sam
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me when. mewhen spacie draws another really hot women ???????????!!!!!!!
fun fact emily and spinel have a mother daughter relationship in this story you can tell b/c they have the same glare
also it is very funny 2 me how consistently across the board ppl have chosen 2 simp for/thought of as attractive some of the worst fucking women in this story
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they're all really fucking tall too so ig the type is tall mean women?? kdjgdkfjg??
#spinel will spit acid in your face#emily will passive aggressively tell you ta fuck off#nebbie will smile sweetly at you as she rips out your spine#spacie splains#gwhawahhsjdfsjd#two#oc: spinel hino#spacie scribbles#oc: emily mentie#oc: nebulous empress#THIS LIKE KEEPS HAPPENING#GUYS.#YOU DONT WANT THEM#THEY WILL FUCK YOU UP PRONTO#also emily is married#unhappily married but shes married and unfortunately shes staying w/him for the long term#she wants 2 get back 2 how things used 2 be!! back in the day#so she stays#unfortunately it will never be the same :[#also nebbie is very violent. you might wanna. stay away from her.#one thing abt emily is that she never yells#she intimidates ppl simply by being in the same room#oc stuff
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Gonna be totes honest if I just see a post attributing recent societal changes to a vague concept of "puritanism", especially if they connect that concept to teenagers and TikTok while utterly failing to acknowledge, say, the rise of the religious right and backlash against queer people becoming more visible in many places in the world, I'm just gonna think that they're an idiot without any substantive worldview outside of like. Writing fanfiction.
#like if you want to talk about the real sources of online ''puritanism'' look at the fucking financial institutions#how mastercard and visa can pressure sites to remove the sex workers who made the site what it is (Patreon Onlyfans Etc)#while those sites gleefully show sex workers the boot the moment they're financially viable#look at transphobic legislatures tying transition to obscenity and what they really mean by ''family friendly''#or advertisers doing the same thing for a nebulous audience of other advertisers filing off humanity to make their swill go down easier
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dude I was looking through clips for a reference image and it literally makes me sick with anger that Genndy chose to portray Africa like That. Literally racist caricatures like come onnnn man. The worst part is that I really want to LIKE that episode aside from the art direction. His mentor is a very sweet guy and I like Jack’s little rivalry with the other kid. I dislike that Jack has to save everyone and the other tribe is portrayed even worse, but at least Jack isn’t fighting by his fucking self the whole scene. there was so much potential in this episode if Genndy hadn’t been so fucking racist with his character designs. I do not fucking understand why he chose to make them absolutely pitch black in color. That’s not what humans look like. It’s like how he colors Jack straight up yellow sometimes. I know during the time this came out it was not very likely for bigotry to get called out but that had to have made some people uncomfortable. Jeeeeesus Christ. The guy portrayed China more respectfully than he portrayed literally any other culture including Japan lmao. Actually I take that back he gave quite a few Chinese characters racist accents. The man wanted a ‘multiethnic’ feel to his show but could not fucking stop being white and racist for it
#samurai jack#I HAAAAATE ITTTT#I love the character of the African Chief I just can’t stand his fucking character design. you didn’t deserve that king#I say he didn’t portray Japan well bc he barely even did. it was like some hand wavey Vibe of Japan and nothing concrete#he at least bothered to portray Shaolin monks without just making them aggressively Chinese#Genndy straight up knew more abt China than he did Japan bc there are SO many times#where what Genndy thinks is a Japanese culture thing is more just him considering all East Asians the same#listen I love samurai jack but I think it got away with this a little too easily. I think Genndy should get some flak for that#that whole ‘great ancestors’ prayer is cool and all but Jack wouldn’t be praying to them like in fucking Mulan. that’s not his religion.#in Japanese culture you can and do pray to your ancestors but not like. in the middle of nowhere in battle?#it made for a cool moment to show Jack wasnt abandoned by his culture but it was. not even a little accurate LOL#I GGUESS the argument could be made Jack was just sending a little prayer up but it still felt. off#not even people in China prayed like that to nebulous ancestors in the sky LOL#it’s just kind of an orientalist thing. idk maybe Genndy pulled the idea from somewhere like most of his Jack scenes but#it’s not Japanese in nature LOL#I can see it coming from a Conan scene. a goood chunk of Jack was inspired by Conan#anyway. the most accurate fucking Japanese culture scene was when the Jack robot was praying to what he could scrounge up as a small shrine#and it WASNT EVEN REAL JACK.
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hope the white gay in the harris/waltz shirt who let my bf into the club for free because his birthday was six days ago but wouldn't let me in free because i'm not 21 until monday goes straight to hell !!!!
#he also they themed me count ur days brendan or whatecer ur name is#i am homophobic actually :///#i've also never hated the weird under 21 nebulous state this much until now fuck you man and fuck this club#i am not a fucking child! most petulant thing to say ever but it's fucked up how i'm a few days from being an 'adult' and yet#mine
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have to be honest guys its actually going Really Badly again.
#j.txt#vent#barest thread holding me back right now and I dont even know what to do to fix it besides trying to repress it as deep as possible#I'm just. so overwhelmed and tired and frantic all the time. Work is giving me authority positions I didnt ask for and am not paid to do#my family is insane as always and I'm extra on edge around them bc I can just sense the impending fallout-#from when they realize Im taking hormones. Not that that is actually happening yet bc my insurance is fucking me over#the pharmacy keeps pushing back the date for getting my t (should have had it 3 weeks ago. did not happen.) and I might end up having to pa#nearly Two Hundred Dollars for i dont even know how much of a supply bc of the fucked insurance thing.#And I cant even talk to my therapist about any of this bc my old schedule wont work anymore but I cant get in touch with the office to#see what other openings they may have. and some of the weird nebulous resentment-inducing stuff with my old friends is coming back bc#I hung out with one of them recently and it somehow it Still hurts like a fresh wound despite how often I tell myself Im resigned to being#treated the way I am. I barely have time to spend with the friends I do still have pleasant relationships with so I cant even talk through#any of it like that. and to round it all off my dysphoria has gotten so agonizing of late bc i finally had hope i would be on hrt#but. gestures at earlier topic. my hopes of that are being quickly and brutally slaughtered so.#its just. like genuinely what is the point of any of it. how is This what my life is supposed to be. I know I dont deserve very much#but surely I havent sinned so terribly as to earn misery like this.#and I'm not even strong enough of will to *** about it. pathetic really#I just want one day to feel even neutral abt being alive without having my feet swept from under me by some new unbearable Thing developmen
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ive literally never understood antisemitism and i dont think I ever will. literally 0 basis for any of the conspiracy theories. its always just projection from christians.
#'you want to drink blood and control the world' baby girl you ritualistically drink the blood of your god all the time and convinced ppl#that proselytizing was a Positive And Good Thing You Should Do. dont talk about wanting to control the world.#DONT TALK ABOUT WANTING TO CONTROL THE WORLD- WHEN YOU LITERALLY WANT TO DO IT LIKE YOU MAKE IT BLATANTLY#CLEAR I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AWARE OF THIS YOU CAN JUST SMELL THE AUTHORITARIANISM OFF YOUR SUIT#AND THATS EVEN BEFORE WE GET INTO THE ACTUAL POLITICS! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!#YOU WANT TO CONTROL WOMEN! YOU WANT TO CONTROL PEOPLES SEX LIVES! YOU WANT TO FORCE WOMEN TO GIVE BIRTH!#YOU WANT TO ERADICATE TRANS PEOPLE! YOU HATE PEOPLE OF COLOR! YOU WANT TO CONTROL WHAT BOOKS PEOPLE READ#AND WHAT PEOPLE LEARN IN SCHOOL#YALL L I T E R A L L Y OUT IN THE OPEN SAY YOU WANT TO TURN AMERICA INTO A 'CHRISTIAN NATION'#SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT NEW WORLD ORDER AND TRYING TO CONTROL THE WORLD AND STOP FUCKING PROJECTING#IF ANY POLITICIAN HERE SAID THEY WANTED TO MAKE AMERICA A JEWISH NATION YALL WOULD LOSE YOUR SHIT#BUT SUDDENLY ITS FINE WHEN ITS YOUR CAMP???? IT'S ALMOST LIKE YOUR ISSUE ISNT ACTUALLY BEING CONCERNED#ABOUT JEWISH PEOPLE SOMEHOW NEBULOUSLY EFFECTING AND CONTROLLING SOCIETY AND MORE ABOUT YOU WANTING#TO CONTROL SOCIETY AND NEEDING A SCAPEGOAT TO ATTACK SO PEOPLE DONT SEE YOUR ASS FOR WHAT IT IS#i think yall assume that just bc you want to control everything that so does everyone else and you just dont like what values other ppl hav#you should really live and let live. do some fucking shrooms you square. stop trying to control everything and everyone around#you. worry about you. lord knows you aren't being a perfect little christian like you probably tell yourself- not if you're openly#advocating for tearing away peoples rights.
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Request to move into basement failed. Sad.
#I just wanna have some more space and maybe host people and save money and acclimate to apartment living#and moving into the basement would do that#Not only is it big enough it's also fully finished. Carpeted and everything#Unfortunately my dad sleeps in there and doesn't want to be demoted to bedroom 2#“I already got kicked out of the master!”#Um. Need I fucking remind you that being kicked out of the master is what saved your marriage my guy?#(He is a VERY violent sleeper and it caused Problems And Injuries And Arguments)#He calls it his “man cave” even though the only man cave thing about it us that he is a man sleeping and watching TV in it#He's always talking about nebulous plans to make it a mancave and then never follows though#bc he's a trash hoarder who keeps months of empty soda bottles piled up for no reason#and granted I also have messy room problems but at least I take out the trash and dirty dishes (if any) out of it every week#Meanwhile I know Exactly what I would do with the space#And I mean#Granted it /is/ going to be a hard sell trying to convince someone to downgrade to a child's bedroom#That could probably fit a full and still be comfortable but /definitely/ can't fit a queen#I tried to sell him on the large closet space (since that's something he's always complaining about not having any of at all)#Bc I will Happily downgrade to one of those garment racks if it means I can actually have space for all my music+art stuff#but no cigar :(#And listen#My room is small but it does have a decent amount of space so long as all of my belongings are contained#But They Have To Be Contained!#Which is really fucking hard to do when you own several large musical instruments and have ADHD
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My mental illenss. Cured 👍
#VACUUMED. CLEARED UP BOTTLES. in a fit of despair#tbh that was like 99% of the issue. i'm really bad at keeping up on things my living space is. so. so bad.#although actually i don't want to downplay how upsetting the incident was actually. it was incredibly upsetting LMFAO#just like...... not the cycles man ........... it was inevitable most likely.... but it's so disappointing and heartbreaking to see#idk i wanted to keep it vague. i still wanna keep it vague actually. there's no use in airing it out#well. me and my sisters are proof that you can grow out of it. even if you were raised with it.#just. sucks. extra bad. to be the faggot uncle i guess LMFAOOOO#SOMEBODY FUCKING HAS TO.... I FUCKING GUESS.... my cross to bear. whatever.#it's not the kid's fault. for the record. obviously. you just hate to see it.#and. hate to be caught in the collateral. or like. the subject of it.#like. i'm not just some nebulous concept of 'the bad people'. i'm a family member. and nobody knows what to do about that.
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sometimes i'm just filled with fury and some of it is petty but some of it is completely fair for me to still be annoyed about. but i can't even complain or i sound like a grudge-wielding maniac. sure i read the writing on the wall in september and every other month before shit hit the fan but it doesn't matter that no one listened to me or took me seriously and now i just seem like someone who can't let things go (i can't)
#bell.txt#'hey there's clearly communication issues going on here'#'hey this is fucking over everyone for the sake of the nebulous idea of growth'#but no because one nice thing happened to your guy it's completely fine and there's no problems 🙃
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"""queer theory""" is not a serious method of analysis
#this thing transgresses the extremely strict restrictive coffin of cisheteropatriarchy (conveniently does not factor race into this)#this makes it the exact same thing as being transgender. welcome to the lgbt community ari aster#its just meaningless. i see a video essayist hang their hat on this kind of analysis and know its not worth my time#this was--god i fucking hate thinking about this as a cultural moment bc i dislike everyone involved but like#when somerton was '''outed''' as being shit and people came out going whoaaaaa but i loved his takes so much :(#i loved his analysis :( i thought it was so good :( this was infuriating to see because a lot of the takes he stole were also this kind of#nebulous freeform nonsense that began and ended with 'whoaaaa isn't toxic lgbt media delicious though'#its just. ack. say something interesting for a change.#and for the love of god stop saying 'this thing is transgressive so its good' especially if youre not going to mention#that the transgression is antiblackness in part or in full. fuck you
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taking my old beat up original hori fighting commander special blazblue edition to work bc it's been flaky for a while and I opened it up last night and realized a SINGLE one of the wires is like. completely frayed and fucked up. a single thread of copper wire holding the weight of the world. genuinely shocked this mf is still working in that condition and only mildly flaky with inputs bc holy shit?
#IS THIS WHY IVE BEEN HAVING WEIRD NEBULOUS ISSUES WITH COMBOS FOR YEARS...?#crow.txt#putting it on my boss's desk sniffling and sobbing pathetically PLEASE FIX HER SHES SICK.#ive had this thing so fucking long the wear is crazy. the dpad is SHINY. i used to have a callus on my left thumb from how much i used it
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