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coddda · 4 months ago

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I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

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If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

#death note #dn #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #oh god here we go #death note jdrama #death note 2015 #death note 2006 #death note musical #lctw #l change the world #dntm #lawlightweek2024 #my art #collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance #ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file #that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient #and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb #and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways #this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther #usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the #circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die #there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong #(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others #no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall

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damian-lil-babybat · 2 months ago

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'Dead Poets Society' gang

Headcanon that these four drop poetry and literature quotes on their conversations unprompted.

Jason 'English-major-I-only-visit-the-manor-for-the-library' Todd-Wayne

Damian 'I-master-liberal-arts-unlike-you-plebs-PHD-holder' al Ghul-Wayne

Cassandra 'I-learn-English-thru-Shakespeare-as-god-intended' Cain-Wayne

Duke 'only-title-holder-of-vigilante-poet-and-will-cuss-you-just-as-poetically' Thomas-(future) Wayne

#My background is ass #I promise to practice but omg i am losing motivation coz its too ugly #started putting some on coloring that i started being happy about it #But my background is level toddler i hate it #the patience and discipline to make my lines straight and clean is nonexistent gdi...why did past me choose library gdi #Just writing some Duke in my fics and this image of them all just made me wanna do art...Duke is a poet and writes stories u kno?#Duke is not a wayne yet...and is not dead yet...but with how comics goes then its just a matter of time lol #They're all in school here...Cass and Jason are college watching over their juniors in high school #everyone use cardigans but Jason like his leather so no thanks lol #Duke and Cass in outsiders are cute #jason todd #dc comics #damian wayne #fanart #robin #cassandra cain #duke thomas #inking & background study #Damian is now 14!!!! He's getting old...he's like a baby yesterday omg #I need to stop obsessing over this so i posted a WIP so i can continue writing my fic!!! argh #Im gonna watch youtube tutorials again on drawing bookshelves coz i cannot do this without guidance

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fucklife101 · 2 years ago

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No one understands how much I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much I can’t even look on the mirror without feeling absolutely disgusted. I want to die.

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sysig · 29 days ago

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my 2nd request !! The skeleton brothers wearing matching pajamas :D

Day 13 - The Friendship Brothers

#My art #Requestober #UT #Handplates #Papyrus #Sans #Pokemon #So how matching are we talking here - are we talking Bear and Lion onesies or are we talking Identical #Obviously I have already chosen but lol #This isn't just me being Pokemon-brained! Mostly! Lol #This is me once again pulling from something smol and I have/do/be haha #It's been established that I am the Sans of our duo for a long long while now #And I have had an Umbreon kigurimi for a similarly long while! It's very comfy and silly and has been a Halloween costume for a few years #Well smol finally got one to match me <3 Espeon is her all-time favourite Pokemon as well not just of the Eevees but generally #So now we match And she gets a thing of her fave! Best of all worlds! :D #This is just a realistic image of the two of us lol we're just like them they're just like us haha #Fun funny tho - my kigurumi is just like - abstractly an Umbreon y'know? Like I Am The Umbreon my face is creature #All the Espeon kigurumi seem to have a face on them for some reason?? There are matching Umbreon faces too but like #There's no option Not to be Wearing An Espeon lol why #I do not know but I Will subject the Skelebros to it and make a pun about it lol #I had to brainstorm for it! And I got the groan-sign-off of my Papyrus hehe <3 #Kigurumi have such goofy proportions haha #No one will ever guess how short my legs actually are under here! Lol #Very partial to how Sans' legs droop considerably more than Papyrus' hehe <3 <3 #Had a lot of fun with his tiny hands here as well haha ♪ Good old babyhands Sans ♥

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dailydccomics · 8 months ago

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Amanda really said "congrats you're a family now!" Green Arrow #10 art by Sean Izaakse and Romulo Fajardo Jr.

#cissie king jones #emiko queen #connor hawke #oliver queen #dc comics #tuesday spoilers #sienna #dc #arrowfam #green arrow #red arrow #red canary #arrowette #comics #GA vol 7 #sean izaakse #lol #cissie said why am i here again

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cerealmonster15 · 1 month ago

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cheneige moment aka me trying to learn how 2 draw rsa students

#u can probs read better @ full screen image lol sowwy i cram a bunch of tiny things onto one canvas #twst #twisted wonderland #cheneige #neige leblanche #chenya #cereal tries to draw #marinating them in my mind i think theyd be a fun combo #also guest star vil and cater hanging out 😌#i also want to see more cater and chenya interactions but this aint about them [yet] [ill give chenya a caytober day later] [maybe neige to #maybe they can share a day lol we'll see #anyway didnt chenya and neige have like one(1) interaction in an event?? i feel like they did. or am imagining things.#am i mixing it up w/fanart??? i feel like theres one instance where neige and chenya were in a situation #and chenya was being a silly goober and neige was like chenya!! dont tease them!!!#but idr wtf was going on lol. i feel like it wouldve been glomas bc idr if theyre in any other events 2gether #ik chenyas at portfest but idr neige being there #well whether that was a real thing or not i do see it in my mind palace. they have that vibe TO ME!!!#chenya being a lil scamp and neige being like u are so fun but also u must be nice blease;#i love the comparisons of like. chenya to riddle + chenya to neige + cater to riddle #it's all connected... in my mind map.... similarities....#also trey is there. trey to chenya and cater as well LOL #anyway i love when rsa characters are on screen being like tralala teehee i love having a good time #and then a nrc character is clenching their fist like I WANT HIM DEAD #theyre so funny. why are they so dramatic. actually nvm hs rivalries are just like that #except usually both schools want blood so maybe rsa is the weirdo school here #the rain suddenly got really heavy while i was typing all this but then it chilled again #u know how it is w/a pre-hurricane #anyway i love that cater kinda knows chenya by extension of riddle and trey like he recognized him w/familiarity in the tea party or w/e #so i think it would be so funny if he was like wtf beyonce is dating my besties' bestie #tumblr cut off the rest of my tag rambling ig. SORRY.

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rowanisawriter · 6 days ago

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going through all the stages of grief today lmao!! whatever im gonna play video game now!!

#im very very very nervous i feel like my stomach is about to fly out of my mouth #oh my god lollllllllllll #what will i do if he wins LMAO!! i have a 4 year old daughter lol she can’t grow up in this bull shit!!!!!#i gotta get out of here LMAO!!!!!!!!#im gonna be sick #i took the day off knowing i would be useless today also off tomorrow #help!! also i think my period is coming which is. amazing timing lol i am already on the brink of death #why not!! haha!! sure why not!!!!!!#i need to read thanzag IMMEDIATELY I need to be healed #this is so bad……#im scared oh god….#i hate how little control we have over our own lives #here we are on the brink of maybe our last election lol like no exaggeration do you think if they win they will let us vote again #im just glad I don’t live near dc anymore it was scary last time #omg…#I think I will be offline today if you see posts it’s just the queue

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 1 month ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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undefeatablesin · 25 days ago

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Watch out ya'll, Sin's sketching Bloodborne comics again! 💀

#sin speaking #(i havent drawn anything bb related since MAY. holy shit dude. tbf i have been affronted by existing in general lmao)#(wow 2 whole years in the bb community and this is the first time ive drawn any of the main monstars. very subpar of me)#(im making approximately 0 promises on when this will get done bc i always end up being wrong LOL but still)#(i got a big brain boost of bb inspiration so you have to contend with my messy af sketches)#(anyone thats been here for a while is used to that though)#(why yes!! i AM infatuated with the choir rn. specifically my choir menace hradi who i love so much he has been written into ruzas story)#(as a minor role. but a role nonetheless. HEH.)#(it feels good...it feels so good to be with them again...)#(this isnt a big comic its like 4 pages lmao but still)#(i am currently raiding the chalice dungeons for uncanny weapons if yall need someone to tomb prospect with hmu)#(aloysha and hradi's profiles are menacingly strong and available for hire at the price of one corn chip)#(if nobody else got me i know my ballpoint pen unique brush got me AMEN)

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 5 months ago

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All I’m going to say I think now that my brain remembered part of what it was thinking is that Taylor and Joe went through a lot together (good and bad) and regardless of how it ended or what led to it they both seem to be determined to keep that private and not throw each other under the bus and in the end they’re just two very, very different people whose outlooks in the long term were just never going to align and never has that been clearer.

#I AM NOT DEFENDING HIM JUST TO BE CLEAR #I’m just saying… he said a lot of nothing in those quotes beyond ‘people on the internet suck’#which is true #and both he and Taylor are keeping things close to the vest about it all #and just seems to me that whatever they went through together they are determined to keep it between them so that’s the end of that #(again in contrast to how she has no qualms about reading m for filth)#he’s just some guy and now he gets to be just some guy forever #and she gets to be extraordinary #like yes the loving committed thing raises eyebrows given how much pain she was in #but like he could have shaded her about how it ended too and he didn’t #AND I AM NOT DEFENDING HIM #we know he was a terrible partner and she felt like shit #I’m just saying neither of them want to delve into the specifics and i think they’re just moving into footnotes in each other’s lives now #like i want to make it clear AGAIN I am not condoning anything on his part here — clearly there were huge issues #I’m just saying just because he may have sucked as a partner doesn’t mean the internet being cruel isn’t also true idk #and yes it’s transparent why he’s choosing to speak out now (or rather why the Sunday times is choosing to reach out to him now)#but like… idk i just can’t muster up any feeling about this man one way or the other lol #and take cues from Taylor (and even him) she’s determined to keep it between them other than the broad strokes #so I’m following her/their lead #(like I have thoughts about why but that’s not important and ultimately is just… it’s the most normal of ltr breakups)#like he just sounds a little pretentious with his ‘real life’ which like… good on him keep living that real life you do you dude #meanwhile his ex is flourishing with every passing week and milestone and is living her unabashed best life #and they’re probably both happier for it now

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wanderingibon · 28 days ago

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the viago-crow rook dynamic makes me crazy i fear!!! the found family!!!! the layers!!! the care of it all!!!! the 'i am afraid of losing my protégé who I've come to regard as family but I don't exactly know how to convey that so I have to be stern toward them, remind them not to abandon their contract, so they aren't eaten up by the antivan crows like I know the organization can do and has done time and time again' i am literally rambling rn but i could write a whole essay i fear

#i could be reading into this too much of course but from the scraps i've been fed i am literally going nuts the found family dynamic #but this is how it will be in my canon at least LOL #viago i see you. acting all stern and tough and talonlike but you're actually worried sick about rook.#will go apeshit if anything happens to his found family!!! i see you king #also another tangent but as an ocd haver myself Mr Viago De Riva I have news for you. but i'll save that for another day #I just know he's out here pacing back and forth w worry thinking of every possibility #“rook didn't bring my 30 antidotes for every possible poison in thedas”#“maker... its so over actually”#teia just watching viago try to deny ever being worried like. i know what you are (Rook's found family)#she can read that man like a book.#veilguard spoilers #dragon age veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #viago de riva #teia cantori #rook de riva #ibon.txt #bonus points actually if this is why viago and teia help rook in the fight directly if I see that trailer moment correctly #not only because the world is at stake but also because viago feels like he has to personally step in to make sure all is well #but then again everyone's canon is different lol this one's just how I interpret it for my world state

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snowbatsims · 3 months ago

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LOOKBOOK: Tomboyish Sidetails

Hello! I really don't do lookbooks often, in fact this is the only one I've been planning on, but basically over the years I have slowly been collecting different versions of this haircut.

It's kind of an uncommon cut to come across, so I figured I might as well share all the ones I've found so far? Hope this helps anyone else who might be looking!

x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x

Creators featured (thank you so much!!)

@simandy @feralpoodles @meghewlett tianshi88 @llazyneiph @raccoonium @sour-roulette @birksche @c-cerberus-sims-s

Also if half of these tags don't work, that's a Tumblr issue. Sorry!

#sims 4 lookbook #the sims 4 lookbook #ts4 lookbook #ts4ccfinds #tomboyish sidetails #sims 4 alternative hair #anyway sometime i'd like to get back into at least posting the things that i've made and then never finalized #(we'll see if that comes to fruition lol)#and maybe i can find that sims 4 spark again sometime. idk #for now have this lookbook i mentioned maybe putting together maybe a year ago. i finally did it #one of these hairs were a last minute addition btw #honorary mention: nimona hair by GOamazons on thesimsresource #it doesn't quite fit this vibe but it has sidetails that are the longest part of the hair so it kinda counts i think #also the last three hairs here were made by myself!! but nevermind that lmao #as i said i'm normally a cc creator and i made those three specifically because i could never find this cut anywhere #which is also why i've been collecting the ones that i do find #and that's why my stuff is here too ✨ hope that's okay #i have no idea if someone else already did this before me #but if they did i am not trying to step on any toes

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thebirdandhersong · 1 month ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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kentopedia · 8 months ago

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truthfully i want to back away from jjk but i don’t know how

#bc i still love nanami & want to write about him but #i don’t feel like i’m a part of the fandom anymore #& im okay w it i just want to have my own space on here #it’s just all i see allll the time and i’m kind of tired of it :( bc i don’t care anymore #i don’t get excited about it like i do bsd either :(#i also don’t just want to be known as a jjk blog which i feel like … i kind of am now maybe :/#but like it’s ALLL people post about & i have a lot of jjk moots which i love so i’m not going to block anyone 😭😭 but i also wish i could #just like …. distance myself easier lol #it’s mostly the fandom too like idk i don’t like it #anyway sorry for the rant but if you’re wondering why i’m posting all abt bsd again all of the sudden this is why #i just realized it makes me a lot happier !! :3 to be more a part of that side of tumblr

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what-even-is-sleep · 5 months ago

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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such

#yes I’m making all these posts in a row #it’s bc I’m obsessed atm #mypost #Bodkin #bodkin netflix #PLEASSEEEEE #WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT #CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS #STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM #. LIKE #OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS #AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT #IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf #WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the #lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact #GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW #other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES #BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh #. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy #hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh #ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always #blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think #another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why #would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig #into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more

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hellofastudysession · 28 days ago

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the thing about stanley is that he knows he can never be hurt by the narrator in a way that matters and that is exactly why he gets hurt in the end. the thing about stanley that no one gets is that he always has the upper hand over the narrator. there is a reason he stays and its not because hes trapped. until he is. because he wants to be. the thing about stanley is that making him either a completely full-fledged literal office worker or a nothing-at-all blank slate player character ruins the best part about him, which is that, if you reach the end, he chose to be here

#the stanley parable #personal #why am i suddenly thinking about stanley parable in the midst of mizuki chaos. who knows. but im right #yes the stanley parables story is ultimately shaped by player choice and every interpretation is different but #oh my god he could leave the torment any time he WANTS you dont GET IT #just because the narrator says hes powerless doesnt mean hes actually as trapped as he says #he is playing along the whole time. and then it becomes not an act. because he cares #except actually it is still an act bc who would want to stay here and who would willingly do this and #he would. he did.#AND IT HURTS!#tsp #obviously theres that element of 'you are him lol' in there but if you blend it with the actions hes taking its just fascinating shit #>gives him agency and watches the world crumble #AND THE 'YOU ARE HIM' ARGUMENT BECOMES RENDERED NULL WITH THE BUTTON AND RGFGJFSYOODHKDHIHDDKHKDHK #okay bye i hope i never touch tumblr again

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