#mia cw

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

i threw away half of my laxatives today. they were expired anyways. but it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be.

i hadnt touched em for years anyways.

I'm so so proud of you, anon! I know it can be hard to get rid of something connected to your eating disorder even if you have been pursuing healing. And I'd like to congratulate you on how long you've gone without abusing laxatives. Great job, keep it up!

[jakeperalta]

@pscentral event 28: throwback

Typical, isn't it? You wait twenty years for a dad and then three come along at once.

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

more resident pony

[surilovesbones]

"Como você quer vencer na vida, sendo que vc perde pra um prato de comida?"

[behindthescreamz]

jane levy as deadite mia allen on the set of “evil dead” (2013)

[butterfly-r1bs]

movies that are triggering to pass time

link containing movie collections:

[d1et-c0ke-nd-salt3d-1ce]

yessss ho take your multi vitamins, you cant get pretty if you die

[megamagimugi]

I Was-a Too Late

CW: blood, implied character death(s)

[insert your favorite Mario game over jingle here]

I have nothing to say for myself.

I'm so sorry.

@wahooitsamee @peaches2217 You guys seemed interested, so... enjoy?

EDIT: I have a Luigi version (well, sort of) now too, called He's-a Gone if anyone's interested!

[starvingforattention18]

Nara smith thinšpø bc wtf

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

hey google, how do I get a thigh gap right now? no glue, no borax

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

please tell me why i shouldnt chew and spit everything i eat

Well, that's difficult, because I can't find reasons to recover for you. I know it's hard to find and stick to them, but you've got to do it for yourself.

Could it be because if you're craving food to chew on, your body knows you need it as fuel and in order to truly achieve the lengthy process of creating love for yourself you need to honor your body's needs to make you healthy and well-nourished?

Could it be because you don't want every second of your time and every ounce of your precious energy to go to your eating disorder rather than to meditation, personal reflection, art, a fulfilling career, fun with your friends, time spent with your pet, or whatever else matters to you? Hell, maybe there's a whole world of things that will one day matter to you that you have yet to discover because you're still putting so much time and effort into your ED.

Maybe it's just to preserve your personal dignity. I briefly tried chewing and spitting as an alternative to bingeing, so I can tell you that at least in my experience, I didn't enjoy it. I didn't fully enjoy the food while I was chewing it, knowing what I had to do, and I didn't enjoy the self-disgust I felt when I saw the chewed-up mix of food and drool slide down into the trash can, either. Sorry to get graphic on you, but I make a practice of being brutally honest on this blog, and I felt disgusted with myself when I chewed and spit. For me it was just a further visual of the massive amounts of food I was trying to put into my body, but with an extra layer of feeling gross during the time spent hanging my head over a disposal receptacle, sticking my tongue out, and watching the chewed glop land in the trash. I bet you don't feel great when you're doing it either. Maybe you're struggling with some other disorders that makes the dysfunction feel good, like another method of self-harm to punish yourself and express how you feel inside. But if that's true, it's not healthy in the long run, and I bet that deep down you know that.

Truthfully, you've got to want an end to the cycle bad enough to fight through how fucking hard it is to cope with what sounds like a multifaceted disorder for you. And you've got to create reasons that are specific to yourself. I wish you all the best in that and hope that you can find ways to keep moving yourself toward recovery and get the support that you need.

[bunnysdoll]

Thinspo

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

Não tem “amanhã eu começo” “segunda eu começo”, comece agora, não fique com esse pensamento de gorda

[frost-faerie]

Ace Attorney Textposts: NRMT Edition!

[jakeperalta]

AMANDA SEYFRIED as Sophie in MAMMA MIA! (2008)

[surilovesbones]

Ser magra...

Ser magra é sobre não estar confortável.

Confortável é ser gorda. Comer o que quiser, não fazer exercícios, comer apenas porque é bom.

Sim, ser gorda é mais bem mais confortável.

Mas garota, entenda de uma vez por todas, a magreza não é para preguiçosas.

Preguiça é coisa de gorda.

[fatestayyuri]

Koyomi Araragi — Hard Knock Life