#mk ultra survivor

[hateaintwinning]

Unwelcome-ozian's book selling step by step instructions on how to sexually assault a child. Including which sex positions to rape a child in and what to say to a child while raping them. As well as how to gas light, trauma bond, and abuse the child.

Link to free copy of Rules of Programming - you can see for yourself.

In light of unwelcome-ozian publicly abusing a teenage girl I wanted to put a spot light on this. This comes from someone who claims to have been taught how to abuse children, and is now teaching other people I guess? Presenting it as raising awareness for the sake of survivors of child abuse, but after what been brought to light about them this is a lot more disturbing.

It provides step by step instructions on how to gas light and trauma bond a child to you after / as you sexually abuse them.

They are currently threatening to post stories of a teenage girl being torutured and sexually assaulted, along with her identifying information without her consent, again. In retaliation for her coming forward about her experience with them.

They are undeniably well aware of the damage and trauma they are inflicting.

They openly give "tips" on how to abuse children.

[silence-iz-violence]

The Groomer Doc - unwelcome-ozian/ UWO/ U.W Ozain is a predator

All the screenshots and posts regarding the grooming allegations against unwelcome-ozian (UWO / U.W. Ozain) in one place. Its a Google doc.

[solitaryschizoid]

Every single time I attempt to do research on RAMCOA and MK Ultra/Monarch, my brain gets fuzzy and I can't concentrate so I have to close out the tabs I had open and afterward I feel normal.

[unwelcome-ozian]

Edward M. Flowers, who had been an unwitting subject of MK-Ultra experiments at ARC when he was 19, testified at the 1975 hearing at which Isbell appeared. By then, Flowers had become the assistant director of a different rehabilitation and reeducation program for ex-addicts. Years later, he recalled the hearings as the moment he recognized the full scope of his betrayal. “I really got a firsthand insight about some things when we had the hearings, because then the bigger picture kinda showed. Then I got in touch with the fact that the CIA was behind all this,” Flowers said in a 2004 interview, adding, “They used my ass and took advantage of me.” Despite the violations of the Nuremberg Code’s research ethics, no one associated with MK-Ultra was ever punished for their involvement.

[monarch-apostate]

Ramcoa systems who went through MK Ultra/Monarch are valid!

Ramcoa systems who went through other abuse bases are also valid!

[reallysublimepoetry]

@justforratkings "One of unwelcome ozian's strategies that I've come across multiple times is getting users to share personal details and holding them over their head so they are too afraid to ever speak out against him. Abusing any and all details that are shared with him, the same way he abuses every other piece of information he has. There are multiple users that I know of who do not speak publicly about him because of this fear, which is well founded based on him doxxing me."

[everything4free]

Theres actually like a lot of other people who u can qoute abt this. Who arent. the "We must eradicate modern Social Ills" guy

[cerastes]

Penance getting a wine aunt shitfaced by the staircase alt costume is great because it stays in line with Penance literally just being someone, everyone else in Siracusano is some sort of power player mk ultra super assassin messenger of the wilderness gods, fully embroiled in a bloodline-defining, family tree-etching shadow war that decides the continued fate of the entire slab of land in which it takes place, vehemence setting the pace and subterfuge playing the melody, cloak & dagger being an essential every day skill, uninvolved people dying to the crossfire so often it doesn’t really matter, Sargonian Agent 47 is there, and in the middle of the highest echelons of this conflict, one can find Lavinia “Let Me Solo Her” Falcone, whose special powers include:

Went to law school

Being a pleasant but firm woman

Harnesses an enigmatic power known as “empathy”, in which the user puts themselves in the shoes of others, an Art unknown to even the brightest minds at Leithenien’s ivory spires.

Kinda doesn’t like it when things aren’t fair.

Penance probably worked retail. She has the unrelenting perseverance and counter-based damage often found in survivors of getting asked to see the manager, and the burst damage windows commonly seen in those who were the manager. Penance played futbol and was probably just a step above dogshit at it. Penance can make extremely good calzones. Penance had zero supernatural ties to the forces that be that she knew of. Penance can forget to hold back and kill a wilderness god in a single wicked strike with her hammer. Penance is nobody. Penance is everyone. Penance is drunk by the staircase. Penance smells of booze and gives good hugs. You like Penance. It’s true.

[mindlessh0lezzz]

i'm a genius wannabe pornstar natty hypno wizard. hire me. $fenixrising7

"Oh fuck, daddy just came into your tiny hole. We can't tell momma. You have to pinky promise…"

[hateaintwinning]

Spreading awareness, protecting a community

Images are censored for the safety and privacy of others.

[workersolidarity]

Kit Klarenberg reporting on a new far-reaching investigation on the CIA's twisted MK Ultra program and its experiments on people of color in the United States.

Answers and accountability is something we'll never get under the Capitalist system, because the Capitalist Class cannot allow any precedent set that allows for holding members of the Capitalist Class accountable for any kind of actions they take, regardless of the harm caused. And in this case, an unprecedented amount of harm was done to Left movements within the communities of people of color in the US as the CIA attempted to use mind control methods to suppress communities of color from organizing radical political organizations.

How sick do you have to be to use political prisoners to experiment with mind control methods? Our Wall Street sponsored Government has NO ethical or moral boundaries they aren't willing to violate to retain their power and control.

Our Capitalist Elites biggest fear is organized resistance to Capitalist control and Revolutionary Socialist movements. By labeling followers of anti-Capitalist organizations and ideologies as mentally ill, our government used this as a Medical excuse to experiment on, harm and suppress Anti-Capitalist groups and communities of color, ravaging those movements and their ability to affect policy as they had begun to do in the 1960's.

"The darkness of MKULTRA lingers still, calling for urgent answers and transparency. America’s Black community deserves nothing less than the full extent of these operations exposed; culprits held accountable, and rightful compensation for survivors. As the shadows of the past stretch into the present, the demand for truth rings louder than ever, and justice becomes an undeniable imperative."

Couldn't have said it better myself. Major thanks to Anthropologist Orisanmi Burton for publishing this incredibly dark report, and Truthout and MPN for reporting on it.

You can read the more in-depth Truthout article Here

[allthecanadianpolitics]

McGill University and a group of Indigenous elders have reached a deal to search for the possibility of unmarked graves at the former site of a Montreal hospital, following a court ruling described as precedent setting.

The Mohawk Mothers allege there are bodies of Indigenous patients buried on and around the old grounds of the Royal Victoria Hospital, which McGill is renovating to expand its campus.

"I'm glad that everybody agreed with that, and we all want this to happen and we're going toward justice," Kahentinetha, one of the Mohawk Mothers, said in an interview. "We always said we're here for the children and we want justice for all the children."

The Mothers say they have uncovered evidence of graves following interviews with survivors of mind-control experiments that took place in the 1950s and 1960s at a psychiatric institute affiliated with the hospital. Canada and the United States allegedly funded abusive psychological experiments on vulnerable patients with the MK-ULTRA program, which included experimental drugs, rounds of electroshocks and sleep deprivation.

Full article

Tagging: @politicsofcanada

[unwelcome-ozian]

Karen Wetmore

Beginning at age thirteen, Karen Wetmore was subjected to horrific treatment in Vermont State Hospital and related facilities. Through years of investigative journalism, and numerous Freedom of Information Act requests, she was able do document that she was a victim of secret CIA mind control experiments as an adolescent, and of sexual abuse by one of her psychiatrists. Karen's psychiatrists included Robert Hyde, M.D., who was cleared at TOP SECRET as the contractor on CIA LSD experiments conducted under MKULTRA Subprojects 8, 10, 63, and 66. Karen calls for an investigation into the nearly 3000 deaths at Vermont State Hospital from 1952 to 1973, when CIA money was pouring into the hospital. These deaths may have provided cover for terminal experiments conducted at the hospital.

[monarch-apostate]

This blog is a safe place for Queer, Trans and other members of the LGBT community

YES Queer folk do go through MK Ultra/Monarch/TBMC/RAMCOA

NO We are NOT just trans or queer because of our trauma. We our more than just our abuse.

And while I'm on it, POC also go through this stuff and I want to see their voices uplifted.

-Caleb

[reallysublimepoetry]

@justforratkings "Unwelcome ozain, UWO, nwo, was taught how to trauma bond others to them. They groomed me for years starting when I was 15 years old. They knew my age. This is a message of caution, I wasn't sure how to warn people, especially minors. stay safe. 

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Another user told me unwelcome ozain is "known to groom". My experience interacting with them has been horribly traumatizing.



herr-surgeon

I am reblogging this on my main ad well as my alternate account (@cuteboysbite )

this post was made by a close friend of mine who I trust very much, and unfortunately their experiences can be corroborated and backed up by many users.

while I was not groomed by Oz, I can back up the facets about his carefully crafted persona, his avoidance of any blame and his gaslighting behavior.

I do not have screenshots as our interactions occurred in the DMs of an old throwaway account of mine, that is long since defunct. However, I remember clearly that I would ask him questions since he posed himself up as an authority on systemhood, trauma recovery and recovering from toxic relationships. When I would ask him a question, he would either avoid it completely, or answer in the most condescending way humanly possible. He would tell me I didn’t know what I was talking about, that my experiences couldn’t be real, and that he was the older, wiser authority so he knew best. I was lucky to get the ick and block and run before it got to the point it did for OP, but I saw the warning signs of what it could’ve become.

Oz is not a kind individual like he paints himself as. He is rude, vindictive, predatory and demeaning. He doesn’t care for the people who follow him loyally or try to be his friends. He cares for control, and a good reputation. Oz is not a kind individual like he paints himself as. He is rude, vindictive, predatory and demeaning. He doesn’t care for the people who follow him loyally or try to be his friends. He cares for control, and a good reputation. He aims to trigger people with his content, to demean and invalidate, and to appeal to a crowd that does not have the majority of the DIDtumblr’s community at heart. He has historically sympathized with alt right groups, refused to answer when asked about SUPPORT of them, has posted antisemitic and homophobic remarks? And he’s swept it under the rug claiming people just want to silence him. I do not want to silence him.

people in the notes suggested that this is politically motivated due to his support of Palestine or disparaging the US government. It is not. Check my own blog, I do both of those things while managing not to be like Oz.

it isn’t fucking political. Get it through your head. So many other users have talked about similar experiences and not been believed. When is enough enough?



herr-surgeon

In so many discord servers, tumblrs, chats, etc, he is hailed as a resource and an authority. In so many trauma recovery and DID discords, he is in the important resources and his opinions and writings are hailed as the only correct takes ever.

he is not the perfect victim he paints himself as , he is not an activist, he is not honest and he is not kind. He is imperfect as we all are.

He is not an activist, he is a grifter. he changes his opinions to whatever gets him the most damn attention. He changes his opinions to whatever will be accepted by the majority. He changes his opinions to look holier than thou.

he is not honest and he is not kind. His history is not genuine. His replies are not kind.

unwelcome ozian is not a safe or trustworthy member of our community.



the-monarch-effect-official

This was a hard thing to come to terms with, but I'll speak on it. I've had to do some thinking, and realizing the red flags, but it's been so long it can't effect me that much.

@unwelcome-ozian My trust has been broken.

I began writing The Monarch Effect around 2020, when I was still in high school. At the time, I had just discovered I was a system while researching D.I.D. and dissociation, as well as RAMCOA. Reading through material was hard and confusing, and, of course, I had questions. However, as I was still new to the D.I.D. community and the concept of being programmed, I had this unfortunate conception that I could trigger someone and hurt them at any random time. Since UWO was seen as an authority, I went to him, hoping that I could understand the concept better.

Sooner or later, I felt safe enough to ask him for help with my own issues. I did not have a solid support system at the time, and I thought he could understand what I was going through. But, looking back, boundaries were not put in place. This is the internet, you cannot trust everyone you meet with your issues.

I can't say I was groomed per say, as I never brough up sexual things and neither did he, but I definitely feel like I had to treat him as this celebrity type person, someone who took pity on little 'ol me. This was similar to another experience I had with a person (a man in his 40s) on HelloTalk, but by then, I had people in real life that I could go to and warn me.

But it wasn't him that actually helped me understand RAMCOA and DID, but the writing process itself. Sure, I used research materials as a guide, but from what I understand now, "programming" is not as clear cut and has different definitions and connotations depending on the context. People are complex and all have unique experiences, and just because you are a victim doesn't automatically make you a good person, especially if you perpetrate abuse, intentionally or not.

Instead of encouraging me to talk to an adult, such as a parent or my therapist (who I've since come to understand her perspective), he instead affirmed me and my hardships, speaking in a way that made me feel like I had someone who had my back. However, I also felt like I was bothering him, and would apologize profusely. It was a while after (sometime last year) I realized I was depent on him and soon stopped talking to him since. A yes-man will only get you so far in life, but I didn't know who my real friends were at the time. UWO was not my friend.

Thankfully, I did realize who my friends were over the past few months, particularly since my Tumblr hiatus (I love this site, but it's called a Hellsite for a reason). In that time realized that I was dependent on a particular friend of mine, but only after they abruptly cut me out of their life entirely. I am glad that I kept my distance with UWO, or NWO as @justforratkings referred to him as, because Lord knows what would have happened then. Instead, I was too afraid to bother him, and eventually realized I needed to just focus on myself and not rely on the opinions of others as much. I have also since gotten better at journaling my thoughts in a physical notebook, as well at the negative effects of venting out into the open void of the internet, hoping for someone to come and make me feel better (yeah, don't do that).

UWO did not help me, only gave me small bits of things that seemed pretty clear, but still left me confused. I just wanted straight answers that didn't resort to reading through harsh things just to find what I needed. My system ended up being more helpful in understanding, since many of my alters appear as my characters, and help me at times as "actors." (It's also the likely reason I have so many that look like Samuel in different outfits).

I've since talked to @justforratkings and also asked UWO about the situation. UWO called them a stalker and told me to contact the authorities, which was strange considering their ages. The last message to me was "do what you feel is best for you." So, I did that by blocking him on the account I talked to him with, my main. I never really got any responses on this account anyway.

It's an ironic parallel to Samuel, the main character of The Monarch Effect. He used to be a sad puppy type character until I realized he works better narratively if he starts off as a villain, at least from the perspective of Carlos, the detective who wants him in jail no matter what. In the beginning of this journey, Samuel was once a victim of circumstance and has since evolved into someone much less empathetic and good natured, and more selfish and a perpetrator of generational abuse. I thought this would be him straying away from UWO, but now it's almost as if they've become more similar. Write what you know, I guess?

TL;DR Unwelcome Ozian is not as helpful as he seems. He'll say he supports you, but won't actually help you move forward all that much. He's just another person on the internet, and should regarded as such. It took me until now to realize that.



herr-surgeon

I appreciate another’s’ perspective on UWO/NWO. I am reblogging to boost the original post, and to boost your words.

The whole situation has honestly jaded me. I have not had experience with cult activity, so much of his advice was never applicable to me. This could be positive or negative.

I see a pattern of the same behavior, breaking boundaries or switching to sudden aggression.



the-monarch-effect-official

I appreciate yours too. Seeing both helped me step up myself.

In regard to him being agressive, I don't remember anything specific right now other than his accusations that one's programming experience wasn't actually programming, but nothing really towards me. He's gatekeeping a specific trauma that likely varies from person to person on different levels. From a writing perspective, that was one of the things I realized when I couldn't fit everything in the context of a victim born to German Neo-Nazis. A system based on Oz or Wonderland directly just wouldn't make sense, being that they aren't German stories.

RAMCOA can happen anywhere greedy people are willing to lie and hurt others to protect themselves and those like them.



justforratkings

Unwelcome ozian decided to address the situation in private DMs with another user. I wanna say thank you for the support I've been getting moving through this. I've learned that nwo has talked to several young women and girls (minors) online being aware of their ages.

Unwelcome ozian never asked me to stop messaging him, or blocked me. Instead he encouraged me to keep talking to him, even when I said I didn't think it was healthy for me.

Where did the survivor's advocate persona go? Since when must someone report / go to police to be valid?

Unwelcome Ozian states he wants to create a space for people to share or ask questions, and he's suggesting I put everything I shared on the line to take issue with his predatory behavior? Why doesn't he hold himself accountable or take responsibility?

"I knew this accusation was coming" is an admission. Full stop. Unwelcome ozian does not care about his followers or their well being. His motives are selfish, egotistical and narcissistic."

[creature-wizard]

Continuing from where we left off about Svali, the fake Illuminati defector from whom all of those claims about color/metal/gemstone programming and fictive programming originate, we now reach chapter twelve, which is basically a bunch of supposed tips to keep the cult from reaccessing the survivor.

Svali claims that cult members are given an "E.T. phone home" alter that wants to reestablish contact with the global satanic cult. Basically she's claiming that if you ever find yourself wanting to go back to an abuser, it's not because part of you is nostalgic for the times that were actually good; it's because the Illuminati put an alter in you.

What's she going to blame on an alter next? Craving popcorn? Wanting to visit the beach?

According to Svali, basically any attempt from family members to get in contact with you whatsoever contains "trigger codes." Did your mom send you a birthday card? Did it make you miss your mom? That's because it contained an Illuminati trigger code!!!

If you see someone who reminds you of a family member and you find yourself missing them? Triggered by the Illuminati!!!!!

Phone calls from family and friends? They're definitely trying to activate your "E.T. Phone Home" alter. They aren't just confused about why you've cut them off ever since you started visiting that therapist who thinks Trump is working behind the scenes to save the children from the globalists.

Family send you a birthday card? The number of petals on the flowers is a trigger code. Or the color of the flowers is.

And if you think you don't have DID? If you think you're just a regular person with a shitty family you've cut off and just miss them because, y'know, that's a normal thing? Well of course you have DID, you silly little goose! You're just an amnesiac presenting system! You just don't remember the SRA because you have screen memories!

In chapter thirteen, Svali claims that:

Survivors of Illuminati programming will always have some type of hierarchy inside. This is because the cult itself is very hierarchical, and puts this hierarchy inside the person. What better way to inspire loyalty to leadership than to put the leadership inside the person’s head? Trainers are also very hierarchy conscious themselves. They know that a system without hierarchy and head honchos inside to direct things will be a system in chaos. They will not leave the person’s system leaderless inside.

But... wait, Svali, weren't you claiming earlier that all cult members were taught that it's kill or be killed, betray or be betrayed, that authority figures cannot be trusted? Literally how does this work? How is there any sort of functional hierarchy, whether among the member ranks or within systems, if all of this betrayal shit's going on?

Later, she claims that the Illuminati was responsible for human experimentation during WWII. Now remember that Svali's into that whole 13 Satanic Bloodlines stuff, so she's also repeating the conspiracy theory that Jews were actually behind the atrocities of WWII.

She claims that Illuminati victims today are taught that they are just an experiment, which demoralizes and dehumanizes them, and all that cartoon villain shit. She claims that victims are put into VR simulators and subjected to various modes of sensory stimulation/deprivation.

After the experiment stuff, Svali starts bringing MK-Ultra into this, and claims that alters can have assassin programming. Now just for clarification, Project MK-Ultra was a real thing, and it was beyond fucked up. However, it was the work of the US government, not a global satanic conspiracy. Furthermore, they basically discovered that no, there are no magic mind control drugs. But the Christofascists, who idolize the US government and hate drugs, can't really accept either of these things.

In chapter fourteen, Svali starts talking about spiritual programming. She claims that all children go through rituals where demonic entities are invoked, and also claims:

Trainers will invoke demonic layering during programming sessions. This is done after acute trauma. The person is asked if they want more pain, and they will always say ''no''. The trainer then offers them a way out: if they will accept a ''protector'' or ''protectors'' they won’t be hurt any more. The trainers will want this, knowing that with these ''protectors’'' they can shorten the training sessions. The protectors, or guardians, will reinforce the programming internally, without outside help.

This echoes what other known fraud Lauren Stratford claimed about satanic "spirit guides" in her book, Satan's Underground, just given a psychological twist.

She claims that the Illuminati has a sacred text titled "The Book of Illumination." There is apparently a real text with this title, but it has nothing to do with the Illuminati whatsoever. She claims that the Illuminati frequently worship Moloch, Ashtaroth, Baal, and Enokkim. She claims that children will be drugged and forced to eat the raw innards of sacrificed animals, which... not only is this gross, this is definitely a major health risk.

She claims that the Illuminati practices "resuscitation rituals," in which children are drugged, shocked, or otherwise tortured to the points where their heart stops. Then they perform CPR and bring the child back, and claim a demon resurrected them. Why they'd do this when this is such a massive risk and CPR CAUSES SERIOUS INJURIES is baffling - but then again, this is Svali, Queen of Edge.

She claims that demons can perform miraculous healings, another claim that seems to have been inspired by Satan's Underground.

And then there's more edgy cartoon villainy described here that's kind of just.. generic Christofascist fearmongering about the activities of evil satanic cults and their abusive behavior so like, I'm not gonna bother. If you wanna read it you can find it yourself.

In chapter fifteen - the final chapter of the first part of this two-part series - she talks about VR programming again, where Illuminati programmers can supposedly set up any scenario they like.

Then she claims that there's "denial programming," where parents will harm a child one day and then the next pretend that nothing happened. Because apparently in Svali's world, all shitbag behavior has to be the machinations of a global satanic cult, not just people being shitbags.

She claims that denial programming also includes children being given an orange, asked what it is, and when they answer that it's an orange, be told that it's an apple and be tortured until they agree it's an apple. Like, Svali, this doesn't make an effective cultist, this just seriously messes up a person.

Svali also claims:

Alters will be created as the child grows, whose purpose is to deny the cult abuse. If any leakage or breakthrough occurs, the denial alter’s job is to create a plausible explanation: it was a nightmare, a book the person read, a movie they saw, etc. These alters will read and quote literature that refutes SRA. THESE ALTERS OFTEN BELIEVE THAT THEY ARE SAVING THE LIFE OF THE SURVIVOR. They have been told that if the survivor remembers, and believes the abuse, the survivor will be killed, or the denial alter will be severely punished or shattered for not doing their job. These parts have a vested interest in their job: they believe their very existence and they body’s survival, depend upon them.

So, if you deny being satanically abused? If you tell your therapist that you don't have DID? Why, that's just more proof that you have been satanically abused and you do have DID!!!

She claims that the Illuminati induces "core splits" by means of severe torture methods. She claims that these techniques are also dangerous because they can cause autism if they don't work right.

Yeah, you read that right.

She's blaming autism on SRA.