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shaun-is-totally-sus · 1 month ago

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So glad it's almost new years

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Don't Lose Your Head.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie mingjue #blood #violence #I'm sorry not sorry about what I said - don't lose your head!#And with that - We are BACK to it baby!#NMJ has canonically been a very angry catboy this entire time (PD-MDZS canon).#The source of his resentment? Being forced to put on the cat ears.#There's an implication here that JGY was also forced to put on the cat ears and I don't have answers for that. Maybe so.#There's just a lot of resentful energy in this room rn. Oh god no paperxian is getting dragged into it. Oh No he's having a flashback!#I was going to have wwx's actual face be one of comedic horror but something about the un-emotive paperman got me laughing #so it stayed as it is.#It was tempting to put 'So no head?' as the caption but alas...the point is that there very much *IS* a head here.

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bakudekublogblog · 1 year ago

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shiggy is gonna be redeemed bc izuku’s brain is about to subject him to 12 years of slowburn childhood friends to enemies to rivals to lovers angst fic and he needs to see it have a happy ending

#he sees the all might card flashback and is like WAIT that was kacchan gay yearning TOO #JESUS CHRIST JUST KISS #bakudeku #bkdk #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #mha 414 spoilers #mha 414 #shiggy is like now that I have context Jesus Christ my evil plan couldnt have been more evil actually ok maybe y’all can live to confess #jahdksjdowksoos

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teambyler · 8 months ago

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Will and Mike in kindergarten

Just sharing old pics of Noah and Finn, to show what Will and Mike would have looked like in kindergarten for some unknown reason =D LOL

"I asked if you wanted to be my friend. And you said yes. You said yes. It was the best thing I’ve ever done."

-teambyler

#byler #miwi #swingset gate #i don't think we'll get a flashback but maybe mike and will will spend a moment reminiscing at the creel playground swings #this used to have a different pic for Finn that I was told was actually of his brother! This definitely looks like young Finn (I compared)#stranger things

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spaciebabie · 3 months ago

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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!

#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little #''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL #thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them #they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie #i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING #bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit #staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after #this shit sucks dude. it sucks #at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades #im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there #so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone #ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time #i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate #how many days have i been alive #7930 #lightwork #lets keep it goin #vent #trauma tw #trauma mention #wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier #before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced #i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people

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fauvester · 1 year ago

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THE PRINCES OF THE NORTH!

i thought my little moshang kid could benefit from a baby brother

#svsss #moshang #xuejiao: i did not want a brother >:( MBJ: well we didn't ask you did we #baby tiehan got sqh's height and talkativeness and general nervous vibe. but hes for SURE half demon #loooves fighting and weaponry. MBJ took him along to all of his military campaigns when he was a kid. hes the northern armys little mascot #he and xuejiao used to fight (read: XJ would beat the SHIT out of him cause hes twice his size) when they were kids #as older teens they dont really have anything to do with each other because they have no shared hobbies and dont get along well #and MBJ is like :( our children have stopped sparring... something is wrong with them...#SQH: i actually think it's for the better that theyve stopped beating the everloving shit out of each other. but maybe thats my human bias #TH eats raw meat. XJ has constant flashbacks to his childhood of food poisoning (by political rivals who wanted him dead lol)#TH kicking open the door: HOW LONG AFTER AN ANIMAL DIES CAN I EAT IT?#XJ: i fucking hate this family. ugh. as long as it doesn't have any maggots or anything. fucking hell. get out of my rooms

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kaontic · 8 days ago

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*Crawls outta the rabbit hole*

Spike! Czy ty rozumiesz po polsku? O_o 🧺

Welp, congratulations.

You know just as much Polish as I do. 🫠🐇

#idk maybe if there was a polish dub of g1 i would actually be motivated enough to learn more 🤡#*flashbacks to gettin' sent to polish school against my will*#fun times... (¬_¬)#anyway the shiftin' of poland’s borders aside spike could def have ukrainian ancestry too yes #and some of those folks over there decided to pack their bags #and over the generations the last name 'witwicki' became americanized to 'witwicky'#and the rest is tf history lol #it's just um...interesting #for lack of a better term #to think about #considering what specific gun megs' alt mode is #coincidence? probably #wouldn't be surprised if the writers just chose that name because it sounded just as “silly” as their nicknames #nevertheless spike you are an honorary telephone pole ☺️🇵🇱#i'll getcha a free shirt ;)#maccadam #transformers #spike transformers #spike witwicky #transformers humans #transformers trivia #maccadams

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lyxchen · 16 days ago

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I feel like I'm digging myself deep into a hole and finding nothing, trying to figure out more about In-ho's family

#i've been hyperfixating for probably over an hour #just googling and looking at pictures and squid game wiki and using google translate in hopes that it's not translating wrong #i'm tired #this hyperfixation is strong #but idk i'm not getting anywhere #all i found out is that gihun's mom and junho's mom have the same first name for some reason #idk is mal-soon a common korean name?#also i found out that the data they get for the files on the players is just data that you can find by looking a person up enough #because in gihuns file for family there isn't any father listed and the same goes for inho #also for inho the only parent that is listed is his stepmother and not his actual mother #also junho was born when inho was 16 #that's not a hidden detail that's just math #anyways #idk they could be not putting names of parents because it's important or maybe it's also entirely unimportant #i'm rewatching (or trying to) season 1 actually for an entirely different reason but i've been hung up on this for too damn long and now #it's getting dark outside and i feel like i #*like i've wasted my whole afternoon for basically no information #idk i'm thinking too much about backstory but if we look at seasons 1 and 2 we can see that squid game is really not a backstory heavy show #ore more like #there's not really any flashbacks and most backstory stuff/stuff from the past is only ever mentioned in like a throwaway line #if we're talking about family and all that #anyways i need to Stop or i'm gonna freak out #okay i'll tell you what i actually wanted to do and that's draw #and specifically do that 'do you think we would find each other in every universe trend' with saebyeok and jiyeong #but for that i need to watch the marbles game conversation they had and so i'm watching until that maint now #*point #so #if you've read up until now you're welcome or i'm sorry... idk #squid game #hwang in ho

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thedreadvampy · 8 months ago

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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'

#red said #recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis #like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes #and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not #for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening #i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine #as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital #as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin #ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes #some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am #bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me #like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD #there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife #but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't #tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us #like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well #i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point #anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also #been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them #i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it #most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables #honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk #is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry

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pitypossession · 1 month ago

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What's your favorite Billdip dynamic?

this is suuuch a hard question BUT generally I love predator/prey Billdip! I’m typically not a redemption guy i like manipulation and I love bill “i can make him worse mentally and morally” cipher

#ty for the question!#i was a huge monster falls billdip kid back in the day so the predator/prey dynamic lives in my heart #also bill ‘you can’t get rid of me’ cipher rules #i do have what one could loosely call an au but it’s actually just whatever i’ve built in my brain since i was in literal middle school #idk i used to write a lot back then maybe I’ll get back into that. iron out my shit #probably not :)#christ i just had a flashback to talking about billdip on the literal actual playground #i wonder if my old friends remember that #these tags are hardly related hi #anyway i enjoy manipulation and violence thanks for checking in i love you #billdip

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vaguely-concerned · 3 months ago

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I don't know what I love more, the fact that as rook you can make a statement in NO uncertain terms that you are NOT responsible one way or the other for the theological implications of the shit you're discovering in the 'regrets of the dread wolf' memories. not my jurisdiction. quite simply none of my business. not my chantry circus not my chantry monkeys. irrelevant to the matter at hand here we'll kill that god if we get to him he can get in line. or if the best thing about it is seeing the lone little 'lucanis approves' that pops up right after choosing it. corvid with a knife about to commit deicide keeping it real and sensibly, pragmatically, wilfully agnostic with me here in this magical lighthouse today