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I couldn't get this dance out of my head so i learned it and it was really fun☝️☝️
#i had to change the last bit cause 1 i have no fucking clue what they're doing with their legs there#and 2 i didn't wanna stand there awkwardly while the camera was focused on the christian kids so i watched a few different performances#and just kinda did my own thing#fun fact i have FIFTY THREE RECORDINGS of me doing this stupid dance#mostly to just improve little things#and the dance is just REALLY fun#i love the prom🙏🙏🙏#the prom#the prom musical#trent oliver#choreography#I LOVE DANCING🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#i cant tell if im any good at it but its fun and makes me happy so whatever🙏#dont mind my messy ass room
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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#Nothing to say. A good episode. A good season.#I love Oda. I love his voice perhaps even more lol#I should look for an improvement of the video quality... To say it's 1080px mkv :/ But the latest upload on N/yaa is too heavy#The op visuals of the untold origins arc are very good. The songs are good too#Although I suppose I may just be nostalgic ahah#I like fuku/fuku... Especially this young bittersweet flavour#Fuku/fuku have so many “couple who for some reason broke up but who still love each other more than anyone else” in this episode.#What do you mean they keep calling each other.#What do you mean Fukuchi won't hesitate to help Fukuzawa even after he refused to join his group.#Mmmmhhh... One more thing#There's so much emphasis on Christianity in bsd. It makes sense for Atsushi and Dostoyevsky I suppose due to the irl authors‚ but...#Why was Oda handed a Bible in this episode? Why was Ango carrying a Bible with him in the Beast movie?#When you take into account that Christianity only makes for 1.5% of religious believers in Japan‚ it's just curious.#But maybe I'm missing something? Was Oda-author Christian too?#Then again I can really feel this wider underlying pattern which... Exceeds the characters in a way?#It's mostly details so it'd be hard to list them but... Idk.#Why was there a cross behind Kunikida when he witnessed the little child die.#🤔#That would be all. This season is very beautiful and I love Mushitarou but can't WAIT to get back to Atsushi I miss him 🥺🥺🥺#random rambles
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Oh don’t even get me started on that Lego head twat I’ve hated him for years now. What really annoys me is the way it’s sooo obvious that the club waited for all the talk about him to go down, like that twitter user said away fans don’t even boo him no more, and fans feel more comfortable talking about him as if he’s a normal member of the squad, for them to start shoving him down our throats again and act like nothing happened. It’s so so disgusting the way they shoved his case under the carpet and weathered the storm and waited for all the noise to disappear before posting him on socials again. I wanted to link a tweet but I can’t find it but basically it was something about how for as long as he is at the club it’s like a dark sinister cloud is hanging above the club and the clubs gonna keep failing and getting humiliated as karma
im pretty sure I’ve seen the tweet you’re mentioning and it’s so true!! i’ve been done with that dark spirited spaniard for some time now & ik i’ve said it before…it’s actually insane how defensive ppl get whenever anyone points out how gross he is…
& you’re right its such a pathetic way to operate especially when they’re constantly pushing this brand of “unity” and “being one w their community” “the arsenal family” & whatnot…like none of this is applicable when this what we allow at our club?
it’s incredibly damaging that this is how clubs/individuals act during these situations bc they don’t realize how it negatively affects the culture and how the silence/no stance/defending this shit etc makes this such an endless and evil cycle…I’m so tired
#answered#a lot of things they’ve been silent abt now that I’m thinking about it….#just constant let downs tbh…the club mostly n arteta ofc but the fans let me down too#like there’s ppl who wanted to draw attention n voice their concerns w five at the club & it got little to no traction#bc ppl are more concerned w performances n rivalries n shit so any perceived threat to unravel artetas impact/the club’s improvement#is immediately shut down & heavily shunned….more shunned than the literal criminal.
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LET ME TELL YOU A TALE . . .
@lighthouseborn — an independent, headcanon heavy portrayal of 𝑯𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒚 𝑻𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒓 from the iconic 𝘗𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘯 franchise. multiverse & crossover friendly. a patchwork project treasured by Hannah since 2019.
#potc rp#age of sail rp#the little mermaid rp#god i do not know how to tag for visibility s;dfj;dlkfjg#currently wanted for treason ( sp. )#dreaming up things to say & never quite saying them ( my edit. )#''isn't this mostly the same as--'' i have had one (1) promo idea for the last four years leave me be#ain't broke don't fix!!!! just improve upon!!!!#anyway i think i've stared at this riddled with indecision for long enough here u go n;b;kna;jwerlkjsfg
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it's been almost six months now but I'm still having moments where I'm like "holy shit work is so much better now that I'm on a new team"
#amaya talks#i was mostly coasting on my old team#but i didn't realize just how bad it got#there was a point where i was the only one#working on my team#and all i did was maintenance#my pm never stood up to the business side#my manager kept telling me to 'not do x'#things got a little better once i got a new teammate#but not by much#and i had no real support to fall back on#and now on my new team#I'm doing work i really enjoy#my teammates are awesome and super supportive#my manager is very understanding about my mental health#i actually feel like I'm growing more competent#when i was stuck for so long#i care about what I'm working on#... anyway being pseudo laid off sucked ass#but in some ways it improved my life so much
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you wanna know something crazy about being an artist is that if you look back at art you made a year or two ago and still think it looks good, that’s a bad thing <3
#/mostly joking if you are able to look at old art and still find things u like about it that’s actually wonderful and healthy#and improving at ur own pace or not improving at all is also fine and healthy#mostly I am just feeling a little depressed rn and sad that I don’t feel improved since last year :(#I miss having art motivation#sad times
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This show has been feuling me with motivation to improve my drawing skills and I LOVE IT
I have literally never drawn so much in a week before and not struggle to think of something let alone try to draw stuff I haven't before or don't have much skill in
Like I DREW THIS IN ABOUT 15 MINUTES
It's still scuffed ofc but it wouldve taken me like 20 minutes or longer pre-hyperfixation
IM FUCKING IMPROVING FASTER THAN I HAVE EVER BEFORE
#my art <3#art improvement#my hyperfixation#hazbin hotel#even though its mostly unrelated i wanna put it in cuz im referreing to it#my art#im so happy that i have so much motivation to work on my skills#ive been going so slowly on just improving on 2 or 3 things that i already knew how to draw#and i never had thr motivation to move onto something else#my hyperfixation may be a little bit unhealthy but it sure as *hell* (hehe) has helped me through alot of stuff#i dont think this work was awfully good i definitely couldve refined it and thought through it better#but thats up for debate#im still moderately happy with it :]
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ive crossed over into an alternate dimension where side profiles are somehow sometimes easier to draw than other angles. bodies in side profile however... nooo thank you...
#ok the back of the head is hard but the facial features proportions kind of feel easier to figure out . maybe.#weird#n e way im happy with the way i draw faces mostly maybe 50 percent of the time but im so not caught up on drawing bodies#like to the point it just looks bizarre#decent proportional face with like at least some understanding of structure/form even if it's not much#and then the stiffest clunkiest body you ever did see#or i can go the other way around and have an ok body. like decently fluid / proportional. but no face#theres some kind of disconnect. cant have both at once#thats only a sometimes thing though anyways. faces are generally easier#tried to do a teeny bit of gesture drawing yesterday but i was feeling sooo lazy and impatient so only 3 of them turned out ok ish#im pretty sure i post more often talking about art than i actually post art#i dont post most of the things i draw#i like to have my little secrets...#secrets in question are just literally anything that isnt adventure time art#actually looking through my art folder is crazy cause like if i saw this 3 years ago (i was really bad at drawing 3 years ago) i would. idk#drop dead or something#but now its like yeah same old same old. lots of problems. need to work on those.#but its nice to step back and be like woagh holy shit. massive improvement#earlier i was trying to dfraw a character and it wasn't coming out right but instead of getting frustrated and discouraged#it was more like i had this feeling of . idk. excitement to get better at drawing?#i dont know if this is just a temporary mood or maybe im turning over a new leaf. new optimistic mindset about art#<- watch that 'new mindset' totally disappear when i have a slightly more prolonged period of art struggle. lol
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nothing like a typing test to lift the spirits
#i might still not have the fucking essay half done but i just scored 118wpm qwerty on monkeytype 30 second test with 96%acc#^ btw typing tests r mostly bullshit and theyre not an accurate measure of how fast u type in practice#they often include only common/basic words and lack both punctuation and coherant word patterns#additionally it only measures how quickly you can replicate written word#when i know that personally a lot of the drag on my typing speed is composing sentences in my head or processing audio#like using stenography methods a lot of people reach speeds of 220+wpm (the average speed a person talks)#but even if i learned plover (something i have all the equipment to do but i havent sat down n done yet)#i doubt id be able to become a court stenographer or other such thing bcos of how autism slows down my audio processing#so i would need to attend to That and improve it greatly and i do not know if that is possible#and also like i have no urgent need to transcribe real-time dialogue its just an interest thing#but yknow!#anywho i probs need to practice dvorak more and get good at that before i crack into stenography#last i checked i was like 23wpm without reference if i attempted accuracy (using a typing test with punctuation and sentence structure)#which is like. dogshit. but it wont get better if i dont practice ig#okkkk from now on im going dvorak mode except for schoolwork and im not allowed 2 get mad#ok there we go i switched over yay#i'm both better and worse than i expected#muscle memory is doing so much heavy lifting re: where letters n shit are#but its still a little agonising
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i am so sad that isuzu/rin wasn't really in the og fruits basket anime that i watched as a kid (as far as i can remember?) bc she legit would have rewired my brain chemistry
like. my little baby gay, goth middle school heart would have been OBSESSED w her on sight. even now i want half of her outfits, like just look at them
#as an adult i mostly just feel so terribly for her and hope that things improve once they break the curse :(#all of the parental neglect and abuse in this show is uh. hitting a little too close to home but i'm powering thru to find out what happens#i have cried at this show so many times already and i'm only halfway done aowifejaoijfew#tho i REALLY and TRULY fucking DESPISE the arisa/kureno relationship like wtf is even happening here???? she's a teenager 😭😭😭#ig i shouldn't be too surprised given that they were fine w writing shigure as being so creepy but y'know. still giving me major ick#dykewatching fruits basket#delete later maybe
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Finished the Pride and Prejudice book and 2005 movie and I gotta say I liked the movie way better
#sinful i know#but other than voluma three being a little rushed (i think the movie should've been 2 and a half hours instead of just 2)#it was really faithful and the stuff that was added improved it so much#two of my three favorite lines weren't in the book#and actually being able to see darcy compared to the mostly bare bones description we get of things visually in the book#made his struggle with his feelings so much clearer#and generally made the darcy/lizzie romance leagues better#though i am mad they took out the father's realization of how he's failed as a parent for the younger siblings#cause i really appreciated that#and the letter to lady catherine also not being here cause that was funny#but the movie gave us bingley practicing how to enter the bennet house with mr darcy#it gave us ''you have bewitched me body and soul and i love... i love... i love you''#and it gave us the ending bit about mrs. darcy#they changed up georgina's personality and made her less shy but the stuff we got from that change was so worth it#all in all the movie was mostly an improvement#(this is a personal opinion tho! most people like the book better so)#pride and prejudice
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just finished watching the stage play and I’m emotionally compromised + head absolutely full of sk8 thoughts. ask me anything.
#[ ☆ — ooc » BOOTLEG SK8 CHARACTER !! ]#yes i cried at the reki vs adam beef next question#anyways there were a lot of things I thought were improved upon from part 1 to part 2#and a lot of things that I think fell flat in the second part compared to the first#( mostly dealing with ainosuke weirdly enough? I though they portrayed his relationship with his aunts a lot better in part 1 )#and a lot of thoughts being stirred up with things the stage play implies that the anime does not#and I'm just. aaaaaaa#I love this silly little skateboarding show
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it's been years and it's still genuinely crazy to me that the first two seasons of stranger things had this throughline where all the bad things that were happening in hawkins were directly caused by the us government and that they were excusing the awful things they were doing to their own citizens (children!) through cold war/red scare reactionism. and then in season three there was a secret russian base under the town mall.
#when it came out i didn't give too much of a shit bc i was like 13#i mean. the inconsistent character writing threw me and i thought the plot was goofy AF but i enjoyed it well enough at the time#but oh my days it was stupid as shit#sorry??? no i'm not#s4 the character writing improved but the plot was still pretty goofy. and SO bloated and drawn out OH MY WORD#i mean at least as of s4 the bad things are once again mostly caused by the US government#if u consider HNL's involvement with henry to be the reason for his... everything#(i have not seen TFS spoilers/summary nor do i give a shit abt it. sorry)#but the russians are still just the russians. just actually in russia. which does make a little more sense i guess#but did we REALLY need to go there??? to the fuckin gulag??? the demogorgon gulag???#when u think about it the demogorgon gulag is just superhell for straight people#i would have taken bigfoot in the stranger things cinematic universe over hopper's adventures in the USSR#when i was doing ET theorising i mainly stuck to byler shit and did not delve into plot predictions#and the reason for that is simply I Don't Wanna Think About It Too Hard Or It'll All Fall Apart#Because It Has The Structural Integrity Of An Emaciated Jenga Tower#its been like half a year since i participated in the fandom i think i can break my silence lmao#i'm secretly a little hater <///3
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i do feel like. at some point after drawing in it for 3 years. i should probably learn how to use csp.
#this is a joke but also. a little bit not a joke#i'm not good with fooling around with programs until i understand them and i know there's stuff in there that i could do more with#or just. things i don't fully understand the utility of?#i used to draw everything on 1 layer. then 2 layers (sketch and ink). then 3 layers (sketch ink color). i am. not kidding.#i just used it like a piece of paper at first#and now i do use 20+ layers a drawing but there's also probably a lot of wasted work in the process#and i always feel like everyone else got this big head start with digital tools and i don't even know how to begin to improve#i just can mostly work around my own lack of skill with all the years of traditional drawing
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sometimes I really cant stand boomers and can't wait for their inevitable demise. i'm tired of hearing disgruntled old bigots who barely have any time left run their mouths, spread hatred, and blame us for the shit they caused for us to clean up. just go away. this world doesn't belong to you anymore.
#dont care if that sounds bad. ive seen enough good ones that i can count on one hand and we know how many there are#where i live is a town of mostly boomers#all the care about is themsleves and screwing over everyone else and blaming us for their fuckups#while being pathetic bigots who dont know how to be decent respectful people yet demand respect for themselves#why are people like this who have a decade or 2 left if theyre lucky making decisions for OUR FUTURE. when we dont want their shit#they want so bad to keep thinks like “the good ol days” and ignore the fact that we dont live in their generation anymore#they had their lives! they need to stop acting like we need to live their lives! things are different. try to improve things for us#not try to make us suffer like you did but at the same time act like you had it so good and were perfect little angels#and why the fuck are you all such horrible bigots that hate everyone different from you?????? i truly dont understand that#why do you think saying shitty to younger people and anyone you “dont understand” will do anything good? seriously#what good does that do? are you trying to make us hate you because its working. go retire into your graves already you useless sacks of meat#i dont care if im ~being mean~ some of those old freaks need to go and stop leeching off of us and blaming us for their shit#and being living pieces of shit while their at it#the good oldies can stay as long as they like tho but those are few and far between as i said#when i say boomers i dont include the good ones. theyre just sweet oldies. boomer basically now means disgruntled old bigot#lee rants#i just needed to rant after seeing comfy rich retirement fund boomers come onto this site just to scream obscenities at young people#as if that will do anything or motivate us to “want to work” or whatever the fuck they scream about. old little freaks leave us alone.#where are the good oldies? i hardly ever see them. id love to hear from them more! im so tired of the doomer boomers.#maybe i should call them doomer boomers from now on. theyre so negative towards everyone but themsleves and speak doom on us
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