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What are your opinions on the reapers? I love the the lore surrounding them and the theology and mythology
And I love Thirteen
They're protector of souls
Personally I'm just a sucker for the idea of a kind and gentle Death that protects and guides you until it truly is your time to go to the point I even came up with lore for my ACNL town of all things that involves exactly that, so I like to imagine that the reapers in Obey Me work in a similar fashion
Plus we actually do get to see how Thirteen embodies exactly that. Just her expressing how much she used to dislike the human world back when death was at an all time high already shows that she's not really interested in the mere act of reaping souls or in the death of other beings. When she sees the way MC's soul sparkles for the first time in NB, she says she'll be looking forward to reaping it--once their time comes, that is
Then there are the soul candles, hidden at the very end of the Reaper's Cave, protected by various rules, and breaking any one of them results in being hit with a powerful curse. There wasn't really any reason she had to do it, it's just something she decided to implement after learning the Fountain of Knowledge functions similarly. When Lucifer is about to cursh MC's windpipe 'og lesson 16 Belphie' style, instead of jumping in and saving MC herself, she hands them the grimoire, letting MC decide for themself how they want to handle the situation. Also, if she truly is the friend Solomon referred to when talking about his childhood, then she's the one that asked him to protect humanity
So even if reapers at large aren't like this, at the very least Thirteen is essentially the embodiment of a kind and gentle Death that's rooting for you but that also won't stop you if you're stupid enough to go to a place that's literally called Mt. Imminent Death, and I think that's very sexy of her <3
Also YES, Thirteen is A QUEEN and deserves THE WORLD
#thank you for your ask anon!!#i keep using the lore i came up with for my animal crossing town in half of my wips btw bc i genuinely like it so much#maybe one day i'll share some of it#obey me#obey me thirteen#asks#mel's starry musings
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Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!
#14 days with you#to be tagged later#Sometimes a team is just Sephiroth; some random flower girl; and a dragoon from FFXIV#Like....... Look me in my eyes and tell me that one of Jiyan's abilities isn't just stardiver /silly#Anyways!! Sharing dis on my main only because it's just a sketch and doesn't feel ''official'' enough for da 14DWY blog#If I come back to this piece + retouch/put more effort into it maybe I'll reupload it there instead#But ya!! Any inconsistencies in Scar's outfit is because I was too busy staring at Taoqi <3#There was also absolutely no rhyme or reason as to why I drew Ren as Scar specifically too—#—Other than the fact that he WOULD rock da onigiri strip (RIP T_T) /ij /silly#Plus I was going to draw [REDACTED] as (WUWA SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!!) Geshu but?? Babes I don't think the timeline works out??#I really saw the marks in the same spot and was like “oh!! they're the same person :3” LIKE GIRL NO?? This is what happens when you skip cs#Geshu is still my number 1 next to Taoqi though (in terms of design) <3 I have a type teehee#Mayhaps I will draw [REDACTED] after all...... (It's currently 3pm and I'm nowhere near my tablet)#Also also!! A treat for those who've read this far: Day 3.5 will be made public very soon!! It's pride month n I wanna celebrate—#—With everyone's fave demi/pansexual enby (who sometimes does a bit of stalking) (as a treat) (he's a yandere)#Violet's birthday is also June 10!! Early birthday gift!! Yippeee!!#Ok I'll shuddup now <3
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3#art tag or whatever
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Look at what I made
From this drawing
#guys I need to buy actual shrink plastic pages pls#I could make so many things#this is just some leftover shrink plastic I used (the original had already printed designs on and it cost me 2€. No comment)#anyway just sharing that#maybe one day I'll be able to make a bigger version#maybe#shrink plastic#arts n crafts#night at the museum#natm#natm jedediah#natm octavius#jedtavius#mini keychain yay
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✦ F F X I V L E V E L 9 0
—compendium
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#gpose#gposers#ffxiv gpose#lvl 90 compendium#myreia screenshots#aureia malathar#oc tag#maybe a bit weird to share these now since 90's no longer the lvl cap#i took these right before DT dropped and didn't have time to organize them until the end of july when i queued everything#spent one day of complete chaos right before maintenance making 20+ gposes do not recommend hahaha#i'm not happy with the sge and dnc ones but oh well#and i think i'll need to merge fsh back onto the btn glam plate since dnc really needs a separate glam from brd and mch for the vibes#not sure how many of these will stick around when i resub but i didn't get to play much with most of these glams so we'll see! :3#i had so much fun levelling everything i love bouncing between jobs#i have jobs i lean more towards but everything is honestly great#can't wait to see how they play in DT!#i think my faves from this set are drk - gnb - sam - ast - mch - blm - smn - btn#really happy with how they came out!#some placeholder weapons in here#need to finish pld's hw relics and nin's shb relic for the right look#i also want dnc and rdm's shb relics#anyway thanks for letting me spam these this month!#the series is done now
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Hi. I've calmed down a bit, and I think it's better if I just take a break from Tumblr for a while. Right now, I don't feel the fandom to be the same chill and safe space as I felt it to be, so I'd rather take some time until I can feel comfortable again with posting. All my side blogs will be on hiatus too. I'm terribly sorry for any discomfort this may cause.
A deep, wholehearted thank you to anyone who reached out in the last hours in replies, asks and dms to share their support and love. Seriously, you can't imagine how much it meant to me, how meaningful every single message I got was to me. Yesterday I was really believing my blog didn't bring anything but negativity and hatred to the community; thank you for reaching out to tell me I was able to share a little happiness, too. Words cannot express how indebted I am to you; you made me feel again like the posting I made on my blog was worth it, for you alone.
I don't think I'll deactivate for the time being. The temptation is still very strong, but I've poured so much time and dedication and love on this blog, I don't think it'd be fair to delete it. I hope in the future there'll still be people who my posts can make happy.
Lastly, I want to apologize once again to the people for whom my posts evoked so many negative sentiments. I know it's impossible to avoid, but I'm still sorry that happened. I apologize to you.
Please, be kind to each other. Make some ss/kk posts on my behalf while I'm away :)
#I'm sad because in one year and four whole months I never skipped a day on aktgw-daily. And it was only 12 days till the 1000th Akutagawa.#I've been thinking about what to do to celebrate for forever.#And I'm sorry I won't be rewatching da with everyone. I was really looking forward to it so so much.#Worst of all the fifth guidebook came in the mail today. I was so excited to share it with everyone#But hey maybe now I'll be able to take some time to finally comment the fics I've been meaning to for so long :')#Hopefully I'll be back soon! Wait for me please. Think of Akutagawa for me#random rambles#And finally sorry for not being able to handle this more maturely. Please forgive me
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So I’ve been working on posing these days, there’s a specific pose I need for my upcoming story that I couldn’t find for children so several hours in blender later , I’ve come pretty close to what I’ve been aiming for 🥹
Still a WIP , but thought I’d share because I’m pretty proud and this pose was making me rip my locs out lmao 😭🥹
#sims 4 posing#sims 4 simblr#with some good music this is actually pretty therapeutic#my 2024 goal is create poses so this is me dipping my toe in lol#I’ll release this once it’s cleaned up and after my story is posted for anyone who’s interested 🤞🏾#disclaimer: maybe release...they're still janky but if you want them I'll gladly share one day :)
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erm um I've been doing a silly thing on Instagram
I am. So normal about her. But also I got...
I made all of these too! You're free to use them as gif or emotes btw just credit me
[the lizard AGS drawings are inspired by @twisting-roads lizard AGS btw I'm so fucking normal augh]
#rain world#iterator logs#gif warning#cw eyestrain#moon.png#moon.mp4#all of these were made this month! Yes I draw more than this. Maybe I'll share some of it one day but who knows
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everybody claims to be a kashiwagi enjoyer but the only time anyone ever talks about him is to say he's the hottest piece of meat in the series
#this goes for a lot of characters but he's the one i pay the most attention to#this probably isn't even remotely profound to most people who follow me but it really feels like a massive proportion of fandom nowadays#only cares about fanwriting if it's within 1500 words and rated E#there are some notable exceptions of course but fuck there just doesn't seem to be any real feedback on anything anymore#unless it comes from people i share small discord servers with and chat to every day#the number of times i've linked my textual analysis pieces to people who say they're fans of the character it's about#only to get brushed off in favour of the next off-model drawing of him with his balls swanging#it's demoralising#i don't want to be the elitist ''nobody likes him the way i do'' jerk but this is a lot of the reason i haven't been as active on tumblr#on top of me (mostly) running out of games to play then going on holiday and coming back to my steam deck's display not working#(it's still in for repairs)#maybe when i get it back i'll liveblog yakuza 4 but i'm starting to wonder if there's a point in using tumblr#when the only people who engage are people i speak to directly on discord anyway#like why not just cut out the middleman at this point yknow?#well. guess i'll get back to my sawamura ikki rabbit hole#expect arai posting when i get my steam deck back#me#text#kashiwagi osamu#idk lol i don't want to put negative fandom commentary into the character tag but i DO want this to be in the tag on my blog itself#i don't think there's a way to do that anymore
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regarding the theme of “terms for burping” - i once knew somebody who whenever they belched , she referred to it as “ripping gut.”
i’ll probably never get that exonerated from my mind tbh. the idea of all that has concentrated in the stomach is <3
also as an aside, seeing u post more freely abt ur own belches n ur pride in it has strangely trickled down to me feeling more comfortable ?? idk , bodily self-love manifests in all sorts of ways especially w/ this kink . ripping gut as it may
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ripping gut is SUCH a hot way to say it. like just having so much air inside that you have no choice but to let it out all at once and it's so loud and powerful like a whole lion's roar... yeah. that's insane. whoever that somebody is is a genius.
also wow :,))) i'm so glad to hear that. i never could've guessed that my own journey of self love and acceptance could have an effect outside of myself. i'd love to continue sharing more of that journey if it's helpful and appreciated!! either way though, i hope we can all learn to be more comfortable with ourselves and our love for burps!!!!
#burping#answered#🪱#like my dream is to one day be comfortable enough to share some of my burps with you all#like i have a bunch of recordings saved on my phone#but i'm just so insecure and nervous :(((#maybe one day i'll be comfortable enough to share though#we'll see#anyways may we all continue to rip gut together 💚
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Hellbat sent me some new Heathcliff fanart, earlier, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it ... I miss him so much.
#I call him ''the love of my life'' a lot these days and ... well ... it's true if I'm being honest#I have very specific headcanons about him--including some identity headcanons--that are very special and important to me#maybe someday I'll share them here ... I just get nervous ;;#I did update my carrd a bit today to ask for a tag on any canon x canon ship with him because I've realized he's the only one--#--I really get that jealous/protective over#I feel like my experiences this last year have really cemented him as an ''ultimate main'' when it comes to my faves#I'd like to elaborate on it a bit more when I have more time and don't need to be going to bed ...#for now just know he's really dear to me--words alone cannot properly convey how much I adore him#the Book of Hellbat 🦇#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#scattered pages
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Ive drawn every day this week 👌👌👌 please enjoy the unnecessary amount of Go On RPM content (I cannot be stopped)
#please also enjoy the inconstant level of writing/details on the jackets <3#engine sentai go onger#go onger#power rangers#rpm#maybe one day i'll write some drabbles to go along with these#but something about sharing written stuff feels a lot more daunting than sharing art soooooooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#you know... for someone with a wolf zord dillon has real big smug cat energy#'lone wolf' my ass this boy is pushing shit off of benches and then walking away like it wasnt him#blue bus boys are back in town this time ft. ur boy speeeeedor#plus a lil baby doc k 😭#side note#suit colour = eye colour is one of my favourite lil toku art things#and while purple is a solid go to for black rangers (and works well for dillon)#i like the idea of gunpei's being orange for ya boy carrigator#sentai/pr has such little orange representation and it makes me so sad its literally my favourite colour#2023 art tag#go on rpm
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It should have been Ben Organa, not Ben Solo.
Reasons:
Leia has the more 'powerful' name, being a part of a royal household
Kylo clearly takes after his mother in numerous ways. They have the same uncanny ability to read people in the Force, and the same big brown eyes.
He killed his dad and found him disappointing. He had a chance to kill his mother and opted not to.
Honestly anything else I say is pointless past the first one, so I'm just rambling. But I really do think people overlook the similarities with his mother, EVEN HUX NOTICED THOSE and he never even met Leia!!, to shoehorn in shit to make him 'Han but with black hair and angrier'
Point is, when Leia is a princess from a royal household, and a well regarded senator, that her name wasn't the one passed on when Hans surname doesn't carry the same weight is very strange and very hetero-normative. The wife/kid just blindly taking the husbands name is very old school traditionalist, of which Leia definitely does not seem to be in line with. Would she really just defer to Han on everything? Han is also a reasonable guy i don't see him insisting on his surname being the one used?
And a Ben Organa may have felt more in touch with his mother, and may have been more open to her. Why wouldn't he, if he was named after royals long gone? He clearly showed some sort of interest in Alderaan giving that he named his ship Grimtaash. How cool would it have been if that could go deeper? Hell, imagine him going and doing his trials like his mother before him?
Last point : Ben Solo just sounds boring. Ben Organa carries itself a lot better.
#you know i'm right#kylo ren#kylo meta#i have a fic planned on the trials thing but who knows if i'll ever write it#maybe i'll share some of the ideas for it here one day#sequel trilogy#they should have just done organa-solo if they had to get solo in there somehow
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i was on the verge of losing hope xD
#it is really funny to me specifically and i will make this post only for myself because i want to remember this day#wanna draw so much now i have found my fuel once again. thank you team canada#i never knew one episode would cause me to have multiple ideas xD#well i mean i didnt know because i have never experienced new tc content in my notifs ever#am i annoying? i am annoying but this is the purpose of this blog you followed it#maybe I'll make a normal one some day#just for me.... to share not mcyt things to the world but to WHOM who will want to see it orz#unless youre ihrtmumbo quinn unpause then i guess lol xD#ahhhhhh future me see where my mind is at rn??? i am currently in the violet room and typing this instead of dinner eating#saturdays be like that i guess xD#anyways this is a huge day#my mom is concerned rn lol oops i gtg#textstump
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Triangle by Sondra Marshak & Myrna Culbreath
(context under the cut)
A woman they were both in love with (and who was also in love with them both) just left them after basically saying: "if I didn't have to leave I'm pretty sure we could've worked out a polyamorous thing," and now Kirk and Spock have to work through the gay feelings that whole operation brought to the surface.
I wish I would be making this up. This book made me go insane.
#funny how spock's first instinct in these situations is 'hey jim do you want to elope to vulcan?'#one of these days kirk is gonna say yes and then spock's pragmatic ass will be out of his depth#I'll try so share some more highlights from that book but there's /so much/ i can't decide. maybe I'll make a masterpost or smth stay tuned#also#i don't wanna hear a peep about that dog ear#k/s#james t. kirk#s'chn t'gai spock#star trek tos#star trek#the original series#spirk#tos tie in novel#triangle by sondra marshak & myrna culbreath#rio.png#jim kirk#spock
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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