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diari0deglierrori · 2 months ago

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I feel like I’ve tried everything but nothing helps me sleep, once anxiety starts it completely takes over and I won’t sleep until my body is truly at its critical limit

#doesn’t make sense but je me comprends #eyes have to burn so bad before #and even then it can still take a while sometimes #my body hurts too now #great #and very stressful week ahead again #I wish I could gaslight myself into believing a tea would be enough to help me sleep #it seems to work for my brother so far he asks his tea every night #and I already barely slept all week #today I had a couple of hours of sleep and was exhausted in the afternoon but wasn’t able to take a nap #and then when I had the chance too my body refused

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calciumyum · 29 days ago

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I had to draw Thetis and Neoptolemus (and Deidamia) with this template

#I spent too much effort on this #my body hurts now I'm gonna go and take a break #the iliad #the trojan war #iliad #tagamemnon #thetis #neoptolemus #pyrrhus #deidamia #calciumcreates

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jadecantcreate · 2 months ago

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in the whitchlite carinval. straight up “caking it.” and by “it”, haha, well. lets justr say. My chad

(some gideon exploration & little doodles)

#ok i think i might be obsessed with freeform #its just…so low stakes yk?#and very simple #idk its nice to use for little things like this #it was supposed to be some ideas for day 18 of loa shiptober (tattoo artist/florist)#but i got sidetracked #what can i say #gideon lovers (cough cough dragon cough) enjoy your mans <3 #i really like how the half body shot came out #gideons body type is so nice to draww idk why?#i definitely draw too many skinny ppl (i love you kremy but you’re literally built like a wine glass) so i enjoy some more variety i guess #conflicted over how the portrait came out #do i like it? do i not like it? who knows…what a mystery….certainly not me……..#i should probably draw torbek frost and gricko more #but my mind is preoccupied with middle aged man yaoi #speaking of middle aged man yaoi…….#ive embraced the cringe within (its dead! if youre not hurting anyone do what you want!!)#and written my second coalecroux fic (shoutout to my beloved mutual szare for beta reading it!!!!) and im in the process of polishing it up #so….stay tuned……#will probably draw a Specific Scene (tm) because im proud of it like a toddler is proud of their silly cute crayon scribbles on the wall #ALSO #thank you to the person who pointed out to me that gideon doesnt actually canonically have uneven horns its just hair #i have elected to adopt the uneven horns thing regardless because IMPERFECTIONS RAHHH #theyre more fun to draw for me #ok ill stop rambling now #thanks for reading <3 #once upon a witchlight #legends of avantris #gideon coal #ouaw

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sepezzz · 1 year ago

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merlin fanart?????? in 2023????????

more context for these in the tags

#OK SO this is like my silly little 1500 years later au i have running in my head #where merlin is a sad old man wizard living in an eclectic townhouse in london #he and kilgarrah sorta made up cuz who else is there to talk to after 1500 years #he keeps kilgarrah in a cat body tho to keep him in check #he lets himself age between like 25 and 45 #then he'll wind it back before his joins start hurting too much lol #old man #ok that's it for now! might doodle more for this au later teehee #merlin #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #merlin fanart #kilgarrah

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zhivchik · 2 months ago

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#백설공주에게 죽음을 #black out #one walks in; there's a man on the bed in a provocative pose *googles the genres of bo... ah thriller*#good. good. now i can think according to it about the reasons #from sangcheol's worried annoyance at jeongwoo getting in troubles just as quickly as out of hospitals #to the tactics of getting information (from someone who's hurting and struggling) and having them safe while the time is running too fast #mind's busy... so body's talking #someone told so 👀#still funny; jeongwoo walking in seeing the mess on the floor - the traces of the attack that got him into a hospital #and then sangcheol's on the bed like that #you both terrible #or i am #because now i'm thinking about poses & positions #and it's no art/sports context #unless you want to add these to that #oh my god shut me up

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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skitskatdacat63 · 9 months ago

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"Death is nothing, but to live defeated and inglorious is to die daily."

+ process(tw blood)

Also, look at him, bloody little guy 🥹

This drawing was inspired by several matador pics :D here and here:

^ I don't think I'll ever live up to the second one ah. There's several pics of that specific guy just soaked with blood, and I'm uh a bit obsessed with then ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW OKAY! But I've not drawn blood in a while so it was a bit difficult so I added less than I would want to I guess. Also I'm obsessed with how often they kneel in bullfighting?? Like okay who are you arching your back and spreading your legs for-

#ah not 100% sure abt this one but i think i still like it!!!#i was practicing matador poses during the wknd and im like yeah should prob paint one #and then it felt like all the energy left my body djfkkglg i was like ugh how do i paint again?????#mostly: just really wanted to draw him bloody #i love how every time i draw him in ferrari colors its just the most eye bleeding thing ever #my eyes get too used to it on my ipad's display and im like aw this isnt red enough :(#and then i transfer it to my phone and it feels like the red suddenly is hurting my eyes even worse djfkkglg #im glad the blood turned out well. i honestly think it was probably easier bcs the clothes are red already #but yes yes suffering ferrari nando. hes my comfort character atp 😭😭#perfect catie drawing: depressed ferrari fernando. blood. napoleon quote #anyways yeah lmk! i think it looks okay?? idk i think i just love the first 2 matador drawings i ever did #and its very hard to live up to them. but whatever. we move on #im glad i did a more complicated pose at least ?????#also god i was somewhat annoyed w his face and then i redrew his eye and it was like OH OKAY suddenly good okay #tw blood #<- i would put this drawing under the cut but like. my blog i do what i want and i want to draw blood #i used to draw bloody stuff a lot more but ah idk less opportunities now sjfkkglg so it was kinda nice #catie.art.#f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #matador au

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puppyeared · 2 years ago

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Radioactive

#I need to put something together explaining this but basically: Augusta has pink hair and pronouns because she swallowed a star #which was supposed to kill her but it fused with her body and now she gives u radiation poisoning 💕#I mentioned before that the white parts on her fur glow in the dark and that’s why #but she can also make herself float and lives for a hella long time bc star lifespan #she can wear her astronaut suit to suppress the radiation and it won’t hurt anyone but you’ll still feel tired and a little sick if you #hang out w her for too long. if you’re human anyway lol #there is actually a reason behind why she swallowed the star but it just sits in my head like microwaved chicken #my art #myart #doodles #my oc #oc #Augusta

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chelseasdagger · 9 months ago

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i’m at work and a guy just body shamed me and sexualized me in the same sentence. i wanna go home

#i’ve been here 1.5 hrs and this is great #context for those wondering #his son had to lose some weight for a wrestling meet and talked about how it’s hard since his son is naturally thin #he then goes ‘i could lose some of that’ and rubs his stomach since he has a bit of a beer belly #i chuckled a bit cause he laughed and then he motions to my chest and goes ‘you could lose some of that too’#i have a pretty large chest. but that still hurt #and then he follows up with ‘yeah my wife lost like 15 pounds but i think it all came from her boobs’ in a disappointed tone #i just don’t #why comment on people’s bodies #i’m already struggling with stuff and now this at a place i didn’t expect it and so sudden #i just wanna go home

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wizard-on-whales · 5 months ago

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I caught his pick...and I literally screamed and cried so hard everyone was turning to look at me 😭

He is in fact hotter in person and this did not help the fact that I want to kiss him. His speaking voice is also much higher in person than is in videos and I love it

#james hetfield #metallica #i died #i cried 5 different times throughout the concert #james was literally in love with me #i just know it #my entire body hurts now tho #my hips are killing me #rode him too hard

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skunkes · 5 months ago

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^_^

#very very excited about surgery like i know in a year it wont even be an issue and ill be extra happy i did it #I've kinda gotten past the anesthesia fear and i lived thru the MRI needle in my awrm so #the IV wont be too horrendous.#so right now my biggest worry is the After....#ive seen ppl say they were mostly resting in bed for like 2 or 3 days #and after that they just had to take it easy to get around but idk. im so nervous about That Part.#+ i cant. fall asleep on my back. lol. im terrified #i rly hope im so exhausted on that first day that i jst knock out upon getting home ykwim #being too aware of pain in the body makes me feel cornered in it sometimes ykwim. like i want to jump out of it ! nervous #i rly hope it doesnt hurt too bad!!!!!!! i know ppl say it feels like sore abs after workout but idk. idk nervous #talkys #especially since i have work to do! i hate feeling lazy. i dont even take naps bc i feel like its laziness i cant be out of commission for #a couple of days. WAH.#my friend had an adjacent surgery and said she woke up in a lot of pain! they obvs administered pain management #immediately but oh god. ykwim. im scared of waking up in a lot of pain being in a lot of pain

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lupins-hehim-pussy · 6 months ago

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Neuvillette's body language in my mind ranges from curious feline, to Long Cryptid that lingers just outside the door when you're falling asleep

#“Honey............... stop hovering ominously and join me in bed.” — Wriothesley #I'm on my autism agenda. So he masks #when he's outside. at work. his movements are so uncannily precise that charlotte can probably film him daily and the footage would overlap #near perfectly.#I like seeing him as a sheer force of nature too. so like. Imagine his path to his office or to his seat in the courtroom #being literally worn in by centuries of him just walking that same path. Like rivers carving themselves out of mountains #but to be fair someone probably polish the floor regularly.#but when he goes home to his husband. or when he's alone. he becomes............ creatura. apyr #and he would hover just slightly off the ground to lift the pressure of his legs (they hurt. He only uses them to look human)#and he makes weird. deep sea noises. and wriothesley is like you hungry or somethin. dinner will be ready soon darlin be patient with me #also he gets quite clingy/physical. he likes hugs a lot because he craves the pressure on his body. it reminds him of being deep under wate #he needs to be squeezed and squished. it's calming. At home wriothesley would sometime just pancake on top of him and he's be like yes.#but outside. he'd just sometime drape an arm over Neuvillette's shoulder. hold his hand. give him a hearty pat every now and then #to recalibrate him.#sigewinne voice Monsieur Neuvillette I prescribe you some Hugs! You are Overstimulated! Your Grace! Squish him!#krill #ingital #otcoj

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 7 days ago

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My body and I are in a desperate arms race with me trying to figure out all its secrets before I'm 30 and it constantly inventing new mysteries

#the latest: i started occasionally going a night without my retainers to test if it helps me relax #and now my chest muscles get deeply tense and hurting if i wear the retainers too many nights in a row. ????????????????#i am grateful and amused though that the first night i left the retainers off #(first time in 10 years) i was worried about clenching my jaw #but i woke up with my jaw fully unclenched so much so that the whole back of my neck was hurting #kinda sweet tbh. my sleeping body was like you're worried about teeth clenching? OKAY WE WON'T DO THAT so hard it hurts #that was the only time my neck hurt though. since then it's been normal

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crimeronan · 1 year ago

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self-indulgent because i'm having a Riotously terrible evening pain-wise but i'm very fond of hunter being a waify little chronic illness/pain boy post-canon and like. for a while, just. no one.... notices.....?

not even because he's actively Hiding it, like. he would 100% tell people he's in pain if they asked. it just. doesn't occur to him to share. he'll sometimes quietly withdraw and lay down in the dark to conserve his energy and the others very reasonably assume it's a grief thing.

so they'll sometimes like. knock gently on the door and ask if he wants company, to which sometimes the answer is yes and sometimes it's no. "no" when hunter is in a significant enough amount of pain that he really can't move much & "yes" when he wants to curl up with bad TV shows as a distraction

it could be anyone in the squad who figures out what's going on but i'm gonna go with my bias and say it's luz, on a day when she's having some bad depression/grief/survivor's guilt feelings herself. bc she's still coming to terms with her own death and the loss of her glyph magic and sometimes she is. Sad

hunter having one of those Catastrophic pain days where he's planning to be an unmoving lump under 7 blankets for the entire day. n luz coming in and softly asking if she can lay down with him. which is different from asking if he wants company. hunter would say no to company bc he can't really Perform Friendship right now but he doesn't mind luz being here.

luz climbing under the 7 blankets too. n snuggling up to hunter and wrapping an arm around him. and hunter just like. goes Stiff. like beyond "hm this is mild discomfort" stiffness, his muscles completely lock up and go rigid like he's just been Shot. he doesn't make any sound or protest or flinch away or anything, he just kind of. stops breathing

luz pulls away immediately bc she recognizes that Something Is Very Wrong, i'm guessing she assumes it's a panic response bc hunter has plenty of reason to have issues with physical touch. but then she sees the expression on his face and it clicks and she's like.

hunter. dude. hey. hey. hunter.

do your scars HURT??????

#hunter: [blankly] y.... yes??? of course???#luz: DDDD: !!!!!!!!111shiftone!!1eleven!!!!#luz is like BUT THAT'S 80% OF YOUR BODY and hunter's like well. yes that is true. what is the point being made here.#luz: theres PAIN MEDICINE theres HEALERS theres DOCTORS FOR NEUROPATHY #hunter: oh. i forgot tbh. i just kind of figured i'd live like this #this post brought to you by oh my fucking god my hip and side hurt SO bad right now.#and i can't currently speak aloud. despite being perfectly able to form sentences by typing.#my brain isnt without speech but my body is too busy devoting all its energy to quietly trying not to die #more characters who dont scream or cry or anything when theyre in pain. little dudes who just breathe quietly and stare blankly #autoimmune tag #toh #horrible mindscape trauma pals #hunter toh #luz noceda

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worstloki · 8 months ago

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been thinking of Loki as a vengeful ghost/demon that tries to kill Thor after dying on Jotunheim except instead of killing Thor straightup Thor's on a quest following a trail of weird clues and strange happenings across multiple realms sort of? so Loki is just leading him around not showing himself but very much heartbroken in the distance about how Thor just 'moved on'. Meanwhile on Thor's end it's very evident in how Thor handles quests once Loki is gone that he still follows all the advice and suggestions Loki made, and tries to consider what Loki would have done when he does things.

#im not writing it because i have too many works in progress already but do you see my vision #do you understand the vibe i am going for #tragic death Loki and Thor who never processed Loki's death beyond 'he's not here right now'#and this is maybe like. way after Loki's death. like at least a century later so no Thor doesn't immediately suspect anything #is it strange that he's witnessed multiple similar occurrences and connecting clues across multiple realms like they're for him?#yes.#but he thinks he's being so suave and detective about solving this mystery and suspects a powerful malicious demon figure to be behind it #not his dead brother who he feels wholly responsible for having died since he was the one that dragged them to Jotunheim for fun #Loki who died confused and resentful about so many things and upon realizing he's Not Exactly Stayed Dead deciding he was abandoned #because no one returned for his body but they also never explained anything to him which meant he had to seek answers himself AFTER HE DIED #reasonable to say he wasn't happy about it and isn't out to hurt random strangers #but Thor and Asgard?#he has a vendetta and he has it planned out so neatly #sans the part where he actually. kills Thor. because he only thinks he wants that #he would do it too if Thor didn't get reasonable about Loki wanting revenge at the end #'when did Thor get mature' Loki wonders bitterly. like it's such a mystery

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elitewakefulwoodland · 1 year ago

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MMMMMMMMMMM I SAW SOME ART AND WAS VERY INSPIRED Inspiration: https://twitter.com/cowboygenes/status/1696218800352542816

#I was going to give him a shirt but ultimately decided against it so I could practice his body a little #it's been waaaaaaaay too long since I've drawn a torso semi-realistic #even still this seems a bit too inorganic for my taste completely #BUT I'll stop this for now #I literally forgot to eat the day before this and almost didn't today finishing this up #my body hurts #team fortress 2 #tf2 sniper

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