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Announcing a chat on the weekend of F birthday? Was that planned that way? Larries are already getting attacked in Louis replies. If he says something about conspiracies again I just might leave the fandom. It’s getting toxic. The antis and larries are already fighting in the replies and he hasn’t said anything yet
Hi, anon!
This is unfortunatly nothing new. It's not getting toxic, it's been toxic since 2012. He's created this environment and is the cause of the polarisation of his fandom. He's the one disturbing the peace. We're staying in our lane. He isn't. All this also ebbs and flows in cycles. It's not going to change, but it will get better for a strech of time before it's worse again. Best thing to do when things are bad is ignore it and avoid it. Antis are ruthless when things like this happens. Larries are always to blame.
Let's see how brave "he"'ll be this time around. He's turning into a joke.
#i unfollowed louis after the first bs tweet in 2012#lived in peace ever since#louis underscore#twitter#babygate for ts
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The Husty Brothers ( Gira and Racules ) plz :3
"The cloak suits him."
#considered drawing them fighting... but instead I choose peace.#kingohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#super sentai#racules hastie#gira hastie#we're back in the void! welcome everyone!#its been so long since i drew gira!!!!#in my heart gira is waving at a child here#idk if i've ever drawn racules nicely lol!#finally! a piece not about the bugnarak boys!!!#man i really miss kingoh...#i know i say this about every series but kingoh was so special. first season i was watching live#really helped keep my feet under me in 2023 thanks kingoh#kingohger spoilers#i think....
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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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i forgot to post this here
#💌 paii's art#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#ff7#ffvii#cloud strife#ever since square dropped news on ff7r i've been feeling like the biggest killjoy in existence#this doesn't even have anything to do w the drawing itself. i just need to let out the anger in some way. i'm sorry -crying emoji-#i have to continue ignoring it and pretend only the og exists so i can live in peace
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I sort of laugh when people see I'm Scottish and automatically assume I live in Glasgow
Did you forget there are other places in Scotland?! I'm also not in Edinburgh or Dundee either! Wild I know!
#im a country girl gosh darn it!#i dont know if its wishful thinking on their part but its weird basically everyone assumes it 😅😂#i live in a wee town in the middle of nowhere#i did live in Edinburgh for a year for college but that was years ago#i do also visit Glasgow multiple times a year since its fun but i dont think id ever want to live in a city#i like the peace and quiet of the countryside too much
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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Imagine, Ratthi starts a nerf war. It gets out of hand. All the human's are out within the first few hours. Leaving only Three and Murderbot, who are taking it way to seriously.
After a week of being used as living shields all the human's are begging them to call it a draw.
#no one has known peace since this started#anytime MB or three are around you have to be braced for attack#MB and three are having the time of their lives#not that MB would ever admit it#Eventually ART comes to visit and uses ARTdrone to take them both#with minimal casualties#Ratthi provided it with the nerf gun#murderbot
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something something male betta fish will attempt to kill each other if they're kept in the same tank
#satosugu#ever since i saw the akari ED i latched onto the betta fish thing like hmmm#i just think it's ✨ interesting is all#gojo could've killed him on that busy sidewalk he could've done it. was supposed to#it's just. betta fish are just a wildlife example of this town ain't big enough for the both of us#we're the strongest until one of us truly becomes Strong#we're the strongest until one of us starts getting sickly and the fins deteriorate#so comparing these two to betta fish is evil actually because it makes it inevitable#one of us was going to be the death of the other#and gojo had to be the one to take victory. truly become the biggest fish in the pond#but geto killed him too.#the fish could never just live together in peace because to destroy each other is their very nature. whatever#im just saying words. i hate this manga blowing it all up with my mind#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#qeued post
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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies
#iwillspeakincessantly#god it felt so nice to meet with her again#talking woth someone whos been so influential at my school and the whole state as far as transgender and queer policy making and has#so many connections amd experience and is also trans and historically a teacher bfor she retired#genuinely makes me feel so much better about my life and where im going#and less worried about if ill ever be able to live a peaceful life as a trans twacher when she personally knows#multiple other transmen tbats shes taught who are now teaching IN MY STATE#safely and happily#ough#we said wed meet more in the future and she encouraged me to join the cities pride group that she had founded and is the head of#and maybe tjis time ill actjally go#she even gifted me a book that she had had that she thinks would give me solace and comfort in my life#tbat was also written by a trans man sinxe she thinks im easily intelligent enough to get the humor and referwnces in#god she said i was well spoken and articulated even tho i feel so stupid and inarticulate sometimes#since i ramble a lot and lose my thoughts and i feel like my speaking vocabulary is so lowbrow and cheap often#no matter how many times other peope say i always sound so intelligent when i speak#ARGH#been super steessed about a lot of things in my life and if ill make it out alive but just this short hour and a half convo over a food#has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful#argh argh ougj i love finding out that people talk immense amount of positive things about me#god#i was rlaking about how often i struggle woth socializing amd making friends and she aas like really? ive been having a wondefful time#walkimg with you youre so intelligent and well spoken and its like thank you my issues ckme from group settings#and unclear un familiar subjects and ettiqutes of my fellow youths#but it made me feel so good about myself#im gonna implode :333333 positive
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🙂↕️🙂↕️okay okay okay so so far within the og divisions we have:
❤️: they strive for a world where words solve conflict. they pointedly did not use mics to express this. at the end of the track, they’re dynamic as brothers has shifted to a more equal dynamic, where ichiro doesn’t feel so compelled to raise them
💙: they strive for a world without violence and used their mics to resolve the conflict. at the end of the track, they reject their status quo and aim to find a new one to change the world without the use of violence
💛: wanted to be real with each other and used their mics to get that across. at the end of the track tho, they say that truth doesn’t really matter anyway and stay true to the selves they formed their bond with
🩶: a battle of wills using the mics. jakurai’s love for yotsutsuji manifested in the form of sacrificing himself and dohifu trying to stop him using their love for their bond as mtr. at the end of the track it’s that love that’s saved jakurai, healed hifumi and elevated doppo’s status at work
and things have changed for all they’ve stayed the same so i’m genuinely curious where nagosaka fits in this lol
#vee queued to fill the void#as i’m typing this i haven’t really processed the scope of mtr’s story lmao#like it may be bc i’m still a matenhoe forever and always but holy shit their love literally changed their lives#and seeing those threads come to a head like that literally made me want to projectile vomit LOL CAN NEVER FEEL NORMAL ABOUT AN MTR DT EVER#i want to draw!!!!!! the scene where sensei as calm and as at peace as he’s ever been!!!!!!!!#tell dohifu they may think him using the true hypnosis mic to save yotsutsuji is stupidity but to him!!!!!!#it’s literally the most important thing!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!! it’s the utter peace in his voice that literally kills me listening it!!!!!#doppo: with all due respect this boils down to your ego#sensei: my ego? well that certainly may be the case. it is i who will be saved by doing this#me: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGHHHGG#*sniffs* god hypmic has been insane for these tracks on god pls tell me i’m not the only one who sees how insane hypmic rn#and like??????????? wtf can dh and bat deal with??????? i wish i was big brained to see where nagosaka has been going towards lol#dh has to be setting the tone tho since lowkey???? tdd are paralleling with their 1st drb match ups lol bbmtc want basically the same thing#and fpmtr reaffirmed their bonds and identities in theirs#and like ‘the trio’ makes me think rosasa are finally going to punch rei in the face for ditching them lol#but it might be time for dh to enter in the plot frfr trying to get rei from doing stuff on his own#so does bat parallel that??? trying to stop kuukou from doing things on his own???? something else?????#bc hitoya is deadass the only who has interacted with the plot in any way lmao (kuukou too as a victim of the true hypnosis mic)#this is me processing things out loud gomen thanks for attending the ted tag vomit lmao
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Jake...
#disventure camp#campamento desventura#disventure camp jake#dc jake#just saw the trailer...#please god#ever since we were told the worst elimination was to come i havent been able to live in peace#i may be dramatic
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POV: you have fucked up big time
#i cannot describe how much the dlc was Worth It for me just to dress the boys up in custom haoris#look how multicoloured they are#ryoma sakamoto#nagakura shinpachi#okita souji#hijikata toushizo#cant believe we have continued the yakuza tradition of introducing a final ideological bad guy for the last chapter#it shocks me every time with how clumsy it is lmaooo#esp since they gave him the face of exactly that same character from yk1!!!!!!#dude who is suddenly the Big Bad who ive heard about like once#this one i dont think i even saw before the last cutscene?? i think he was namedropped in the first chapter maybe?????#and you dont even fight him! he just shows up to yell about how much he is selling out japan to britain lmao#bonkers choice thank you Like A Dragon :)#also its SO weird how removed from the plot haruka was#like both literally by only existing in her own lil map and surrounded by her own minigames#but also how i unlocked all her cutscenes and they were sooo sweet and it was clear how important ryoma and her were to each other#and then shes not mentioned ever in the plot? like even at the end when hes run off with oryo to live a lil covert life???#did u not take haruka with u?? or live together with her????#ryoma haruka and oryo having a peaceful life together would have been so neat? u wrote urself a nuclear family and then abandoned the kid??#did they add all the haruka content rly late and not have time to tie it in at all#bc it seemed rly polished#secondlastlife#yakuza
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#realistically I do not have to explain myself#but since that has been bothering me for a few days now#and because I slept like pure ass last night#maybe it’ll be nice to let some of it go#in short - no the absence has not brought peace here but it seems I can’t assume the same for you#what everyone fails to remember is you only see what I want you to see here on the internet#you don’t get to feel what I feel or felt for so long#I was in a bad space for a really long time after all that#and when I reconnected with an old friend - she helped me#in ways I could never tell her#because I can’t tell anyone about that#I clung onto her hard#I had to do everything with her and have her by me nearly all the time#she was a moment of silence for me she made me feel lighter again#and I won’t ever regret that#no she didn’t replace anyone#but I think she was sent back to me for many reasons and also a lesson in the end#and it sucks to not have her here again#even to this day - many years later now - it haunts me#but it’s something I’m better at pushing down#sure there’s days when I come here and post nonsense but better than keeping it inside#its never meant to be malicious#I’m sure you can understand that#I will always love you#and I will always want nothing but the best for you#jealous I can’t be apart of your life anymore and that’s my downfall#but I want you to be happy so be it and live your life as you need to#and I’ll do the same
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no really there is a special kind of academic grief when your classes are fascinating, they present interesting challenges, your homework is stimulating, fun to do, and you feel good when you get it done, your classmates are kind and fun and have so much interesting shit to say.
but you're wayyy busy spending your time 50% trying to be the best potted plant your parents have ever owned 50% blasting your brain with endless stimulation lest you start crying and hitting yourself because you had an unpleasant thought.
#ngl it was extremely hard in the first few weeks like socially and regarding the working environment#(2000 students in a building that's Not That Big is awful i wanted to rip my ears off)#but i deeply miss having FUN during exams#listen. is it fun to be at 8am sharp in the exam hall? no.#was it a fun feeling last year to hang the whole trajectory of my life and education on 5 exams? no.#but they were fun i was having a good time i really liked constructing my point throughout the paper#i'm dogshit at it but it doesn't matter the point was that i was having fun and practicing and improving#now i work half an hour out of four being extremely slow at making the worst plan i've ever made in my life#and then the lethargy takes me and i sleep standing straight in my chair the whole three hours that i have left#awful#the whole point of picking a cursus with a lot of classes and a lot of homework was to escape my parents#that since they value academics and my dad went to the same cursus when he was young therefore they'd know it takes a lot of work#that they'd leave me alone and they wouldn't keep feeding into the fucking compulsions or whatever the fuck they are#but NO no again it's clear that no matter how much time i spend with them how much i center my whole life around them and their routine#it's never enough it's never enough to earn myself some peace#their way is the objective Good and Comfortable way to live and deviating from it must mean i'm wicked and sad and i'm failing and them too#no matter how clear i have tried my best to be on the many occasions i've told them THIS IS SOMETHING I DON'T LIKE AND DO FOR YOUR SAKE#i was more independant when i was younger and everybody told me it was wrong it was weird i was just a wittle baby who needed mommy#i didn't earn this independance#now i'm trying my best to please them and comply with what they want. except what they tell me they want they don't want apparently.#and it doesn't earn me any independance either#broadcasting my misery#vent
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Infinite list of favourite lyrics: 229/?
Bobbie Gentry - Ode to Billie Joe (1967)
"And Papa said to Mama, as he passed around the black-eyed peas:
'Well, Billie Joe never had a lick of sense; pass the biscuits, please.
There's five more acres in the lower forty I got to plow'
And Mama said it was a shame about Billie Joe, anyhow.
Seems like nothin' ever comes to no good up on Choctaw Ridge
And now Billie Joe McAllister's jumped off the Tallahatchie Bridge"
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"Mama said to me, 'Child, what's happened to your appetite?
I've been cookin' all morning, and you haven't touched a single bite.
That nice young preacher, Brother Taylor, dropped by today
Said he'd be pleased to have dinner on Sunday - oh, by the way
He said he saw a girl that looked a lot like you up on Choctaw Ridge
And she and Billie Joe was throwin' something off the Tallahatchie Bridge'"
#favourite lyrics#bobbie gentry#ode to billie joe#1967#jimmie haskell#ode to billy joe#<- as this fairly regularly gets styled‚ tho Billie is correct and the spelling that appeared on the label originally#i overuse the term but i really think it's unavoidable here: this song is an absolute masterpiece of narrative songwriting#Gentry's ambition had only really been to work as a lyricist; she recorded this as part of her first demo‚ singing the songs herself#because it was cheaper than hiring a singer for the sessions. the demo grabbed the attention of Kelly Gordon at Capitol‚ who signed Gentry#and got to work producing her first album. the centre point of the album‚ and her first single‚ was to be Mississippi Delta; there wasn't#much interest in the Southern gothic tinged tale of secrets and 'unconscious cruelty' (as Gentry dubbed it) of Ode‚ and it was regarded#with little interest by Gordon (when arranger Haskell asked him what instruments he should add to Gentry's stripped down vocal and guitar l#the producer replied curtly that it didn't matter because nobody would ever hear it). Ode was assigned as b side to Mississippi Delta as#almost an afterthought‚ but this was the era in which US radio djs frequently chose which side of a single they wanted to play and the#unanimous decision was Ode; here was something special‚ a dark and tantalising mystery of a song obscured by the humdrum idle conversation#of an unthinking family. it ignited a kind of obsessive curiosity among listeners‚ desperate to find out what exactly the unnamed singer#and Billie Joe were throwing off the bridge‚ why did Billie Joe take his own life‚ why do the singer's gamily clearly not know about#their obvious relationship? Gentry‚ for her own part‚ resisted all attempts to glean further information about the actions of her song's#protagonist. she rightly tried to steer interested parties back towards what is arguably the real horror of the song‚ that unconscious#cruelty; a family that can eat and chatter and squabble even as they discuss the suicide of a boy they've known all their lives‚ even as#the clearly affected girlfriend of the boy (their own sister and daughter) sits in dumbstruck silence‚ unable to articulate her feelings#the original cut of the song ran more than 7 minutes and had to be mercilessly hacked down to fit a 45 single suitable length. no one had#expected much of anything from the song but it was to catapult Gentry to almost instant stardom; the forthcoming album was retitled after#the song that was now its focus; Ode went on to top the Billboard Hot 100‚ won a clutch of grammys and ended up selling more than 3 million#copies worldwide. Gentry had captured the imagination of a nation and beyond‚ but her success was tempered by legal challenges (from#producers demanding greater royalties) and a general dissatisfaction with her newfound stardom: it would last a little more than a decade#and include her own tv shows‚ more awards and smash hit singles; then just as suddenly as she'd shot to fame‚ Bobbie retreated from it#retiring from both the business and from public life. she hasn't made a public appearance since the early 80s‚ nor does she grant interview#but so what? if she's happy? i hope she's happy. she left us enough great music to enjoy. let her have her peace and quiet
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#top ten moments ever. when my friend who is a trans man but does not experience dysphoria and is feminine#was trying to get me out of my year long funk and push me to apply for jobs#and told me i was becoming unemployable by waiting so long#and that i had to start feminizing myself and get over my dysphoria to ever get a job#he then proceeded to joke that we should go back to the good ol days when trans egyptian men just lived as women and died miserable#smells a lot like internalized transphobia too sure but that's literally neither my fault nor my problem. peace and love#that conversation was in.....i wanna say march#haven't seen him since. don't plan on ever seeing him again#💿
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