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Doing more on @gwalch-mei 's Christmas present (which I keep referring to as Gwyn and Gwalch's Gossip Corner (feat. An Appearance From Everybody's Favourite Scamp, Llacheu) and thought u might all like this bit about Gwalchmai talking about Medrawd. (Also, dw for anybody interested - I.e. @dullyn just said 'Pryderi has fun uncle status' that WILL be the case in this!)
#it me#bisexual disaster™️#my writing#arthuriana#welsh mythology#the mabinogion#mabinogion#welsh myth#arthurian legend#arthurian retelling#gwenhwyfar ferch ogrfan fawr#gwalchmai ap gwyar#medrawd ap gwyar#sir mordred#sir gawain#queen guinevere#can i put llacheu in here evn though he doesn't appear#llacheu ap dylan ail don#loholt#is loholt a sir?#shut up sarah#Also sorry unfortunately yes Arthur WILL get bashed for his conversion to Christianity not cuz he's Christian but because the gods are ANGY#you fuck with aerfen and cerridwen and ur gonna kniw about it#also i am aware i should finish book 2 and this is like book 3 territory but brain go brrrrr#also enid pops up for a brief cameo!!!!#headcanoning that this is after Geraint ac enid where she kicks him to the curb and he and Owain Get It On and before Culhwch ac Olwen#because culhwch ac olwen will need to be a book by itself#also no cai and bedwyr content but i will ref them!!!!!!!#love them with my whole heart okay
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HUSK, Hotel Bartender & Concierge | 1x04 - Masquerade
"Oh, I FORGOT — you're the wise-old bartender who's seen it all! Get the fuck over yourself and pour me a real drink."
#hazbin hotel#husk#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin husk#hazbin hotel edit#masquerade#my gifs#character spotlight#Certified Redemption ☑︎#hello hi i'm in love with the kitty man like actually#he NEEDS more screentime in s2 in fact he needs his own episode#PLS PLS she confirmed that we're gonna get to know some (but not all) of the character's backstories in s2 PLEASE LET HUSK BE ONE OF THEM#I'LL ACTUALLY DIE THANK YOU#alright i'm coming back to these tags to point stuff out#first off - the fact that he closes his eyes and shakes his head and reaches up to hold his suspenders before offering actual help#physically hyping himself up to lend a hand even though his whole thing is having an empty shell of a heart - apparently.#AAAAAA#but ALSO#holding his suspenders - self soothing gesture possibly? he knows lending a hand could give way to vulnerability on his end regardless if h#even shares personal information about himself or not - at the BARE MINIMUM he is saying ''look. i care a little. okay?'' by even OFFERING#help to begin with. AND OTHER THING!!!!!!!#the fact that he himself bitched and moaned earlier that episode about how EVERYONNEEE likes to bitch to the bartender#and he talks about how he knows everything about everyone seemingly against his better wishes#it's all part of the job he's forced to do#so you could also look at him shaking his head as a way for him to literally ''shake off'' that attitude because again. HE CARES.#even if it's just a little.#then GODDDDD his reaction to angel breaking down. the way he softens. his ears go down. he looks to the ground.#his ''old crusty heart'' was actually touched - not in the happy way of course. it was pain. struck with sympathy and remorse.#LISTEN I LOVE THIS GOD DAMN CAT OKAY
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The Heart Killers | Trailer Reaction (Firstkhao Focus)
FK both going: 'oh they absolutely talked about this beforehand' 'yeah it's 100% above board' about the Kantbison BDSM scene (we love consent in this house), before Khao feels the need to add "as in THE characters'. Bruh.
And First just sits there, dead ass staring at him.
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#THK#kantbison#firstkhao#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#did he really-?#are you both okay??#this series did something to them#seriously#first highkey embarrassed - my man how did you survive filming? 😂#“TAKE the whole of bison”#[CHOKES]#OH MY GOOD GOD#FIRST please think before you speak MY LOVE#🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️#first doing the press tour in kant mode: i shall have NO FILTER
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it’s great being in the les mis fandom because every time my clothes don’t feel right i remember jehan prouvaire and his ill fitted clothes and then i magically love the outfit or at least feel more comfortable in it
#les mis#les miserables#les amis de l'abc#les amis#jehan prouvaire#i love jehan with my whole heart okay#lgbtqiia+#also i headcanon them as non binary in modern aus#here specifically i’m referring to brick!jehan
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for
More pictures under cut




#loscar#logan sargeant#ls2#oscar piastri#op81#and now starts the rant#my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate#so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had#run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before#even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles#also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height#also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os#so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here#next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes#(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it#and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue#middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash#then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here#and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work#AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as#usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too#and last but not least - Logan my beloved#first and foremost STARS#I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them#also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that#okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue#another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice#I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye
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#rhea ripley#dominik mysterio#the judgement day#wwe#tag: mine#tag: rhea r#tag: dom m#tag: r+d#is this healthy?? no#do i love them with my whole heart? yes#my fave gif is the top right one where he grabs her hand and drags her away#its so soft of them and she's so okay with it just looking at him with that little smile#anyway its almost 4am goodnight
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Hello hello!!
Saw your recent post about sending more asks and I'm jumping on it!
Can I request Chigiri, Karasu and Otoya with:
💜Hug: "I just want a hug!"
Definitely go with whatever scenario vibes with you! I just crave their shenanigans haha🤗
{Candy Hearts are officially CLOSED!}
Hello anon! :D Oh my DARLINGS! :D I love these three so freaking much- they make my heart so happy! I've absolutely got you covered!
CW: Swearing
Hug- "I just want a hug!"
“Bring it in, Little Red.”
“Ew, bring yourself into a shower.” Chigiri backed up, scrunching his nose at the sweaty Karasu approaching. “I can smell you over here!”
“Nah, that’s me.” Eita spoke up from his otherside, arms out as he mimicked Karasu’s stance. “Come here…”
“Ah hell no, not two of you! Why don’t you hug each other? Combine your smells and create a new type of noxious gas.” Chigiri ducked from their arms, evading their attempts at a group hug like someone evading a zombie ambush. Karasu’s shoulders were jumping with laughter, and Eita grinned.
“Come on, Little Red! We just want a hug! Is that so much to ask for?” The crow stuck out his bottom lip in an attempt to look pitiful.
“Yeah! Avoiding us is hurting our feelings.” Eita pretended to wipe his eyes like a child, pausing and sniffing the air. He raised his arm high and took a whiff. “WHOO! Yo, I smell like shit! Smell me!”
“Put your arm down-” Karasu sniffed anyway, gagging like a cat hacking up a yarn ball. “Oh damn! What, did your deodorant run out?”
Chigiri pressed his hand into his mouth, trying to muffle the giggles bubbling over. He was unsuccessful, as both men turned to look at him. “You two are cavemen!”
“C-Cavemen!” They yelled in unison, sharing a look. Chigiri knew exactly what was coming.
“No, stay back! Stay bahahack!” He yelled through a giggle as he took off running. He wasn’t at full speed though, for the pair quickly caught up, tackling him to the ground and tickling every spot within reach. “Nohohohohohoho, dohohohon’t! Yohohohu smehehehll dihihihisguuhuhuhsting!”
“Like you have any room to talk! You smell like…shoot, why do you smell good?” Karasu squawked in disbelief. “You smell like strawberries!”
“It’s because he’s so sweet.” Eita responded. “And his body wash.”
“I’m stealing it when we go back inside.”
“Me too, me too.”
“Tahhaake ihiihhit! Juhuuhuhst ghehehet ohohohoff mehehehe!” Chigiri pleaded, gasping for air when the tickles finally stopped. “Shohohower togehehehther for all Ihiihi cahhare! Just do so!”
“Here that? We can shower together, Karasu.” Eita struck a pose. “Wash my back and I’ll wash yours?”
“Go to the ninth layer of hell and freeze over.” The other rolled his eyes, making Chigiri cackle.
#Candy Heart Valentine Event#chve2k25#blue lock#blue lock season 2#spoilers#blue lock season 2 spoilers#otoya eita#karasu tabito#chigiri hyoma#dorks#I believe with my whole heart that Karasu and Otoya steal Chigiri's body wash and shampoo#cause why not???#they replace what they take of course but like-#chigiri is both annoyed and blessed#cause my God do they smell post-practice#but that's okay we love them <3
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Today I kept thinking about how tragic Wolfstar ship would be if it was canon. (and cried)
Sirius Black never knew peace.
He went from one war straight into another.
At sixteen, he ran away from home because his own family was a battleground. At twenty-one, he lost James and Lily, was framed for murder, and thrown into Azkaban. At thirty-three, he broke out, but he wasn’t free, when he finally gets out—when he finally has Harry, finally has something to live for again, he’s trapped in Grimmauld Place, the very house that broke him in the first place. His childhood prison, once again his cage. And then, just as he thought he could fight for something real again, for Harry, for Remus, for a future—
He died.
Sirius Black spent his entire life fighting. He never got to stop running. He never got to live without looking over his shoulder. He never got to heal.
And that’s the real tragedy. Because Sirius Black was meant to be free. He was meant to be wild and reckless and alive.
But all he ever knew was war.
And Remus. Oh, Remus. He spent more time grieving Sirius than actually having him. Think about that.
They were friends for seven years, together (in whatever way you believe) for even less—but Sirius was gone for twelve.
Twelve years thinking Sirius had betrayed them. Twelve years believing one of his bestfriend (the love of his life probably, come on now) had killed their best friends. Twelve years drowning in grief, guilt, anger, loneliness.
And then—just for a moment, he gets him back.
But it’s fleeting. Just a handful of years.
And then he loses him all over again.
And this time? This time, Sirius really is gone.
There’s no revenge quest, no anger to hold onto, no mystery to unravel. Just loss. Final, irreversible, gut-wrenching loss.
And not long after, Remus follows him.
#okay bye#imma cry real tears now#wolfstar#i love wolfstar with my whole heart#wolfstar heartbreak#sirius black#remus lupin#i love them so much#remus x sirius
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I love spuffy as much as the next guy but ohhh my gawddd I really kinda wish it had been buffy wil and xand to finish the fight. they started it together, and while they've always had outside help, I just think it would've been so good if each of them had their own big important parts to play since this was the last we get to see of them
#ik there's comics but I have no intentions of reading those so. this is the last I get to see of them all fighting the big fight together!!!#I suppose buffy was the one leading everyone into battle... but that doesn't feel like much#but seriously why wasn't xander given anything special to do </3#he could simply be motivation if nothing else. we know the girls like him he could help give them strength when they feel like it's hopeles#and especially buffy. he is determination!! I have talked about this before!! let that show when it counts!!#willow did her part so good for her. it was beautiful and I love her#the only thing that would've been even better is if releasing all that slayerness had given buffy (& faith) a boost. to tie wil to them mor#...I cannot think off the top of my head what buffy could've done more. she shared her power with others by handing off the scythe.#she gave them strength in leading them I guess. open to ideas here if anyone wants to chime in with something#they're the heart the spirit the power grrrrr they are connected and (should) need one another to continue on#and okay ik buff and xand and willow are all in totally separate places but I want them CONNECTED together are we getting the picture here#I actually kinda like them being separate now that I've thought about it. each part of the whole running a different section so they're all#spread out and able to take care of everything. but I want moreee for them#y'all have better have fuckin meant it when you guys said y'all wanted to hear about my buffy/willow/xander thoughts#bandillow#buffy x willow x xander#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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GOGGLEZ SILLY FUN FACT!!!
I have my own lil MIND and HEART!
Heart being red and mind being blue! I love flesh and machine sillies! [they are siblings!!!] EDIT!!! CLARIFYING THESE ARE MY OWN OCS NOT A CCCC SPIN OFF <333
#art#digital art#:3#sketchbook#aaaaaaaa#original character#sleep deprived posts#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#my ocs#gogglez! 🥽#mind is the skeleton and heart is the flesh!#my silly little posts#Gogglez is so done and loves to share ocs#chonny time#chonny#mr jash#I love my sillies!#hearts lover dies#mind learns emotions from having a son#there is multiple HMS in my story!!!#now i got a whole story in mind#ah yes coping#WITH ANGST#HEHEHEHEHEH#okay imma sleep before Nibbs calls me out again#nighty!!!!#my art <3#my ocs <3#I made these before I found chonny but I relate them to chonny now cuz they help explain them easier so ty again Mr Jash!!!
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something something the window in light & night is a mirror and its all just been Whole looking in a mirror thinking about himself/his brain
#souls the only one that can see him too#cos 1. hes technically whole missing his heart & mind so he'd be able to see his whole self through it#But mainly 2. eyes are the window to the soul or something yk yk#“I want to see your eyes looking back and into mine” yk yk yk?#planning animatics in my head that ill never do [as you do]#& the visual of very stark differences of the black white & grey of hms singing#then suddenly swapping to whole by himself in front a mirror in like his room or bathroom idk wherever mirrors exist#like during the bit when Whole sings in Light. thats why its much quieter & isolated#and cos Soul joins in the next verse & sings with Whole. thats him seeing Whole again.#then them all overlayed on each other in the end of the video is the whole mirror with them all. if that makes sense#im franticly typing this cos im busy but i dont wanna lose thought#its prolly already been thought of but idk#windows are cool#i was planning a hms art with a window so. i was thinkin about window lore#chonnys charming chaos compendium#moss post#chonny jash#if anythings misspelled. shhhhh im typing fast okay#did you guys know i love light & wholes part in light & the parallels in everything
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revisited some parts of deh i hadn't in a while via obc boots, mostly kicked off by audio of an aus tour show, & it's like now hang on lol reevaluating the whole of heidi's material / that arc like i have been too generous what in the....kind of worked backwards from good for you b/c for that song i've Been like sympathetic re: alana & jared's sections while like Shrug at heidi like i'm on evan's side there really. but the whole thing is like, sympathy for heidi's feelings aside, i'm on evan's side b/c like yeah heidi has feelings & insecurities too but it's not the same peer to peer like fellow unpopular couple of students as parent to child & i'm looking at it all like The Whole Thread is heidi's insecurities as A Mother & the demand is on evan all the time to not just Not cause her insecurity but also assuage ones that have nothing to do with him, e.g. what's he supposed to say about digs at his dad's wife
& like really going over that First Scene i.e. opening scene post evan's soliloquy i.e. anybody have a map it's like. sure only increasingly like Oh Boy when evan not being able to order pizza despite the online option is met with the "you Need to be able to order dinner for yourself" ft. that he should be "too old for this" (disability....grow up) (not a direct quote but rather yknow the "you're a senior in high school, evan" intro) & nothing about like, support or alternatives, certainly nothing about it being Okay that he couldn't. just that he Has to do this thing this way (why. or else what.) & also just the simple fact that evan has been honest about "something wrong with him" / something he did that he figures she wouldn't like & gotten this wholly negative response about that just being Unacceptable to hear, regardless of the "positive" pivot like you can do it re: school, just must not be Trying enough, just must be evan's own attitude or something else about him, the letters had better help....& all this revisiting inspired by beau woodbridge evan's delivery after heidi says the line about Her Not Wanting To Hear (framed about Her Feelings if evan were to Tell her about this) about evan having no friends, & like the delivery of "neither do i??" like a sort of nonplussed indignation that is a kind of "how do you think *i* feel about it??" like no yeah what about evan's feelings about him dealing with his problems here, the one not having dinner, not having friends, not Not having anxiety, etc. like obviously heidi like every person ever has feelings & problems too but it's that the parent's problems are supposed to be Made Up For by the child somehow, while evan's problems are framed as Being A Problem for his mom, how she feels about Knowing about it, try harder please okay evan....but cue, yknow, how she resents evan feeling any responsibility for Her Problems in gfy yknow not insofar as she's been embarrassed to tell him like "yeah money is a problem" when it's been about pushing him to get scholarships but rather when the murphys know (maybe just via evan implying they're Not Rich to zoe after zoe is like ah, to be poor....) that heidi will need Financial Support for college for evan & then heidi like i'm not That poor & to take money would be wrong (always the reminder heidi does not know everything re: evan & connor isn't true either)
which, that last part of her dinner at the murphys pre gfy was really this time hitting like ://// whew okay. all of it always grating lmao but like, "i don't want evan to get the idea etc" like ma'am he's sitting right here? he's seventeen? can't just Declare the ideas evan will or won't absorb even though like yeah also clearly it's about her pride as A Good Mom being wounded & just putting it on evan by expressing it that way like no i have to be A Good Mom via my example, is why i must decline....& like i'm sure it can all be softened depending on how heidi is played but still like, this is about her Full Story / Material, & just what is written lol like even if she was more [pensive emoji single tear] in delivery or something, vs watching the obc like full anger & contempt by this point & i'm like yeah this Shouldn't be familiar if the excuse of like "well heidi is messing up in this Special Occasion, an outlier" really went that far. or was actually out of line w/how she acts other times. or how this all resolves. but heidi storming out While lashing out at evan / blaming him like my god lmfaooo & like. speaking of "do you think the murphy parents did read between the lines & think evan & connor are secret gay high school lovers" like gee evan having no problem moving in to the murphy household, keeping secrets from his mom like his ostensible epic friendship w/connor, not talking aobut her or really trying on his own to involve her, being fairly alarmed when Surprise Dinner With Your Mom, heidi acting like That??? like "do you think the murphy parents read between the lines to think evan is abused by his parent" i mean like lol lmfaooo on both points like heternormativity? the normativity of abuse & parents Owning their child as well? in the murphy household? but you know. of course no deh is not supposed to be about that but i'm like, uh oh, whole time i was like "well my own perspective based on what i learned from personal experience & then learned About such experiences isn't that relevant at least to heidi b/c it's supposed to be that she's Not Like That at the end of the day" but i'm like is it in effect though lol, is it really that different In Essence if not also like "yep the way heidi acts is just directly familiar sometimes. maybe often. or always" difference in degree like. plus just that how often is whatever particular lens/perspective like Useless to apply
anyway & that fight in the leadup to gfy is wild & just like further illuminating re: how the whole time, from the first scene, it's like okay to heidi what's most important in her motivations is Her Insecurity about how anything about evan supposedly reflects on her being a mom, like. again that heidi has no idea everything about evan & connor isn't true & she's just going sicko mode at evan b/c the murphys Aren't His Family, yknow, She is, & that entitlement that's supposed to come with it, evan can't have these other adults acting Parently towards him re: money & housing & dinners & feeling fond of him or anything, all circumventing her status as His Mother....the whole "sorry i can't give you more than that, shit" "well it's not my fault other people can" like yeah sorry about your feelings heidi, yeah it's not "nice" of evan to say that but i'm not like yes evan must never even think things that aren't nice(tm) much less say them, that again like even if we sympathize w/heidi there b/c obviously yeah she'd be hurt & feel insecure. even if we suppose that was mean of evan. i'm like well yeah he's right. just setting aside the apparent universal desire for a life as closely approximating the brady bunch as possible, it's like hey yeah look evan's been getting dinners this way, re: him not ordering a pizza at the start of a show. turning out to be less important like "well at least you've been eating, good" than evan not doing so through the Proper efforts to Become Normal(tm) & of course that like. coming from another mom staying home making him food is unacceptable b/c she imagines this is supplanting her / making her the Bad Mom vs this Good Mom & then taking it out on evan to make her feel Good Enough(tm) like truly just the usual fallback refrain of "ohh sorry i'm not perfect / have feelings / have problems" which is true for everyone ever but yknow evan is the one having to Defend his feelings & problems & imperfections against the fallout of "failing" to be "responsible" for mitigating or fulfilling heidi's & she's the one who can break out "i'm your mother" whereas evan's less overtly declared "i'm your son" about her potentially failing Him is what gets met with more contempt & "ohh sorry i'm not perfect & have feelings & problems" & her starting off Good For You. great
& like the way All That illustrates, like the way evan getting dinner now through a different now available avenue is, to heidi, more about her own feelings than about [evan gets dinner now], like just that expanded to how it's not Okay that evan's problems seem to be getting better / he's getting more support / he's doing better or anything as soon as heidi becomes insecure about her not having the role she wants in it. the entire thread about her being bothered about evan not telling her things, lying about things, hiding things, like yeah evident that she Is worried about him but same as she's evidently worried about him in the first scene, when, again, we Did see him share something honestly with her & she was like "UGH evan jeez i Hate that you told me this" & then her input is to tell him to Get Good, yknow, must be his own failures, get on that. gosh why would he keep anything from her. & then yknow we have that line later on, evan like you don't know me & heidi like "i thought i did" (contempt again) & like the main issue of this not being like "oh no if i Don't know him or about his problems then i'm not supporting him like i thought i was / he's not getting the support Overall i thought he was" but rather like i can't believe evan is doing this to me / her insecurities & evan's "responsibility" for them, again, rather than yknow. evan's wellbeing regardless of her personal feelings? & we're ready for resolution after heidi inadvertently reads his diary to realize he was that sad & it's like. even if he wasn't That Sad like none of that response was okay. at any point lol like it's still the issue of her dynamic with him where evan is In Charge Of how heidi feels & that obviously she can act on this in the ways she can & what can evan do about anything but avoid her / not share things / idk indeed move in with this other family lol, sorry about the pretenses (also obviously like. murphy parents not doing that much better. certainly larry like, are you kidding? never changes his mind that all connor's problems were connor's fault & Failings & now his reaction to it is about facing any insecurity & Rejecting It as no i'm always right & just have to hold out forever. vs that zoe is also bearing the brunt of being Trapped In The Family(tm) but cynthia dares to be like "no, i feel like i failed my dead son" & "no, i don't feel someone 'has to be the bad guy' who tramples boundaries")
like speaking of boundaries. ppl having always pointed out "uh oh, heidi's not good with those" or the point like "in gfy heidi's also mad about the rejection by her ex-husband & just putting that over her fight w/evan" like not beating the [parent making their child the one in charge of them & their feelings & actions] allegations.......
& you know, the resolution like "ohh you were sadder than i knew" like okay Now that matters instead of heidi Just being insecure that he wasn't sharing this with her already, thus the important part being how that makes her feel like a bad mom vs like, how evan is actually doing & her actual role in this beyond what makes her feel best, personally? or that like oh i'm Not going to not be here, physically, in this house....like okay. but what about the actual dynamic you have while around him & you will always be around him, b/c like, has that changed from the start. how is heidi going to offer support re: evan Feeling Like This that's different from "you Need to order pizza and Need to get your cast signed, Just Do It" or that b/c she doesn't want to hear otherwise like well then of course evan won't tell her, or maybe a therapist if that's not confidential, or other people if it'll get back to his mom, or the internet if that'll get back to his mom which i guess it will. is evan gonna be not in charge of her feelings anymore. i'm just like yeah evan find yourself in college sure get outta there idk if you're even rude along the way. & obv shoot larry into the sun
#deh#just roasting heidi here really but i was like now hang on fr lol. simmering >:/ now revisited like. jeez#also sure realizing the Whole Other Thread like that a whole key way of interpreting zoe so anything makes sense is like#i'm going ''oh no zoe can't express having negative emotions with her parents either b/c disinterest / That's Not Helpful''#or then potentially even at school b/c she's supposed to be properly mourning or whatever#then having that moment with evan being ''rude'' & zoe like oh finally :) negative emotions expressed from you too#& i'm like yeah sounds like a great way for them to bond. except then that goes away & Only Us going i love our Positive Feelings Onlyness#realizing when zoe is talking about ''we're not the brady bunch'' like oh but she was supposed to wish they Were#not that my feeling bad & not having support is being trampled & needs unmet; it's that i wish i only had good feelings?#like sure i Guess the latter can be felt at all or a lot but it just overwrites the former being at all relevant like okay#& then that i suppose the same is going on with evan. i feel bad & i'm not supported & i can't even express this#but what really matters is i wish things were perfect anyway such that this would only be Irrelevant; forget things changing really#like if it's not Well Isn't This Nice enough to have a Positive heart to heart & embrace with your mom on the couch; guess you're screwed#should've never written that text post now i'm at three in the afternoon
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yet another big brained ppg ship idea of mine: these two bonding over their shared trauma, eventually creating a wholesome romance for the ages
top ten moments before unimaginable horrors
#i really feel bad for both of them#it's like one of the grossest moments in the whole show like aodsijfoisjdaf even thinking about it now is like yuckooo#but i love it lol#i think they'd become friends and just... one day... hold hands... and be like... man... we've really been through it haven't we...#freakiest meetcute#out of roaches pouring out of your mouth and out of your hot dog cart eventually comes....... love... uh... pouring from... your heart 💖#i mean okay i'm making this post mostly in jest but come on#where's my fanfic of this someone get on this top tier hurt/comfort fic idea stat
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i JUST saw ur ask prompt so i hopee this ask is still okay butttt 📺 - tbh im getting a little weepy thinking about delilah and iris in the dark on the couch with their blankies :') who would be the scaredy cat and who would be the one thats too cool to be scared (but maybe not too cool to comfort her scared friend 🥺) ???
@oldworldwidgets — [ autumnal prompts ]
I have been nonstop thinking about my favoritest ladies in the commonwealth being besties all snuggly on the couch!! I love them sm!! Thank u for this banger prompt ily 💖💕
#hello I am going to need this painted on the insides of my eyelids so I can look at them forever#I am weeping I am on the floor I am holding the girls so gently in my hands#they deserve good things they deserve cozy time together on the couch they deserve to hug and know everything is going to be okay#I know I was all sappy last night but!! I love delilah sm!! I love her!! our girls have stolen my whole ass heart and soul#I'm always delighted to see her and hear abt her and read abt her and eeeee I'm so excited to have drawn her now!!#ily friend ur always so wonderful#also I've said it once but I'll say it again 😤#sorry deacon but that's her girl now ✌😔#my art#friend oc#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4
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Dickkory final break :(
#at least dick went and did what his heart told him so he had no regrets#thx Mr police guy#dickkory#is it bad I hate her style more than I hate their break up?#as long as it’s relatively mutual and not about mirage specifically I’m chill with it#like I loved them#but they did a lot of growing since they got together#I’m okay with this#*hides heaving sobs because they were my favorites in the whole wide world and when they were in a good place they were in a great place but#when they were in a bad place it was badddddddd*#anyway#dc#nightwing#dick grayson#koriand'r#new titans#new titans 114
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