#me: hates feeling lonely

[signanothername]

Dream’s room within Nightmare’s castle

This comic takes place after Nightmare’s theoretical death that I discussed before >:)

A bit of context under readmore

[lully-jo]

I wonder how many people really love and relate to Alisaie because they too were the girl who struggled to understand how folks around her could act like suffering and selfishness and hivemind behavior was normal and their softness was called a weakness and so they built up an abrasive exterior to force people to take them seriously and now they don't know how to be vulnerable without feeling embarrassed or cringe even though they still feel things so deeply it's almost suffocating...

[butchxenomorph]

why is being a young butch kind of the most isolating feeling ever

[doomwithaview]

2016 vs 2024

they will never stop going “omg that’s us!” at every pair of slightly dan and phil things they see :’)

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[strawbbfluff]

Maybe the single life is for me

[jade-len]

you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."

gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling

and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!

but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever

i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.

i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3

[bobcross1010]

NONONO EVERYONE SHUT THE HELL UP. HEAR ME OUT.

WxS cover of I'm Glad You're Evil Too by PinocchioP.

LOOK AT THE LYRICS

loooOOOOK CLOSELY. LOOK VERRRYYY CLOSELY. AND HEAR ME OUT. HEAR ME OUT

AND IM TALKING FULL COVER PLUS MIKU BECAUSE MIKU SLAYS.

nOT RUINENE OR RUIKASA OR EMUNENE OR EMUKASA OR NENEKASA OR EMURUI. ALL OF THEM. WITH RUINENE AND EMUKASA ALT COVERS. OR NENEKASA. BECAUSE I LIKE NENEKASA COVERS.

BUT LISSTEENNN LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN DO YOU SEE THE VISION. DO TYOU SEE IT THE SO G IS LITERALLY ABOUT AN OUTCAST. FINDING SOMEONE WHO IS JUST LIKE THEM. AND BEING LONELY TOGETHER AND HAVING FUN EVEN THOUGH THE REST OF THE WORLD SEEMS RO HATE THEM. THEY'RE HAVING FUN. AND THEYRE IN LOVVEEE

AND I KNOOOWWW "but it also fits n25!!!! The singer sees themselves as 'evil' and it could be like how n25 all hated themselves and then they found each other and are slowly healing!!" BUT LOOK AT RUI KAMISHIRO. LOOK AT HIM. RIGHT NOW. DO YOU SEE THAT MAN. HOW HE USED TO BE AN OUTCAST. LOOK AT HIM NOW. HE'S WITH PEOPLE WHO ACCEPT HIM. PEOPLE WHO WERE ALL LONELY TOO.

TSUKASA, WHO WAS LEFT ALONE IN THE HOUSE DUE TO HIS SISTERS ILLNESS AND FORCED TO GROW UP FASTER AND CARE FOR HIMSELF AND PROVIDE A DISTRACTION SO FUCKING HARD THAT HE LOST SIGHT OF HIS TRUE FEELINGS

EMU, WHO HAD BEEN LOOKED DOWN UPON BY HER FAMILY FOR HER CHILDISH DREAMS AND LOSING THE ONE PERSON WHO SHARED THOSE SAME DREAMS AND EVEN INSPIRED THEM

NENE, WHO HAD ALWAYS BEEN CHARACTERIZED AS THE SHY ONE AND MESSED UP A SHOW SO HARD SHE THOUGHT SHE COULD NEVER GET UP ON STAGE AGAIN AND DEVELOPED STAGE FRIGHT.

AND RUI, THE OUTCAST AND THE WEIRD KID HATED BY EVERYONE AND FORCED TO PUSH HIMSELF AWAY FROM SOCIETY AND LIVE A LIFE OF LONELY SOLITUDE.

AND LOOK AT HOW ALL FOUR OF THEM FOUND EACH OTHER.

AND LOOK AT HOW MUCH FUN THEYRE HAVING. EVEN IF THEY'LL LEAVE EACH OTHER ONE DAY, LOOK AT HOW MUCH THEY CARE FOR ONE ANOTHER. LOOK AT HOW HAPPY THEY ARE. LOOK AT HOW THANKFUL THEY ARE FOR EACH OTHER.

HOW THEY ALL LOVE EACH OTHER SO FUCKING MUCH. HOW THEY ALL WANT TO CHERISH THE TIME THEY HAVE TOGETHER BECAUSE ONE FUCKING DAY IT WILL END. HOW THEY'RE ALL SO GLAD THEY'RE WITH EACH OTHER AND THEIR LIVES ARE BETTER BECAUSE OF THAT.

I WONT EVER STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS I FUCKING LOVE WxS. FUCK

[manasurge]

Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)

[valewritessss]

I wish I could get my Leo Valdez solution too. Like, if I’m feeling left out, I should just get a gf/bf right? Because that definitely solves everything much more than learning to love myself and being okay with who I am. Right, Rick?

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry I always feel so hopeless...

I'm sorry I think ending myself is the only way out...

I'm sorry I don't take care of myself...

I'm sorry I don't study or work hard enough...

I'm sorry I'm so bad with money...

I'm sorry I sleep so much...

I'm sorry I don't go to therapy...

I'm sorry I dissociate so much...

I'm sorry I always want to relapse...

I'm sorry I don't try hard enough...

I'm sorry I want to give up...

I'm so sorry... You deserve so much better than me...

[aloneaasf]

i am such a burden to everyone at this point i don’t know where to turn.

i’m not enough for anyone. i can’t do anything right.

i hate myself.

[dollster]

[arkiwii]

very sad still see the saria/silence divorce headcanon still going around

have you ever tried to consider that they never dated before lone trail because it would be unrealistic with the timeline and the events and also because it would be overshadowing the actual truth of why they couldn't get along

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Growing up in an extremely ultra religious, cult-like family was a mindfuck for multiple reasons but that doesn't stop unfortunately, even when you escape. For example, see: The overwhelming feeling of boiling hatred and shame for who you used to be.

The angry hatred for the past person I used to be, the version of myself that mindlessly parroted my family's beliefs and listened to their every command, constantly simmered under my skin and invaded my every thought. I was embarrassed of what I used to be- even as I made friends of different ethnicities and faiths, as I listened and explored new ideas and worlds that I never knew existed, as I started the first LGBTQ+ club at my school and volunteered with kids who deserved so much more- there was always a little voice in the back of my head.

"They would hate you if they knew what you were. They would hate the horrendous teachings that were seared into your mind, the things that you used to say and believe. You are nothing but a pretender."

And it is true that my beliefs were bigoted in all the worst ways. It is true that I believed truly heart-wrenching things without a second thought and judged others in such harsh and unfair ways. I told myself that there was no coming back from that, not really. There was nothing I could do to ever make up for it.

Then I remembered that the person who said those things wore velcro light up sneakers and collected finger puppets that the librarians handed out as awards for reading picture books. The person that held signs at pro-life rallies and anti-LGBTQ+ protests had a cherished sticker book and hunted minnows in the creek after school and adored their puffle on club penguin and was really into greek mythology and had skinned knees from climbing trees at recess and knew every Disney song by heart and was absolutely terrified of the dark.

That person was a child.

I was a child.

It took a really long time. Years and years of reflection and distance, but I've decided that I can't hate the past version of myself anymore. I feel pity and remorse, I feel anger- I feel so much fury and violent rage- at what my childhood was and I grieve what could- no, should- have been, but I no longer resent who I was.

I'm not ashamed.

I am so, so, so unbelievably proud of that little kid. For being brave enough to leave the comfort and safety of what I was told was right. For not being afraid to be wrong. For seeking out information and knowledge in a culture that praised ignorance. For questioning everything, relentlessly.

I am by no means a perfect person, I never have been and I never will, but I am proud of myself in every iteration that has ever existed because I know that I have never stopped trying to understand and learn and grow, and I never will.

If you have ever been in a similar situation and feel similar things, first of all: My condolences on your lost childhood. Second of all: Please be nice to that past version of yourself and recognize all the hard work they did to make you who you are today. That person was a survivor and an inspiration. They deserve nothing but love.

[edwinspaynes]

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