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Bang! 💛
#undertale#undertale yellow#starlo uty#undertale yellow starlo#zed art!#hi that’s me I’m zed#ummmm#undertale yellow fanart#fanart#lollll idk how to do this#okay
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it obviously has existed before then but new readers/watchers of dungeon meshi have had interactions that have solidified my hatred of a certain phenomenon, which is when somebody has a question or just observation about a piece of media, which is answered later in the piece of media, and is therefore currently a spoiler to them
and you get swathes of people being like "lol do they know" "nobody tell them xD" "do they know?" "oh sweet summer child 😅" "ermmmmm no spoilers but *heavily vaguely implied spoiler*" "do they know?" "Who's gonna tell them"
#talkys#dungeon meshi spoilers here#but saw an anime only someone draw marcille and be like i like how her ears are rounder!#SO many replies like ummmm smirk emoji theres a reason for that lol do they know? nobody tell them....no spoilers but *spoiler* lollll they#dont even know....#like. idk#like u might as well just tell them the fucking spoiler at this point#bc now all the air of mystery is gone#if someone did that shit to me id be so annoyed#im not a person who guesses plot twists and recognizes foreshadowing easily when im first experiencing media#and i dont usually even care abt spoilers but if someone ruined my only thread of observation id be madddd
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Wait I should post my elphelts lol
plus alts with my favorite elphie palettes
#first time actually rendering something in blender :^)#model and shaders from arcsys blender discord idk how to do the strive shader LOLLLL im not smart enough for that uet#i forgot if I had a blender tag whateverrrrr#ily white womannnnnn
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TAKE A CHANCE WITH ME .ᐟ
✩ — childe had always told you he liked you, but you never took his words seriously and dismissed them as his antics. however, after seven years of pining, can he prove to you that he's actually serious about his feelings? (or in which childe wants you to have a chance with him.)
✩ — childe x gn!reader. best friends to lovers trope. fluff, and uhm angst if u squint. no cws. wc: 784. reblogs and feedback are appreciated !!
✩ — zhongli was mentioned for no reason at all tbh. reader isn't oblivious btw it's more like indenial i think idk theyre complicated lol but yea you'll get it once u read it,, a proper drabble for this ramble i did back then :]
childe had told you numerous times that he had liked you for as long as you had known him. he always slips it into the conversation, even if it's completely off-topic. if you could get a penny every time childe says he likes you, then you'd be pretty rich right now.
it's not that you doubted his words (well, okay, maybe you do have a bit of doubt); it's more like you always thought that it was just another one of his antics. though you don't actually know if he's serious with what he says on this matter, you just dismiss it as childe teasing once again.
you and childe had this thing on fridays where you’d watch movies together. it’s a new movie every week unless you both agree to rewatch something. and while sitting on his couch, it isn’t any different. childe has said that he likes you about two times now, both with that cheeky grin he usually wears when he's teasing you.
(you wondered about it at some point—what if it's all true? maybe the reason he confesses in this way is to make it less awkward, and he could take it back if he ever gets rejected? you wouldn't really know, not when you can't keep count of the "i like you"s that childe has told you the whole time you have known him.
but one question always stuck in the back of your mind: who are you to childe? or rather—who is childe to you?
if you were to ask that of someone else, they’d say that you’re his best friend—the most obvious answer. you two have been inseparable ever since you met. however, the term best friend for him didn’t sit well with you.)
the movie was paused due to your quick bathroom break, and as you were going back, you were telling childe about the time zhongli forgot his wallet while you two were out buying materials for your project. but by the time you sat back down, childe looked troubled—agitated, even.
you called his name once or twice, yet there was no response. it wasn’t until you snapped your fingers in front of childe’s face that he snapped out of his thoughts.
"hey, you look pretty bothered; should we ditch the movie for this week?" you asked him.
but he didn’t answer; instead, he asked, "i know this is sudden, but... did you at least believe me once?"
you were speechless. what did he mean by that? surely he isn’t referring to that, right? (even if you wanted to not believe it, deep inside you knew what he was talking about.) you knew this would be a topic between the two of you sooner or later, but you didn’t expect to have this conversation now, of all times.
however, if you were to answer yes, you did believe it. you did, you did, you did—you believed all of it.
despite your lack of response, childe continued on. "i guess you didn't. i mean, it's okay. i guess my confessions didn't really seem sincere to you which is understandable."
"childe." you called.
"i mean, who would actually believe a guy who randomly confesses in the middle of a conversation? and the fact that i did it countless times? god, why did i do that? i'm stupid, aren’t i?"
"childe."
"i'm sorry, i really should've been more sincere at least once—"
"childe!" he shuts up immediately.
before you could actually say anything else, childe spoke up again.
"i love you."
in the seven years that he has loved you, childe has never felt this impatient. he never felt this suffocated from all the feelings he kept for you this whole time.
he expected the silence you gave him again, but his chest felt lighter now that he managed to say those three words. although the silence stings and now there’s a tense atmosphere between you both, childe has never felt any better.
on the other hand, you were still processing it all. you were asking yourself again: who is childe to you? he’s your best friend, of course. you love him—
oh.
oh.
you love him. you love childe, and he loves you. but it was no ordinary love between friends; it was a love that was more than friends could ever share. and it all came crashing to you that, truly, a universe without childe by your side would be mundane.
"i love you too," you finally replied.
"take a chance with me?"
a small nod is all what childe needs as a sign to kiss you.
there’s really no one else in the world with whom you’d rather fall in love except for him.
#( writings )#astronetwrk#favoniuslibrary#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#genshin imagines#childe x reader#childe fluff#childe#I HATE HOW I STARTED THE CONFESSION SCENE GOD#but idk how else to write it im so sorry#i didnt do my delusions any justice#i hate this post so much actually but here i am posting it anyways#i cant bring myself to delete it bc after a month i finally finished the draft like ?#im not letting my hard work be wasted by myself LOLLLL#pls do send some feedback pls pls pls i need to know how was the impact from others
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just got kissed for the first time in over a decade 😵💫
#no thoughts just 😵💫😵💫😵💫#it was good i think? different than expected#i was expecting like a sweet chaste little peck but he WENT for it lmaoo#the kiss itself idk about bc i've never really been wowed by any kiss bc its always a bit awkward#this was too but probably less than any other kiss ever for me#and i did enjoy it bc of who it was if not for the kiss itself#probably would have enjoyed it more if i wasn't on the verge of a panic attack about it 🤣#but i am an overthinker lol#it was nice though i think#bc i really wanted him to kiss me to i think any kiss would have been nice#anyway going insaneeee#also before we kissed i told him i havent been kissed since i was 15 and he looked like his head was gonna explode which was flattering 😂#and i was worried i wouldn't be any good at it but he was very complimentary 🤣#and followed me out of the car for another one lollll#anyway gonna lose my mind fr#like not to get my hopes up and get all excited super early in a relationship but idk...#it's cornyyy but i've never felt like this tbh#been worried for years that im not capable of love but i dont worry abt that now 🥺#every relationship has been so painfully awkward and empty before now and now im just like oh. this is how it's supposed to feel#ALSO he has been asking me out nearly every time i've seen him for TWO YEARS an it just went over my head 🤡#anyway love makes u stupid that's all i have to say goodnight <3#personal#don't reblog#this has been a shitpost#in the moment it didn't seem like a great kiss but now i cant stop thinking abt it and really want to do it again so it must have been 🤣
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so what i'm putting together from osmosis and the wonderful livebloggers and the incredible arkanis english updates account is something like this
Prefeito Jota: Hello, I'd like to hire you to investigate what happened in my city/island(?)!
Bagi, who was previously "invited" to a mysterious island/city by its elected official, subsequently trapped on the mysterious island/city, investigated the deep mysterious history of the island/city, came to no conclusions, found her brother after years of searching, was separated once again from her brother, gained and lost an adopted daughter (possibly to being kidnapped by the island government, which was evil), gained and lost a demon fiancée (possibly to being dragged back to hell, so there's no way to find her), gained and lost a close demon friend to dubious circumstance (did he die for his children? is he with skeppy in the gas station?), and has had an unknown amount of time to process and/or suppress all of this: Sure! :D
#ah shit now i gotta tag this#arkanis#qsmp#qsmp bagi#q!bagi#long tags#hopefully that covers it for people who don't care abt the lore tie-ins; i think they'll be able to filter this post#this is mostly a qsmp post so i hope you are able to filter it at your leisure :)#i try very hard not to bug have a good week :D#shut up vic#block game brainrot#is valigma an island or a city i'm unclear on this#or is it a city that's on an island#is there an island??? there's not. there is. where were they travelling. there was a boat i know that#fe//lps crashed the boat there's gotta be a port somehwere close by#but it could just be a port city.... is it an island??#brother i'm cooked i don't speak portuguese and i work during the streams.... cognates save me....... save me cognates.........#the name of my tiktok collection for qsmp is 'context clues only' bc i was determined to follow its story through only osmosis.#i was wrong about that one but. welcome back context clues only.#idk anyway hopefully this post can be filtered by people in either fandom who don't care abt crossover lollll 😭#look q!bagi has every reason to distrust elected officials that try to invite her places#last time it happened it was a bona fide second location.#it's kinda wild she was willing to do it again lmao#do you think she got the request and idly wondered how long she was gonna be stuck this time#we kinda had to skim over that aspect of q!bagi's arrival bc of the weird meta parts of the presidential invitation#but iirc the qsmp president inviting her was canon. which is WILD lmfaooo#and also how she was fiancées with tina (a demon) and friends with bad (a demon) and coparents with mouse (a demon)#and then she gets invited and comes to valigma and she's probably already got insane déjà vu and then BOOM. matt.#like i'm not cc!bagi so i don't know but i didn't read q!bagi as someone who just. moved on.#i don't think she would process the events of quesadilla island i think it's more likely she suppressed it. really really well.
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ughhhhh im stuck im trying to make an extras section to the dvd but it keeps crashing when i try to add the files, the main files are completely fine though
#idk how to do thisssss auuuughhghghghghg#googling doesnt help at all seems to be too niche of a problem#i can add ONE extra file and its like 40 seconds lollll#i want the 8 minute ones#dvd-r should fit 4.6gb and i have like... 2gb spare#arrrrgghhhhhhhh#chat tag
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i should be more endlessly annoying about x knuckles
would people be annoyed if i rambled shit while rewatching the entirety of sonic x lol
maybe ill tag it all as something so people can filter it out if it's too annoying dvhfshfsgd
#im bad at being coherent but i wanna do an exhaustive analysis of x knuckles ok#i feel like i havent seen anyone do it ??#watch me get into making video essays specifically to make a several hour long analysis of game/x knuckles LOLLLL#and how up to a point in time they were one in the same#and watch me ramble about how many things about knuckles are only properly displayed in x which is so fucking frustrating .......#x knuckles is peak and i need more people to agree with me LOL#like yeah ik it kinda started the trend of him being reduced to a hothead but idk he was always impulsive and stubborn and quick to fight#and x still has plenty of knuckles' more chill introspective moments too. and he has SO many good examples of how much he cares about other#so much so that he gets so emotional and upset and angry .. ouhg hes just a sweet guy okay
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since ofmd season is coming up here’s a little edit that i’ve never posted on here :)
#idk man first and only time i’ve done an edit#but i love it#made on imovie lmaoa#sorry if it’s bad quality#i actually originally posted this on insta & if you knew me there…ur a real one#lollll#but yeah everyone would always talk abt how never love an anchor was the perfect song for the show#but i never saw any edits so i had just decided to make one#i honestly was originally gonna do it from stede’s percy#but this was more fun for me#esp bc it kind of deviates from how it actually happens#so i can kind of tell that story#it could also be interpreted as how ed views it in retrospect#bc when you think of it yeah stede was the one who left#but ed rlly blamed himself so i that’s kind of what this edit it reflecting#(i’m pretending this is a short film and i’m being interviewed by a magazine.)#(also hi if you’re actually reading this 😭😭😭)#ofmd#our flag means death#our flag means gay#ofmd edit#ofmd ed teach#edward teach#edward teach born on a beach#ofmd blackbeard#ofmd s2#ed x stede#gentlebeard#ofmd stede#stede bonnet
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and when i live on my own ill be able to decorate like real life decorate ive never gotten to do that in real life b4
#like im not barred from doing it Nd i do like. a little bit kind of but its like. Idk my entire life is a very transient thing and im rly#rly rly not used to being in one place for a long time so as a kid we never rly decorated ever#and like obv i wont be Owning a house or anything like that so itll still have to be moveable but i can like. but furniture that i like and#stuff... ive never gotten to do that b4 even in um. wa. i didnt rly get to do any of the decorating even when i was in the actual house bc#him and the roommates umm. did all that. Okay well now ive sort of freaked it by making myself think of that so im going to go stare#longingly at the floorplan i did#bc umm. well ideally id like to move into one of the apartments thats right across the way bc theres a couple of apt buildings like right#there 5 min walk tops and one of the places Has an open one but no floorplan#i wont be movjng out for ages i just wanted to look at floorplans yk#but like i said no floorplans BUT theres one a bit further away not rly walkable bc its umm#youd have to walk on the interstate and stuff and um. no sidewalk and everything but theeeeeeeeee thing had a floorplan#still very close by like 2 min drive but yk. but i still did my little mockup floorplan with that apartment instead#i want it to be closeby so everybody can come visit and so that i dont die and explode . i dont rly want to continue living in this town#4ever once km like Normal and have savings and ive got everything worked out i wanna maybe move to chicago or something since il is better#for the transgenderisms. + ive always wanted to try living in a big city at least once and i think itd be awesome#but thats Ages and ages away like maybe 5 years depending on how good i am. weeee will see if 5 years in the future is like on the table 4#me LOLLLL 24 year old connor seems rly crazy to imagine. but anyways....#but itll be nice to move out and still be in town bc then i can have the same job yk . and maybe ill know how to drive atp and i can like .#buy a car ..or something . if i do know how to drive#which i probably should since this town very car dependent and i dont want my mom to have to drive me to work esp if umm. i dont live with#them ... im just rly rly rly rly rly fucking scared of driving but i know also in my heart that when i do know how to drive the bond between#me and that car will be crazyyyy like. idk how many of you followed me last year but you may remember my insane bond with angel my cart from#work and there was a lot gokng on woth that <- was Very delusional at the time and i was convinced that she was a sentient thing and had the#power to make my life better or worse if i upset her so i said good morning and goodnight to her every single day so that i could have a#good day . looking back on it probably was something to be concerned abt but whatever.... she is still my best friend and i do miss her#deeply#her bathtub and heater were my besttt friends when i was in wa LOL. i was quite unwell#bathtub is still in my room tho yayyy. heater lives with lamp now and angel is of course at my old job....#bathtub currently is holding a project i gave up on. everyone say thank.you bathtub im looking at her right now
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afflicted with some sort of evil girl disorder where i feel stressed constantly and do everything in my power to make it worse
#have to assign myself the homework of ‘what are u trying to gain in therapy’#id go back now but then im like what am i gonna talk about lol how would that fix anything#i need to get tangible reason so i can make myself go and stop being stupid ab it#i guess thats the issue tbh bc ive never gone to a good therapist so idk what happens#i have no gauge for this#i need to: stop being angry constantly. stop being stressed and unable to relax.#and uhhh something something psychosis symptoms something something deep seated trauam issues or whatever#if i had money id go to therapy every day to bitch about random things n it would be so good for me#man I FEEL LIKE im either gonna go to someone and theyre gonna stress me out and make me feel bad ab therapy homework#or im gonna go to someone whos just like ‘yeah… ur soo right that isnt good at all. that makes so much sense…’#i dont want therapist i get stressed about and i dont want therapist whos just there to be like yeah i agree#and idk what any other one outside of these two does so like what do i want lollll#i should just email the one i was talking to and tell her this lmfao#the gamer speaks uwu
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yknow something i didnt realize while with them was how little i wanted to vent or open up because they made me feel guilty about it or made it about themself every time i did (even if they didnt mean to, they still did)
and how much im more willing to randomly vent to my friends now and admit im not doing okay or hell, *even tell my boyfriend when i have issues in the relationship*
hindsight is 20/20 for sure, but it's crazy how much has changed in the timespan of a little over half a year just because one person left my life permanently.
it should not have been normalized for me to be scared of telling my partner things.
#like im also more open about liking neopronouns and such#or media that my friends might not also like#or CHARACTERS or HEADCANONS they might not also like#hell ive given some characters headcanons i had before but didnt feel safe expressing because they would get angry if i deviated from their#so anyways gay lloyd from ninjago <3#lesbian barb from trolls <3#and bicurious daniel from little hope <3#im sure theres more i cant think of rn lol#i can also fully admit i like ships like climbing class now lollll#idk im rambling :P but its amazing that i can be open with my friends and boyfriend now about the things i like#and they actually wanna listen to me talk about it and dont give me one word responses or shut down the convo?#wow????#do yall understand how amazing it was to have 💙 start getting into my interests just because i went “i really like this thing”#without having to be bribed or begged to#like. wtf!!!#ive never had that before!!!#or the fact he's actively working with me towards a future where we can live together and we're working out the details?#instead of just letting shit sit around for months without looking at it?#and im not the only one saving up towards living together???#and i dont have to feel guilty about the way i feel towards things! like my polyamory!#wraow.... i love my friends and boyfriend actually#🦝#🌱 vents#vent#hey 🦝 i think you abandoning me was the best thing you ever did for me xoxo
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how do you bring up suspecting you may have ocd to a doctor . Asking for a friend (slash serious. if any1 has advice :3)
(complimentary gnarp image)
#i complained about those rb for good luck type of posts#and how i have a specific compulsion i have to do everytime i see one bc i dont wanna rb them but i dont want bad luck from not rbing them#even though like obviously i wont#but i have to do the compulsion like over and over sometimes because i feel like i dont do it right#and my friend was like queen please ask your doctor about ocd#idk jow though lollll
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Nothing I love more than having a little tea w the office ladies
#its called tea bc we have it at 7am#i do mean gossip btw not literal tea#i dont have time for that when i clock in#wouldnt be bad though#tales from diana#brenda says some of the new subs have been stealing the folders. GAGGG#why. there's nothing personalized in there and most of the info isn't even important#sometimes i dont even take them#idk how many they started w this year but last year they started w 7 or 8#and now theyre down to like. 2. and she said she saw someone w 3 yesterday#WHY WOULD YOU KEEP MULTIPLE???? U DONT EVEN NEED THE ONE#all that u need in there is the bell schedule. office extensions (which u only need to memorize admin's nd theyll forward u)#and the password to the chromebooks which is the same on each one#the rest is just filler stuff for like emergency drills#LOLLLL#newbs#me. the best substitute teacher#im allowed to have a big head here ive done this job awhile and im comfy at it#i used to think i was so bad at it. but now i know. im mediocre#which is the best thing a high school sub can be nowadays
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Drafting an outline for a fic i want to write and maybe never will and one of my bullet points is just "debt collecting: souls edition"
#not fallout#kal talks#literally have no idea how i managed to write 190k words for one fic because ive never managed to do it again#idk after All my work in 2022 got deleted its been really hard writing again lollll
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Two daysssss until I can try and get old art of mine off the old desktop hard drive dude I am so fucking excited.
#ramblings#if theres anything particularly good i might rb this and dump the highlights lollll#were talking like 2012/2013 up to like miiiid 2017 ?#i realized that if i want the rest of 2017 im gonna have to ask if they still have that laptop i used during that time but idk if i want to#those not caught up on the karl lore some really stupid/ shitty stuff happened late 2017 and it still messes with me a tad#it has nothing to do with that laptop and i dont rlly think my parents would remember tbh?#but its a sore/ awkward topic for me even tho its been nearly 6 years lmfao#i doooo wonder if that old laptop still works i could access some accounts ive been missing#(also would be fucking awesome to private my old youtube account bc i dooonnnt want that stuff public anymore)#<- my current youtube is fine but i had one in 2017 with my given name attached to it cuz i didnt know how to change the channel name#so. yk :/#UH FUCK i didnt wanna go off about that stuff uh anyways#i was surprised by how into the idea my dad was but tbh it makes sense. he has a lottt of hard drives he wants to go through so o7#hes making me do it first so i can tell him how it works and tbhhhh its kinda funny. girl its like a build ur own usb-stick#(hes in his 50s tho so whatever he can be a little technologically illiterate. as a treat)
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