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#he is terribly afraid of dying because he hasn't yet lived / self.#( gifs )#// this mfer really hit with that unsettling more hauntings shit#// and then changed the subject like he didn't say shit#// he really did that#// i love this man with my whole heart but#// there is something deeply wrong with his ass
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anyway, good morning, i have to go feed her royal majesty queen clove, first of her name, and do a lil adulting before i setting down, but friendly reminder i put out a plotting call and a shipping call last night and you should consider liking them.
#back by unpopular demand - me / ooc.#( tbd )#// clove's gonna be mad bc i'm late with breakfast again#// she's so mean she doesn't have to yell about it#// but anyway yeah that is a thing that is happening#// so uh#// take it and go
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anon - how about dorian and emmrich?
dorian falls in the former student category; like i know the age gap - with them both as mature adults - is like practically negligible it's, what, a decade, give or take a year or three? but dorian was one of emmrich's students and he still remembers dorian as a student. honestly, dean kind of summed it up perfectly, in that i'm pretty sure emmrich was the first actual real emotionally available grown ass adult to ever give dorian his undivided attention at that point in his life.
what i won't say is that it's impossible? just not probable, at least for me. emmrich would have to overwrite dorian as a student with the adult version of dorian, which may not actually be possible, tbh. i know it's a hot ticket ship for both of them at the moment, but the work it would require to make it function in a way that wouldn't feel gross to me - because there is a former power imbalance there, and do people ever really see their teachers as whole ass adults with whole ass lives outside of an academic setting? - is more than 99% of rpers would be willing to put in.
and to be honest i don't know that dorian himself would ever see emmrich that way, either.
i do think, at the least, they'd be funny as hell besties, though. i'm sure their discussions about magic would be hilariously incomprehensible and fascinating, and i've talked about it, but emmrich - as unhinged as he can be - could be a horrifying angel of death for the magisterium. eat the rich, and all that.
#( anon )#( ooc answered )#// this is one of those things that teeters on a very very fine edge for me#// because emmrich was a whole ass adult when he met dorian as a student#// which yeah they actually aren't too terribly far apart in age but#// it's about the power imbalance that shaped how they think about each other#// and while i 100% think any cattiness the fandom likes to run with is false#// it's been long enough that emmrich's past view of dorian can soften#// seeing what he's doing now what he's accomplished#// the kind of person he's grown to be i don't#// know that anything other than bffs is a thing that could be a thing because of that past
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anon - Is there a pairing you're not interested in?
my caveats to shipping someone with emmrich is that they not be super young, and they not be a former student (mostly for my comfort and also because i feel like that'd be a definite line he'd draw). otherwise i'm open to at least discussing anything to see if there's an argument to be made for it.
(i mean i absolutely ship emmrich/neve, how many people are out there doing that. exactly.)
#( anon )#( ooc answered )#// like i am generally pretty chill but also#// i (and everyone else) has to keep in mind this is a fifty two-ish year old man#// so very young and former student is#// no go territory for me#// but otherwise i just vibe fam#// see what sticks#// i may have emmrich/davrin on the way#// and emmrich/zevran's already here so#// does that tell you anything
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SHIPPING CALL — primarily i mean mostly romantic type ships, but i do enjoy a good ride or die bestie-ship. second verse, same as the first: give this a like, i'll slide into your dms and we'll see what we shake out. this is speed dating where we see if your blorbo in any way meshes well with my weirdo tree. this isn't the romance lockdown, this is the…slow deep scene of rp where we gauge interest and go from there.
#( shipping call )#// amanda why are you so stupid#// idk i was born this way#// anyway same deal get your lil flashcards ready#// your top five first date questions#// whatever makes you feel prepared
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PLOTTING CALL — what it says on the tin: give this a like, and i'll come bother you in ims or on disco about slapping together some kind of plot for our blorbos. if you want, you can fill out the interest tracker, to make it a little easier. so gather your notes, your powerpoints, your spreadsheets, or your drawings in crayon to present your case.
#( plotting call )#// i may not start bothering people until tomorrow morning#// but i said i was gonna try to get the plotting call and shipping call out today#// and by george i'm gonna#// generally it helps if you have a nebulous idea#// not necessarily required no but it's better than the ol' i'm fine with anything
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or i could, you know, get sucked into watching that dmc netflix show.
#back by unpopular demand - me / ooc.#( tbd )#// in the category of demons we don't let back into our lives-#// where is my son show#// where is vergil#// give me my son!!!
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Mood
#you dangle on the leash of your own longing; your need grows teeth / desires.#// but also#i beg you eat me up; want me down to the marrow / ships.#// i literally cannot imagine this man being anything but a cuddler tbh#// a real squid
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actually, while we're at it, can we throw guilty for being horny emmrich in the trash, too.
#back by unpopular demand - me / ooc.#( tbd )#// the way i hate the greater fandom with a burning passion#// like y'all ever gonna explain how you came to that conclusion because it's fucking dumb
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journal entry - 8.17.22
“what is something that is always true?”
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sidenote, because i'm thinking about it again: emmrich's not edgy, he's not saying and doing unsettling shit because he's trying to, that's just who he is as a person, like he still does not have an edgy bone in his entirely too tall body. he's still genuinely exceedingly kind and empathetic.
but.
he was besties with johanna hezenkoss. it's not like johanna woke up one day and was like i'm evil and mean now, no, all the evidence points to the fact that she's always been Like That, and we even get that through emmrich himself who, unfortunately, does tend to wear rose colored glasses concerning people. especially johanna. she's a fucking skull on a table and he's still trying to get her to reach for redemption despite the fact that she's metaphorically flipping him the double bird.
so my point is, they do match each other's freak (platonically). if you think johanna's unhinged (she is), you have to realize emmrich is just as unhinged. i bring up that damn charms seller a lot but that is not rational escalation. the mad science, somewhat wobbly morality is literally baked in, he just covers it better.
#back by unpopular demand - me / ooc.#( tbd )#// like he talks about how they overlooked johanna being johanna for a long time#// because she's brilliant#// but i'm willing to bet a lot of emmrich's eccentricities are also being overlooked#// (because i still think he's gotta be a weirdo even among the goth kids)#// because he's brilliant#// he's just simply loyal to the mourn watch and his oaths in a way johanna never was#// which i'm 1000% sure is at the root of their relationship disintegrating#// he was more loyal to his oaths than he was to her
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things i know i'm right on that fandom disagrees with, #465478 and #465479:
+ it's not eyeliner, that's just the way the game renders eyelashes. funny as the smokey eye jokes are, emmrich's just making me two for two on maybe he's born with it, maybe it's maybelline and i'm mad about it.
+ i sincerely do believe that emmrich and johanna are 100% platonic. and the reason i believe this is because emmrich's hissyfit about johanna telling him he looks old and him stomping his foot about her only being two years younger is absolutely giving siblings.
#back by unpopular demand - me / ooc.#( tbd )#// i refuse to hc that emmrich has distichiasis the way i do tony#// but i will continue to be mad the disney princess eyes trend continues#// but no i saw in the tags once where someone said you know emmrich and johanna never fucked#// bc there's no way he wouldn't recognize her hand#// and they're right#// and also because they really do give siblings that will beat each other up vibes
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the fact that i am constantly saying strange and unpleasant things is just part of my charm
#i am a prisoner of a fairy-tale; my own softness chokes me / musings.#// emmrich in some deep part of the necropolis trying to soothe somebody's worries like:#// oh no one's been killed in here for at least a fortnight#// them: what?#// emmrich: what?
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Afterlife Goals:

#you know the bird by its song / rel: ferona cantori#// i think what makes me kick my feet about ro#// among the many things that make me kick my feet about her because she is everything#// is how she has just#// totally embraced the nevarran weird#// and run with it
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my mission today, should i choose to accept it:
+ workout (i woke up late again let me live) + water garden (my roma tomatoes finally fucking sprouted now if my peppers could get their shit together-) + drafts (gonna start at the bottom and work my way up and get what i can in the queue) + plotting call (because i, once again, need more long term interconnecting plots) + shipping call (an official one i can keep up with, i'll make a list) + random all sorts of adulting (have i told y'all how much i hate washing dishes or-)
#back by unpopular demand - me / ooc.#( tbd )#// and i still need to sift through my inbox and i guess move over at some point what i'm going to reply to to drafts#// but that can wait until my drafts are empty#// and then i have to do 90% of the rp stuff#// over on tony's blog too#// stares out the window#// who said having two characters was a good idea who did that#// i want to have words with that asshole#// (it was me i said that)
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emmrich's an inbetweener on the belly button front because i said so and make the rules here, by the way.
#my heart is a cathedral; widows ghosts and lovers sit in the dark arched marrow of me / about.#// and i feel strongly enough about it i'm gonna put it in the about tag#// so there
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