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So glad it's almost new years
#🔪#tired of feeling on edge all the time#afraid of going to sleep#and now im starting to get sick from the stress#near constantly having symptoms of an anxiety attack#having headaches from the stress to#which just makes it worse#i don't know how many actual anxiety attacks ive had in the last two weeks#atleast one or two#and im front stuck#because i front when the parents are around#and we are home for the holidays#at the same time#im dreading new years#because it's already bad#its hard to think about how it can get worse#maybe having actual flashbacks#but its not like I've had those before#its going to be as bad as the 4th of july though#which had a 3 day anxiety attack#(i think)
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i lov planning outfits the same way i love drawing diagrams for rearranging furniture. its plotting and scheming
#I GOT THOSE BROWN CORDUROY SLACKS FOR THREE DOLLARS AT A LOCAL THRIFT STORE IT WAS AWESOME#i love smaller more local thrift places. they are so kind and the prices are so good#im puzzling because my lucy and yak pants are stuck in the post during the strike and i realized i only own 1 pants (grunge jeans)#and i get all excited about what im gonna wear to family christmas stuff cus its one of the few times i get to dress up like. FOR people#i love looking classy and gay in front of my grandmother in law who hates me. its so good. its so epic#AND i love looking classy and gay for the family that will actually compliment me. my mom loves me dressing up#cus i grew up soooo resistant to like dresses and what she wanted me to wear until i figured out im a guyyy#now that im doing my own thing shes very encouraging abt my own sense of style yaayaya i love my moommm#my art tag
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BONUS ART!!
the luau scene 🥥🌴🌺🍍
#dreamworks trolls#trolls band togeather#branch trolls#poppy trolls#viva trolls#john dory trolls#my art#i wanted to do art for the full scene but i just dont have the time or energy :(#anyway to answer a bunch of peoples questions! yes john and viva work at the same restaurant#and both of their baby sibs also happen to be best friends#even after branch lost his colors poppy has stuck by his side#viva and clay were also childhood best friends but when he moved away she got closer to jd#“ really poppy? in front of my chocolate muffin don't be gross ” :P#“ oh don't be a baby branch ”#“ it's not gross if its true! i read her diary ”#!!! “ im not a baby!! im older than you! ”#“ pfft yea by like 3 months lol ”#they continue to bicker like that until total ellipse of the heart plays on the speakers#which then triggers branch into having a panic attack and JD loses his job :(#lilo and stitch au#thinking of renaming it lost and found au#baby groppy#implied future vivadory#fanart#doodle#sketch#trolls#screenshot redraw#trolls au#lilo and stitch
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Storyteller
"Hello Max, I'm here to surprise Pollix with a early pick up."
"Oh how nice, although I don't know if he'll want to go right now."
"Why not? Is he in the middle of a game?"
"No, its story time."
The tighalax smirks. "You really think he won't want to come because of 'story time'?" he laughs.
"Just look and see." the human smiles.
The teacher leads the giant feline being through the child centre to a corner where a colorful and beautiful plush carpet lays on the floor. Not that you could see it as it was covered by sitting younglings. All entranced by the human standing before them telling them a story rather animatedly and loudly.
"Pollix, lets go." calls Dux, looking at his cub.
Not even a glance.
"Pollix."
An ear twitch but still no look.
"...Pollix!"
The whole class looks including Kim.
"Oh, Pollix, your dad is here."
"Papa, not yet! The story isn't done." whines the cub.
"...you want to finish the story?"
"Pollix wants to finish the story! Jax and Morgana are fighting the monster now!" cries Nova.
"...is it almost over?"
"Oh, um, almost but, Pollix I can tell you the rest tomorrow-"
"My Papa says its okay!" Pollix cries interrupting Kim
"...is it okay if I...?" trails a very embarrassed Kim.
The tighalax nods and actually goes to sit next his cub. The sight making Max snort as the 8 foot tall feline like being towers over the younglings. After he settles in and Pollix snuggles in on his Papa's lap he gives Kim the okay to continue.
"...story teacher!" whines the children, their teacher taking too long for their liking to continue the story.
"Oh...right...okay then." she mutters, face red from nerves and embarrassment. This was the first time a parent saw her tell a story.
"...the monster roared at our heroes, swinging his mighty axe down at them. Flung into the air our hero, Jax, is grabbed by the giant's fist and thrown into the monster's mouth." The cubs gasp as the human acts out the catching their hero. Her voice slowly getting louder again.
"NO!"
"What does Morgana do?!"
"Is he dead?!"
"Morgana, seeing that the villain ate her friend charges at him as soon as she lands. Her sword drawn and ready, her face angry, eyes full of tears, and with a mighty cry leaps at the giant." She begins to act out the story, going back to her story telling enthusiasm.
"The monster in turn swings his axe at her, with her in the air it will definitely hit her. The axe hits Morgana and she falls to the ground badly hurt...but not without killing the beast. At the last moment she gathers all her magic into her sword and throws it at the giant monster, piercing his evil heart!" cries Kim, thrusting her hand out as if she had just thrown the very sword.
"...and then..." whispers Nova.
"The monster fades away, revealing a hurt but alive Jax. Seeing Morgana he drags himself to her and they hug, happy to see each other again. Even if they're both not in one piece. The healers arrive and the two head home where they continue the rest of their adventure together, as they were always meant to be. The end."
The cubs cheer with most asking for another story.
"No, no more stories for today. Let's give Kim a break, okay, she's already told you 4 stories." Max ushers the kids towards the toys.
"That was a very good tale teacher Kim, I never knew Earth had such interesting history."
"Hmm? Oh that wasn't our history."
"A legend or folktale then?"
"No, just a made up story."
"Ah, could you tell me the name of it? I would like to read it to Pollix at home, it sounded very interesting."
"Oh uh, I actually just made it up." the human smiles.
"You made it up!? How long ago? Must have taken you ages." Praised Dux, tail flicking in excitement.
"Actually I just made it up now, I make the story up as I go."
"...you make it up as you go...y'know that offer to quit your job and join my pack still stands right? Our planet and culture greatly value Storytellers such as yourselves, you could even make a great living if you worked for me."
"Thanks but I don't think I could ever do that, I hate public speaking!" grins the human.
"...but you just-"
"Children are the exception."
#so I went to work for the first time in a while since im back up this month#and as soon as i step inside i have like 15 tiny kids screaming STORY at me with one kid pointing at me calling me storyteller#it took 3 stories for them to finally go play with toys#this is what happens when you tell a 4 year old about captain underpants and now 3 years later your stuck as a storyteller#i have delayed pick ups because of this#cant leave mid story#i love the power but hate it cause i find it really embarrassing to tell stories in front of parents#the adventures of kim and max running a child centre#humans are space orcs#humans are space oddities
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you dont know a nightmare, 'til you've seen in my dreams
#blood tw#but idk how to make it look uh. good#IM TOUCHED YOUVE OPENED UP TO ME JUST STUCK DOWN HERE THAT WOULD SUCK FOR ME 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#BUT IM WALKING OUT OF THAT FRONT DOOR TO GO HOME WITH A LITTLE BOWL OF POPCORN 🦅🦅🦅🦅💥💥💥#WHERE THERE ARE NO MONSTERS JUST ME AND MY SOAP OPERAS...........#ok I'll shut up now i LOVEEEEEEEEE that song <3#you belong here jt music#my BELOVED#fnaf#r7inyz scribbles#five nights at freddys#sister location#fnaf circus baby#fnaf elizabeth afton#elizabeth afton#circus baby#art#my art#fnaf fanart#ibispaint x
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marceline was crazy for this one
#the fact the door of the doorlord began opening#because it was the truth#despite marcys best efforts of acting like she hates bonnie this entire time#she cant even hide the truth from herself#and the extreme switch up immediately after saying bury you in the ground-#and how the door stops listening because it ISNT THE TRUTH#ITS JUST A FRONT#BECAUSE MARCY STILL HAS SUCH A LOVE AND CARE FOR THE PINK HAIRED RULER#BUT IS ALSO TOO STUBBORN AND STUCK IN HER WAYS OF BELIEVING SHE DID NO WRONG#IT DRIVES ME CRAZY#IM SO CRAZY
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𝑩𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑶𝑹𝑨 𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑪 𝑩𝑶𝑿 𝒑.𝟏
While ago i got a music box and decided to make it Ballora themed !! It plays swan lake which isnt her song but it IS in fnaf 3 at least.
#The inside of the box is the perfect blue color for her which is why i picked it.#First i painted the ballerina inside and added the ball/antenae thingies to her skirt.#painted the box with posca markers#cut out a ballora from the official fnaf coloring book#put a holographic sheet over it#and stuck glitter stickers and beads over it#So far the top and front are done#i still have to do the sides and back (which are gonna be less detailed anyway)#made it more circus themed#it looks really cool irl cuz you can see the#im yapping#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#fnaf fanart#fnaf art#ballora#ballora fnaf#fnaf sl#fnaf sister location#sister location#fnaf meme#fnaf memes#music box#ballerina#ballet#swan lake
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I won't be finishing these, but eat up cold front fans.
#I gave augustine piercings#im sorry but he either is rlly scared of needles or got piercings via mental breakdown#it just fits him im sorry#augustine orlov#winnie bosko#i drew these on a plane#cold front game#howdy yall#do people even read these#ratkingart#digital art#doodlysketch#im stuck using the ratking tag cuz its my brand
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^^ might be getting a job at a cute little ice cream shop on the beach in my town GRAGGHHH. i have a trial shift tomorrow i hope i dont cock it up
#ok i just need to rant in tags for a second.#i HATE HATE HATE applying for jobs at big companies#fucking no one wants to hire me cuz i don’t have experience cuz i wanted to focus on my schoolwork#but how do i get the experience huh. how am i supposed to. get a job.#if i need experience. but i need a job to get the experience#so i came to this shop and its like a family run thing#which in some ways is better it’s a lot more personal and im not#on the mcdonald’s front lines or something#but the husband of the guy who runs this place#started going on about the “woke generation#IN MY JOB INTERVIEW.#something about how the woke generation won’t do things if it’s not in their job title#????????????????and i looked at his twitter and he’s anti-immigrant as fuck#so now im just stuck between big bad corporation and racist andy#FUUUUCKS SAKE#anyway idgaf about him that much cuz his wife is nice#let’s hope i do well tomorrow#rambles#doodles#delete later
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#i could just delete everything#make it all go away#tell like two people my alt we can keep in touch but thats about it#although theres 4 people I'd miss#i wanna be done#i want to take control of this situation and the only way to do that is extremes#“you cant be in control all the time” i fucking know that no one knows that better than me my entire life has been someone elses#ever since this shitshow began#and now i have a way to take control right in front of me#but it means cutting off everyone and starting anew#and as tempting as that is#my actions hold consequences#not just for me#so im stuck#like i always am#actually...#only 10 people would really notice...
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desperately need a 40k fic about mitch's descent into bisexuality and how he starts having threesomes w steph and am34 to explore that in a safe space which creates a fucked up balance between the three of them like................... why is hockey rpf dying... what happened to our roots ,
#sorry but the events of the evening truly have me like batshit on main i cant escape#can u imagine how delicious these dynamics could be.#mitch. in the middle of his wife and hockey soulmate and their silent tug of war abt him#feeling fomo somehow as if HE is not in the center of it all#anyway.#i think im gonna decide to not care abt anti rpf disclaimers at this point so if u hate it goodbye#wheres the FUN FICTIONAL EXPLORATIONS OF THESE MNE I NEED#am34 king of yearning for mitch adn taking him in teh ways he can get him like hello#its right in front of our eyes.#fucked up situation when he never asks for commitment from the ppl he dates but now hes stuck in a situation where#he couldnt even have it if he wanted it. hello.#anywanayw ANYWAY ive truly almost posted lik 1k rants abt this fic#ik ppl are scared to touch the wags but.#i fear it does not impact my perception of them irl to think abt the complex relationships all these guys must have w their sexualities
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Top things that i didnt expect this week, number one:
The Lamb as a hitchhiker on Monster Roadtrip
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Here its the video fjfkjdjx
#i will be stuck im front of the pc all day waiting for that update this 26th of october#i'm very curious what their conversations will be 👀👀👀#and also the art fjdnxjcjdk#oooh it will be fun#monster Roadtrip#cult of the lamb#the lamb cotl
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was a bit on a roll doing all those concepts in short time but now i saw some designs that are just ...... so much smarter and better that im questioning all im doing again
my view is prob biased since its my own art but i keep feeling like im being super conservative/boring with my designs but i also dont know how to think of anythign smarter :I
#ganondoodles talks#also style questioning#i keep feeling like im ........... being so boring#like ... theres a lock in my brain that lets me unlock the most creative and cool looking designs#and im stuck in front of it bc i got no key#rattling at the door#let me iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin
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its passable pookie the second I saw that art I saved it to my camera roll 😎
BUT ANON SCHMOOPSIE!!! Your camera roll deserves something that didn’t end up getting terribly compromised, nor hated halfway through but only “finished” cuz of a time sink
#cozy ask#shoutout to the friend who got stuck reading my dissertation on everything that bothers me.#i got stuff going on IRL in tandem.#And holding back an episode so long as im in front of people.
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I just wanna post the pics I took of my lil sasanui's first christmas. I love my sweet lil son boy sm. 🥺❤️
#hypmic#sasara nurude#everyone oggle this lil creature#light of my life <33#btw im also aware the cape *might* be the wrong way but tbh the other side with the velcro didnt look as good in the front :(#i turned it back and forth maybe 10 times until i stuck with this 😭
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