#luckily its not too bad
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Protip: don't (accidentally) mix hydrogen peroxide and rubbing alcohol! It is not a fun time!
#the water company in my area turned off everybodys water without any fucking warning#and i was in the middle of cleaning up after my grandmother who didnt wear a diaper#and after shes cleaned up i try to figure out a way to clean my hands and lo and behold the fuking water is not turning on#and i dont have any bottled water#so i try to use hydrogen perxide to at least disinfect my hands but i only have a little capful of it#so i wipe it off and go for rubbing alcohol#my hands were clean but turns out i didnt get all the peroxide off!!!#and it turned into fucking acid on my hands :))))#now i think i have a minor chemical burn on my hands#luckily its not too bad#but fuck it is disconcerting to look down at your hands and see little bubbling blisters and shit#ufhhhhhhh i fucking hate thid shit#not one of my brightest moments#worst part is i should have known better#fucking shameful i stg lmaoo
4 notes
·
View notes
Text


Went to the zoo and saw something very familiar...
#somehow most of the animals just remind me of the creature waiting at home#its too bad there aren't any dog friendly zoos around. i get why. but still#maybe there's a farm or sniff spot that would allow her. she's always so interested in other animals#and luckily doesn't bark. just stares#good puppy enrichment. to look at the cows#whippet#misdemeanor#dogblr#petblr
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
Lol I keep on doing this, saying I'd come back to tumblr to only disappear again 😂😭
#and i hate it bc i miss being on here#but also i don't have to force myself or feel guilty for it#bc if i'm fr being on social media is just so time consuming and also not what is good for my mental health often#and that includes tumblr#it's not even that it's a toxic place (at least not the content i'm consuming) but sometimes i just rather spend my time with people irl#meeting someone than on social media and like focus on my life#the last month or so was just really difficult for me and i haven't been feeling so bad mentally in forever#i mean it always is like that that time of the year but i feel like i was worse this year#whenever autumn comes around with the darkness and cold i seem to hit a low mentally#when i tell you how much better my mood is in summer spring how much better i feel everyday regardless of everything else#i get people like autumn but for me its literally the worst and winter too altough at some point it gets better#maybe i adapt and maybe because i spend more time outside around christmas when i go home that's usually a turning point#and ig also the lights of december make it a bit better#but mid october to november is awful#this year the weather was much worse beginning of october was much worse#i feel like i lowkey have this seasonal mood disorder idk#but i barely managed to go to classes and i had no motivation#usually i always make myself study and do the things i have to atleast altough i often terribly procrastinate#but now i was barely able to do this and i had things to do but i couldn't make myself i missed a deadline closely#luckily my professors are the best but i felt so horrible for it how i was unable to get it done#sunlight is just so good for my mood and ik how doctors say how you should avoid it because you can get skincancer#but like i'd rather than my mental health being this bad (not that i want either)#i already miss summer so much and being happier#but tbh i haven't felt this good as I do today in weeks and even this whole week was better#i exercised more than usual altough i tried to in the last weeks i couldn't as often as i normally do so maybe this actually helps a lot#and i studied yesterday today and i will tomorrow i finally feel motivation again#besides i also tried to break up with my bf so that was also tough but i couldn't lol#i tried talking to him and tell him in the nicest way but he didn't get what i was trying to do and i couldn't say more bc i felt horrible#but maybe that's for the better altough i had these thoughts for a while that he just isn't the one for me and that we're too different...#i do really like him as a person the way he treats me and i'm still into him but i just felt like it wouldn't work
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
they changed the sound of the bell in the english lit building at my school. it sounds like the sound that a bomb would make before going off so now whenever class ends I feel like I have to run for my life
#mole talks#when i first heard the sound of that bell i thought it was a fire alarm or something#i still love the english lit building in my school tho#because english is my best class and my english teacher loves me B)#i also do poetry club stuff there and my poetry club teacher loves me too B) and my poetry club teacher said twin fantasy was a good album#and he's so cool omg i should talk about how awesome poetry club is at my school more often here#luckily there are no monikas there so its really fun over there#i think the only bad thing about the english lit building is that i have to do RE class there as well#and RE is just sooooo boringgg#however my RE teacher does like me so B) sunglasses!!!
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel like a lot of non-artists don't understand how defeated some artists feel when they look at ai art. For some it's because they think that ai art is better than their own, for others it's just the sheer disgust they feel when they look at ai art. AI art has been turned into a joke for many people, but looking at ai art is genuinely demotivating, and atleast for me, really fucking annoying.
And then there are people who'll go on about "oh but midjourney was already taking your art" okay, and? Is it not disgusting how Tumblr was aware of AI taking their artist's art, and instead of trying to implement some rules to stop this, they decide to make money off of it? And no, I will not leave Tumblr, because this has been the best platform for me to post art on, but Tumblr has now consciously decided to ruin that. I mean, where do you even want to go? Twitter's dying, TikTok is a hell scape, deviant art is also doing AI bullshit, and Instagram is just downright ass.
It makes me feel very defeated to think about all this, and I don't think anyone who doesn't know how this feels like should be telling artists that it's "not that bad". Please, for the love of God, shut up.
#ai art#art#didn't mean to post too much about ai art but its been really making me sick#especially how a lot of people on here don't seem to have any solidarity for artists#like you look at one of those “oh but its not that bad” people's profile#and they'll have reblogged a bunch of art#its just so fucking annoying#luckily i havent been demotivated from drawing yet#but im still so fucking tired of this ai shit#THIS COUNTS FOR CH.AI TOO BTW!!!!!!#anti AI#fuck ai art#fuck ai everything#artists on tumblr#midjourney
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
I both love and hate doing stuff with cocoa powder. Like it makes stuff taste amazing!
However
Without fail, my clothes end up covered in hydrophobic smudgy brown handprints because I Am A Dumbass who can't help but touch The Strange Powder I am cooking with.
#cocoa powder#baking#my shirt is white too#there is a near perfect handprint on my thigh#all because i wasnt thinking and didnt take two steps to my right#which is how far the sink was from me#my favorite pan is also covered in it now#luckily its not too bad to clean off metal#text post#text#shitpost#permanentbottombunk
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
drakengard fanbase is truly insane because aside from the one time a dude called me classist bc i said watching a playthrough isn't the same as actually playing the game (crazy, but a one time thing, every fanbase has it) like. ive been in fanbases where ive been harassed over liking a ship but this is the first ive ever been in where ive been harassed over liking a character. what is up with that
#gu6chan's musings#drakengard#drag on dragoon#the more i recall my time at accords library the more im like 'how the FUCK didn't i realise that sooner that shit wasn't a joke' bc it was#genuinely so fucking awful#but luckily i havent gotten as much harassment since starting this account!!! honestly though#ppl always like to rag on large fanbases for being toxic but I don't think ppl really recognise just how BAD smaller fandoms can get with#the 'us vs them' mentality where it becomes 10x easier to establish 'norms' and spread news and groups etc etc#like if you like an unpopular character; ship etc. in a larger fanbase you can ALWAYS find a small niche dedicated to that particular thing#but in a small/medium sized fanbase its like congrats now everyone hates your guts and knows it too djdjfjdj#that said I know ill get control of my works back eventually bc if I dont catch up to them i at least know they cant keep going forever lmao
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
For funsies I like to go thru the Habsburg family tree, usually to try and determine who's related to who. I'm still constantly taken aback by how incestous it genuinely is 😭😭 It'll be like, oh hey I feel like I recognize the wife's name!! ....it's the husband's niece, great.
Ik its probably common knowledge but it's still surprising to me how closely related the Bourbons and Habsburgs are despite basically considering each other rivals. Like for Louis XIV and Leopold I, you guys are literally first cousins(I think.)
(Yes this is what I do for fun on weekends, shut up.)
#it bugs me how male centered family trees arw#but trying to make my own 😭 i understand#luckily the wives are usually closely related so-#though i feel like at least on the austrian side they're a bit more distant?#cause ill click on the wife and i dont recognize her parents so!#but im sure theyre distant cousins lmao#i wanna start off from frederick iii#but i started off from charles v right?#i love how the two marriages of his kids just. literally:#1. first cousins. 2. literal niece and uncle#im looking at this like 😟#i knew it was bad but 😭 getting hit with it early on is so ughhhhhh#if i make a bigger one i need to write down the family relations cause its sooooooooo bad#but the amnt of times ive been like hey wait this name is familar...?#and then i realize ive other written it down on the chart and this guy is in fact marrying his cousin. neat.#my moms like why do you like them so much even tho they're like this#and its like: well its not like i can go back in time and change it 😭 i just try not to think abt it too deeply#kinda funny how the attractiveness kinda does align with how incestous their parents are JDJFKGKGGK#though most of the women are pretty and i feel like Joseph I was a fluke more or less#catie.rambling.txt
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
well damn this storm is bad, apparently we’re on a tornado watch atm, luckily we haven’t lost power though yet so that’s good
#Cro chatter#JESUS#its is STORMING out#Luckily this isn’t really too bad anymore though but man it was pretty bad earlier#It’s also thundering a lot so :(((#(I do not like lightning nor thunder)
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Up until a few days ago i had never had a migraine in my life and now ive had two in the span of a few days????? Can they fucking STOP
#luckily theyre not too bad#more like headaches with jaw pain and nausea#also seeing stars#thats not nice#im so shakey its hard to type :(#my mum got them starting from when she was 6#her brothers started at 16#it was a matter of time....#migraine
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
wellll everything could be worse.. at least we're not stranded in the arctic for years on end with lead poisoning and a Beast out to get us 😌
#watched another ep of the terror w my roomie.. qhat a stressful show lucky im too zonked so its going over my head#shes alrwady seen so shes trying not to spoil it for me its my first time 😭#i think she might be getting a cold too. so maybe we're both just coming down w smth and thats why we're so tired#not just med crash but the fog was sooo bad i keep not being able to finish sentences and slurring my speech#luckily shes familiar enough to get the gist of what imean when im so out of it anyway so its okkkk#but ahhh..if its bad again tomorrow ill probably still be able to get through movje night i can watch from bed#but might have to miss the gym :-((( we'll see how it goes maybe itll be okay#mayhe ill take 20/20 again on thurs just so i can go.. ah i dont know we'll see we'll see#whenever i hit this stage of tiredness or illness i always just wanna cuddle so bad too ahhhh#tryung to stay focused on qhat shes saying but she kept putti g her hands in her hair and i could smell her nice shampoo#like okayyyy when is itmy turn to stroke your hair im sitting so nicely here#ahhhh okay im crazy im going to sleep#i do need to be brave and ask if we can ljke hug more sometimes or something though ahh i miss being physically affectionate with anyone#and itskind of big for me like verbal affection js nice but im more of a physical person even if i dont allow myself to express it!!!!!#and i just dont want to cross boundaries or anything or get called needy again. but so what if i am needy nothing wrong eith that#anyway to bed before i start embarrassing mysrlf goodnight everyone i love u muah#.diaries
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
"You're only 21 your joints shouldn't be bad yet"
Okay so explain that to my hereditarily bad knees and the sciatica that's taken up a loud residence in my hips
#luckily I can mostly divert the sciatica for the day by stretching#but I definitely fucked my knee up badly when moving out of the dorms last spring#its not too bad yet but it will probably get worse if my family's history of bad joints has anything to say about it!#sigh#beans rambles
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
i got covid lads
#this is my first time so i think i held out pretty good#lau posts#the nolo track tag#its not too bad for me as of yet luckily#just feels like a flu#hopefully it will stay that way
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
lil sleepy cry session... <3
#to all my cryers out there#u know when u have been numb and unable to cry for way to long#and then finslly seomthing happens and pushes the tears out#luckily the emtions leading up to the tears wernt hurtful or bad and didnt come with guilt or resentment#so it lead to lil bit of a late night enlightenment#lol i say late night but its 9:53#late for me haha my bedtime is 8#but I'm just glad i got those tears#its been a lil too long#and after i cried i took care of myself the way that feels the softest#i covered my body in lotion#i lit a candle#did a tarot reading#drank some water#turned on my lil cd that helps me fall asleep#lala music as my mother calls it#and now im just breathing in bed#i hope that all those sensative pals out there get to have a soft cry sesh#<3#ily
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
went out for a walk in the rain yesterday and ended up with sunburn what the fuck is weather
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
back to being normal
#✧ chatting !#hi guys. if uu saw me having a breakdown over the snapped violin string uhhh. just forget it <3#i was panicking Very bad but its fine. i explained what happened and luckily [redacted] isnt too mad and he was understanding#i am also shouldering the costs for the repairs so thats fair#anyways yippee !!!!!! communication !!!!
3 notes
·
View notes