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a sneak peek at another little something i'm working on ...
#actually am very proud of this so!!#still working to keep up that flowery and poetic prose#bc i'm just insufferable like that#no but it's challenging and fun so!#might as well dabble in it#JAMES RIVERS.#OLIVER NOBLE.#writing#writeblr
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albus severus is the human embodiment of be gay do crime, in this essay I will-
#shitposting in its rawest form#im right though#this boy saw that phrase said bet and never looked back#harrys a cop its neccesary rebellion#and he is into some dark magic shit i am telling you right now#he has been dabbling#he commits low level crimes on the daily#and is very open to high level crimes when the situation arises 😗😗#source: my brain#also actually the entire fucking play#that is not a teenager who follows rules or makes sound sensible decisions#hes the type of kid to just go out one day and accidentally commit fraud embezzlement buglary and join the mafia or something#half by accident half just cause he felt like it 🤷🏻♂️#scorpius is not like this yet is always by als side when hes getting into trouble so he might as well be lmao#the be gay bit is very self explantory#he would commit unspeakable crimes for scorpius which just ties it all together so nicely#scorpius is the source of his gay and his crime 🙏🏻#hashtag soulmates 😍😍#albus severus potter#scorpius malfoy#hpcc#scorbus
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Uncontainable.
#It's been a while since my last time dabble in traditional art medium lol so I did this quick sketch#Also haven't touch afkj in two weeks.. If someone kindly enough tell me what I missed... Please.. Ty 😭😭#I miss merlin so I might as well be back just to stare at him and valen..#firevenus art#afk journey#afk merlin#fanart#Doodle
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I want to do a poll for my art so I’d like to ask what you guys want to see. I’m just curious
#mine#avatar explore page#avatar for you#new avatar blog#avatar the way of water#avatar 2009#new avatar writer#new writer#new blog#avatar blog#avatar questions#avatar polls#I’m just trying to diversify my art right now since I’ve dabbled in pretty much everything mentioned#so might as well see!#and of course I’ll try to write in the meantime#hopefully by the weekend#avatar fyp#avatar community#send asks#and feedback#please vote#don’t be shy to drop an ask yourself if you have any questions
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so if i did nsfw art of hongjoong. hypothetically. would anyone be interested in seeing it,
#i may or may not have dabbled in realism for my besties birthday and drawn her. hongjoong cock <3#with lynx ears bc hes from one of our dm aus#might as well share it with the masses since i worked so hard on it#it was my first time trying hyperrealism/realism(?) and also my first time drawing cock. so it was definitely. An Experience but it was fun#def wanna try drawing more stuff like this idk if i should put it here or on a sideblog#but tbh considering i post my fics on main along w the 49835 gifsets and memes i like#might as well post my art on main too#no sideblog we die like men#(says man w 493859834 sideblogs)#lmk if any of you wanna follow my non kpop sideblog#non fandom posts i just reblog to main so my non kpop blog is literally just. any other fandom i like that i dont have a sideblog for#no organisation no tags no nothing we die like men#HKJSDFJGSKJDFGJKSDJFKG#might end up making a twt for art in which ill prolly promote my fics on there too see if i can snag any new readers#will prooobably be under the same handle as this but unsure#might make a new one just for funsies#anyway#mischiefing time
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Sugar baby Porsche. Clap if you agree
#kinnporsche#like I’m sorry but in my head Porsche has at least dabbled in sugaring#even if it wasn’t a formal arrangement like I know it#source: just trust me#combatting my least favourite trope (noble poor too proud to accept money from rich people)#by acknowledging the fact that my boy is a HUSTLER#he said screw these rich fucks if they’re gonna spend money it might as well be on me
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complaining about. acting technique in blood of youth under the cut
tbh, it's all fine / i can't really say for the most part. i am just Annoyed about how the actors are interrupting each other lol
like, im not an actor (AT ALL lmao)! i know so little! but oh god the pacing of the interrupting is killing me lol! there's a full beat, every time, between the speaker being cut off and the speaker who is interrupting and this keeps happening! sure, it breaks my immersion every time when the guy being interrupted stops talkong in order to be interrupted, yes, annoying for me but its tv, time passes. but worse (imo) this acting choice keeps reading as 'the character cutting themselves off' which is a totally different action than 'another character in the scene cutting them off' — totally different dynamic, totally different way to build tension in the scene!! aaargh, haha.
and the fixes for this are really straightforward! a note i have heard theater directors give a lot is "inhale a few words before your next line so you will be ready to talk" — this helps keep the pace of the scene (and in theater, prevents the runtime of the show from being longer than what's printed on the show programs ahaha). the other note i've often heard given is for the speaker being interrupted to have something in mind for the rest of the sentence — something they probably want to know for character work anyway (lol, i say as i frequently interrupt characters in fic BECAUSE i have no idea what i want then to say next, but that's beside my current point). again w this technique the goal is to eliminate that space of silence between the lines, and preserve that feeling of "being cut off" for the audience. but it's such an easy note to give, its just timing!
ok /rant
#ahahaha dont mind me. my 2 cents of theater knowledge bring me much joy and much pain everyday#would i ever direct? i seriously considered it in college#i think if i'd gone on to grad school in theater i might have dabbled#ugh i miss working on PLAYS lol dance shows are well and good but STORY .................. i miss u character notes ....#hidey speaks#theater tag#anyway it turns out if you are writing for like 10h a week and then suddenly totally stop#you end up with WAY more energy and time? shocker right#anyway due to various injuries i havent been to anything all week and won't for several more days and im losing it y'all#all i have now is stretching ....... and walking at grandpa speed ...#if u have read this far i commend you 🫡#hidey watches blood of youth
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have I saved up enough gems for another character slot? no. but beta slots mean free dressup so here's a beta version of Flourish AU Mai.
say hello to Pact Admiral Mai Trin.
#gw2#guild wars 2#Mai Trin#my posts#i dabbled with trying to keep some concept elements#like the corset type look meshed with her final design#and the more reserved style she had as a 'civilian' too#the snakes are for hc lore reasons that are specific to Flourish but that's very long so this can just be by itself for now lol#(short version is she has some Luxon serpent clan ancestry on the Canthan side of her family tree)#i might do some more action shots with her before the end too but we'll see if i can get any to turn out well HDHFHF#i've been struggling to capture cool skill poses on thief rip...
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the amount I've been hoarding away some of the memes I've seen on the dash over the last week or so is so not okay for someone with as many drafts as me ashfjdh
#me: i want to focus on getting through all my drafts when i get some energy back#also me: but good & juicy memes........#I'm thinking I'm gonna lean more into doing whatever the hell pleases me once I get back to writing tbh#but I'm almost definitely throwing all the drafts into a paused queue that I won't start posting until they're all finished#will I reblog a meme or two to play with as I do that? probably. almost definitely.#fresh stuff always helps get my brain going again ahdjgsg#but know that drafts will be happening!!!! I did delete some stuff but like. not enough lmfao. I have too many great threads#that I can't bear to let go of and i've kinda accepted that at this point#sorry I'm so slow y'all pls know that me taking forever to get to shit has nothing to do with how much I'm enjoying our threads#the fact that I'm clinging to them despite wanting to start completely fresh & dump everything says a lot more about how much I love em all#anyway. may or may not write tonight? I'm going with the flow tonight & rn the flow is telling me to keep reading#I finished my reread of the second book in the millennium series last night (& stayed up way too late in order to do so ahdgksg)#& I've started my reread of the third today and I just. I can't stop. it's too good.#if I find the willpower to put it down at some point I might dabble in poking at smth but. if not perhaps tomorrow uvu#(also want to note I've been marking the books through my reread with pink page flags#whenever smth really smacks me in the face with how much byan was inspired in some way by lisbeth lmfao)#ANYWAY. love u guys!!! I'm lurking & hoping you're all doing well!!! 💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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when you love a character so much you just decide they're The Father Figure™
#This is about Husk btw#hazbin hotel#husk#hazbin hotel husk#i literally started to think “oh hey it would be neat if Husk was like a father figure to Vaggie”#then i realized he already was intended to have a person he was a father figure for: Crymini#Then i like to dabble with the idea that Husk and Niffty are actually close and stuff despite hardly interacting on screen and I just think#“huh wouldn't it be neat if they thought of each other as pseudo father/brother and sister/daughter figures?”#then i was like well charlie might come to him for advice sometimes too since “everyone likes to bitch to the bartender”#and i thought well husk might take care of her and she might see him as an uncle and/or father-in-law figure#I love husk and he has been hit with the Everyone Loves You Beam#that beam includes platonic & familial ships
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Oh tho. Despite being at a concert at a bar with easy opportunity to have drinks. I looked at the menu as if I was gonna order anything, then thought to myself, "You don't drink anymore, hon" and went "Oh, right" then just got water.
So???? Given how matter of fact that thought was, maybe I really am fully sober from alcohol now. Interesting thought.
#speculation nation#cant say im fully sober all the time completely bc i may or may not have done a weed or two in recent weeks#but that's neither here nor there#well ok it is in fact here. in this conversation. bc it's relevant.#i just dont want to drink alcohol anymore. period. even when i was having a breakdown i didnt want to drink.#and even when i was at a concert venue having the time of my life. i didnt want to drink.#the thought of alcohol just does not appeal to me anymore. not with the connotations it has now.#but in lieu of that. i gave a little edible or two a try. since i already knew i fucking hated smoking weed#still wont do that. but a little recreational dabbling in a social setting... yea ok ive done a little#not interested in doing this kind of thing alone tho. or even regularly.#but for special occasions. in a social setting. since i dont drink alcohol anymore. this is a Way To Go.#alcohol ment/#drugs ment/#i think ill b posting about the drinking thing less now. bc this felt pretty conclusive to me.#ive been wavering on it for 2 and a half months now. unsure whether it was just the trauma and grief of it all.#i mean. it is. that's precisely why i am so suddenly no longer drinking.#but time is going by and ive had several opportunities to drink. times i wouldve taken in the past.#but my heart solidly told me No. i didnt want that.#and ykno what even with 0 alcohol i had the time of my fucking life at that concert.#26 going on 27 and suddenly completely sober because my dad died from alcoholism.#one of those things where. well. drinking isnt good for you anyways.#so if i dont wanna do it. well thats actually better for me in the end. so might as well lean into it.#idk whether this will be an actual longterm thing. but i suppose i'll find out!#for now at least. i have no interest in drinking. and so it shall remain in the near future.
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sorry the gw2 blogging will soon resume as usual but i've been having a serious case of jrpg music all day and subsequently i've been feeling ill about this man again
truly the incel of all time
#should just replace all the [lies flat on the ground] posts with that sprite#i love this garbage game (affectionate) so much#in general even if i dont talk about this man please assume im always ill about him#yes phlish's mech is called after his gear#maybe i should infuse phlish with a little god complex? as a treat? i mean he's already an incel you know.#and probably dabbling in nanotechnology#and likely not opposed to genocide. so might as well
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You find yourself in a strange place, beyond time, space, and all logic and reason. There is no sky here, no walls, no floor, or anything to speak of, just you and endless expanse of the void. Just being here almost feels like you are drowning in an unseen presence, like you could be crushed to nothing at any second.
Only one entity seems to reside in this place, a strange silver haired woman with pale blue eyes dressed in a simple skirt and blazer who seems to peer right through you with her unblinking gaze.
Her entire existence seemed to defy anything that could be seen. There should be no light, no time, or sanity, yet she glowed defiantly, like a beacon that could not be put out.
"Welcome to the halls of judgement, what do you plead?" Spoke the woman in cool, formal, yet soothing tones that seemed to fill the room with its resonance, despite the lack of ceiling, walls, let alone floor. The strange pressure seemed to surge with every syllable, almost like her entire existence is the only thing holding you together, let alone converse like you are.
Because I hate to say, she brought you back entirely on a whim and it's her choice whether or not you are to return to a fate worse than death.
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considering getting into pixel art??
#maddie speaks#i've always LOVED it and maybe i'll dabble into it#might be a game dev as well who knows
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If Tumblr falls, then Dreamwidth is my most likely candidate for replacement social platform among the current options I'm aware of. This is a pretty decent summary of why.
One other important factor, for me, which wasn't touched on hugely explicitly above: Dreamwidth is old and financially stable. They're the only social-media-ish platform I know of which has a well-provenly sustainable business model, of the sort which can wishstand events like this year's interest-rate-driven social-media-investor-crunch basically intact and without noticeable public reaction. Their site is built to be cheap to maintain; they maintain it off of user subscriptions (which grant access to those features which are relatively more expensive for them to maintain); they don't, as far as I'm aware, unstably overextend on speculative investor-money in the sort of way which produces results like the Reddit API disaster or Tumblr Live when the investor-money-well goes dry.
This is valuable! My impression of the tumblr community as a whole is that a lot of people are sort of desperately casting about in search of some sort of social-media approach which is actually stably sustainable, that won't run into the problems that the current generation of popular platforms are currently pretty much all concurrently running aground on. I wish the various aspiring developers of next-generation Clever Fancy Social-Media Models Which Avoid Those Problems the best of luck—I keep my eye on things like the Fediverse where I can, and hope some such enterprises actually manage to pull their thing off successfully—but Dreamwidth is the one that's already been around for a decade-and-a-half, whose ability to pull off a stable model is established and proven in a way that none of the modern up-and-comers are to nearly the same degree. And thus Dreamwidth is the one that I trust to continue to be around, long after the majority of the current experimental generation collapses.
Why do people keep recommending Dreamwidth as a Tumblr alternative, when Dreamwidth and Tumblr are so different?
To be flat-out honest, it's because Dreamwidth has so many things that Tumblr users say they want, even if it's also lacking a lot of features that Tumblr users have come to love:
Dreamwidth has incredibly lax content hosting rules. I'd say that it's slightly more restrictive than AO3, but only just slightly, and only because AO3's abuse team has been so overwhelmed and over-worked. Otherwise, the hosting policies are pretty similar. You want to go nuts, show nuts? You can do that on Dreamwidth.
In fact, Dreamwidth is so serious about "go nuts, show nuts", it gave up the ability to accept transactions through PayPal in 2009 to protect our ability to do that. (It's also one reason why Dreamwidth doesn't have an app: Dreamwidth will never be beholden to Apple's content rules this way.)
Dreamwidth cares about your privacy; it doesn't sell your data, and barely collects any to begin with. As far as I'm aware, it only collects what it needs to run the site. The owners have also spoken out on behalf of internet privacy many times, and are prepared to put their money where their mouth is.
No ads. Ever. Period. They mean it. Dreamwidth is entirely user funded.
Posts viewed in reverse chronological order; no algorithm, opt-in or otherwise. No algorithm at all. No "For You" or "Suggested" page. You still entirely create and curate your own experience.
The ability to make posts that only your "mutuals", or even only a specific subset of your "mutuals", can see. Want to make a post that's only open to Bonnie, Clyde, Butch, and Cassidy? You can do that! Want to make a post that's only open to Bonnie and Butch, but Clyde and Cassidy can't see shit? You can do that, too!
The owners have forsworn NFTs and the blockchain in general. Not as big a worry now as it was even a year ago, but still good to know!
We are explicitly the customers of Dreamwidth. Dreamwidth wants to make us happy, so any changes they make (and they do make changes) are made with us in mind, and after exploring as many possibilities as they can.
Dreamwidth is very transparent about their policies and changes. If you want to know why they're making a specific change, or keeping or getting rid of a feature, they will tell you. You don't have to find out ten months later that they're locked into a contract to keep it for a year (cough cough Tumblr Live cough cough).
So those are some things that Tumblr users would probably love about Dreamwidth.
Another reason Dreamwidth keeps being recommended is that a significant portion of the Age 30+ crowd spent a lot of earlier fandom years on a site known as LiveJournal. Dreamwidth may not be much like Tumblr, but it it started out as a code fork of LiveJournal, so it will be very familiar to anyone who spent any time there. Except better.
Finally, we're recommending Dreamwidth because some of the things that Tumblr users want are just... not going to happen on the web as it is now. Image hosting is the big one for this. Maybe in the future, the price of data will be much cheaper, and Dreamwidth will be able to host as much as we all want for a pittance that a fraction of the userbase will happily pay for everyone, but right now that's just not possible.
Everywhere you want to go that hosts a lot of images will either be running lots of ads, selling your data, or both.
Dreamwidth knows how much it costs to host your data, and has budgeted for that. They are hosting within their means, within our means.
Dreamwidth is the closest thing we may ever get to AO3 as a social media platform. One of the co-owners is from, and still in, fandom; she knows our values, because they are also her values. It may as well be the Blogsite Of Our Own.
#Archive#Social#Tumblr Exodus#the other place i'm currently contemplating trying out is cohost#but i don't have a hugely positive impression of its organizational competence so i think it's much less likely to stick than dreamwidth is#also if anyone makes a functional fediverse tumblr-clone i'll be tempted to give that a shot probably#and also maybe if i'm feeling extra-experimental i might try dabbling in the web-1.0-revivalist sphere with the webrings and so forth?#but all of those are ~uncertain gambles which i basically expect to function poorly and/or collapse quickly#and would basically just be trying in a “one in ten odds this works but still in-expectation worth rolling the die” sort of way#whereas dreamwidth is pretty well-establishedly a solid pick and i expect it to basically stay that way
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the whole thing abt hermaphroditus specifically resting hermaphroditus is that ur supposed to walk around it and think 'oh pretty woman.... wait. PENIS???' which in our day at least dabbling in transmisogyny, if im being gentle. bc in our modern minds, that's a trans womans body. we know there r women who look like this. dare i say most ppl in the world know that there r women who look like this, even if only in theory, even if they dont consider them women.
however that was not the case in ancient times. before hrt and gender affirming surgeries, trans women didnt look like that. to them it was not a trans woman's body, it was an intersex body, and afaik someone being this "visually" intersex is EXTREMELY rare. it was so rare, they never even heard of anyone who looks like this irl. so rare and unexplained, so "unnatural" to the way they see the world, that it might as well be mythological. a figure that exists due to cosmic events, not bc of the inherent diversity of human biology.
its just so crazy to me that to the ppl who worshipped her n painted her n drew her n the original intended audience could only conceptualize her as an otherworldly mythical figure and to most ppl today who r even somewhat involved in popular culture or the trans community shes just like. a normal woman. we look at her and go 'yeah this celebrity/my friend/my girlfriend/i look like this'. isnt it amazing??
anyways i was in palazzo massimo today and they had a resting hermaphroditus properly placed within the space thank GAWD so here she is
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