#has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful

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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies

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How / Why they are Jealous - AOT

Sum: How they react when they are jealous and why they are. Pairing: Erwin/ Levi/ Miche/ Hange/ Moblit/ Kenny

I hope you will like it! I maybe gonna do the same but with the JJK character since I am obsessed with this show those days.

Warning: Grammar error as usual / Kenny (He's a warning by himself)

Erwin

Erwin's jealousy is the result of his own insecurities, if most of the time he hides it well, sometimes he just goes to you and asks for reassurance.

The commander doesn't really have time for being jealous. Plus, he fully trusts you. But it happens sometimes that he get this weird feeling of possessiveness that grown in his heart, far from him the idea of being jealous huh? Erwin gets this feeling mostly because he knows he prioritizes his work a lot, and he doesn't give you his entire attention as much as he wants. So when he feels like he failed you as being the husband you deserve his mind trick him. Seeing you with a too friendly comrade talking made his mind get stupid.

It's tea time and Erwin is getting out of his office for the first time of the day. He thought it would be the perfect moment to grab something to eat and ask you to join him. But on his way, he saw you with some friends of yours. You seem really happy, your beautiful smile on your face, he stops on his track just to admire you from afar. He can't believe how lucky he is to have you, and it's right at this moment that his mind tricks him. Making him feel like he's not good enough, possessiveness grew at this moment making him go straight to you and ask you to follow him in his office. far from the curious eyes, Erwin kisses you like he hasn't seen you for months.

Levi

Just like Erwin, Levi's jealousy comes from his own doubt. He knows that he's not the romantic perfect boyfriend. And he wonders sometimes if you wouldn't have been happier with a guy that deals with his emotions better than him.

For me, he's not the jealous type. If you are together that means it's ''serious serious''. He won't get in a relationship if it's not for life (and you didn't take that long to get him to cheat at the end eh?). But he knows that the way he deals with his emotions is not the best way. And it happens that sometimes when Levi feels a little down, he thinks about how you probably suffer from his lack of love attention. Levi wanted to be like your best friend. He wasn't jealous of a lot of people. But your best friend was on the list among Erwin, Miche, and Hange. Those peoples were able to talk about their feelings, not him. You had this thing with them that he felt he like he couldn't have with you. This proximity of confidence that he was struggling to gives you. So seeing you laying in the grass with your best friend laughing so hard, harder than he could have. His heartache. It's only later that day, when both of you was in your shared room, that Levi was sitting on the bed looking at you when you were putting on your pajama.

'' you know that I love you right?'' you've been taken off guard, but before you could say something he spoke '' Even if I don't tell it to you so often... You know it right...?''

Miche

Miche is aware that he is labeled as a weird person because of his habit of sniffing everyone. But even with that, Miche is not someone who has insecurities. So his jealousy would come mostly because someone did something to make him jealous.

Both of you are squad leaders, it results in both of you don't have that much time with each other. But when you can, you do obviously. But this time Miche was on his way to tell you that he had finished work early today and wanted to go for a walk with you. Much to his surprise, you were already outside with some of your friends talking while brushing the horses. One of your friends came next to you put his hand on your waist, before approaching to say something in your ear. Miche feels upset by the move and didn't take time to think twice before he was back on the track.

"Hey, babe !" The guy behind you jumps at the big voice of Miche when you turn around to smile at him. "I just finished you wanna go for a walk with me near the river?" he asks, but his eyes were angrily looking at your friend when saying that. Of course, you did go with him, and you understood that Miche was jealous so you gave him extra cuddle when you had to lay on the grass with him later.

Hange

Their mind is too busy to be jealous. Most of the time. But they do get jealous. Like Miche, Hange doesn't have insecurities at all. They know how they are, and are pretty happy with that. So Hange gets jealous mostly because they don't have your full attention.

It happens a lot when you are in the dining hall and Hange explain one of their last discovery and someone dares to talk to you? when they were the center of your attention?? Or when you are in the lab and you don't focus on their dangerous experiences and pampers them but talking with Moblit?? Or when you're doing your training by pair and thought they wanted to be with Moblit and you go with Levi, like ??? What ???

"I am sorry but I require your attention sweetheart. Whoever this person is I need you right now."

Moblit

Jealousy for Moblit is mainly caused by his overthinking. He thinks that most of the people at the SC are better than him. And he can't stop his mind saying that his partner would prefer someone smarter like Hange or Erwin, someone stronger like Miche or Levi, or built like Reiner, Funnier like Sasha. So his jealousy is driven by himself and built by his own insecurities.

After a long day of work, Moblit has the tendency to zone out while fixing the ceiling. This morning he saw you at the training, you were in with some friend all more handsome than him he thought. If they wanted those people would be capable to change your mind and leave him for one of them he thought again. The tendency to think for the other is useful for Moblit in his job. But it's a curse for his relationship. He can't stop thinking about what would be the best for you without even thinking that He, could be the best for you.

So later at night, when both of you are in your shared room. When you notice that his mind is cloudy, you hug him tighter. "I love you so much honey..." he says before kissing your temple.

Kenny

Kenny's jealousy is driven by his self-esteem. He told about himself that he's a piece of trash, so the fact that you are willing to love him back took him by surprise at first. But now, everyone that comes near you is obviously better than him in his mind.

Because of who he is, you and Kenny can't really show off your couple. So when you are together outside, what is a "date" for you is just two friends walking for the other. That why Kenny knows he can't do anything when a merchant hits on you. It runs on his nerves but he tries so hard to no do anything that could cause trouble for you. Because even if he has short temper, he refuses to put you in unnecessary danger.

But when you get back home. Be careful because Kenny gonna claim what's his. "Ok sweet thing, c'mere I'm gonna show you who's you belong to."