#stuck w someone who abused me for 20 years (not my ex lol she was shitty af but not abusive) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tpup · 1 month ago

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having such an absolute shit time which is horrible because I had put so much effort into making this week bareable only to be fuckin stranded in the worst place I could be rn because my health was so bad I couldn't leave i feel so fucking bad and helpless and fated to having to suffer over and over and over

#was supposed to stop here to just grab one thing I needed!!! but have been so ill (chronic health bs) that I haven't been able to leave #for two days now and it is ruining me right now im like. in a really fucking bad place in every way jesus christ #stuck w someone who abused me for 20 years (not my ex lol she was shitty af but not abusive)#and shocker he is still gross and doesn't take no for an answer to anything and keeps touching me & not leaving me alone & I couldn't leave #I wouldn't wish this on anybody it absolutely breaks you to be stuck like this because your body doesn't work. I should have gone to the ER #So scared my health is getting worse in really dangerous ways. Could have died the other morning #like what the fuck!! what am I supposed to do I have been trying my best my whole life and it still amounts to being homeless and so sick #and so powerless to change either of those #all I want is a warm safe place to call home. It feels like I can never have that without a knife at my back #delete later #woof woof #vent

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