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the way people can stay on their feet for as long as several HOURS truly baffles me, like i can't even sit up for that long without getting exhausted!
#disabled#physical disability#actually disabled#physically disabled#disability#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#mentally and physically tired
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doing all of that harmed my soul but it is done- I'll probably refine Pierce, Asch and Rhys at some other point. But I just wanted to get them done.
I think you can tell my motivation for ARMOR died at Pierce. Hence why there's so little on Asch and Rhys.
ALRIGHT- urrgehrgeh I'll make more posts about them sooner or later.
Asch tore off the sleeve of his jacket, that's why it looks like that, don't @ me.
#aphmau fanart#aphmau#aphblr#fanart#my inner demons pierce#my inner demons asch#my inner demons noi#my inner demons leif#my inner demons#my inner demons rhys#my inner demons fanart#rewrite#aphmau rewrite#aphmau redesign#mentally and physically tired#going to go sleep or something now#skdjghjksd
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I'm feeling like collapsing and I'm so tired, prolly ill be offline until tomorrow bc yesterday i didn't sleep at all
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I really need to take a break, my mind and mental has been so fucked up lately that i had to take a day off from school today
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The FNAF Mikes with their (not so) little sisters
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#mike schmidt#abby schmidt#michael afton#circus baby#elizabeth afton#fnaf#fnaf movie#sister location#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#now that baby is actually introduced I can draw her more finally 🙏🏾#Elizabeth is finally taller than Michael PFF#‘do you think we are siblings in every universe?’ moment#Mike is getting physically tired while Michael is fully mentally tired#this comic to me is equally cute funny and tragic#Adore them all sm#this is based off that clip of Mike and Abby’s actors doing a lil spin together btw 💜
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I think as a fandom we aren't obsessed enough with the secuels Tartarus surely left on this two
#still tired#this is like an hour-long colored sketch#but i went back to my other drawing program#i missed it#and also i remembered when i just finish the HoO saga#i was obsessed with them bonding over tartarus trauma lol#so back to my roots#mentally and physically#percico#nico di angelo#percy jackson#fanart#nicercy#my art
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Happy womb escape anniversary @cakesmelons !! Your getting old !! Anyways I dunno if this is a great bday present I just associate u with Dreamtale so that's what you get anyways I think I signed a contract with the devil one way or another because I am. Dying. And have been dying through the process of creating this. Anyways hope ur having an incredible day !! I am now to go to bed
Oh and the bonus; me taking you to some timeline where nightmare kills dream<3
#cakesmelons#Dreamtale#oh god not the tags#sans au#utmv#undertale au#lord save me#dream sans#nightmare sans#sighs the strong physically and the strong mentally#a great pair of brothers truly that I wish could just sort their shit out because oh my god you two r pathetic#UwU#it's been a while since I've put a watermark on my pieces....#Guh dream is so pretty#I recognise I am tired because now my thoughts are all fluffy
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The show really hits you with the fact that Annabeth is the head counselor for the Athena cabin. Like, obviously she’s been there for a long time, but none of her older siblings are more fit for the job? How many others who are more experienced and older have already ventured off on deadly quests, never to return? Just how much death and tragedy has this girl witnessed at camp?
#i’m coming to realize there’s a lot of stuff i never looked too closely into when i first read the books#and then had already come to know and accept those facts every time i reread them#in my defense i was in first grade when i started pjo#so. wasn’t overly concerned with the mental and physical toll put on annabeth at such a young age#but still#absolutely crazy#there’s probably smth to be said about young girls being forced to mature early and blah blah blah but i’m too tired for meta#just thinking abt annabeth#this poor girl#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo tv show#pjo tv adaptation#what tags are we using#annabeth chase#annabeth pjo#pjotv#percy jackson disney+#rick riordan
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sick(?)
#messyr#doodle#vent art#?? well not really! just skl#coping through drawing bc its what keeps me from rotting in bed#my body cant keep up fjdshzhl and i just feel worse every time i try to 'function' even as basic tasks it makes me want to throw up AAAAH#this artist does not KNOW how to take care of themselves help help help help fsdjxhf#how am i supposed to fkin tell my dad nor my relatives im just so- PHYSICALLY- and MENTALLY TIRED without it perceived as lazy or an excuse#same goes to my professors bc ive been missing out ALOT in school lately and my classmates are also probably wondering where the hell I am#( group activities etc etc i want to km s - I've failed TWO MAJOR SUBJECTS BC OF HOW IVE BEEN DOING-AAAAAAAAAH)#if not physically then its my noisy ass brain that spirals me into depressive episodes where I literally cant do jackshit about
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chronically ill/physically disabled people, how do you deal with doctors appointments? what do you say/do to advocate for yourself? im autistic and not diagnosed with a chronic illness yet and i really struggle to know what to say to get them to listen to me and understand so that i can get the help and care i need. even if i bring someone with me, they also need to know what to say and i don't know anyone who understands well enough to explain to the doctor for me, which means that i have to tell them what to say before going. but that's the problem since i just don't know.
i have chronic joint pain that ive had for years but has only gotten worse over time. i also have hypermobile knees which are the worse they've ever been right now. i'm chronically fatigued and barely have the energy to eat and do basic hygiene. i have a few friends that i talk to fairly regularly and im very thankful for them but i still struggle so much with maintaining a social life when i cant even maintain my own physical wellbeing. i only go outside when i absolutely have to/when my pain is low enough and i have enough energy. on average i probably leave my house about once or twice a week, usually to go to medical appointments, to an internship i have once a week or to go grocery shopping. i usually try to do both at the same time if i can (like going grocery shopping after my internship) but most of the time i have to ask my parents to get me groceries since i dont have enough energy to. all i want is to be able to go outside just to take short walks and enjoy nature and the fresh air but i can't do so without the right treatment/a mobility aid. everything im doing right now is bordering the line of too much. im constantly tired and overwhelmed and everything feels like a struggle, even the smallest tasks most people do everyday without thinking twice about it.
i have almost only had bad experiences with doctors and other medical professionals like physiotherapists, which has given me a lot of extra anxiety on top of my already pretty bad social anxiety. i really struggle to make appointments and even more so to go to them, and when i bring myself to do so i really struggle to express myself and explain how i feel and how i want them to help me. i almost always get shut down and offered no actual help with any of my problems. i just don't know what to do anymore.
if anyone has any advice i'd really appreciate it. i know that i can't give up because my life right now without accommodations is too miserable, but i also don't know how to move forward.
sorry if this was hard to understand. i really tried my best to explain but im having a bit of a hard time expressing myself right now due to feeling worse than usual.
#chronically ill#chronic illness#autistic#actually autistic#physical disability#physically disabled#mentally and physically tired#chronic illnesses#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#undiagnosed chronic illness#undiagnosed chronic pain#cripplepunk#crip punk#cripple punk#chronic illness rant#disabled#actually disabled#disabled rant#mobility aid#mobility aids#medical gaslighting#doctors appointment
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with how life has been going this year, i’m contemplating suicide more than ever before
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#my entire life is going to absolute shambles and i feel like a fish flopping out of water.. nothing has gone well this year for me#everything has gotten significantly worse.. to the point of feeling like there’s no uphill this time#i’ve become so numb to life at this point that if one more bad thing happens i’m calling it quits#i’m tired of living like this#i CANT live like this#i physically cannot take any more this year
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This is getting frustrating - Eurylochus defender rant
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED of people bashing Eurylochus without fully understanding his character!
STOP blaming Eurylochus for wanting to leave the PIG turned men behind in the Circe saga. He's a literal mortal against A WITCH! What tf did you want him to do?! Stomp in there and demand Circe turns the men back into humans?! Ask her kindly to turn them back without knowing if she actually would or turn HIM into a peg too?!!!!
He voted to leave because he thought those men were already a lost cause. He wanted to save the few he had left because after the cyclops saga, he didn't want to see any more of his friends/comrades brutally die.
He didn't, I repeat, DIDN'T KNOW that Hermes was going to help out. To me, leaving would be the right thing to do. And leaving people you think are a lost cause is SO different from sacrificing six men.
STOP blaming Eurylochus and the crew after forming a mutiny. Odysseus literally sacrificed six men! How could they trust him after that?! How would YOU feel in that situation?!
Not to mention they all saw their friends get brutally murdered by Scylla. How would you feel after seeing that?! After seeing men get brutally torn apart in front of you?!!!
Eurylochus probably felt more hurt because Odysseus made HIM hand out the torches. Literally making him an accomplice to murder! And if Eurylochus didn't hand the last torch to someone else he too would've died.
Eury didn't recognize his friend, his brother in arms anymore. That was an imposter in his body.
And believe me when I say, F*CK THEM DAMN COWS!
Eurylochus was tired, starving, and traumatized. How would you feel if you saw 563 men die horrible deaths? How would you feel after probably having constant nightmares of those deaths that probably cause you to sleep less?! How would you feel after starving for so long?
The human body can only go so long without food and tiny morsels of fish (that you HOPE you come across) don't help at all. I would like to see any human in Eury's place not feel the way he did in mutiny. I know you wouldn't. Physically, mentally, nor emotionally. You'd be in the same damn boat (no pun intended.)
He just wanted to have one last full meal with his buddies before they bit the dust. If it had to come down to suicide by cow, then so be it.
Lastly, when Eurylochus says "But we'll die" he's coming to terms with what's happening. He's scared but he's tired and he knows what's about to happen. That's all I hear when I listen to Thunder Bringer.
He's accepting his fate. That's all there is to it. So, kindly, KEEP YOUR HATRED AWAY FROM MY BOI! *snatches Eurylochus and leaves*
Thank you for reading my rant. I'm tag-teaming so if you have anything to add. Go right ahead.
Also, I ain't arguing with anyone, you got an argument? Argue with the wall. Eury haters are not welcome on this post.
#eurylochus#eurylochus epic the musical#epic the musical#epic eurylochus#I'm so tired of this#I'm so tired of people acting like they would mentally/emotionally/physically last in Eurylochus' position.
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people on tumblr will literally post things like “you have to eat vegetables and expand your palate i dont care if you are a picky eater because of autism (if i can overcome it you can too)” and everybody will reblog it being like “yes this is true for everybody no matter what” and think its okay. like sorry but that wont work for everyone and there is no one size fits all and some people will never be able to eat these things no matter how hard they try. im only allowed by my doctors to eat recreationally and not for nutrition, because my ARFID is so severe that i get my nutrition solely from a specially made formula drink. your suggestions of “try vegetables roasted!” or “try them in soup!” and assurances of “i did it, you can too!” don’t work for those of us with more severe mental illnesses and disabilities. stop tying a person’s worth to their diet and stop assuming everybody has the ability to do what you can.
#seb speaks#autism#arfid#disability#i am TIRED.#for me#it’s not just sensory issues it’s a subconscious response#that reads unfamiliar foods as poisonous#this has been confirmed by all the doctors and scientists ive spoken to#actuallyautistic#i cannot have it blended to where i cant taste or feel it because even the thought#of those foods elicits panic attacks#because again. my brain reads them as poisonous. whether i want it to or not#you may say ‘this is sooo unhealthy tho’#and yes! it is! because i’m mentally ill and disabled and i will never be healthy in this department#for as long as i live#i have done 3 rounds of feeding therapy and 1 support group#and countless visits to doctors and specialists and scientists#and they have all confirmed i will not get better#so the best i can do is to drink the formula and eat my safe foods. it’s the only way i’m physically able to live#and it’s why im not dying in a hospital bed from malnutrition anymore
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#thoughts#perspective#words words words#quotes#writers and poets#spilled ink#writing#spilled heart#feelings#life#i need sleep#peace#night#spilled writing#writers on tumblr#poem#people#poets on tumblr#poetry#im so tired#tired#mentally tired#physical fatigue
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chronic fatigue is something I feel like is not talked abt enough. being too tired to get out of bed, too tired to go to class, having to use all your energy just to exist in the current moment. Being constantly sleepy and able to take naps at any point, and those naps always end up longer than you think. going to the doctor because ur so tired of being TIRED. And they tell u that u just need to exercise more, not understanding that not only is it extremely difficult to even walk, but that your body doesn’t give you the awake signal even after you do. getting ur lab results back and wanting to cry cos there’s nothing wrong with you. Having to survive off energy drinks because you can barely stay awake during the day. Your body aches and you’re constantly yawning. You’ve tried every possible treatment, caffeine, abstaining from caffeine, exercise, medication, B-12 shots, and nothing changes.
It’s not only infuriating, but it makes you feel like you’re slowly losing your mind because nobody believes you. There aren’t even any definitive tests to prove you have it, just symptoms when every other test failed. My experience with chronic fatigue is constant distress because I can’t do the things I want to do, ever. And paired with ADHD it means I struggle so fucking much doing basic tasks.
To all my friends out there with chronic fatigue, I see you, we are in this together.
#I hate to get ranty on main but#it’s so tiring to be infinitely tired#makes me want to tear my hair out#chronic fatigue#health#physical health#mental health
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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