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#999#feeling bad&good#chris txtd me back after ~4d & said sorry i started talking 2 my ex again u did nothing wrong i enjoyed our time#& i said ši did too. good luck!!#& he said you too cutie#kinda bummed out but these things r always good 4 reflection#this times self assessment. Learn 2 regulate your emotions lol#Dont fall in love just bc somebody makes u feel good#ESPECIALLY if they are misgendering you dummy#tbh i think i just loved the affection he gave me & the aspect of not being alone ...#maybe ill c him again one day š¤· im jus glad i can let go w no conplications#cuz MAN i was hung up on him saying not 2 fuck anybody else n me pinky swearing#cuz a bitch wz getting impatient nd hooooorny#anyways. diary entry over lol
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realizing i wanted to ask - how did u first fall in love w/ guzma (irl) ? :o (@dmclr)
ougghh (/happy) Clara you always ask such good questions omg š«¶
umm... okay so. i should give a general "abuse CW" label i guess fjfkdl but I'll keep it vague and to a minimum of mention! also putting it below the cut because I RAMBLED SO MUCH, SORRY IN ADVANCE
tumblr kind of went crazy for the guy when the anime finally introduced him in 2019 (it took SO long to get to him, over 100 episodes in the su/mo arc š) and at first i didnt think much of him rly, but then somehow eventually (a few months later) i found out through osmosis that he's got trauma going on and my ears kind of perked up a bit LOL
(underwater just to set it apart from the rest of the post so it doesnt blend in and get confusing fndkdl) screenshot of the post i rbed where i first mentioned liking him fdsjkl
around the same time, i was having some realizations about my own experiences with childhood and family etc, and there was some other stuff going on in my life (also. the plague started so uh. that too.) that was just kind of culminating in like. A Lot of stress and fear and stuff. so seeing this character who has experienced somewhat similar things was ... comforting in a way? shared experience or something, idk. plus I've always been a sucker for misfit archetype characters, especially if they make a little family out of other misfits :')
another big part of the intrigue (because my crushes always start with a sort of š phase fdsjkl, I have to think somebody is interesting in some way and want to find out More about them, and then feelings develop from there) for me was just the fact that he was Angry. like... the way I've personally learned to deal w abuse has been to always be meek and fawn. so seeing someone who went in the opposite direction, to become angry and strong and defiant instead, was SO fascinating to me and I was very curious to learn more about him.
so I looked into him more, loved what i found, related to him a bit, accidentally by some random occurrence stumbled upon some bf audios of him somehow??, wished he were real so we could hang out, thought about how I'd act around him and started to feel a little flustered about it ... it's all downhill from there once u reach that point smh šš (/silly)
for a long time i didn't really fully step into s.elfship territory w him - i dabbled a little but he wasnt The Focusā¢ in my brain yet. also we (as a system) have had a host change since then, so there was a previous juno that was not Me (even though we kept the same main name between us two parts), and they didn't like the guy as much as Current Me does djfkdl - theres also some ... relatively significant personality differences between the two versions of Juno, so I think Juno2.0 (me) meshes with him a lot better now than Juno1.0 did in 2020/2021
and then last year, i found and joined the s.elfship community and um. I absolutely did not mean for him to become The Main Guy and never would've guessed he would be, but... well,, we dont always plan things i suppose, feelings just happen š
anyways. it maybe seems kind of messed up but his ~tragic backstory~ is what drew me in initially bc it helped me feel less alone and scared when i was Going Through some pretty major shit lol. and then after that, i just kind of took the character base that pkmn had in place and ran with it to build on it and sort of make my own version of him that I could be friends with and eventually fell in love with ^^;;
TL;DR it was a mix of timing, similar history of abuse, intrigue bc of our opposite reactions to the abuse, and um... the way he is like,, strong and builds a safe place for other young ppl who feel unsafe or not accepted in general society fdsjkl
i get embarrassed talking abt it bc ppl seem to really hate it when abuse victims are weak in any way and need help, but ... i do really like that he is strong in some ways and would be able to give me a sort of safe place to let my guard down and receive help and care (as shown by the way he provides a safe place for the grunts, all the misfits and outcasts of Alola) ^^;;;; honestly kind of a Big part of it for me (and for pretty much all my s.elfship dynamics) is that he is able to protect me and care for me, because I have not like. experienced that ever. at least not properly. when your parents are the ones being abusive, you not only do not experience protection and care but you're also being actively hurt in some way by the people who are supposed to keep you safe. so to be freely given care and safety is kind of crazyyyy to me LOL, that is something i like a lot about him :')
OKAY RAMBLE OVER. i really tried to keep this as short as i could but,, brevity is not a strength of mine (esp when it comes to him) LOL. THANK YOU for the question !!! its fun to look back at how it all happened tbh :]
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OK HI SODA HI HI HI I HAD IDEAS FOR THE V3 REWRITE THAT I WANT TO SHARE (IDK IF U WANTED TO SEE THE GENIUS IDEA FOR THE REWRITE WITH THE OC BUT ILL SEND THIS AND THEN IF U WANNA SEE JUS TELL ME) ANYWAY !!!
ok i dont acgtually have too much but!! but but but i do have some ideas right
as of rn ive got two survivors (korekiyo, kokichi), a potential mastermind (miu?), chapter 3's first victim (kirumi), chapter 3's second blackened (korekiyo), and chapter 5's victim (rantaro). idk if this is good or not biut like !!!! ebehebh !!!!
miu being the mastermind is something i had for my own rewrite like with my oc but also i really like the idea, we could also have her do something with kiibo at some point like install a virus on him or wtvr that would make him kill someone? because she operates on him in the game anyway so having her do so and then have that fall into place later but like not give him time to say somethingabout it is really fun to me
kirumi i dont really have a reason for her being the first victim other than im a sucker for kirukiyo and i think he'd be pretty distressed that she died (im being very self indulgent here but we can change this if u want to, idk ur opinions on kirukiyo so !!! its up to u), we could also do something where the murders happened at almost the exact same time so he could have saved her if he had just been somewhere instead of trying to kill someone for his sister to have another "friend" in the afterlife
kokichi i want to live because i love him. end of explanation
rantaro i wanted to die at some point but not at the start, in part bc i love him but also because i think itd be really interesting if he was killed in ch 5 instead of kokichi because he has a lot of importance too, right? so i think a killing with him could be just as good, he could have helped the killer because he wanted them to try to find out the mastermind during his trial or something idk. still in speculation but i think it would be cool
as for like, protagonists and stuff, i have zero idea, but !!!!!! i think it would be super mega awesome to have both kaede and shuichi survive but also that is like not possible because kaede's death made shuichi actually be able to be good and smart at things and not feel bad IDK WE CAN FIGURE THIS OUT AT SOME POINT BUT HERES MY IDEAS SORRY THIS IS A LOT OF PARAGRAPHS
starting out iām gonna be all over the place with this <33
first off: THE KIRUKIYO ISEA IS SO COOL THO honestly i never thought of that ship, and im not a huge shipper myself outside of bsd so im super neutral about most ships <33 so yeah!!!! we can ahve kirukiyo!!!! i like that!!!! :3 <- since you asked about my opinion on it
ALSO ARE YOU IN MY HEAD OR SOMETHING. MIU MASTERMIND!!! MIU MASTERMIND!!! or if not a mastermind, then in the very least a killer. i canāt tell you how many times iāve ranted to my rl friends about how miu shouldāve gotten to kill somebody. like ik in canon she was supposed to be the killer for 4 but that got swapped last minute but SHE SHOULDVE BEEN ALLOWED TO KILL SOMEBDIY and yes yes yes yes yes she should do something with kiibo thatād be very fun
YOURE SO CORRDCT ON RANTARO BTW his character generally suffers from the fact he was killed off way at the beginning, and ugshdh he could have done. so much. if he was left alive a little longer. iāve said this before but thatās a common issue just in general with the type of game danganronpa is especially with the writers not adjusting the arcs for their allotted time which causes me PAIN. yeah leave him alive for longer for sure. and oooo i like rantaro, i think he could go either way being a killer or victim. especially if at the end of it all no matter how it goes down, hes wrong. whether he kills the wrong person, or if heās caught in the middle of a planned murder and happens to be collateral damage/the mistaken victim while heās trying to go after the mastermind and either way their only lead to the mastermind is now just gone
one of the things i do really like about v3 despite all my criticisms against it, is the fake-out protagonist. iām not saying we have kaede die again or shuichi goes in her place, but i think itād be cool to include something like that with one of the cast members? maybe kaito? idk im throwing things at the wall rn but basically im trying to figure out a way to have a character haunt the narrative like kaede did
yeah i ahev no clue about protags either yet, we can always just figure that out down the line sometimeššš
also side note but i propose to throw out the real fiction plotline or whatever it was called that v3 went down in the game, thoughts?
also also second unrelated side note: do we have to keep the 3 survivors? not like the literal characters, just the number. like obviously we wont have everyone survive, but idk letās not confine ourselves to a number yet
for my input regarding cases: in no particular order/killer - ryoma -> victim/survivor ; himiko -> killer/victim [i think itād be cool to have her as a killer but iām not sure how sheād even go about it or even why] ; tenko -> victim ; tsumugi -> killer [i think her execution would be super interesting] aaaand i ahve yet to think about the rest
inout regarding survivors: idk i really want angie to survive and i am shooting you with shinounaga found family propaganda
anyways!!! give your opinion!!! sorry this took me forever to type!!!!!
#v3 rewrite!! soda + xan edition#<- ignore that thatās just for my own convenience and organization#sodaramblestoomuch#soda ask and answers!
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i think one of the reasons people arenāt super interested in exploring the implications of louis being a pimp is because the show isnāt. not to pull a āas a former (brothel based) swerā card for a tv show about edwardian vampires but iwtv has a lot of very interesting thoughtful things to say about many many things and sex work is not one of them. real lazy trope-y red light district funny-madame (bricktop) and disposable girl with a heart of gold (lily) historical fiction red light district wenches with a lick of liberal choice āempowerment and business!ā because thatās what the well meaning lib zeitgeist is on SW currently and none of the implications or dynamics of exploitation are explored beyond louisā confessional in ep1. louis āincreasing the girlās cutā ! ridiculous. love the show but donāt think this is something itās thought about in any depth and viewers are matching that tone
i feel like im answering the same asks on this issue cuz somebody def did say dis 2 me b4 n i did reply i agree w/ u n ill elaborate bc u r a real person w these experiences. what u have to say is most important here n i respect u for even behind anon in telling me how that was sum u lived thru. id like u to recall what we have seen in the flashbacks for that particular section of the show is so far primarily told thru louisās pov. a character who possibly had to lie to himself n reduce lily to just a disposable martyr w a heart of gold + brick as just the funny tropey madame to rationalize what he was actually doing here. n even then it couldnt stop him from spiraling off into a drunk confession to the paster about how he takes girls from homes + lies to them saying heāll do them good but exploits them so. louis himself, even drunk n half out his mind in the 1910s, is willing to account this as one of his vices, his evils, so i dont think the show wants the viewers to give him a pass. its only rly a matter of concern in those first 3 eps bc after that, louis loses all his enterprises. the modern day situation in dubai w/ the blood farm + danielās crude comment in 1x07 about louis still being the pimp paying hoes to talk to him does suggest to me at least the showrunners r not falling in line w this line of thinking in telling louisās story the way u think they do. my main thing w the pimp shit is moreso āwhy r ppl bitching at the show for tryna make louis a good guy when hes literally introduced to us as a pimp? why is that a line of criticism. do real ppl see nothing wrong w pimping?ā . i dont think the show needs to be like rgu black rose pointing symbols āthis is bad!ā every second for viewers to understand that louis āincreasing the girls a cutā isnt bc hes mother mary oss. theyre expecting viewers to come in w/ a certain level of maturity + understanding of the real world to watch these batshit fictional characters. i hope im not sounding like im running apologetics for showrunners here
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moon moon moon moon moon~
Iāve been trying to think of the right words for what reading your fics feels like and I think Iāve finally pinpointed it.
the way you write has this very intimate feeling about it. like Iāve stumbled into a room and walked in on somebody, interrupting something important. Itās almost uncomfortable, how genuine it all feels. itās just so believable and I canāt help but feel like I should look away. Like I shouldnāt know these charactersā inner workings on such an intimate level. and even when itās not the intimacy of introspection, of knowing a persons deepest desires and fears, itās the little moments.
the moments between characters that clearly display how much they care for each other. and itās not the build up to the great big confession or kiss. itās the things that you wouldnāt think twice about if they happened to you. bc of course you would, if you really loved someone, of course you would do that.
like, in corollary, when Mike tells that story abt the normal bird and the squirrel to help Will sleep. or, in where we lay our scene, when Todd helps Neil read lines despite the fact that heās kinda embarrassed about doing it. itās the little things that say āI love youā loud enough that when we do get to the big confession scene, we know it to be true.
god. reading your fics feels like when youāve invited someone into your life and they agree. it feels like washing joint wardrobes and ending up wearing a stray sock of someone you love. itās keeping that piece of them with you and knowing, āyou are mine and I am yoursā. itās feeling it so deeply that you can almost feel it thrumming in your blood. expanding and changing but never leaving. like itās attached itself to your ribs and taken to weaving itself into your viscera.
reading your fics sometimes feels like falling in love.
oh my god . elijah . ELIJAAHHHHHHHH
u need to know how long i spent rereading this ask over and over again š not to . sound insane or obsessed ok i just . u have a very good skill of knowing Exactly what to say to make me feel like a piece of melted cheese on a sunny day . i would do anything for u
like i jsut dont even know what to say !!!!!! i think especially because . reading my own writing i will never know if i actually accomplished what i want, and i bet u can definitely relate since u are an artist, but it is like u took a peek into my brain and found out exactly what i wanted to hear !!!!!!!
the idea u find it all intimate šš oh u mean the world to me . i think love is like ,, such a personal thing LOL and i know thats ironic bc i literally write romance but i think thats the intrigue of it all !! u want to see it in others and u want to see them happy !!!! and that stuff is Personal !!!!! so i am so so happy u get that feeling of intimacy, i always have that feeling of intruding in on something whenever i watch or read incredibly romantic media and . i am so overjoyed u get that from me
"itās the things that you wouldnāt think twice about if they happened to you. bc of course you would, if you really loved someone" oh thats exactly it š like that little emphasis on the ordinary, like something that isnt a big deal but it is because its Them
"reading your fics feels like when youāve invited someone into your life and they agree. it feels like washing joint wardrobes and ending up wearing a stray sock of someone you love" elijah that is so lovely š are u sure u arent the writer between us !!! and that bit about wearing a stray sock reminded me an awful lot of that one quote by rhiannon mcgavin that goes "of course you love me, you're wearing one of my socks"
i think this means all the more because . i have literally never even had a crush on anyone so the concept that i was able to mimic what ive been hoping love is like is just so ,, relieving or satisfying or something like that but not Exactly . mostly like im just happy i could see it for what it is :) thank u elijah u have no idea how much this and u mean to me !
#this is everything everything#elijah u have the key to my heart but all u need to enter is knock#im falling Apart over here oh m y god#/ask
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OH. MY. GOD.
MY SLOW READING ASS FINALLY FINISHED AND OMG WHAT A FUCKING RIDE. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY AND IM SORRY IN ADVANCE IF ITS ANNOYINGLY LONG BUT THIS WAS SO GOOD
OK HERE WE GO
BABY PINK GWAGON SHES MEEEEE UGH SHES SO GIRLPOP PUSSY SLAYYYY
reader being more shy on eddieās terf, and eddie being nervy, theyāre so cute pls
he found readers favorite food and PRACTICED MAKING IT, im just imagining vi taste testing for him and iāmš„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹ UGH OMG THATS SO CUTE, tugging on my heart strings tj and weāve only just begun
āEddie knew if it was this easy to get you to make that sweet sound in the kitchen, he could just as easily get them out of you in the bedroom as well.ā BRO ?!?!?! YALL HEAR SHM PURRIN ??!?!?!!/):$;!;
āAs he walked back, he stood behind you, and as he reached over you, you could feel his chest brush up against your back. He let a ringed hand fall on your shoulder for balance as he leaned over to pour you a glass from behind.ā GASPPPP, SIRRRā¦ š u wanna fuk me donāt uš¤
āOh, so youāre a Geminiā SIR WHO TAUGHT U THIS? somebody cooked here
i need eddie to quit playing and just slap the dick on the table like pls, āyou will know when i am teasing, angel.ā LIKE WHY R U TALKING TO ME LIKE THIS ?!
LMAOOO NOT READER SAYING HES OLD AND THINKS PUNCTUATION IS NECESSARY TJ PLS IM CRYING I HAD TO PAUSE FOR A FAT MINUTE BC I WAS LAUGHING
READER ANSWERING THE FACETIME NAKED HELLOā¦ violet gurl, i love u but we have an itinerary, pls go back to bed.
idk if i trust roger bc why did he ask for the address āto approve everythingā like what is there to approve ??š ur not sending an amazon order to their house roger, pls be frš
my guy eddie is FOLDING
reader: being cute and wholesome in her little barbie pink bikini
eddie: and what if i moaned? what then?
LMAOO gareth accidentally spilling the beans on who viās mom is, heās so real
AH ITS HAPPENING THERE ABT TO FUCK OMG OMG
āPretty and smart.ā r u insane ? iāll literally get u pregnant rn stop playing w me. iāll defy all laws of science fr.
GASPPP A PIERCED DIK ?!?!? R U TRYING TO KILL ME ??!OH MY FUCK NO HES INSANE GET THIS MAN OUT OF MY FACE BEFORE I DO THE UNSPEAKABLE
āI knew you would have such a pretty little pussy. Open up for me, baby. Let me see.ā will i live to read the rest of this fic ? bc im currently on life support. miss tj we need to have a talk fr bc this is insanity, im literally not normal abt this whatsoever
SIX YEARS ???! oh yeah he finna go crazy rnš¤
BRO EDDIE IS FUCKING THIS SHIT UUUPPPP, reader gurl r u gonna be able to walk after this bc TUHš«£ iām only reading and i feel bed ridden
FUCK YEAHHHH THE FEELINGS R BEING CONFESSED KGDJLJVK THEYRE SO PRECIOUS IM SOBBING
not the facebook moms hating, listen christie if ur jealous just say thatāno need to slut shame girlie
aw poppyš„ŗ fuck readers ex fr, we ride at dawnšÆ
SAY IT EDDIE, SAY YOU LOVE HER OMG
HE DID NAWT TIE HER PANTIES TO HIS GUITAR R U KIDDIBG ME THATS SO FUCKING HOT IM LITERALLY IN SHAMBLES THIS ENTIRE SHOW SCENE IS SO SJDHEIEU WHEN SHE LICKED HIS ABS ??!?! EDDUE SPITTING INTO HER MOUTH AND THE BIG SCREENS CATCHIBG IT PLS IM LOSING MY MIND I CANT DO THIS
LMAOOO not the old man achey back, heās so cute i wanna fuck him, give him to me now.
NO CONDOM FUCK YEAH LETS GO KNOCK ME UP FRšÆšÆšÆ
EATING THE CUM OUT OF READERS PUā oh heās a whore.
āIt had been on the tip of your tongue, but you suppressed those feelings because you knew in your heart things would have to end eventually, and you had to protect yourself.ā iām just gonna ignore that bc ik theyāre going to get married, give vi a sibling, and live happily ever afterš right? RIGHT ?!?!
AYEE BUTT STUFF LETS GOO !!!
TJ ??!? THIS PLANE SCENE IS SO FILTHY IM LITERALLY LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER LIKEš NOBODY DONT LOOK AT MY PHONE FR SHITS GETTING CRAZY
not them christening the entire houseš¤ my boy eddie said āfuck the back pain i gotta put in work for my girlā AND DID !!
āFuck baby, you want my babies, you want me to get you all round and pregnant. You want my cum that bad.ā He whispered. yes.š§āāļø
NO NO NO NO GET ON THE YATCH PLS IM GONNA CRY
TJ OH MY GOD HOW COULD YOU END IT LIKE THAT ?!!?! THE SELF DESTRUCTION IS SO EVIDENT I COULD SCREAM IM LITERALLY SO UPSET
everything about this was so fucking perfect, the build up the relationship between reader and vi and then reader and eddie, it was a gd rollercoaster and i want to get on it again. even tho it hurt like a bitch and im mad at you.
WILDFLOWER| Rockstar!Eddie Munson x Pop!Princess reader
Summary: Eddie has been out of the limelight for years; raising his daughter, Violet Rose, has been his entire world. He will do anything and everything for his little girl, so when the opportunity to see her favourite pop star when she comes to town, he canāt resist. However, it might not all be just for his daughterā¦
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AN: I originally submitted this as an ask to @ceriseheaven and she added to the idea that itās a fake dating scenario so I have to give her credit for it š¤ I didnāt think it would ever develop into this but I spent so much time in it so thank you to whoever takes the time to read it š«”šš»š
CW: NSFW 18+ ONLY MDNI. Modern day AU, non vecna/non upside down, single!dad/rockstar!Eddie, age gap romance, fake dating, fem Afab reader she/her pronouns, Angst, Fluff, SMUT and a lot of it, read with caution. Soft Dom Eddie x Sub reader, cheating(readers past), self-doubt, anxiety, language, parental abandonment, alcohol consumption, mentions of drug consumption, bad past relationships, no use of y/n, Eddie refers to the reader with pet names. I tried really hard to be conscious about not having any physical descriptions of the reader other than that they are girly and AFAB. The nameless freak's name is Felix bc he deserves a name, damn it!
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Eddie woke up to the sweetest voice heād ever heard blasting throughout the surround sound speakers of his house for what felt like the 100th day in a row. He had walked down the grand staircase of his Hollywood Hills mansion to see his sweet baby girl still in her pyjamas. Her usually perfect light chocolate curls now looked like a rat nest from her sleep as she jumped, danced, and sang along to her favourite Pop Star.
As Eddie suspected, you were gracing his TV screen as he turned the corner into the family room. He canāt help but stare as you are in a Barbie pink bathing suit, sitting in a pink polka dot pool floaty, singing along to the song in your latest music video.
Eddieās first introduction to you was when his daughter asked him to help her put your poster on her bedroom wall when she was 9. Eddieās throat got tight and dry at the sight of you, posing in a baby blue cardigan and a white tank top underneath paired with a blue miniskirt and knee-high socks; as his eyes skim over the poster, he sees your name scrawled on the bottom right corner like you had āsignedā it.
āWho is this, cupcake?ā Eddie cleared his throat. āShe sings Angel, Duh!ā telling him like he was the last person on the earth to find out who you are. He looks at his daughter, keeping his eyes off that little outfit, especially because it is showing off the bellybutton ring you wore, and itās doing things to his body that he hasnāt felt in years. āThat's who Iām forced to listen to 50 times a day?!ā He asks eyes bug out of his skull. His daughter would not stop listening to the bubblegum pop song for the past 2 weeks. The first time they had heard it, he was driving her to school. She begged him to download your album, so he asked his assistant to download all your music that was out. Unfortunately for him, at that point, youād only had out your one song, so he was stuck listening to it on repeat.
āSweetheart, I know youāre having a good time, but please, can we turn it down.ā Eddie was privy to loud music, especially his own. His band Corroded Coffin had been in the industry for almost 2 decades at this point, but now, being 39 and having taken a backseat to raise his 11-year-old, his ears havenāt been so forgiving. āDaddy!ā she turned to him with the biggest smile, and his heart melted. She would be a teen soon, and he knew moments like these would be slim to none. Her tiny feet moved her to a running jump into Eddie's arms. Eddie could still lift her up, but she was getting so tall that he couldnāt hold her like this much longer. āDaddy! She is coming here next week can I PLEASE go to the concert? Pretty pretty, please! Iāll do all my chores and my homework, and you won't have to give me my allowance for it pleasepleasepleasepleas-ā she begged.
āAlright, Cupcake, first of all, youāre already supposed to do these things regardless. Second, you donāt have to bargain. Was going to surprise you for your birthday!ā Eddie smiled. āOh, thank you, Daddy! thankyouthankyouthankyou!ā She latched her arms tightly around his neck, giving him the tightest hug she could. Eddie didnāt disclose the backstage passes he got from his label. He wanted to do everything and anything to make his baby girl happy. He made that promise to her the day she was born.
The day Violet Rose came into the world, his ex told the Doctor to not give her the baby. She didnāt even look at her; she said, āGive it to Eddie.ā The word āitā had a sour note that stuck in his memory, even until today. When the Doctor handed her to him, he looked at his cherub-faced angel and fell instantly in love. He would never admit it, but he did cry the first time he held her. She had his eyes and hair, but her nose, skin and lips were all her mother. Eddie was the type of father who would do anything and everything for his kid. He was granted full custody of his daughter and named her Violet Rose. Eddie was never married to his ex-Sarafinaā¦ technically. They were drunk and high one night, partying in Vegas when he was young and dumb. Corroded Coffin was in their heyday. He was truly living the rockstar lifestyle. The next week, they both finally sobered up and realized what a terrible mistake they had made and got the marriage annulled.
Months later Sarafina found out she was pregnant. She never wanted to have a baby, and by the time she realized she was pregnant, she was too far into term that she couldnāt do anything about it. She yelled and fought with Eddie, accusing him of "doing this to herā and āthat he was the one who ruined her body.ā She was a supermodel turned actress; she was career-driven but selfish. She told Eddie she would never be a mother, and either Eddie could take the baby or she would put the baby up for adoption. Eddie, without hesitation, said he would be there to take care of the baby, he would do everything, raise them, and love them no matter what. Even though he was alone and had no idea what parenting entailed, he would be there for his child.
Sarafina begged Eddie to keep the pregnancy hush hush because it would make her ālook badā in the tabloids that she was giving up her baby, so Eddie agreed. He never disclosed to Violet Rose who her mother was. Even to this day, they had no contact. He couldnāt and wouldnāt do that to his Cupcake. He never wanted to have her see the woman who berthed her everywhere in the media, reminding her she wasnāt wantedā¦ just like his own parents did to him. Eddie swore he wouldnāt ever have his baby feel the way he still does; he would make sure of it.
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As the warmer months rolled in, you had a really strong feeling that this would be your summer. You had just finished touring as an opening act with one of the most prominent girl groups from the U.K. this past New Year. You were still on the up and up, even though itās been about two years since your first #1 hit single, Angel. Youād released your debut self-titled album six months after and recorded a few music videos that had been shown on MTV. This past tour broadened your fan base to help you go international. However, the tabloids were just not as interested in you as you hoped they would be by now. Even with your tour with one of the most prominent Pop groups at the moment, you still had a lot of competition. The pool was over-saturated, and your publicist needed a way for you to stand out of the crowd. Your publicist, Roger, suggested dating someone in the industry a few months after the tour hype had died down.
āBut I wonāt have time to date someone right now?ā You huffed at the silly suggestion. Who would even want to date you? Sure, you got hit on, but no guys ever want to commit. Honestly, you havenāt been on a date in almost two and a half years. You had been so busy focusing on your career that your love life was on standby. You were in your twenties! Going on dates and having fun should have been on the agenda, but that had been set aside once you were signed to your label.
āWe will make a deal with someone who also needs some media attention. It wonāt be real. Sweetheart, relax. Iāll take care of everything.ā Roger really was a good friend and employee. He was a few years older but had been in the industry forever. He has been with you from the start and would never steer you wrong. A publicity stunt meant that there werenāt actual feelings, no commitment; you could do thatā¦ Right? Roger explained to you that it would be a handful of public dates and parties, red carpets. No strings attached, no getting your heart broken again. That was months ago, and you soon forgot about the whole thing. You were too busy preparing for your solo North American tour.
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The tour has been amazing; you were getting to see places youāve never been to, filling out larger venues than you had in the past. Your agent claimed that soon enough, you could sell out arenas. The fantasy of performing to huge crowds flooded your mind with flashbacks from the tour with the band. You were snapped back into reality when the stage manager asked if you were okay through the megaphone. You were currently at your final rehearsals for tonight's gig. This was your last show and your biggest. Your six-week tour was finally heading to a close. Tickets for tonight's show had sold out for the original venue within half an hour, so your team decided to move to a larger space; you couldnāt believe it when they told you you felt like you were dreaming.
After rehearsals, your hair and makeup team and stylist worked until you looked like the definition of a āPop Princess,ā not that it took much to begin with. You were a natural beauty. Your skin glowed and was clear from any blemishes. Your teeth had been through whiting and straightened by braces. Your hair was always styled perfectly, and your outfits were styled by only the best. Tonight, you were dressed in your stage outfit, a plaid baby pink miniskirt and a cropped white tube top that said āAngelā across your breast in pink rhinestones. Youād worn this outfit in every colour about 50 times over by now, but you still felt cute every time you put it on.
Before the show, you always did a meet and greet. A lottery of random tickets gets selected, so no one pays extra to meet you. Talking to the people who support you the most was the best part of touring; you loved seeing your fans. As the line of young fans moves forward, your heart swells as youāre reminded why youāre putting in all this work. You were told a super fan was coming in with a special guest; they were to come in last. As you waited for the super fan to arrive, you checked yourself once over in the mirror until you heard the undeniably excited scream coming from a little kid. āOh my god! Itās really her!ā You whip your head around with a genuine smile. A small force hits your body as the little girl runs to you and grips your waist in the tightest hug.
āHey sweetie, you here all by yourself?ā you question concerned. Distracted by the cutie gripping you, you donāt see the man walk into the room behind her. āYou accusing me of being a bad father, Angel?ā The sultry voice was familiar, but you couldnāt place it. Your head snapped up, and your eyes locked. At that moment, Eddie knew he was done for. Sure, he has a slight crush on you, but now, seeing you in person? He sees hearts surrounding your head, and youāre moving in slow motion; he swore he was struck by Cupid's arrow.
āOh no, never! I was just worried she had run off with her parents.ā You look up, and your heart flutters into your stomach at the sight of the man standing before you. Eddie Munson in the flesh.
Your parents had been huge fans of his band; you knew pretty much all his music from listening to it growing up. He was a musical legend, and not to mention the hottest DILF out there. His hair was still long even after all this time, just a little shorter and more tame than when you saw him on album covers. His broad shoulders filed out his black satin button-up. He styled it by rolling up the sleeves, and was only buttoned to his mid-chest. He showed so much skin that you could see his tattoos. Even the tops of his hands were inked with the signature purple roses he proudly displayed for his daughter. He paired his shirt with black slacks, a black and silver belt, and some boots. As you examined his face, you noticed he had laugh lines around his eyes and probably around his mouth, but it was covered by his short beard. It was hard not to check him out; he looked so damn good.
āIām just teasing Sweetheart.ā You felt the heat of your blood rush to your cheeks at the tone of his voice. āThank you for coming; they told me I had a special guest but didnāt say who.ā You switched your attention back to his daughter; you wanted to make her feel special like all the other fans. āWhat's your name, Sweetheart?ā You ask. āViolet Rose,ā She says proudly. āThat is such a beautiful name! Your Mommy and Daddy picked a good one.ā You smiled at her, but her smile dropped after you spoke. āI donāt have a Mommy.ā She shifted her gaze towards her purple light-up sneakers.
Your heart sank because you shouldnāt have mentioned the parents. You knew Eddie was single but didnāt realize her mom wasnāt in the picture. You looked to Eddie, and he gave you an apologetic gaze. āOh, Iām sorry, sweetheart; Iām sure you and your Daddy are the perfect team though, huh? He must be a great Dad to bring you here; Iām sure he isnāt into this kind of music.ā You teased, giving Eddie a wink. That seemed to brighten her mood. āYea! We always sing your songs in the car together on the way to school!ā she bragged. That made Eddie blush, and you let out a giggle. The thought of the older metalhead singing along to your music? Priceless. āOh really? THE Eddie Munson singing along to me? I would pay to see that.ā You laugh.
āYou know my Daddy?ā She looks at you, confused. āSweetheart, remember how I told you I used to do what this lovely little lady does?ā he reminds his daughter. Eddie hadnāt released any new music since his daughter was a toddler, so her confusion wasnāt surprising.
āOhhhh, you should do a song together! My Daddy sings all the time, and he plays guitar! He can make reallllly good songs,ā She praised. āOh no, Cupcake, Iām sure the Princess of Pop here doesnāt want some old man like me helping her out.ā he laughs nervously. āI wouldnāt say old.ā You bit your lip.
ā5 minutes to curtal call, all performers to the stage.ā The announcement over the speaker screeched.
āSorry, cutie, I have to go, but maybe Iāll see you after the show? You and your Dad can come to the dressing room after OK?ā You smiled at them and blew a kiss, aiming it at Eddie before walking out the door. Eddie was speechless. Were you flirting with him? He was at least ten years older or older. You couldnāt possibly be?
Eddie surprisingly enjoyed himself; he knew every song because of Violet Rose, so he ended up singing along to most of the show. Eddie also enjoyed how your body moved on stage; all of your cute little choreographed dances were turning him on the way more than they should. He had to remember that he was currently with his kid, but his thoughts betrayed him. You were always the star of his fantasies when he was alone in bed. Seeing you in person, live on stage, being able to smell your sweet perfume that smelled like cinnamon and vanilla, clinging to his shirt when you gave him a hug at the meet and greet. His thoughts morphed into how after the show, he would take you into your dressing room and bend you over the vanity, flip up your skirt and fuck your brains out.
He snapped out of his daydreams when he heard a blood-curdling scream from his child. She was having so much fun. He loved seeing his Cupcake having the time of her life and could not stop talking about how youāre meeting them again after the show.
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A knock on the door came about 25 minutes after you got off stage, just enough time for you to quickly rinse off and change out of your sweaty stage clothes. āHey, pretty girl! Hi handsome.ā you open the door and greet Violet Rose, and Eddie. You usher them into the greenroom, and Violet asks you a million questions that you gladly answer.
āVi, I think we should get going. We have more than over-welcomed our stay, and Angel here probably has a lot of people waiting on her.ā Eddie checked his watch. A look of disappointment crossed your face. You havenāt even had much of a chance to talk to Eddie. Selfishly thatās why you invited them both back after the show. Your publicist said you should be dating; why not Eddie? He was charming and handsome. āOh, I didnāt even realize the time, I do have an after-party I should attend, it is for me, after allā¦ I would invite you, little miss, but itās at a club, adults only.ā You gave Eddie a sorry smile. āNo, truly, youāve done more than enough for Vi; we have taken more than enough of your time.ā Eddie shook his head. āOk, well, if you want to come, itāsāactually, here! Give me your phone.ā You were never this bold, but you needed to do this for yourself, and what could it hurt? Eddie was hot, and you hadnāt gotten laid in so long.
āUh, what?ā He looked confused, āTrust me,ā you gave him a flirtatious smile. He chuckled and handed you his phone. You texted yourself from his cellphone and saved your number in his contacts under Angel just because of what he called you earlier. āIāll text you the address; feel free to come if youāre up to it; Iāll make sure youāre on the list.ā You smile. āOh, Iām always on the list, Baby.ā He stepped closer to you. Eddie forgot where he was for a minute. The second the word baby slipped out of his mouth, he regretted it immediately. His daughter was right there; she had never seen him interact with a woman in any romantic capacity. He cleared his throat after realizing he had said a quick goodbye and dragged Violet Rose out.
Once Eddie pulled into the drive of his home, Violet Rose was already passed out in the car's back seat. He had carried her up to her room, gently placed her on the bed, picked out a pair of her pyjamas, gently woke her up and told her to get changed and into bed. He left hoping she would at least get out of her concert outfit, but he would remind the maid to wash her sheets in the morning just to be safe.
Eddie was so wound up from meeting you tonight he couldnāt go to sleep. He couldnāt go to the club because there was no one to look after Vi. He was so tempted but couldnāt leave her; she was too little. He looked through his phone and remembered you gave him your number. Maybe you were flirting with him? Back in his day, that was definitely a way to tell if a girl liked you. But you were what? At least 21, you could get into a club, and he was 39 and a Dad. He fought back and forth with himself until his phone dinged, grabbing his attention. The name Angel popped up, and he was confused at first, then remembered you had used his phone to get his number.
Angel: Too bad you couldnāt make it tonight, but I understand! Maybe we can meet up some other time?š„° Angel: Just the two of usā¦
Eddie was shocked, you were forward and for sure flirting with him and he liked it. You were extremely nervous sending the text.
You were out at the club, tipsy, and your friends had convinced you to send the first text, then one of them grabbed your phone and sent the second one, just to be clear for good measure. While you waited for his reply that felt like a thousand years, you took another tequila shot. Why were you so nervous about his reply? This night was about you! You were supposed to be celebrating your highly successful tour, but the second your phone vibrated, you were unlocking it to see.
Eddie: Thank you so much for making Viās night so special, let me take you to dinner as a thank you? š
Oh my god, did he asked you out?
Angel: It was my pleasure, but Iāll never pass up the chance for free foodš Eddie: Iāll call you tomorrow and we can work out the details, have fun and donāt do anything I would doš
Eddie didnāt text you for the rest of the night, but it was already 1:45 a.m., and you were busy partying.
Eddie did not go to sleep right away after he sent that text. He was like a lovesick teenager while looking through your social media, your Instagram and TikTok. He couldnāt stop looking at the picture the three of you took at the meet and greet. You had looked so cute, the way your outfit clung to your body, showing off all the right placesā¦ It was ingrained in his brain. He allowed his mind to drift to dirty thoughts about you again. You were his favourite fantasy.
His hand traced his stomach down further until his fingers traced the tip of his cock. He had been so worked up all night he had to touch himself. His red tip aching to be enveloped by your sweet little cunt. He imagined how your voice would be begging him to fuck you while he stroked his cock; he thought about what you would look like bouncing up and down, swallowing him whole, how soft your boobs would be in his mouth, how you would scream for him. Oh yeah, baby, such a good girl. Taking me so well, youāre a dirty girl, wanting me to fill you. Do you like that? Taking all of it, letting me use you, beg for it, baby. He gripped his fist tighter around himself, aching for release. A loud primal groan left Eddieās mouth as he came. He knew he was in big trouble. That was one of the hardest times heād cum in a while. His undeniable crush on you was growing, and he wasnāt sure he could control it.
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The following day, you woke up with a nasty hangover and an early morning call from your publicity team. They asked you to meet with them at noon in the office. Worry filled you; what had you done last night? Were you messy? Did someone leak a video of you partying? Your fans were young and impressionable. You had to keep your image somewhat clean. As you showered, getting ready for the day, memories of meeting and texting Eddie flooded your mind. Oh my god, youād hit on Eddie Munson, and heād asked you out! That put a little bit more pep in your step.
As you enter the office, you donāt pay much attention to the people surrounding you as you stalk Rogerās office. Looking down at your phone as you open the solid oak door, you almost crash into someone built like a brick wall. Your short stature couldnāt see over their broad shoulders blocking the entrance. You let out a little yelp as you almost spilled the coffee to help your hangover all over your baby blue silk power suit.
āShit,ā you whisper under your breath. The person whips their head around at the sudden admission. Youāre still looking at your outfit to see if youād spill anything on yourself when you hear him.āFancy meeting you here, Angel.ā Your head shoots up; Eddie is the brick wall blocking your way. You try and come up with something witty, but youāre off your game this morning. Why would he be here? Did your texts leak? What is going on?.
āHello lovely, have a seat. We will get right to it.ā You hear Rogers's voice come from behind Eddie and his team. You take a seat at his desk with Eddie sitting beside you. āWhat's going on?ā you ask no one in particular. āWe came up with a plan for more publicity, Sweetheart.ā Roger smiles. His nicknames never bothered you; he was kind and caring, never talking down to you, and you knew he always had your best interests at heart. āOh?ā You looked to Eddie because why would he be here as well? Roger starts talking, and your attention goes back to him. āYou see, Corroded Coffin is coming back from hiatus! A new album will be released in a few months, and theyāre going on tour.ā
Oh wow! This was so exciting for them! You couldnāt wait to tell your parents the news. Maybe you could get tickets for them as an anniversary gift?
You turn your head back to Eddie with a smile. Heās not looking at you, but the desk held his gaze. There was a look in his eyes like he wasn't listening... like he was off in another world. Did he not like the idea? He asked you out only last night. Maybe he knew before you? Maybe that was why he asked you out?
"Since you and the band are signed to the same label, and Eddie is the band's frontman, we thought this could be a good match. Lord knows the band needs some good publicity since itās been about 8 years since anything has been released.ā Roger explained.
Oh, you seeā¦this was all for show, he must have known before you did. Thatās the only reason he asked you out... Your heart sank a little bit knowing now that it was all a part of the plan; but why wouldnāt he tell you? āWhat do you think darling?ā Roger asked. āWell I mean, I guess why not?ā What could it hurt? You got along, he was hot, and you knew you wanted no strings attached. No more hurt, not again. āEddie, how about you?ā Eddie snapped out of his trace at the sound of his name. āUh yeah. Sure, whatever works.ā He brushed it off. Eddie hardly looked at you for the rest of the meeting. āGreat your people and my people will set up the contract and you can both sign it. Thanks for coming in, we will send it to you by 4:00pm. The both of you have a lovely afternoon.ā Roger dismissed you.
Eddie did not pay attention during that entire meeting nor the time he spent signing the contract. He was too in his head about the situation. He was now obligated to date you. He didnāt care that it was all for show because, through his eyes, any time Eddie was to spend with you was precious.
After signing the contract, Eddie started thinking of dates to bring you on because he didnāt read the part where it said the dates would be scheduled and planned by your teams accordingly. They would be strategically coordinated so there would always be paparazzi. He didnāt pay attention to any of the contractual obligations, especially the fine print. He was excited he got to show you off as his girl.
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A few days after the meeting between your team and Eddie's, you received a call from none other than Eddie himself. He called you asking you to come over for dinner, which surprised you even though he said he would. You were nervous because you still had a growing crush on Eddie and wanted to look extra good for him. A million questions ran through your head while deciding on what to wear. Would his daughter be there? You needed to dress cute but casually; it was only at his house, after allā¦ Maybe it was a get-to-know-you-better kind of thing? To get your stories straight? How you had met, how you had āfallen in love,ā that sort of thing?
You did your signature soft girl makeup and pulled your hair into a half-up, half-down look to keep your hair out of your eyes. You dressed in your high-waisted light wash Levi jeans that made your ass look out of this world and paired it with a cropped white baby tee and a sage green cropped knit cardigan. You did another spritz for your favourite perfume for good measure. You glanced at yourself one more time in the mirror. Casual, simple, not too much, right? You decided if you didnāt leave right now, you never would.
Eddie opened the door to his mansion seconds after the bell rang. He was already alerted by the gate buzzer, so he had time to get to the door. You nervously wait for him to open up the 10ft door that looks like it could swallow you whole. āHi Princes-Is that seriously your car?ā He chuckled. You turn your head to look behind you to see your baby pink G wagon sitting in the driveway. You shrug your shoulders as your cheeks heat and blush at his teasing. āIt was a gift from the label for hitting platinum on my first album.ā You shrugged. This version of you seemed to be a lot more shy than the first time Eddie met you.
Eddie thought you were adorable, and you thought he looked like a Greek god standing there in the doorway. āCan I come in?ā You asked, reaching to nervously twirl the bottom of your hair with both hands. āShit, sorry, where are my manners? Itās been a long time since Iāve done this.ā He scolded himself after it came out of his mouth. Real fucking smooth, Munson. You giggled at his omission and stepped into his home. You looked around, seeing that it was exactly as you would picture it. The walls were painted dark, warm charcoal accented with gold features, platinum and gold records and Grammy awards mounted to the walls. You were memorized by the things that were distinctly Eddie, but it could use a feminine touch, in your opinion. How did a girly girl like Violet Rose grow up in a place like this?
He led you to the kitchen as he continued the home tour. The kitchen was grand and lush with dark emerald green cabinets, the same charcoal grey walls and brassy gold appliances and hardware. The smell that wafted through your nose as Eddie led you into the room was the best thing youād smelt in a while. Sure, you can cook for yourself, but who has the time? As you take in the delicious smell, you hum automatically. āIt smells so good! What are you making?ā You ask, sitting on the brass bar stool. āWouldnāt you like to know?ā He gave you a toothy smile and a wink. That made your whole body flutter, heart, stomachā¦pussy. He was too charming for his own good. You were screwed and not in the way you wanted to be.
He automatically poured you a glass of white wine and said it would 'pair nicely' with whatever he was cooking for the two of you. āSo where is Violet Rose?ā You asked, taking a sip. āSleepover with the Kardashians, they live just up the street.ā He shrugged. You choke on the wine; he said it so casually, like they werenāt the most famous family in the world. This world was still very new to you. You hardly had three years under your belt, and he had decades on you. āOh god! Are you okay?ā he rushed to your aid, his large hand spaying over your back, circling it gently. āYeah, just um, went down the wrong way.ā You choked embarrasly as you caught your breath. Eddie squeezed your bicep and returned to the stove to serve the food. āDonāt choke on this, okay? The last thing I need is a headline that says Freak, Eddie Munson kills Beautiful Pop Princess. He placed it before you, and you laughed at his lame joke. Still a bit embarrassed, but that all went away when you saw what he put down in front of you. āAre you some sort of Houdini? Or did you know this was my favourite?ā You raised a brow.
Oh, Eddie had known; he saw you post about it when he was stalking your Instagram a few nights prior. He was determined to get it right; he practiced making it a few times for Vi before your date. So much so that she got sick of it and begged him to make her boxed mac and cheese instead.
āA magician never tells his secrets.ā He winked at you, sitting right beside you at the kitchen island. Having him this close to you made everything flutter again. You took your first bite, and your initial reaction was to moan at how good it tasted. Your eyes close as your head falls back, enjoying every bite. Eddies cock twitched the second you let out that moan. His breath hitched; he knew your moans would be sweet, but his imagination could not conjure up the sweetness that left your throat. Eddie knew if it was this easy to get you to make that sweet sound in the kitchen, he could just as easily get them out of you in the bedroom as well.
āEddie this is sooooo good!ā you compliment him.
He smiled shyly and thanked you. You sat in a comfortable silence as you enjoyed your homemade dinner. āI was surprised you asked me to your house.ā You openly admitted, looking over at him.
āReally? He asked as he took a sip of wine. You watched his tattooed-clad hand grip the glass as he brought the honey-coloured liquid to his plump lips and watched his Adamās apple bob as he swallowed. āUm, yeah, I guess I was wondering why?ā You shook your head out of your daze. āCanāt a man ask a pretty girl on a date?ā He teased.
āSo this is a date? You asked, confirming. āWhy wouldnāt it be?ā He asked. āWhat about the contract?ā You asked, fully knowing all dates were to be set up by your two teams and were to be in public. āWhat about it?ā He asked. āI guess Iām surprised you wanted to be alone with me, is all?ā You shrugged. āAny man would be stupid to not want you alone, Angel.ā His voice deepened.
Your breath hitched, and you took the last sip of your wine. Eddie got up to pour you another glass. As he walked back, he stood behind you, and as he reached over you, you could feel his chest brush up against your back. He let a ringed hand fall on your shoulder for balance as he leaned over to pour you a glass from behind. He smelled intoxicating. His cologne was obviously expensive, rich and all man.
āWe should get to know one another better,ā He said while subtly moving his stool closer to you. āOh, ok, what did you want to know?ā Your head was still spinning from his scent that lingered in the air around you. āEverything.ā His voice was so sultry it hypnotized you. āYouāre going to have to be more specific,ā you giggle. That second glass of wine was quickly lifting your inhibitions.
āOk, how about we start with why youāre agreeing to be with an old guy like me when you could have any guy in the world, Sweetheart.ā He raised his brows to you. āI wouldnāt call you old.ā You admit to him. āIām turning 40 next year, baby... and youāre what? 21? I could be your father." he begrudgingly admitted.
You laugh again; what the hell was in this wine? āIām 25, thank you very much, turning 26 next month.ā You smiled. āOh, so youāre a Gemini.ā He was quick with his answer. āSo I amā¦ and to answer your question, I donāt have time for dating, and the last time I was in a relationship was so long ago. He didnāt respect me or my dreams and said I wasnāt good enough to make it. And to top it all, he went and fucked everyone who wasnāt meā¦ā You looked down at your fork, pushing around with the bits of food still left on your plate.
āSounds like a little bitchā¦ Pardon my French. I think that you need a real man, someone to take care of you.ā A hesitant hand had reached to hold yours that was resting on the black marble countertop, but he backed out and rested it very close beside it. āOr I donāt need a man; I can take care of myself just fine.ā Your posture stiffened, still jaded by what your ex had done to you. You had a hard time trusting people who want to get close. Especially now when you can always do something for them, whether that be money, fifteen minutes of fame, or exposure. It all came down to people leeching off one another in this world. Another reason you were hesitant to come tonight was because you knew that Eddie and you had done this deal to do just that for one another. Only this time, it was a mutual agreement; you both know what youāre getting into, so why did it bother you?
āEveryone needs someone, Angel. You canāt be alone forever; humans donāt work that way. We are social creatures we need affection...intimacy.ā His tone was strong as he lifted your chin gently in his hand to make you look him in the eyes.
āWhat about you? Youāre a catch; why are you single?ā You break your gaze. āWell darlinā, Iām now a full-time dad slash ex-party boy, my reputation precedes me and honestly nobody wants all the baggage that comes with being with me.ā He sighs
āBaggage?ā You question why a furrowed brow. āYou are way too young to know about the things I used to get up to back when I was your ageā¦ god that makes me sound old.ā He chuckles.
āI think youāre being too hard of yourself; youāre so handsome and charming and a great cook. You, Mr. Munson, are a catchā You smile, reaching to touch his bicep. His eyes flick down to your hand and back up your eyes. He may have been out of the dating scene for almost a decade, but he knew when a girl was flirting with him.
āYou trying to butter me up, sweetheart?ā He moved closer to you so your noses were almost touching. āWhat if I am?ā Your voice is more than a whisper. āI think we should practice some of our chemistry... we will need to be pretty convincing for the cameras.ā you continued.
Eddie didnāt need any more confirmation. He closed the small gap; his plush lips were so gentle, your mouths moved in sync, and his hands moved up to cup your cheeks. You moved so yours rested on the back of his neck.
Kissing Eddie made your head spin; he was firm and in control, but he was so soft, nothing was rushed, and you were both soaking up the moment. You both felt the spark, but neither would care to admit it. This was supposed to be just business, wasnāt it? This didnāt feel like just business. No, this was unbridled attraction. Eddie was the first to pull away. If he hadnāt, another side of him that hadnāt come out in a very long time would be unleashed. He cleared his throat, trying to distract himself from the blood rushing to his cock. You were sad when he pulled away, your head was spinning and you cursed yourself for wanting more. It was only your first date. āI ummm, I guess we can say we have some chemistry?ā You scolded yourself. That sounded so lame!
Eddie laughed, āYeah babe I guess you could say that, but I want to make sureā¦ā He leaned in for another kiss, he was insatiable, it had been years since heād kissed a woman he cared about, and your mouth was so sweet, your lipgloss tasted like peaches. He got brave, slipped in his tongue, and gripped your waist this time, pulling you closer. The screech of the metal stool being dragged across the hardwood floors was startling, but neither of you reacted. You moaned when his hands gripped the sliver of skin that separated your pants from your top. You placed your hands where they rested before on his neck so you were able to hug yourself closer into him.
āI would definitely say there is some chemistry, Angel.ā He pulled away begrudgingly once again. He really needed to stop himself. He could not scare you off, especially on the first date. āYouāre a good kisser.ā You sigh, eyes still closed, soaking up everything that is Eddie. It made you think about all the other things that Eddie would be good at. Eddie moaned, knowing he could fucking rock your world, but he would have to be patient, he would have to wait.
The rest of the night went smoothly. You had a great time getting to know one another better. Youād learned how he was such a reckless party boy until Vi was born. You bonded on how you both loved to be on stage, how he cannot wait to get back out there but is nervous about releasing new stuff because what if his fans had moved on? You got to know a side of Eddie that the public didnāt ever get a glimpse of.
He glanced at his watch and noticed that it was already 11:30 p.m. You had only gotten there around 7:00 p.m; he didnāt want the night to end but hadnāt an early morning in the studio with the band. He didnāt let you leave without a kiss goodbye. You had melted at his touch, what was supposed to be a quick goodnight kiss turned into a mini make-out session, leaving you with soaked panties to deal with on your drive back to your condo.
As you lay in bed that night, you scroll through your phone, looking at the pictures you took from that night. Roger suggested getting some pictures, putting them on socials, and tagging Eddie in them to get the ball rolling. Your first ādateā with Eddie would be set up for next week, and a little bit of gossip never hurt anyone. You look to find the perfect picture to post to your Instagram story. It was a picture of your food, wine, and Eddie's tattooed hand on the counter beside you. His unmistakable purple rose tattoo was in the frame, but you still tagged him just to be safe.
You captioned to picture āGet you a man who can cook just as well as he can sing š @MonsterMunsonā That was cute? Right? Oh well too late. You closed your eyes and clicked the post.
A few minutes later you receive a text
Eddie: So Iām your man huh? š Angel: Technically yes, you signed the contact sooooā¦ legally youāre mine lol Eddie: Iām only kidding, Princess Angel: You sure like to tease me a lotš¢ Eddie: You will know when I am teasing you, Angel.
It had been about fifteen minutes since Eddie texted you, and he was worried he had crossed a line. Was his flirting too much? Coming on too strong? Maybe this was all contractual to you. Were you calling your publicist to rip up the contact? His thoughts were running wild until he heard his phone go off. He reached for it as it sat facedown on the coffee table. It was a text from you.
Angel: Sorry my phone crashed from all the notifications Iāve been getting about posting the story. Seems like the plan is working!
Maybe this all was just contractual to you after all? But what about that kiss? Eddie was conflicted, fighting with himself, and he was too stubborn to outright ask you. He finally decided to reply 20 minutes later to not look desperate.
Eddie: Great.
When you looked at the reply he seemed off. He used a period. Why was he being dry? Heās old, maybe he thinks punctuation is necessary? You told yourself not to read into it as much.
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You havenāt heard much from Eddie since your first date, which was disappointing, but you kept telling yourself it's because heās older, heās busy, he was a single dad, and you understood his hectic lifestyle. He would still text you good morning and good night, but heād only text you one-word answers; he said he prefers calls over texts. So why hasnāt he called you? Screw it, your first public date was coming up, and you wanted his attention. He was probably in the studio today, so you didnāt want to call him. So you texted him first instead.
Angel: Hi handsome š„°
An hour had passed, and still no reply. Little did you know that every time you texted Eddie, butterflies would erupt in his stomach, but he had to play it cool. You were doing this all for the show, he thought. After an hour of impatient waiting, you decided to be bold. You needed to get his attention, and an idea struck you. You crossed the room to your walk-in closet and started searching. Eddie saw your contact on his phone screen again as he waited his turn outside the sound booth with Jeff and Felix to get into the booth to do the background vocals while Gareth was perfecting his drum solo.
Your contact name lingered there on the lock screen, taunting him. He shoved his phone back on the table and tried to ignore the incessant need to talk to you. āWhat's up, man?ā Jeff asked Eddie, as he was clearly bothered. āWhoās Angel?ā Felix leaned over, looking at Eddied's phone, which lit up again when it was thrown on the coffee table in front of them. The band did not know about the arrangement between you and Eddie. āNo one, man, mind your business.ā Eddie huffed. āYou gotta girl we donāt know about?ā Felix laughed. āMaybe itās his daughter?ā Jeff suggested. āOh, itās definitely not his daughter.ā Felix had Eddieās phone unlocked in his hand.
āWhat do you mea- give me that!ā Eddie snatched the phone out of Felixās hands and looked down at a picture of you laying in bed wearing a tight red mini cocktail dress. Most of your face was cut out, but he could see you seductively bite your index finger. Eddie's eyes bulged out of his head. He read the text underneath it.
Angel: āThis look ok for our date on Friday?ā š¤
Eddie still hadnāt replied. His brain was too busy short-circuiting. It had been an whole hour and ten minutes of him not answering you, and you were getting annoyed and needy. You sent another text, praying it would finally get his attention. Jeff grabbed the phone from Eddie before he could think.
āDamn, Eddie, you are one lucky man, who is sheā Jeff smirked. Before Eddie could get his phone back, your text went through, and Jeff read it out loud.
āFrom Angel: Maybe itās too much? I wouldnāt be able to wear any underwear with itā¦ canāt have panty lines showing. Winking face,ā Jeff finished and looked at Felix with a smirk. āMy man! Still have some game after all this time.ā Felix laughed. āWhen was the last time you were even with a girl?ā Jeff asked. Eddie grabbed his phone out of Jeffs's hands, ignoring the question and stormed out of the room.
It was now an hour and fifteen minutes since you triple-texted Eddie... This was pathetic. Just as you were about to wallow in self-pity, your phone started to ring. It was Eddie, your heart leapt into your throat, you answered it on the fourth ring.
āHey, hot stuff,ā You greeted him. āWhat do you think youāre doing?ā Eddieās voice was stern and hushed like he didnāt want anyone to hear him. āWhat do you mean?ā You tried to play dumb. āOh, you know exactly what I mean,ā he chuckled darkly. āYou didnāt like my dress?ā you kept your voice sickly sweet and way too innocent. āYouāre a little minx, you know that?ā Eddie growled through the phone. Your body reacted to his voice so easily, a shiver ran up your spine.āI-I didnāt do anything?ā You still played dumb. āYou better wear that on Friday, sweetheart, but Iāll need to know if you decide to not wear your panties,ā he whispered. āWhy?ā you were not letting go of this act. āFuck sweetheart, youāre making me want to do bad things to you.ā He sighed. He heard you giggle softly on the other end of the call. āHave I been a bad girl?ā the flirting came so naturally when it came to Eddie. āYou really know how to wind a man up.ā He shook his head. This was all for the show; this wasnāt supposed to be real. Then why were you playing him like it was? āIf I was there right now, you have no idea what I wou-ā
āEd! Letās go, we need you, man!ā Gareth cut off Eddie from behind a closed studio door. āFuck, I gotta go. Iāll talk to you later. No more pictures, ok? The guys damn well near had a heart attack.ā And with that, Eddie hung up. So he was at the studio, and you had worked him up. Your plan was working.
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The rest of the week flew by, and Friday seemed to sneak up on you. Working in the studio, writing and recording some demos took up much of your time. Eddie was gradually getting better with texting you, but you understood that he was in the same boat as you.
You look at the clock and see it is time to prepare for your date! You take a shower, exfoliating and shaving everywhere because you never know. When you get out, you pour yourself a little glass to loosen. You apply your makeup as you let your hair sit in a towel on top of your head. Your drink was two-thirds gone by the time you dried and styled it. It has been a few hours, and you finally slipped on your tight little dress. You paired it with some black strappy heels and your Armani clutch, and you were ready to go. You gave yourself a once over in the mirror, spritzed some last-minute perfume because you had forgotten, triple-checked you had applied deodorant, applied one last layer of lipgloss, and had to remind yourself less is more. You forced yourself out of the bathroom, or you would keep adding to your ensemble.
Walking out of your bathroom, you hear the apartment buzzer going off. Eddie was to pick you up at 6:00 p.m., and you glanced at your phone to see it was 6:01 p.m. āHey, sweet girl, buzz me up?ā You hear over the intercom. Butterflies erupt in your stomach when you hear his voice. āNo need. Iām coming down!ā You reassured him. āHow can I be a gentleman and pick you up if you wonāt let me in?ā He laughed.
āFine, come on up.ā You playfully roll your eyes and hold the buzzer for him. You pace your foyer for about 5 minutes, but it feels like forever. You hear a quick knock on the door, and you whip it open so quick your hair blows in its wake. Youāre stunned by the man standing before you. Eddie looks delicious. His hair was neatly pulled back in a low bun; he probably put some product in it to keep the frizz away. His all-black suit was tailored for him exactly. His crisp white button-up wasn't done up all the way, showing off his chest tattoos. Eddie lets out a whistle when he sees you; the bouquet of flowers he is holding drops down as he itches his brow with his thumb. āYouāre making it awfully hard to be a gentleman, babyā¦ Give me a spin. Let me see you.ā he lifts your hand to turn you slowly. Baby. It makes your head spin, or was that because he was literally spinning you? āBeautiful.ā He half says under his breath. The hallway was quiet, so you managed to hear whether he intended for you to or not. āWe should get going,ā You say as youāre about to lock the door. āWait! Here.ā He shoved the flowers into your hands, which you both almost forgot about. The bouquet was a mix of different flowers of all shades of pink, white, and green. A huge smile broke on your face. You werenāt used to this, men opening doors for you, bringing you flowers.
You invited him in, wanting to put them in water before you left. You bent over to find a vase in your bottom cabinets. āNo panty lines, I see.ā You heard the smugness in his voice. āSo you openly admit that youāre checking me out?ā you ask, your back still turned to him as you fill the glass with water. You turn to see a smug smile on his face and playfully roll your eyes in return. āWe should get going, or else I donāt think I'll be able to leave; you make that dress look criminal.ā He sighs." Keep it professional, Mr. Munson. We are on duty tonight.ā You giggle as you lock your door. Eddie rests his hand on the small of your back as you walk to the elevator. He opens the car door for you, and you try to cover up your excited smile.
Roger told you the paparazzi will be tipped off and will capture the both of you after you leave. They booked you a table at this new hot spot restaurant called Enzoās. The food was supposed to be incredible; you were excited about getting a table there.
The walk into the restaurant wasnāt very outrageous. The hostess showed you two your table, a booth seated next to a smaller windowā¦ very subtle, Roger. āSo whatās your favourite Italian meal?ā You asked Eddie, picking up the menu. āAnything when Iām actually in Italy,ā He said casually. āOkay, Mr. Hotshot, what about when youāre not in Italy.ā You picked up a breadstick, nibbling on the end. āRissoto alla Milanese,ā He says in a flawless accent. āDonāt tell me you speak Italian,ā You accuse. The waiter comes to take your drink orders, and Eddie continues on. āCorroded Coffin has a big Italian demographic, surprisingly. We spend a lot of time touring there. This CafĆ© in Amalfi has the best pastries youāll ever taste! Iāll have to take you some time.ā He smiles.
The waiter returned with your drinks, but you waited a little longer to order because you still needed to look at the menu. āOh, you wanna take me to Italy?ā you ask while sipping your red wine. āName a place and time, baby. Iāll fire up the jet.ā He sips his amaretto. āYou have a jet?ā You choke out. You truly forgot how big of a star Eddie Munson is. He is an A list, while youāre more likely on the C list. How is it that he agreed to do this contract with you? āOf course I do.ā He said nonchalantly.
After finishing one of the best meals you ever had, a flash of light filters through the window. āAnd so it starts,ā Eddie sighs. Honestly, you had forgotten that this night wasnāt supposed to be an authentic date. Youāre supposed to not have any strings attached, no feeling, no commitment, no attraction! Then tell that to your vagina...
āCan I get you anything for dessert?ā The waiter asks. āI guess we have to milk it a little longer?ā you half-whisper. Eddie orders you a tiramisu to share. āI am having a lot of fun tonight.ā Eddie admits, āMe too.ā you bite your lip. A few minutes later, your cake is presented on the table. You cheers your silver teaspoons and dig in. You let your senses take over as you put the sweet cake and cream in your mouth. You let out an audible moan as your head falls back. Just like how you did for the meal Eddie Cooked You.
Eddieās eyes go dark as he hears the moan leave your mouth, forgetting where he is and what he is meant to be doing. āYou really know how to tease me, Princess.ā Your head snaps back up at Eddie's omission. āI thought you were supposed to be the expert tease?ā You place another piece of cake in your mouth and slowly slide the spoon down your lips. Eddie looked at you like he would devour you, and you were willing to let him. Another flash brought the both of you back into reality. Letting out a sigh, you both decided to wrap up the date. Eddie paid and grabbed your hand to help you out of the booth. āReady for this shit show, Princess?ā He wrapped a protective arm around your shoulder. āReady as Iāll ever be.ā You said while peering into his beautiful brown eyes.
Eddie opened the doors of Enzoās, and it was like walking into a circus. There were what looked like 15 Paps, all surrounding the doors, the bright flashes, the yelling of your names, so many voices telling you where to look. You smiled slightly and watched where your and Eddie's feet took you.
You suddenly felt someone grab the back of your dress, making you let out a small yelp. Eddie asks you whatās wrong. You tell him someone grabbed you, and something switches within Eddie. āWho put their hands on my girl?ā Eddie was seeing red. You begged Eddie to get you to the car before a fight broke out. He saw the fear in your eyes, pushed your way through the sea of cameras, and safely made it to the car. āYou okay, Angel?ā Eddie asked once he was in the driver's seat. āYeah, I think so. That was really scary,ā you say while steadying your breath. āFirst time?ā He asks you while resting his hand on the back of my head for comfort. āThat obvious?ā You say with a shaky laugh. āIāve been doing this for ten-plus years, Angel. It never gets any easier.ā He shook his head.
āThank you for standing up for me.ā You go to grab his other hand that was resting on the console, and you give it a light squeeze. The moment was so intimate you were dying to kiss him. His lips were stained red from the tomato sauce, and his cologne was so intoxicating. To just lean in a little bit more...
The cameras were still flashing, and Eddie needed to get the both of you out of there, āTheyāve had their fair share of pictures.ā He whispers as he leans back. He wants to kiss you; he so wants to kiss you at this moment, but he doesnāt want to kiss you just for cameras. He wants that between the two of you, away from the public. But you didnāt know that. You think itās hit him that this is all for the show, that he is just doing this for the contract. You are so far into your head the rest of the way home. Youāre very quiet compared to when you were at dinner with Eddie.
āEverything okay, Baby?ā Eddie asks as he pulls into your building's visitor parking spot. āYeah, just a crazy nightā¦ Well, thank you for dinner. I believe we pulled it off, um, goodnight.ā You shake it off and go to open the passenger door.
āWoah woah woah, slow down, let me.ā He reaches out to stop you, and you roll your eyes at his need to be gentlemanly. You see him scurry around the front of the car. He swings the door open and holds out his hand to help you out of the car. āMāladyā slips out as he helps you stand.
āThank you, kind sir.ā You give a small curtsy. āIāll walk you to your apartment. Make sure you get home safe.ā He guides you to the elevators. Hand resting on your back the whole way up, you were so tempted to lean your head on his shoulder, but you had to remind yourself this was all an act even though you wanted it to be more.
āWell... this is me.ā You say as you get to your front door. An internal cringe runs through your body. Of course, he knows this is you. He picked you up from here mere hours ago. āSo it is,ā Eddie says, hoping you invite him in. āUm, well, thanks for dinner, goodnight.ā You turn to unlock the door, but Eddie stops you by placing his hand on your hand with the keys. āWoah, hold on, Sweetheart, youāre not getting away that easy. Whatās going on in that pretty head of yours? Hm, youāve been quiet since the car?ā He lifted your chin up to look at him. āThis is all so new for me. I guess Iām overwhelmed.ā It wasnāt a lie; it was overwhelming this new life you made for yourself. āI know, Angel, this world is crazy, but you have me, okay? You donāt have anything to be afraid of.ā He reassured you, but it didnāt help. You had lots to be afraid of. You were scared of your feelings for Eddie; youāre scared he doesnāt feel the same way.
Eddie saw the look on your face; your thoughts were spinning, and he saw the wheels in your head turning. He wanted to make it all go away. He needed to make you feel better, to turn off all your thoughts. Eddie did what he knew best; he leaned in to kiss you. It was unexpected. It caught you off guard but brought you back to reality. Eddie was soft and gentle. A peck was all it was, but it was more than that underneath. You two had something special, it was undeniable that you both felt it but were too chicken to admit it.
Eddie was the first to pull away once again, and you hated that he did. āDo you want to come inside?ā You donāt know where that offer came from. This was not how the night was to end up. āAre you sure, Angel? You were ready to shoo me off your doorstep a minute ago.ā He chuckled. āDo you want some coffee?ā You started to unlock your door.
āI donāt think coffee is what I want to consume if I join because of how youāre wearing that dressā¦ā He has that look again like he could eat you. A shiver runs down your spine. āI thought you were trying to be a gentleman? Am I not a Lady.ā You turn in your doorway. āYes, and a Lady she shall stayā¦for now.ā He leaned in to give you one last head-spinning kiss. āGoodnight, Baby.ā He takes your hand and raises it to his mouth. āLet me know when you get home safe.ā You hum. Eddie has you hypnotized.
After seeing him get into the elevator, you lock your door and start to get unready. You plop down on your bed, makeup wipe in hand, feeling conflicted. On one hand, you have Eddie at your fingertips; on the other, you have your entire career to worry about. You ultimately decide that not sleeping with Eddie was the best choice. It keeps things simple and sure your pussy throbs whenever he kisses or touches you, but that would go awayā¦ right? You havenāt been touched in a while.ā¦thatās all it is, so why canāt you help yourself from reaching down further until you feel your wet folds? You had no panties on; it wasnāt a lie on your part. You could feel your slick coating the tops of your inner thighs. You were so wet. How had you just noticed now? Your pussy was begging for attention. You had to give in.
You stripped off your dress you were laying there naked in your bed. You thought about how Eddieās lips felt against yours, how his big hands felt when he rested them on your back and thigh while driving. You thought about what his skilled mouth was capable of. Your clit was screaming at you for relief as you teased yourself getting ready. You couldnāt take it anymore. You gave yourself the relief you needed, circling your clit with just the right amount of pressure. Your other hand explored your breasts, toying with each nipple that sent a sensation of pleasure straight to your pussy. You kept thinking about Eddie dominating you, how he would use such filthy words. Do you like being such a dirty little girl for me? Letting me use you as my little fuck toy? Such a good girl for me.
You imagined Eddieās voice repeating those words repeatedly until your head was spinning, the coil in your lower belly was tightening, it was about to snap, so close, you curled harder and harder. Youāre lost in the feeling; you donāt even realize your phone is ringingā¦ until you do. It broke you out of the almost orgasm. Fuck you lost it.
You angrily look to see who is calling; your mood switches when you see the man of your fantasy face timing you, so you answer, not thinking about how you're naked. āHey, pretty girl, made it home.ā He smiled. It looked like he was sitting in his bed. āYou made good time,ā You say, panting, slowly regaining your breath. āAre you naked?!ā Eddie's eyes bulge out of his head.
āWho is that, Daddy?ā you both hear a small voice coming from Eddieās end. āShit,ā he said under his breath before he continued, āCupcake, go back to bed. Itās midnight, way past your bedtime!ā Heās talking to his daughter, and you scramble to put on the old t-shirt you had lying on your bed from getting ready earlier.
āIs that Poppy?ā You can hear the excitement in her voice. Who is Poppy? Did he have another girl around he didnāt tell you about? āPoppy? Whoās Poppy?ā Eddie asks Violet Rose, confused. āPOPPY! like Princess of POP!ā She explains that heās a moron. Eddie still doesnāt understand, so she continues, āYou call her Angle; I call her Poppy because a Poppy is also a flower, just like me! VIOLET ROSE and POPPYā She spells it out for him. Your heart swells that they both have nicknames to use for you. āI like that, Vi. We can be flower power buddies.ā You giggle at the nickname.
The padding of her feet sped up like she was running at the sound of your voice. Eddie shook on the screen before you, and he let out an āoofā sound. āViolet Rose, do not make me ask you again,ā his voice was stern. āBut Daddy, pleeeeeeease, I just want to say hi, and Iāll go to bed! I pinky promise!ā You see her milk chocolate curls pop into view.
āHiiiiiiiiiiii Poppy! You should come over to our house now you and Daddy are friends! You can come to my pool party! ā She is such a sweet kid. āHi, cutie, Iāll have to ensure thatās okay with your Dad.ā You reply, looking at him. Eddieās brows furrow, thinking about if thatās a good idea or not?
āCupcake, you said hello now go to bed,ā Eddie chides. āFineā¦ byeeee!ā She waves furiously at the phone camera and slumps off the bed out of view. āSorry about her; she is very excitable when it comes to you. She hasnāt stopped talking about the concert,ā he apologized. āItās okay, baby; sheās adorable and a really sweet kid.ā Baby, it just slipped out. You try and play it off like nothing happened, but Eddie couldnāt allow that.
āBaby, huh? I thought we were off duty?ā He slides down his pillows, resting a hand behind his head, propping his head up. You can see the swell of his bicep flexing behind his head, and you blush at the accusation. āOff the clock or not, there is no denying youāre a babe. Some may even say DILF,ā What had gotten into you?! Maybe it was all that fancy Italian wine from the restaurant; that was it, definitely. āDILF, huh? What exactly were you doing when I called?ā his tone changed. It was sultry and deep, and it shot right through to your core. āWouldnāt you like to know?ā Two can play at this game. āWhere you touching yourself, Angel?ā He questioned. āMr. Munson, I have never!ā You throw your hand up to your chest dramatically. This made Eddie laugh, so you loved the sound of his laugh and the way his eyes crinkled, making his crow's feet even more pronounced.
āPlease, Sweetheart, Mr. Munson is my uncle, donāt make me feel that old.ā He shook his head. āDo you think I was touching myself to the thought of you? You dirty old man?ā You couldnāt keep a straight face. You let out a barked laugh and apologized. āIām sorry,ā you say between giggles. āIāll never say that again! I think itās the wine; my head feels loopy.ā You slunk back into your pillows and rested your head. Eddie just laughed in return but thought you were cute and funny. You were easy to talk to. āYou look awfully comfortable, Princess.ā He wished he was lying beside you. āWish you were joining me,ā you half whispered while fighting to keep your eyes open. āYeah, me too. Sweet dreams, Angel." Eddie whispers in return. You think youāre dreaming it as you drift off.
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The next morning, Roger called to give you an update. āYou guys sure sold it last night, let me tell ya! You sure you donāt want to go into acting?ā He questioned, āOh Rog, come on, Iām not that good of an actor,ā you brush off. āSweetheart, please, I saw the video on TMZ, the way Eddie blew up at that pap for bumping into you? Genius!ā He exclaimed.
āIt wasnāt just a bump, they grabbed me.ā You huffed. āWell, whatever happened, Iām glad youāre okay, and you have everyone talking about the both of you!ā The plan truly was working, so why did you feel so shitty? āDoes the contract say anything about restrictions about when we see one another?ā you ask, biting your perfectly manicured thumb. āNo, why do you ask?ā Roger asks, confused. āWell, his daughter invited me to her pool party, and I was thinking about going?ā You had to play this off right; you canāt let Roger know your true feelings and call the whole thing off. āCanāt see anything wrong with that, I suppose? It will make it look more real if youāre seen going over to his house, if anything! Give me a time and address, and Iāll set it up.ā He chimed.
Shit, this is not what you wanted.
āUh, Iām not sure I want the paps around because of his kid; it doesnāt feel right. What if I just do more social media postings?ā You rush out. āFine, but send it to me first; I must approve everything.ā Roger commanded.āOk, thanks, Rog,ā you sighed with relief. āBye, sweetheart.ā He hung up.
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A week later, you arrive at Eddieās house around 1:00 p.m. and hear your song blasting from the speakers, which you presume are in the backyard. You make your way around to the side gate Eddie said for you to come through since thatās where all of them were. You walk around the garden to see 7 little girls splashing in the swimming pool and poor Eddie looking so stressed about being the only supervisor. You let out a soft giggle to yourself when you take him in. He was such a girl dad; you could see he had bright pink and blue nail polish that was clearly done by a child. His hair was up in a high ponytail with different butterfly clips pinning his bangs back, glitter in his beard, and he had on purple eyeshadow that matched the glittery purple feather boa wrapped around his neck. It was a great contrast to the all-black ensemble he was sporting. It made your heart melt to see him being such a good sport about all of this. You could tell he literally would do anything to make his child happy.
āI see you are testing out a new stage look.ā You motion up and down. Eddie doesnāt care; he immediately embraces you in a tight hug. āThank god youāre here!ā You can feel the stress in his body melt away when you hug him back. āOf course, Iāll do anything for Vi.ā You smiled up at him, making the butterflies in his stomach come to life. Eddie was simp, and he knew it. Youāre everything he has ever wanted; he just had to convince you he was what you needed. āThat bad, huh?ā You cock your head to the side. Eddie could kiss you, and he would if his daughter wasnāt five feet away from him. āYou know, I thought I would be okay. Iāve done this before, but now she is twelve and a preteen, and I donāt know what I am doing anymore. Soon, she will be a teenager, and Iām going to be the guy she wonāt come to for advice, and she will be drinking and partying and the BOYS! Oh god, the boys! Or girls, you never know? I donāt care, but I canāt deal with anyone breaking her heart and-ā āEddie, breathe.ā You touch his biceps, rubbing your hands up and down, grounding him back to reality. āI can handle this; why donāt you go have a smoke, take a breather, grab some water or maybe something stronger, and Iāll be right here watching them, okay?ā Your vanilla cinnamon perfume is wafting his senses, calming him down. You were grounding him, letting him know youāre here for him. He didnāt think he could fall for you any harder, but here you are, showing up for him and his baby girl.
Eddie returned back to the yard about twenty minutes later. In all honesty, he had needed two cigarettes to calm himself. When he finished his smoke break, he grabbed a tray and brought out glasses of lemonade for everyone. He walked back out and was stopped in his tracks; he was taking you in for the first time that day. The sight of you in your Barbie pink bathing suit, the same one from that music video. You have all the girls lined up, teaching them some choreography you learned from the same music video. You were so patient and kind and looked so good in that bathing suit. Eddie forgot where he was for a moment; his mind flashed to him between your legs, shifting that small piece of nylon to the side so he could ravish you.
āDad, look what we learned!ā His thoughts were cut off by the sweet voice of his daughter. Fucking hell, Munson get it together, he scolded himself. You were like a damn succubus pulling him into a dirty world he never wanted to escape from. āLooking good, ladies.ā He couldnāt peel his eyes away from you; the way your hips shifted side to side, it was all innocent, of course, but that didnāt change the fact that Eddie couldnāt help himself.
āDaddy, is Poppy your girlfriend?ā Eddie's head snapped up from the conversation he was having with you at the head of the table while the rest of the girls were having their sandwiches. His head snaps back to you, then back to Violet Rose, āWell-ā he clears his throat, thinking about his options. He could tell Vi and the rest of her friends the truth and have to risk them blabbing to their parents and getting the story leaked, or he could lie to his daughterā¦
Eddie grabs your hand. āYou see, Vi, Angel is very special to me.ā Not a lie. āSo she and I have gone out on some dates.ā This is also not a lie. āSo, yes, she is my girlfriend.ā Also, not technically a lie? āWhy is she your girlfriend?ā This was Violet Roses's first experience with her father dating someone and, on top of that, dating someone so publicly, but this was not a question Eddie was prepared for. āUm, well, Cupcake,ā Eddie was now looking you dead in the eyes. āWhen you find someone that makes you happy, you want to be with that personā¦ commit to that person. She is kind, she is funny and easy to talk to. She understands what itās like to be in this crazy world we call Hollywood. She knows how to make me feel cared for and respected. When you find someone like that, you never want to let them go, so you ask them to be with youā¦ thatās why she is my-my girlfriend.ā The words spewed out of Eddie like word vomit.
He admitted to many preteen girls his admiration for you and felt his cheeks turning bright red. He will blame the sun. A bunch of āawwwwwesā escaped the table, even if you looked at him like he just gave you the world.
āWho wants ice cream?ā He shot up from the table and started walking inside.
āWow, you almost convinced me you really meant what you were saying.ā Eddie jumped, not thinking you had followed him back into the house. āUhhh yeah- totally.ā He cleared his throat. āYou really had me going there; you sure youāre also not an actor?ā You giggle a little bit uncomfortably. You had wished his words were sincere. He shook his head no and went to the freezer to get the ice cream to make milkshakes. āum, so anywaysā¦Roger said we needed to take pictures together and post them.ā You changed the subject. āOh, um, okay, I guess yeah, why not?ā Eddie was visibly frazzled, and you still think itās because of the party.
āHere, let me get this for them? You go get freshened up, and we can take some pictures, okay?ā you give him a soft smile. āWhat, I look that bad, Princess? Donāt want to be seen with an old man?ā He scoffs. āOh, um, I mean, if you want the whole world to see badass Eddie Munson looking like Violet Roseās personal Barbie Styling Head, then by all means,ā You giggle. Eddie had totally forgotten about the little makeover the girls gave him this entire time.āShit,ā he ran to the bathroom to fix himself.
āShe going to be my momā
āYouāre so lucky! I wish she would be my mom!ā
āYou already have a mom. And I don't! ā
Those are the words you overhear when you go back outside with the assortment of different flavour milkshakes. Oh fuck.
āWho wants ice cream?ā You ask in a sing-song voice, changing the subject immediately.
Eddie returned about ten minutes later to take an assortment of pictures and send them to Roger for approval. Roger sends you back the ones you can post on your main feed and your stories. He assigned you and Eddie each your own ones to post.
The one of you standing by Eddie's side and him kissing your cheek and Violet Rose with the biggest smile on her face in front of the both of you was your favourite. You got to post that one, and Eddie got to post the one of you and Violet Rose holding hands and dancing. The internet went wild. Everyone was saying how you were such a cute family, how everyone shipped the two of you. It seemed like your perfect little world wasnāt so fake after all? Maybe it could be real?
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Being Eddie Munson's fake girlfriend was a dream. He took you out on dates; most were planned by the publicity team, but he would ask you to see him without them knowing because he āwanted to see one another without paparazzi.ā He pampered you like no other man had in the past, and he wasnāt even your real boyfriend. He likes to buy you things, little things he sees that remind him of you. The last thing he got you were matching bunny slippers with Violet Rose because āyouāre just so cute.ā
Things between the two of you were becoming routine. You would go over to his house after long studio sessions. You would hang out with Violet Rose even if Eddie wasnāt home yet. You were becoming very attached to her. She would always be able to bring your mood up no matter how you were feeling. Around 4:30p.m, youād gotten a call from Eddie, who was panicked. āIām so sorry. I hate to ask this of you, but the nanny had a family emergency, and I wonāt be home until I donāt even know when? I didnāt have anyone else to call, and I trust you with her, so can you stay with VR until I get home?ā He was frantic. Your heart fluttered that he trusted you enough to watch over Vi. āEddie, itās okay, Iām free to watch her- Oh! We can have a pyjama party! We can paint our nails, do some face masks, eat junk food, and watch movies! Oh, it will be so fun!ā You hear Eddie release the breath that he was holding.āThank you so much. You truly are my Angel. Youāre sure youāre okay with this?ā you can hear the worry in his voice, so you reassure him that it will only be a few hours and everything will be okay.
āBaby Munson?! Your dad is running late, so itās just us girls for now; you okay with that?ā you smiled at her after the Nanny let you in as she was dashing out the door. āOH EM GEEEEEEE!ā She jumped up and down with excitement. You had packed your bag with all the essentials for the ultimate slumber party. You had stopped at the store to get sheet masks, candies and chips, and some teen magazines with those fun quizzes. āGo put in your pyjamas. We are having a slumber party!ā You told her and went to the bathroom to change into yours, only you realize that you had forgotten the most important part of the pyjama party, the pyjamas. Shit
You exit the bathroom still in your jeans and t-shirt as Violet storms down the stairs, sounding like a herd of Elephants. āWhere are your pjās?ā she asks. āSilly me was too excited about getting all the supplies. I forgot to pack them,ā You admit. āThat's okay, you can wear my dadās! He lets me sleep in his old t-shirts all the time!ā She tugs your hand before you can protest and drags you to his room.
āViolet, are you sure itās okay for me to be in here?ā You take in Eddieās bedroom. It seems very intimate to be inside someone's personal space. Violet Rose rifles through Eddieās armour and passes you a faded Corroded Coffin tour shirt and a pair of grey sweatpants.
āAre you sure this is okay?ā You ask her again. āYeah, youāre his girlfriend? Why wouldnāt it be?ā She quizzes you. She makes a very good point. You huff in defeat and walk to the bathroom to change.
As you exit, Vi has a hoard of blankets in her hands that you can only see her feet and the top of her head.
āLet's make a fort!ā you hear her muffled cheers. āOk, you get started, Iāll order pizza.ā You smile.
You walk into the living room to tell her that the pizza should arrive soon. āYou look cozy,ā She says as you enter the family room. Violet runs and jumps into your arms, giving you a big hug. āSo do you, baby Munson.ā You giggle. After the fort was constructed and too many slices of pizza were consumed, you start painting one another nails. Violet Rose chose her favourite colour for you, purple, not surprisinglyā¦ and you chose pink for her. āIām really happy youāre my dad's girlfriend.ā She says while stuffing her face with a brownie. āI am, too.ā you try not to blush. āHe is a lot happier now youāre here.ā She spews out nonchalantly. āWhat makes you say that?ā You question. āHe is always humming now; sometimes, Iāll catch him humming your songs. And he is playing the guitar more and writing love songs.ā She shrugs her shoulders. āHow would you know he is writing love songs?ā You look at her quizzically. āI went into his music room and saw them on the table! One of them was titled Forever My Angel! Wanna see!ā her eyes go wide god, they are just like her father's. āNo, sweetheart, I wouldnāt want to see something he isnāt ready to show me.ā You continue to paint her other hand even though you're screaming at yourself for not peaking. āOh, and he lets me get away with not doing my chores as much, annnnnd he told me a secret. Oh no! I wasnāt supposed to tell you that! Oops!ā she covered her mouth with both hands, making the nail brush paint across her fingers. āA secret, huh? Your Daddy talking about me when Iām not around?ā Your heart swelled at the thought.
The lines of what was real and what was fake were becoming extremely blurred. Violet Rose nodded hesitantly. āItās okay, donāt tell me, if it is supposed to be a secret, then it will stay a secret.ā You wipe off the excess polish off of her fingers.
The rest of the night was filled with Disney princess movies, more junk food, and pre-teen romance quizzes; according to yours, you were destined to be with Harry Styles, and Violet was most compatible with Ross Lynch. Time flew by with Violet; after you cleaned up your mess, you snuggled back into the fort with her to put on the next movie. She chose the Disney movie Brave and said it was one of her favourites. You havenāt even noticed the time when you put on the movie; it was already quarter to midnight, and Eddie still wasnāt home.
Eddie walked into his house at 12:49 p.m. He had a whole speech prepared about how sorry he was, that they were on a roll and couldnāt stop recording until it was perfection. Eddie followed the sound of the TV calling your name a few times, but with no luck, you didnāt answer. Eddie rounded the corner to see the tented blankets and the couch cushions disassembled. He skimmed to himself and walked around to see if you guys were still in there. Sure enough, he sees both of you tucked up into one another, sleeping. Eddieās heart swelled; he couldnāt picture a more perfect thing to come home to. It also didnāt escape him that you had on that old Corroded Coffin shirt, their first-ever tour merchandise. Eddie wanted to crawl in and be there with the two of you, but he thought better than to disrupt you. You were probably exhausted. You looked so peaceful he didnāt want to wake you, so he let you sleep.
You wake up the following day to the smell of pancakes and a massive crick in your neck. You open your eyes to a sheet suspended above your head. What the? The reality of where you are hits you. As your bones and joints start popping and cracking, you slowly shuffle out of the fort and make your way to the kitchen.
You could hear Eddie and Violet Rose singing Sweet Caroline. When you rounded the corridor, you saw Eddie had a wooden mixing spoon aimed at Violet like a microphone. You take in the sight and let out a small giggle.
āGood morning, Sunshine.ā Eddie grinned at you.āGood morning,ā you replied sheepishly. Was he annoyed you spent the night?
āVi, go brush your teeth before you eat,ā Eddie insisted.
He was plating the pancakes, and you glued over the counter it looked like an assortment of plain, chocolate chip, and blueberry.
āIāll bet ten grand that kid didnāt brush them last night.ā He winked at you over his shoulder. āSorry,ā You nervously bit your thumbnail and sat on the barstool. āI am only teasing you, Angel; Iām very grateful you watched over her last night.ā He slid a pancake on your plate.
āIām sorry for spending the night. I didnāt plan on it. You should have woken me up.ā You fiddled with the hem of Eddieās shirt you borrowed. āNah, doll face, couldnāt do that to you; you were a literal Angel sleeping in my clothesā¦ā Eddie bit his lip, eyeing you up and down.
āIām sorry, out of all the things I forgot to pack for a slumber party, and Vi said it was okay, especially because Iām your āgirlfriend,ā You air quoted. āMi casa es tu casa.ā Eddie leaned back on the counter, spreading his arms wide and showing you his home.
āWell, um, thank you.ā you tuck a piece of tussled hair behind your ear. āI should be the one thanking you, sweetheart. Truly owe you one, big time.ā He sat down on the stool beside you. āIt was my pleasure. Turns out being your fake girlfriend is more fun than I thought,ā you said in a hushed tone, just in case Violet Rose had already come back down the stairs.
Eddie cleared his throat. He hated that this was all still supposed to be fake when he was catching feelings. He was one big fat simp for you. The guys donāt let him forget it. He talks about you when he is with them; heās even writing songs about you. Youāve become his muse, saving grace, and Angel and he will eventually win you over. He had to, or else it would kill him if he didnātā¦
āI, uh, shitā¦ I couldn't have asked for a better person to be my fake girlfriend.ā He shook his head. Way to play it cool, Munson.
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Itās been over 4 months since your deal with Eddie was signed, and nothing has died down. Both you and Eddie are being individually followed by the paparazzi when youāre out doing regular things, like when youāre running errands or when he is picking up Vi from school.
"Roger suggested we go on a shopping date together. Can you help me pick an outfit for Corroded Coffin's album release party this weekend?" You convince Eddie to go out shopping with you. Anyone who is anyone will be there. The guest list is star-studded, and it was a crucial night, not only to solidify your ārelationshipā with the public as you would be showing your support for your man but also to Eddie. He was very nervous about what everyone would think was the first new music they released in almost a decade. You being there for him meant everything.
Walking down the streets of Hollywood hand in hand, not missing the distinct clicks of the cameras, you enter the designer boutique. āSo whatās the vibe for the party?ā you question, skimming some dresses hanging on the wall. āHmmm, I guess, metalā¦obviously. Dark, electric, sexy.ā He hummed into your ear. An electric current coursed through your veins and down your spine. āOk, not usually my go-to look, but I can make it work.ā You whisper.
āYou can make anything work.ā Eddie slid a finger around your shoulder, moving your hair out of the way and down your back, stopping to rest it on your tailbone. āHi, how can I help you today?ā the salesperson greets the two of you. āWe are here to find my girl an outfit for this weekend,ā Eddie quickly replies. The way he says my girl shouldnāt get you as worked up as it does. You knew he was just putting it on. āBrilliant! whatās the occasion?ā They ask with a smile. You rest your hand on Eddieās chest, and you can feel his heart racing. āThis sexy guy's album release party, have to look extra good to let him know how proud I am.ā You look up to Eddie, staring down at you with a smile plastered to his face. After telling them more about the event, the floor worker shows you around and helps pick a few options. Eddie is sat by the changing rooms, champagne in hand, waiting for your little fashion show. You show him outfit after outfit, but none of them are working you like you wanted, until the last one.
You looked at yourself in the changing room mirror. You wore a Dolce and Gabbana sheer black lace corset that was practically lingerie and a tight black leather mini skirt that showed off all the right curves paired with thigh-high shiny black stiletto boots. This was 100% the winner, and you wanted it to surprise Eddie. āYou coming out, Princess or do you need my help?ā Eddie giggled into his champagne glass.
āNope, youāre not seeing this until Saturday.ā You stared to undress. āWhat, thatās not fair.ā You could hear the pout in his voice. āI promise it will be Corroded Coffin approved.ā You swing open the curtain, showing you are back in your back dressed in your signature pastel-coloured pallet. āI think I should at least get to see what Iām buying for you,ā Eddieās hand resting on the small of your back, leading you to the checkout counter. āYouāre not paying for it?ā You question him, confused. āYes, I am.ā He stops at the counter.
You place your clothes down and reach for your wallet, but Eddie is already handing over his black card before you can even unzip it. You open your mouth to protest, but Eddie is giving you that donāt be a brat look. āThank you, but you didnāt have to do this.ā You sigh. āJust want to take care of my girl.ā He places a kiss on the top of your head.
There he goes again with those words that make your knees feel like jello. āThe both of you are seriously so cute; thank you for shopping; enjoy the party!ā The sales clerk waves you goodbye, and you do your best not to wobble with your Bambi knees.
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The Party is in full swing by 9:30 p.m., and youāre running a bit late due to your hair and makeup stylists; you have texted Eddie an apology, and he tells you not to stress. You leave the car at 9:55 p.m. and into the event with no issues. The paparazzi cameras flash, and you smile and give your name to the doorman.
āAh yes, here you are, our special guests plus one. Go right on in. Iām sure it wonāt be hard to find them.ā He gave you a wink as you passed by.
Inside, it looked like a vampire's nightclub. All black, everything with gold and red accents, the lights were dim and moody. You definitely dressed the part. You had on the outfit you bought at the boutique, matched with a matte smoked-out dark eyeshadow with a glossy red lip and a slicked-back updo. You clutched your bag, grabbed a glass of whatever the servers were handing out on the silver trays and scanned the room for your date. Like the doorman said, you spotted him instantly. He was on an elevated platform with the rest of the band, mingling with the other VIP guests.
You approached the roped-off area, and the big security guard asked for your name. āNo need, sheās with me.ā Eddie let him know and stepped aside. Eddie took your hand to help you up the stairs. His eyes scanned you, and he subconsciously licked his lips as he blatantly checked you out. āIām not even mad that youāre late, you lookā¦ wowā¦ delicious, shit-no-I mean, incredible.ā Eddie scolds himself. āThank you, handsome; you look delicious yourself.ā You kiss his cheek and give a one-arm hug hello.
āYou think Iām joking, Princess? Iām not.ā He whispers in your ear, making the chills come back to your skin. āCome, I want you to meet the band.ā He guides you to sit with the rest of them. āAngel, this is Gareth, Jeff and Felixā You give a small wave, awestruck at who youāre meeting. āItās so nice to meet you guys. My parents are huge fans, I grew up with your music in the house practically 24/7.ā
āWay to make us feel old Angel.ā Eddie leaned in and stroked your back. āI really donāt mean to.ā You pout, not thinking. Eddie wants to kiss the pout right off your face, but not now; you will have lots of time for that later. āItās nice to meet you, Angel,ā Felix smiles.
You thought of correcting him and giving him your actual name, but you liked this newfound name Eddie has given you; itās cute and makes you think of him whenever you hear the word. āSo, how did you and Eddie meet?ā Jeff asks, sitting back on the black velvet booth bench. You didnāt know if they knew or not? Did he tell them this was fake? You stutter a bit before Eddie takes over. āWe met at her meet and greet when I took Violet Rose to her concert.ā Simple, and the truth. āYour concert? So you some kind of singer,ā Gareth questioned.
You werenāt offended, you didnāt expect them to know who you were, hell, you didnāt expect someone like Eddie to know who you were either. āHey man, donāt be a dickā Eddie tightened his grip around your waist, his fingers buried into the soft flesh that made your skin tingle.
āBaby, itās fine! They arenāt really my demographic.ā You giggle, finally taking a sip of what seemed to be champagne in the black glass flute. Eddie's eyes blow wide open at the pet name, not very subtle Munson.
You continue speaking after your first sip. āYeah, Iām a singer; I just finished my first headliner tour.ā You smile, proud of your accomplishment.
āAngel here has the most beautiful voice youāve ever heard, give them a few bars .ā Eddie was proud and not a fake proud. He wanted to show you off and stake his claim. This feeling was so new to him, in his younger days he would just be with another pretty face but none of them ever made him feel like you do. When you were near, he always wanted to be touching you, never wanting to let you out of his sight, not in a creepy overbearing way but in a way that he was proud to be seen with you.
āNever seen you this smitten before, Munson did not think I would see the day.ā Felix chimed in. āI really thought you were catfishing this poor olāman. Nice to see youāre actually real. I couldnāt believe it when he told us he was dating someone. It's been years since Sarafina!ā Gareth laughs. You snap your head to look at Eddie beside you and back at Gareth. āDid you just say Sarafina?ā Your eyes bug out of your skull. Sarafina as in superstar runway model, academy award-winning actress Sarafina?! āWhat the fuck, Gareth!ā Eddie scolds along with the other two bandmates.
āOops,ā Gareth shrinks back into his chair. āNo more drinks for you, man.ā Jeff takes away his glass of whiskey. āIs that Violet Roseās mom?!ā It's all clicking for you, of course; that gorgeous little girlās mother is the most beautiful woman on the planet; she looks just like her!
Eddie can see the wheels in your head spinning. āShe doesnāt know who her mom is, so please donāt say anything to her.ā Eddie pleads. āOf course.ā You grab Eddieās hand and give it a squeeze. āThank you.ā He gives a small smile. āYou dated Sarafina?ā you half-whisper. āIt was a long time ago. We were young and so dumb. We were partying so much I hardly even remember that week. Vi wasnāt planned. Sara didnāt want a kid, so she asked me to keep it hush-hush so she could live normally after the baby was born. No one knows except our inner circle.ā Eddie sighed. You were surprised he was divulging all of this to you. Was it to make you feel better? Or was it to protect Vi? Probably the latter.
āYour secret is safe with me; I would do anything to protect that little pumpkin.ā You smiled. Eddie felt his heart swell at the way you spoke about his baby girl; she is the light of his whole life, and for you to protect her made Eddieās admiration for you grow tenfold. āLooks like you got yourself a keeper, Eds.ā Jeff smiles at you and his best friend. āYeah, I picked a good one.ā He kisses your cheek, and you canāt help but feel butterflies.
As the night went on, several more drinks were had, and more dancing was done, more so you than Eddie. He mostly sat back and watched you sway your hips in that tiny dress that hardly covered your ass and those heels that made your legs look long and mouthwatering. He had to keep conscious not to pop a boner in the club, his unforgiving leather pants would not aid him.
You can feel Eddie eye fucking you as you dance the night away. The music was blasting, the alcohol was flowing, not enough to where you were drunk but enough to have a nice buzz that your inhibitions were slowly lifting, giving you the confidence to pull Eddie up to dance with you. āNo, no, no, Sweetheart, I am excellent right here.ā Eddie shakes his head.
āEddie pleeeeeeease, I have no one else to dance withā You gave Eddie that little pout he cannot seem to resist. He throws his head back in defiance and gives in you your request letting you pull him out of the padded booth and into your arms. You start off slow to ease him into it. He is awkward and stiff. You see why he didnāt want to get up. A small giggle leaves your lips, and Eddie groans. āThis is why I donāt dance, I donāt know howā He pinches his brows looking down at you.
āCome on, baby, youāre musically inclined; just find the beat and move your hips with mine.ā You spin around so your ass is to his crotch, grab both hands and pin them to your hips so he can follow along. Eddie is stiffer than a board. He needed to loosen up, but how can he when youāre pressed up to him so close like this? He was struggling not to pop a boner just watching you. He can feel your cheeks pressed up against his shaft. He can smell your strawberry shampoo mixed with your vanilla cinnamon perfume, tingling his senses. He is snapped out of his trance when he feels your ass is sweeping across his dick.
āEddie, you need to follow my lead. Move your hips.ā You look over your shoulder to see his jaw clenched, eyes black with lust. Your hips slow down, dipping from side to side until Eddie starts to follow along. You smile up at him when he finally gets a feel for it. You grid your ass into the partial hard-on you can feel him sporting. You bring an arm up to rest on the back of his neck, and you can feel a brave hand run up from your hip to your middle and back down again. Eddie is feeling more confident. He canāt believe he is in a club grinding with you at his age, but hell, this is Corroded Coffinās night, and he will live it up.
The song went on, and Eddie's semi didnāt take long to become a full-fledged chubby. āI donāt think you understand your power over me, Angel.ā You can feel Eddieās head dipped lower, his hot breath masking your ear. The heat rose to your cheeks as he dug his hips into the flesh of your ass, really showing you what he means. Your head is spinning too much to think of a witty comeback, so you rest your head on his shoulder, pushing your hips further into Eddie's crotch.
āDo you realize what youāre doing to me, little one?ā His breath is hot on your neck; you feel his lips graze over that sensitive spot, and you moan. Eddie doesnāt hear it over the loud base but knows he is riling you up. You quickly turn around to face him, surprising him with your sudden movement. You gently graze your hand up Eddieās inner thigh to his stomach, grazing his hard cock.
āI think I have a big idea of what Iām doing to you.ā It wasnāt hard to miss. You could feel how big he was through his pants. Your mouth watered at the thought of what he could do with it. Eddie pinned your hands against him.. āThere you go again, teasing me.ā He growled through gritted teeth. āMy mouth can do a better job of teasing you than my words can.ā You speak into the crook of his neck, testing the waters, and you give a small nibble, leaving a lipstick stain.
Before you knew what was happening, Eddie was pulling you back to the VIP section; tossed you your purse and pulled you out of the club doors. His grip is strong not enough to hurt but it is firm. Not another word had been spoken as you exit through the back. A black car pulls up and Eddie opens the door for you and guides you into the back seat. Dread starts to fill you, youāve gone too far, and he wants you to leave. Why canāt you just stick to the stupid contract?
āWhere, too?ā the driver asks as you get in. Eddie gives the man your address, and your heart sinks; you feel the tears well in your eyes. You feel stupid for ever thinking this was more than a contractual obligation for him. Fuck, you think back about earlier in the night and remember that he had arguably the most beautiful woman on the planet before you, so why would he ever settle for you? The car door shuts like it is the final nail in the coffin. Ironic, isnāt it?
Youāre so distracted, eyes blurry from fighting back tears, that you donāt see Eddie run around the other side of the car and let himself in. Your trance is broken when you hear a second door close, and you snap your head up. āWhat are you doing?ā You try and calm your voice, not to let him see your tremble. His hands are clenched in a fist. āTaking you home.ā Your shoulders sank, and not another word was said for the rest of the way home.
You get out of the car before Eddie can run around the side to open it for you; when you turn, he rolls his eyes, and your heart sinks even lower than you thought possible.
The walk from the parking lot to the elevator to your front door was dead silent. Eddie shifted uncomfortably from side to side, fist still balled up as you rode up to the 16th floor. You unlock your door, step in, and whisper a quick thank you and goodnight before Eddie stops you. āWhat are you doing?ā He asks.
āI-well-umm-ā āDonāt think youāre getting off that easy, sweetheart,ā He whispers, tucking a piece of fallen hair behind your ear. It makes a shiver run down your spine. He was so close, close enough to kiss. āIām sorry Iāve taken things too far. I overstepped your boundaries. I understand we can stop pretending now. There arenāt any more cameras.ā You hold back a sniffle. āDoes this feel like Iām pretending?ā He glides your hand down his middle over his pants to the hard bulge between his legs; a soft gasp leaves your throat when Eddie waists no time melting his lips onto yours. He continues to kiss you as he walks you back into your apartment. He kicks the door shut and fiddles with the lock behind his back until he hears a click, not breaking contact with your lips the entire time. You melted into his touch; the taste of his lips was addicting, and you never wanted to stop kissing this man. āEddie, what is happening?ā You ask as he breaks the contact and starts to kiss down your neck, hitting that spot that made your knees buckle so hard he has to catch you. āWhat is happening, little one, is that youāre going to take me to your bedroom, and I will show you how youāve been making me feel for the last five months. What will happen is that I will have my way with you, understood?ā Your heart flutters. You dumbly nod your head. The moment youāve been hoping for is finally coming to fruition.
āNow go into the room and get ready for me, Iāll be there in just a minute.ā You turn and walk into your room and throw all of your clothes left out from getting ready into your closet not caring theyāre tossed haphazardly, that will be a tomorrow problem. You check yourself out in your floor-length mirror and fix your hair and lift up your boobs in to corset before Eddie walks back in. You turn and think of where to go? Stay standing in the room? No, thatās awkward. Should you sit on the bed? Do you lay down? Kneel? Yes, kneel. You want to show him how good you are at listening to him.
You get down on the floor at the foot of your bed facing the door, and Eddie walks in a few seconds later, looking like the definition of sex. You can smell his intoxicating cologne as he gets closer. Heās pulled back his hair into a low bun at the nape of his neck. His button-up shirt is now unbuttoned and untucked from his tight black slacks. Your mouth waters at the signs of Eddieās skin being exposed to you. His ādad bod,ā which wasnāt really a ādad bod,ā was still quite fit, not as fit was when he was in his 20s, but it was doing it for you. You notice how his chest and shoulders were filled out when he stepped closer to you, letting the shirt fall to the floor behind him. āOhhh oh oh- Look at you, such a good girl for me,ā he praised as he took a few steps closer to you. You subconsciously wiggled your hips when you heard him continue to speak. āYou want to be a good girl for me, don't you?ā The back of Eddieās hand gently stroked your cheek as he looked down at you. You could see the hunger in his eyes as you looked up at him. He wants this just as much as you do, maybe even more. āAnswer me, Angel.ā he tilted your chin up towards him. āYes,ā you answer. āYes, what?ā His tone was firm, and it made your pussy tingle. āYesā¦Sir?ā You tested the waters.
āPretty and smart.ā he bends down and brings your face up to meet him halfway to kiss you; you canāt help but moan into his mouth. āTell me you want this as much as I do; I need to know.ā His chest heaved up and down with anticipation. āIāve never wanted anyone as much as I want you in the moment,ā you admit. He lets go of your face, and you sink back to your kneeling position. āLetās see if you were all talk earlier, hmm? Iām going to put that mouth to good use.ā He unbuttons and unzips his pants tantalizingly slow. You raise to your knees and pull his pants out of the way, and he lets you this time.
āYou want to be my good girl, don't you?ā He stroked your cheek and bit your lip. āYes, thatās all I want.ā You lean into his touch.
āThen show me, Angelā Eddie takes his throbbing cock out of his briefs, and your eyes go wide at the sight of him. What first caught your attention was that he is pierced. The silver ball sticking out of the tip was the first thing that caught your eye, not the fact that he was big, long, thick and veiny. The red tip leaking pre cum, just begging for attention. Intimidating was one way to put it. You hadnāt been with anyone in a few years. A hesitant hand gently grips his thick shaft; your hand looks tiny compared to his size, āDonāt be scared, little one. I wonāt hurt you.ā He looks down at you, stroking your cheek.
You tentatively kiss the tip with your glossy, red lips. Your lips catch the silver ball, and you twirl it around on your tongue. Eddie, letās put a moan of pleasure, and it entices you to keep going. You swirl your tongue over the tip even more, taking in the metallic, briny, salty taste that was wholly Eddie. You bob your head lower to take in more of him, enjoying the weight of him on your tongue. You can feel the vein under his shaft brush against your wet lip as you slowly drag your head back. Eddie places a hand on the back of your head, and you look up at him. His eyes were glazed over with lust. Eddie could not believe he was here with you right now. āFucking hell, Princess, youāre taking me so well.ā Eddie praised. Your siren eyes looked up at him as your plump red lips swallowed him even further.
How he looks down at you makes you want to do so well for him, to be his good girl. You take him as far as your throat will let you. You breathe through it, using your hand to grip the rest of the exposed shaft. Your hand and head moved in tandem; it was messy and hot. Your smudged lipstick rubbed off on him, only making the tip look more angry.
āI need you. Bed. Now.ā Eddie's strong arms lift you up by your armpits, and he tosses you onto the bed. You giggle when you land with a soft thump on your hands and knees. A strong hand grazes down your back, unzipping the designer corset top. You shimmy the straps down and top it haphazardly into the room. Eddieās hand traces down your back to the curve of your ass. A small slap echos the quiet room, your back arches into his hand, and you let out a mmmpf. Eddie smirks as he kicks off his pants so heās fully naked. You turn over, propping yourself on your elbows as your eyes rake him in in his entirety. His thick muscles made you feel tiny in his presence but also made you feel protected and safe with him here in front of you. You were drinking in his tattoos covering his chest and arms; he has a large snake running down his rib cage around his abs, ending just below his happy trail, which you now see for the first time.
āTake a picture, sweet thing. It'll last longer.ā He smirked before crawling over you, and you rolled your eyes in return. He placed both hands beside your head as he leaned in to kiss your mouth, then moved to kiss down your neck, hitting that same spot again, making you sigh with pleasure. āLet me hear you, sweetheart,ā he coos into your ear. That oh-so-familiar feeling of your throbbing in your core sends you into a frenzy. You moan out his name as he slithers down your chest.
āPrettiest set of tits Iāve ever seen,ā he mumbles into the swell of your breast. You arch your back into Eddieās mouth as his hot tongue flicks your nipple. Eddie loves that youāre so reactive to him. He latched onto your second nipple, swirling his tongue around until the little peak formed. He continued kissing down your stomach, kissing every inch until he found the hem of your skirt. āYouāve been teasing me with this all night, Angel.ā He tucks his thick-ringed fingers around your skirt's waistband and rips it down your legs, taking your panties with it. You let out a small yelp at the speed at which youāre now naked.
He finally reaches where youāve been neglected the most. He kisses your mound softly before he sits back on his heels to take you all in. āI knew you would have such a pretty little pussy. Open up for me, baby. Let me see.ā His eyes felt like they were burning into your soul. You couldnāt look away as you slowly obeyed his request. You slid your knees apart, opening up for Eddie. It is like he has you in a trace; you want to do everything and anything he asks of you.
āOh Angel, Look how beautiful you look, all spread out and ready for me. Youāre such a good girl getting so wet just for me. You're all mine, aren't you?ā Eddie kissed down your inner thigh, agonizingly slow until he broke contact just as he reached your dripping core. āDonāt make me ask you again, Princess. You wonāt like what happens if I have to ask you again.ā He warns. You rush out your answer to his question.
āYes, Edd-ā He gives you a look of warning. āYes, Sir-ā you correct yourself. ā-itās only for you OH ooooh,ā Eddie latches his mouth onto your cunt without hesitation. He is a man starved, starved for 6 years, but whoās counting? Itās hard to date, never mind sleep with people as a single Dad with a younger child.
āThatās it, baby, let me hear you scream my name.ā Eddie slips a thick finger into your dripping hole. āOH! Eddie! Baby, yes, just like that!ā He grazes your velvety walls in a spot you didnāt know existed until this moment. Eddie continuously pumps his fingers in and out, making your eyes roll back into your head. You feel Eddie moan into your pussy. The vibrations from his mouth on your clit send you over the edge, your walls clench around his fingers, and the rush in your pussy consumes your body as all your muscles tense.
āThat's it, little one, that's it, just let go, let yourself feel good.ā You felt so taken care of; this is all new for you. Your past partners never looked after you like Eddie is doing. They always chased after their own orgasms, leaving you feeling used. Overwhelmed by the feeling of being taken care of, a tear escapes your lashes, and you quickly wipe it away, embarrassed that youāre crying during sex with someone for the first time. Eddie slithers his way back up to kiss you. āDonāt worry, baby, I got you,ā He stroked your cheek, leaning in and giving you a head-spinning kiss. āI donāt even know why Iām crying. I liked it, I liked it a lot,ā You choke back.
āYou want to stop?ā He cocks his head, his big brown eyes looking down at you with concern. You shake your head no. God no. āI need you to say it, baby.ā He strokes a piece of hair behind your ear. āI need you, Eddie, Iāve waited so long.ā You grind your hips into Eddie, and his head falls back with a groan. āYou have a condom?ā He asks.
You sit up and dig through your nightstand. You swore there were a few left in there somewhere. āI have an IUD,ā you mention while rifling through the messy drawer. The thought of fucking you raw makes Eddieās head spin. The feel of your velvety walls clenching down on him almost made him say fuck it. Then, reality slams on the brakes hard because the last time he did that, he ended up a single dad with no idea how to raise a kid.
āAh ha!ā your voice snaps him back from his thoughts, and he sees you wave the wrapped condom by your head. He snatches it from your hand and puts it on himself. āIām going to make you feel so good,ā He growls in your ear. āPlease, Sir, I need it, I need you.ā You beg as he runs his tip through your folds; the ridged metal of his cockring makes your body jerk into him. āYouāre being such a good girl for me, using your words.ā Eddie slowly breaks through your barrier and slides the tip into your tight hole. The burn made you tense; it had been so long, and he was much bigger than you were used to. He was halfway in, and you felt full already. Your grip on his biceps was so tight that your nails created half-moon indents in his skin. āI need you to relax, Angel. Iāll take care of youā You tried to loosen your vice grip on Eddieās cock.
āIām so proud of you for taking me so well, such a good girl,ā Eddie spoke when he finally bottomed out. He felt you clench down on him when he spoke. He started to move his hips slowly, building up speed with each thrust, bottoming out each time.
āYou like it when I talk to you, Angel? I can feel it.ā You nod your head, so consumed by the feeling of Eddie taking over your whole body that you canāt speak. āOh, whatās this? My baby canāt talk anymore? I havenāt even gotten started, and youāre already been fucked dumb, huh?ā He chides.
āPlease- I- keep going.ā The speed at which Eddie was thrusting into you was astronomical. The hollow sound of skin slapping skin filled the emptiness of your quiet apartment. Hands latching on to one another, Eddie pins your arms above your head, lips bruising, teeth clashing, tongues at war. Legs hiked, skin hot and slick with sweat. āYour fucking cunt was made for me, fuck, youāre perfect,ā Eddie praised.
There was no one else that existed at this point in time, it was you and Eddie together as one. The mind-numbing pleasure the two of you gave each other devoured your minds. He was pussy drunk, consumed by lust, want, and need. Eddie was close to his breaking point, but he had to get you there first. āYou take my cock so well, Angel. Give meĀ one more, just for me; you're doing such a good job.ā Eddie praised, and once again, he could feel you clamp down on his cock. āMore, please I canātā
āYes, you can.ā Eddie flips you onto your hands and knees and thrusts back into you, once again hitting that spot you didnāt know existed. āOh. fuck. Me. yes!ā You cry out with each thrust. You could feel the build with each thrust. Eddie's hands tightly gripped your ass, bringing it down on his cock, using you to fuck him as he chased his pleaser along with yours. āGive it to me, baby I know you can tell me what you need,ā Eddie gritted out.
āTouch me!ā You cry. Eddie wraps a hand around your tummy and down to your clit. The connection of his rough, calloused fingers lit the string of white-hot pleasure that fuelled your body. āI canāt, itās too much,ā you cry. Your hands were gripping the bed sheets so hard your knuckles were hurting. The vibrations pulsed through you, and you had to scream into the pillow to muffle the sounds. Eddie grips your hair into his fist to pull your head back. āDonāt shy away from me now. Let me hear you.ā His thrust became deeper; you didnāt even think it was possible.
āPlease, please, please!ā You could feel the sensation building and building, and it wasnāt going away. Eddie let go of your hair, and your head fell into the mattress. Eddie's fingers dug into your left hip so hard youāre sure there will be bruises where his fingers are. His right hand never left your clit.
āDONāT STOP PLEASE,ā you beg him. He didnāt slow down. He kept pounding into you. The feeling was building more and more. It was so good that you couldnāt help it. āCome on baby, I can feel it; youāre getting tighter, cum for me.ā His words broke your dam, a silent scream was caught in your throat. Your body trembled beneath him. Spasming under him as he road out your orgasm, not stopping. The feeling was so intense. Youāve never cum this hard before. It was becoming so intense that you were starting to become overstimulated. You reach back for Eddie to grab onto something, anything. You find his wrist and beg him to stop. It was too good, āplease, I canāt,ā you gasped. āoh, little baby, canāt take anymore. You were begging for more, and Iām giving you more.ā he kept pounding into you until your third orgasm built up again. You cried out from the pleasure again as tears streamed down your face. The feeling he was giving you was so intense, so overwhelming. He finally released his fingers from your clit, and noticed it was so hot to the touch. You felt Eddieās thrusts become more and more uneven as he shot his load into the condom.
After a few minutes of silent recovery, only the sounds of both your heavy panting and slight sniffles of you trying your best to pull yourself together, Eddie was the one who broke the silence. āHoly shit, I hope that wasnāt too much, Iām sorry if it was. I get carried away. That side of me has been locked away for so long that I- are you crying?! No baby, please. Iām so sorry. I didnāt mean to hurt you.ā Eddie was frantic. You cut him off mid-apology with a kiss to let him know they were good tears.
āEddie stop Iām okay, Iām not hurt, Iām not upset, I just- fuck this is so embarrassing.ā You hurried your face into his hard chest. āTell me, Angel, itās only me.ā He stroked the back of your head. You let out a deep sigh and let out your confession. āNo one has ever taken care of me like you did, and I donāt know what came over me. I never felt so cared for, and it was really nice. I donāt know.ā Your mind was racing; this wasnāt supposed to be like this. This wasnāt supposed to be real, but it sure as hell felt real. āIāll always be here to take care of you. Thatās my job.ā He kissed the top of your head. āYouāre just saying that under contractual obligation.ā You half joke, breaking your own heart. āDonāt say that.ā Eddie pulled out from under him to look you in the eyes. āThis has nothing to do with that piece of paper we signed.ā He pointed between the two of you.
Your heart fluttered with anticipation. āWhat do you mean?ā you wiped away the tear stains from your eyes. āMy feelings for you were never fake, Angel.ā He sighs. āWhat?ā You sit up to get a better look at him. āContract be damned, I care for you. I want to be with you for real.ā He took your hand. āWhen did your feelings for me become real?ā You asked. āThe night we first met.ā He moved in closer, noses touching. āI donāt think I can fake being in a relationship with you anymoreā¦ā Eddie's heart sank into his stomach. He knew this was taking it too far. āSomewhere along the way, my fake feelings became real for you.Ā I want to be with you for real,ā you finish.
Eddie canāt believe the words coming out of your mouth, the relief he feels, the way his heart dropped into his stomach at the thought of losing you. The thought of losing him was at the back of your mind, too; only a few more months and the contract would be up. You had to focus on your career; that was the whole point, but he made you feel like no one had ever been able to. You feel Eddie shift, and it breaks you out of your spiral.
āIām crazy for youā Kissing you quickly before getting up, he let you know he was going to get a wet cloth to help clean the both of you up. When he padded back into the room, he not only had the towel but also brought your makeup wipes and your moisturizer from the bathroom, your heart fluttered that he remembered your conversation about how you told him to never sleep with makeup on, and no matter how drunk youād get you always took your makeup off before bed.
āThank you, Eddie, for everything,ā you sighed. āOf course, Angel. Iāll do anything and everything for you.ā he nuzzled his head into your neck, and you giggled softly as the scruff of his beard tickled you. You yawned, āGet some sleep, Baby.ā he stroked your hair, and you fell asleep within seconds.
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āCorroded Coffinās front man-ā
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Videos of you and Eddie dancing not so PG were swarming the internet, TikTok, Instagram, and Twitter. You couldnāt escape it. In retrospect, the plan was working. However, all the attention the two of you have been receiving canāt all be positive. You had Facebook moms coming after you saying you were a slut, and a bad influence on your younger audience; you had to be a role model and not slut yourself out like some whore.
You come across more headlines: Things look more than cozy for Corroded Coffinās notorious Eddie Munson and the up-and-coming Princess of Pop!
You huff, and a large hand emerges from under the tangled sheets and grabs your phone. āHey!ā You huff. āItās too early for that bullshit,ā he grumbles, pulling you closer.
Waking up next to Eddie made you feel safe like nothing could no longer hurt you. Neither the words nor the Karenās of the internet could dull the light growing between you and Eddie. āGood morning to you, too,ā you mumble into the crook of his neck. You left soft kisses that turned into more heated kisses on his thick neck. He let you keep going, sucking harder. You left a purple bruise in your wake. You pulled away with a not-so-convincing āoops.ā
āYou trying to mark me, baby, make sure everyone knows Iām taken?ā Eddie rolls you on your back, and you sink into the mountain of pillows and blankets that dawn your king-size bed. You hum in agreement while nodding, āCanāt have anyone else hitting on my man.ā You strain your neck up to kiss him; morning breath be damned, you need to feel his mouth on you once more. Eddieās heart fluttered at your words. He finally had you, truly had you, and you werenāt going anywhere, contract be damned. āYouāre insatiableā Eddie pulled away, cock already standing proudly; you can feel it dig into your thigh.
āIād say you are the insatiable one, Sirā You ground your lower half up into him to create some more friction. āOhhh you have no idea what youāve just done little one. Eddie used his skilled hands to spread around your arousal, finding your clit in seconds. You arched into his touch
āFuck you- youāre so good at this.ā You sucked in a breathy moan. Eddie laughed to himself āIs that right baby? Is the next thing youāre going to post, get you a man who can finger pussy as good as he plays guitarā he slips his thick fingers in and curled them up hitting that spot. āEDDIE!ā You half scolded him, half moaned from the feeling.
āThatās it, say my name, let the whole building know whoās fucking youā his hands were pumping in and of you at such a speed, your pussy clenched before you even knew what was happening. Eddie pulled out completely.
āBaby, no, please I was-ā āDid I say you could cumā Eddie interrupted you. āNo, Sir,ā you shake your head. āYou cum when I tell you to, got it?ā āYes, Sir,ā you pout. āDonāt be a brat, wipe that pout from your faceā This side of Eddie was making your pussy ache. He was so sexy, so dominant, you wanted him to take control. You needed him to take control,
āSorry, Sir,ā you apologized. āThatās better.ā Eddie reached over to the bedside drawer, pulling out the last condom you had stored away. āremind me, I need to be getting about 30 more boxes of these,ā he teased. Your eyes go wide at his suggestion. āI donāt think I can even walk now after last night. Youāre going to have to carry me everywhere,ā you laugh. āThatās the plan, Angel.ā He spoke as he sunk back into you.
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A month into being Eddie Munson's real girlfriend, Corroded Coffinās North American tour was starting. They have been slaving away with promotional photoshoots, rehearsals, and pushing their newest album. The feedback from their fans had been really positive; it still sounded like them but ultimately a bit more modern. They were accumulating younger fans as well. Their demographic had grown with this new release; more and more people were talking about them on social media, and videos of old shows had popped up on your feed. You were going down the rabbit hole; you couldnāt peel your eyes off all the videos of your boyfriend while on stage. The way he commanded the crowd, the way women would sneak past security and grab onto himā¦ and he liked it. He would play into it, kissing them with full tongue, and jealousy was brewing within you, but you had to remember you were a child when all of the concert footage was taken.
Sure it happened all those years agoā¦ but what about now? What would happen when he leaves you for the tour for the next 3 months? Long distance has not been your thing; paired with your trust issues in men, your mental state was frantic. Your past relationships were not ones to brag about.
Your Ex Charlie chipped away at your self-esteem; he had broken down your self-worth, gaslit the fuck out of you to the point that you believed in your heart of hearts that you would never be good enough to make it. You used to stay in bed for days when it was awful. The abuse you had gone through was something that you never spoke about in detail to anyone. The embarrassment you felt looking back at how much he was in control of you made you sick to your stomach.
Your internal monologue was running rampant. You had to turn it off before it was too late. You were almost in tears continuing to watch these videos of women throwing themselves at Eddie. You couldn't look away no matter how hard you tried. The way Eddie would entertain them, you dove in even further, googling old articles, old TMZ footage of him out with so many girls. There seemed to be a different one every month. The articles would explain how he was a womanizer and a playboy. He partied too much; his coke addiction was also the main topic of these articles. One he never disclosed to you.
This was bad; you were not okay. The first show is tonight. Itās kicking off in New York at MSG. You werenāt going to be there. You couldnāt handle the unknown of what he would do. Will he go back to his old ways when he is out touring again? It is so easy to fall back into old habits. Of course, women will still be throwing themselves at him, and nothing has been confirmed about your relationship in the media. He is a signalman, according to anyone who is concerned. Sure, you would be spotted together numerous times, but the paps never saw you kissing. The social media posts helped initially, but itās been so long since youāve posted anything, and the most the public had gotten were the videos of the two of you dancing. They probably thought you were just his little fuck-toy.
As you kept spiralling in deeper, you found that people were starting to speculate it was all a setup. You couldnāt stop the tears from welling in your eyes. The deeper you dug, the more you found. Newer articles would pop up throughout the weeks, and pictures of Eddie being spotted with a woman you did not recognize only sent you further into your spiral. You avoided his calls. You were in your head so much that you could no longer decipher reality from your own delusions about who she was and what they were doing.
Communication with Eddie over the past few weeks has been rough. He wasn't good with his phone as it is, and it wasn't aiding your intrusive demons scratching at your mind about the what-ifs?
Eddie could tell something wasn't right, that you had become distant from him. He just didn't have the time and energy. His age was catching up to him; performing and being on the road for weeks was not kind to Eddie. From all the Hotels to going back on the tour buses and staying up late, it was catching up to him. Even the band's personal trainer was having a hard time with Eddie. His health and the band members' health was her top priority. She was on top of everything they did. She was having them eat better and work out more to keep up the demanding schedule, but it was still gruelling to keep up with.
After each show, the adrenaline from the crowd died off as soon as Eddie the showers. In his heyday, he would stay up until five o'clock in the morning after some shows because he was so hyped by the crowd, or maybe that was the drugs? Whatever it was it was no longer the same for Eddie now. Exhaustion took over his body. He would sleep late, perform late and then repeat it all the next day. He missed you and Violet Rose more than anything. Life on the road can be lonely, and he would call VR every night before going on stage, no matter where he was.
Tonight was no different; they were in Montreal, Canada, about to head out when he FaceTimeād her and was really surprised to see you in the background cooking.
"Hi, Cupcake." You hear his hard voice rasp through the phone speaker. You freeze at the sound of his voice. You havenāt told him you've been coming over here every day to be with Vi. "Hi, Angelā You hear your name in a way that soothes you. You haven't had time to speak to him on the phone in a few days.
Your anxiety was consuming you. Not knowing what could be happening, you avoided speaking to him, afraid of a confession of him hooking up with a groupie or that woman you didnāt know. You were obsessed; you would scour all social media fields to find anything incriminating about him, but nothing ever came to light because nothing was happening. Eddie was swatting women and men off of him left and right; he wasn't even interested in them because they weren't you. He hasn't even had a chance to admit his feelings about missing you, but tonight, he would ensure it. He has been putting it off for too long; he needed you; he needed to speak with you. No more of this texting bullshit because that wasn't real to him.
"I'm going to call you after the show tonight, Angel." You hear him address you again. "Okay, Eds." The butterflies erupted in your stomach; you missed him so much it was starting to physically hurt, yet you were so scared of the unknown.
Unbeknownst to Eddie, you were spending the night at his house because Vi had begged you for another sleepover, and you wanted an excuse to sleep in Eddie's bed. You gave her nanny the night off when you arrived at the Munsons household. Around 10:00 p.m, you put Violet Rose to bed and ensured she brushed her teeth this time. There was a three-hour time difference between California and Montreal.
You were already tucked into his bed by 10:45 p.m. when Eddie called you your time. "Hi handsome," you answer the face time, it looks like he is lying in a hotel bed. "Hi, Sweetheart, it's so good to hear your voice." He sighed. Your worries melt the second you hear his voice. It's raspier than the hours previous; the shows were taking a toll on his vocal cords. "You should be on a vocal rest," you joke, "It's that bad, huh? You really don't want me talking to you?" He laughs. āI miss you,ā it just slips out, you canāt keep the feeling down any longer, even with all of the doubts swimming in your mind because you knew in your heart that he wasn't like your ex in any capacity. You knew you were acting unhinged, you didn't want to scare him away. āI fucking miss you so much, Angel, it hurts to breathe. To know that youāre not in the crowd, that you wonāt be waiting for me when I get off stage. I think Iām losing my mind.ā He rubs his large hand down his face in frustration.
āI wish I was with youā You shuffle your bare arms out from under the covers āAre you in my bed?ā A shit-eating grin forms on his face. āMaybeā¦ Vi wanted to have another sleepover, who am I to deny that sweetheart?ā you chide as wiggle your arms out of the covers.
āYouāre killing me here, babyā he replied. āI might be naked tooā It has been so long since you and Eddie last had sex. You were like rabbits when you were alone together. You had so much time to make up for, your sex life was not one to be denied.
An animalistic groan fell out of Eddieās mouth. He was already shimming out of his pyjama pants before you could reply. āI canāt wait to have my way with you Little One.ā Eddie props the phone on his nightstand and sits up to position himself in front of the phone. He is sitting there fully naked for you, his cock becoming stiffer by the second as he roughly tugs on it will one hand. āYouāre so mean, teasing me like this. I want you in my mouth so bad.ā You pout for him. āFuck what a perfect pout you have, baby girl.ā Eddieās hand has slowed down, but it hasnāt stopped. His thick fingers were teasing himself in front of you and you.
āCome on baby, donāt hide from me, be a good girl. Show me.ā You slowly lift the dark grey comforter off your chest, exposing yourself fully to Eddie. Your nipples were already peaked, and your pussy was already getting wet watching Eddie touch himself for you. āThatās my girl, touch yourself for me. Let me see.ā You move your phone down lower so he can see you spread open for him.
You slowly work yourself up, lightly touching your clit; you dip your index and middle finger between your lips to gather up the slick to massage your precious bud. āYou are already so wet for me, baby. I bet you could easily slip in your fingers for me.ā Eddieās grip never faltered. You could hear the smacking of wet skin coming from his end. āFuck I wish you were here with me. Itās not the same. My fingers arenāt big enough.ā you moan in frustration. āWhat are you saying, baby? No one can fuck you as good as I can? Not even yourself?ā He smirks.
āYes,ā you whine out. āIāll walk you through it. You want me to help you?ā He asks. āYes, Sirā You bite your lip. āYouāre going to need both of your hands, so lean the phone on the nightstand baby.ā You mimic his setup and sit on the edge of the bedside table for him. āSucha a good girl. Now spread your legs for me, let me see all of you.ā He pants. A shiver runs through you, straight to your clit when he speaks to you like this.
āFirst youāre going to tease yourself, I know youāre very good at thatā He scoffs. āAssholeā you mumble under your breath āI know youāre not back talking me Princess.ā His voice is clear and firm. āNo Sirā you were being cheeky, and only because he wasnāt there to punish you. āDonāt smart mouth meā he warns. āNo sir, I would never,ā You say sarcastically, running your hands all over your body, showing Eddie exactly what he has been missing out on. āFuck Angel, I thought I was supposed too in control.ā He breaks for a moment.
āThatās what I want you to think, but the thing is babyā¦ the woman is always in controlā You slid one finger into your tight hole for Eddie. āTell me, Sir, am I doing the right?ā you pump your finger in and out a few times before adding a second. āFu-uuck baby, a very good job.ā Eddie gripped his cock with both hands now pumping himself, he needed to slow down if he wanted to last, but it just felt so good and you were being so so dirty for him. āYou like it when I play with myself for you?ā you ask moving your other hand so you could rub your clit, grinding your hips into nothing as you do so.
It dosn't take much, as a rush of pleasure rips through your body. You let a moan slip out, you were conscience that Violet Rose was just sleeping down the hall. āYes pretty girl, let me hear those pretty soundsā He grits through his teeth. You can see one hand has moved down to play with his balls to mimic how you sucked on them. āBaby please, I want you so bad, ahhhh Eddie-fuck I-I-Eddie!ā a wave of pleasure washed over your whole being, youāre coming whether Eddie allowed it or not. You collapse on your back as your body tense, forgetting for a second that you are still on the phone with Eddie.
āNo, no, no baby girl come back, I need to see that pretty face, you have such a pretty face, let me see you please, Iām so close, come to me Angelā Your fog lifts slowly at the sound of Eddieās voice begging you, calling out your name. You slowly sit back up to see and hear Eddie cuming in his hands. āShit shit yes, take it, youāre such a good girl for me Angelā His chest heaves as he slowly comes down from his high. It is silent for a moment, to collect yourselves, before Eddie broke it.
āWhy didnāt we do that sooner? The only thing Iāve been working within that picture you sent me of you in that fucking red dressā Eddie admitted. āYou know porn existsā¦for freeā You giggle. āCome on, baby! Give me a break here Iām trying to be romantic.ā he wines. āThere was nothing romantic about what came out of that filthy mouth of yours, rockstarā You laugh.
āShut upā he laughs. āMaybe I can send you some more stuff to work with, and keep you tied over for the next few months.ā The realization hits Eddie that he wonāt be seeing you for a long time. Relationships were so hard to do while on tour but he will do everything in his power to keep you. He creates a self-reminder to send you flowers in the morning, he has been neglecting you, he knows. He needs to do better no matter how tired he is.
āYea Angel that would be niceā He sighs. āI miss you,ā you say as you snuggle back into his cozy bed. āI miss you more, Iām sorry Iāve been distant, thatās not fair to you.ā He lays back down on the bed.
Those were the exact words you needed to hear from Eddie to put your mind to rest. āYeah, Iāve been kinda driving myself insane if we are being honest.ā You admit to him. āWhat do you mean Angel?ā He questions. āWell I may have taken a deep dive into old footage of what Corroded Coffin used to get up to when you guys were on tour back in the day, and I saw some paparazzi pictures of you with that girl and Iā¦ā You avoid Eddās eyes as you trail off.
āOh baby, is that why you have been off? You donāt have to worry about that, I am not that guy anymore. Iāve grown up a lot since then, I donāt do drugs, I donāt party, I definitely donāt do random hookups because Iām a dad now, and I lo-like you more than you know.ā he sighed.
āIām sorry Eddie I didnāt mean to accuse you do anything, I get into my own head sometimes and my ex use to gaslight the fuck out of me to the point where I knew he was cheating but made me feel like I was going crazy. Having a healthy relationship is a new thing for me but I am working on myself, I promise.ā
āIāll do everything in my power to keep you Angelā
āWho was the girl Eddie?ā you question.
āWhat girl?ā
āShe was tall, dark skin, beautiful, long curly hair, you were walking outside with her, she had a blue workout set on you were opening a door for herā¦ā
āOH, thatās just Terraā He confirms
āWhoās Terra?ā you question.
āSheās our personal trainer, we were walking into a gym with the guys. Honestly baby you have nothing to worry about, I would never cheat on you and to be honest she can be scary.ā
His words were helping you settle down about everything.
āI believe you Eddie, Sweet dreamsā
āSweet dreams Angelā
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Corroded Coffin was in Las Vegas tonight on one of their last stops for the tour scheduled to wrap up this week. It had been a month since you admitted to Eddie your doubts, and things have been much better since that phone call. So you devised a plan to surprise Eddie by attending tonight's show. You arranged it with the rest of the band, and they were just as stoked about the surprise as much as you were!
Youād flown out mid-afternoon, and the tour manager had let you into Eddieās hotel room to put away your stuff and get ready. His manager assured you he would be at the venue for the rest of the day until the show. You decided to show your support by wearing custom red panties with Corroded Coffin printed on the front. You slipped on the same leather skirt from the album release party and paired it with your most recent purchase of Corroded Coffin merch. The T-shirt was a little oversized, so you cropped it yourself.
After you were done getting ready, you got a ride to the venue around 6:30 p.m. so you would arrive during soundcheck. You had been escorted by the security team to the green room to wait for the band to finish. You texted your little group chat that excluded Eddie to let them know you were in place.
About fifteen minutes later, you heard footsteps approaching the door, and the butterflies in your stomach came back to life. The anticipation building and building, 3 months of not being together physically, was tough, but you both managed to make it work. Especially when Eddie started getting really into sexting. He loved sending you before pictures of his stiff cock and after pictures of himself when he finished. He loved how riled up he got you over just his words and the little videos you would send for his eyes only. He begged you to send him one of you getting off; that was his favourite to hold him over.
You could hear the starting act over the intercom speakers in the room as the latch of the doorknob clicked and the muffled voices became more precise.
āI think tonightās crowd will be really rowdy. I just have this feeling,ā Eddie says to the guys while looking over his shoulder and walking into the green room.
āWell, at least one person in the crowd will be.ā You speak, and Eddieās head whips forward. There you are standing before him, looking like his perfect little groupie. (in the best way possible)
āAngel?ā He stopped in his tracks. He was in shock.
āHi babyā you speed walk toward him, closing the gap.
Your bodies collide as you give him the biggest hug you can. Your arms wrapped around his neck, and he finally snapped out of it.
āHoly shitā he screamed with joy spinning you around
āSurprise,ā you gave him a small peck.
āWhat are you doing here?ā He puts you down.
āI came to surprise my man.ā You look up at him, not wanting to let go.
āWhy are you holding out on me? Gimme some sugar.ā He leans in to kiss you, and you melt into him.
āHi, Angel!ā You hear Jeff greet you.
āHey guys! Thanks for all your help. I brought you some donuts as a thank you.ā You pull away from Eddie, giggling, pointing to the table.
āFuck yea!ā Felix cheered.
āDonāt tell Terra she doesnāt allow us to have sugar,ā Gareth whispers.
āYou guys knew?ā Eddie asks
āOf course we knew; how else could she get in here?ā Jeff laughs
āEnough chitchat, wanna show me your dressing room?ā you whisper into his ear.
Eddie has never moved so quickly in his life. Tangled fingers lead you down the hallways into the small room designated for him and him alone. The door slam startled you as he kicked it in behind him.
Eddie didnāt spare a minute. He had you pressed against the door, kissing you deeply. Curious hands explored your body, and you gripped at his t-shirt. You kissed for what felt like an eternity. So much lost time needed to be made up for. Eddie pressed you harder into the door. He had your hands pinned above your head, his hips mindlessly grinding into you.
āThis reminds me of the first time we met, Angelā¦ how I wanted to bend you over and claim you as mine when we were in that dressing room. You were such a little tease wearing that tiny little skirt, just like this one. I could almost see your panties when you were doing those sexy dances on stage.ā You moaned at his words, and he latched into your neck. His kisses were rough; you knew he would break some blood vessels. You have been so touch-starved that you managed to wiggle your hands out of his grip, begging to feel him. Your hands land on his sculpted chest as your fingers moulded into the stiff muscles, as Eddie simultaneously slips his hands lower down your body and back up to your bare thighs. His touch was leaving an electrical current as the rough calluses of his fingertips scratched your supple skin. They slowly made their way up, up, up, grazing over your dampened panties. The pool of arousal that had collected was being smeared over your lips as Eddie's four fingers ran back and forth through your folds.
"You're soaked for me, Babygirl. You got my fingers all pruned up." He pulls his hand away, and you whine at the loss of contact. You can see your arousal coating his fingers as he spreads them apart, showing your sticky liquid caught between his digits.
"I think we need to get rid of these '' Eddie takes a step back to hook his fingers on the waistband of your panties and pulls them down your legs, and you step out of them without hesitation.
A mischievous grin appeared on Eddie's face as he popped back up, holding out the sopping material before him so he could read. Corroded Coffin printed right on top of your cunt like you belonged to him.
"Oh, hohhh, hohhhh," He laughed, shaking his head, shoving them into his pocket for later. Eddie dropped to his knees before you could say anything more, his plush lips latched into your soaking cunt.
Sounds of muffled moans and grunts could be heard from the hallway behind the door, but there wasn't a care in the world for that. You both were too distracted by the fading of the music over the speakers to notice that the opening act was over.
"Yes, right there, Eddie, baby, I am so close; please, please, please don't stop," you panted as your hand gripped his hair like your life depended on it.
Just as you were about to come, the loudest bang from the other side of the door startled you so much that you let out a yelp of fright.
The vibrations of Eddie's mouth were no longer the only vibrations running throughout your body. You felt the reverberation of the door through your back as the person on the opposite side of the door pounded their fist against it.
"Come on, man, it's showtime. We have stalled enough," Gareth yelled.
With an unsatisfied sigh, you hoisted Eddied onto his feet and pulled your skirt back down.
"Sorry baby, I'll meet you after the show," he readjusted himself in his tight pants. He kissed you one last time before another startling knock rattled the door.
"I'm coming!" Eddie belted out, obviously annoyed.
āAt least one of us is.ā You mumbled under your breath, following.
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Eddie had you situated front and centre so he could keep his eyes on you. The shows could get wild, and he knew mosh pits were always possible. He assigned Craig, the most oversized security guard they had, to pull you up and over the barricade should one break out.
It was nice being on this side of the stage for once. You'd forgotten what it was like, the anticipation of the stage lights coming to life at any minute, the strum of the guitar to warn everyone that the show was beginning.
The crowd lit up the second it happened. You cheered your little heart out as the man you adored rose from under the stage, looking like an adonis.
A single spotlight cast down on the band as the dry ice travelled across the stage. His shirtless chest adorned the strap of his beloved Warlock that has seen better days.
You noticed something tied to the end as you scanned the beloved guitar. The red fabric dangled as he strummed the first notes to the old song. Your eyes bulge as you realize what is precisely attached to the end of his guitar... Your panties, the ones you completely forgot you were no longer wearing, were upfront and centre like Eddie's little trophy, showing them off to a crowd of 40,000 people.
Eddie strutted forward to the mic; the confidence that executed off him was the sexist thing you've seen. Seeing Eddie like this in his element, you were willing to jump over the barricade and bone him right then and there.
Halfway through the show, your thighs were slick with your own arousal. Watching how his nimble fingers moved over the fret, how his body became shiny with sweat. The way Eddie commanded the crowd and the stage, he was made for this. It boggles your mind how he could leave this behind for so long. No wonder women were flinging themselves at him in the past. He looked like a god onstage, and you were ready to worship him, sacrifice your body to him.
You were so wrapped up in your thoughts that you failed to realize that the crowd around you was getting louder, girls screaming, men head banging, and people pushing because your boyfriend hopped off the stage. Someone from behind jolted you forward, and you snapped out of your daydreams. In front of you was Eddie propped up on the barricade. His guitar was behind his back, only a mic in one hand and another hand holding him up. You lock in on his sweaty abs centimetres away from your face. You didnāt think twice when you stuck your tongue out to lick them. The salty taste of sweat coats your tongue. Eddie gazed down at you with a look in his eyes that was maddening, but he kept on performing, feeding into the crowd's energy.
The lights lowered, the song got louder, and the crowd was at its peak; Eddie leaned in with all the adrenaline pumping in his veins. He didn't think twice when he bent down, gripped your chin, forced your mouth open and licked into your mouth. Then something wet and hot hit the back of your throat. A needy moan left your mouth as Eddie put the mic to your lips so the crowd could hear how he controlled you. It was the hottest thing he has done to you yet, still in your little Eddie paradise, unbeknownst to you, the whole thing was caught on the big screens. The crowd's roar grew louder as the whole scene of Eddie spitting into your mouth played out for them.
You could feel everyone's phones pointed at the two of you in your vicinity, but you didnāt care. This was your Eddieās time to shine.
Eddie motioned for Craig to help you over the barricade; you shook your head no because, for one thing, you would flash the entire crowd, and for two, you wanted to keep watching. However, Craig did as he was told and lifted you from your armpits over his head up and over the fence and back down again before you knew what was happening. He took you and led you to the dressing room.
āEd said that the show only has two more songs, and he didnāt want you to deal with the madness of the after-show.ā He explained when opening the door for you. āOh, thanks, Craig.ā You smiled, and he closed the door behind you. He was right. There were only about 15 minutes left of the show. Disappointed that you didnāt get to see it, but you could still hear it.
To kill ten minutes, you scroll on your phone, seeing that youāve been tagged in so many videos of Eddie eating your face in front of the thousands of people in the crowd. If anyone had doubts about the two of you before, they definitely wouldnāt anymore. Watching the video over and over again only made your pussy throb more than it had been when it actually what happening.
Another five minutes pass, and you hear the roar of the crowd die down; you decide to not waste any more time and strip down into nothing for Eddie. The seconds tick by, and your anticipation gets the best of you; you sit on the couch with a throw pillow to cover yourself just in case he isnāt alone.
The door clicked open, and your heart fluttered; Eddie walked in, alone, thankfully, and locked the door behind him. He was glowing from the sweat that clung to his body, but that didnāt bother you. You were feral, and the instinctive need for him was taking over.
Eddie stalked towards you as you stood up, removing the pillow. āFuck baby, such a good girl already ready for me.ā Eddie gripped the back of your head and pulled you into the sloppiest kiss. Your hands gripped anywhere there was skin; you needed to feel him after what seemed like the most prolonged foreplay ever. Eddie bent lower into you to deepen the kiss, but the tightness in his back says otherwise.
āAh- fuck owā he pops back up and grips his lower back.
āBaby whatās wrong?! You as in a panic. You asked in a panic.
āFuck, itās my back, babe, I went too hard on the closing number,ā He winced and shook his head.
As he hobbled to the couch, you helped ease him down so he was propped up with a pillow behind him to support his back.
āIām sorry, baby, I was really going to rock your world.ā He sighed, tracing his hands up and down your outer thighs.
āOh, thatās too bad. Iāll just have to rock yours then.ā You unzip his pants and shimmy them down his legs as he winced at the jerky moment his leather pants were jostled from his sticky skin. After what seemed like an eternity, you managed to get his cock out of the tight confines of his pants. Mumbling a sorry when you heard him curse under his breath.
You place your knees on the couch straddling his lap and grip his hardened cock in your hands as you run his tip through your pussy folds. You let your head fall back at the feeling of Eddie connected to you before you skink down on his cock. He slid in easily; you've been ready for him since you stepped off the plane.
The feeling of him bare for the first time against your wet walls was intoxicating.
āFuck me, baby, youāre so tightā Eddie was so drunk off your pussy already. He didnāt even realize this would be your first time having sex without a condom.
āUh, you feel so good, Edsā You rode his cock up and down, building speed as the tip of his cock hit your g spot with every bounce.
Eddie took one of your hardened nipples into his mouth, sending waves of pleasure to your clit.
āYou like riding my dick baby?ā Eddie looks up at you as you continue bouncing like his little feral bunny.
āYes, Sir! Feels so good,ā You cry.
The feeling in your lower stomach was building, but you needed more.
āYou're a greedy bunny, arenāt ya? He nips at your perked bud again, making you yell out from the sting.
āAnswer me, little one.ā he slaps the top of your breast, only making you grind your hips harder and faster. Your fingertips gripped his shoulders as you tried to come up with words. You feel another slap but this time on your ass.
āYes Sir! Iām so greedy for youā You pant, your legs becoming numb, Eddieās hands circled your plump cheeks, then gripped onto them, and he pumped you up and down on his thick cock.
āYes! Baby, yes!ā You praise.
āFuck Angel, this tight pussy was made for meā¦ mmpffā he threw his head back against the couch cushions.
āBaby, Iām so close.ā you wine
āFuck me too, bunny. Seeing you bounce on my big cock with your tits bouncing in my face got me feeling like a teenager, going to bust right nowā his hands gripes into you tighter.
āMe too, just a little longer.ā You lean your head down to kiss his mouth, then his jaw and then that place on his neck, making him thrust his hips faster and harder. The incessant smacking off skin to skin filled the empty room; Eddie moaned as he came quicker than he thought he would; he usually lasts longer than this. You kept bouncing on his cock, pumping his cum into yourself further up up up until Eddie pulled out of you and lifted your body so your dripping pussy was eye level to his face. He latched his mouth onto your clit, as you hiked one leg onto the couch's armrest so Eddie could access your sticky cunt. Your fingers only dug into Eddieās muscular shoulders more as he played with your swollen bud. The coil was tightening, and you wanted to let go and let the euphoria wash over you.
āBaby more pleaseā You whimpered.
Eddieās thick fingers broke through your cum coated entrance, you could feel it dripping down your leg. That's when Eddie realized in his post-nut clarity that he came inside you for the first time. Not caring about the consequences, he just wanted to make you feel good. He could see in your face you were close; he replaced his tongue with his thumb to talk you through it. He knew you loved his mouth in more ways than one.
āCome on, pretty girl, I know you can do it. Come for me, come for your Eddie. Fuck youāre so fucking sexy. Yeah, thatās it, thatās my pretty girl. Youāre getting tighter; I can feel it. I wonāt let any more of this come slip out of you until you finish. ā Eddieās magic fingers brought you to the brink, and his words made you spill over. The euphoric feeling washed over your body as you spasmed in Eddieās lap. Your body shook like it was possessed, and you clenched your jaw so tight that not even a sound left your body as your orgasm washed through you. āFuck baby, that must have been a big oneā Eddie stroked your hair as you collapsed onto his body. āYeah, I donāt think I've ever come that hard before,ā You panted.
Eddie patted himself on the back, and you gave him a look that said what the fuck. āWhat?ā Eddie laughed. āI did all the work!ā You got up onto wobbly legs.āOh, so thatās how itās going to be? I swear if my back was right, youād be over my knee, young lady.ā he pointed a finger at you. āOh, Iām soooo scared,ā you laughed as you went to get a towel from the bathroom clean up. āJust because I canāt move at the moment doesnāt give you the right to act like a brat.ā You could hear the amusement in Edieās voice. āOh yeah, come and get me, old man.ā You stood a few inches out of his reach. āNot fair, babe.ā He pouted and crossed his arms against his bare chest. You giggled at the sight in front of you. āOh my poor baby,ā you gave in; you would be soulless to not give into those big brown puppy dog eyes. āYes, your poor baby!ā He dramatically flung his arms around you as that was the part of his body that didnāt hurt. Laughing at his dramatics, you wrap yourself back into his lap. āYou were incredible tonight, baby; I almost forgot to tell you.ā You kissed his cheek. āReally? Lil old me?ā He batted his eyes. āYes, baby, Iām serious! Your stage presence, you command the crowd, you were made for this baby. Iām so happy you and the band are back doing what you should be,ā you smiled. āThank you, baby.ā Eddieās head swelled at your praises. You were everything to him, and hearing you say those words only made the love he has yet to confess to you grow stronger.
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The tour wrapped up just in time for the winter holidays. Your time off was split between your family on the East Coast and the Munsons on the West Coast. Your family was disappointed that you couldn't bring around your new man, but they understood the circumstances of the relationship. It was only supposed to be business as far as they knew. One night at your parent's house, cozied up by the fire, you were having a nightcap with your mom after your dad went to bed. You confided in your mom your true feelings for one another. The age gap worried her like it would any mother, but you did your best to share how much Eddie meant to you, and he meant a lot to you. The L word was looming. You tip-toed around it, trying so very hard not to admit it out loud because the consequences were disastrous. It had been on the tip of your tongue, but you suppressed those feelings because you knew in your heart things would have to end eventually, and you had to protect yourself.
New Year's Eve was spent with Eddie; he threw a party every year, and this year was the first time Violet Rose managed to stay up for the stroke of Midnight. She fought back her heavy lids and managed to make it to 12:15 a.m. before sleep took over.
The new year was filled with writing, recording, and performing music. You were asked to perform at the Grammys this year, as you were nominated as Best New Artist.
Eddie and you pulled up to the Red Carpet of the Grammys as your first official outing as a couple. It has been eight months since the contract was signed and 4 months since you and Eddie confessed your feelings for one another. Tonight was a bit nerve-racking, seeing as though this was your first red carpet, your first time being nominated, your first time being invited to the Grammys, your first time performing at the Grammys and your first official public appearance with Eddie. You stepped out of the limo after Eddie. He helped you out of the car, holding your hand the entire time. He was always dressed in black, and you wore a strapless lilac Oscar de la Renta gown that you tried so hard not to trip over.
"I got you, Angel. No need to cut off the blood flow to my hand," Eddie chuckled.
"What?- Oh, sorry" You hadn't noticed how hard you were squeezing him until you looked at both of your hands intertwined, and Eddie's fingertips were bright red from the blood pooled there.
"Breath, Angel." Eddie wrapped an arm around your waist, guiding you to the row of paparazzi lined up. Your name and his name are yelled from every direction, the flashes of light temporarily blinding you. You went through the motions as your heart rate went up, playing off your nerves to the camera as Eddie talked you down, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
You had made it to the primary carpet all the interviewers had been at. Eddie guided you to a lady with one of the biggest smiles on her face. "Oh my god, I can't believe I have Hollywood's hottest couple here with me tonight!" She cheered. You and Eddie both said hello. "So it really is official? The dating rumours seem to be going on for months, with you two being very sneaky with no confirmation, but by the looks of it, tonight, this is the big reveal!" She pointed the mic to Eddie.
"Yeah, I can't believe I managed to swing this one, she sure is something to be putting up with me," Eddie laughed. He was such a natural at this with all his years in the limelight under his belt.
"So you are performing tonight. Has your man given you any words of wisdom, seeing as though he is an OG?" She directed the question at you.
"Well, he has definitely calmed my nerves, that's for sure. This is my first big event like this, and I'm really glad he is by my side for it. I donāt think Iād be able to be here if I was on my own.ā You look up at him and continue, "He has all the confidence in me that is enough for the both of us, so having him here with me tonight makes it extra special."
"Oh em gee, love is in the air tonight! The way he is looking at you, how can you not swoon?" she flutters her hand over her face. "haha yeah..." you laugh awkwardly. That dreaded L word brought up when you and Eddie had never discussed it makes you overthink what you were doing again. "Don't make me do another one of those. I don't think Iāll survive," You whisper to Eddie as you walk away from the interviewer. Eddie barked out a laugh that caught everyone's attention. You could hear another interviewer you were walking towards. "Seems as though Hollywood's newest couple is enjoying themselves this evening. Maybe we can get a word or two?" "Come on, baby, I'll do all the talking. You just stand there and look pretty, okay?" Eddie kissed the side of your head and guided you along.
The rest of the night was a blur; your performance had gone perfectly, according to your manager, but you blacked out from all the stress of the night. You were relieved when you didn't win Best New Artist because you didn't have to go up and talk in front of everyone all over again.
Thankfully, the only thing after the show was the afterparty, and you and Eddie stayed briefly. About an hour and a half was spent mingling, and Eddie introduced you to everyone at the party, and your social battery was fried.
When you and Eddie got home, well to Eddie's home, you couldn't wait to crawl into his bed. The place you felt the safest and calmed you, the place that consumed you by all things, Eddie.
You asked Eddie to unzip your dress. It was the first thing you said to him since you got into the limo. Tonight had knocked everything out of you, and Eddie sensed something was off.
"I'm sorry again, baby, that you didn't win; let me make you feel better." He kissed across your bare shoulder and up your neck. "Baby... is it okay if we maybe don't tonight?" you turn to face him, holding your dress to your chest so it doesn't fall. "Yeah, baby? are you feeling okay?" He puts a hand on your forehead to check your temperature. "I'm fine, Eds." You giggle. "Well, something must be bothering you if you don't want any of this." He swings his hips around, pretending to thrust into you, making you laugh more. "Baby, I'm just exhausted. I promise I'm okay about not winning; I just want you to hold me?" you look up at him with that look he cannot resist. "Of course, Angel." He wraps you into his chest and kisses the top of your head. "I'm going to get out of this thing before I ruin it, and I'll be right there." You motion to the dress that was worth thousands. You crawled into bed with Eddie, fresh-faced in one of Eddie's shirts. You snuggle your head into His bare chest, and he smooths down your hair.
"You were amazing tonight, I am so proud of you. Did I tell you that?" He mumbles. "I don't remember? I blacked out for half the night." You laugh. That makes Eddie jerk up so he can look down at you. "I knew there was something off about you tonight, baby. I'm sorry" He pulled you in tighter. "I'll be ok, Eds, now that I am here with you." You drift off. "God, I love you," Eddie says under his breath as he kisses the top of your head just as sleep takes over you....
Eddieās confession had gone unnoticed by you. The following day, he was anxious and jittery, but he blamed it on not getting a good night's sleep because his back was acting up again.
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Weeks passed, and Eddie never bought it up again, scared that youāre pretending you didnāt hear him to spare his feelings, but honestly, you did not hear his declaration.
Eddie planned an extravagant getaway for the two of you since your one-year mark of the contract was approaching, and he wanted to celebrate what brought the both of you together.
You were sitting in your condoās living room watching TV with Eddie when he cleared his voice. āSo, what do you say about joining me on Thursday for breakfast on the Amalfi Coast?.ā He cocks his head like a curious puppy. āHa, good one babe!ā You laugh at the thought. It was already Tuesday evening. āIām serious!ā He laughs back. āBabe, what do you mean? We canāt just up and leave?ā You question. āWhy not? You have any major plans I donāt know about?ā Eddie was getting kind of nervous that you did because if so, it would ruin everything. āWell..ā You think, no, you really didnāt have anything booked, studio time, no interviews or photoshoots. In fact, your manager had called to tell you a bunch of stuff had been pushed back until the 20thā¦ did Eddie?
āWhat did you do?ā You look at him suspiciously. āI donāt know what youāre talking about?ā He gave you a smile like the Cheshire Cat while pulling you into his lap. āBabe,ā you warn him. āAngel, I took care of everything because you and I are going on a little getaway alone.ā He nibbled under your ear. āOh my god, I have to pack!ā You jump up and run to your closet for your suitcases. You can hear Eddie chuckle as he follows behind you.
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āBabe, can you at least let me pay you back for the ticket?ā You ask as you pull into the grounds of the airport. āNo, can do, babe, I didnāt buy a ticket,ā he laughed. āBut how are we?- Shut up!ā It suddenly hit you that Eddie once told you on your first date that he has a private jet, one you havenāt seen until now. As you stare out the car window, the plane is coming into view.
The car had parked on the runway right beside his jet; Eddie jumped out first to open the door for you, a custom you have gotten used to, so you just let it happen.
āAfter you mālady.ā He bowed and gestured to the plane beside you.
A slight āwowā left your lips as you looked at it in awe. You climbed the steps with Eddie getting the best view of your ass as he tailed right behind you.
You walked in, and your jaw dropped. There was a cream leather couch just as you walked in by the door, another that mirrored another sofa on the opposite side, with four matching leather swivel chairs up at the front of the plane. There were cream carpets that ran throughout the interior adorned with accented black lacquered wood that ran up the walls of the plane, and across the front of the cabin was a soundproof divider that separated you from the caption and the one steward that was to travel with you.
Eddie introduced you to Charles the captain, an older gentleman probably in his mind 50ās, and Paulina, the air hostess, who was way too pretty to not be a model in your opinion.
āMr. Munson, a pleasure as always,ā she greets him, ignoring you. Oh, so thatās how it was going to be? āPaulina, was it?ā You turn back to her, and you set your purse down.
She gives you a tempered smile
āHow about you get us some Champagne? We are celebrating.ā You wrap your hands around Eddie's waist protectively, and Eddie senses your threat. He rolls his eyes and shakes his head at your ridiculousness. āOf course.ā She nods her head and walks away.
āYou, Little One, have nothing to worry about.ā He boops your nose before he plops down, pulling you down with him. āSo you and her never?ā You pout. āNever. Ever.ā He nuzzles his head into the cook of your neck.
Paulina walks in and sets the tray with the champagne flutes on the crystal coffee table before you.
āIs there anything else I can get for you?ā She asks cordially. āNo, I donāt think we will need much this trip. Iāll ring the call bell if anything, but it should be relaxing for you.ā Eddie charms her. āSounds good, Mr. Munson.ā She turns and closes the cabin door.
About half an hour into the flight, you and Eddie could take off your seatbelts, and you and Eddie got comfortable. He asked Paulina to help him make up the sofa that turned out to be a daybed and then put on a movie for the two of you to watch and have background noise while you talk.
āI was thinkingā¦ I can get you into this club I know of while on this tripā¦ if you want.ā Eddie trailed his index finger dawned with a ring with a dragon's head up your thigh. āOh, what kind of club?ā You ask with genuine curiosity. āVery exclusive; only people who are very high up get to be a part of it.ā Eddie holds back a giggle. āOh? Would this club be called the Mile High Club?ā You giggle as you feel the third glass of champagne take over. āGod, youāre so smart.ā Eddie leaned in and kissed your lips. It was sloppy due to the alcohol so early in the morning, but you were on vacation.
Eddie pulled you into his lap so you could straddle him. He pressed his already hard length up into you and loudly moaned. āShhhh, Baby, they will hear you.ā You look over to the cabin door. āNo, they wonāt. Itās soundproofed; we can be as loud as we want, Baby, and I want you loud.ā he kissed the column of your neck as you leaned your head back in pleasure.
āNow, be my good girl and tell me what you want? Hmm?ā
āI want you to do whatever you want to me,ā you breathed into his mouth, asking for another searing kiss.
Eddie placed a hand on the back of your head and guided you down so he was hovering over you as you lay on the pullout couch.
The leather squeaked beneath you as he adjusts your bodies.
āIām going to undress you, then Iām going to kiss every inch of your body, and you are going to let me. Youāre not going to rush me or beg or pout. Youāre going to let me worship you. Understood?ā He started by taking off your shoes.
āYes, Sir,ā you nod your head.
āGood girl,ā he smiles. You feel a rush in your pussy at his words. How he looks at you, how he wants to please you, and not because you asked him to but because he wants to, is making your head spin. Never has any other man youāve been with been this attentive to your needs.
He had you down to your underwear, the plane was cool, and goosebumps spread across your skin.
āDonāt worry, Baby. Iāll have you warmed up in no time. He grabbed an ankle and started kissing around your perfectly manicured foot. He wasnāt playing around when he said he would kiss every inch of you. He was going at an agonizingly slow pace. He made his way down your leg to your inner thigh and took off your panties. He breezed over your mound; your hips jerked up, and Eddie gave you a look of warning. āDonāt disobey me, Angelā
āIām sorry, I didnāt mean to; itās just what you do to me, Baby.ā You looked up at him with sorry eyes.
Eddie threw his head back and groaned. You were his succubus, his own personal vixen. He continued kissing across your other thigh, down your leg to your other ankle. The feeling of his beard and soft lips made you shiver. He tried kissing your feet, but you begged him not to because youāre so ticklish and didnāt want to accidentally kick him in the face.
āI canāt ruin that smile, Baby.ā Eddieās heart fluttered when you called him your little pet names. He leaned forward after gently putting your leg down. He kissed you from your forehead across both cheeks, getting copious giggles out of you. Your giggles subsided when he moved lower, down your neck, across your chest. He kissed over your baby pink lace bra that didnāt hide your perked nipples. You lifted your back so he could unhook your bra, and you shimmied your shoulders so you could release your arms out of the straps. Eddie looked down at you like you could give him the world. The words were on the tip of his tongue, but you pulled him by the back of the neck to kiss him, not caring about the consequences. The way he looked at you made your stomach flip. Eddie cascaded his tongue over your bottom lip, pushing his way into your mouth. Your tongues danced as his hands trailed down your body, leaving goosebumps in their wake. Lower and lower until they reach your silky folds.
āYou wanna know something, Angel?ā Eddie pulls back, slowly brushing over your
āWhat, that handsome?ā
āYou have the perfect lips for kissingā
āThen come back here.ā You reach up to grab him, but he stops you.
āThose werenāt the lips I was talking aboutā He gives you a cheeky grin and then slides down your body until he is face to face with your needy cunt.
This man was too smooth with his words; you didn't need any more foreplay. He could slide in right now, and nothing would be blocking his way. You felt your wetness drip down your leg as Eddie spread you open, leaving one kiss on your pussy before he flips you onto all fours.
āBabyyyyyyā you whine while wiggling your ass in the air.
āI told you, Little One, I am kissing every inch of your body, and youāre going to take it.ā He whispered in your ear, hunching over you.
He made his way up your arm, across your shoulders, and down the other arm. The goosebumps came back as he continued down your spine and across every inch of your back. You swore heād given you 100 kisses by now, but that didnāt stop him.
āArch for me baby, let me see youā You couldnāt see Eddieās face, but the tone in his voice the was it went active lower letting you know he was no longer playing around.
āYes, sir.ā You arched your back and sped your legs wider so he could see, just like he had asked.
āFuck look at you,ā He whispered under his breath, and you felt his warm lips come in contact with your cool skin. You felt his soft lips kiss from the top of your tailbone and down to the fat of your ass. His teeth scraped the large muscle, and his mouth left rings of saliva that became cold once he lifted his lips from your skin. You felt his mouth moving closer to your centre, lower until you felt his two hands spread your cheeks open, giving him a small yelp, not being ready to be so exposed, especially in this well-lit plane. His warm mouth fell onto the inside of your cheek, and you gave out another yelp. No one had been so close, so intimate with you like this before.
āI told you, baby, Iām worshipping every inchā You didnāt have time to think before you felt his mouth on your puckered hole.
āOh my godā you gasped as arousal shot through you.
āAnyone ever plays with this little holeā Eddie kissed you again before a strong hand came down on your ass cheek, making you moan.
āNo, Sirā you sucked in a breath.
āWhat a shame, sheās real prettyā he circled a wet finger around your asshole and your pussy cliched around nothing.
āWould you like me to continue?ā He whispered in your ear.
āI did tell you to do whatever you want to me,ā you countered back.
āBut do you want it?ā Eddie grabbed your chin and made you look up as he hovered behind you.
āYes!ā You cry
āYes. What?ā He gritted through his teeth because you should know better.
āYes, sir, play with my asshole.ā
āGod, I love when you talk dirtyā Eddie slid down your body and licked a long wet strip from your clit to your second hole. A breathy sound of pleasure rips from your lungs, one so loud you even startled yourself. āThat's it, baby, let me hear you.ā Eddie lapped and circled you so good your eyes were rolling into the back of your head. You never thought you would be into this, but it was Eddie; he made you feel safe, and you liked it when he showed you new things in the bedroom.
His tongue glided across and around your tight hole, as his thick fingers penetrated your pussy. āDoing alright, sweetheart?ā He checked in, but you were too zoned out, lost in your own pleasure, you didnāt hear him. Moan after moan left your mouth, not even able to form words.
āIāll take that as a yesā He smirked before he dove back in, this time his tongue broke its way through your tight walls. Before you knew it, you were coming. The combination of Eddie's fingers and tongue fucking you made your walls tighten, and a roar came from your lungs. āThat's it, Princess.ā Eddie removed his wet fingers covered with your spend and circled them around your other hole.
āHollyshitā you breathed out.
āIām not finished with you yet.ā Eddie pulled you back by your hair, sticking his tongue in your mouth. By far the filthiest thing heās ever done to you, but you were already begging him to do it again. āPlease, please, give it to me.ā he drops your head from his hand, and your face softly falls onto the cushion. āSuch a filthily girl. You want me to split open your pussy with my cock while I finger fuck your ass?ā He spoke while taking off the rest of his clothing.
āPlease,ā you begged.
āMy girl is greedy, but what my girl wants, she getsā You felt the couch shift as he knelt down to align himself with your needy pussy. He spreads your lips to get a full view of himself slowly entering your wet hole.
Eddie pumped into you slowly, picking up the pace with each stroke. He spread your ass cheeks open to expose your two holes. You hear him spit as hot saliva cascades down your hole.
āYou sure you want this sweetheart?ā He grazed his finger over your hole, getting it ready for him. āGod! Yes, Eddie! Please!ā His cock was hitting your G spot perfectly; with each stroke, you could feel the hot metal of his piercing rubbing your inner walls but needed something more to get you to the edge.
Eddie let it slide that you didnāt call him Sir because he was too damn excited that you let him play with your ass. āFuck yea, Princess.ā He slips his wet thumb into your puckered hole. It surprisingly felt good. Honestly, you were prepared for it to hurt, but the added pressure made your head spin.
āWho does this ass being too?ā He gritted, slapping his hips into you, his cock so deep inside that you see stars. If you turned your head to look over your shoulder, you would have seen Eddieās body glow with sweat, flushed face and a look in his eye that wouldāve convinced you he was so madly in love with you. But you never did, too consumed by how Eddie made you feel. The way he fed you the pleasure you always craved, the pleasure you always needed but never received until now.
More moans filled the room, unable to answer. All of your senses were on overdrive. āHuh, baby girl? I didnāt quite hear you?ā he slowed down, making you feel every inch of him leave your body and then slammed back into you. āYou! Oh god, my body is yours!ā You bury your face into the couch cushion. āThat's right, Little One, youāre mine.ā Eddie pulls you back up with one strong arm and fixes your body to parallel his.
āBut if youāre mine. Then I am yours. Tell me Iām yours,ā he panted.
āFuck Eddie, youāre all mine, mine, mine, mine,ā you chant your mantra until your walls spasm around his cock, your orgasm cascading through your whole body, your limbs struggle to hold you up as you try to hold yourself up. Eddie continues to thrust into your throbbing cunt until he is so close he pulls out again, being reckless and āforgettingā to put on a condom. He pulls out, and you hear the lewd sound of wet skin smacking as pumped his load on your ass. You feel the hot streams of cum coat your skin.
āShit, thatās a pretty picture. Donāt you dare moveā Eddie grabs his phone off the table and snaps a picture of you with your ass in the air, fucked out of your mind with his cum running down your crack.
āThis is going to hold me over for a long timeā Eddie laughs
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The car pulled up to a villa right on the edge of the water. You could hear the crystal blue sea water splashing the rocky coastal line. You could smell the salt in the air, the sea breeze was cool on your skin, and the hot sun beamed down in the cloudless sky. The concrete building was painted a terracotta that was slowly failing but only added to the vintage flair.
āWelcome home, Babyā Eddie kissed the top of your head and led you inside.
The large wooden door creaked open, and you entered the most beautiful home youāve ever seen. āThis house is yours?ā You asked, āNo baby, ours,ā he corrects. āNot what I meant, Eddie; I meant you own this place?ā You reiterated. āYes, Angel.ā he pulled you in closer, put your bags down and kissed you.
You didnāt even get a chance to look around before you and Eddie jump one anotherās bones againā¦ On the sofa, the porch daybed, the kitchen counter, the shower, and the bedroom. It was a miracle you convinced Eddie to get out of bed and show you around. Wrapped up in the crisp sheets, which remained black even in this home with this distinctly Italian decor.
You reminded him he promised to take you to that CafĆ© on your first date. āEddie, you promised me the best pastry in the whole world, we have been here 34 hours, and I still havenāt experienced itā you pout.
Eddieās propped up on an elbow, giving you a look.
āWhat?ā You ask innocently.
āJust looking at you makes me so hornyā Eddie leans into you, pushing you into the plush pillows that adorn the bed, he was an addict, and you were the fix, the only one that could cure his hunger.
Eventually, you had gotten Eddie out of bed and into the Italian streets. Your days were filled with walking hand in hand. He took you to the CafĆ© first. They did, in fact, have the best croissant you had ever tasted and the best Caffe latte you ever had. Eddie and you strolled through every shop you said you wanted to go into, buying a bunch of trinkets and gelato. He took you to the beach the next day, and the day after that, you toured around the city some more; he booked a cooking class where you were taught how to make homemade pasta. The next day, you went on a winery tour. There was so much to discover and so much history to see; the week was jam-packed with things to do, and you never felt so free. Being here with Eddie in another country where no paparazzi was hounding you every moment of every day. You kept your socials quiet, not wanting to tell anyone where you were. Having it just be you and Eddie was a dream. Not that you didnāt miss Vi, but the break was needed.
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You only had 2 days left of your trip. Tonight, Eddie cooked for you. It was one of the most romantic evenings you two shared. He had put out candles on the dining room table, had music on in the background, and asked you to dance with him on the balcony under the stars, and now you were standing in a moonlit room in front of a floor-length mirror, naked.
Still fully clothed, Eddie walked up behind you, and his hand slowly grazed your shoulder, up across your collarbone, and then he teasingly wrapped one finger at a time around your throat. He jerks your head to the side so he can speak to you. You can feel his hot breath on your ear as he says, āLook at you. America, Sweetheart, getting all wet and sticky just for me. Are you going to let me touch you, Princess? fuck that sweet little cunt of yours?ā You desperately try and nod your head, but Eddieās grip is firm. āUse your words,ā he growls in your ear.
āYes Sirā you sighed.
āGod, no one makes me as horny as you do,ā he growls in your ear.
Eddie leans closer, his other hand not on your throat, wraps around your waist, pulling you into him as he pushes his stiff cock into your lower back. He moves in to kiss you, and goosebumps appear all over your body as his lips connect to the supple skin of your neck. Itās more gentle than what you're expecting. His hand slides down from your waist, leaving your throat to cup your breast.
āLook at yourself while I touch you,ā Eddie whispers. You donāt dare disobey his orders tonight; something about tonight is different: you want to be good for him no matter what. He has been so good to you. All you want is to be that for him in return. So you turn your head and look at where his fingers connect with your skin. His calloused tips are rough on your breast's soft, delicate skin. The pads of his fingers cascade through your wet folds, and you try so hard for your knees not to buckle at the sight youāre witnessing.
āThatās my pretty girl. Youāre so good to me.ā He slowly circled your clit as you continued to watch. You tried so hard to not fall to your knees. Your hands find his muscular thighs, and you drip onto them for dear life. You let out a breathy moan as Eddie sucked on your neck, hitting that sweet spot he is good at locating on the first try. You finally broke and turned so you could be face to face. You needed to kiss him like you needed air to breathe.
Eddie grabbed onto your bare ass and hoisted you up. You wrapped your legs around his thick torso, and he walked the two of you over to the bed as you left a trail of kisses down his neck.
Eddie ever so gently laid you down on the bed like you were made of glass. You watched him from the bed as he stripped down into nothing, missing his touch the entire time he was away. āBaby I need you,ā reach out for him.
āI know Angel, Iām right here. I gotcha.ā he crawled on top of you.
You were right; something about tonight was different between the both of you; the dynamic wasnāt raw and animalistic. It was soft and delicate. Eddie crawled on top of you and slowly slid himself into you. The execution was effortless. Your slick canal was more than ready to take him. He kissed you and kissed you, and kissed you. Eddie kissed you all over. No words were being spoken. The only sound that filled the room was the sound of skin-on-skin and illegible moans of pleasure. No words needed to be spoken, not anymore. Not tonight. You and Eddie both knew that tonight was about making love. He was soft and gentle, 180 from where you two usually went in the bedroom, but this is what you needed, the missing puzzle piece finally being found. Eddieās hands intertwined with your own; considering all of the intimate things you had done thus far, this moment takes the cake. He was gazing into your eyes, and his cock brushed the walls of your pussy. Each thrust had meaning behind it. Each time he leaned in to kiss, you meant something, something more than you would ever have the pleasure of knowing. You felt love, even if he hadnāt said anything; you knew deep, deep down this was his way of showing you how much you meant to him. To take care of you, to be there for youā¦ and the same goes for him, even if you donāt know it. You being there for Violet Rose and being there for Eddie also made you the missing puzzle piece to his life.
āEddie, baby, Iām closeā You broke the silence and tucked his wild main behind his ears.
Eddie smiled and brought his hand down between your bodies so he could massage your clit, knowing how much you loved when he played with the bundle of nerves. Only a few circles do it for you until your body is jerking under Eddieās.
āThatās my girl, fuck yes, thatās it. Just like that, come for me, Angel.ā he kept thrusting as the orgasm took over your body.
The feeling of his head hitting the top of your cunt as your pussy clamps down on his cock like a vice has Eddie following not far behind. He tried to pull out before he came, but when you begged him to come inside you. Who was he to deny the women he loves? Heās only but a man, a man blinded by your magical pussy that was sucking him back in.
āFuck baby, you want my babies, you want me to get you all round and pregnant. You want my cum that bad.ā He whispered.
All you could do was nod and pull his body closer to you, not ever wanting him to leave.
āFuckā Eddies thrusts became less uniform and sloppy as he came, releasing his seed inside you.
Eddie pulled out a few seconds later. you were at a loss, but you had to clean yourself up, so you tried getting up, but Eddie stopped you.
āWhere are you going?ā
āTo the bathroom, I have to you knowā suddenly feeling shy.
āNo, you stay here. Iāll go.ā
āBut I feel it leaking alreadyā you giggle
Eddie hopped out of bed and ran to the master bathroom; you couldnāt help but check out his little tush as it glowed in the moonlight.
Not even 30 seconds later he was back with a damp towel helping you clean up. āI, um, I hope you know about the baby thingā¦ It was just um, I uh.ā He cleared his throat.
āItās okay, I have an IUD remember.ā You roll over to face him. āOkay, good, right. But never can be too careful,ā he clarified.
āIt was um in the moment, I liked itā You shuffle your body so you're resting your head on his bare chest.
āIām always careful, but somehow, you know how to make my brain mush.ā He laughs.
āI guess I have that effect on people.ā You tilt your head up to kiss his neck.
āFuck Angel, I donāt know if I can go again,ā he sighed.
ā Māsorry baby, youāre just so sexyā You hum in his ear.
Eddie turned his head and lifted your chin so he could kiss you. You melted back into the bedsheets, feeling the best youād ever felt.
āWe should go to sleep, baby. I have a big have a big day planned for us tomorrow."
āOkay, goodnight babyā you sigh as he gives you one last goodnight kiss.
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The following day, you woke up with dread coursing through your veins. Wide awake, laying in bed, your head cleared, you realized the mistake you had made last night. The bond between you and Eddie was too woven, too tight. It will kill you to break it, but you had to, and now you ruined everything.
You were spaced out the rest of the day; you hardly realized you had been outside walking by the water. "I have something special planned for us." Eddie took your hand as you walked through the ancient cobblestone streets, snapping you out of your daze.
Your heart sank, this was all becoming too much, but you played it off, not wanting to crush Eddie's heart, so you sucked it up and gave him a smile.
You could see a single yacht docked at the end as you approached the water's edge. As you approached, it was lit with hundreds of tiny fairy lights. You could see red and white balloons and many flowers. Assorted wildflowers mixed with purple roses and... poppies. A nod to the nickname his daughter gave you. Your heart was racing; you couldn't bear to do this to him. You couldn't let him go through with whatever romantic gesture he had planned. Halfway up the ramp, you stopped, and Eddie had tugged on your arm, thinking you were still trekking along behind him.
"What is it, Angel? Are you scared of boats?" He looked concerned, not thinking about that option when he had planned that night.
"No, uh, it isn't that." You fought back the crack in your voice.
"Then come on, I have to show you something." He said with a smile tugging your arm again, but your feet were planted. Refusing to go any further.
"Eddie. I can't," you whisper.
"Sure, you can come on." He was oblivious to your inner turmoil.
"I can't do this," you shook your head, fighting back the tears.
Eddie's face went from happy school boy to concerned father instantly.
"Baby, what's wrong? Talk to me." he rested both hands on your shoulders, looking down at you with a furrowed brow.
"I need to go. I can't be here." The panic in your voice broke.
"You're scaring me angel, what is wrong?ā you didn't think the look of concern could get any more profound, but it did.
You didn't answer him; you turned and walked off the ramp and back down the dock onto the cobbled streets.
Eddie chased after you, not letting you go by yourself in an unfamiliar city alone at night.
"Baby, wait!" you didn't look back. You just kept running. You no longer were able to hold back your tears. The crying turned into sobs. You could hardly see where you had been going before Eddie caught up with you, placing a hand on your shoulder to bring you around to face him.
Your sobs mixed with your panting from running, made you need to catch your breath before you could speak.
"Don't make me do this," You sobbed into him.
Eddie stroked the back of your head, trying to console you; he was confused but more frightened than anything. He didn't understand what made you run? What had he done wrong? Was it the boat?
"Let's get you inside" He guided you down a few more streets, and you caught your breath as you approached the doors to Eddie's home.
Eddie sat you down and went to fetch you a glass of water
"You need to talk to me, Angel. What is going on?" He squatted in front of you, placing both hands on each knee for you to look at him.
"Eddie, we can't do this, this is too real! We took things too far. I don't know what to do? How can we keep doing this when we know how this will end?" you rambled.
"Angel, who says it has to end?" He needed clarification.
"We both signed that contract. You know we can't keep this up forever. We only have one week left before this is all over!" You raised your voice because now you were frustrated. What was he not understanding?
"Who cares about the contract?!" he yelled back, now frustrated.
Eddie had never yelled at you before; never once had he raised his voice at you in the past year.
āI care! My whole career depended on this stupid arrangement!ā You yell.
āOh, that's really all this was to you?! A Stupid arrangement? Iām just a way to get you to the top, huh?ā Eddie was hurt. His words came out laced with venom.
āFuck! No, not anymore! That isnāt want I meant!ā You reach your hands out to Eddie, but he flinches away.
āBut it's what you said!ā He pointed.
āGod, Eddie! Thatās not what I meant! How we feel no longer matters; we canāt go on!ā You cried.
āHow could it not matter?!ā He stood up and started pacing.
āBecause it just canāt! You screamed.
āYes, I can because guess what? I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!ā Eddie shouts back.
Your heart stops beating, your head starts spinning. Eddie loves you. That's what this date was about; he would profess his love for you...but itās too late. All of this is too much. You should have kept things professional. It was supposed to be easy. No heartbreaks, no feelings, no getting attached. Simple. It was supposed to be simple!
āNone of that matters...ā you whisper with a solemn sniffle.
āDoesnāt matter?! How could this not matter?! Youāre my world!ā your real name fell out of his mouth. Not once in this year had Eddie even muttered your actual name. Your heart breaks into a million shards of glass ripping through your chest. He fell to his knees, kneeling in front of you.
āWe canāt be together! This wasnāt supposed to happen!ā you stand up off the couch and continue, āWe canāt be together, okay! What donāt you understand? We HAVE to break up, Eddie. The contract is over; it's finished. We are finished.ā you started pacing the room, you can't look at him, you refuse to look at him. You think you'll be sick if you glance in his direction.
Eddieās heart was literally cracking into two pieces, how could you be saying these things to him? Why was this happening now? He was going to ask you tonight, he had everything plannedā¦ and now youāre breaking up with him? Because of a contract?
āHow can you say that? After everything we have been through!ā he belted, feeling betrayed.
āThe contract says so! My career says so.ā You were beyond frustrated and hurt, but this had to be done because legally, it needed to happen.
āAngel, please.ā He took a step towards you with his arms reaching out.
āEddie. Donāt.ā you took a step back. Eddie winced as if he had physically been burned.
āI canāt believe youāre throwing all we had away.ā He shook his head, refusing to look at you. āThere is nothing we can do! We both signed the contract. You knew this day was coming! I donāt understand why Iām the bad guy?!ā you pleaded.
āYou think I gave two shits about what that piece of paper says? Do you think I read anything it said when I had a dream girl placed in my lap! Do you think I read that?! NO, I didnāt, not when I would be with you!" He tested the waters, taking another step forward, but you took another step back.
āEddie, please, no. Tell me you knew that we had to break upā¦ please.ā you cried.
āOf course not! I donāt care about it. I love you, why don't you understand?!ā He pleaded.
āI care! I canāt fuck up my career, donāt you get that?!ā You could pull your hair out.
"So that's it? Just like that, we are done? You stand there, and you can look me in the eye and say your career is more important to you than our relationship? That's what all of this is about for you this whole time? I know you love me, and you won't say it back!" Eddie threw his pointer finger at you.
"That's not what I'm saying. You mean everything to me!" Your nose was running, and the streams of mascara and eyeliner cascaded down your cheeks.
"Then why are we fighting?!" Eddie's voice carried more than he knew. You winced at his tone.
You can't handle it when people yell at you. It only makes you cry more.
"Because I can't allow myself to love you." You shake your head in defeat.
"Baby, please don't do this to us. I can't live without you; Violet Rose needs you. I can't picture a life without you in it.ā That little red velvet box felt like fifty pounds in his jacket pocket right now.
āSo because you say so, that's it? This is the end?" Eddie pinched his brow bone.
āIt's not me who decides, Eddie... We both signed a deal..." you seethed.
"Fine," just like that, he turned and stormed out of the front door.
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You stood in the grand room with nothing but regret and sorrow to keep you company. You didn't eat, and you didn't sleep much over the next twenty-four hours.
You don't know how long you stood there before your body collapsed from exhaustion. You didn't know your catatonic state would last you a few days. You didn't know how you ended up at the airport, and you don't know how you got on the airplane back to L.A.
You didn't know that that would be your last time seeing Eddie.
You needed to fix this. You called Roger when you finally snapped out of the trance a few days later, but it was too late.
"The story is already out to Princess. It is being streamed on TMZ, People Magazine, and ETalk... There isn't anything we can do. Why do you want to keep it going?" He asked, confused. Knowing he would have cut it shorter, you never disclosed the truth to Roger.
āNever mind, Roger, I guess thatās it then.ā You hung up without saying goodbye, no longer able to fight back your sobs.
That was it; the story was out, and you were curled up in bed for days. When the crying finally stopped you were more like a zombie, sleeping, waking up, then sleeping again. Anything to avoid life, you did. You just went through the motions.
Your phone and TV had been off after your phone call with Roger. You decided to turn your phone back on, with the thought of your mom freaking out from not hearing from you in a few days crossed your mind.
The first notification you get as soon as it turns onā¦āHollywood's most beloved couple call it quits.ā
The reality of your actions came crashing into you like a Mack Truck. You would never hear his laugh, never be able to hold him, never be able to help VR with her homework again. You would never be able to feel complete. So that was it; whatās done is done. You could do nothing to reverse the damage you brought to Eddieās life. You just hoped that one day he would have it in his heart to forgive you, to understand why you did what you didā¦ because you are in love with him, and you always will be.
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oh my god thanku really love the date cuz its a national holiday here so every year i'm getting fireworksš¤š©·šalso can i ask when is ur birthday or is that top secret information?š
oo i'm really glad u were able to keep the ideaš„³š„³(but really cuz other wise i might have not found ur page and that is just heartbreaking when i think about itš)
tbh i'm down if u end up coming just tell me cuz i'm 80% sure i will goš«” i don't understand why they are not going to vienna like i remember it being so popular for concerts cuz i was so salty about the fact that it's just the neighboring country and they couldn't have come a little bit closerš¤£ AHH MAN NOOO THATS SO SADā¹ļøā¹ļøā¹ļøI HOPE U WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THEM ONE DAY!!!!ā¹ļø
U ARE JUST AMAZING FOR THAT!! best tendencies š¤£ yeah i was very shocked as well but i didn't get edits about it luckily cuz i think that would have made me so much more sadš«” I UNDERSTAND THAT SO MUCH I WAS THE SAME FOR AGOOD WHILE MANS WAS ON MY MIND 24/7 (and still he is very much there although not as much as he used to:/)š¤ IDK I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THERE ARE BASICALLY NO TREASURE WRITERS HERE??? but i really think u would be an exceptional writer for themšsooo i'm waiting for a treasure fic if u don't fall out of them ofc (although that is kinda hard to imo) ooo u know i think just a drabble couldn't hurt anyoneeeeš¤ THEN IM WAITING FOR UR FIC EVEN MOREš„³
HOOE UR DOING WELL AS WELL!!! and i'm not too sweet u are too sweet!!!!!š©·šš (and sorry again for the very late reply school sucksā¹ļø)
(and i also wanted to ask that should i send u asks on ur other acc if i see something that i would bring up here just so i don't pollute this page anymore than i already didš¤£like i just keep bringing up random topics here so sorry)
(liebestraum anonš·šš)
omg thats so cool???? fireworks on your bday every year must be so amazing woah,,,, my bday is not a top secret dw šš its quite literally in 2 days (apr 16) lmao i feel very old and i also forgot its my bday this sunday so when my mum mentioned it i was like what already???
hhhh i am too!! i am currently actively writing it just so you know<33 if school doesnt kick my ass as hard (which it might bc i have my first final in 10 days LMAO) i think it should be done before summer AHAHA
have fun if you end up going!!! i had a talk w everyrone and came to the conclusion that i just cant go this year so thats :// maybe next year.... manifesting vienna fr that way i could be home the same day if i tried hard enough. VIENNA USED TO BE SO POPULAR W CONCERTS i swear every pop punk band and their mothers back in the day had a concert there. what happened im gen so confused i keep searching for it on every tour but nowadays no one goes there
you know the song TV by billie eilish??? thOSE edits make me so heartbroken. like 'dont know where you are right now, did you see me on TV?' bitch stop puting mashidam onto those lyrics i will have a full on meltdown. but anyways my man jihoon is still on my mind 24/7 and its gotten even worse man i need serious help i think. somebody call an exorcist. and stop supporting that drabble i will nOT write it (i am trying really hard to contain myself rn)
school sucks and it should be cancelled. >:(( i hope youre doing well i enjoyed hearing from you,, hope life treats you good in the next couple of days!!! mwah
also you can send asks whenever you want!! honestly this is my space and i dont mind clogging the dash djfkdlj if anyone minds these they can just block the tag, they curate their own tumblr experience :p but if you ever wanna send anything to mosviqu or my other blogs i honestly welcome you everywhere!!!
#replying to this on my laptop so excuse the lack of emojis#hope i dont sound dry LMAO#šask#liebestraum anon
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someone play big bank ft nicki minaj bc uh oh, back again
IM SO SORRY i am so in love with your writing
may i request someone falling into a deep sleep (either the reader or the character- it can be diff for every scenario if u want !!) and the other person has to perform True Loveās Kissā¢ but it goes wrong (nothing too angsty pls im too weak)
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that one scene between luz and hunter from the owl house, somebody falls, the cpr kiss between apple white and darling (man there are a lot of failed kisses in media) and any other shenanigans you can think of
with riddle, jamil, neige, ace/deuce, jade, and anyone else you want to do !
tysm in advance !!
A/N: OH MY GOODNESS THANK YOU SO MUCH??? AND PLEASE DONT APOLOGIZE I LOVE SEEING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT TO READ!! I also have some spare time before stuff picks up later in the semester, so I'm getting most of my writing done now ;;;; I never watched any of those shows, so I just went with 'gone wrong after', if that's alright!
Riddle:
-He knew that mer was up to no good, especially when Floyd outright ASKED to be Riddle's partner
-Despite his gut instinct, he went along with it and, of course, Floyd threw in one of the ingredients sitting on the shelf, the entire jar sinking below the surface of the potion that threatened to bubble over and spill
-It never bubbled over, rather it EXPLODED
-Riddle would have lost his mind screaming if it wasn't for the way that his head began spinning and how quickly he seemed to be falling to the ground.
-Ace and Deuce, of course, were the ones who came to grab you, hoping to save their dorm leader
Outside of the infirmary, you stand with your arms crossed, glaring at both the boys.Ā
"Have you forgotten that I have no magic? I can't wake him up," Ace groans, rolling his eyes.Ā
"But if you do, he might feel, oh, I don't know, indebted? So he'll feel bad when he goes to collar us." You fight the urge to smack Ace and look to Deuce, who's staring at the ground in shame.Ā
"You too?" The blue haired boy doesn't respond and you sigh. "What do you want me to do?"
"Well, there's this fairytale thing..." Ace starts with, face breaking into a grin. "And it says it'll break any curse, so-"
"Are you talking about the-?!" You punch his arm, face flushing a bright red. "I knew you were up to something stupid!"
"You like him, he likes you! What, did ya want Deuce to kiss him?!"
"What the fuck, Ace?" Deuce shoves Ace, who cackles and turn to you, walking forwards quickly and making you stumble back into the infirmary, quickly slamming the door closed and yelling from the other side.Ā
"Good luck, Prefect~" Ace coos. "Oh, I also told Trey that you woke him up already. Won't wanna make our resident baker sad, would we? He told me that he'd make you something as a thank you~"
"Damn you, Trappola," More laughter as footsteps echo down the hallway and disappear, leaving you in the dimly lit infirmary.Ā
Just you.Ā
And an unconscious Riddle.Ā
You take a breath, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring down at his soft face. He was always boyishly handsome in a way that made your heart flutter whenever he looked in your direction, his stern gaze never failing to make you swoon, much to Ace's dismay. Now that he's asleep, calloused hands for once unclenched and relaxed at his sides, you can take a moment to notice the small things about him that you don't have the chance to normally see.Ā
Everything from the small freckle that sat upon his eyelid, to the dark circles under his eyes, to the way that his face, even in sleep, was still flushed a light pink. You slowly grab his hand and feel a wave of sadness to find it cold. You wonder if he's ever had someone hold his hand, if it was always this cold, if the scowl that was no longer on his face was how he would look no matter what or if it was an expression trained into his soft features.
Biting your lip, you look to the door and back, deciding to suck it up and kiss your crush from the beginning of the school year.Ā
You slowly lean in, lips connecting to his own slightly chapped ones before pulling away slowly. You notice how his crimson eyelashes flutter, his chest rising much higher than it had as he takes a deep breath. His cool gray eyes open to meet your own, thin lips forming a small smile as his half-lidded eyes take in your features.Ā
Until it sets in.Ā
His hand rushes to his mouth and he sits up quickly, making you lean back as to not bump his head. He gapes, mouth opening and closing as a bright red rises up his neck, soon covering his entire face. Riddle stares at you for a moment, terrified before making a sound that was something akin to a dying hamster, scrambling as far from you as possible and trying to get off the bed.Ā Ā
Mumbling to himself quickly, mind seemingly in a frenzy to explain the situation, to find a way other thanĀ his first kiss was when he was asleep.Ā
He didn't seem to notice how the blanket got tangled in his and your legs, pulling both of you to the ground with a loud thud. He also didn't seem to notice Professor Crewel standing in the open doorway, the antidote in hand, eyebrow twitching at the scene before him.Ā
"You couldn't wait two seconds?!" The professor groans.Ā
Ace/Deuce:
-Both of them were dumb, and partnered up during potions class, accidentally making a potion that exploded all over them both
-What did you expect? You should have offered to separate the two rather than agreeing to Partner with Sebek during the joint lessons...
-Now you're stuck with two sleeping idiots while the professor works on a solution
-It's Epel who suggests that you kiss him to wake him up
"Oh, come on, Prefect!" Epel sighs. "It's not that bad! Besides, we all know that you like him!"
Ace route:
"Why would you think I liked him?!" You retort, frowning at the lilac haired boy, who shrugs.Ā
"You two are always together, even when Deuce isn't there!" Epel fights back. "And he was the first one you met here..."
"He's-he's Ace! He's a bully, and doesn't think at all, and is-is-"
"Just kiss him!"Ā
You scoff, looking down at the sleeping redhead, eyes tracing over the light freckles that crossed over the bridge of his nose. It was weird seeing his face look so... peaceful. For most of when you'd known him, he'd always have a shit-eating grin or a pout. He was always so expressive and seeing him look so still made something in your heart ache.Ā
For a moment, you think about what would happen if he didn't wake up. Epel was right about one thing- that he was your closest and oldest friend here.Ā
He may be annoying and a general menace, but he was still your menace. Ace was still the boy who would do anything to make you smile after Crowley runs you ragged, he was still the same boy who would steal stuff from Heartslabyul's kitchen if he heard that you liked it, dropping it off at your dorm before shyly asking to stay the night because he was sure that Trey had seen him do it and that Riddle was hot on his trail.Ā
He was the one who protected you during countless overblots, throwing his life on the line and using as much magical power that he had to keep you safe. The one who made sure you ate every day, and had enough spare madol in your pockets for when you didn't have the time or the money to eat.Ā
You look at him before frowning, making your resolve. You look at Epel nervously, who apologizes and averts his eyes. Your eyes scan his face once more, lightly brushing some of his ruby hair off to the side as you lean in and press a light kiss to his lips, leaning back and trying to ignore Epel's gagging and laughter.Ā
Ace sighs, eyes slowly opening when you notice your hand was still resting on the crown of his head. You pull it back and the boy laughs softly, moving to sit up, raising an eyebrow.Ā
"You're a perv-" He snickers, making you huff and shove him lightly. "H-hey!"
You rush out of the room, hearing Epel's laughter grow into cackling as Ace's voice sounds from the infirmary. "It was a joke! I meant in a good way! A good perv!" Epel laughs harder as your face flushes and you rush back to Ramshackle.Ā
"Dumbass..." You mumble under your breath.Ā
Deuce Route:
"And?!" You retort, making Epel snort.Ā
"And he likes you," Rolling his eyes, he puts both hands on your shoulders and frowns, looking deep into your eyes, making you gulp at the intensity of his expression. "Prefect, on behalf of every first year student who is tired of watching you both be pathetic around each other-"
"Okay, Vil~" He lightly smacks your arm.
"Shaddup!"
Laughing, you pull away from him, fighting the blush that creeps up your face as you stare down at Deuce's sleeping expression, lips slightly parted accompanying the soft rise and fall of his chest.
"And imagine how happy you would make Ms. Spade~" Ah, his secret weapon- Deuce's mother who had taken a liking to you due to how often Deuce tells her about you. After learning of your 'other world' situation, she began talking to you more and more often, checking to see how you were doing or if you needed anything. She even offered to allow you to live with her and Deuce over the duration of summer break should you still be here, already making plans to take you out to get clothes of your own (rather than hand me downs from your friends, as well as from the dorm leaders and the teachers).Ā
"Okay, okay, I'll do it..." You mumble. Epel pulls out his phone, camera on when you push him out of the room, huffing at his muffled laughter from behind his hand. "You could be such a bully sometimes!"
"Have fun!" You watch him disappear down the hallway and close the door to the infirmary, sighing as you sit on the edge of the bed, lightly toying with the flimsy sheet that covered the boy.Ā
Smiling, you attempt to fix the smudged spade that covered his eye with your thumb, only managing to smear the makeup further across his face and down his cheekbone. You can't help but rest your makeup-stained hand on his face, feeling how much his body temperature had dropped in his sleep.Ā
Normally when you would help him with his makeup his face was so warm as you held it in your hands, pleading for him to stay still and stop squirming so you can make the shape look neat. You can't seem to forget that same warmth that he would hold when you would both sleep on the floor during sleepovers, the two of you sleeping back to back in between the rest of the first years, legs barely intertwining with one another.Ā
And how his face would flush as you tutored him, feeling his labored breaths dust over your face as you backed away, realizing how close you had gotten to him while trying to explain the problem. The same flush that painted his face after you would thank him for everything, patching up his wounds when he would get into fights on your behalf, silently weeping about how he was doing so well and went back to his old ways. He would let you hold him close then, every ounce of shyness pushed out of his system as he sniffled and you reassured him that he was going great, that you were glad he was there to be your knight in shining armor...
You wanted to see that comforting shade of red again.Ā
Leaning in, you press a kiss just shy of his lips, the corners of your mouths connecting before you shyly lean back, watching his eyelids shoot open.
He gasps and you feel an immense pain in your stomach, winching and hissing as you grab the spot that you realized he had hit.Ā
"P-prefect!" His face pales when he realized that he just had his fairytale moment, and also that he had kissed- and, on instinct, punched- his true love. "I'm so, so, so sorry!"
The rest of the first years made fun of you both- Deuce on the verge of tears apologizing and begging for forgiveness and you with a massive bruise on your stomach, holding an icepack to the spot. He promised he would make it up to you later- or you could hit him back.
Ruggie:
-Ate something completely on accident. He was so hungry after his shift, and the fruits on that tree just looked so good... and don't blame him! They looked like normal apples, and they smelled and tasted the same, especially to his half asleep and starved self
-He was passed out in the forest near Ramshackle when you were making your way to Sam's shop, noticing the familiar pair of hyena ears peeking out from within a bush
-You pull him out with a little bit of a struggle, what with the branches getting stuck on his clothes and hair as you attempt to yank him out
-Finally, you manage to get him on his back on the ground, pulling the twigs out of his hair and noticing how, in sleep, his ears still twitch when you accidentally brush too close.Ā
-You shake him a few times, getting more and more nervous when you realize that he wasn't responding
-You pinch his cheek, blow on his face, pulling his ears, you even dump half of your water bottle on him
-You call Leona in a panic, the lion grumpy about being woken up from his nap
-He tells you that he'll tell someone, which you highly doubt, and adds a second solution before hanging up on you
"-or ya can always kiss him."
"Leona, what do you-?!" The sound of a beep signaling the end of the call makes you huff, face alight from the prince's suggestion. You put your phone in the grass, mind racing about what you could do to help him, the kiss echoing throughout your skull and making your heart skip a beat. You fumble to make yourself busy as to get rid of the thought, a blush creeping up your neck at the suggestion as you peeked over to the unconscious hyena beastman.
You feel a stab of pity once you see his vacant expression, freckled and scarred face shifting every once in a while as a reaction to whatever dreams he was having. His brown hair streaked with blonde sways in the afternoon breeze, some of it blowing into his eyes. You hesitantly reach over to brush it away, getting to see the small details you're never close enough to notice.Ā
The heavy freckles that coat his entire face, thickly concentrated on his cheeks and along the bridge of his nose. The light scarring from scraps he'd told you about getting into growing up. You lightly run your thumb over the light nicks that lined right below his bottom lip, small white lines that indicate where he'd accidentally scraped himself while growing in his fangs- a common occurrence amongst beastmen. If your eyes traveled down, you could notice the thin, crack-like scars that creep up his neck and disappear below his collar from Leona's overblot.Ā
You also take a moment to notice just how... frail he seemed when he wasn't as active as he always is. The purplish-blue circles under his eyes that seem even deeper with how his eyes seemed to be sunken in. How narrow his face was, cheekbones prominent. You grab one of his rough, calloused hands in your own, noticing how large his hand was compared to the rest of his forearm. Frowning, you run your hand over his features, wishing that the boy would allow himself a break or at least accept your offer to take over his jobs for him. That he didn't think he owed you anything for trying to help him.Ā
You couldn't deny your crush on him, not even if you wanted to. His clever tricks and pranks never failed to make your heart flutter- and annoy you. No matter how much of an act you could put up, how angry you pretended to be when he stole your bag and wouldn't give it back until you shared your lunch with him, when he purposefully annoyed Grim and ran away, you were sure that he could see through it.Ā
You wouldn't undermine his intelligence so much as to think he didn't notice your nervous stammering, the surefire blush that would make it's way onto your face whenever he got to close. You're sure that only lead to him teasing you more to watch you sputter and try to regain your composure.Ā
Despite all of that, he was still one of your closest friends. He still checked up on you and often (jokingly) doted on you like a worried mother, trying to make you laugh during the times when the pressure of being alone in an alien world seemed to be too much. He would still take time out of his busy day to teach you some tricks about the world, how to get around and get things done with or without the help of magic. He even went so far as to share some of his food with you when he noticed how Grim seemed to be your priority, how you would put him before yourself, neglecting your health.Ā
Despite how he seemed to most of NRC, he was still one of the sweetest, most hardworking, earnest, caring boys you had ever met.Ā
And, you decided, you would not let him wither away here. Sleep curse or not, you were going to wake him up!
You lean in and press a small, inexperienced kiss to his chapped lips, sitting back in the grass and watching as his nose twitches a few times, groaning and sitting up. His light gray-blue eyes open and he gapes at you, jaw hanging open as he presses a clawed hand to his lips, eyes wandering down to your own.Ā
"Y-you..." He mumbles, face flushing. "Do it-...do it again?"
You pause and nod, heart pounding as you lean in, your hand landing atop his own asĀ you both lean in, opting to close your eyes as you feel his warm breath on your face and-
Then you feel a tongue run along the bottom half of your face. You pull back, staring at Ruggie, this time it's your turn to have your jaw dropped. The boy stares, droopy eyes laced with mortification as his ears sit flat atop his head.
You cover your mouth, shoulders shaking as you laugh.Ā
"H-hey! Don't laugh!" He yells, face flushing a brighter red than you had ever thought you would see on the normally laid back boy. "It was my first kiss! I don't know what I'm doing!"
You ended up going on an actual date after that, as long as you swore on your life that you would never tell anybody what happened.
Jade:
-He invited you to go camping with him
-Most people would turn him down before you even asked, but you were hopelessly in love with the eel, so...
-Here you were, atop one of the mountains near campus, backpack in hand, being tasked with the job of holding the glass terrariums that the boy would put his findings in and trek back to campus with
-That is, until he touched a particularly fascinating mushroom that exploded in his face
-He fell to the ground, unconscious, and you panicked, immediately dropping the terrariums to fall to your knees and shake him, doing anything to try to wake him up
-On the verge of tears, you call his brother, who laughs at the situation
"Just kiss 'im, dummy!" That makes your tears stop as you sniffle and wipe your nose with your sleeve.Ā
"W-what?"
"Yeah, you kiss him and he'll wake up. It's a magic thing, you wouldn't get it," The other twin, starting to sound annoyed, groans when you hear Azul's voice in the background beckoning him back to his work station. "I can't!" A distant 'why?' from Azul, clearly fed up with Floyd. "Shrimpy killed my brother!" A louder 'what?!' followed by Floyd's laughter rings from the other side.Ā
"I gotta go!" He hums. "Try to bring him back in... at most three pieces, yeah? Mama would be pissed if I came home without him," You pick up on his soft snickers before the call drops and you drop the phone in disbelief, watching the eel mer sleep. You fashion a pillow out of your jacket, propping his head up so it's not rested against roots and rocks and bugs.Ā
You take a second to run your hands through his teal hair, twirling the black strand around your fingers a few times. "It couldn't be that bad..." You mumble, face heating up at the thought as you stare down at him, sighing as you continue to play with his hair strand, mumbling and swearing to yourself as it gets caught on his earring that glimmers in the afternoon sun.Ā
You work to untangle it, feeling his warm breaths against your forearm, which doesn't hep to stop the shaking of your hands. You try to keep yourself balanced, ducking down to see exactly where the hair strands were tangled.Ā
He had let you touch his shockingly soft hair once before, when you had asked. You ran your hand over the cold sturgeon scale earring, glad that you could finally touch it. Jade had told you the story behind him and his twin's shared earrings as well as other stories from their childhood, which captivated you to no end.Ā
Living under the sea? Swimming with sharks on a daily basis? Having a tail (or tentacles) rather than legs? It all seemed insane to you... and Jade seemed to take great pleasure in telling you all about his hometown.Ā
He had promised to take you there someday, which made you so excited you nearly dropped the glass cup you were drying off after your shift at Mostro, the eel chuckling and lightly chastising you for your clumsiness.Ā
How did he not know that you were in love with him? Someone as observant as him surely would have noticed your reactions around him- his brother sure did.Ā
And Floyd never let you hear the end of it.Ā
He also told you that his twin felt the same way, often going out of his way to push you two together as often as possible. you were considering begging their childhood friend for his help, but you were worried that he would try to take something, despite having changed his ways after his overblot.Ā
You could deny it all you wanted, but you could not deny how his soft touches made you feel. Everything from the gentle way he would look at you when he didn't think you would notice, to the gentle way he held your hands when he was helping you pitch your shared tent, to the domesticity of cooking dinner with him over the campfire the night before.Ā
Without thinking, you slowly kiss him, pulling away once you realized what you had done, face turning a bright red.Ā
Jade's eyes peek open, finding your own as his mouth breaks into a wide, toothy grin, one more earnest and softer than any you had seen. He silently holds your hands in his, moving to sit up as you hear something snap and watch as his body sways to the side before he cascades down the hill and disappears into the bushes.Ā
"Jade?!" You shout, scrambling after him and hearing his muffled groans and swears as he continues to plummet down the hill. "Jade, I'm coming! Hold on!"
Floyd lost his mind when you both came back and Jade had his arm in a sling, finding it hilarious how you managed to bring his brother home in pieces after all...
Jamil:
-It was during one of NRC's family events
-It was heavily guarded, but that still didn't mean that something wasn't going to happen
-Being the son of a wealthy merchant does get you enemies, but it also gives you people willing to do anything to get involved in the family
-So when Jamil taste tested one of the carnival snacks meant for Kalim and fell to the ground, the noble girl throwing a fit about how that was meant for Kalim and how she should have been the one to wake him up with a true love's kiss, all hell broke loose on campus
-Kalim, knowing that you were incredibly close to Jamil, dragged you to the infirmary, pleading for you to kiss his best friend and wake him up
"Kalim, I really can't-"
"Oh, please!" The boy grabs your hand in both of his, eyes brimming with tears and his bottom lip jutting out. "She-she said that the only way to wake him up would be true love's kiss! And he really, really likes you, so it has to be you!" You flush at his statement, hoping to pass it off as just being Kalim's optimism kicking in during the bad situation.Ā
"He's asleep! I-I can't just kiss him!" You shake your head, trying to fight the blush that creeps up your neck. "That's wrong!"
"I'm sure he'd understand!" The boy practically wails. "Just try, please!"
You sigh and try to shake him off, begrudgingly agreeing to help your friend. Of course, you'd been harboring a crush on the boy since you first met him before the Magshift match in October, the crush only growing throughout the rest of the year. His snide comments, dark humor, and responsible nature warmed your heart. Even when he acted like he didn't want your help with preparing dinner, or to help clean up the gym after basketball practice, he still joked and laughed with you.Ā
Even when you noticed how he hung his head with every little compliment you attempted to send his way, suddenly pulling his hood further over his eyes.Ā
You walk into the infirmary, Kalim excusing himself to give you both some privacy. You sit on the chair next to the bed, watching his sleeping face. After the fall, some of his hair had fallen out of his braids and ponytail, cascading down his face. You couldn't deny that he was attractive- his charcoal gray eyes that twinkled with mischief, the way he would bite his lip when he was practicing basketball, toned arms shifting with every move, practically glowing in the lights of the gymnasium. You couldn't help but admire him more when you reached out and toyed with one of the bells that decorated his hair, smiling softly to himself.Ā
The first time you watched him dance, you practically had to leave the room. His long hair that would swirl around him as he spun and stepped, his sharp eyes meeting yours and grinning, baring his slightly sharpened canines. The thought of the moment makes your heart skip a beat as you fight the urge to trace a finger over his sharp features, opting to settle your hand on his cheek, cupping it and running your thumb on the space beneath his eye. With your other hand, you brush a strand of hair out of his face, his sleeping form on display. You take a breath, leaning in and pressing a chaste kiss to his soft lips, backing away and covering your face from the effort.Ā
You watch his face slowly contort into a grimace, groaning as his eyes slowly open, a hand making it's way up to his cheek to hold your own. His hand feels so warm over your own, matching the slow heating of his cheek as you gulp. He gasps softly, quickly sitting up and turning to face you, mouth agape.Ā
"S-sorr-" He cuts you off by practically lunging at you, lips colliding with your own as you yelp and scramble for balance as the chair begins to rock, tipping backwards. Jamil swears and you hold onto him for dear life, one hand pulling his hair and the other awkwardly wrapped around his arm, as you both plummet to the floor.
You walked away with a sprained wrist and he walked away with a sore scalp and a nasty scratch on his forehead, but hey, at least you got a date out of it.
Neige:
-When you're in the public eye as often as he is, you tend to have a few fans who are willing to go above and beyond to get any sort of interaction with you
-Neige was well aware of this, just just couldn't refuse when one of his fans gave him a box of homemade chocolates, begging him to tell them how it tastes
-He obliged, despite the feeling in his gut as he took a bite of the apple-shaped chocolate, a caramel-like substance leaking out of the side
-One of the volunteers at the event managed to catch him before he hit the ground
-You, being there to support him during the meet and greet, were the second person to get to his side, shaking him and yelling at someone to grab security and a medic
-That's how you both landed here, in the city's hospital.Ā
You sat in the uncomfortable plastic chair at Neige's bedside, the endless flowers and cards sent by fans piling up in the room, barely leaving enough space for you all to walk through. You had to go live on Neige's magicam account on his behalf to thank everyone for their well wishes, but also to kindly ask them to stop sending extravagant bouquets due to the lack of room in the hospital, joking that the nurses were thinking of kicking you two out.Ā
You couldn't help but let your eyes wander over the chat, countless donors and commenters telling you to kiss him.Ā
"True love's kiss, huh?" You said aloud accidentally.Ā
'Yesss!'
'Ofc'
'its like the story, right?'
'they don't know about it?'
'do u think its gonna work?'
'it has to!!!!!!!! THEY'RE BOTH SO CUTE TOGETHERRR!'
You can't help but blush at the comments, quickly thanking everyone once more before turning the live video off, setting his phone off to the side. You were both well aware about your... fanbase. After seeing you and Neige attend so many events together, some of his fans had taken it to the next level.Ā
Fancams of the two of you two together, countless edits of your small moments together that the fans are adamantly arguing is proof of your relationship. You have both received fanart of the two of you together- ranging from very cute (a small drawing of the two of you together having a picnic) to... borderline uncomfortable (pictures of you two and your 'children' named and given personalities by the fan themselves...). You had even been sent popular fanfiction about the two of you from Cater, who laughed like a madman when you called him immediately after he sent the text, flustered and annoyed.Ā
Neige didn't seem to mind, even going as far as to point out the good things about even the worst things you two have been subjected to. ("The anatomy is very well done!" "Neige, it's creepy," You pouted, earning a nervous chuckle from his end.)
You wipe the remainder of his stage makeup off gently, patting his face down with one of the towels given to you by the hospital. The light mascara had smudged in the fray, not having enough time to clean his face off until just now. You gingerly wipe around his eyes and under his soft cheekbones, sighing in defeat when you notice that his long eyelashes don't even flutter at the touch.Ā
Of course you knew what true love's kiss was (aside from the perfume brand that Neige had modeled for a few months prior). Neige had told you the story once after being compared to the infamous Princess by a fan- a girl with an evil stepmother, stepmother orders to get her killed, she runs into the forest and finds seven dwarves, she eats a poisoned apple, the prince kisses her, they wake up, and happily ever after.Ā
You can't help but be skeptical of the situation, especially coming from a world where there is no such thing as magic.Ā
But...
Seeing the disheartened faces of Neige's roommates made your heart sink. Those boys all cared so deeply for their friend, and were so worried when they heard what had happened. You remember Dominic asking if there was anything you could do, hinting at the true love's kiss once more.
You take a breath and lean in, pressing a chaste kiss to his lips before slowly peeling back, watching his dark eyelashes flutter as he lets out something that sounds akin to a whimper from the back of his throat. He gasps, deep brown eyes meeting yours and lighting up as he smiles softly, raising a hand to cup your face. You hold your hand over his own before both of your phone begin buzzing incessantly, making you both jump and breaking you out of the moment.Ā
There you see it. A screenshot of a livestream of one of the nurses raving about Neige LeBlanche being in her hospital. And in the background...
You, very clearly, kissing him awake.Ā
You sigh as Neige giggles.Ā
"At least we don't have to worry about telling anyone!"
And so your fanbase grew.
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lovestruck!enhypen x reader
pairing: lovestruck!enhypen x reader
genre: FLUFF fluff Fluff
description: how enhypen would be if they became lovestruck by the reader ā¹ļøā¹ļø this is such an adorable request!!!! itll vary for each member ur relationships so youāll either be strangers or already dating etc.
a/n: idk if all of them are lovestruck exactly bc i just got carried away with the fluff for some of them and idky maknae line revolves around sleeping BUT IDC sleepy!enhypen is the best š
āāāāāāā
HEESEUNG
u worked at a pretty popular clothing store
and well well well heeseung had shown up dressed very much your style so u were like
Wow who is this guy....
he was alone just looking around
and there were like 10 other people in the store but u wanted to talk to him so bad so u went up like
āhi, welcome! are u finding everything okay?ā
he was looking through a rack of shirts and turned around when he heard u but WOW
when this man turned around he looked even better in person u couldnt believe it š«
BUT IT SEEMS HE FELT THE SAME BC U SWEAR HE BECAME SO FLUSTERED WHEN HE TURNED AROUND
his eyes got so wide u almost laughed it was so cute ā¹ļø
he stuttered and was like āoh um im okayā
Aw man
but u said āokay then! let me know if you need any help finding anything or if u wanna use a dressing room!ā and u sent him ur nicest smile u could give
his eyes were still kinda wide open and u gave him one last look before turning aroundš¢š¢
BUT THEN HE SAID SOMETHING
āw-wait! actually.. um....uh.. do u.. do u guys have sweatpants..?ā
u giggled to urself on the inside bc u knew he just made that up on the spot
āwe do! here, follow meā
while u were showing him the clothes u guys had exchanged names and had some small talk
and that was the start of something very Beautiful
and since then he has been coming almost everyday to visit u at work š¤š¤
JAY
jay swore he found new things about u to love every single day
and today wasnt an exception!!!!
u knew jay had been really tired and just worn out from work recently so u had decided to make him his favorite meal for dinner
a nice little surprise for when he got home ā¤ļø
and also the anime he was watching ready on the tv for u two to watch together :(
u had literally been preparing all day and u even decided to go out and buy dessert too
AWESOMEST PERSON EVER U ARE!
it was 8pm already and jay should be getting home now
u set the table all neatly and put on one of his sweaters
AND WOULD U LOOK AT THAT HE GOT HOME AS SOON AS U WERE DONE
Fate š„š„
romantic stuff like this wasnt really ur forte so this was out of the normal for u
but u wanted to do something for jay because he did stuff like this for u alot
the table isnt in view when u walk into the apartment so he wasnt able to see his dinner yet
āhiā you smile brightly and go up to hug him and give him a little kiss
he had his bad slung over one of his shoulders and he was taking his shoes off in the doorway after he closed it
āhey.. it smells pretty good in hereā he gave you a tired smile while one of his arms was wrapped around your waist
āreally? it smells normal to meā you giggled before walking to the kitchen area together
he stopped and looked at u with LITERAL HEARTS IN HIS EYES when he saw the table
jay: ā¤ļø_ā¤ļø
āy/n..ā
āsurprise!!! you know im not good with words but i wanted to show you that i can cookā you laugh āand that i love you very much and im so proud of youā
jay doesnt say anything but instead drops his bag on the couch and gives u the Biggest Hug Ever
ur face is practically smushed in his chest and his hand is resting lovingly on ur hair :(((
he loves u so much im so sad
JAKE
ālayla!!! layla where are you?ā jake was yelling quite loudly in the massive park he was in the middle of
yeah jake lost layla.. uh oh
quite a coincidence you found the cutest dog youād ever laid eyes on
and she seemed to love u very much
the dog had made u topple over and now she was excitedly playing with you while you were sat on the ground laughing to your hearts content
after a minute of playing you had got up because you knew she was somebodys lost dog and her owner was probably looking all over the park for her
āokay.. lets go find your owner before they have a heart attackā you giggle
just as you said that though, you heard a boys voice yell āLAYLA!!!!ā
the dog next to you looked in his direction, tail wagging and tongue out, but she didnt move an inch from her spot next to you
it made me you laugh out loud
as you were watching the boy run up to you, you noticed how cute he actually was
Omg..... ur heart started beating a little faster
āhi..ā the boy hunched over with his hands on his knees breathing very heavily āyou have my dogā
āuh yeahā you laugh āsorry about that, she ran over to me a couple minutes ago and i was just about to go find her ownerā
āits okay, thank you..ā he trailed off to find out your name and finally looked up to meet your eyes
āy/nā you told him
āy/nā he repeated with a small grin on his face āim jakeā
āhi jakeā you lightheartedly give him your hand to shake and he chuckles before taking the offer
āand it was nice meeting you laylaā you crouch down to meet her level and she licks your face making you fall on your butt
you laugh and jakes quick to help you up
ālayla! thats not very niceā he jokingly scolds her and pets her head
after u got up u bid goodbye to the two before jake invited u to continue walking around the park AND HE EVEN BOUGHT U AN ICE CREAM
Is This A Date, Jake? š«š«ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøš³šš
SUNGHOON
āyou should be more carefulā you scold the boy sitting with you standing between his legs
sunghoon had apparently gotten elbowed in the face by his friend and scratched by his friends cat on accident????
āit wasnāt my fault! he turned around and i just happened to be in the way. and i didnt even do anything to the cat!ā he whined
āi didnt say it was your fault. i said to be more careful.ā you tried to sound stern
u knew ur logic was making no sense but u just thought it was so fun to mess with him
he let out a sigh and gave up, slouching over again
you were stood between his legs, wiping the blood away and applying ointment
āim just kidding, youāre so cuteā one of your free hands comes up to rub his hair
a small grin pops up on his face and his arms come to rest on your waist
he looks up at you while you focus on tending to his wounds
and u guessed it WITH LITERAL HEARTS IN HIS EYES
ā¤ļø_ā¤ļø
āyou know y/nā he begins
you hum in response, letting him know youāre listening
āim gonna marry you one dayā
you freeze in your place
it took you a minute to collect yourself because you felt like your heart almost leaped out of your chest
āwho says?ā you joke
he leans up to give you a quick kiss on the lips before sitting back down
āme.ā
SUNOO
you noticed sunoo had been really tired lately and u just wanted to make him feel better :((
the boys were going out and invited you two obviously but you could tell sunoo was iffy about going
āuhh..ā you trail off and look over at sunoo who was laying on the couch
āyou know what guys? i think me and sunoo are gonna stay home today.. you guys have fun though!ā you bid goodbye to the other boys and they all understood and left
you dont even know if sunoo knew they had left already because when you walked over to him his tired eyes were glued on the tv
āheyā you leaned against the couch and looked down at him
āy/n? are we going soon?ā his eyes move to the top of his head to look up at you
you start laughing and he literally goes š¤Ø???
āsilly, they already left! so what do you wanna do?ā you plop down next to him and he was in the process of sitting up
āwhat? when did they leave...ā his mouth drops open
ālike 2 minutes agoā you giggle, leaning back to rest your head
sunoo had sat still, pondering for a moment
āwhy did they leave us?ā he turned to look at you
your eyes met his āwell i figured you didnt wanna go... you didnt, right?ā
he slowly shakes his head āhow did you know?ā
you give him a sneaky smile and jokingly push his arm ābecause i know you so wellā
he laughs at this and leans his head on your shoulder
āwow y/n.. im impressedā he grins, snuggling into your arm
your other arm crosses over to pat him on the head, leaning your head to rest on top of his
ābut thank you y/n..ā his eyes slowly close to rest āim thankful for all the little things you notice about meā
u literally go š„ŗ
your hand goes down to squeeze his and he falls asleep peacefully on ur shoulder ā¹ļøā¹ļøā¹ļøā¤ļø
JUNGWON
āy/n..what is thatā jungwons eyes can barely open as he tries to comprehend whats going on while hes waking up
you haphazardly tap around the bedside table trying to turn off the new alarm you set last night
and that new alarm was jungwon singing š¤
āits you, dummyā your eyes were still closed but you turned to face jungwon and snuggled closer to him
āwha- where did you even get that???ā he was almost fully awake now, staring down at your half asleep figure
you yawned before answering in your i-just-woke-up-and-i-should-probably-drink-some-water voice āremember when you sang me to sleep last week? yeah i was secretly recording you. no biggieā you pat his chest twice and leave your hand there, content with life at the moment Lol
āy/nnnnā he whines āchange ittt i dont like itā
āyouāre kidding.ā you deadpan, shocked he would say such a thing!!! ājungwon you sound like an angel threw up on a field of flowers full of puppies and kittens! okay thats kinda weird maybe not thatā
jungwon giggles a little and sits up so he can sit against the headboard while your head rests on his lap
āyou like my singing that much?ā you can hear the smile in his voice as he asks you
you finally pop one eye open to look up at him, a goofy grin in your face
āi love your singingā
his hands run through your hair and you let out a sigh at the feeling
jungwon doesnt say anything
all he does is admire you
you can feel his eyes on you so you open your eyes again (both this timešš¼) and meet his eyes
āi can feel you staring straight into the depths of my soul, jungwonā
he laughs at this, bring his other hand up to pinch your cheek
āiāll sing for you whenever you want me to y/nā
NI-KI
āshut up sunghoon, hes sleepingā you whisper-scolded the boy
ni-ki was currently asleep on you
literally SPRAWLED all over your body and you were basically mummified
by nishimura riki
his legs were tangled in yours, his head shoved into your neck, and his arms were bent around you in ways you didnt know were humanly possible
āyou literally have an alien taking a nap on you y/nā sunghoon deadpans before walking out the room
āwhen youāre asleep sunghoon i will send you into a spacecraft for the rest of your life so you can go see aliens for yourselfā
āwowww im so scared y/nā the boy remarks and shuts the door
you half laugh and half scoff before turning your attention back to the ipad screen sitting on the bed infront of you
well
kind of infront of you because ni-kiās acrobatic position was basically blocking the view
you were having a decent time watching the show playing, definitely not the most comfortable person on the planet at the moment
until you felt the body on top of you.. rumble?
you knew that feeling
ni-ki was laughing
HOW and WHY the hell was he laughing ?!!?!!?!
āwhat the hell?ā you look down at him and his face is shoved near your shoulder but you caught a glimpse of his big smile
his laughter gets louder and you still dont have answers yet
āwhy are you laughing???? i thought you were sleeping?????ā you try to push him off you but he was persistent in laughing in your shoulder (??)
after a couple minutes of you just letting this happen
ni-ki finally speaks!
āyouāre so funny y/nā he finally pulls away from you and wipes his tears
āwhat are you even talking about... and how long were you awake, you sneaky kidā you poke his chest
he leans down again to hug your waist and start cuddling you again
ā10 minutesā
āso youāre telling me i couldāve freed myself from that god awful demon EMBRACE you had me in 10 minutes ago???!!ā
ni-ki starts laughing again and looks up at you
āthank you for threatening to send sunghoon to aliens for me y/nā he grins
you laugh, finally understanding what the boy had been going on about
āsunghoon deserved itā
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#(ik you probably do not hc him as autistic and trans like me so im trying so so sooo hard to not treat that as canon for him but omg when-
it is so easy to read him as autistic tho so i get that like its smth i can v easily entertain even if its not my go-to and same w him being trans like i can have fun w that for both him AND andy [dont get me started on andys name trauma playing wonderfully into that hc]
the senator story line is so painful for me too bc he sits there and goes on and on abt how much he loves robert and shit and its like ???? bitch NO U DONT?!"?!?!?! U FUCKING IDIOT [affectionate] ur an OPBJECT to him, but then again we know thats all he ever ends up being. he is something to make OTHER PEOPLE feel good. bc thats all he ever lets himself be.
the man got sexually harrassed at work and then turned around and Apologised bc the guy that did it started to feel bad????? which then resulted in him being assaulted like yes aha comedy show its a joke lalalala but like underneath all that??? grim fucking scene
i imagine he stopped following his musical dreams for similar reasons, to appease somebody else and their wishes for him, bc the way he so desperately needed to be there for that young girl when she was abt to make his same mistake,. he needed that person in HIS life and he didnt have it so he fell back on his old pattern of just doing things for other ppl. its not given to us in canon but i choose to believe his decision was made based on an outside factor like a family members opinion or somtehing similar
if u look in scenes where ppl need comfort or reassurance, he is usually one of the first to react. i cant remember them all but ones that come to mind are when stanley felt faint when dwight mutilated the first aid dummy, he was to his feet in an instant. and again in that same episode he was always looking after stanley, they arent even CLOSE. hes just compassionate. like yeah ppl are generally kind when ppl need medical help but out of the entire office hes usually faster to respond. when michael was being heckled at the dundies and pam cheered for him, jim was first to join in, oscar was second. angela when her life was falling apart, how he was so deep in his own dispair with what was going on and he offered his home to her. some would argue guilt but i dont see it as that
he is so caring by nature. to ppl that have shown time and again to not be kind to him, either indifferent or straight up negative. he is such a good soul inside and he just needs someone to love him for who he is as a PERSON and not what he can be to help them [and we ALL KNOW WHO THAT IS]
i need to talk to someone abt how oscar looks in my art i need to just DISCUSS how he looks and how i drew that
#i followed u even if u felt incoherent dw#im the same when i go off i have tangents on tangents on tangent
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some soft!bakugou brainrot for the soul:
-he likes when you greet him in the morning. will absolutely roll his eyes and say sum ājesus, idiot, itās too fuckinā early for pathetic enthusiam like thatā but will also simultaneously get pouty if u dont say hi to him first
-very much a quiet boy when itās late at night. will just sit back with his eyes half-lidded and head in his hands, giving a little āmhmā to everything you say. you think heās not listening but when you donāt finish a thought he will, without missing a beat go āthe hell? really? gonna talk that much and then not even finish the story?ā
-will cook meals that you like but will insist that he likes them too. bakugou is 100% trying to convince you that he made it for himself but the entire extra portion with your favorite toppings implies the opposite
-pays attention to what youāre doing in training, and will not outright tell you if youāre doing well,, but when ur alone heāll just sorta āyou looked less pathetic than last time, dumbassā with a slight smirk as he brushes past you
-likes to bicker,, i mean come on, obviously, but what i mean is that he just looks so weirdly happy when u yell at him (def goes heart eyes but literally do not say a word about it pls)
-goes very soft for hand massages,,, just like, ground ur thumb into the heel of his hand and rub at his knuckles. manās will melt into wherever heās sitting and close his eyes
-will absolutely bite your head off if youāre reckless, but then spend the rest of his time trying to think of ways to avoid u ever being in that much danger again
-remembers places youāve been together very clearly. so like, if yāall wanna revisit some restaurant, bakugou is leading the way and ur just like ā??? that was 6 months ago how do u know where youāre goingā ,, n he just scoffs and ābecause iām the best. now shut up and pay attention weāre about to cross the streetā
-is very soft about u wearing his clothes but only when no one else is around to see it. idk contrary to popular belief i actually see him being very flustered by the sight of u in his clothes. so he wonāt let u wear anything around others rlly, but when itās just him??? poor bby is so soft for it. like, v much hiding his red face in your neck and just breathing u in type of soft
-has a specific blanket that he keeps for when u hang out. eventually it starts to smell like you, bc obviously, n heāll cuddle up with it when you canāt be with him
-adores when you sing to him. 100% doesnāt matter if youāre good or not,, bakugou just likes that you donāt do it in front of anyone else
-likes when you get needlessly angry with him. idk how to explain it,, but just like, if heās bitching at one of his friends and you back him up, purely bc u like the chaos, bakugou will be totally š„° over it. only after heās done yelling tho
-mans has a thing for praise. he does. we been knew. but he rlly has an even bigger thing for mundane praise, like rlly small things like, āwow your handwriting is so neatā or āomg your room is so clean! youāre so organized!ā,,, jus tiny stuff in passing that letās him kno heās doing good
-will absolutely not admit it but he 100% prays for lint on his uniform so youāll brush it off for him. itās like, a tiny little touch, just enough to sate him, but not so much that it feels like embarrassing pda
-is a sucker for someone he can just sit in silence with. like idk, if yāall noticed it, but he literally has like, nothing to say when heās not bitching, so if heās not angry heāll just be quiet. if u can be quiet with him, in the same space but not talking, bakugou is a very happy boy about it
-he likes to know things about you no one else does,, so if u tell him anything in confidence, literally anything, heāll keep it secret. 100% every time, no exceptions, will never spill a single detail even if someone is begging him to
-probably demands that u say u love him multiple times before yāall go to sleep. its the only affection he outright asks for so u give in every time
-shares whatever he has with u. just wordlessly will hand u a piece of whatever heās eating. doesnāt warn u if itās spicy tho,, bc heās still a little shit
-sort of just follows you wherever youāre going. like, if u tell him u want to be alone heāll leave, but otherwise he just kinda assumes heās meant to follow. most times heās right
-he is 100% the type to know something is wrong without u having to say it. he prob knows exactly what it is too. lmao like, sure, heās still totally clueless on how to approach/support you but bakugou is the furthest thing from dumb. he knows,, he just does.
-gets super protective about your things. like, god forbid somebody try to write anything in ur notebook while youāre not paying attention,, bakugouāll threaten them before their pen even touches the paper
-he likes to tend to your injuries. like, even the rlly minor ones. like, letās say u get a papercut??? pls mans is grabbing your finger, running it under water, and wrapping a bandaid around it before u even register it. heāll grumble the whole time like ājesus, dumbass, canāt believe i have to do this.ā but rlly he enjoys doing it bc it makes him feel important. like maybe heās someone heroic to u
-if no one else is around, and thereās a lot of trust established, heāll prob do whatever u tell him to. now ofc thereās gonna be a lot of complaining, bc itās bakugou, but heāll do it
-is a big fan of when you tell him heās your favorite. pls the man is so see-through ahaha,, u could be like āomg! bakugou! you took out the trash without me asking?? thatās why youāre my favorite!ā n all he walks away hearing is āthey think im the best. i fucking am the best.ā
-he likes to watch you do mundane things. like rlly little, every-day things like brushing your hair or tying your shoes. idk he just thinks your methodical movements are weirdly calming
-is a sucker for forehead kisses. like obvi, only when yāall are alone, but like, press a kiss to his hairline?? suddenly itās rip angry bakugou, soft bakugou hrs only
-doesnāt rlly initiate touch that much,, but when he does mans is extremely petulant about it. like, if u decide u have something more pressing than him, bakugou is almost immeadiately going āthatās fucking stupid. what youāre doing. you should stop.ā n then heās just poking and prodding and needling at u until u fall into his arms
-shadows you at social gatherings. very guard-dog like from an outsider perspective, but rlly itās just bc when katsuki says he doesnāt like anyone else, he means it. heās sticking by you bc you truly are the only one he tolerates
-he secretly rlly likes when u fuss over him. like, when u ask him if heās sore from training or if he has any injuries. bakugou will brush u off like the absolute bitch that he is, but secretly heāll be so warm about it. he just likes that u care enough to ask
-he tries very hard to be gentle for u. ofc it pretty much never works bc itās him, but heāll still forever be reading romance manga n going āyeah, i bet theyād like that. gonna it do it way better though. im the fucking best, i can do it.ā
ahahaaha me?? a bunch of bakugou thoughts?? never, idk what ur on about
#bnha bakugou#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#bnha bakugo katsuki#bnha fic#mha bakugou#bakugou x reader#bakugou headcanons
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about dating to marry.. I dont want to marry anyways, but i do date with the intention of being with that person forever .. And i dont think thats stupid. The point to me is to overcome differences and work together on a happy life. Doesnt matter if we change. That even sounds fun to me! To explore each others potential u know
no that makes sense! thatās a really heartwarming way to think about it. i donāt share that mindset atm. i might as i grow up, but who knows. i think my biggest thing is i have an abundance mindset & know multiple people would be good for me, especially through my 20s, so i donāt find it appealing to sit around & wait for someone to change to fit who i become. but iāve also never been in love, so that might change when i do fall in love. im just so tunnel visioned on experiencing so many things that settling w just one makes no sense to me. maybe bc iām young. i feel like a lot of guys think this way, but a girl doing the same is kind of new haha. regardless ik thatās somebody elseās dream, and hey thatās great too !
#but iām gonna have to REALLY be in love w that person to wait around for them#i value my time more than even the idea of lifelong love#ask
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Anon with the fanfic tropes list (most of these are somewhat specific but that's cause they just appeal it me), didn't think you guys want to see it that bad but here it is! (I said it's over 1k words so don't say I didn't warn you) (also Note: few of them are implied nsfw but it's mild)
-The italicized oh.
-Sun and moon dynamic
-Teaching someone how to skate
-comparing hand sizes
-picking a flower and putting it behind someone's ear
-BRAIDING HAIR O U G H
-babysitting together (bonus if kid thinks they're dating but they are just mutually pinning or kid figures out one of them have a crush on the other and either try to get them together or straight up blurts it out while the crushing tries to get them to shut up)
-when someone's laugh/smile/moan becomes a character's favorite sound/look in the world and they try as much as they can to hear/see it
-A Covering their face with their hands/arms/etc and B moving them and saying 'you're beautiful/I love you/I want to see you'
-Sharing headphones
-SHARING/BORROWING CLOTHES (bonus if it's too big for them)
-using nicknames
-Stealing food off someone's plate
-Sharing food with someone
-comparing them to either sun, moon, stars, god, angel, etc and ultimately saying something about worshipping them (and their body LMAO DONT CALL ME OUT)
-Riding on a motorcycle/bike together
-calling someone something in another language (bonus if they don't understand what it means and says it back)
-voice messages
-cooking/baking together
-when a character wears something new and asks 'how does it look?' And the other absolutely short circuits
-sitting between someone's legs?? (Doesn't have to be inherently sexual, it's just cute like:
-playing with someone's hair
-head on someone's lap and they just look up with the sappiest smile on their face
-oh my the inherent and absolute banger of peppering kisses on someone's face!!
-Kissing someone's nose (as in a 'boop' kind of way)
-FOREHEAD TO FOREHEAD (bonus if one of them is cupping the others cheeks)
-Kissing someone's hand
-Scar kissing
-watching someone play video games
-taking pictures of the dumb shit they do (and them favoring those pictures over normal ones)
-friendship bracelets
-personal special friendship greetings
-still using/wearing something someone's outgrown (small rings on necklaces, old tee shirts as headbands, etc also; "you kept that?" "Of course, why wouldn't I? It's special to me." )
-Painting someone's nails
-Seeing how peaceful someone looks while sleeping
-'I missed you.'
-Grabbing someone by the wrist as they're about to leave and saying 'wait-...stay.'
-Hand/finger on someone's mouth and the one with mouth covered is silently short circuits/panics
-pinkie promises
-maybe this is one sided joy but tickle fights
-pillow fights
-Going swimming (bonus if one of them isn't dressed for water and the other is so they just drag them into the pool)
-hugging someone from behind with arms around their waist and head resting on their shoulder
-hugging someone with so much force that they almost fall over
-putting someone's hair over their ear/clipping it
-Getting into a certain media because of someone
-When pets like a person and the owner is like 'Awww they like you, they're usually shy/etc' and it's symbolism for their relationship
-'oh you like this?' (Starts buying merch or whatever it is just for them)/(gives the one they own to them)
-riding something together and the other has to hold them tightly/close
-playing video games together or just watching them play
-Distraction kisses (whether to beat the other in a game or just to distract the long enough to let them escape, it's good)
-singing karaoke together or just preforming as a duo
-When a character wins or finishes a race and they immediately rush to a certain person, asking them 'did you see me/that/did I win??' Cause all they really care about is the person they're asking's opinion
-A staring at B from a far and B noticing them and either waving/smiling at them or blowing them a kiss from a far and A just looking away really quickly cause they were caught
-Saving spots/anything for somebody
-drawing somebody (bonus if the muse actually sees it and they're like 'woah is that me?? You're a great artist!!' And artist reacts by either quickly closing it or just dying)
-licking lips, wether it's their own or their partner's, it's good
-"you taste like (food)"
-aaa goes along with licking lips but like savoring the taste
-*calls other their s/o in front of people proudly and said s/o is either embarrassed or really likes that they're not afraid to be known that they're together*
-alternatively, calling the other their s/o when it's just them and they haven't decided what they are and said s/o is very much short circuiting
-ALTERNATIVELY that but they're together and one of them uses a cute nickname for the other!!
-Leaving Notes around for them w cute messages
-communicating through a notebook/notes together in class
-throwing paper airplanes at them (they have notes inside)
-carrying something someone else always forgets
-sending songs that remind them of each other
-not exactly romantic but this still slaps, other friends seeing their pinning from a mile away and putting bets on them
-when couple gets together, one person going 'TOLD YOU/CALLED IT! HAND IT OVER, (NICKNAME)' and the doubters reluctantly hand over 20 bucks
-and when they do get together and find out, friend group is like 'yeah and what?? Y'all were so obvious *acts out/recalls their past pinning*' and couple just shuts down
-Oh and the pinners somehow gushing to their friends about said crush
-making pictures of said crush and them as their wallpaper
-the dumbest possible contact names for each other
-making a flower crown for someone/putting flowers in the other's hair/tucking a flower behind their ear
-describing a kiss or a feeling as addicting
-describing something as downright sinful
-Siblings or friends cheering/teasing the couple (wether they're dating or pinning, it's always fun)
-running through the rain together and laughing
-Dancing together (bonus if one of them is reluctant or inexperienced to dance and the other teaches them or just tells them to have fun, also bonus if they do 'the dip')
-Taking care of someone while they're sick
-Intoxicated/high/sick person confesses that they like the other/gets affectionate/flirts and other is very blushy (bonus if other gets to see a side of the intoxicated they've never seen before)
-Sharing a drink (like milkshake)
-Kissing someone's lips to taste something or get lipstick
-The visual of lipstick smudged or all over
-A seeing B with a different hairstyle and absolutely being like: š³šā¼ļø
-Same reaction but A hears B's morning voice
-Preforming on stage and performer (who's already with s/o) points at their s/o in the crowd and is like 'this one's for you, babe!' And said s/o is embarrassed but finds it endearing
-or the exact opposite where s/o points at performer and says 'THATS MY S/O!!!' very proudly and loudly
Okay why is this so goddamn well thought out!!!! Honestly we should make this an ask game one day bc Iām the āTHATS MY SO!!!!ā trope
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genshin snz headcanons
i caved here are literally All my genshin snz headcanons cause im thinkin so hard rn
albedo
def sneezes in fits but tries to stifle whenever possible
uses his elbow most of the time, but sometimes when hes especially deep in a fit he ends up just sneezing desperately in the air
quietĀ and breathy
tries to make his sneezes as discrete as possible but the further in fits he gets, the more desperate his sneezes sound
every time he has a buildup to a sneeze, he kinda just shuddersĀ leadin up to itĀ yknow
he always tries to be cautious and not get anyone sick when he is sick bless him
ok this fucker inhabits an ice mountain theres no way he doesnt get at least a *couple*Ā colds
mona
sneezes in likes twos, threes
this is so unoriginal bcs hydro vision but like her sneezes are def at least a bit wet-sounding
uses tissues when avaliable, but if not she just kinda turns to the side
loud and high-pitched
she sneezes relatively suddenly and it takes her by surprise sometimes
tbh mona feels like somebody whoād have allergies and being all sniffly and miserable looking and stillĀ try to deny that shes allergic to anything and that youre stupid for thinking so. very tsundere.
speaking of sniffly her nose probably just constantly runs like a tap when shes sick
she wouldnt even try to keep her germs to herself and would be disgusted at sick ppl even if she was the one to get you sick
hu tao
literally almost never sneezes* but when she does its singles
uses her elbow and covers her mouth, ty hu tao for being a good snz role model
kinda low and naturally soft
long ass fucking buildups! her nose just kinda itches for a whole two minutes and her breath wavers before she sneezes quickly
so for the asterisk * i kinda lied, she sneezes up a storm only when sick, she has kinda a subpar immune systme so whenever shes sick she just is stuck with sneezng consistently through the whole day til shes dizzy
jean
also sneezes in singles, occasional doubles
alternates between using hankerchiefs if avaliable or just her elbow
i feel like jean is the type of person to like excuse herselfĀ right before succumbing to a fit
small sneezes, decently graceful
i feel like shed had a dust allergy honestly
jean literally will not take sick days even when she has awful colds, and while she tries not to get ppl sick she does a kinda awful job at it
amber
two to four usually
elbow once again, but sometimes when shes gliding she cant really use her arms so she just sneezes in the air
squeaky def, high pitched
she def has hayfever and one day opens her glider and its just coveredĀ in pollen
no build ups to her sneeze, just a sharp inhale and then the snz
eula
we already saw her snz so
either single sneezes or long ass fits, no inbetween
sneezes into her gloves, but when her sneezes start to get messy she switches to a hankerchief
breathy and feminine
cyro characters get colds cause i say so
no fr tho eula just miserable w a cold and just constantly having to duck foward and sneeze into her gloves
half of her cold is her denying shes sick even when she looks absolutely horrible and the other half is complaining about how miserable she feels and demanding people to do things for her
childe
doubles usually
he sneezes into the air or in his hands this fucker would never sneeze in his elbow
messy and desperate
long! ass! fucking! buildups! he tries to hide the hitching with his builds ups but hes not at all good at it
his sneezes get so much messier the sicker he is, until hes practically just dripping
dont be decieved by the way he hides being sick, he desperately craves being coddled whenever hes sick because of his home life
suprisingly good at caretaking
diluc
triples and quadruples i feel like
elbow primarily, but sometimes uses tissues
loud and rough
he tries so hard to hide his allergies but it never works because his sneezes are always so loud
fuck it give him all the allergies
his voice gets stuffy so quickly when even in like a five foot vicinity of flowers, and his nose itchesĀ so much to the point where it feels like hes just constantly building up to another sneeze
has probably sneezed on someones drink at least once while he had a cold
kaeya
almost only fits and he fucking hates it
he usually pinches his nose to stifle but if he cant manage he either quickly goes for the elbow or just ducks his head down and sneezes towards the floor
shaky and itchy-sounding if that makes sense
yknow that little gasp people do sometimes before sneezing i feel like hed do that
never takes sick days unless forced to by jean or diluc, and ends up shambling through his daily tasks shaky and feverish and sneezy
he tries to stifle but it really does not work
rosaria
singles, and if u catch her sneezing sheāll probably make you swear to silence
literally just in the elbow
honestly i feel like shed sneeze like a kitten, or just really high and femme
she sees being sick/allergic as a sign of weakness so fights sneezing veryĀ hard. like u can see the visible effort she makes pinching her nose and shit after her breath hitches even once
also one of those dumbasses that stifle way too much and doesnt take sickdays
ningguang
doubles unless shes allergic, then its fits
she has a fancy ass lace hankerchief she carries w her speficially for snzs to lookĀ āproperā
she forces her sneezes to be elegant, sneezing naturally is loud tho
small buildups but v audible breaths building up to a sneeze
she has a good immune system but when she does get sick she gets it badĀ and tries to cover up her flushed face and red nose with makeup
without people around her she just lets herself be miserable while sneezes, lettting out small littleĀ ā..guh...ā after a particularly bad fit
beidou
doubles or triples
beidou would also like never use her elbow, shed sneeze in her fist even if the sneeze is messy as hell
loud and proud of it
look all im saying is beidou is a walking health hazard whenever sick, she doesnt try at all to keep colds to herself and can and wil sneeze into her hand only to shake yours seconds laterĀ
no buildups, just sudden sneezes that scare the shit out of people tho
very very fucking messy
half the time does not care if shes sick, she doesnt really feel like she needs to take sick days because she doesnt feel thatĀ bad and stuff like that
lisa
singles and occasional doubles
she keeps tissues on her and uses them relatively often
delicate and proper
the idea of lisa having a dust allergy is just everything to me, like she blows off dust from a book and ends up stuck for a few minutes with her nostrils flaring until she finally sneezes desperately into a tissue
rarely gets sick, but when she does milks the hell out of it to be as lazy as possible. likeĀ āoh im feeling so awful rn, maybe a kiss will make me feel better?~ā
venti
fits fits fits
hands or elbows, really depends on how hard the sneeze hits him
decently loud and a bit high pitched
look venti is an anemo god all im saying is when he sneezes the wind picks up, and when he has fits its enough to push you over
to remedy this he just avoids everyone when sick and avoids cats with a a passion
buildups are very breathy and desperate
his nose runs soĀ much near cats and he makes a godddamn mess of himself the longer hes around them
cats absolutely love him regardless
xiao
he gets fits only bcs i say so
literally either just the air or his hands because nobody ever taught him that he should like cover his mouth properly when sneezing
quiet but messy
the idea of xiao w just torturuousĀ buildups does something for me. heāll be stuck there w his breath hitching and hazy eyes for like a whole minute before he finally just ducks into his hand and makes a mess of himself
he does not understand being sick and absolutely hates it when he does get sick, 100% tries to power through it and ends up a fucking mess by the end of the day
his sneezes get stuck so often
his nose gets so fucking flushed and twitchy after a while of sneezing
ganyu
doubles or triples
sneezes in her elbow most of the time
soft and low
when she gets sick she gets so sleepy, her sneezes just kinda draw all the energy outta her and she usually ends up taking a nap
shes allergic to dogs too bcs why not
she doesnt want to bother people when sick or get them sick too so she usually takes copious sickdays until shes absolutely certain that she cant get anyone sick
zhongli
triples literally always for some reason
either into his fist or into a hankerchief
low and masculine, a bit loud
doing the same god shtick with him, the floor tends to shake whenever he gets particularly sneezy and stuff on cupboards can and will fall over when in the vicinity
no buildups really, hell just be in the middle of talking and then he blinks a bit and then sneezes roughly
he doesnt really take sick days but he doesnt really deny hes sick either, just kinda tries to get through the day despite feeling awful
#g/enshin i/mpact#sneeze kink#snz#sneeze headcanons#damn this took a while#i played favorites w x/iao and m/ona honestly#its my personal goal now to write every g/enshin character snzing at least once in a fic
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hii belle this is pretty much a rant ab my sad love life so buckle up š
so this cute guy came to school and hes literallymy ideal type like he plays the guitar, wears rings, has good style and humor, plays volleyball, pays attention to the little details and is smart right
so i fall for him. ............. very hard at first he was just an acquantaince then he became close w my friend group and now we are good friends but i like him a lot( I EVEN MADE HIM A PLAYLISTāļø)
n e gays i was talking to my my best friend,who i told everything ab him, on my quince at like 3:40 am after everyone left ab like "he likes u so much" and she said "ik but i dont like him" then on monday she told me that she liked him.....
she began crying bc she didnt want our relationship to end bc im special to her and she's special to me yk and i understand 100% that she doesn't have control over her feelings and i told her to go ahead that i would chose her over every man on the earth
then at the end of the week (which was also the last day of the trimester) they both confessed and kissed
the thing is im happy for them they are v cute together but there is like a thorn in my heart in a way??? like i like him a lot and shes my best friend ( i dont feel betrayed at all) but it hurts that ik that i dont have a chance w him?? like i have never liked someone this much and i want to stop liking him bc hes a v good friend yk but i just cant i wish i could stop it i wish it more than everything but i just cant u cant
n e gays thanku for being here to read me belle ilysm and thank u for cheering me up w ur updates i appreciate u more than u can think<3
hi auri, i am always happy to listen to your rants and respond šš (just so you know this is a long response so the rest will be under the cut!)
first of all, it can be so exciting and special to meet somebody who is your ideal type and who you get along with! you know itās something real when you make a playlist for them šš
also, feliz cumpleaƱos for your quince!! i hope you had an amazing time at your celebration and got to have some fun š„³š„³š
my dear auri, you are such a mature person and a really wonderful and understanding friend. all of your feelings of having a thorn in your heart and being torn between being happy for your best friend and also feeling hurt and disappointed are 100% valid, understandable, and allowed. the same way you said your friend canāt control her emotions of liking him, you canāt control feeling like you lost your chance and being upset.Ā
feel your feelings my love, i know itās hard but you are so kind, caring, and you will find somebody one day who you can fully like and be accepted and liked back by them!! it may seem like itās far off but i promise it will happen š
not to make this about me, but my long-term boyfriend of 3 years and i started dating after we were friends for a year and i had never dated before then for several reasons. i always felt like people i liked didnāt like me back, and i moved countries a lot so i felt like it was too sad to start relationships if i had to move far away, but i really feel like the right person enters your life at the right time. when i met my boyfriend, i needed a close friend, and a year later he made me feel ready for a relationship.Ā
take it from someone who genuinely was an anti-romantic: you canāt change your feelings and you canāt force yourself to feel a certain way, so when the right person comes along things will work themselves out šš·
ilysm too auri, i hope i brought you a bit of comfort and just know that iām always here to listen!! š¦
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O.o
Okay so my playlist!
I'll write them and some parts that remind me of icrl ?
Used to - Avalon young
"It still ain't the same If I got somebody She will never be you there"
" I'm thinking about summer 2012 yh we went through hell and back, .... your still the best I ever had "
( like the reminiscing, the yearning man, even if they move on, it's just neevr the same. Nothing will amount to the feelings that they had )
Time lapse - taeyeon
" The seasons are still the same
Though many have passed
Now itās time that
I got used to being without you
But still, when I think of your name
Tears well up and when I close my eyes
I see you and even though everything changed
Youāre always at the same place, looking the same
Making me cry "
( the season thing and then oc feelings and jungkooks that although many have passed theres still that feeling that love there, so strong that it transports them back to that time (?) )
Almost is never enough - ariana grande
" bc almost , almost is neevr enough so close to being in love " š
( I put more before but this really just fits so well )
Always I'll care - Jeremy Zucker
" Listening to self control
Those feelings that you'll never know" -
protecting from the heartbreak or whatever he thought he was protecting himself from.
Never not - lauv
" I will neevr not think abt u
From the moment I loved I knew you were the one "
The realisation that came to late. The realisation that he loved her, but ran out of time.
He realised when the ink had ran out in their love story.
" for as long as I live and as long as I love "
" we were so beautiful we were so tragic , no other magic could ever compare " šš
12.45 - etham
" Oh, baby, you gotta stop, I see that you're calling
I told you that I ain't picking up
I know that you wanna start
'Cause we got our problems
I love you, but I just need a night off"
There were so many factors that lead to their downfall , but they both didnt fight harder to see past their own selfishness. They loved eo, but it just wasn't enough. So they put up shields, they built versions of eo that neither wanted.
You were good to me - jeremy zucker
"And I'm so used to lettin' go
But I don't wanna be alone
You were good to me"
Kind of like jungkook realising that he doesnt want to live alone, he needs to love. But he acknowledges that only oc could love him. Like love him. Be good to him. He grew and he matured and he found the answers to love in the memories he shared wth her š
300am
" Baby, if I could tell you, if I could tell you
How much I care
I'm in despair
Are you still there? "
I imagine this to be from jks pov in the years he spent growing up, thinking abt the possibilities to go back and start over, the agonising moments on the am hrs of the night.
Like strangers do - AJ Mitchell
" You and me, what are we if we not together?
It could be nothing 'cause nothing last forever
If you saw me on the train would you look the other way?
Like strangers do"
I think of this of jk from the time after period too !
More and more - finding hope
So many things I try to say to you
Then I don't feel too well
Get so close and then I bail
From that time too, jk wanted to run back but he ultimately put her first, and the happiness she was like searching and in pursuit of didnt include him.
I like to think that this is like the process of jk falling in love , or realising his feelings.
Also the yearning in this song is also soo yn imo
2 soon - keshi
Same crew but another mistress
Every day, every night getting wasted
But I miss you, what did I do?
Fuck it up, laugh it off and I lost you
I love you but I'm letting go - pamungkas
Cause you know what they say
If you love somebody
Gotta set them free
I love you but I'm letting go
Mean it - lauv and lany
But I'm all, I'm all in
I'm fallin' faster
But if you're looking at me with a
Heart of doubt
Don't kiss me right now
Don't tell me that you need me
Don't show up at my house
All caught up in your feelings
Fuck u goodluck - suggi
No one compares
Nothin' compares
I've never loved and loved so deeply
But how the hell could I argue a "no"?
'Cause you'll never change
For anyone's sake
I could've gave, and paid, and saved, and killed
But I guess no is a no
" Hope you learned how not to break a heart
So fuck you, and good luck too "
Iris - goo goo dolls
Dancing with a stranger- Sam Smith
Fire on fire- Sam Smith
Willow - Taylor swift.
Dont watch me cry- alex porat
Wrong direction - hailee Steinfield
Blue- taeyeon
" the words ' I love you ' which resemble you "
Us - keshi
" Maybe we've been
A little too guarded
From things that have hurt us
A bit more than we thought"
ššš
There are more but I think this is so long alr ššš
I hope u have the best day ā”
omg thank you for telling me!! i think it's so cool that people get reminded of songs when reading my stuff so i appreciate it <3
#the lyrics for these :(((#and i listened to keshi soooo much while writing omg#gonna eventually make a playlist and add all these!!#ask#anon#icrlr
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