#monologizing

[faerie-fang]

naruto’s cats omg guys don’t stareee

[merveloyd]

“You’ve been a thorn in my side for long enough, now prepare to be eaten alive by a thousand starving snakes!”

*THUMP*

“...scratch that, prepare to be buried alive by a thousand dead snakes

[hannahwriteshorror]

It Took Me a Year - A Molologue by Hannah Elizabeth Fisher

It Took Me A Year

It took me a year to convince myself that I didn’t love you. When people asked me the question, people I am close to, I was able to answer without much thought. Answer honestly and tell them the truth. My mind knew that I didn’t love you, that you didn’t deserve to be loved by me, that I should have never loved you for as long as I did. It was my heart that needed convincing. My words were detached from my fears. The fear of being alone, the fear that no one would ever care again. The fear that your care, even though it is so minimal, is the best that I am ever going to get, because I am broken, because you broke me. The trauma I have suffered at your hands will be the worst I will put myself through, I have always known that I am worth more, and yet I let you ruin me, because you made me love you. You were perfect, charming, understanding. Then the mask comes off, the world spins, the sun sets, and you are a different person. You change, you’re angry, you scream, I cry. My tears make you feel like a bad person. Good, you are. I will never let go of you, I am as sure of that as I was the first time I told you that I love you, that night after you left her for me. But now the reasons are different. Now I know that it is not because you were my first love. It’s because you made me feel as though no one would care. You made me feel like I was not worth spending time with. You made me feel isolated with my own thoughts, that I could never say how I felt. I was always the horrible one when I was low and didn’t want to tell you what I was thinking, because I knew… you would then scream. It’s not my fault, it’s in the past, it won’t happen again, I did it because I knew you would be upset, I lied, I lied, I lied. You will always stay with me, the way an awkward memory does. Something I think about on my low days when my mind just wants to give me another little kick. When I think about stepping into the road and my life flashes before my eyes: You will be the villain in my story. It took me a year to come to terms with the way I felt about you, knowing that it was not right any more. It took me a year to realise that I am not being treated the way I should be. That it was routine. Habit. Co-dependence. Once I gained my strength. Once I found that I could do this alone. There was nothing left for you, with me. It took me a year.

[fireflysugarpie]

I think it would be funny if Shang Qinghua and Shen Qingqiu decided to get married, not for tax purposes per se, but for marriage/sex curse immunity. secretly, of course ;)

why would they do this, you may ask? why wouldn't they? excluding aphrodisiacs, there are plenty of curses and/or magical objects just laying around the SVSSS world just waiting for an unsuspecting Peak Lord to trip over them. And since Shen Qingqiu has decided to travel to see all the worldbuilding and cool flora/fauna he missed out on in the original PIDW, he's dragging Shang Qinghua along with him for the ride. Of course, they would need protection against the more serious afflictions they could catch or be caught by, and getting married was the perfectly logical solution!

and if they ended up getting sex-pollened and needed to rail each other anyway? if they both said no-homo after, then it didn't count! and if they had started to sleep in the same bed and woke up in each other's arms, that's because it's cheaper than getting separate rooms! Who cared that Shang Qinghua started to sleep over at Shen Qingqiu's peak when they were both back at the sect? And brought him gifts and food? And that he reciprocated? They were obviously just hanging out as friends.

And friends are supposed to be affectionate and show care towards each other! They're the only transmigrators in this world, so they need to stick together! Watching the other jerk off can be a bonding activity, you know!

And if Shen Qingqiu noticed one day that they stopped saying no-homo? They already know they aren't gay, so it would be redundant to keep saying it. Carding your fingers through your fake (real) husband's hair while he lays in your lap and complains about the merchant's trying to weasel out of a deal with the sect is completely straight behavior!

[tiger-grace]

Jason: everything I wish to or not to occur is inevitable

Cass: what

Jason: the illusion of events happening is limitless. in the grand scheme of the multiverse everything that could possibly happen to me will in some shape or form

Duke: his favorite string cheese brand got canceled and people are voting to bring it back or not

Jason: the folds of reality and choice allow endlessness. what does it matter at all if the vacuum that is inevitability consumes us in the end?

Tim: holy shit dude just ask bruce to buy it back for you

[mimopeaches]

Peeta: She's amazing and has no idea the effect she has on people. Everyone loves her.

Katniss: this bitch is insulting me

[sunnydayaoe]

Wahh. thinking about geno and sans, and. error and sans' relationship. specifically the classic ajesent sans in geno's timeline.

[ulvafdillah]

Menikahlah dengan ia yang tidak hanya mampu mendengar cerita-ceritamu, namun juga mampu memberi respon positif atas apa yang kamu kisahkan.

Menikahlah dengan ia yang tidak hanya mampu menemani dirimu, namun juga paham dan mampu terkait apa yang kamu butuhkan saat itu.

Menikahlah dengan ia yang telah selesai dengan dirinya, dengan kesenangannya. Sehingga tanpa kamu minta pun, ia sudah paham dan tahu bahwa kamu adalah tanggung jawabnya, prioritasnya.

Menikahlah dengan ia yang mampu melihat keletihan-keletihan dari sudut matamu, yang paham perihal lelahmu meski hanya lewat embusan napas. Sehingga tanpa kau minta, ia menjadi lebih peka untuk mengulurkan bantuan.

Menikahlah dengan ia yang ketika kakinya melangkah memasuki pintu rumah, semua urusan yang ia miliki di luar sana, ia tanggalkan di depan pintu.

Menikahlah dengan ia yang banyak bercerita. Dengan dia yang lebih senang bercengkrama denganmu dibanding dengan rekan sejawatnya, dibanding dengan ponsel miliknya.

Karena seumur hidup itu sangat panjang, begitu lama. Maka kau perlu dibersamai dengan seseorang yang paham dan mengerti caranya membangun kehangatan rumah tangga.

Sepanjang usia itu terlalu jauh. Maka kamu perlu menemukan pasangan yang tidak hanya hangat di luar rumah, saat orang-orang melihat dengan mata kepala mereka, namun juga hangat di dalam rumah. Ketika kamu dan dia hanya berdua.

Sebab berbuat baik di depan khalayak ramai adalah mudah. Namun tetap keukeh dengan sikap yang sama adalah kesulitan yang tidak semua orang bisa.

Maka menikahlah. Dengan dia yang tidak hanya mampu memelukmu kala kau sedih dan terjatuh. Namun menikahlah dengan dia yang paham dan mampu menenangkan risaumu.

Karena menikah adalah pengorbanan. Maka menikahlah dengan ia yang rela menanggalkan segala senangnya, demi menyenangkanmu.

10.13 p.m || 06 Maret 2024

[katblaze]

npmd sketches

[lowpolybread]

“We needed a safe place, and your mom had one waiting. Pretty lucky we happened to be in the right city for it.” “Luck or fate?”

PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS 1x04: I Plunge to My Death

[slayerchick303]

No one but Alex Song-Xia could have played Conscience. Their performance as Conrad was flawless.

I hope to see them on future D20 seasons because they're great.

[nastiiuu]

Wedding Speech

[blauequuleus]

Oh my god Matt nailed the exact kind of personality I hate the most with Ludinus.

The “I think I’m smarter than everyone around me and I know best” kind of personality. (Which classic wizard shit)

Cause when they kept asking him the hard questions of “what if your wrong” and “why do you get to be the one to make this call for everyone” he gave non-answers or deflected.

But he still held the ideal over them of them just being children who don’t know what they want but don’t worry even if they go kicking and screaming he’ll make sure everyone makes it to his ideal world

Also shout out the the comment in chat last night that basically said “Ludinus is like a 14 year old that watched Fight Club once and now thinks he understands everything.” Cause that’s 100% accurate lol

(It occurred to me while watching tho that Predathos is literally just the Hunger 2.0 from The Adventure Zone)

[gildedphoenixx]

a whole head full of people, but not a single coherent thought is being had right now

[connectionterminated13]

Michael hates his relationship with Jeremy because he can no longer go on long sad monologs. How is he supposed to rant to himself in the mirror that he is a beastly creature undeserving of love that will die alone in a horrible blaze of glory when he's got a loving partner?!

[noodlenogginsnogginofnoodles]

i hate how like, twirling your hair is apparently like a way of showing your attracted to someone

like, bitch? no! i'm just stimming

i can't even come close to comprehending this thing you mere mortals with your feeble minds call "romance", let alone experience it