#maybe even other neurodivergencies too

[thefourfan]

I love the Tumblr side of the Murder Drones Fandom, gotta be one of my favorite genders

[little-red-fool]

You ever see a famous person and you’re just thinking. There’s something undiagnosed about you.

[nintendont2502]

spending more than a few days around your family and no one else truly does cause a certain type of madness. and baby they call me the joker

[autisticlee]

sometimes I think about how when I went to college for a year before I dropped out (basically failed out,) the counselors/dean told me they can't help me at all or give any accommodations unless I have an official autism/adhd diagnosis. that might sound logical at first, but when you think about it more, it's actually quite fucked up. if someone is struggling really bad, what's the harm in helping them? why do they require a paper to get even the smallest amount of help? people who don't need help aren't going to be failing miserably without help! even NTs could benefit from some adjustments to the horrible school system! (but changing the entire system is a whole other conversation that the school system isnt ready for)

but even if you do agree to jump through their hoops, you realize it's even more fucked up that the diagnosis process requires YEARS in most cases (in my case it took 4 or 5 years, can't recall exactly now, for autism/adhd diagnosis, which would have meant i finished school before getting it if i managed to mot fail out, or i wait that long before going back, which is a whole struggle itself) and they also tried billing me for THOUSANDS of dollars because of insurance issues!!

so you put a ton of time and money into this, and then get told the only accommodation they are willing to give you for autism and adhd is "a little extra time on tests"

....

my test scores were the best part of my whole class experience. that was NOT what I struggled with!!!!! those tests were all online and could be done in the comfort of your home where you can accommodate yourself and have plenty of time left over when you finish them because you are comfy in your own space, (and also, no one was stopping you from having your notes/books/google open to find the answers,) and you don't even need a time consuming, expensive diagnosis for that!

SO WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!

[rotteneldritchhorror]

Btw steve is like... legally blind in one eye, he just refuses to do anything about it

[fantomette22]

Also kind of funny how people say i’m quite discreet and don’t talk a lot when i’m afraid i talk too much (maybe too loud or too fast) and afraid i ended up annoyed them. (Can smn explain pls xD)

anyway it’s late i apologize if it doesn’t make so much sense it is late)

[draculas-husband]

Since apparently people are still refusing to stop giving JKR money by staying loyal fans of hp I feel the need to say something that could maybe help people realize that they don't need HP. Like even if we for a second were to just entertain the idea that enjoying what you have and not watching or purchasing more hp stuff didn't harm the people JKR is specifically targeting with her hate. You still choose to talk about the media and give it traction fully knowing it was made with a lot of hateful messages behind it and in it. So I'd like to ask you.. If you are attached to the chars and universe, what is stopping you from making your own ocs and worlds based on them instead? Make your own wizard universe that's seperate from HP. Take what you loved about this media and distance yourself from everything else by letting it go and creating something new that's yours and made with love. Something that isn't full of hate, bigotry or targets minorities. I may not have been a big hp fan myself but there were def characters I liked a lot and related to, to some extent. Characters who I will gladly take elements from and channel into something made with love and out of love. But even if I was never big on hp that doesn't mean that there aren't medias I used to love that turned out to have a really shitty creator behind it so I understand that it hurts and that it's hard to let go.. But there is such a huge difference between finding out how horrible a creator that is long dead was while enjoying their work and actively enjoying something and talking about something which whose creator is actively funding hateful groups that targets not only me but a major fuck ton of people around the globe simply for existing. I doubt any of you want your love for something to hurt others and I mean actually hurt people. Not just make someone uncomfortable.. But the sad truth is, it does hurt people if you hold onto HP and keep engaging with the hp works that are still being made. So please.. Let go of HP and just make something similar yourself without the hate instead.

If you however still choose to engage with HP material and buy merch etc, etc.. Please do me a solid and block me and never speak to me again.

Richard out!

[koa-z]

Uh Oh! You ignored an invisible, unspoken social cue that you were supposed to psychically detect without being asked, and now the allistics are cursing you out!: The Movie: The Sequel: The Series: The-

[nthflower]

Tumblr is always like social norms are evil and stupid and hurt people that doesn't fit in (which is extremely true and I say this all the time too)

But the moment someone do something here stupid everybody is like turn into hive mind and bully them.(not racism or bigoted stuff like terfs idk I am talking about just weird things)

Like people preach be yourself, current social norms are fucked up then mock you for not following Tumblr culture or whatever.

[dreamsy990]

people who talk about masking are really interesting to me because like. i think i tried to mask but i certainly did not succeed. teach me your ways

[bmpmp3]

a bit of a mild milgram fan (i adore the music and music videos but i still havent checked out a lot of the dramas but i still vote because i like being involved LOL) and i feel like giving my unsolicited opinions on season 2 so far. even though it makes perfect sense based off what i see from the fanbase that Futa was voted innocent BUT as someone who was largely neutral but uninterested (aside from his awesome song) in his character in season 1, season 2 made me actually really REALLY like him but in particular way where i want to see that little twerp squirm so im SO sad no one else voted him guilty q-q i WANTED to see him suffer for the NARRATIVE

also I think Mu should be voted innocent because she slays

[skellseerwriting]

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- 🍙 anon

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[wemmbuhateranon]

i might be misogynistic because I dont indulge in romantic yuri pairings. I prefer my yuri in doomed qprs who cling to each other in hopes of finding themselves. and slop yaoi ig make them homoerotic and gay and theybhate each other.

[br1ghtestlight]

when im writing rainbow sometimes im worried she's genuinely too unlikeable and annoying and everyone will hate her 😭😭😭😭 like lots of my object ocs are kind of terrible people but something about her im like. if i make her 5% more annoying and shitty people r gonna want her burned at the stake. she has to be kind of likeable at least right??

[drchucktingle]

this was a comment on one of my post from a recent live event. it was photos of joyful queer buckaroos celebrating together and proving love is real through creation, community, and a trot of love. most important I AM LITERALLY IN PHOTO AS A REAL FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN

it got me thinking about how DEEP AND VICIOUS the irony poisoning of these early internet communities goes. the way buds like this cannot fathom someone just being a sincere person unrelated to their OWN old days of cynical posting. it is fascinating, and i will admit, sad too

despite a DECADE of work, countless live events, 350 tinglers written well before large language models were a thing, there are still people who cannot imagine someone like me could exist. it is a strange place to be. not just part of me, but my entire EXISTENCE is often gatekept

it is easy to say ‘well chuck your art IS strange’ but honestly i think it is more than that. magical realism is common. there are stories about dinosaurs and bigfeet and unicorns. this scoundrel reaction is about two unspoken things: my art is neurodivergent, and my art is queer

heres the thing: I WILL BE FINE. what concerns me is not an issue of MYSELF, it is a concern for the other young outsider buckaroos who see comments like this one and think ‘is that what they will say if i express MY unique way? will i be dehumanized like this at every turn?'

i will be honest, i cannot say that WONT happen, but i CAN say this: for as deep as this irony poisoning goes, it is slowly dying. the way i was treated at the start of my career is LIGHTYEARS DIFFERENT from the way i am treated now. there is a massive shift towards sincerity

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY. to young artists trotting up, the things that i am harassed over and doubted for and made fun of for are NOT tangental to what has made me successful, THEY ARE LITERALLY THE SAME THINGS THAT HAVE MADE ME SUCCESSFUL. YES I AM STRANGE, WHAT OF IT?

the things that you tuck away for fear of a review that says ‘there is a PROBLEM with this art because it has always been done another way’ THOSE ARE YOUR SUPERPOWERS. the gatekeepers want you to tuck those parts of yourself away because THEY TUCKED AWAY THOSE PART OF THEMSELVES

never forget that your unique way is PURE UNFILTERED 100 PERCENT ROCKET FUEL. it will stick out (maybe, if you are lucky, scoundrels will even say that someone like you could never actually be real), but sticking out isnt so bad when you are waving the flag of love.

in fact, when youre waving the flag of love, sticking out is pretty dang cool. what are flags for, after all? LOVE IS REAL BUCKAROOS. thank you for reading, and if you enjoyed this long post then please consider preordering BURY YOUR GAYS.

LETS TROT

[fandom-fae]

it’s so difficult to be angry at her when i can fully understand why she did what she did (or at least i can rationalize it). like it pisses me the fuck off, but i get it. i can’t even claim i’d be more mature, because- would i be? really? i don’t fucking know.

i hate the attitude she’s giving me today, but i can’t say it isn’t understandable. i don’t think it’s justified, but i do realize i said mean shit in anger to her too. we’re both childish and it makes me want to explode.