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this-should-do · 1 month ago

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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies

#iwillspeakincessantly #god it felt so nice to meet with her again #talking woth someone whos been so influential at my school and the whole state as far as transgender and queer policy making and has #so many connections amd experience and is also trans and historically a teacher bfor she retired #genuinely makes me feel so much better about my life and where im going #and less worried about if ill ever be able to live a peaceful life as a trans twacher when she personally knows #multiple other transmen tbats shes taught who are now teaching IN MY STATE #safely and happily #ough #we said wed meet more in the future and she encouraged me to join the cities pride group that she had founded and is the head of #and maybe tjis time ill actjally go #she even gifted me a book that she had had that she thinks would give me solace and comfort in my life #tbat was also written by a trans man sinxe she thinks im easily intelligent enough to get the humor and referwnces in #god she said i was well spoken and articulated even tho i feel so stupid and inarticulate sometimes #since i ramble a lot and lose my thoughts and i feel like my speaking vocabulary is so lowbrow and cheap often #no matter how many times other peope say i always sound so intelligent when i speak #ARGH #been super steessed about a lot of things in my life and if ill make it out alive but just this short hour and a half convo over a food #has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful #argh argh ougj i love finding out that people talk immense amount of positive things about me #god #i was rlaking about how often i struggle woth socializing amd making friends and she aas like really? ive been having a wondefful time #walkimg with you youre so intelligent and well spoken and its like thank you my issues ckme from group settings #and unclear un familiar subjects and ettiqutes of my fellow youths #but it made me feel so good about myself #im gonna implode :333333 positive

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