#maybe this is for the best
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yk, for someone who hasn't been w a man (or anyone at all), im writing so much abt romance and angst like ?? where is this even coming from
#rica-talks ⭐️#i have zero (0) dating experience#and i dont like socializing w people#and they give me the ick so easily#maybe this is for the best#im happy gushing over fictional men and women#relationships dont really interest me that much#i currently identify as a pansexual#but sometimes i often think if im actually#a lesbian or an aro#bc i crush abt irl women but have no intentions in leveling up the relationship#and i have no desire to be in a relationship at all#mehhh#i'll figure it out someday
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Had to turn down work because of back pain and stress. 🙃
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Just got the news that Alan Wake II is on PS5 only (I have PS4 and am not upgrading anytime soon). Looks like I’ll be watching the play through and not experiencing it for myself 😢
#maybe this is for the best#it looks scary!#watching someone else play a scary game is easier than playing the scary game for me
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the only thing we need to relieve the 1989 era™ (taylor’s version) is to have taylor online here but I know she won’t
#and she has valid reasons#maybe this is for the best#but still#she was here like every day in 1989 era#😭#taylor swift#my posts#taylurking#1989 taylor’s version
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Ok seems like Twitter is just straight up broken so Uhmm. Great.
If you knew me from lobsterrocked on Twitter hi
#roon ramble#bruh#goodbye Twitter goodbye#maybe this is for the best#oh well hopefully I can get an active following of friends here too
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i just realised i won't be able to watch the abu dhabi race........
#AAAAAA sorry sebdan#maybe this is for the best#crying at this dude hoping to get an F1 date and me realizing that i actually won't be able to watch any of these next four races RIP#roulette
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i swear i had some weird fucking childhood crushes but i can't remember em
#maybe this is for the best#back as a repressed kid i thought to lie about crushes because it was Normal to have them#the first time i head the word was in 1st grade. and when my friends were talking abt it#i thought it was a guy you were friends with and when i said oh (guy friend) they went OOOOO and people#made the friendship weirddd#boys i have lied about having crushes on: coco martin. lawrence from 4th-5th grade#Thats it#our teacher in 6th grade did this joke thing where she paired us up romantically(?) and when my name came up#she paired me with a guy ive never spoken to much and i was like oh i need an appropriate Reaction so iii#idk anime girl giggled and covered my face? weird times like i knew i was bisexual then idk why i did that#i figured it out now so i dont have to lie about having crushes on boys i dont find attractive anymore👍🏼#speak iza
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Utorrent says Sharp Stick will download in 7 hours, are you kidding me? There will be nothing left for me gif by this time, come on 😅🙄
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Yeah heartbreak sucks but have you ever lost a friend
#i feel awful#i hurt them#i wish i could go back in time to tell myself not to do what i did#maybe we would still be great friends#maybe this is for the best#im so sorry#sad#depression
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also I made the conscious decision not to re-download tiktok so we'll see how long that lasts
#i always download it because i like looking at edits and then i end up falling down the fyp rabbit hole#like it was majority of my screen time#but last night i was actually able to like watch a movie without getting distracted so maybeeeeeee#maybe this is for the best
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i casually mentioned to this guy i’ve been hooking up with that id like to grab dinner with him if he wanted and he responded with “what time you coming over so we can fuck?”
#part of me really wants a relationship despite knowing i’m not really ready for one#really sucks :/#maybe this is for the best#casual sex has been like 80% awesome#just i dunno#it becomes too much eventually like some days i just want someone to hold me until i pass out#or to hold someone until they fall asleep
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if twitter didn't fucking ban me i could make tier lists and i would abuse the fuck out of that. maybe this is god's way to nerf me.
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QWT IS UNDERRATED i’m so happy they’re together!! and with sapnap yessss
qwt AND dreamnap <3 dream fans win this round
#perhaps if george had been in there i might've just had a heart attack and died ????#maybe this is for the best#smile.ask#anon
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things fall apart, part 1
there are two people from my school days that i’m no longer in contact with. one of them, a guy, was probably my best friend in high school.
my former best friend and i were super close. we did a lot of stuff together. clubs, studying, hanging out, and the like. however, there was this weird friction i had, where it felt like we were too similar, and given how much i hated myself at the time, it felt like that clouded my perception of him. one day junior year, he did something that caused me to split on him. our relationship didn’t get patched up for months, but then it did.
in college, he and i hung out quite a bit, but as my depression consumed me, i ended up losing contact with him for a while. a long while. after i started transitioning, we met up a few times again and it felt great to have him in my life once more.
there’s a rather uniquely horrible pain that comes when a friendship just... structurally degrades. i haven’t spoken to him in months now, despite reaching out. maybe something happened to him. maybe he didn’t get my messages. maybe he’s sick of me. maybe he has other stuff going on. i’ll never know because i don’t have any other way to get back in contact with him.
i miss him quite a lot.
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Start off your morning right by just snapping your glasses in fucking half
#love that#i cant see shit someone help me#maybe this is for the best#i dont have to look at myself anymore
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my body's been in such a funk that.. i forgot how to draw. i forgot everything.
#maybe this is for the best#if i forget how to do art i wont ever complain abt it again#doesnt matter. i wasnt getting anywhere anyway#the faces were so out of wack and esp my anatomy#the anatomy was the worst#i didnt even bother trying#so i shouldnt bother relearning#d-ont r-b#lms if u read pls#stu.txt
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