#maybe im just a dummy
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crazy to remember that skz (and every bg kpop idol) are men. like literal men. cock n balls n everything. like, yeah no shit Sherlock I literally write and read smut about them but it's such a reminder seeing this that they LITERAL are men, not some dudes on a screen
CONGRATS ON GETTING TICKETS JUNOOOO
also please tell me you saw hyunjin鈥檚 live because oh wow
IS THAT HAPPY TRAI LIM SO馃槱
#Im so stupid#omg not me sounding like a virgin#also to be clearrrrrrr I love seeing their hair anywhere its so hot#I just get so wrapped up in my bubble sometimes yk#maybe im just a dummy#pls tell me im not the only one#bandgie says something!
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@juryof69 stop telling ur gay people to make them gay
#stop it#they are gay he sayd#we arr also gay idiot#stupjd stupid udiot#idiot#crazy#dummy#loser#fatty#im in love with ykj#i love u alrnais#im sorry baby#im just tjred#maybe ill sraw gay epolle jdk
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i got silly, here's Somsnosa's greatest song about domiciles
#i drew this? apparently i just did two half hours ago#bleed the domicile baby#this was pretty great i enjoyed the process! i couldve looked at more references other than my right arm but sighhhhh im too lazy u_u#and too awkward to ask for help even a lifeless web search bar... what if it sees me as weak as dummy as a complete bag of onions#speaking of bags of onions lets not open this one right now especially in the tags 鈥渪D#im training my linework for something really secret. it looks alright so far and maybe someday maybe someday...#it will see the light of day... if you ask nicely-#hylics#somsnosa#artstump#scopophobia#maybe i sometimes get it when glancing briefly better be safe than sorry
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honestly some of the shit i鈥檝e had to read about eddie diaz on this thing from BOTH SIDES of fandom there鈥檚 like 10-20 people who i trust with him and they鈥檙e all my mutuals
#not reading one more post ever#about how he uses his friends especially buck#or doesn鈥檛 wholly accept buck for who and what he is#to the point that he LITERALLY told buck that he should call tommy#bc once tommy knows him#he鈥檒l love him even tho he acted like a big dummy#GIVE ME A BREAK#eddie diaz has trusted buck with his whole ass son#since like less than a year into knowing him#also one more thing i ship buddie BECAUSE they have a deep platonic love#it鈥檚 something that really compels me#it鈥檚 a dynamic i love and always will#might not ever be canon but saying there鈥檚 no reason to ship them#besides the fact that they鈥檙e hot or whatever is absolutely ridiculous#canon ships are great but ships don鈥檛 have to be canon to be fun and interesting#anyway this fandom is exhausting#i鈥檓 too depressed to deal with this it makes me defensive and boring#or maybe i鈥檓 always depressing and boring but im just more self aware when im depressed lmao
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It may be because it's 4am here and I haven't slept in over 24 hours
But I've never been more confused in my life than watching the Loki season finale
#like it was good but so much was happening so fast#and they used many big words and i was like ???#idk maybe im just a dummy#loki#loki season 2
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yeah i've done some off camera grinding
#(farming for dummies and harvesting 6 btw)#before the event i had 9 harvesting 6s and uhhhhh maybe 2 rows of farming for dummies?#so most of this is from the new events#even at current prices it's a decent bit of money. but im gonna wait for things to go up a bit :P#i assume they'll go back up a while after the event since the supply will be limited again#but maybe not maybe they'll stay as they are rn which is also fine#this is like 70-90m atm. nothing compared to my 390m with just 34 books but still. 90m is 90m#chat#sb
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Goodnight party people
#999#feeling bad&good#chris txtd me back after ~4d & said sorry i started talking 2 my ex again u did nothing wrong i enjoyed our time#& i said 馃憤i did too. good luck!!#& he said you too cutie#kinda bummed out but these things r always good 4 reflection#this times self assessment. Learn 2 regulate your emotions lol#Dont fall in love just bc somebody makes u feel good#ESPECIALLY if they are misgendering you dummy#tbh i think i just loved the affection he gave me & the aspect of not being alone ...#maybe ill c him again one day 馃し im jus glad i can let go w no conplications#cuz MAN i was hung up on him saying not 2 fuck anybody else n me pinky swearing#cuz a bitch wz getting impatient nd hooooorny#anyways. diary entry over lol
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How much have you spent on w101? Because BROOO I'm embarrassed of how many crowns I've bought 馃槶馃槶馃槶
Listen my brother you are NOT alone 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶 my wizard hyperfixation has cost me well into the hundreds. I haven't been counting so I don't know the numbers specifically but I literally wasted all my allowances and birthday money on Wizard101 when I was younger and everyday I want to kick myself in the ass for it
#i could have used that money for OTHER THINGS. LIKE OTHER GAMES /j#i remember how many crowns i spent on the hydra pack bc the hydra mount was my dream. (shudders)#i always bought the 13 thousand crown pack and that was like 20 dollars? which was my allowance back then#and sometimes i saved up to get the next crown tier which i forgot was like maybe 50 dollars? i did this for months#i wasted so much fucking monry on the hydra ALONE#and then there was the baba yaga house mount....... which i still never got#and who can forget the gamestop wizard bundles??? the ones that cost like 30 dollars each????????????????#i got.... too many of those#and then my dumb fucking dummy dumbass would basically just recycle the items from the bundles i didnt want-#so THAT was basically an even MORE colossal waste of money#this is why im broke today. this is why.#also contributed to me not playing w101 anymore its too expensive LOL#you cant do shit without membership and basically everything new costs crowns so#this isnt like a new thing to say but being a f2p in wizard101 sucks ass#ANYWAYS. yeah i sold my firstborn for wizard101 /j#wizard101#w101#wiz101#asks#bubba609
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[guy with chronic pain voice] i should draw pain threshold
#chemi chats#pain thresh save me. save me pain thresh.#its truly like. sure i'll find pleasure in the pain what fucking else are you supposed to do with a life full of constant bodily agony.#the alternative is suffering. the alternative is wallowing in feeling bad and sad all the time and im fucking sick of feeling this way!#so sure! i like the pain actually! whatever!! hurt me more!! bring it on! i'll feel every pain ever whatever! can't get worse than this!#if you completely own it. if you're in pain and you /want/ to be in pain does that lessen the suffering?? does that make it easier to cope?#just some thoughts about him hkjgh i worry for that guy sometimes. chronic pain havers are really going through it.#pain thresh who are your friends in the group? you and endurance are buds probably. empathy maybe? emotional pain </3#oh composure too maybe. buddy you need more friends. its hard to talk to people when you have chronic pain though. like when will you get#tired of me constantly saying ''im in pain''? because even while im holding back the full enormity of my pain i still say it a lot.#its hard to concentrate on other things and good fucking god it hurts; goddamnit you said it out loud again. you need to find friends who#are willing to be patient with you even when you ''complain'' a lot about the same thing all the time. usually other people with pain hgfij#on a secondary adhd note i should absolutely go through bdg's unraveled videos and pick out quotes that fit the skills lmao#pain thresh's is ''hey you know the crash test dummy that we throw against the wall violently? it would be cool IF IT COULD FEEL PAIN''#ency is one of the fun facts from the ''i read every halo novel'' probably hkjh and i could pull something from the sports one for phys?#hkjh anyway thats it folks hkjgh hugs and blowing kisses for everyone
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"All this anger was once love" How about all this love was once anger?
I hated the world and the people in it because no matter where I looked, I seemed to find myself - see myself - within every person I met. and I hated it. I Hated how I was essentially being forced by the world to see myself. I was in a House Of Mirrors, and I couldn't get out. I kept stubbing my toe, hitting my head against a wall I didn't see, thinking I was So Close to the exit, only to run face first into another mirror, and drop to the floor like a bouncy ball ricochet off a solid surface.
The world is full of people like you. Sometimes that's amazing. Sometimes it's Scary. Sometimes it gives you hope. Sometimes you hate it, don't want to face it. But when you stop stubbing your toe, stop hitting your head against a wall out of a desperate attempt, stop charging head first into a mirror because you saw a Glimpse of outside light. You take a second, breathing heavily while laying flat on your back, staring at the ceiling - which has your reflection staring right back at you. And then you realize that all you can give yourself, is love. You can point up to the ceiling - your reflection following suit - and go "I see you. I hear you. I understand you. You deserve to be better., for yourself and others."
The world is already so full of hate and rejection and fear. There are people who slam their fist into the mirrors, going on a rampage and ending with bloody fists from their self-hatred. There are people who admire their reflections in the House Of Mirrors, but they don't stare because they truly love themselves; they're insecure of the way the world views them. There are people who rip their clothes to blindfold themselves, who refuse to see the reflections entirely. There are some people who can only curl up on the floor, and cry, their reflections crying with them, out of fear and hopelessness. But one thing throughout it all remains true:
You can't truly love someone properly without loving yourself first. Im a firm believer in that. You cannot truly, wholly, unconditionally, purely love someone until you give yourself the same love. Give yourself patience. Give yourself sympathy. Give yourself relief from the anger, sadness, resentment, pain you're holding in. Give yourself a kiss on the forehead and some cookies and a nice warm blanket. Give yourself the chance to talk with your reflections, not destroy them or obsess over them or blind yourself or hide from them.
All you can give yourself is love. All you can give someone who you see yourself in, is love.
#this post got extremely long very fast oopsie#anyway I havent slept in like 12(?) hours so this is just me emptying my pockets and seeing if a dollar bill falls out#love yourselves dummies /lh#tags just for reach ->#self love#self improvement#self reflection#cluster b#actually cluster b#autism#actually adhd#neurodivergent#philosophy#Im reaching sorta with that one maybe? sort? idk Im tired
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Idk what it is, but I cannot get into Malevolent. Harlan Guthrie is super fucking talented - I listened to and really liked Deviser. But for some reason, Malevolent just doesn't do anything for me. Maybe I got into it too late? Maybe it's the format? The plot is interesting but for some reason it feels like a chore to listen to. :/
#Malevolent#malevolent fans please dont kill me#i cant get past episode 13 for some reason#maybe im just a big dummy who cant understand it#malevolent podcast
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Lol I haven't post anything about my GL2 ocs :p
Welp,let me introduce some of them ^^
Gacha Life 2 Oc's part 1
Mika Grandoll
Name-Mika Grandoll gender- non-binary
Age-20 yrs old power(s)-shapeshifter,unusual plants
Birthday-unknown species- goat+human
Pronouns-they/them
Backstory- they used to live in a small village name as Meredith Village. They had 3 older sister,their father work as a potion keeper and their mother as a housewife. They also had a friend,his name was Serena Nounide. They both were best friends,but something happen that made both of them separate and Mika hate him. (More later ^^)
Becky Laoris
Name-Becky Laoris gender- demi-girl
Age-22 yrs old species- experimented human
Birthday-unknown
Pronouns-they/she
Power(s)- night version,communicate with monsters/creatures,shapeshifter
Backstory- she live with a horrible parents. They treated her badly,abused and neglected her. She hate of what they had done to her,but she's somehow still love them cause they're her parents. One day,the king of the kingdom want a kid around 11 yrs old,any gender to be his experiment rat. And its price were expensive. Becky mother "sold" her own daughter to the king so she could get that expensive price. (More later ^^)
Allen Alau
Name- Allen Alau gender- male
Age- 2007 yrs old species- demon
Birthday- unknown lol
Pronouns- he/him
Power(s)- mind control,danger detector
Backstory- he just casually a demon that really want to be an angel when he's a teenager(1687 yrs old) caused he thought it was very cool to be one. But he's already born a demon,and it's hard for him to be an angel. He had one rule,he need to be a guardian over the mortals on the earth, so that way can make him an angel. But now(2007 yrs old), he seem to regret wishing to be an angel,because a demon like him were impossible to be an angel,but he's stuck on earth. (More later ^^)
#dummy oc#dummy post#dummy gacha#dummy oc lore#there's more so just wait :)#btw im on my weekend so i guess i can be more online?#maybe#:)#but wait for more to come out^^#they all my new ocs-
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"coffee shops are a great place to test out new names" -> "coffee shops are the hells litmus test"
#like. ok cool youve found a name and your friends call you it and you love it dearly#to. uh oh its not a 'normal' name to be called. but now that youve opened that fucking box you also have to deal with the bad which is.#do i ever want anyone in my conservative ass town to know im fag#idk maybe i should just handle this like i did in middle school. let my everflowing suicidal ideation make me 'proudly out' again#just bc.. if dying is no longer a negative why not just go for it. why not just BE out. whats the worse they could do? hurt me? kill me?#lol#lmao#like either i give in and i do something simple like. order a coffee. OR i NEVER DO SOMETHING SO INSIGNIFICANT AS ORDER A COFFEE AGAIN#literally i fucking crumble everytime. 'can i have a name?' and then i just 100 yard stare#dummy posts#uh.#suicide tw#sorry just like. its at the point where i officially have a deadname that hurts to be called by and its. hell. so i dont want to use that
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every time i open the comments on a nice funny and/or harmless tiktok video and see an interaction like this it feels physically exhausting
#not even saying that to be funny like i know im autistic so maybe i am truly just missing The Humor here#but. idk. i really dont feel like i am missing anything what in the world is The Cute Girly Playful Way of calling someone you dont know#a dummy in the comments out of nowhere
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Observation: Tumblr is a bit confusing to navigate, especially reblogs
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I bought an energy drink so I could focus on studying for my exams tomorrow before my D&D session that I'm running in a few hours and instead I ended up writing a veritable essay tumblr response rambling about D&D
yeah this tracks
#just spicy brain things#maybe???#idk i feel like I should get tested for ADHD at some point#im posting this to keep me accountable#im just a big dummy ok but we stay silly
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