#luckily there are no monikas there so its really fun over there

[iwakuraz]

they changed the sound of the bell in the english lit building at my school. it sounds like the sound that a bomb would make before going off so now whenever class ends I feel like I have to run for my life

[themeadowau]

my eyes shot up my eyes watery as I covered my mouth to prevent waking up my dad. my name is natsuki now you probably don't know me but... you know what yeah I'm pretty damn sure you don't know me, ok so lets say I'm not the brightest and like I'm told by the people around me that I'm a over all brat. hah they are so wrong! but there is a few things you must keep in mind around me. don't mention my home, don't you dare say my cooking is terrible or ill show you what for!! and...im always hungry....don't ask why I'm just----I slammed my notebook with tears in my eyes "g-god dam----"I covered my mouth with one hand and stopped myself from spiting those words at home...I uncovered my mouth once more, and checked the time on my phone "convenient..." turns out I woke up an hour before school so instead of being late I might be on time this time, well as long as I don't wake up dad on my way out as I got up and put my notebook under my pillow "he never checks there so it should be safe after all he never checks my room unless I'm not in it..." I sighed and went to my closet and put on my school uniform and looked at the cracked image and I rolled my eyes and went my ways towards to bedroom door as I reached back and grabbed the image real quick and stuffed it in my bag and ran out the front door. it was a normal school day like any other, school is not the important thing unless you count the fact you don't want bad grades that I do try to not mess up. but the reason I'm always glad for school to end is the club, its my paradise away from home mostly anyways. like its fun and all I can read my manga there and feel safe but...I opened the door to see them waiting for me, my friends can be a real pain in the ass sometimes.

Chapter one :Petal's:

"Okay everyone~! time to share our poems from over the weekend!" monika the club president shouted with the confidence that stood out but at the same time wasn't to bash and was welcoming mainly because her voice sounded honey coated and sweet she formed the literature club so they could "bound" and hang out like friends. "hmm! oh OH I'm really proud of this one could you please read mine out loud first~?" then sayori the vice president the little bundle of sunshine she always manages to brighten someone's day, no wonder why she is the vice president. "....." as yuri smiled softly yet nervously signally she dosent mind going 2nd again, yuri is very shy and only speaks around us or just in this club and to be honest she kind of does make the best poems I have ever read....though I would never admit that to her face."Ugh common sayori this is like the 5th time in a row you went first what if for say I wanted to go first!" then there is me, natsuki I'm pretty much a brat and not my fault I have to be the only realistic one here like yeah its cool and everything to have friends, but they can be complete idiots some times I swear!. "one more day pretty please!!!, I promise tomorrow I will let you go first natsuki!! hehehe!" I sighed annoyed "F-FINE!! but you better let me have my turn to go first tomorrow!!!" I haven't gone first in months for your information so my reasoning was perfectly reasonable!!! Monika chuckled as she let sayori stand up to the stand. since I was siting by yuri hard to say but when she isn't looking I usually get lost in her eyes, w-wait why am I saying this!?! I blushed slightly as I went deaf and I couldn't stop staring at her, natsuki snap out of it!! listen to sayoris damn poem and snap out of it!!! finally I blinked and sayori just finished reading her poem out loud, luckily nobody realized I was staring. listen I may stare at yuri deeply but that dosent mean crap! you have to admit to yourself in your life with someone you had no attraction too somebody  you stared at deeply. its just a stupid thing we do!! apperantly when I was blacked out monika said we would change things up a little bit and have one person share infront of everyone there poem and then everyone else would share with the person of your chosing. sayori told me when I asked her why is nobody steping up to the stand. yuri came over to me and put two of the desk together so we could share our poems more easily, why does she always chose me why not sayori or for gods sake monika but here I am sitting here with boiling frustration. "so natsuki your u-uh poem...you didn't forget it today rig---" I was boiling over at this point "NO I DIDNT FORGET WHY WOULD I FORGET MY POEM!!"I reached down into my bag and un-crumbled my crinkled poem, I made yuri flinched...small things like that proves that... I'm the dominate one here!!!"see!!" as I slammed my wrinkled poem down on the desk flat. "hmm g-good! I was just making s-sure, here take this" I raised an eyebrow as I looked at the empty pill bottle that had the words "take a chill pill" with my name on the bottom. "I don't need to take a chill pill!!!! I just don't like you riding on my butt all the time!!!" I squealed at here, and when I mean squealed I actually sounded like a dying pig. I looked at yuri as if I was threating her with my intimdating stare. "natsuki ill just take your poem n-now and read it..." yuri replaced my poem with hers and I picked it up and started to read it....

end of part one