#made me feel so masc
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@tic-loud-tic-proud here they are! the good husbands! :3
(i still need to watch the second season, so no one spoil anything in the tags/comments please <3)
#(they didn't just request this randomly btw. i mentioned it in the tags jkfgb)#good omens made me genderfluid#/j corpse husband did#kjfgn rly th good omens fandom taught me what genderfluidity is#n then after lowkey questioning it for a while. copying corpse husband's like. hand style. with th rings n black nail polish#/that/ was my genderfluid awakening lmao#made me feel so masc#but ye i love crowley#th genderfluid icon#good omens will always have a special place in my heart#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#good omens#didderd art#am rusty with hair#but i rly like how az's came out#struggled with it a lot at first lmao#but 't looks nice
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honestly want abby to fall asleep on top of me- snoring n everything. her head on my chest, leg hiked up on my waist n all. i’d neverrrrr let her move.
literally want nothing more than this. abby’s leg hiked up around your waist her head laying against your chest and snores coming from her pouty lips. all of her weight rests on top of you, but you welcome it. you were supposed to leave a few hours ago to meet some friends, but you don’t have the heart to move her. so you just rub her back, run your fingers through her hair, smoothing over the top her head. abby whispers your name in her sleep, and it makes you smile.
it’s never like this with her. she usually likes to be one who holds rather than being held. you take comfort knowing how vulnerable she lets herself be around you. her soft breath on your exposed chest, her hands subconsciously land on your hips as her thin sheets barely hold over her hips and yours, her bare skin feels like heaven. strong, freckled back is a sight to see, and you can’t help yourself watching her. you never want to leave this moment, always want to say right here in serenity with her.
#✭・۪ ⊹ ֗ ray nd her nonnies#wow i just made myself feel so single w this 😭#yeah okay abby need u on top of me rn#rayne answers#abby anderson#abby anderson x reader#abby anderson x masc reader#abby anderson x fem!reader#abby anderson x female reader#abby anderson x gn reader#rayne writes
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this is completely random but like, is it me or nearly all the weird eccentric and goofy but also threatening type characters i see in media are usually men or generally masc
If I had to guess it's because women in media tend to mostly be shoved into specific "woman role" boxes (i.e. mom, sister, victim, love interest), on account of the Misogyny. so characters that are zany, wacky, and eccentric with vague threatening auras just end up being men/masc characters because putting a Woman in that role is just Unheard Of
That is unless the woman is goofy yet threatening because she's lovesick over some guy, of course . or there's already an existing wacky male character and an alternate "female version" is introduced either as a joke or to be a love interest for him
#i'm genuinely trying to think of like. a Bill Cipher-esque character that is fem. and having a hard time#i can think of several male/masc characters (and one he/they) but not. any she/her characters with that sort of vibe#man. both dr secret bosses have been masc. do you think we'll get a secret boss like them who's fem ? i hope so#hmrnm.something's gonna come to me the minute i hit post i feel it. but right now my brain is just empty#well regardless. i can't pretend i'm innocent here hkjhklsjhg. my current self-made blorbo is this sort of eccentric + silly#yet threatening type. and he is also in fact A Guy#so i dunno. just how it be ig#ask
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Never feel more masc then the times I try to look fem
#Crossdressing as a woman is truly the epitome of being a man#I HAVE to be the most confusing person at the grocery store#Voice of boy? but makeup like girl? but boy mannerisms? Girl hair? Boob? lesbianism? Man? Woman? Man? They? It? Maybe#You'll never fucking know. I hope it keeps you up at night#Committing gender fuckary? In my city?. it's more likely than you would think#It's very obvious how boy I am when I try to girl#I love being a weird little guy#I'm that boy thing wearing a dress what's not clicking here#Transmascs im telling you WEAR THAT MAKEUP!!!!!#PUT ON THAT DRESS!!!#only if you want to ofc but there is nothing more euphoric then dressing like a woman and still feeling like a man#but that's the process. A couple years ago wearing nail polish made me sick to my stomach. AND IM AGENDER!!!!#totally just like rambled in the tags mb#transgender#trans masc#transmasc#agender ism#genderqueer#nonbinary#trans man#trans joy#just fishdeath-ing#genderfluid#genderfuck#multigender#xenogender#genderflux#abinary#transneutral#don't know why I'm tagging this so hard but i learned like three new terms so that pretty cool
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tomboy trans girls ily <3 by the law of equivalent exchange, there's got to be a masculine trans woman out there that i switched places with gender-wise. hope she's doing well
#in all seriousness it was trans women who made me finally get out of denial about my own transness#i kept writing off trans men from being Really Men bc i thought every woman hated womanhood and being female‚ and just suffered through#bc society brainwashes you into gender conformity#and ''well‚ i may as well deal with this horrible lot in life'' which is what i thought everybody else also thought#but trans women very obviously were NOT brainwashed by society into wanting to be and enjoying being female. so clearly there was something#wrong with that assumption i had made....#and also‚ with how much people insist you're ''saying women can't be masculine without really being men‚'' it was great to find out#that i don't have to worry about there being less butch women in the world‚ bc there are many trans women who actually love and enjoy being#masc AS WOMEN‚ and i don't need to force myself to be that bc there are people out there who really do want that for themselves‚ despite#everything society tells them#and ofc cis women can be and are butch as well but I'll always feel much more of a connection with masc trans women#bc we're both masculine and trans‚ even though they're obviously going in the opposite direction to me#mtf#transfem#transgender#transsexual#trans#o.
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its crazy to me how people sometimes see kusuo and kusuo transformed as kuriko/kusuko as like.. different people but not ??
im not sure how to phrase it but like.. i once saw fanart of kuriko being shipped with one of the boys and then she transforms back into kusuo and the guy lets go of her and is like "ew.." LIKE BRO WHAT😭
what do u mean u ship kusuo as a girl with someone but not kusuo as a boy.. are YOU being homophobic or do you think the character is homophobic?? either way, what ???
#ive seen this in fics a couple of times but the fanart really got me cuz it was like rlly good art too#its like seeing a genderfluid person as a different person depending on how masc/fem they feel that day#like if u date them are u gonna say ur straight and then not be dating them on whatever days they dont feel like the opposite gender#im ngl not to be dramatic but the fanart made me really sad LMAO#like it feels like.. angsty.. for kusuo#OMG IT REMINDS ME OF MY WIP FIC#OF 'KURIKO' AND AREN WHERE KUSUO DOESNT TELL AREN ITS HIM#maybe thats why it feels sad to me but it just kinda is sad#like imagine being a gay guy but u look like a girl at some point and a guy likes u#but then finds out ur a boy and they're like 'yuck!'#thats so satousai core actually#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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so I just finished reading the spirit bares its teeth and never before have I felt both so seen and so horrified and so viciously satisfied in my life
Anyways I’m gonna go have a crisis about it now, happy reading
#the spirit bares its teeth#silas bell#daphne luckenbill#andrew joseph white#literally tho this book made me feel so seen while also capturing some of my darkest fears as a trans masc person#And I would literally die for daphne you Don’t Understand#Anyways guess I’ll sit in silence and stare at the wall for a couple hours in blank contemplation now
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on my hands and knees begging for any gnc women at all from these games
#i just keep thinking this andbskdb there’s like! a good amount of feminine dudes! where are my masc girls where are they#capcom if you won’t give them to me yourself. i will be forced to resort to extreme measures (forcebutch)#not to pick on Gina she seems cool from what ive seen so far.#it was just disappointing cuz the fandom posts id seen made her look way butcher… sad#icarus is talking#not fandom tagging i feel like this is a very poor pissing potential post lol
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On the topic of hormones, I love trans men, transmasculine people, abinary, multigender people, or whomever else who takes estrogen and trans women, transfeminine, abinary, multigender people, or whomever else who takes testosterone.
There is no "right" way to transition. You don't have to be a perfectly binary, gender conforming trans person in order to take hormones. We all have different levels of estrogen and testosterone, and that means women and nonbinary people don't have to have estrogen-dominant systems and men and nonbinary people don't have to have testosterone-dominant systems. Do what sparks joy and if it's shit, hit the bricks!
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#i think people who take 'nonconforming' hormones for their gender are so cool 👍#and it's made me so much more comfortable in my own relationship with hormones and my body and how my identity plays into it#because my sense of self is nuanced but i was always under pressure to think 'i'm a man so i can ONLY have testosterone in my system'#and that's shitty because at that point i couldn't transition medically and i felt like less of a man#but the people who are so commited to breaking gender apart with their teeth have made me so much more comfortable#i wish somebody could have been there to tell me my hormones didn't dictate my entire sense of if i'm a 'real man' though#also this isn't an attack on trans men/masc people taking testosterone and the inverse for estrogen#sometimes i see people reading way too into these posts and assuming that the OP is saying they hate 'conforming' trans people#(i'm a trans man* who is transitioning 'conformingly' if anybody is thinking the tags previously are true)#(also i am very content being a trans man who takes testosterone so my gender doesn't feel threatened when a trans man takes E y'know?)#(you don't have to understand it but you DO have to treat them like human beings who have bodily autonomy)
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it’s crazy how much having a safe place to be yourself and express your identity and personality and interests, both online and irl, can change your will to live. honestly.
#i came out to my fav professor/mentor today#it was kind of impulsive but idk#she’s just made me feel so safe and supported and cared ab#that honestly all i wanted to do was tell her#and hear what my new chosen name sounds like when she says it. idk.#anyway she was So incredibly receptive and understanding and supportive#like she said things i needed to hear that i didn’t even know i needed to hear#at one point she essentially reassured me that she doesn’t and won’t ever love me any less as a boy#and she immediately wanted to call me by my chosen name and use my preferred pronouns#and she kept telling me too that there’s no pressure or need to stress and that if i ever wanna adjust the name or pronouns i can#and that gender isn’t a fixed thing ofc#she told me that she’s proud of me too#god i’m so luckyyyy dude#i feel so loved and cared about#also i said in an email recently that i was looking for a part time job (like totally as a separate thing i mentioned bc of scheduling stuff#and totally unprompted today#she started talking to me about getting a paid position for me set up with some grant money ig??#which we were already tentatively planning on doing next semester#but bc she saw me say that she’s trying to get it set up now 🥺🥺#AGH i kinda love my life rn#but i’m so terrified to and im even more afraid to admit that#anyway so sorry this is an excessive amount of tags#silas speaks#vent#trans#transmasc#trans masc#transgender#queer#lgbtq+
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its also crazy bc in the past few years ive changed so much in how i present myself. since i was in middle school i used to hate how feminine i looked, and i would actively try to appear masculine, and felt my skin crawl whenever i was referred to as a girl. and now im in a place where i can look and feel feminine and not hate myself for it
dont get me wrong, i still experience dysphoria! esp abt my chest. but ive done a lot of internal work to find myself at peace w how i look. there's certain aspects of myself that will always catch me off guard or bother me, but at least i'm not scared of myself anymore
#like im v much still leaning towards masc#and i use masc pronouns for myself#but ive embraced loving frills and girly things#and its made me feel so so much better
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one thing I wish I saw in trans representation more was having hormone discorders/etc. i don't think I've ever even seen a trans masc with pcos in a show or anything! or a trans fem with hormone deficiency!!
#if younger me had seen that kind of representation i feel they'd be alot more confident#for me pcos can be gender euphoric thanks to more muscle mass and hair and etc; but it can be so isolating as well#i have to dig around everywhere to see if hrt will be different for me and more. its tough.#like having pcos has made doctors look at me like im a broken woman or just a tomboy#its a little scary#anyways ramble over#van's shitbox#pcos#trans#transgender#trans masc#trans fem
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locus is so gender. no I will not elaborate.
#rvb locus#rvb#(yes I will actually)#(wearing my hair back in a simple lil pony at the nape of my neck like he did)#(made me feel so masc for some reason)#(am I an 18th century boy off to fight the British or am I a merc off to fuck up a planet)#(you decide)#text
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not to beat a dead horse but jesus christ can you just leave people alone in public bathrooms i just want to fucking piss girl i'm so tired of feeling anxious and trying to avoid using public bathrooms because of how fucking weird cis people are about it. i tried to go into the bathroom at work today (i have worked here for years) and this woman who has worked here for two weeks and doesn't know me laughed and tried to like. steer me in the direction of the men's toilet instead and was like "wrong way!" are you fucking kidding me fuck off
#i have worked in this building for years. i know where the fucking bathroom is#like i'm sorry but cis people just don't want me in any bathroom at this point. i can't fucking win#i'm not kidding you i didn't really think that people in real life would actually make a fuss over who is in the bathroom#but at uni specifically i have had A LOT of people in the womens bathroom awkwardly tell me “uh i think you're in the wrong bathroom haha”#they're not even doing it in an antagonistic way it's like they genuinely think i've walked into the wrong one#and it makes ME feel like a creep or like i've done something wrong#like you guys are the ones that insist i should be in this bathroom !!!! but then i go in there and get told i'm in the wrong one !!!!#it's one of the few things that never fails to make me feel anxious and sad because it's a fucking bathroom it shouldn't be a big deal#why am i being made to feel like i've done something wrong when i'm just trying to exist here like everyone else#and you know what. it doesn't matter how i identify right. because i've actually done nothing to intentionally masculanise my appearance#like the entire time i've been out. i had short hair before i came out and i dressed this way before i came out#i have not done anything to try and Look Like A Man or Look Cis. i just have masc bone structure NATURALLY#so for all you know i could just be a woman with short hair ????? and you're telling me i don't belong in here because of that ??#like sure i'm NOT a woman with short hair but my point is you literally cannot tell the difference#so just leave people alone
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What if you could exist as nonbinary in the world
#like i know i can but#i cant be out at work thats just making my social life 10x harder for almost no benefit#i cant go to school anymore i hate it there#and i couldnt really even be out at school because i hate telling people my pronouns#i have a masc name and i like my name but it means people dont assume im nb#and i hate hate hate telling people otherwise#i know there are coworkers i could come out to but#i feel alone#and i need to wake up at some point#which is a whole other thing that i cant put into words but is a thing i need to do#thats what my whole album is about#and ive been working on that thing since march and its driving me crazy#i felt so relieved to think about kirbtober and not that and now its back#i feel like I've found all the pieces and put them together only to not slot in the last one#and then just walk away and let people take whats left#maybe I'm depressed idk#i dont think so#i feel like im dreaming#like i have occasional moments of lucidity separated by days of feleing jaded#making music every day might not help?#but i want to do this#its less so a workload thing#i can make a daily song in 15 minutes to an hour#and be fine with it#but i want it to be good#starflung's comments on the song i made for her keep me going#and ant texting me in the middle of the night (or their day idk) that my music is good#feeling terrible that i want more and more attention#but like#oh okay im out of tags vent post over i guess
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ok fine
#// vent#just saw some tiktok making fun of t voice MADE BY A TRANS PERSON#bad enough hearing all ther terfs call t poison and stuff#why do OTHER TRANS PEOPLE want to act like it’s some Evil Anti Woman Juice#fuck you fuck ALL of you i am so tired i will not be your femme i will not i will NOT#why is it so bad to want to be masc i don’t understand#throwback to last month’s bathroom stall panic attack because i thought the cis MAGA dude#from my class had followed me in on purpose. Lol#i feel sick#chatter
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