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bloodwr4th-a · 2 months ago

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My baby, my beloved, my other half, my darling. I just wanted to come on here and tell you that I adore you. And that this is your safe space and that truly wouldn't be the same without you and without Kol. I think you are the sweetest most loving and giving person in the whole world, and Nausi truly found her home when she looked into those dark eyes. You have limitless creativity and I just adore everything you give to us. The headcanons and edits (which floor me because I can't decide which is my favorite-- yet I keep going back to the gym one when he lifted her with one arm HI!) but just everything you do is absolutely flawless and jaw dropping. Today was a shit fest from hell, and that is my lack of being able to respond to you the way I want. But never, ever think it's because I don't adore you, and we will be right back to our scheduled programming! I love you so much and you just deserve the world and more. If you ever need anything, I am a message away and may this be the light that shines the way you want and need to go. You are adored and everyone loves you here, so much. Yes, I am biased as hell. I am sitting on top of the pile because I want to be the first to give you smooches lmfao. 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 (if this is a crazy fest I'm sorry I was excited.)

SINCERELY YOUR WIFE IN THIS LIFE AND EVERY OTHER LIFE.

no, but i needed to answer to this before going to bed because, it made my night, okay? you are just perfection and the nicest person on this planet, okay? this ship we have created is just everything to me right now. kol cannot exist without nausi now. this is why kolnausi is a keeper for me. the compliments? i return them to you because the headcanons????? the drabbles???? the muse you are bringing to our dash is just pure and utter perfection. the writing? out of this world. i'm keeping this forever and i'm keeping you forever as well. i'm so glad to have met you and i cannot wait to develop more of our children from hell. they really deserve each other and the endgame we are preparing for them is just lsdjflksf epic. / @wickedslip. i'm crying on the main because this is just sfjksf i know we are living a hard times and all but this friendship of ours means so much to me now. there can't be alls without dove nor they can be kol without nausi.

#wickedslip #my emotions my emotions right now #answered.#positivity.#out of character.#jhfkfhs #ily ily ily ily

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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summer of junior year 06/11

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #gorgug thistlespring #riz gukgak #kristen applebees #figueroth faeth #fabian seacaster #adaine abernant #the bad kids #this is like. the First time I put down a palette for the kids lmao #I thiiiink its pretty consistent with the tones I did with my early sketches? iirc #gods. Ive been staring at this for Hours. I need to sleep lol #summer... it is happening. I feel like that always brings with it big emotions for me #it is. a little bit funny to me that whether these kids get a peaceful summer or not depends fully on how many roll20 campaigns happen #between now and a definitive end/last season of fh lmao #but also the last ''summer'' movie I watched was uhhh summer of 84. which. mmmmm #grim affair! so I'd need to stock up on less gloomy stuff to even think abt this...#well. what I need right now is sleep. so sleep I shall. thank u for tuning in today. see u again I think

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deathricedrawn · 5 months ago

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i'm ready to try

#This drawing is kind of personal to me #I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing #but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point #When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life #This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with #eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself #which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now #I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me #I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif #I think i'll be okay either way #either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like #i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off #so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude #AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp #empires smp s1 #empiresblr #esmp #geminitay #art #fanart #alice.art #mcyt #mcytblr #song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP

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erabu-san · 11 months ago

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#my art #genshin impact #genshinimpact #furina #furina genshin impact #genshin impact furina #i have no caption #one day I will draw her happy 😭#but she needs to let her emotion out and be sad now that she has the right to be sad #REST WELL FURINA

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jkvjimin · 6 months ago

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JUNGKOOK + daisies 🌼 for @cordiallyfuturedwight 🤍

+bonus (after a 9 hours and 45 minutes flight):

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tea-cat-arts · 7 months ago

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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livelovecaliforniadreams · 7 months ago

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3x3 | 7x10

#i can't handle this right now #im too emotional #oh how the turn tables #buddie #buck x eddie #eddie x buck #evan buckley #eddie diaz #ryan guzman #oliver stark #my heart #sobbing actually #911 abc #3x3 #7x10

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rosieleej · 4 months ago

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It’s crazy that the twins are turning 25 today because at this moment probably Dipper has already finished his degree in engineering and is doing a masters and maybe a PHD, Mabel having finished hers in art. At this rate they’re old enough to drink, and drive, and vote and reflect on what-the-f happened to them as kids. Right now they’re probably celebrating their birthday in a small private party in the shack. Now the grunkles are 80 yrs and too old to sail at sea. Maybe now Greta is about to marry that duke; she’s as confident and beautiful as she’s ever been. Maybe Candy has some interesting stuff going on. Soos has a child with Melody, and the grandma has passed away, Waddles as well. Wendy is probably not working at the Mystery Shack ( she still cuts wood in her free time). The Weirdmagedon was so much time ago that all of Gravity Falls now can laugh about it. No one really talks about Bill, or the monsters, or the destruction, death and fear that came with them. For more than a decade the town has been at peace. For more than a decade Ford hasn’t feel like a freak. For more than a decade Stan has had what he had wanted for the most part of his life. For more than a decade the Pines twins, both sets, have been loved.

Mabel is now longer afraid of growing up. She already has, and she’s thriving. Dipper doesn’t fears he’s not good enough. Maybe their parents divorced, maybe they didn’t, but each year instead of going home in summer break from college they go to the same small town that opened their arms to them so so many years ago, and they feel like children again.

They. The children that taught me that growing up maybe is not so bad.

Happy Birthday indeed Mabel and Dipper Pines

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hey-hey-j · 5 months ago

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role reversal

(★ my Kofi)

#my art #trolls band together #trolls fanart #trolls floyd #trolls john dory #dreamworks trolls #trolls #it's less a 'my feelings aren't valid' and more...#...'my feelings don't matter RIGHT NOW because i have to focus on my brothers'#you get what i mean?#he's doing it again. shoving aside his own emotions to play family therapist.#or however you want to interpret it i don't know i'm not your english teacher #anyway.

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chalkrub · 6 months ago

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another attack! this one for crabsbeverage.

#my art #art fight #artfight #artfight 2024 #anthro #furry #i loooove this artist their stuff is really so unique and makes me kinda queasy and unsettled to look at sometimes #very unreal and oddly atmospheric #anyway i'm once again humbled by the attacks i've gotten - really so grateful. i could get emotional #i wish i could revenge everyone i wish i had all the time in the world to draw ocs. my one calling in life #i'm having a little break right now. gonna play some animal crossing and maybe do some more attacks an hour or so before bed

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maragarita · 6 months ago

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Jimmy's face here is so devastating to me because you can tell that when he looks at Kara he doesn't see the cute girl he showed around metropolis anymore. This is the face of a boy who's afraid

#and im sure kara would be less affected by people being scared of her than clark would #but this isnt just people #this is jimmy flamebird #and now im terrified for her because this girl is already going through so much right now at least let her have jimmy flamebird #maws people please dont wreck me i have too many emotions as it is #my adventures with superman #maws #jimmy olsen #kara zor el #maws season 2 #maws spoilers #my adventures with superman spoilers

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confusedlucifer · 20 days ago

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THE DUCHESS

#fall in love with them right NOW #sorry we're closed #swc the duchess #sorry were closed #art #listened to okumura so much while painting this my god the soundtrack is so good !!!#okumura and new magic wand and FJM which is a combination i feel is reflective of their strong emotions. maybe #anyway play sorry were closed its so good #my art

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aroaceleovaldez · 7 months ago

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underappreciated Nico detail that I like - he seems to be an angry crier! very frequently he's angry when he cries and he cries when he's extremely angry. very AuDHD of him. emotional regulation sucks my guy and he's just going through it.

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #also fun to think about Nico getting pissed off and then getting even more pissed off that he's turning into a bawling mess #or Nico getting sad/upset and the rage just flips on so he's sniffling and crying and cussing under his breath while kicking stuff #i mean how many times has nico had a moment of someone trying to comfort him and his reaction like 90% of the time is ''fuck off''#nico thinking about his trauma: [through tears] i need to go kill something right now or i'll explode #nico working on processing emotions character arc except instead of him stopping being an angry crier #it just turns into his friends holding a pillow for him to beat the shit out of until he works the energy out #shoutout to the cupid scene in particular as one of my favorite examples of this #just cause i love Nico having a breakdown and Jason watching it like ''uh oh. i think Bad Things Will Happen if he *actually* starts crying #other favorite example is TTC. Nico being so upset he creates a rift in the ground and tells Percy to die #nico is not uwu sad boy soft baby kitten tears crier #he is yelling things that would get him cancelled on the internet while snotty and bawling #he is insulting and threatening everyone in a 10ft radius

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Embrace the truth

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan jingyi #lan sizhui #lan xichen #lan wangji #wei wuxian #WWX uses NMJ's abs as part of his evidence for identification. LXC is allowed to use his familiar embrace as his evidence.#We are now entering the slow burn arc of 'Lan Xichen continues to lose everything he cared about'.#He has his love of fishing + his good friendship with JGY + his brother. I hope nothing happens to any of those things #Not that its in character for *anyone* present to have the emotional intelligence for it - but man LXC is having a very hard time #Trying to pin his sworn brother as a murderer *right* after identifying the mystery body as his other sworn brother?#of *course* he's defensive! You gave him no time to process!#He's gonna need a lot of time by the pond to cope #The original joke had LXC copping a feel on those glutes and recognizing him that way. Which now looking back *was* funnier #sigh...I need to trust my gut a bit more #Next time on PD-MDZS: They just show up in Jinlin Tai because I want to plot to keep moving

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cingulata · 1 month ago

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Sorry if you're finding out via my PJS Destiel meme, but it's true:

💔💔💔 I'm so sad about Muppet*Vision 3D... BUT... check out the Rock'n'Roller Coaster teaser art??!!?!

#muppets #the muppets #the electric mayhem #disney parks #disney world #muppet*vision 3d #muppet vision 3d #i have so many mixed emotions right now #this is already an emotional roller coaster #i'm not a fan of roller coasters but i will do anything for my man zoot

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huenistar · 2 months ago

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