#me? overboard? never!

[y0itsbri]

tagged for macy's tag game tuesday on a thursday by such a great group of pals omg thanks for thinking of me!!! @celestialmickey @mishervellous @ian-galagher @creepkinginc @gallavich-headcanon @heymrspatel @rereadanon @vintagelacerosette @mrsinistertype @shameless-notashamed <3

tea, coffee, or soda? teaaaa, but i also love a good ginger ale or root beer!

dogs or cats? both can be absolute angels, but i have a cat so i think i'm contractually obligated to say cats

can you play an instrument? i used to play violin and piano (i can't anymore and my keyboard mocks me from the corner of my room) and i dabble in the guitar now and have jam seshes w my dad 🎸

what’s your sun sign? leo the lion ♌🦁

first song lyrics that pop into your head? KOOL KIDS by maneskin 🤘

Cool kids they do not use floss Marry me in the countryside Honestly I don't give a fuck I'm addicted to Rock 'N' Roll, yeah

do you have any tattoos? zero! but i look up tattoo designs almost daily

favorite place you’ve traveled? i fondly remember bits of pieces from some trips growing up, but i remember the most from when i went to the bahamas w my dad when i was in high school. it was the first big trip just the two of us and it was beautifullll. the water was so clear and we snorkled and saw cool creatures (even if the waves nearly took me out sdfhksd). we rode a scooter around the island and got pancakes at the diner and played so many games of chess. i got some braids in my hair by the locals bc i could not manage my hair in the humidity and i thought it made me so pretty. went to a bonfire and show thing and got a conch shell that we had displayed in our living room for awhile. it was special.

what’s the last movie you watched? happiest season! the cast is stackedddd w queer icons. great shit

what languages do you speak? english, kinda spanish, kinda kinda kinda italian

do you have any hobbies? (i am consulting an Ultimate List of Hobbies for this so i am being very generous and general and reminding myself of the things i enjoy) reading, writing, crafting, creating, painting, drawing, sculpting, designing, curating, making bracelets, fashion, dance, yoga, walking, darts, frisbee golf, table tennis, mini golf, billiards, ice skating, kayaking, hiking, watching media, attending concerts, attending theater performances, listening to music, playing the guitar, nature watching, bird watching, people watching, spending time with loved ones, social media scrolling, gardening, geoguessr, shopping, sudoku, word searches, organizing, cleaning, making picrews, eating, learning languages, zoo/ aquarium visiting, museum visiting, picnicking, biology, rock collecting, sea shell collecting, stuffed toy collecting, insect collecting, learning.

you can hang out with one fictional character for an hour, who do you choose? edward cullen. we would either love or hate each other and 13 year old me needs to know

compliment yourself: uuuuuhhhhhhhhh. i give good forehead and cheek kisses to my cat <3

late but still gotsta tag @grumpymickmilk and @pinkmatter-mp3 <3

[cerubean]

pls help im trapped in build mode

** original build: casa do mar by baelaisa

[chaoticlandworlder]

What is with the practically psychotic hate for Lance Stroll? I'm not even his fan- more indifferent- but the hate he gets is sickening. Like just see the recent 'Never have I ever' vid- so many top comments on youtube, instagram etc. are just spouting shit about him (attacking his looks, calling him window licker wtf etc.) based off the 'Never have I ever stood up someone question' (and of course they conveniently ignore all the other drivers that also said they have because it's trendy to hate on Stroll).

Of course, standing up someone sucks but first of all we have no context at all, and more importantly, it's clear the commenters don't actl give a shit about that because they're only hating on Stroll. This is literally just one instance of the way these F1 'fans' are so quick to seize any opportunity to put down Lance. Honestly, it's so off-putting, pathetic and sad.

[even-disco-baby]

YOU — “No. There is still a chance.”

DOLORES DEI — “You think so?” Her voice is weary.

EMPATHY — Everything about her is weary. She is the Innocence of weariness, of heroically borne suffering.

CONCEPTUALIZATION — That is the picture you have painted for yourself, at any rate.

YOU — “You looked back. That’s the memory, the moment, that I can’t stop returning to. You looked back. I had a chance, for just that moment…”

DOLORES DEI — She meets your eye, gaze still forever cast back over her shoulder. Time stops. The stars are stilled, the ocean silent. There is *nothing* beyond this memory. Nothing at all. All of infinity is contained in this single moment when anything and everything was possible.

“Oh, Harry…” She sighs, soft as eiderdown. “We never had any chance.”

And just like that, the wave of time collapses under its own weight, obliterating everything. This moment was six years ago. She is gone from here. Gone, gone…

PAIN THRESHOLD — You cannot leave. There was nothing outside of this moment, and now there is nothing at all. It’s all gone. There is no point. I’m sorry. I can’t do this any longer.

VOLITION — Please, don’t say that…

“Okay. Well, fuck me, then.”

“How would *you* know?! You gave up! You didn’t even try!”

“We *must* have had a chance, at some point… Doesn’t everyone get a chance, if nothing more?”

“How could you say that…?”

DOLORES DEI — “Because it’s true,” she says, matter-of-fact. “There is no moment in time that you can turn back to, no branching paths, no infinity. There is only what happened. I looked back… and then away.” She closes her eyes, turning her back to you.

“The moment ended. *We* ended. That is all.”

SHIVERS — A wave crashes against an unseen shore, ocean spray tickling the back of your neck. You shiver, but no one shivers with you. You are alone in this intersection. Why are you here?

“Why can’t *I* end?! Why can’t this all just stop? Please, make it stop…”

“Ended? I’ve barely even started! I got a chance to start completely over as somebody new! I don’t need you anymore! You’re just dead weight to me now.”

“No. That wasn’t the real ending. We’re a part of something so much bigger than this intersection, telling a story that encapsulates all of history! There’s *more* to this, it *means* something.”

“Then… What am I supposed to do now…?”

DOLORES DEI — “No, Harry.” She turns back to you again now, and she looks… sad.

“We were not metaphors. We were people. Our narrative was not intelligently designed. It simply followed the patterns of history, because those are the only patterns we *know.* We tried to create something new, but we failed. There is no narrative reward for our failure, no satisfactory ending. There is only the immutable past and the unknowable future.”

RHETORIC — There is no assurance of what is good or deserved or what may bring relief. There is no assurance of punishment, either. There is no assurance of anything. Not even of a future. I don’t know what to say to make this bearable.

VOLITION — Even so… As long as you live, *something* is promised. Can you live with that?

I can’t, I just can’t do this anymore…

I can. It’s enough.

I don’t know. I just don’t know.

I can at least try for a little longer…

VOLITION — That’s all I ask. That’s enough.

[nyatbinary-81]

@vulpixisananimal alters HATE them! solve every problem with this one neat trick! [gives the body a heart attack]

[cheaploafs]

late night cuddles

[benevolenterrancy]

He’s not going to cry. Neither of them should be crying, preferably, but it definitely can’t be both, because that way only leads to disaster.

I just finished reading Rotten Work by ShanaStoryteller and it completely suckerpunched me with uncle-nephew feels so have an emotional Jin Ling with Wei Wuxian

[ray-elgatodormido]

Uhhh spontaneous sketch of my very own Lü Bu design. Trying some shit out but I really want to make a design for him that captures that same feeling of dread when I first encountered him ever. Cause tbh most of his DW designs really aren’t doing it for me, I can’t really bring myself to take him seriously in those games. I do think he looks quite scary in Total War 3K, Records of Ragnorok and of course Wo Long so I kinda just tried to get the vibe.

For the record his blindfold is mostly to secure the mask in place and is see through. So it really just obscures his vision and hides his eyes for that dramatic look. My reasons being that in order to quench his boredom and seek thrill, he purposefully gives himself a handicap by making it harder to see. Also masks hot.

Aaaaaand I think I may have made him look more hot than intimidating but that’s just how it goes ig. Uh how did I do?

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

Dreaming of having a place where I can grill/bbq outside someday because I am so, so tired of going to gatherings with grills controlled by dudes who don't know how to fucking season anything 😭

[hikarinokusari]

Let's say it counts as my Strahdtober entry even if it has nothing to do with the prompt. Keeping up the fake illustrations of what if scenarios. This time with the sweet Volenta, who I enjoy very much as a DM. I've always thought of her as the mad dog Strahd would unleash on the party. She worships her master in my game, so I thought of drawing her in a desecrated place... Sent to choose a sacrificial lamb for her Dreadful Lord ... or to answer the vain prayers players would made for Barovia to get better.

I will polish things one day, I’m just playing around and don’t have energy to do clean things.

[princess-of-the-corner]

Thinking a little on how one of Season 1-3 Adrien's biggest traits was being rebellious against his father.

He's first introduced as going against Gabriel's wishes and enrolling himself in school. He's constantly sneaking out to go hang with his friends. He even teaches Kagami to do the same thing.

And then in Season 4-5 his whole thing is about being obedient and too scared to even try going against Gabriel to the point that even when he /is/ Magically controlled into obeying despite wanting to think for himself, no one at all questions why he's suddenly like this.

[cerulean-fantasy]

Ras’virelan

SO i'm not sure what to write here exactly, but yeah!! a quick impulsive little fanart of a character in @noverturemusings's fanfic: In the face of your light. which utterly RUINED me and everyone and their dog should go and read it. i am holding you at gunpoint

[bitternace]

goku & 59 (genius i know)

don't know where it all went wrong

[ID: a digital drawing of goku and baby gohan from dragon ball z. the background is transparent at the top, with a blue sky leading up to a saiyan space pod. goku is in profile with his brow furrowed and his back to the audience as he holds the turtle battle pose. he is shown from the waist up and colored in black and white. gohan is inside the pod directly above goku, colored in flat colors, he has either hand pressed to the vibrant red of the pod's window, expression is worried. /end ID.]

[meownotgood]

japan haul!!!!!!!!! geez I buy way too much

[swordmaid]

having shri’iia thoughts as one does bc GUESS who’s save file completely died when the new patch came out nooo we have to replay her again 🤭 alas. just stewing on the thought of how she never got to fuck her Mistress even though she wanted to…!!!! like she was out there getting psychologically tortured and mind broken but she was just like WHY won’t you fuck me im literally doing everything for you. which is so bad for her, woman who already has an excruciatingly low self worth because she missed the mark on the standard for lolth’s children (and that’s worse than not fitting in the standard at all) by something out of her own control btw (not being born in a noble house) but she’s been recognised and blessed by her goddess, and she’s been invited to join a drow house so everything should be good right?? she should be desirable right?? finally everything is correct and well and good and the way it should be right????? but no..!! it’s not..!! and so she’s doing everything for this woman, no dignity left, literally doing anything to get her approval, to be told that she’s finally enough, and she’s finally fitting in - and she gets it sometimes, she gets ignored most times tbh and it’s just this painful excruciating stew of self loathing and insecurity that she’s in, and she’s in there for a century but the thing is she can’t even give up. it’s not in her nature to. and she’s done too much to just give up , and she’s been doing this for a long time that she can’t give up and lolth didn’t raise no quitters so she sticks by it, trying to achieve that hopeless praise. but then one day she gets dropped like nothing, everything she’s done and suffered and worked towards and sacrificed gets thrown out bc her goddess isn’t pleased with her and good luck going home btw you’re not welcome here anymore bc ur pathetic. the rug gets pulled under her feet and she’s left in this strange world that she can barely navigate in let alone speak the language and u expect her to b fine with that…?

[bangcakes]

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