#my autisms�� oh my goodness.
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Just got back from seeing Sonic 3 and HOOOOOOLY SHIT y’all. Oh my fucking god. OH my god. Ohhhh my g o d
#IT. WAS. PHENOMENAL. PERFECTION. LITERALLY EVERYTHING I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR#SPOILERS AHEAD IN THE TAGS BEWARE#They gave us Shadow on a motorcycle. Shadow with a GUN. Shadow flexing by POPPING OFF HIS LIMITER RINGS LIKE A BADASS#AND!!! THE MOST GORGEOUS CREATURE I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY GODDAMN LIFE. HOMIE WENT SUPER SHADOW AND HE WAS G L O R I O U S#THE LIGHT FUR…..THE SPARKLES…..THE GLOWINGGGGG!! HE WAS GLOWING!!!!!!#WE GOT LIVE AND LEARN!!!!! WE GOT LIVE AND LEARN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ALSO genuine family bonding? Sonic Team bonding? SONADOW BONDING???#Shadow’s little smiles during the flashbacks with Maria MY GOD I WAS GOING TO BLOW UP.#Shadow did the Akira slide on his bike and I said repeatedly under my breath I’m not a furry I’m not a furry I’m NOT a furry#I’M NOT I SWEAR#I’M JUST A HARDCORE SHADOW GIRLIE#Homie had me swooning tho I WILL NOT LIE!!!#I felt so bad for my friends I was probably insufferable for the entire film I tried SO hard to reign my fangirling back#I squealed and stimmed a LOT. SORRY Y’ALL THE AUTISM LEAPT OUT. THAT WAS BEYOND MY CONTROL#OH AND THE END?????? METAL SONIC??? A M Y??????#I KNEW they were gonna tease Amy I had a feeling#Also also it was so funny as we were walking out of the theater this guy was like ‘TAKE THAT OBAMA!!!’ and waited for an answer#And then he was like okay nobody got that. But then I said ‘I PISSED ON THE MOON YOU IDIOT!!’ and he started CHEERING LMAOOO#That movie was a religious experience. For ME. I feel like I’ve ascended to heaven#I’m so. Fucking happy right now I’m SO happy it was so good I’m going to cry#I love you Shadow the Hedgehog I love you Sonic the Hedgehog I’m going to break apart literally right now#Also one more BIG thing but I’m putting that in a separate post. Hold on.#Shima speaks#Sonic 3#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic movie 3#Sonic spoilers
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i'm annoyed at how much the left values empathy specifically. you can do good things without having empathy, empathy is not an inherently good quality, and lacking it isn't inherently bad. i hate seeing lefties dunk on someone for "having no empathy," which may or may not be true, but considering how many people preach empathy as an inherent trait of the left & "goodness" is irksome. just dunk on someone for the bad actions they have done, it's not hard.
i know it's a good look to be empathetic, but it really does feel like the end-all-be-all here.
i can still have good politics and want better for people & the world without necessary having empathy for these things. i can still be passionate about certain issues just from a factual standpoint, i can still listen to people affected by them, without necessarily feeling empathy for those most affected by them.
it's just like that one tumblr posts where a user pointed out "yes, even free healthcare to annoying ppl like those who went blind at the nft convention" ;;
i doubt many people are empathetic towards them, but we still acknowledge they should benefit. generally speaking we're trying to benefit even those opposed to us with stuff like free housing & healthcare. those are our politics & beliefs, and they don't suddenly "turn off" when you seee someone you don't like. or, they shouldn't. i can hate someone & still believe they deserve the same rights as me. i could not care if someone died, & yet still believe they should at least be able to keep themselves alive with a minimum wage job
frankly, to suddenly change your beliefs on some specific cases bcs you don't like them specifically is fickle, just like how the left is all restorative justice, until it comes to a specific person or crime that is too far, then it's "maybe we should give the state the right to execute people !"
so it does baffle me why so many people here value empathy like it's an inherent trait in the left, or that those opposed to the left are incapable of empathy & therefore evil & demonic.
empathy can ignite action in most people who have the ability to experience it. but that doesn't mean only those people are or do good, and the language the left uses is real isolating for that.
#empathy#low empathy#no empathy#politics#political#leftism#anarchy#anarchism#rant#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#narcissistic#cluster b#bpd#borderline personality disorder#borderline#autistic#autism#asd#“have some empathy” i do not & idk if it's the narcissism talking but istg i take more action than many who claim they do#not even necessarily for political things. but also just small things like respecting our pets boundaries or moving bugs to safer places#buying a friend something when i am aware they're going through something#empathy is an emotional process you may or may not experience. that's all. it doesn't dictate how good or bad of a person you are. things#are much more nuanced than that and honestly its pretty ableist to imply otherwise bcs some conditions just Do limit empathy for a lotta ppl#like oh sorry; should i just erase the autism from my mind to be a better person? the disordered personality? mb didn't think of that#it's like ppl who call anyone they don't like “narcissistic” or “antisocial” like please
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Ok I really gotta stop drawing this guy’s skinsona😭😭.. (ignore the bird.. pretend she isn’t there)
why do you have a gingersona as well?? 😭
#I’m so freaking done with this FREAK he’s like barely a character in the original game!!!!!#He’s just some silly voice lines and some edgy text on the level cards😡😡😡😡#I mean that is characterization… but like I don’t think he’s like.. an official character.. you know?#Believe it or not but I actually didn’t really like the demon theory at first#But then when I was first drawing p1 dude I was like “ok do I really want to portray this guy as a crazy violent mentally unwell man?”#Obviously I didn’t like that bc I’m mentally ill as well so I drew the idiot demon and now I’m in nightmare autism land#Anyway uh headcanon related to a drawing:: I think the demon used to be a guardian angel! That’s why his angel form resembles a human#Don’t know how this guy fell out of heaven exactly but he sure did fall.. they took his damn eye out with the halo😭 good lord! A bit brutal#I would love to speak about my thoughts on the demon but I’m not sure if anyone wants to read that.. 🤷#postal 1#postal 1997#postal 97#postal demon#digital art#digital drawing#digital doodle#doodle#doodles#drawing#drawings#art#my art#fanart#fan art#(I think he would have more skinsonas then that.. he’s a shapeshifter!!)#(Well in my headcanon he is…)#Oh I just realized I gotta tag the redux😭#postal redux#postal redux dude#redux dude
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When I was 12-13, I used to buy these huge bags of beads at the craft store. I would dump them into a big mixing bowl and put something on the tv to watch/listen to. I would then proceed to meticulously sort each bead by color into a compartmentalized box like this. Before I eventually lost interest in this hobby I completely filled up like 4 or 5 of these boxes. Thankfully my mom kept the boxes so now my nieces like to make jewelry with them.
Yeah so anyway it's really baffling that it took me until my 20s to fully acknowledge and embrace the fact that I have autism (and that was WITH an adolescent diagnosis, no less!)
#this is like. TEXTBOOK autism. and nobody in my family batted an eye they were just like 'oh yeah that's a regular Katy hobby'#I remember several years ago it all just CLICKED and I was like “oh wow I guess I really AM autistic” and now my life makes sense#unfortunately I think internalized ableism played a huge role and I'm still unpacking that but I'm happy I've embraced that part of myself#anyway peace and love I hope my fellow neurodivergent folks are having a good life#actually autistic#actually audhd#autism things
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Luigi having the silliest crush on Daisy is absolutely amazing
#My post#Og video not mine#Super Mario Brothers#Super Mario Bros#Luaisy#The noises he makes to mimic his fast heartbeat oh my goodness-#And the fact Mario called him out on it so bluntly just for him to not understand it (Such an autism mood though)#He's such an autism creature in these I swear
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" you ain’t gotta lie to me; I’m everything that I strive to be. " like him is SO JASONCORE ITS CRAZY
#my art !!!!! i drew this >_<#batman#batman arkham#jason todd#red hood#batfam#arkham knight is SO GOOD#oh my god im so hyperfixated#the autism will kill me#I’m so obsessed w him#like actually. this thing appears in all my dreams#I LOVE BATMAN#I LOVE RED HOOD!!!!!#I AM THE NUMBER ONE FAN. OH IM TWEAKING#no one loves u like I do jason
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Saturniidae Moth caterpillar
(giant silkworm moth)
LOOK AT EM PLS AHHHHH
This is the Saturniidae Moth caterpillar!! When I first showed it to my friends I found out (from my source) that it can also be called a shaman caterpillar! This little guy lives in the tropics and molts four times before being ready to pupate! Its species within the family Saturniidae and subfamily Saturnii*nae* are symbolism for the Roman God Saturn! While most Saturniidae moths aren't dangerous, a few within the genus Lonomia possess deadly venom.
#look at this#bugblr#:3#this is what happens when autism:3#caterpillar#OH MY GOODNESS LOOK AT IT#moths#silk moth
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realised i had somehow never listened to this song on the official cad playlist?? i know, you come and go, oh honey, i, used to believe in something, it comes and goes........ hm . ok . dies
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its nice that both playlists have like . silly muppet song. and then just absolute day ruiner songs. for example:
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#best bit is 'and then we get down there way down to the very bottom of everything and then we'll see it OH WE'LL SEEITWE'LL#SEE IT WE'LLSEE IT'' 😁 yay#taliesin: caduceus has no problems. the playlists he made abt caduceus: exhibit problems (/j tone )#auugh. the bit in fuck it im a flower 'fuck it im a flower notwithstanding a good defense my shoulders take the load of#handling everyone elses sorrow by tomorrow ill be feeling down im a queen without a crown take your best shot im around im safe and sound'#UAUGHHHHH. . <- scream of pain#kiddo say#musicposting#technicallly#cadposting tonight oh well . need to provide myself autism joy to avoid depression n stuff. but i need to wash my hair
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DOCTOT WHO MAGAZINE PUBLISHED AN ARTICLE ABOUT THE DOCTOR BEING AUTISTIC AND I'M SOMEHOW THE ONLY ONE TALKING ABOUT IT (exaggerating)
#it was a very good read but a poor choice of language did give me an oh shit moment#PRO TIP DONT MENTION A 'MISSING PIECE' OF A CHARACTER WHEN TALKING ABOUT THEM BEING AUTISTIC#thankfully they didnt go autism speaks on us but my god it was close#doctor who#the doctor#doctor who magazine
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meeting with your fam for christmas so crazy cuz ure just reminded where u got ur autism genes from
#wdym finally someone normal in this family#i am professionally diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder#actually autistic#autism#autistic things#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#neurodiverse stuff#same for adhd actually#adhd#actually adhd#adhd things#audhd#autism with adhd#my uncles gonna give me his old camera :) and i have to somehow let him know that one of his sons is autistic#“how do u eat vegan”#“well its actually more autistic than vegan i eat protein pasta with tomato sauce every day”#“oh just like *his name*”#auntie your husbands dad was autistic its in the gene pool please get him diagnosed#but that was honestly a good socializing experience like im deadass getting a functioning digital camera FOR FREE#because turns out my uncle ALSO likes photographing birds and has and old camera laying around
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#undertale#utdr#papyrus#oh my GOD!!!!#tonight was a win for autism#im just posting this without caption cause like. nothing more needs 2 be said. Really good
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Mspaint is really fun actually—
#castlevania#castlevania games#simon belmont#castlevania ii#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#castlevania ii: simon's quest#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#art post#my art#art wip#the colors are definitely a bit off in photos augh#eventually once it’s done I’ll be able to put the actual image tho#listened to a lot of malice mizer songs I hadn’t heard yet drawing this :3#I’ve been trying to actually get into visual kei properly cause I love how the genre sounds and have been listening to Gackt since forever#but I kept putting off doing it for some reason 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#does anyone else get the thing where you go ‘oh yeah this band is so good’#and then listen to like maybe the same three songs over and over and over again (X X ;)#yeahg anyway Simon again yay :3#augh I really wanna actually work on comic ideas for him but aaaaaaa#another thing does anyone else like suddenly stop being able to do things like ok#I’ll want to do something and then get ready to do it and suddenly lose all energy and drive for it for no reason#and I still! want! to do it! augh!#but I’ll put my hand to paper and it’ll go limp like I’ve never held a pencil like bro come on don’t do this to me now 💀💀💀#I’ll be able to start some new mspaint painting totally fine tho (XwX)#I’m pretty positive I have something mentally wrong with me tbh high suspicion of autism maybe adhd could be depression who knows idk#ack anyway drawing the tragically beautiful 1600s vampire hunter about it
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being autistic is only having the spoons to try to make friends mmmm once every 5 years or so and then rinsing and repeating until you die
#autistic_swagger.jpeg#like i can literally count back every 5 years and be like oh yeah! i had the strength to mask and try to meet people :(#which isn’t necessarily good but like friends are important and it’s hard#and like…..making them is so much easier than keeping them#especially with audhd going on in my brain. like out of sight out of mind!#or worse—i’m sitting there thinking everything is good & fine and thinking about a friend a lot#but meanwhile they’re like we haven’t seen each other in ages i thought we weren’t friends anymore#actuallyautistic#autistic#autism#adhd#audhd#neurodivergent#neurospicy
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oh man do i love isopods...
#isopods#crustacean#bugs#autism#actually autistic#autism special interest#actually why are they so cool????!?!#isopods are so good for the environment!!!!#oh i love them#oh my god#theyre so silly
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the worst part of being neurodivergent is that you can feel more pain and rage when someone tells you they don't want to be friends, rather than when they reject you romantically or sexually
#ash ranting#ash venting#actually autistic#actually adhd#audhd#yes this really happened#audhd problems#my special hell#neurodivergent#oh don't get me wrong#i hate being turned down by someone i like#but i can deal with it#and i will!#but don't say you want to be friends unless you really do#because friends and family come first#i spent years in therapy for this shit#only for my peers to be assholes#fuck people#i just wanna be a good friend!#autism#adhd
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(midnight burger chapter 7: four souls // leverage 5x04: the french connection job // midnight burger chapter 16: el triste)
connecting some dots rn. putting pieces together. having thoughts and making comparisons
#anyway this post has an audience of like one and its good friend mac. but you can all look at it anyway#midnight burger#so scary to main tag anything. im not tagging leverage. thats too scary. sorry#original post placeholder tag#if you want my actual thoughts on this its 1) parker and shel autism swag and 2) oh god me when food is used to show love and care
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