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badolmen · 11 months ago

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#ra speaks #personal #vomit mention #my morning sickness is getting worse #or maybe it’s just cause I got motion sick a week or so ago #and both times I took the nausea meds that USED to do the trick every time but literally hasn’t helped at all these last two times #and I haven’t thrown up in months so these are basically back to back for me #aughhhh I hate getting sick #mostly bc IM HUNGRY AND I WANT TO EAT PLS PLS JUST LET ME KEEP SOMETHING DOWN #but my stomach just says lol. lmao even.#I’m not even on my fucking period or anything what the fuck body #*strangling my GP* I’m gonna fucking kill you if you don’t take my request for different pain meds/nausea meds seriously #I swear taking NSAIDs almost every day for the last 4-6 years is probably destroying ny stomach #and he’s even like yikes you’re not supposed to be taking those for so long. anyways-#like bro I’m on my hands and knees fucking begging st this point pls you know I struggle to keep weight on w my metabolism as it is #the LAST thing I need is to eat less

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inutiliacapra · 5 months ago

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worm and salmon woodburning :))) 🪱

eerrrm .. finally woodburning this piece... that i had sitting in my closet for 2 years... also uhhhmmm *dies* i almost died when i didnt take my meds for the last 3 days never fucking do that it was HORRIBLE but im glad to be back on them things feel better

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tpup · 26 days ago

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having such an absolute shit time which is horrible because I had put so much effort into making this week bareable only to be fuckin stranded in the worst place I could be rn because my health was so bad I couldn't leave i feel so fucking bad and helpless and fated to having to suffer over and over and over

#was supposed to stop here to just grab one thing I needed!!! but have been so ill (chronic health bs) that I haven't been able to leave #for two days now and it is ruining me right now im like. in a really fucking bad place in every way jesus christ #stuck w someone who abused me for 20 years (not my ex lol she was shitty af but not abusive)#and shocker he is still gross and doesn't take no for an answer to anything and keeps touching me & not leaving me alone & I couldn't leave #I wouldn't wish this on anybody it absolutely breaks you to be stuck like this because your body doesn't work. I should have gone to the ER #So scared my health is getting worse in really dangerous ways. Could have died the other morning #like what the fuck!! what am I supposed to do I have been trying my best my whole life and it still amounts to being homeless and so sick #and so powerless to change either of those #all I want is a warm safe place to call home. It feels like I can never have that without a knife at my back #delete later #woof woof #vent

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joker-and-the-queen · 2 months ago

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I literally have so much paranoia and anxiety today I physically cannot catch my breath 😣

#personal vent #i woke up this morning to paranoid hallucinations and my anxiety is only getting worse by the hour #i am physically shaking #i feel so sick

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bubaboos · 2 months ago

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i HATE being sick omg😤

#and now that i feel a little better than yesterday and in the morning it feels like cheating ://#like girl. obviously you feel better after sitting in bed instead of going to work that's how it's supposed to be alsjdhsjjdjdnd #and something even worse than me being sick is my dad bein sick at the same time ;-;#i hate it here #can't even get sick in peace aldjhfsjsjjs #iykyk #anyway fingers crossed i get better til wednesday bc we wanted to meet with friends for Something Very Important !!#so hopefully i'm all well by then!!!#agnes talking

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my-beloved-lakes · 9 months ago

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Shadow, one of my cats, passed away this morning. He was the first cat I ever owned and he was really special. The smartest and most loyal animals I've ever met! I'm gonna miss him so much!

#it was a really shitty way to wake up this morning to my mom telling me he was gonna be put down.#i mean i wasn't surprised. he had been sick for a while and getting worse by the day but it still sucks

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kal-thas · 4 months ago

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guys when the disability is disabling 👎

#sorry stupid vent post <3 #im gonna be angry in the tags here for a second #im just. idk. sick of being aware of the fact that im getting worse.#i had a week off from work for moving and school purposes #and now that im back i am . oh boy 👍 not great #literally passed out this morning which . thats new. dont like that.#hopefully its just a . one off thing. i dont know. but. idk.#something something capitalism something something ableism something something im tired of this grandpa #i am tired of being in pain <3 im tired of feeling like im falling behind constantly and like im letting everyone down #by just not being able to do the things i feel i should be able to do.#and like. also currently looking at wfh jobs bc i do not think my body can handle school and work and having to stand and walk and stairs #that much . every single day.#and i feel bad about that too bc i transfered to this store ! i put in work to be here at this store and my fucking body is giving out !!#its not even bad. its a much quieter store than the one i came from. everyone ive talked to is nice. the manager is understanding #and i hate that i feel like im just. deteriorating. and failing at everything <3 #but like whatever . its whatever. i know its just the. internalized shit of 'yeah but im not bad enough to warrant this'#like ! fuck !#idk. things to bring up in therapy i guess <3 #ok goop night sorry for this. i wont be deleting bc fuck me if i ever delete a post. cringe is dead or wtvr

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douubles · 2 months ago

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im having a bad stressful week. i would fucking destroy a bag of cheddar & sour cream ruffles right now

#its actually the only thing that could fix me #personal #i had a fraudulent charge made on my credit card so i had to cancel it #my medical insurance is lapsed and i dont know WHY so i cant use it and no one will return my phone calls #i still have three teeth i need fixed and i cant afford it out of pocket so i need said insurance. lol #and my mom has been sick for a while now but shes getting progressively worse and wont let us help #so i was GOING to go pick my sibling up this weekend and bring them to mom's with me so we could have a conversation about like. getting-#-her more help but i asked mom if we could visit this weekend thru text on monday morning and she still hasnt opened or replied to me #which like. could mean nothing #but also lol what if something happened and no ones told me yet! what if she fell and hit her head again. who fucking knows #also ive been working 6-7 days a week lately <3 hell on earth #anyways blah blah will probably delete im just so. burnt. the kind where youre in the kitchen making coffee and then suddenly youre sobbing

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#sometimes i find the degree to which i cannot concentrate very alarming #like bro i canno read. i have so much to do but i wanna sleep forever #i just have to get up and go somewhere else. normally id go transfer algae or run but im stuck inside and .y fingers r all cold #usually its just in the morning that I get thr high distress so its prob the meds #but yesterday was kinda fucked. ugh.i just need to run around but i cant #i have such a sinister combo of: brain stops me from being able to b productive and if im not productive i am compelled to do horrible #things. mood issues and 0cd is horrible. horrible feedback loop #i just wish i could breathe. itll b fine. eventually itll b summer again and itll b fine #its like someone's squeezing my throat. like im sick but i kno its just that im anxious #i was doing so well the past few days in terms of reading and productivity despite the distress #and im trying to b kind and roll with the punches but its so hard #like i kno i need to relax and not resist bc resistance makes it worse but it's just hard and im worried this is how itll always b #i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this #just bc of how my head works. and like things were complicated with the lamicta1. maybe i wouldnt habe had a reaction if i didnt get a #tatto0 while upping the dose but now im marked as allergic so i prob wont b allowed to try any of thr anti convulsive type antidepressants #ugh. i hate this. its so frustrating #unrelated

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inutaffy · 1 year ago

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i almost passed out at school again guys

#this time tho was worse #didnt loose my hearing i lost my vision a lil bit still #i had a cough this morning probably from my germ infested sister and i thought i was fine so i was going to the bus stop and HEAVING my #lungs hurt when i was breathing it was prickly #GOT ON THE BUS AND EVERYTHING WAS DOWN HILL FROM THERE FUCKING GOD #dude #head hurt stomach rolling cramps the astute need to throw up #i was fighting that for a whole 20 minutes #i get motion sickness but not unless im reading something and I WASNY and yet #i was GRIPPING THE SEAT #put my head down and closed my eyes on the seat in front of me and PRAYED #at the end of the bus ride everything was heavy #the blood drained from my face i could feel it i had to bite my lip to make sure i still had feeling in my face bro #lung thing might be my asthma spiking i had it as a kid so idk #anyway ans then my back was killing me #got off the bus #could barely put one foot in front of the other #body aches i was HOT IT WAS LIKE 40 DEGREES AND I TOOK MY JACKET OFF. I REPEAT I TOOK MY JACKET OFFFFF #i got into the school adn these 2 people were standing there by the steps to check IDs and i looked at those steps with a PLANNN . to sit #i tried to sit down but one of em noticed how pale and not good i looked #led me to the nurses #called my mom 3x before she picked up #she couldnt get me til like an hour and some later #i was just writhing on the bed #dying #it got a little better and i switched suddenly from hot to COLD #and im on my period so thats a factor i guess but its not a regular hot flash it was BURNING #anyway she picked me up and i groggily got up #passed my friend in the hall and she widened her eyes at me and i pointed at my mom ahead of me and she said bye #one person knows im out sick but we aint got no classes together today

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colesabi · 6 months ago

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today is a big ol’ NO for me.

#I’m pretty sure I’m getting sick #and I somehow tweaked my ankle even worse #and I’m freaking starving because all I’ve had today was a protein shake at like 7 this morning and I still have 4 hrs left of work #and the only thing I have to eat is an oatmeal packet which isn’t ideal and I’m pretty sure I will murder the next person who speaks to me #which will be difficult because I do talk to patients for my job #ramblings #personal

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lae-zels · 8 months ago

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had to work out for 2,5 hours straight to combat cramps im exhausted

#i took 2 painkillers in the morning and it only got worse as day went on they just straight up werent working and i didnt want to #end up eating a whole package so i got to exercising (hoping if everything hurts nothing hurts or i get so tired i fall asleep instantly)#i ended up napping on my exercise mat i was so tired of all the push ups sit ups and other exercises that put pressure #on my lower back and stomach #im on sick leave bc of antibiotics im taking so im completely drained out and eepy #i want to get to work and then play but i can feel the pain coming back 😭😭😭#ripping my stomach open and chewing on my uterus that will show it #personal #delete later

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sunkissedlouis · 1 year ago

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#not me getting sick again after the holidays wtf 💀 this sucks so bad #my throat is burning #ughhhhhhhhhhhh ill sleep it off after taking my meds hopefully it doesnt become worse in the morning 😪#*ri

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raeathnos · 1 year ago

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#I had a negative Covid test this morning but I’m getting a lot worse :/#I think it might be bronchitis #my chest is so sore from all the coughing and I feel like I can’t breathe #it’s hard to tell when it started cause I cough a lot normally from the long covid #but my chest normally doesn’t feel this painful and tight #debating if the walk in is worth it or if it’ll be a waste of money #it seems like half the time they don’t want to treat you unless you’ve been sick for at least two weeks #I dont want to have to pay the copay twice if they just tell me to come back if im not better in a few days

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sigilmint · 10 months ago

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getting critically close to collapsing into tears about my (terminally I guess) ill cat. he'll barely eat, barely drink. he's meowing bc he's hungry and thirsty and yet we have three different water sources for him and I'm at the point where I'm smearing pureed chicken with his favorite treat on it on his mouth to try to get him to lick it up and he just doesn't want anything to do with it.

meanwhile, I'm doing better than ever at a job I never thought I'd be lucky enough to have, and every day there is a new incredible achievement. and I just feel like the higher the highs get there, the lower the lows are getting at home. and I don't know how to hold all this indefinitely without breaking the fuck down. like it's just a matter of time before I run out of runway and I'm freefalling off the cliff into depths unknown and I'm fucking scared

#tw pet illness #how many nights can i cry myself to sleep before I'm just absolutely losing it #i have to be strong for Stephanie bc this is way worse for her #i have to not cry bc I'll make myself sick and I can't afford to miss days at work #but i can't hold it back when it's past when i need to be asleep in order to get enough sleep before work in the morning #and then the next day I'm just #sleep deprived and hollow #and i go to work and work is so good #and i spend the whole time worrying about my cat #and pushing that down #i just want him to be okay #and i know he isn't gonna be okay #and it's fucking awful

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lunar-fey · 11 months ago

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actually fuck this job forever 👍

#i got so fucking stressed yesterday that i caused a fucking flare up and now i cant stop throwing up #i called off and . idk. i have to go in to the office today to get paperwork.#im gonna very firmly talk to them about changing my schedule #i hate to do that after literally only one day #but i have several excuses prepared #and hopefully i can just get my scedule changed.#i think . worst case. well worse case they just go damn you suck . leave. and then im just Fucked again for money #cause i never even got enough to pay my shit this monthso i had to borrow some money from my parents #but maybe i can just. drop my first shift. which will leave me with only 10 hours a week #but if they really only have morning shifts erm. this may not work out #i havent gotten morning sickness in a long time but its a known symptom of one of my chronic illnesses #plus the stress obviously bc my first client is very disabled and needs more accomodation than i can provide bc im also disabled #idk guys. its only been one day but this For Real isnt working out how it is rn.#i was reading back over my employee handbook tho and it says employees can quit any time #in the first 60 days wirhout penalty so im hoping that means i can also change shifts without penalty...

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