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Protip: don't (accidentally) mix hydrogen peroxide and rubbing alcohol! It is not a fun time!
#the water company in my area turned off everybodys water without any fucking warning#and i was in the middle of cleaning up after my grandmother who didnt wear a diaper#and after shes cleaned up i try to figure out a way to clean my hands and lo and behold the fuking water is not turning on#and i dont have any bottled water#so i try to use hydrogen perxide to at least disinfect my hands but i only have a little capful of it#so i wipe it off and go for rubbing alcohol#my hands were clean but turns out i didnt get all the peroxide off!!!#and it turned into fucking acid on my hands :))))#now i think i have a minor chemical burn on my hands#luckily its not too bad#but fuck it is disconcerting to look down at your hands and see little bubbling blisters and shit#ufhhhhhhh i fucking hate thid shit#not one of my brightest moments#worst part is i should have known better#fucking shameful i stg lmaoo
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
#eliot posts#suicide mention#animal abuse mention#i guess#ive said similar before and i just said this in the tags of another post but it deserves its own post#i am fucking TIRED of reading this shit so often#i frequently block people for saying it#sometimes i report ppl over it too if they're shitty in other ways too#i luckily don't have the ''i'm a worthless piece of shit and deserve the death penalty'' flavour of depression#but i do have the ''life is endless suffering and i want to euthanize myself'' variety of depression (or. technically bipolar.)#and reading the phrase kys Feels Bad Man w my mental illness#and i have froends w the first type and i worry about them#and one of em has told me it does affect them quite negatively to read kys#so yeah! fucking stop it!
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Stroiders + hannibal jackman
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home2t4ck#dave strider#dirk strider#bro strider#jake english#sona#blood#admin draws#fanart#last 2 r me dont. dont even worry about it. it made me laugh so i drew it#scrounging together n posting the wayward doodles ive had dcollecting fucking dust around here#eating dinner rn and reaized i went to bed at 4 yestereday and have labs at 8 tomorrow so im like. salute. imma die#not much fresh art because im writing and studying so its likel. whatever. luckily i got bullshit to reheat lol#edit forgort to say. dirk is mr biter to me. dave only has strife scars but dirk has a feww from getting too. well. overwhelmed#and grounding the most immediately effective way he could. do not try this at home kids its a bad habit.#and also from being clumsy with a hook and tools too. that cant be understated also#self
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sasha charades continue!! but first a little mix up on productions part of who has the "sasha celly" prompt which is lundy so luosty has to sit down again for lundy whos going 2nd
me! me me me me!! i have the prompt!! its me!! (during their stage intros at the beginning the mc slipped them a piece of paper with a prompt on it)
boys very excited to see how lundy will piss off sasha this time; on the menu? imitating how sasha barely cellies
a wrist shot and an arm up in barely kept enthusiasm as he glides to the bench in solemenity as a sasha goal and celly
and on the accuracy scale?
well the tapes surely speak for themselves here...
it seems sasha has a better connection with lundy (or maybe its really obvious and lundy has teased him exactly like this before XD; no fucking doubt about it that he has) because he basically gets it in an instant (unsurprising considering when they played a newly weds-esque game they ended up tying 8 a piece which is honestly really impressive considering how much luosty floundered with mikksy)
feat. the nosy finnish peanut gallery eagerly awaiting sashas response. SHIT STIRRERS. THE LOT OF YOU.
sasha who seems to take lundys teasing a lot better than mikksys can giggle about this one without too much trouble also because hes guessed it right for once he must feel relieved lmaooo
Sasha Cup Party | 7.31.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#anton lundell#eetu luostarinen#niko mikkola#florida panthers#lundy getting sasha celly parade prompt is too PERFECT#you can absolutely tell hes done this so many fucking times before#and thats why sasha instantly gets it#its okay when lundy teases sasha he doesnt get too annoyed maybe its because hes see lundy like a little kitten#baby doesnt quite have the claws yet not like mikksy XD#mikksy and luosty being so invested on how sasha is gonna react PLEASEEEE#ofc lundy can get away with these things...#lundys so cute pointing to himself like me ooo ooo its me thats me not luosty ME#lundy barely kept a straight face throughout the whole ordeal he wanted to giggle SO BADDDD#luosty and mikksy ARE SO NOSYYYYY#GET OUTTA HERE YOU GUYS WANNA MARTYR THE BABY SO BAD#lundy follows little brother rules very closely which is: when youre expected to be in trouble; youre actually not#it also works vice versa but luckily for lundy it didnt come to that he lives another day
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good morning. thinking again of juve and her dog
#oreste garifalle save me. save me oreste garifalle (he cannot even save himself)#i just.. man its so over. by the time they encounter each other juve is the worst shes ever been & oreste doesnt yet know he could be better#so. sure. juve needs to gather the pieces of herself back up and double down on her coping mechanisms but not thinking at all about whats#happened to her/how she was affected by it and by instead fixating on someone elses problems. she needs to offer drive and direction to#another in order to feel more in control of herself#and luckily for her unluckily for himself. by the time she finds him. oreste is only Just stumbling out of a gothic pseudoincest nightmare#in which all of his own wants and desires have been very deliberately placed on a shelf higher than he can reach and hes all too eager#to accidentally replicate previous dynamics (dog) with someone new#so. tldr. juve needs to control/'fix' someone and oreste as of yet only knows how to be controlled/molded in anothers image#which would already be so bad except to top it off. juve is steadily fucking losing it. due to the repression crimes#and even as she tries to distance herself from the emotional aftermath of what she went through. it bleeds into the way she treats oreste#instead. like.#her base level dehumanization of him would already be bad but. as is. in the way it finds her.#juve completely lacks the finesse or grace or awareness to approach it as she normally would#so she instead traps them both in this horrible codependent situation where her 'fixing' oreste mostly involves her going oh! i know!#your problem is that youre not in touch with your anger right? you should be angry about what those guys did to you but youre not rigjt??#so!! easy fix!! lets just get you angry!!!#<- girl who is not entirely wrong but has also never processed any of her own anger a day in her life and Will be projecting#<- girl who will treat you both as a metaphor/extension of herself but Also as a recreation of the previous dynamic she was in with an#excessively angry individual#<- girl who decides the best way to put you in touch with your anger again is by. repeatedly triggering you until you protest#essentially bending your finger back and waiting to see which will come first. you letting it break or begging her to stop#and oreste is always too deeply traumatized and overwhelmed to do anything but let it break. so.#notnow#juve mizani#oreste garifalle#one of my favorite scenes i have planned for them is her making oreste relay what his abuser (kai) looked like. in detail.#as a skinshifter herself.#you see where this is going.#you should send me asks about them btw. if you want. also if you dont
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Went to the zoo and saw something very familiar...
#somehow most of the animals just remind me of the creature waiting at home#its too bad there aren't any dog friendly zoos around. i get why. but still#maybe there's a farm or sniff spot that would allow her. she's always so interested in other animals#and luckily doesn't bark. just stares#good puppy enrichment. to look at the cows#whippet#misdemeanor#dogblr#petblr
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The weird thing about the "well trans men have it easier than trans women because if you completely pass and go stealth and are gender conforming then you only experience horrific discrimination in medical care!" Is that, like
You know trans women pass too, right
Like that statement is gender neutral
If any trans person, regardless of assigned gender, passes, then they are safer than any non-passing or visibly gnc person
It's like these people think trans women are doomed to never ever be able to ever pass. And it's like. Do you guys... actually talk? To other trans people? Are you part of a trans community? Like, not just reblogging or retweeting stuff, but a community where you know people's names and speak to them and they know your name and speak to you? Cause it seems like you have never spoken to another trans person before.
#ITS SO WEIRD. ITS SO WEIRD SEEING THE CONTRAST FOR ME IRL VS ONLINE.#luckily i live in a place thats overall really trans friendly to ppl#and my trans communities are accepting and not weirdly transphobic towards any group in particular#so its just weird. to go from irl or my discord conmunities where we are all allies and just chill with eachother#to tumblr where there are even other trans people that are like “actually only trans ppl who were amab are oppressed”#(thereby leaving out ppl who were afab and completely overlooking the experience of anyone intersex)#also. dont get me wrong. pre/non-op trans fems get discriminated etc in healthcare too#but like. its REALLY REALLY REALLY bad for people with vaginas (whether neo or born)#and really really really bad for anyone with a uterus#like. if you can get pregnant. you can get raped and forced to carry the baby to term and the entire time be in extreme medical danger for#being a gnc pregnant person.#like trans ppl with uteri are in more danger than cis women or trans fems when it comes to reproductive healthcare.
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ohhh timerra not even in the top twenty for women i hate you fire emblem fans i really do
#freudian slips#like slash j but not really actually#theres only so many ‘well shes just not that interesting compared to the other royals’ i can take from people#before it becomes straight up racism#if she was a pale light skin blonde/ginger girl you’d eat her up#ik that bc annette exists!!! yall love her ass!!!#and i do too but when a good chunk of timerra criticism is ‘her songs are annoying’ or ‘shes not that serious’#hmmm… ok. so then why do u like annie. quickly#obviously thats a discredit to annette. shes got a lot going for her right#but so does timerra!! but ppl wont read her supports bc why??? hmmm… gee!! its a mystery. isnt it.#also dont give me the ‘bad unit’ excuse when alfreds up there. be so real with me#her and alcryst have the same fucking niche except hes ranged and she can eat hits. come on.#whatever. anyways i got both of my solm picks wrong looks like panette is leading#luckily i didnt cast a vote for pandreo yet i went with timerra first soo#lesbians getting all my votes this year!! and inigo.#though i might still proceed and give m!alear a vote bc i need him to beat diamant#he probably wont. but i REALLY want him to beat diamant#no hate to diamant hes cool i just love my little guy :3
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Lol I keep on doing this, saying I'd come back to tumblr to only disappear again 😂😭
#and i hate it bc i miss being on here#but also i don't have to force myself or feel guilty for it#bc if i'm fr being on social media is just so time consuming and also not what is good for my mental health often#and that includes tumblr#it's not even that it's a toxic place (at least not the content i'm consuming) but sometimes i just rather spend my time with people irl#meeting someone than on social media and like focus on my life#the last month or so was just really difficult for me and i haven't been feeling so bad mentally in forever#i mean it always is like that that time of the year but i feel like i was worse this year#whenever autumn comes around with the darkness and cold i seem to hit a low mentally#when i tell you how much better my mood is in summer spring how much better i feel everyday regardless of everything else#i get people like autumn but for me its literally the worst and winter too altough at some point it gets better#maybe i adapt and maybe because i spend more time outside around christmas when i go home that's usually a turning point#and ig also the lights of december make it a bit better#but mid october to november is awful#this year the weather was much worse beginning of october was much worse#i feel like i lowkey have this seasonal mood disorder idk#but i barely managed to go to classes and i had no motivation#usually i always make myself study and do the things i have to atleast altough i often terribly procrastinate#but now i was barely able to do this and i had things to do but i couldn't make myself i missed a deadline closely#luckily my professors are the best but i felt so horrible for it how i was unable to get it done#sunlight is just so good for my mood and ik how doctors say how you should avoid it because you can get skincancer#but like i'd rather than my mental health being this bad (not that i want either)#i already miss summer so much and being happier#but tbh i haven't felt this good as I do today in weeks and even this whole week was better#i exercised more than usual altough i tried to in the last weeks i couldn't as often as i normally do so maybe this actually helps a lot#and i studied yesterday today and i will tomorrow i finally feel motivation again#besides i also tried to break up with my bf so that was also tough but i couldn't lol#i tried talking to him and tell him in the nicest way but he didn't get what i was trying to do and i couldn't say more bc i felt horrible#but maybe that's for the better altough i had these thoughts for a while that he just isn't the one for me and that we're too different...#i do really like him as a person the way he treats me and i'm still into him but i just felt like it wouldn't work
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god...i understand, obviously, people not wanting to vote for biden because of the genocide. i was in the same boat, and had voted uncommited thinking that was the official last vote. stupidly, i thought i had successfully not voted for biden
and of course then i learned about project 2025 and im glad i have a second chance but
why did i, or anyone else who doesnt want to vote, think trump is going to do regarding the genocide?
trump hates not only palestinians but arabs in general- dont you think its likely that he would aid more, that he would kill more, that whoevers left do you really think hes going to allow anyone to live?
This isnt about whos the lesser evil the are both evil fascist people
But what are people thinking? They dont vote for biden and then what?
because in reality, if trump is elected that likely will be the last year we are able to vote and that is not an exaggeration anymore
#project 2025#biden#trump#palestine#like i cant express how much i get it#ideally someone assasinates both of them#and i dont want to call it reactionary bc again people should be feeling this strongly#but i feel its clouding judgment#it clouded mine but luckily i learned about P2025#paired with dead domains cpac video just really drove in how serious this is#i knew trump was a fascist and nazi and i knew the ppl who follow him are too#but this is different this is bad#free palestine#israel
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I feel like a lot of non-artists don't understand how defeated some artists feel when they look at ai art. For some it's because they think that ai art is better than their own, for others it's just the sheer disgust they feel when they look at ai art. AI art has been turned into a joke for many people, but looking at ai art is genuinely demotivating, and atleast for me, really fucking annoying.
And then there are people who'll go on about "oh but midjourney was already taking your art" okay, and? Is it not disgusting how Tumblr was aware of AI taking their artist's art, and instead of trying to implement some rules to stop this, they decide to make money off of it? And no, I will not leave Tumblr, because this has been the best platform for me to post art on, but Tumblr has now consciously decided to ruin that. I mean, where do you even want to go? Twitter's dying, TikTok is a hell scape, deviant art is also doing AI bullshit, and Instagram is just downright ass.
It makes me feel very defeated to think about all this, and I don't think anyone who doesn't know how this feels like should be telling artists that it's "not that bad". Please, for the love of God, shut up.
#ai art#art#didn't mean to post too much about ai art but its been really making me sick#especially how a lot of people on here don't seem to have any solidarity for artists#like you look at one of those “oh but its not that bad” people's profile#and they'll have reblogged a bunch of art#its just so fucking annoying#luckily i havent been demotivated from drawing yet#but im still so fucking tired of this ai shit#THIS COUNTS FOR CH.AI TOO BTW!!!!!!#anti AI#fuck ai art#fuck ai everything#artists on tumblr#midjourney
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I both love and hate doing stuff with cocoa powder. Like it makes stuff taste amazing!
However
Without fail, my clothes end up covered in hydrophobic smudgy brown handprints because I Am A Dumbass who can't help but touch The Strange Powder I am cooking with.
#cocoa powder#baking#my shirt is white too#there is a near perfect handprint on my thigh#all because i wasnt thinking and didnt take two steps to my right#which is how far the sink was from me#my favorite pan is also covered in it now#luckily its not too bad to clean off metal#text post#text#shitpost#permanentbottombunk
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drakengard fanbase is truly insane because aside from the one time a dude called me classist bc i said watching a playthrough isn't the same as actually playing the game (crazy, but a one time thing, every fanbase has it) like. ive been in fanbases where ive been harassed over liking a ship but this is the first ive ever been in where ive been harassed over liking a character. what is up with that
#gu6chan's musings#drakengard#drag on dragoon#the more i recall my time at accords library the more im like 'how the FUCK didn't i realise that sooner that shit wasn't a joke' bc it was#genuinely so fucking awful#but luckily i havent gotten as much harassment since starting this account!!! honestly though#ppl always like to rag on large fanbases for being toxic but I don't think ppl really recognise just how BAD smaller fandoms can get with#the 'us vs them' mentality where it becomes 10x easier to establish 'norms' and spread news and groups etc etc#like if you like an unpopular character; ship etc. in a larger fanbase you can ALWAYS find a small niche dedicated to that particular thing#but in a small/medium sized fanbase its like congrats now everyone hates your guts and knows it too djdjfjdj#that said I know ill get control of my works back eventually bc if I dont catch up to them i at least know they cant keep going forever lmao
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For funsies I like to go thru the Habsburg family tree, usually to try and determine who's related to who. I'm still constantly taken aback by how incestous it genuinely is 😭😭 It'll be like, oh hey I feel like I recognize the wife's name!! ....it's the husband's niece, great.
Ik its probably common knowledge but it's still surprising to me how closely related the Bourbons and Habsburgs are despite basically considering each other rivals. Like for Louis XIV and Leopold I, you guys are literally first cousins(I think.)
(Yes this is what I do for fun on weekends, shut up.)
#it bugs me how male centered family trees arw#but trying to make my own 😭 i understand#luckily the wives are usually closely related so-#though i feel like at least on the austrian side they're a bit more distant?#cause ill click on the wife and i dont recognize her parents so!#but im sure theyre distant cousins lmao#i wanna start off from frederick iii#but i started off from charles v right?#i love how the two marriages of his kids just. literally:#1. first cousins. 2. literal niece and uncle#im looking at this like 😟#i knew it was bad but 😭 getting hit with it early on is so ughhhhhh#if i make a bigger one i need to write down the family relations cause its sooooooooo bad#but the amnt of times ive been like hey wait this name is familar...?#and then i realize ive other written it down on the chart and this guy is in fact marrying his cousin. neat.#my moms like why do you like them so much even tho they're like this#and its like: well its not like i can go back in time and change it 😭 i just try not to think abt it too deeply#kinda funny how the attractiveness kinda does align with how incestous their parents are JDJFKGKGGK#though most of the women are pretty and i feel like Joseph I was a fluke more or less#catie.rambling.txt
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well damn this storm is bad, apparently we’re on a tornado watch atm, luckily we haven’t lost power though yet so that’s good
#Cro chatter#JESUS#its is STORMING out#Luckily this isn’t really too bad anymore though but man it was pretty bad earlier#It’s also thundering a lot so :(((#(I do not like lightning nor thunder)
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Up until a few days ago i had never had a migraine in my life and now ive had two in the span of a few days????? Can they fucking STOP
#luckily theyre not too bad#more like headaches with jaw pain and nausea#also seeing stars#thats not nice#im so shakey its hard to type :(#my mum got them starting from when she was 6#her brothers started at 16#it was a matter of time....#migraine
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