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Waittt, what did you mean with your last post?? I don't want to spoil myself so I'm waiting for the nightmare before christmas event to arrive on the eng server before diving deep into the wiki. But I HAVE to know; were there hints of Lilia joining in for a rerun or a sequel ??? Your big "OR IS IT???" filled me with way too much hope !! please tell me it wasn't a bit : (
there was a little teaser at the end that implied there'll be a sequel event, though we don't really know anything beyond that! I do think it's likely we'll get the other half of the cast in it, even if it's just wishful thinking on my part. 🤞🤞 NIGHTMARE SUITS FOR EVERYONE!!!!
as far as I know there's been no confirmation on whether it's going to be next year's Halloween event or a separate thing (the snow makes me think it'll be more Christmas-themed, or otherwise more related to the plot of the original movie) so. we're probably going to have to wait quite a while before we find out anything solid. :') they really do love just dropping these things on us and then watching us go absolutely wild with speculation while they watch like
#joseimuke games are serious business#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#me the second i saw the question mark at the end: ahhhh so that's why lilia couldn't be in it#(nods sagely) they were saving him for the second one. yes. of course.#to get more into event spoilers though (so stop reading here if you're avoiding them for now!)#this does explain some things i was wondering about!#like the stitch event didn't follow the movie at all so i wasn't really surprised that this didn't either#but i WAS surprised that oogie wasn't so much as mentioned#if he's also being saved for the second part then that makes a lot more sense#though i am sorry that jamil won't get to meet the man made of bugs 😔#however i am very excited for lilia and floyd to wreak chaos across not one but two holidays!#half the characters: now hold on can we talk about this before --#lilia and floyd: (already shoving santa into a bag) KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS#i guess the real question is...if this is for next halloween are we gonna get an oogie boy to go along with it#how many handsome animes can they squeeze out of this franchise? more than you'd expect#wait so does this mean the rhythmic being essentially the opening to the movie was like...foreshadowing or something#or am i overthinking it as per usual#(eng i am praying for you that this rhythmic won't get eaten by the music licensing monsters and replaced with some generic instrumental)#(it is SO cute i love it SO much)
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back in the trenches... another book 7 rambles 😭😭
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CRYING ABOUT THIS ACTUALLY.... DO YOU KNOW THE IMPLICATION OF THIS.... realistically, one of the first words of babies are referring to their mothers and the last "true parent" that held Silver was his mother, Princess Leia, but here baby Silver called out for his father, and Lilia didnt taught him that😭
Now these words might be calling out to Lilia now, but I'm also thinking since TWST is a world where babies can recall words or songs they heard even when theyre "not concious yet", I was thinking baby Silver heard this word when he was still with Dawn 😭😭😭 Imagine Dawn holding this baby and guiding him to speak his first words like "papa"... and thats like Dawn's last moment with Silver... AAAAA 😭😭😭😭
since this was still infant Silver, I was thinking this memory occured when Silver was adopted by Lilia only a week or months ago 😭✨ so its still possible that baby silver was reacting based on his past (which can potentially be baby Silver is remembering Dawn through Lilia in this scene)
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AAAAAAAUAGFJWJFS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 The fact!!!! The fact that he only took after being his father because he didnt want to deny this baby's affection !!!! LILIAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#disney twst#lilia vanrouge#tws silver#silver vanrouge#ISTGG IM SO SLOW WITH READING BOOK 7 BCS 1) MY CARDS ARE SO WEAK AT THE BATTLE MAPS#IM ALWAYS STUCK ON SOME FRUSTRATING TILE#AND ALSO BECAUSE ITS EMOTIONALLY DISTRESSING 😭😭😭#gotta mentally prepare myself bcs i end up with these posts with paragraphs long of me#just overthinking the details and sobbing at my preconceived story JHDIAHFJWD#diasomnia#twst book 7#twst diasomnia#twst wonderland#twst analysis#twst knight of dawn#twst dawn knight#im always kike... i finish one chapter and i gotta close my app to compose myself JDJKAKD#THEY ARE THE WORST FOR MY MENTAL HEALT EVER#i didnt mean to post this on main 💀but whatever jahfjwhs
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Rereading chapter 6 of Journey to the West with my bros is giving me SUCH an appreciation for Erlang WHY DOES EVERYONE ALWAYS WRITE HIM SO EDGY AROUND SWK?? THIS CHAPTER IS LITERALLY LIKE
Erlang: what a fiend, wdym this guy gets to call himself Equal to Heaven
Erlangs sworn bro squad: stop admiring him and go fight ya weirdo.
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Monkeys: SOMEONE’S HERE TO FIGHT YOU KING
Sun Wukong: HOL UP HE’S LIKE, SO COOL LOOKING THO? AYO?? I see you bro, i pick up what u putting down, u STYLIN [insert a poem about how cool Erlang looks]
Erlang, grinning: what’s up stable boy
Sun Wukong, grinning wider: where’s your mama at
Erlang: HAHAHA FIGHT. ME.
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Dude the whole time they are just having their time of their lives
Other observations are just absolutely FASCINATING to see Guanyin orchestrate everything. She’s the one that suggests Erlang. She knows how to get Erlang to go fight SWK because you bet that dude ignores summons from his uncle. She knows how to peak his interest, knows he won’t kill—did you know he wasn’t trying to kill monkey king? Most of the other people who fought him fought with the intent to capture or KILL but Erlang just wanted to fight. Also dude the way Erlang’s strategy was at 500% I could ramble on about how the fight went because it was like, Erlang tells people where to go and what to do, then goes to fight. Monkey King matches everything he does until his monkeys get scared and then he’s APPALLED by that and starts running away. Erlang chases him, monkey king just LEAVES the entrapment, goes and pays Erlangs house a visit, Erlang pulls up, fights him all the way back to Flowerfruit mountain, then tells everyone to stand on guard, all his guys make a circle around them fight ring style to keep monkey king from escaping and they go back to fighting. Guanyin looks down and goes “ohhhh y’know I’d love to help….. I’ll throw my vase down….” And Lao Zi steps in going “Nono your vase will break I’ll do it.” Dude it’s SO WILD how she orchestrates everything. Bro hits monkey king in the head with his bracelet (diamond snare,) monkey king gets bit by dog, then gets tied the heck up and stabbed and they gottem. Like….bro, and then Erlang’s like y’all go home i got this I’ll take him back—DUDE MY MIND IS WHIRLING, listen this is a really really good book y’all should read it. I’m just rambling this isn’t a real analysis post or anything I’m just WOUGH BRAIN FULL, Guanyin is the source of so many things, she’s the reason Sun Wukong was captured, the reason he’s alive, the reason he is freed later, she’s his defender, his doom, she’s where he goes when no one else listens to him, she’s the reason he started a redemption without him knowing, i’M THINKING REAL INTENTLY ABOUT THIS. I don’t remember which translation this is but OUGHHHH it’s crazy.
Chapter 6 man, it’s so good
#Knox rambles#journey to the west#jttw#the NEED i have to draw some of the visuals I’m getting while reading this OUGH#I’m overthinking this all i’m just really into it rn#might get posts like this once a week or so from me depending on how often my bros and i are able to sit down and read to each other#please don’t take this all too seriously I’m literally just word vomiting head empty jttw REALLY good book and super interesting
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Obsession with a piece of media so bad you cannot stop talking about it to your friends and trying to make them watch it but then feeling guilty because you’re worried you might have bashed your interest onto them too much
#yes this is about tbom#anyone watch tbom with me pls#i need that adhd diagnosis tho bc idk if i can call these hyperfixations or are these just my phases or smth#the book of mormon#tbom#tbom musical#the book of mormon musical#bom#bom musical#book of mormon#book of mormon musical#musicals#how do I tag this if im not sure I have adhd#yapping#overthinking#??? idk
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Verbs conjugations in spanish are so specific it's not necessary to write the pronoun to indicate if it's first, second or third person.
It would eat you alive = te comería vivo.
Is a very direct translation but without "eso" (it) because is not needed.
However, it/eso generally has an objectified connotation which makes sense as Bill distances himself from the monster so Ford makes no connection.
But in spanish, since no pronoun is used, it feels more like a hint than a cover-up.
#the book of bill#billford#And since I'm a Fannibal it sounded like flirting lmao#I'm not saying it's a bad translation. It just feels different#Cus even if conjugations are usually specific sometimes they're written the same way#Idk how to explain... It's like the ''-ies" rule in English for third person#This is probably just a me thing#Idk what other spanish-speaker fans think#obviously the editorial wouldnt thought much about this#It's not that deep. But I like overthinking#Ok I edit it a bit cus I felt like I didnt explain it very well
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im curious—keepblr, what’s your favorite book? not your favorite book in the series, but what’s your overall favorite book or book series?
im curious what percentage of peoples favorite is keeper vs not
keeping the options simple--if I missed one, put it in the tags :)
bonus: if you tell me what your favorite book/book series is, I'll give you a good grade in Tumblr Poll, something both normal to want and possible to achieve
*if you are not part of keepblr, please do not vote so as not to skew results. thanks!
#kotlc#keepblr autocorrected to leonor???#anyway. no see results I don't like how they mess with the data#this was inspired by me being like huh. keeper isn't like. anywhere near my top ten of books/series. and yet it's the majority of my blog#wonder if that's true for others#hopefully I covered all my bases option wise I'm probably overthinking it#added the intended audience disclaimer because I know I've got a fair number of people who follow me for other things
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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i bet hunter has blonde moments a lot. he is such a little ditz sometimes.
#AGSVDJBDK#i think he has a lot of ''ditz'' moments because hes got a lot of tabs open in his brain at the same time#whenever hes too busy overthinking the more convoluted stuff he somehow forgets small but crucial details#once he starts attending hexside he gets bullied by his own locker#it keeps trying to eat him#and hes like i wont let this stop me#so he makes a potion that puts his locker to sleep for the whole school day#gus: wow awesome plan.#hunter: [smug] yeah...#gus: but uh. you need your locker to be awake in order to get your books out. whats the plan there?#hunter: ....wait...shit....
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Sometimes I hate making choices, you know? Even miniscule ones. Choosing what to read is even a struggle sometimes. Or choosing what to watch on TV. Because there's too much. There's at least 5 different options for every scenario, it feels like. And it's easy to get paralyzed by indecision. I've had it happen multiple times lately when I try to read. I don't know if that means my comics hyperfixation is slowly ending, or if it just means i'm suffering regular boredom and indecision. Either way, it can suck to deal with it.
And you know, it's not just a book thing. I feel it with tv too. I don't keep up with everything as well as I could. I'm still behind on Bob's Burgers, I never finished Batman 1966, I have a bunch of other things to watch that i've never seen, etc. It really sucks. Because once these thoughts start, they fester and linger and mess with you.
#indecision kills me#metaphorically of course#it's just rough to not know what to do#sigh...#indecision#indecisive#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#thoughts#my posts#vent#ventings#venting#vent post#vent posts#vents#reading#hyperfixation#hyperfixations#comics#comic books#comic#overthinking#sigh.
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Idk how unpopular this opinion might be, but am I the only one who thinks both Leona and Jamil's plans on their respective books were stupid and pointless??
Like Leona refuses Malleus' retirement from Magical Shift, but then tries to incapacitate him and his team? So why didn't he just let him retire in the first place?? What was the point in refusing then?
And then Jamil tries to get Kalim expelled? Honestly, did he really think that Kalim's parents wouldn't force him to leave as well so he could keep up his work as his servant? What makes him think they'll allow him to stay if Kalim gets sent back? In general I disagree with Jamil's angle for his plan, but this part in particular just doesn't make sense to me
In conclusion, I'm not outright saying this is bad writing (it could be, idk), but my in-universe explanation is that, since overblots happen due to a poor mental health state, this translated for Leona and Jamil, characters who are depicted as smart and with great critical-thinking abilities, into poor decision-making and an incapacity to look at the bigger picture. These two characters who have unhealthy coping mechanisms to avoid their problems and emotions suddenly get too emotional and are unable to think straight
#and this is the part where people tell me i'm wrong /j#i might be overthinking it. idk#yami talks#meta#twst meta#twst book 2#twst book 4#twst#disney twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#jamil viper#scarabia#leona kingscholar#savanaclaw#malleus draconia mention#kalim al asim mention
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dating apps scare me and i'm learning i might be too neurotic for a meet cute lmao at this point does someone just want to get arranged married? i feel like I could handle that better
#i got a cute girl's number on line at a book signing the other night and we haven't texted each other at all yet#and now i'm overthinking it and stressing and like i THINK we were flirting the other night but were we really flirting???#i don't know anything about her or what she wants from me and GOD THIS IS SO STRESSFUL#the mortifying ordeal of being known or whatever 😔#about to send a risky text and then not check my phone for 5-7 business days#the maddie diaries
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#i'm so fr when i'm saying the yaoification of kimdokja is killing me#how did we go from -> his thinness and smaller stature being the result of childhood and always brought up as something he dislikes/is bad#(and also no longer a thing as long as the system is around since it buffs him up. but whatever i guess)#to yay he's so smol ☺���#i cannot get over this is it killing me#and don't get me started on the very capable guy that overthinks everything (while having the social skills of an egg)#to ->#he tried to fry an egg in a pan with the shell still on 😊#WHAT BOOK DID YOU GUYS READDD
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these are most of the sketchbook pages ive done so far this year ..
#YAY#ive done a fair amount considering i started it a month ago and ive been quite busy#but what im pleased about is that aside from the red dwarf collage piece i posted there's nothing else in here that ive posted online#until now anyway lol#i enjoy posting of course but im trying to move away from Making Art With Posting In Mind#and just Make Art and Post It Some Time If I Feel Inclined#i will always crave attention and notifications eventually BUT it's good to just make stuff for the fun of it and then when i get a moment#post stuff that im happy with#im trying to do more studies right now as opposed to just fanart#and also maintain the collage/journal stuff but more in an ugly way/just plonking receipts down#also i started doing the thing of using up leftover acrylic paint from other activities by just covering a page with it#im pretty happy with how this book is going overall#ive made peace with the fact that i cannot have an ugly sketchbook i.e. a truly messy spontaneous sketchbook#if i have supremely ugly (to me) stuff in there it vexes me#BUT i am managing to keep a balance and be more spontaneous/not overthink every page#whilst still making every page something that looks okay and is sometimes complementary of another page#anyway. what's she even on about.#journal#sketchbook
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“First couple of practices he put Tiger Balm in my jock. Then he took my gear outside and threw it on the roof. And then he began to belittle me in front of my teammates, the coaches, whoever would listen to him. He’d make fun of my clothes, the way I spoke. He was two years older than me and a rising star, and he wielded his power over me like I was nothing — like I was subhuman.
If you’ve heard of me, you’ve heard of the hazing incident that took place that season. Thanks to this guy, that was the way I was introduced to the entire hockey world. I was the kid who wouldn’t go along with it. The kid who didn’t “get” the culture.
I dreamed of my parents reading in the paper back home about their son scoring a hat trick in his first game, or leading his team to the playoffs. Instead they had to hear about my refusal to strip naked and get in a bathroom in the back of the team bus with three other rookies. And, somehow, the whole issue was treated like some sort of discussion. I read headlines like, WAS WHAT HAPPENED TO AKIM ALIU WRONG?”
— Hockey Is Not For Everyone (2020), by Akim Aliu. READ HERE
“When Akim Aliu first told his story in 2020, my reaction was that he was soft and needed to toughen up. In my mind, he was a terrible team player and he sounded like an egotistical, cancerous presence. We all participated in the same initiations, we were all treated terribly by veteran players, and racism was just something that we normalized. I thought he was the issue; it was our job to conform to the norms of the hockey world. Varying from those norms, especially as a player of colour, was highly frowned upon. What’s said in the room stays in the room, and it appeared to me that Akim was breaking the hockey code wherever he went […]
In his letter, he remembered being told that he didn’t get the “culture” of hockey. I now realize that we never understood the word culture. We used the word as an excuse, or an alibi, to carry out these hideous acts on minors that had been a tradition for decades. The difference for me was that I looked the same as everyone else. I soon realized that I was the issue, not Akim. Throughout my career, I was complicit in this behaviour, and I never stood up to stop it. I was ignorant.”
- Conflicted Scars: An Average Player’s Journey To the NHL (2022), by Justin Davis.
#nhl#nhl ice hockey#ice hockey#justin davis#akim aliu#i’ve picked up conflicted scars today. it’s a harrowing read. but i think if i want to love this sport long term i need to do it#with my eyes open#me: let’s get into a fun light hobby#me: let’s overthink it actually. let’s start reading books and academic papers about it#me: let’s also start taking it so seriously that we want to write essays about it#source gathering#cw: racism#cw: bullying
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How we feeling in this fine SOTR day, fam?
Because I’m feeling…something for sure!
#the cover sure is…something#the blurb is fine (better than the cover)#as always The Hunger Games fandom continues to overthink things#or at least my little friend group in the discord.#I have no doubt that the book will be great in terms of content!#for right now… The silence is loud#I just know that this could’ve been so much better in a myriad of facets.#because this is just going to be the same thing that we started with#The only thing that will be new to us are a few characters and possibly a place name and that’s it.#also the more that I think about it the more hideous the cover becomes#and the blurb as well. This doesn’t give us anything new!#The blurb literally tells us everything that we already know from Everlark watching his games in catching fire#nothing fun or exciting.#this could’ve been so much better! Give us more! I’m bored and sad and disappointed!#me#my post#the hunger games#thg#sunrise on the reaping#SOTR
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common misconception i see about claudia is that she's a grown woman trapped inside a child's body. while this isn't technically incorrect, it leaves out a major aspect of her character that isn't often addressed and serves to make her all the more tragic. see claudia is less a woman who's been forced into a child's body and more a child who is and will always be a child no matter how long she lives. don't misunderstand, she's blindingly intelligent, she certainly has the intellect of a grown adult, but she does not and never will possess the wisdom and maturity of an actual adult. all of the vampires in the series, claudia included, essentially exist in a state of limbo as though frozen in time, their organs petrified and unable to grown or age. in claudia's case specifically her brain ceased to finish developing at 14. her frontal lobe will never come in, because its development got cut off while she was still a child. it's why she often makes choices that aren't always rational, or why she might be blind to the intentions of others, namely the parisian coven. its part of why she can't see that she's being toyed with, and why she has such a desire for community, a desire to fit in and be seen as mature. that's the thing that makes her so tragic to me, she wants nothing more than to be seen as an adult, even though, in the eyes of both mortals and her immortal peers, she is not and never will be one. if anything, her attempts to do so will always and forever be seen as childish, like a little girl trying on her mother's oversized high heels for the first time.
#i love her so much#and shes literaly smarter than everyone around her#but a smart kid is still just a kid at the end of the day#interview with the vampire#claudia my beloved#it doesnt matter how you dress or what you look like or how many books you read#youre stuck in time just like all the other vampires#sidenote: im pretty sure this is part of why armand is so chaotic in both the books and show#he got turned at 20#im gonna hold ur hand when i say this armand#but your frontal lobe is undercooked too#in the books its worse he only gets turned at 15#like intelligence wise armand and claudia are adults#but emotionally? developmentally? from an extremely technical standpoint??#no#shes not#shes a little girl begging to be chosen first and cared for and respected#at her core#ofc this is j my take on both her book and show counterparts#this might be me overthinking things but i think this is what the biggest tragedy surrounding her is
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