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listening to cool music with cool rain and thunder (unfortunately artificial) while doing cool homework and eating my cool food and i really get where those aesthetic homework with tea and candle girlies are coming from
#listening to my goblin forest playlist <3#frogger has some lovely moments#loving life rn <33#wish i had an aesthetic desk but thats okay#im in a foresty galaxy brain mood rn and its really calming#i feel like cleaning the entire house to cavetown and cigarettes after sex#wish it were really raining <33
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yall i need new friends.
#₊˚ପ⊹ soliloquy .ᐟ#any filipinos within the age range 19-23 ? 😭#i've been drifting from all my friends back home since i moved#they're also sort of becoming sources of negative energy in my life :( and i don't feel comfortable or interested#in sharing my experiences or issues with them#it's making me lonely tho 😭#someone hit me up <33 please ;(#i said filos specifically because i'm living in the ph rn and i'd love some friends in the same city/area soo
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g’morn sweet peas! (∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) & a v happy sunday funday to you!! i’ve arrived at wrk safe & sound & im ready to have a great day!! - ̗̀(⌯'ᵕ'⌯) ̖́- i hope your sunday funday treats you so v well & so kindly!! <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#helloooo (*ˊᵕˋ*)ノ how are we today loves?? are we stayin extra snuggie today? :3#its rlly cold & rainy here so i’d love nothin more than to be cozied up w lover boy(߹𖥦߹)but we PRESS ON!!!#he would want me to wrk hard mhm mhm & he would also prefer if i didn’t wrk at all hehee ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ꒱ྀིა#im gonna answer my askies from yesterday rn!! <33 i love chattin w you all sm! i feel bad for bein so busy sometimes :’<#but its okay!! sometimes life gets hectic!! & im tryin my best!! ٩(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )و thats all that matters!!#i hope i have a speedy shift today bc i am eeeepy ( ¯꒳¯ )ᐝ i need my cozy blankies & my boyfies STAT!!!!
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hai guys sorry ive been missing heres Max Goof and the smiling friends doodles as an apology
#‘Max Goof and the Smiling Friends’ is a great band name#im so glad max is popular rn ive loved him my whole life <33#max goof#a goofy movie#goofy fanart#smiling friends#loserboyarts
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throw down is such a fucking bop i genuinely can’t believe it sometimes
#go watch the mv rn if you haven’t!!!!!!#it changed my whole life…..#shidou kirisaki the man that you are…..#my fav milgram song btw :33 along w cat…..#JUST . the instrumental. the chorus. fuck.#AND THE MV …. hhhhhhhhhh#kairo if you happen to see this i’m morally obligated to tell you that he’s extremely your type#organ harvesting doctor w a pretty face and lots of moles <3333333#odi would love him too i think :33#ari noises ✩
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OKAY LISTEN VERY MUCH NOT TMA/TMAGP BUT HOLY SHIT
NEW LIFE IS STRANGE GAME????
WITH MAX!!???
IT LOOK SO GOOD AND I AM ACTUALLY SO FUCKING HYPED FOR OCTOBER ISTG IM GOING INSANE RN
OPENED YT AND GOT FLASHBANGED BY THAT SHIT
#im sorry im going insane rn#but im a lesbian and these games changed my brain chemistry#i love them so much#life is strange#lis#life is strange double exposure#max caulfield#welcome back <33#she has not learnt her lesson about fucking around with time and shit has she
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With all the new game trailers out recently is there anything that looked interesting to you ?
Yes, Top Three are:
Life is Strange: Double Exposure. Another LiS game with Max Caulfeild. I'm so excited. I also need to find time to catch up on the series.
Wanderstop wouldn't normally be my thing but it's made the developer of The Stanley Parable and the trailer left me wondering.
Starfield creation kit is big for me. I've been waiting for good mods to play more and shattered space dlc is just the cherry on top.
But also,
The lineup of upcoming games is impressive but I personally am not invested in Doom, Dragon Age, Black Ops, etc.
#love metal gear#i have perfect dark zero sitting on my shelf rn might replay#state of decay is the most underrated zombie game#or maybe not cause its still going#expiditon 33 isnt my usual thing i dont like turn based and didnt llah persona but it looks cool#might be forgetting something#it was a lot#asks#life is strange#double exposure#wanderstop#starfield#shattered space#creation kit#metal gear#state of decay#perfect dark#expedition 33
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit#texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text#cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears#and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way#i saw myself#really and truly i love you guys so much#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity#thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao#tw vent#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#tw self loathing#tw self destructive behavior#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd#love youu <33
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idk if you already made a post about this but: are you a dragonrider in your HTTYD dr and if yes, what kind of dragon do you ride. do you have any visuals potentially. I would love to see, if you are comfortable with sharing ofc
YESSSS OMG PERFECT ASK TO RECIEVE <333
In my httyd DR im a dragon rider in the post-httyd1 Riders Of Berk/Defenders of Berk era, so like, PEAK og Dragon Riders
i dont have any visuals atm </3 i flip-flopped between Stormcutter and Light Fury for a long time but Light Fury prevailed !!! her name is Seafoam :3c i have whiteboard doodles and pencil sketches ill dig up probably tomorroww??
#lovely lovely ask <33#ill expand on thjs at some point but i am soso tired rn. just got home from my besties birthday and its 11pm#so sleepy#<33#reality shifting#shifting#shiftblr#callie says stuff#law of assumption#loa#anon#asks#httyd shifting#dragon rider DR#dragon rider life
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how do i figure out what i want to do in life
it’s hard isn’t it :( think of future u. what does their life look like when they’re at their happiness? what career fits best w that lifestyle? come up w a few options and then dig a little deeper into them…do u want to be able to work from home? how long are u willing to be in school for? is money or passion more important to u? if ur able to, try to find someone who works in the fields ur considering and talk to them. i asked mine ab what her time at school was like, how demanding her current job is, the pros and cons, etc. don’t be shy to ask them anything u feel unsure about, its a big decision and u should feel confident ab it
please know it’s okay to change ur mind at any time. i’m going back to school for something completely unrelated to my first degree (although i do plan to use it as a side hustle) there’s no timeline for these kinds of things. sometimes the universe leads u towards a path u hadn’t considered before, sometimes what u thought would be a good fit isn’t what u expected. it’s okay to be unsure !! i promise u everything will align and u’ll find the perfect path for urself even if it doesn’t feel like it now. wishing u nothing but the best of luck w whatever u decide to do next !!
#valentines#so much to say ab this topic !!#i hope this helped at least a little <33#im holding ur hand rn we’ll both be okay i promise#i just assumed u were talking ab careers but other things u should do w ur life ?? eat good food. hug ur loved ones. read lots of books
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a word to the wise sometimes the only true rest is looking beyond what you thought was success
so true! adamandi is full of wise advice such as this, including: "and you'll never feel better if you - fucking die- you stupid ass!"
#these are all very good reminders. especially during exam season (i am suffering. but at least i'm working on art coursework so it's#suffering i love.) guys i have maybe a bit too many thoughts on ambrose. sculpture. and ceramics. and studio. in my art student 3d era rn#tmr it's black and white 2d so it's vincent vibes instead... anyways. in my breaks i ended up brainstorming more doodles again so..#anywaysndhfnfjfhf sorry to detract! but like these two quotes are holding my sanity intact i think.#at this point even without listening to the live soundtrack it sounds in my head so. lasting impressions i guess. every time i get anxious#' you'll never get better if you fucking die'' sounds in my head and i go ''ah yes there's a whole life outside''#continuing this ramble you ever think how vincent went from you'll never get better if you fucking die to '' first i chose my friend#ambrose for my debut :DD'' realll quick. or also how this principle worked for when he was talking to ambrose about it and then. for himself#he didn't want to get better. he wanted quincy to get better and so '' you'll never get better if you die'' held through to the end#it just wasn't a mentality that saved him... god that screws me up. so many thoughts.#anyways anon!!!! thank you for sending this :3 made my day <33 very vibes#going to put the soundtrack on and power through studio again.. :3 adamandi asks are welcomed ngl teehee#ask me stuff???#on another note sometimes it's so surreal that actors are real people... i guess the magic of theatre is that it makes the characters come#to life.. like i believe actors are real. and deserve to be treated like people. for the record. but also when consuming media and it's the#suspension of disbelief? these are Real Characters i can't believe that someone who isn't them is making these sounds and doing these things#it's so insane. incredible. idk i just have very high admiration for the cast and idk how i got here even... akshdjdhdf#<blinks> they did such a good job akdhdnfhfbgfhff ok bye#first time i swear in the actual post on this blog and not in the tags... of course
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(Btw this isn’t a self harm one I just wanted to let out the stuff that’s been stressing me out lately)
I don’t even know how to love myself anymore, I hate everything about me and I just don’t get how people are able to love themselves without any problems, I’m annoying, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I can’t get myself to eat right, I’m childish, I’m too sensitive and weak that I just let people do anything to me and I know that I won’t do anything about it because I don’t wanna lose people that I care about and ruin my friendships and relationships, my ex broke up with me because I was too fat and ugly to be with him anymore, I hate him so much, I hope he fucking dies, I don’t even think I deserve friends, if I’m such a bad person than why do I have friends if I know I’m gonna ruin everything, I don’t even care what happens to me anymore, I just wanna be loved by everyone but they end up turning me down anyway no matter how hard I try to keep them they end of leaving me, like do they even cared about me in the first place?
#personal vent#Sleeping rn so don’t bother me pls :)#im sorry#please don’t worry about me#hina if your reading this don’t worry I’m totally fine just needed to let out my frustration and personal life :) /srs love you <33
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i am very curious (and i'm asking this not with any malicious intent) but what ages do you see the genshin characters! i personally see them (most of them) as adults, even collei. even if they were teenagers, time passes in-game (i.e. lantern rite happens every year and we already had 2 lantern rites in-game) so they'll eventually grow to be adults.
tldr: I have schrodinger's age headcanons
long answer: if they're in a ship with a ""clearly"" adult character, I'll assume they're young adults; idk I feel like there's some blurring of age and what growth stage you're in when people are around 17 to 20 (from my experience) so I think it's vague-ish enough that you could probably do what you want.
If they're not in a ship I see some of them as adults and some as still teens/underage. as a general rule of thumb a character's age is solely dependent on what I want at the moment, although I do think the way some characters are written (ie character arcs, character stories and general personality) pushes me to view them as underage (will explain more but the character I'm thinking about most w this is Xingqiu). Some of them read to me as clear adults, and then there are some in-betweens where I just have "vaguely young looking" in my hcs LOL
you bring up a good point that time is passing in game although we don't see it reflected in the character models—everyone points out that Xiao opens up a bit more every lantern rite, but fandom (and genshin devs too ig 💀) definitely forgets that all the other characters are also growing/changing. w/ 4.1 around the corner my personal wish is for hu tao, xingqiu, and chongyun's relationships to each other get developed more so that their relationships (as described through their voicelines abt each other) don't feel so flat,,,,,, it would also help with the sense of "time is passing in game for ALL characters", since we almost never get this kind of evolving relationship portrayed between 4*s/non endgame important charas.
I have too much time on my hands so I'll also just run through all the teen/short models there are for each region and list whether my personal headcanons are adult or minor (at least their ages when we "meet" them in canon):
liyue (mortal/mortal adjacent characters): yanfei, chongyun, xingqiu, hu tao, xiangling, xinyan, yun jin, keqing
yanfei and keqing are solidly adults to me, yanfei's a lawyer and keqing's also in a govt job so both of them feel around like 25-27 to me. Definitely somewhere around their mid-20s, although I can also see them as younger, especially Keqing, because of her overall attitude/perspective on life and the gods. iirc her character stories show how her worldview's grown/broadened to be not as naive/black and white, so I feel like she's still in the process of maturing. If you told me Yanfei was like 23 (appearance wise) I guess I'd believe you too, since she's a very peppy person who seems to be running all over the place all the time, doing errands for madame ping, checking on her clients, taking new cases etc. I feel like it gives her youthful energy, so I can see it if people hc her on the younger side of her 20s (in human years I forgot how her half-adeptal blood works).
I see the other 6 as a friend group (liyue 6ang let's go) so they're either all teens or all adults depending on the portrayal. You can obviously view them as adults all the time, but I don't get those vibes. Xinyan and Yun Jin might be like 18-19, but if that's the case, I can't see the other 4 being any younger than 17, just because I think they're all almost the same age or 1-2 years apart maximum. For some reason so many people view Hu Tao and Yun Jin as adults but at the same time think the others are minors? Idk about that.. genshin has shown that Xiangling, Xinyan, and Yun Jin are pretty close friends, and then always put Xingqiu and Chongyun together for the ship bait, so maybe that's the root of fanon's age hcs. However, I think if some of them are young adults, then all of them are. There's a max 2 year age gap between all 6 of them idk idk I really can't see it otherwise.
To me, Xingqiu's arc reads like a 16 year old finding his footing in the world. Hiding martial arts novels under his bed, tired of playing dutiful 2nd son and sneaking out to live out his idealized wuxia dreams, his multiple voicelines where he's implied to be super worried about us giving away his involvings in the Guhua sect, they all read like he's still trying to figure out his role in his family (what he wants it to be, and what his parents want it to be). He's also very naive about the world, but learning. He just feels a lot like how (chinese) teenagers grow up and like. growing into or out of the paths given to us by our parents. ... or i could just be projecting! Anyways, in my no ships world, he's a 16-17 yr old. Chongyun's clan and family play a not-insignificant role in his backstory, so I think he's the same age as Xingqiu, just older by a month for the flex. Lowkey I don't have as much reason for him as the others, but I think they're in the same age range by association; probably almost 18 at most. Hu Tao's character stories explicitly state she's 13 when her grandfather passed away, and I think she becomes Director not long after this, so I would say she's also around 16-17 when the game starts. @.acatoner who draws quite possibly my favorite interpretations of the gang(TM) once mentioned they see her with spoiled younger sister energy and honestly yeah. she's an only child but has the strongest solidarity with Xingqiu (they're the bratty younger siblings of the friendgroup). Out of all of them, Xiangling is the one with the most plausible job if she was like, young: being a chef apprentice with her dad to continue the family business is pretty reasonable. Middle child energy, probably 17. We did meet her when she was in Mondstadt foraging ingredients, so I'd say she's not very young, but still young enough for her dad to chew her out during moonchase for being like messy or clumsy or smth? Xinyan and Yun Jin.... I think Yun Jin is at least almost 18—running a well acclaimed opera troupe is a pretty big undertaking imo, even if her parents are there to like guide her and whatnot. Same with Xinyan, 17-18 range, although she def started playing rock publicly when she was way younger.
inazuma: shinobu, heizou, kazuha, kirara, gorou, kokomi, ayaka, yoimiya
Disclaimer I have not read the Lore and don't know whether actual ages are given for Ayaka and Ayato (specifically pointing them out because iirc their and Thoma's character stories are the most specific ones wrt the timeline).
I see basically all of them as adults, ayaka might be an exception but she's like 17 minimum in my head. That's pretty interesting considering I labeled almost all the liyue short models as teens. From what I can remember of their character stories, the Inazuman characters seem to be portrayed as having their formative struggles set In the Past (probably a couple years before we meet them) so perhaps that's why I see them as solidly young adults. Additionally, Inazuma's arc and its war pushes me to see all of them as adults, even if they're still obscenely young to be generals and strategicians. The exceptions I can see to this are only Yoimiya (smaller role in archon quest and not related to the government), and Shinobu + Heizou, who were released later. Yoimiya's maturity really stands out to me—from the way her neighbors and old people converse with her, and her overall character arc + second story quest, I cannot see her as below like 19 at least. Shinobu manages an entire unofficial gang and has countless certifications under her belt plus ex-shrine maiden stint—she probably isn't less than 23. It would be cute if she were the same age as Yanfei but just started law school later, so Yanfei's still her senior. I think there's not much to say on Heizou either, he's friends with Kazuha and has a real job, so I can't read him below 20-21. I don't know anything about Kirara (don't have her, haven't read her stories) but I also just get the vibes of like 20-something errand girl SDFDSSKDFJS in a modern au she'd deliver to teyvat/inazuma's college campus for sure
mondstadt (humans): barbara, razor, bennett, fischl, mika, amber, noelle, sucrose
this is a mix again, for Barbara Razor Bennett and Fischl they give me kid vibes, like little adventure gang things. Reddit apparently cites Mona called Fischl an adult in the 2.8 Midsummer Fantasia GAA event, so I mean. I guess she's 18 there—might've been 16 when we met in game the first time (1.2?? scaramouche fake stars event or something?) Idk really. Their group collectively gives me 16 year old vibes, at least when we start the game. I can see it if all of them have aged to 18 now—it just makes sense in my head lol. Mika feels like an 18 year old; mostly because of his relationship with Huffman. Amber seems vaguely adult-ish, I'd say 19 or so, maybe 20 during shadows amidst snowstorms in 2.3. there's some logic behind this that ties into her search for her grandfather but it's like vague and hazy in my head. I haven't given much thought to Noelle and Sucrose— Sucrose also gives "vaguely adult" vibes, idk if her character story about wanting to make a wonderland to meet her past friends in has any relevance to timeline estimation. I'd say Noelle also falls into the vague adult age range, but to me she's a puzzle, because her personality seems incongruent to how I thought she might act if she's like 23 or so.
anyways, anon if you read all this i will declare my love for you. thanks for giving me an excuse to genuinely think on this and then dump my thoughts out for the internet. you can clearly see none of my braincells really go towards Mondstadt headcanons but I hope you're happy w my response ehe
#thank you anon for specifying non malicious intent giving you a platonic kiss rn#and sorry for having this rot in my drafts for so long i was gonna publish it literally the same day and then boom sudden explosion of irl#things. anyways sorry about the delay! I hope this answer is satisfactory and tickles your brain! ty for the ask <33#also literally not gonna lie but i feel like i have no conception of age bro. like fictional characters is ok but even in real life#i just assume people are the same age as me (unless they look like theyre not) and then i get shocked when theyre not#k anyways. thanks for the ask anon! it was very interesting to think about <3#if you have diff hcs or think the canon leans towards a diff interpretation feel free to add on i love listening to that kind of thing :-)#asks#teyvat thoughts#genshin impact#hopefully this shows up in the tags somehow. i dont wanna tag like 30 characters
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hey. guess who just finished their secret santa fic
#19000 words and 50 pages long bitch I DID IT#i am NOT going to think about how much editing I have to do rn we are CELEBRATING#i think this is the gayest shit I've ever written in my whole entire life#shout out to the treasure of my life izzy for getting me through the final stretch#i don't know what to do with myself I'm just <333#it is written! the words are there!!#I have more work to do later but not now!!#that's tomorrow quil's problem!#love you girl have fun with this monster of a fic <33#i've written like 10k words in the past 5 days#giftee this is all for you#i hope you like it :)
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I just read all your toji fics in one sitting, i just wanted to say i love the way you write his character 😭 your writing style is very articulate, looove it sm!
I‘m looking forward to another toji fics!!! (i hope you‘ll write one anytime soon :,))
Thank you so much!! lol I really love writing compassionate toji I just can’t see him being that bad of a guy :33 need my hunky grumpy man that shows love through actions :P there are definitely more toji fics coming in the future! <3
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THIS FR HAD ME CHOKING AGAIN AND THE FIRST PERSON I THOUGHT OF WAS YOU 🤣😭😭
ALSO HI 😭😭 I bring cookiessss for theeee 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪 nom nom nom nom 🫶🏻
#THATS THE LOML (loser of my life) WYM <333333#he's so cringe fail but that's why i love him so much 😭😭😭#ALSO NOT TO BE EMO ABT A FUNNY POST BUT LIKE#i really admire how hard he tries 🥹 and he isn't afraid or ashamed of#*ashamed of making mistakes and that's so fucking 🫶🫶🫶 to me#ANYWAY#THE WAY THIS MADE U THINK OF ME WHAT IF I SLICE MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST N SERVE IT IN A PLATTER FOR U RN#giving u a kith 😘 I MISSED U SORRY IVE BEEN MIA#love the cookies thank u for bringing me gifts i give u 💍💍💍💍💍💍 in return <33#mina 🍉#yoonzinoswife#y.ask
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