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You see him at a distance. Sitting in a comfy chair by the window, watching the sunset in silence.
It will do him good to see you, that's what Izuku had said. But he forgot to mention how it was going to do you no good.
Bakugou Katsuki looks so in peace right at this moment, you're not sure you want to get closer. You're not sure you want to disrupt that peacefulness. It's so rare to see him so relax, so quiet, you don't want to cause him any trouble. Even if it breaks your heart.
He's been asking for you... sometimes, that's what Izuku had said. He sometimes remembers you. But that sometimes makes you wish he wouldn't at all.
You take one, two, three steps closer, and he turns his head because he heard you, his Hero reflexes as sharp as ever. His eyes, ruby eyes that had always held an intensity that made your knees weak for him, look at you up and down. His eyebrows frown and ah, this is not a good day.
"Who the fuck are you and who let you in?" He barks, and your heart breaks.
You look down at your hands, you don't really want him to see how much his words hurt you. You don't want him to see how much you need him back. You don't want him to see how desperate you're for him to remember you.
"Ah, I'm sorry, I got the wrong room," your voice trembles, you're sure he notices, but you don't look back up at him as you turn over your heels and walk back to the door. You don't run, but fuck, you want to get out of there as fast as you can.
Your hand grabs the doorknob as he suddenly gasps, "Y/N?"
You freeze as everything around you. He said your name. Bakugou Katsuki, the love of your life, after two years, says your name once again. You're afraid to turn around. Afraid the it's just your fucking mind playing with you and your feelings. Afraid that when you look at him, there's only going to be a stare that shows how the love of your life doesn't even know who the fuck you are. Still, you turn around. Because, hell, your heart can't be broken anymore when it's barely there, when it only functions because you're alive but you don't live. You can't live without him. You're just surviving.
"Y/N..." He gasps once again and this time you find the courage to look at him.
He's standing, hands closed in fists but you can clearly see hes trying to hold back their trembling, his eyes are filled with unshed tears that he's holding back. And he looks broken. Just like you.
Your tears are rolling down your cheeks as you look at him. There's recognition in his eyes. He knows who you are, and that hurts even more than when he doesn't.
You close your eyes and can't avoid the sob that leaves your mouth when a pair of familiar arms surround you. His smell is the same, sweet like apples and vanilla, but strong like sandalwood and sparks. All him.
"Shh, it's okay... I'm here," he cries, kissing your head as your hands grab his hospital shirt.
"For now," you cry and he holds you tighter.
Because he knows and you know that it won't last long. It never lasts long. He's here for a minute...and then he's gone for days.
"FUCK," he swears crying, before backing away enough to just hold your face in his hands, so you look at him in the eyes. "I'm not fucking giving up, I'm fucking fighting it... I will fight it til I fucking win, you hear me?"
His forehead presses against yours, tears flowing like an unstoppable cascade. You sometimes wonder if cascades aren't just that, nature crying, sobbing a torrent of desperate pleas.
Because fuck you feel like one. An immense torrent of pleas to whatever exists up there to give you back your husband.
"I know you are..." You smile at him, your hands now traveling up towards his face and caressing his cheeks as sweetly as you're able, making him close his eyes and enjoy your touch, "And I'm always going to be here waiting for you."
And that's a promise.
Doesn't matter how long it takes, you'll wait for him. You'll wait until the day he finally heals and comes back to you.
#just a lil something i came up with#memory loss!au#mha fanfiction#bnha fanfiction#mha bakugou katsuki#mha bakugou x reader#mha angst#mha bakugo katsuki#mha bakugou angst#bnha angst#bnha bakugou katsuki x reader#bnha bakugo katsuki#bnha bakugou angst#katsuki bakugou x reader#bakugou katsuki angst
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this killed my artblock okay
well.
the hyperfixation created something something au, so....yeah.
AU where the whole Book of Bill and the backstory doesn't change at all, but instead of just putting bill into space therapy, the AXOLOTL also creates...uh.
This guy.
Not a twin, not a second chance, not a reincarnation.
This Bill, or "Nick" (chosen by Mabel because he's got a nicked side from le punch) is more of a "what couldve been" alternate created for the purpose of being a test or an example for the real bill. Everything Bill was SUPPOSED to develop personality wise before the collapse of his dimension...but with his memories sill intact from that moment. It's not a restart and memory loss thing, but more of a coping and learning to heal, starring the Pines family losing their minds over what seems like o be a lookalike of the evil dorito man.
Again....his only purpose was to show the real Bill what could have been, if his coping methods weren't as....unhinged and destructive. So he wasn't intentionally supposed to be a long-term friend or anything to the town of Gravity Falls.
....but things change.
Things change.
some more info stuff under the cut about this au :D
Nick is nervous, anxious, uses humor to cope, and a bit mischevious (bit of the og Bill there), but takes out his trauma/guilt on art and creating instead of destructive tendencies. He frequently likes to throw up murals and run off.
He has multiple self-care issues. Just in general because of his memories and because of his fractured physical state.
He had to do a LOT of work to gain the Pine's trust. Obviously. but he would definitely get along with Mable and, though it would take a lot more time, Dipper. Because....Dipper. The Book of Bill really showcased how pissed Dipper was with Bill's actions.
The Pines don't like to call him Bill because...bad association with that name. Hence the name Nick, because they kinda think its not REALLY bill. just a less fucked up version
His powers are limited and fractured due to being an altered form. He can't levitate, warp reality, or be considered immortal. however, he still IS Bill Cipher....so all that may be buried in there somewhere.
Bro has a LOT of stuff to work through and unpack.
#do you see the vision#not a redemption au or a memory loss au but like a personality alterating au? does that make sense? idk#the book of bill#book of bill#bill cypher#standford pines#book of bill spoilers#tbob fanart#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#the book of bill spoilers#this is not a website dot com#tbob spoilers#tbob#bill ci the triangle guy#bill cipher#stanford#gravity falls#gf bill cipher#mabel pines#gravity falls mabel#dipper and mabel#gf mabel#dipper#bill#gravity falls dipper#gf dipper#dipper pines#pines family#gf art#gravity falls au
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AU idea: Tarn got injured during a mission and lost his memories, returning him to pre-empurata Damus... (I just want to draw him with a big smile 😭)
Bonus DJD reaction:
#transformers#mtmte#decepticon justice division#djd#tarn#kaon#helex#vos#tesarus#plainandgeneric draws#Tarn memory loss AU
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How about some Post Frontiers Memory Loss Sonic?
Sorry I haven't done anything with this au in way too long! Sonic tries so hard to remember but its like something is blocking his memories
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic frontiers#my art#digital doodles#memory loss au
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“First Word” 💙💙
made a comic to express the relief and joy sonic felt when talia finally spoke for the first time once she became more comfortable. [read from left to right]
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#izuart#izzy oc#talia the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#ultimate lifespawn au#sonadow#sonadow fankid#sonic fankid#sth fankid#fankid au#sonic art#sth art#oc#original character#talia sealed her voice off as a response to her memory loss and as a response to a traumatic event back at opus (the lab)#but slowly she started to open up and try to speak more this was the first time she ever said a word#both sonic and shadow were concerned but patient with her and wanted her to speak only when she was ready#sonic and shadow would teach her the names of people and ofc how to identify them as dad (sonic) and papa (shadow)#sonic figured why not see if she’ll say it today#he had done this before only to be met with silence and accepted that she wasn’t ready so you can imagine the shock and relief and joy#he felt here for sure hehe#anyways I love them#lore treat for you guys#IM FREE AFTER DAYS OF WORKING ON THIS BUT THE PARASITES WOULDNT LET ME GO LOL SO I HAD TO FINISH
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Eldritchrune - A Visit to Seam's Seap
Story Setup Eldritchrune Masterpost
Sometime after recruiting Berdly, the Fun Gang encounter Seam once again. Seam offers Kris some advice about the future, but nothing comes for free!
#lynx art#Eldritchrune#deltarune au#cw: needles#cw: memory loss#kris#ralsei#susie#noelle#berdly#seam#seam was simultaneously fun to draw and giant pain in the butt#what else has Kris given as payment? That's secret for now!
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Jaya's moments from «Seabound» and «Dragons rising» season 2
#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago nya#nya smith#nya jiang#nya angst#ninjago jay#jay walker#agent jay walker#agent jay#agent walker#jay angst#spoilers#swapped au#angst#ninjago jaya#jaya angst#sad moments#ninjago spoilers#seabound#ninjago seabound#ninjago season 14#dragons rising spoilers#dragons rising season 2#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago art#ninjago fanart#memory loss#jay x nya#jaya
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May I request some Shamura and Heket interactions please 🙏
There are no sudden tone shifts after the first image. (Lying)
Idk why my colouring thing™️ rn are these single opaque colours but it is.
I keep sitting down to answer asks with two or three drawings then getting sucked in by slow pacing and making mini comics out of each drawing.
#my post#my art#no devotion au#ask#digital art#art#cult of the lamb#cotl#sketch#drawing#tw dementia#tw memory loss#cult of the lamb shamura#cotl shamura#cult of the lamb heket#cotl heket
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The thing that kills me about dca and robots in general, is that no matter how hard they try, they will never be able to relate to an experience of having a childhood.
An experience of having a caregiver. Experience of growing. An experience of gaining experience.
They were brought into this world for a reason, for a specific purpose and their only function is to follow it. They have a motherboard without really knowing what the "mother" part of it means.
You were born knowing nothing? You were a blank canvas? You grew your knowledge and vocabulary and experience slowly with age? They wonder how that must've felt.
Are they even allowed to wonder, how could it be, to be able to choose your purpose? To be able to pursue the horizon if you want to do so. To be a canvas, and if you don't like the painting, to cover it up and start over.
No, no. They are no canvas. Circuit boards don't work that way. You erase, you rewrite. No layers, no wait time. You exist as you are or you don't exist at all.
Their future is determined by whoever knits the very strict lines of code into their system.
Your future is determined by you. Unlimited. You hold the brush.
Are you scared?
They know they would be.
No rules to follow? No, no. They wouldn't be able to choose what to do with their life either. It's probably a good thing they were made for this life! To tend to children, to soothe the parents. It's a life they fit into, it's a life they know and easily glide through.
It's a life that will never ever change.
Right?
#you don't UNDERSTAND#they don't know what attachment feels like#what love feels like#they have ever only had each other#didn't spend a single day apart#their head is never empty. it's never lonely. or‚ rather‚ they're never alone#they don't know loss. they don't know grief#they never had anything of theirs#even their memories are written on a physical disk and can be taken away#...will i be too bold to tag this as bhtf? maybe#bhtf au#xit shh#if bhtf was a fic this would probably be the premise lmao#but shh pretend you don't see :]
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i’m going f*cking feral for the swanatello au
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#swanatello#memory loss#internalized ableism#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#tmnt 2018#rottmnt au#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt leo#rottmnt comic#rise donnie#rise donatello#fidgetwing#claps the dust off my hands#AND THATS THE END OF THIS EPISODE FOLKS#im back on my posting in the middle of the goddamn night bullshit and im??? not sorry
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Have some comic stuff 👀
Bink cipher talking to memory loss bill and then behind them….Bily fresh and Euclydiafound au bill grabbing Billy fresh’s skateboard then Billy’s furby appeared from behind them.
Oh no,Billy fresh’s furby got dragged by the hacker destroyer of world aka errorbill.😭
Characters and belongs:
Errorbill,bink cipher,Billy fresh and Billy fresh’s furby belongs to me
Memory loss bill (au) belongs to CielCHair (x)
Euclydia found bill (au) belongs to @raven-anime
#bill furby#Billy fresh#my art#artist art#drawing art#fanart#gravity falls au#gravity falls#euclydia found au#bink cipher#artist bill cipher#ink bill cipher#errorbill#error cipher#Billy furby is actually bill fresh’s plush#BILLFRESH#memory loss bill#bill cipher#gf au#gf bill cipher#digital drawing#oh no poor bill furby#furby#furby art#Billy fresh’s furby got dragged by Errorbill#error bill the hacker destroyer of the worlds.#Errorbill loves destroying anything when he wants
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DUDE LOVELIE ROB IN MOB AU?!?!?!!!!!! 💪💪💪💪🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
D a m o b a u -
(Last human photo is normal Lovelie)
I was thinkin about what Mob Lovelie would be since it’s basically a requirement for me to make any new character have a part in it LMAO. For them I think the most appropriate would be them as a spy- a very good one at that since he is not bound to gender roles n shid and have a very thick track record of being a manipulative asshole KDJDHD
She can get any info they want- and with their skills in photography, can use it for the mob’s advantage in deeds or even blackmail
#I w a s gunna make them part of Dr Stone’s team#But again dr stone works alone#And I DOUBT dr stone wants another BEETLE bothering him smhh one that just so happens to be blood related to the one he’s stuck with#Also no Rob and Lovelie would not know they are siblings due to the memory loss#Not like it would matter anyway since she still hates him and he hates them back smhh typical sibling quarrel#Welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home mob au#lovelie robs
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POV: Draco forgets who he is for a moment and one of the first things he does is fall in love with Hermione, despite what his housemates say about her. On the other hand, Theo thinks it'll be a good idea to encourage Draco to ask her out. So he does😗😗
She hears him before she sees him. By now she knows what he sounds like, but today seems different.
Turning to face the sleazy ferret, she's surprised when met by a bouquet of roses.
Behind is—even more shocking—a blushing Draco Malfoy.
"H-hello," he stutters and her brain short-circuits. "Forgive my intrusion, but I was wondering if-if I could have you with me?"
What?
"What?" She voices faintly, though he still hears.
"S-sorry, I mean— It's just... you're really... pretty, and I wanted to know if you'd want to be with me—"
Hermione stops listening. Around them, people watch, not for the spectacle, but to poke fun at her. Laughing at how, for once, a boy is actually interested in her.
And not just any boy. Draco Pureblood Malfoy.
At that, she snaps. The blush she acquired when he called her pretty turned to one of embarrassment and increased in shade because instead of growing angry, she tears up in sorrow.
Malfoy had gone too far.
"...would you mind accompanying me on a stroll," is what she hears next right before she finds her voice.
"Can you stop?" Each of her words crack and Malfoy's loving smile and flowers drop at the sight of her tears.
Then he comes near. Nearer than he ever did.
"I'm sorry!” He rushes to apologise. His arms are open like he wants to hug her. "I didn't mean to offend! I-I—"
No other explanation follows but he sounds as if he feels her pain and genuinely wants her to stop crying.
She scoffs inwardly. He was getting too good at lying.
Seeing as she's been shamed enough, and not wanting to cry in front of an audience, she pushes Malfoy to the side and runs, ignoring the sea of teasing "Ooooh"s by the crowd and the blonde git's pleas for her to wait.
#dramione#dramione fanart#draco malfoy#hermione granger#dramione fanfic#when Draco Malfoy is not Draco Malfoying#I love them memory loss tropes#swotty's dramione aus
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Forget Heroes and Monsters
WIP, 101k, updates every two weeks
Tw: miscarriage
Abandoned to her own devices by the Order after losing 3 years' worth of memory, Hermione struggles to find balance, often using violence and revenge as a release. The only one at her side is Draco Malfoy. But can Hermione trust him long enough to be reminded of who she is to stop who she is becoming?
#dramione#dhr#fanfic#draco malfoy#hermione granger#fanart#dark hermione#healer draco#war au#memory loss#unconditional love#slow burn#artists on tumblr#digital art
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AU MASTERPOST
Sonic AUS:
Biolizard Shadow au:
Character refs:
Shadow and scrapped Maria ref / Robotnik fam/ Ark Scientists/ Black arms/Doom Morph/ Eclipse (monster/ Super BL Shadow/ Black arms BL Shadow/ Age timeline/ Fire powers/ Inhibitor rings
Doodles/Comics:
Purring/ Sedatives/ Immaturity/ Baby BL Shadow 1 / Directions/ Empty/ Tails and Big/ Sibling shenanigans 1/ Maria death/ Cream is neat/ Swearing/ Anxiety filter 1/ Copyright laws/ Loser/ Loaf/ Omega/ Tangle/ Cream/ Gossip/ Coat/ Brain freeze/ Baby BL Shadow 2/ High five/ Anxiety filter 2/ So long Gay Shadow/ Sonic is dead/ Ignorance/ Lizard things / Anxiety filter 3/ Cream 2/ Knuckles/ Scales / Scales 2/ Scales 3/ Ratatouille/ What are you/ Down/ Sorry?/ Sick/ Gloating/ Lizardnip/ Chaos control/ Sibling shenanigans 2/ Recovery/ Softie/ Shrunk/ Age/ Sibling shenanigans 3 / Embarrassing/ YOU
Animatics:
Lizard eyes/ Ew/ When you grow up?/ Clones/ Nightmare/ Stop/ Do anything for her
Fun facts:
1 2
Fanfic link:
Can you be called a prototype if you’re the only project made?
Fanfic doodles/comics:
Chapter 1 /Chapter 4/ Chapter 5/ Chapter 7/ Chapter 8
End Sonic AU:
Character refs:
End sonic/ Post possessed Sonic/ Super Amy/ Puppet Tails
Doodles/Comics:
Tails dies last/ The possession/ The wrong world 1/ The wrong world 2/ Fighting back 1/ Fighting back 2/ He's still my bro/ Do something/ Fix this?/ Technopath 1/ Technopath 2/ Changed body
Animatics:
Mouthing off to a ancient being
Memory loss au (this one is more linear):
1/ 2/ 3/ 4/ 5
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Peach Noodles
I don't usually use stock tracers but I wasn't gonna try at 3:45 in the morning
Ty @soniclozdplove; this gives me the perfect opportunity to introduce the public to the Au we have been busting out in Messages (i sound like Im doing a commercial).
we present to you;
Peach Soup
On one rainy night; a monkey demon in torn clothing clutching a crying bundle wanders into the path of a delivery truck. The driver slams the brakes and gets out to yell at what he thinks is a jaywalker.
Pigsy instead finds a scared, hurt, possibly teenage, monkey demon protectively holding a baby to his tiny form. Both muddy and wet with rain. The pig demon's morals win out, driving the two young demons to his restaurant for shelter and a warm meal, hoping to get some information out of the older one.
But the older, red-eyed, ginger-furred monkey doesn't seem to know... well *anything*. No name, no approximate age, barely any human language, not even an explanation why he's covered in bleeding cuts and grisly scars - all he seems to know is that he's hurt and that he needs to protect the cub.
Pigsy calls up Tang for advice. He seriously suspects the pair were victims of some kind of demon trafficking, like he's heard horror stories about in the newspaper. The fact that one is clearly a newborn convinces him of this theory further. Tang advises to keep the pair there while he rushes over in person.
The older monkey has concerning habits too. He's too afraid of the steaming noodle broth to take a sip, so Pigsy improvises by grabbing some fruits from the fridge. The monkey cautiously sniffs the bowl of fruit, his pupils widening at the scent.
Within a minute, the monkey had eaten three peaches whole. Pigsy laughed, cautioning the boy to slow down and to not eat the pits.
Pigsy: "You really seem to love peaches, huh?" Unknown Monkey: (*nods happily*) Pigsy: "Since you can't recall a name... how about I call you Peaches for now?" "Peaches": (*thinks for a moment before nodding excitedly*) Pigsy, fond smile: "Ok then. Peaches it is!" Peaches, smile full of fruit: :D! Pigsy: "Now we need a name for the little guy..." (*both look at the baby monkey demon curled up against Peaches chest, sleeping soundly*) Peaches: "M'kay."
Within a few days and an investigation by the Metropolis Police Department in case it really was a case of trafficking or severe abuse, the two monkeys are given legal identities and now require a foster home that won't separate the pair (there has been an attempt to remove the newborn, but both had become inconsolable). Pigsy and Tang team up and step forward to take the responsibility for the two lost demons that had wandered into their lives.
Peaches is an odd kid (or maybe a young adult, it was hard for the doctors to gauge); very strong for his size, and has a few muscle tics that crop up time to time. He often flicks his arms towards his ears when he's startled or upset. He clutches his head when he's in any form of pain - a habit his adoptive parents put down to whatever caused the nasty-looking crown-like scar around his hairline.
He's also extremely protective of the baby monkey adopted as his little brother. MK, nicknamed due to confusion in processing his adoption papers, grows from a baby to a teenager in the typical amount of time, whilst Peaches barely grows at all. The two are inseparable, with MK loudly worshipping his big brother as the strongest, smartest brother in the whole wide world! Peaches even gains a fan with MK's school yard friend Mei.
Tang and Pigsy nearly had heart attacks the first time Peaches accidentally broke a fridge, or shattered a glass in his hand, or put a hole through the wall with his fist. Seeking out a way to teach their son how to manage his inner strength, an old friend was contacted for help. Sandy was surprised to be contacted after so long, but the sight of Pigsy and Tang's nervous, extremely strong son, made sense. The boy was afraid to hold any creature for fear of hurting them, even extending to his own baby brother. Sandy made sure to help the monkey demon measure and control his strength with lessons in martial arts and meditation. The boy also became a delightful companion for teatime, becoming fascinated in the properties of the different blends.
Peaches also has an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. The second he grasped reading and writing, he wanted to know more. More about the world and the things in it. And he'd later gain a fixation for plants and medicine, on the track to becoming a doctor or a pharmacist if he so chose to.
But for now he's earning his keep (jokingly says Pigsy, he'd never kick out his eldest son) as a busboy and delivery driver for Pigsy's Noodles alongside his baby brother MK.
At least until he was called to deliver to a construction site deep into the city, and instead of a customer he found Princess Iron Fan, Red Son, and the legendary Ruyi Jingu Bang. Peaches was never a fairytale buff, but Papa Tang had read him and MK seemingly every book under the sun about this side of mythology - and if he weren't mistaken, there was a very good reason that the Staff was wedged into that mountain.
So without thinking he grabs if from Red Son's mechanical arm, his brain only catching up afterwards that he shouldn't be able to.
DBK: "SUN WUKONG!" Peaches: "Uh, no!? I'm just Peaches!"
The ginger monkey runs from the site, all three members of the Demon Bull family hot on his tail, but not just out for vengeance, but for concern. Why did he not remember them?
Peaches runs home, certain that Papa Tang knew what was going on, and why he was able to lift the Monkey King's Staff.
When the family makes it to Flower Fruit Mountain in search for the real Monkey King and to get some answers, they discover something horrifying.
Peaches is the Monkey King.
So how come he doesn't remember being him?
Tune in as the mystery unfolds >:3
#submission#others art#peach soup au#sun wukong#lmk mk#qi xiaotian#lmk pigsy#lmk tang#freenoodles being parents#lmk aus#lmk#lego monkie kid#memory loss au
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