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lillybean730 · 5 days ago

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feeling sickness creeping up is like watching a hurricane roll in. you can see that you're about have a rough time, but there's nothing to do besides batten down the hatches and wait

#i should probably nap but it's unlikely that ill be able to #my brother is an automaton who can just decide to fall asleep on the spot #meanwhile the stars have to be in alignment for me to fall asleep within an hour of trying #when i was a kid i never took naps #i used to get in trouble in pre k bc i wanted to read instead of sit in a sleeping bag for an hour staring at the ground #bc i wasn't allowed to sleep on my back or sides so i would have nothing to be distracted by #fucked up #the first time i willingly took a nap was in like 8th grade #my parents thought i was sick

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templetv · 6 months ago

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the way I crave a parent who, not only loves me, but likes me, and notices me is so so embarrassing

#my heart aches when i think of the few good childhood memories i have with my parents #i want the mum who played snowman with me after a bath when i was covered in talcum powder #i want the mum who would hold me and not get mad at me when i cried #i want the dad who. actually i dont think i have a good memory of just me and my dad #im sick of the parents who cancel on me and forget about me and refuse to listen when i speak #im sick of being scared and alone and needing parents I'll never see again- parents ive never actually had #im homesick for a love i never really had #bpd #actually bpd #bpd safe #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd blog #bpd splitting #bpd diary #actually borderline #borderline thoughts #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #borderline vent #eupd #actually eupd #emotionally unstable personality disorder #mother issues #father issues #parent issues #family issues

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sketchitings · 2 months ago

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THEY AGED SO BEAUTIFULLY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And because the reference photo was all wedding-y, I (unfortunately) started drawing a wedding version. Somehow.

#matador gothic #escapedaudios #audio rp #digital art #Timeskip #So this post had me wondering was stopping him from growing out his hair before.#And then I thought maybe he was sick of hearing people compare him to Anselmo and it only made him feel even worse after he died so… yeah #Don’t talk to me or my (other) son(s) ever again ahh parents #Yes I watched the q&a #Might as well just say Blakeley wears contacts during most missions on here

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beneathsilverstars · 1 month ago

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if i failed to protect my kid during the apocalypse and they almost died wandering on their own but got rescued by a team of four competent, battle-experienced adults who cared about them very much and made them feel less scared and useless but refused to let them fight, i think that would be a pretty decent outcome and i'd be pretty okay with it. sure i could dream up a better situation but there's a hell of a lot of worse ones too.

#it's not like they took bonnie away from a safe lil village.. bonnie was on the verge of collapse!!#and no village is safe!!!!#better traveling to the place that will be last to freeze than left at some village that will freeze sooner #(and we can guess than nille agrees‚ since she and bonnie did not wait in bambouche to be frozen)#better ready for battle behind a team of fighters than caught unawares among people who have never fought #(regular people are obviously struggling right now - even nille failed to protect bonnie)#even with the king #if the party fails the land is frozen ANYWAY #is it really better to leave bonnie in dormont? distraught‚ abandoned? being held back from following by strangers?#is that really a better moment to be stuck in for eternity?#yeah maybe something worse would happen in the house #but sadnesses could attack the village too!#taking bonnie with them is absolutely a reasonable decision given all of the circumstances #i may be biased by my own nille characterization #HOWEVER #this is also my opinion as a parent u^u #like i might still be freaking out about it #but htat's. inevitable no matter WHAT it is that happened #bonnie WAS stuck in a bad situation and even the best solutions can't undo that #so yeah i'd be WORRIED #but i'd also be grateful the people who found my kid were decent folks who tried their best and did quite well all things considered #😭😭😭😭#thoughts #thoughts about bonnie #isat talk #i'm sick of not being able to fandom tag my posts that i don't want to put in the fandom tag so there now it's filterable lol

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sentientsky · 2 months ago

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i get that they had to squeeze a lot of plot into very little time, but i’m still so frustrated that they had jinx and vi switch to the side of the enforcers :/ like. that makes no sense whatsoever. sheer copaganda

#yeah yeah i know we see vi struggling with her decision #but her parents were killed by enforcers. she’s been oppressed by them her whole entire life #she’s been to jail she’s been fighting against them #and then cait comes along and that’s it????#sorry i’ve been in a ‘too-gay-to-function’ situation with a girl #and i still wouldn’t become a cop #even if she begged me. i wouldn’t have loved her if she were a cop #like???? cmon wtf #and then jinx’s whole entire character assassination #i have more thoughts but i’m sick rn and can’t think #anyway one of my areas of expertise is prison and police abolition can u tell aksjsksj #arcane #jinx #vi arcane #jinx arcane #arcane meta #<- sure whatever #abolition

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soniianeak · 6 months ago

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Called a medic?

#fanart #team fortress 2 #tf2 #tf2 medic #overwatch 2 #ow2 #ow2 mercy #mercy #i literally thought i'm going to die last week #i've been to another city and got sick bad #and right after it me and my parents moved to another city #school starts in a few days...#but i feel optimistic and hope everything's going to be alr #soniianeak

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rainbowsandwhumperflies · 12 days ago

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idk if I've talked about this much but Onyx's friends and family all think he's dead. his best friend Ethan has been grieving for five years. meanwhile Onyx doesn't even remember Ethan

#i've been thinking about this pair a lot this week #i've been sick in my bed and alone with my thoughts a lot and! onyx and ethan are at the forefront of the thoughts #they would do literally anything for each other back when they were like 17 #in fact ethan would've been the one to get captured if onyx hadn't taken his place #and ofc kieran WOULD contact friends and family about onyx #but that's proving difficult since yk. onyx doesn't know his last name.#rainbow's ocs #onyx tag #ethan tag #other than ethan the main tragedies of onyx's memories are his parents and his cat #well at least one day he'll get to re-meet his parents and make new memories with them! i can't say the same for the cat

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audreyrose7 · 5 months ago

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Women are so much more then just baby factories. We are complete and whole people, beautiful, wonderful and complex. Layered and complicated. Glorious and messy. Unstoppable. For religion to limit us to just making babies is beyond insulting. There is so much more to us then just to please men and have kids. I'm so incredibly fed up with the lies that we have thought we have to believe. We don't have to have kids, get married, or follow your God to have a beautiful and meaningful life!

In fact, women without kids and men are almost always happier!

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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im still very sick and lets just say it aint goin well.

(please let me be healthy soon)

#i couldnt think of anyone to draw of my ocs or fanart or whatever #so i just drew me staring into the distance with my really red nose from blowing it so much.#woe is me guys i hurt all over #and i messed up with pain meds because WHY do we have two different looking bottles of ibuprofen with different labels and pills #and then also tylenol off brand #i thought i was alternating between advil and tylenol but nah im just taking dose after dose #of ibuprofen yesterday and now im having chest pains which i dont think are related #but the breathing pains on top of my back pains on top of my wheezing and coughing throat pains are like please i need meds #i want to not be miserable by christmas #how have i been with my parents for like 4 days and all of them have been me being v sick

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mylove-thresher · 13 days ago

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I am going to shoot myself in the head

#I feel so helpless and clueless rn I feel like I’m going to fail my entire academic journey #Nothing bad has happened this week (besides my sis and mom getting rlly sick) but I just feel like I know nothing anymore #Am I a dumb stupid fuck #I have yet another exam tomorrow and I thought I loved the subject but suddenly I realize I didn’t understand anything #Trying to take down notes but I have literally no material to work with only my book in which I’ve made over 50 errors #I don’t count them I just know it’s over that number #I haven’t showered I’m trying to do homework I’m trying to take down notes and I’m also trying to take care of my sis bc she’s very sick #I bear a cross far too big for my size I feel like I can’t handle anything at all #Jesus christtttt where is old me when I need her I would’ve tanked this shit so easily but now I’m just crying and whining #i need to stop thinking about how I was so much better before but I can’t stop #I really was so much more than a spineless piece of shit what the fuck #Ghhhh mitski you were so right #I was so young when I behaved 25 yet now I find I’ve grown into a tall child is so very real mitski #Lately I’ve been crying like a tall child yeah keep it up mitski sing ur shit I will jump off of this ledge I’m on yeah #Clawing my skin offffff I wish I could tell someone irl #I still haven’t written to my friends parents so they could help me #but I don’t have the time to make a word doc ab everything I go thru and how I feel #And they might not help me #I just want to crawl a hole in the ground and wait to become a sprout to become a pretty flower I don’t wanna be living this shit no more #Vent #vent post

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feyriejane · 4 months ago

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yall don't know platonic yearning like I do 😤

#all i want is a friend i can build a life with #we'll sleep in separate beds but occasionally we'll both get up for a late night snack at the same time and giggle about it #we'll call each other husband or wife while also having our freedom to seek out sex or romance outside of our partnership #there will always be someone to come home to and i won't feel the stifling pressure to perform romance for them #i want my future kids to be raised in love and friendship #i want them to know that they don't have to be a certain way in order to be loved #i want someone to hold my hair when im sick and let me cry on their shoulder when things are hard and stick up for me when i need it #i may never have this and it hurts my heart #ive told myself that being a single parent would make me happy because ill be happy as long as im not in a romantic relationship #but i don't know if thats actually true #ive resigned myself to that as a possoble future for me because being a parent is improtant to me #but there's this loneliness inside of me that I don't know I'll ever be able to get rid of #i thought i had a chance at the life i want with my ex and thats why i held on so long as tried to ignore all of our incompatibilities #but at the end of the day #hes a hopeless romantic and will always want the intense romantic love i can never give him and i will always resent those expectations #i wish things were different #personal #vent #aro tag #aromantic #platonic yearning #queerplatonic relationship #feel free to ignore but if you see this and also feel this way I'd love to commiserate :')

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sondheim-girly · 2 months ago

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I’m gonna get so much sleep tonight and then I’m not gonna be sick tomorrow I swear

#But i really don’t wanna go to that movie so maybe I’ll tell my parents I’m sick #jean has thoughts

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miss0atae · 4 months ago

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Are we still giving award for the worst parent in a BL? There is a new contender in the house.

In BL right now they are a lot of bad fathers, but let me show you one of the worst mom who also deserves her prize. Let me present you, Aim's mother.

You may not remember her, because she is the one who said this (episode 2):

As you can see, she is a lovely person. She doesn't know it, but it forced her child to hide her true identity. She is also someone who never really cared to listen to her child and she also forced her to do things she didn't like, to do surgery to look the way she wants and to control her. All of this in the name of love, as she said it herself.

However, she's failed to see how she causes her daughter to feel so much pain, because she doesn't think she is wrong. Her daughter is hurting so much and telling her she can't do it anymore and she just looks at her, dumbfounded.