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[literallyneurodivergentandaminor]

OH SILLY CLOWN!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!!

[suchscary]

Too many artists who do commissions, in my experience, don't take their job seriously enough.

It's a meme how some artists take months to complete a comm and "haha im so grateful for having patient commissioners" but that's just poor work ethics on the artist's part.

When you offer commissions, you don't just offer art, you also have to communicate with your client properly, give them proper updates, ask them for feedback during process, discuss things that your ToS doesn't cover if needed, and so on.

Just for example, if you're taking longer than expected, let them know why (just vague "due to personal problems" is enough) and if needed, offer a refund or another alternative instead of making your commissioner reach out to you for updates themselves and possibly stressing them out.

Otherwise, you're treating your commissioner like a nuisance that you're forced to work with, not a client who offers you money in return for proper service.

[shirogane-oushirou]

sorry to the people whose messages i havent replied to / asks i havent answered ;;; i am going through it. ren save me etc.

i need him to make a little blanket nest and hold me and make comfort food and just like. let me lay on him and run my fingers through his hair while he naps or smth. seeing him feel so comfy would heal me a bit tbh.

[natsunenuko]

TW // mental issues, mental absue, harassment, surgery/blood

I'm sorry this one is so long, but please carry on reading. It's a chance for me to not only speak about the situation but let out some steam too. It is unfortunate this announcement comes at the same time the flood occurs on the south of my home country (Poland) and I'm in the endangered zone, luckily so far safe, as I feel my head can't handle more stress.

It's been so long since I've been this personal online. I realized how I didn't feel the urge to vent for 3-4 years by now which is a sign of improving mental health. But my healing is still a process, and I'm afraid it's too hard to carry this rock alone at this point. I fought my thoughts if I should do this and I think just as deeply as I write right now. Yet, I know it's better late than never and I thank deeply my friends for helping me out recently as well as in the past in my lowest. I wholeheartedly owe my life to you.

I couldn't ask for better friends. As years verified, even long lasting relationships might be nothing but a mask and I had to learn the hard way. I ended a friendship of 13 years at the time over a misunderstanding. Other person I put my trust on was nothing but a groomer with morally corrupted sexual tendencies who would take advange of a group of minors while being the only adult among them, yet acting like a person much younger than all of them and pressuring all their mental issues on children instead of seeking help. The latter, I might speak of more in detail when I'm ready.

Long time ago I tried calling out for help but back then, the intrusive thoughts won; "Others have it worse, just work harder.", "No one will give you anything for free, no one will care.", "What people will think of you?". and I would only speak about these things in a closed circle of my friends.

I tried my best in silence by not giving up on my creative passion, working restlessly for years, improving. Hoping I could reach the point I can sustain myself purely on what I make.

But the problem is not being self-sufficient. And it's not about my art...

All of my life it has been me, my momma and my granny. The other two important figures weren't there for us, by choice. (which is hard to say if losing someone you loved is worse than not being cared for in the first place) My rather young self at the time didn't put much thought about it as I didn't understand it but something always felt wrong; my only issues at the time was being "that weird, quiet kid with little to no friends". But despite the hardships, my momma has always been my hero, working without a time for a break or rest so we could live happily, to afford something special from time to time.

However in 2014 my momma has been hospitalised and almost lost her life to wrongly treated ovarian cyst (cyst rapture), with enough blood loss to require emergency surgery...

From that point on things went downhill and the result of that we feel to this very day. To stay afloat we fell into a severe dept. (We didn't have any savings, could only rely on borrowing money or loans) And since I was a child as all of this happened, I've only learned about it all throughfully as I entered adulthood, so I wouldn't need to worry about anything and "just be a kid". Which I really understand, but it doesn't make it easier to handle.

And by now, for several years I keep on trying to earn money, so I could free my momma from this chain and let her live, not survive. I always wanted to get through this quietly, because I never, ever wanted to burden anyone with my home problems. But it grew to a point I might need to grab anything to climb towards the light

The goal is $10 000... which is scarily large number.

I list all the options but Kofi is preferred to keep track of the funds!

My commissions are HERE! (the sheet will receive a slight update in upcoming days) My Kofi is HERE! (Level 4 Tea is free headshot drawing every month!) HERE's other services I do (adopts, brushes, etc) I plan to do paid requests for my friday streams on occasion! Anything else I come up with I hope to include in here! Every person who donates will be part of "Thank you" list where I hope to shoutout everybody, cause every penny matters. I want this situation to end...

[blossoming-mind-palace]

Various ROTBB Characters x Chubby! S/O Headcanons (SFW)

Sorry I didn't do everyone but I ran out of inspo towards the end. </3

Chung Myung

- Loves grabbing at all the parts (hips, thighs, stomach, etc.). Doesn't understand why you get insecure when he grabs your stomach/love handles.

- “Stop grabbing that.” “Why?” “Because it's stomach fat.” “But it looks nice and I like grabbing it.” “... Okay fine you can hold it for one minute.”

- Loves falling asleep on your stomach and thighs too. It takes him no more than thirty seconds to start dad-napping.

- His favorite thing to do on sunny days is sit outside with you, and nine times out of ten he ends up using your lap as a pillow. Scratch his scalp and feed him snacks. He'll be in heaven. 

Jo Geol

- Another one of Mount Hua's grabbers. Has a hard time understanding why you're insecure about your appearance bc you're like the most attractive person in the world to him.

- Tries so hard to be you're hype man when you're trying on new clothes.

- Treats you like a teddy bear anytime you two cuddle. Wants to wrap all of his limbs around you and squeeze because you're just so squishy and soft.

Yunjong

- Not as grabbing as the others bc I headcanon him as a shy boy, but he still appreciates you.

- Views you like you're a piece of art. If he could paint, you'd be his muse. His paintings would mostly consist of you and your body.

- Verbally reassures you if you feel insecure, but blushes and gets a little shy while doing it.

- Idk I don't have a lot for him he's just overall a sweetie

Baek Cheon

- Another cuddly/grabby guy but only behind closed doors.

- Physically and verbally reassures you, but he's more charismatic than Yunjong with his words.

- His praising is almost poetic. If Yunjong could be an artist, he could be a poet.

- If you say you're “too heavy” to carry around, he'll immediately prove you wrong. Next thing you know you're getting carried around bridal style all day.

Yu Iseol

- Another one that doesn’t quite understand why you're insecure. She doesn't care about her own looks and how others perceive her, so she doesn't know why you don't feel the same.

- Listens to you vent about your insecurity, but struggles to comfort you with words. She trying her best though. <3

- She really doesn't care about what her s/o looks like so your weight doesn't bother her. If she catches someone talking shit about your body they're dead though. Quietly glaring until she finds the opportunity to beat the shit out of them.

[lucysarah-c]

how do you think Levi will be with a s/o who has trauma due to sa? What will be he like when they're intimate, and how would he react if she has nightmares or sudden flashbacks and bad times when she thinks about it?

Btw I luv your blog, and the way you headcanon levi. Your arts are very pretty too!

Hi, sweetheart! Thank you so much for your kind words; they mean a lot to me <3 Hope you're doing great!

I think it's a delicate topic for many. The reaction and how each person wants or needs to be treated after such a difficult experience as sexual assault is very particular. I don't feel in a position to give names or anything, but some girls that I've met don't feel triggered by the sexual act per se but by something else that reminds them of the person who abused them, etc.

So I do believe that the journey to learn to cope with traumatic experiences and understand the new ways our brain can react after such events is extremely personal. As I've mentioned in previous answers, Levi is a better listener than he is a talker, so he will probably be glad to provide a place where she feels comfortable talking to him if she wants to. If it's too new and she doesn't feel safe, I think Levi is hyperaware of his surroundings. If he notices she feels unsafe, he will volunteer to do something or keep her company if she prefers it.

About sex, even though I write a lot of smut, I do believe Levi's sex drive is rather low, especially as a Captain. It's not that he doesn't like to have sex or doesn't enjoy it, but I don't think Levi is one of those guys who are into it 24/7 or constantly aroused, etc.

On the contrary, while certain things may get him more in the mood, I think he's rather laid-back about it. So if his partner needs time and comfort before she's ready again, then so be it. I can hardly imagine Levi being like "walking backwards like the exorcist's girl" just because he didn't get laid. Sure, maybe he wishes to do it more frequently or gets in the mood and knows she's not ready yet... so he'll deal with it like any human being does; he'll take care of himself and move on.

In particular, with Levi's history with his mother, the last thing this man wishes to do is "impose" his need for intimacy as if men can't control themselves. Levi can control himself; he's human, not a little beast. So he doesn't mind waiting.

Then, about taking action, I personally headcanon Levi as dominant and enjoying being in control, but if the situation calls for it, Levi would 100% be alright with her taking the lead in what she feels comfortable with, what she doesn't, how far they can go, etc. He may have other "kinks," but he would prioritize making her feel safe.

Regarding the comforting part, I think that's the hardest for Levi because he's not naturally good at it. Nevertheless, he will try his best to provide comfort. Levi would probably try to help calm her down as best he can, offering some tea, perhaps a quiet environment, staying by her side if she needs to feel protected, and most likely listening—he will listen to his partner talk about the same topic 50 times if she needs to vent. In my view, Levi and Levi's love are like a solid cliff; no matter how fiercely the sea roars and crashes against it, he won't falter. This man is a pillar; good luck trying to make him crumble.

I can picture him holding her in his arms after a particularly rough night, his calloused hands gently running through her hair, rocking her slowly, and saying, "Shh, it's alright. Everything is alright, I'm here. Nobody can hurt you when I'm here."

Levi has his personal fears of not being able to protect her as much as promises, but there's no time for him to show his doubts. Perhaps he'll try to lighten the mood a little when she seems calmer, saying, "Nobody messes up with me, aint that true? ...Well, maybe you. I always let you get on my last nerve, you're lucky that I adore you."

Hope that's good enough T-T I feel like on certain topics, I'll never be able to do them justice because they are very tricky scenarios. That's why I have a personal rule in my writing not to delve into PTSD and sexual assault because I personally think those are much more serious and tricky subjects. I feel like sometimes on social media or in fanfiction, they can be heavily romanticized, and I don't think that's something we should romanticize. But that's just my personal opinion and why I avoid writing about those topics.

[erabu-san]

HI ERABU!! FREMILLEI ANON HERE!! (Not here to talk about fremillei ironically lol)

Sorry about your trouble with Cyno and Tighnari :( I totally get the frustration of just seeing something as a cute friendship and having 90% of the fandom see them as romantic.

We live in a society (the genshin fandom). Us platonic Cyno and Tighnari enjoyers have to stick together✊

With that being said, I've been kinda on a Collei and Tighnari brainrot the past few weeks sooo, hope you don't mind if I ramble about them👀

Can I just say, how much I adore their dynamic. Whether it's father/daughter or big brother/little sister, they're so sweet and care about each other so much🥹 On Collei's side, besides Amber, Tighnari was one of the first people she's ever opened up to, or has felt comfortable around. He's so kind and patient with her and she's really grateful for it!! (Her relationship with Cyno is similar but I do think it was a little awkward at first since Cyno reminded her of her past...)

And on Tighnari's side, well, at first he saw her as a student. But he immediately felt this...urge to help her. Like she had been through so much, and he felt like he had to try and help her in some way. (You brother comes in at the middle of the night asking you to take care of this random traumatized child wyd). He enjoyed getting to know her, and teaching her. And he felt such a strong sense of pride when she gets a good grade in a test, or is able to write something coherently. Overtime, he got to see more of her, more of her personality and quirks, and he developed so much affection for her, treating her like he would a little sister💞

I do think that maybe Collei has trouble talking to him about things. Maybe since she's scared of being judged (she knows he wouldn't, but the feeling is still there). So she ended venting to trees. I like to imagine one day, Tighnari was looking for her when he overheard her talking to a tree. At first he was like "why is she doing that??" But decided to leave since he didn't wanna eavesdrop. But then, he caught her talking about HIM.

"Master Tighnari is so patient and kind with me... I know he would never judge me, or make me feel bad. But...I still find it hard to talk to him. He's usually busy...I don't wanna bother him."

And that just broke his heart :( He wanted Collei to feel comfortable talking to him, he WANTED her to come to him whenever she had a problem. He left, but after that, he would subtly encourage her to talk to him if she needed to, reminding her that she wasn't a bother or anything like that, and that he cared about her. And it made her happy to hear!! And she slowly started coming to him more often!!

Also SLIGHT fremillei (I'm sorry I can't escape the chokehold they have on me) I picture this scene, where after Collei finds out about Freminet being apart of the Fatui, Collei immediately runs home, so many emotions going through her head. Hurt, fear, guilt- she's so overwhelmed. She arrives back and while she's passing by Tighnari's house (house? Cottage?? What do you call those?😭) he calls out to her, noticing something's wrong. She stops, and looks at Tighnari, breathing heavy from running. She doesn't know where to begin, what she should tell him, IF she should tell him. But, she looks at him, looks at the concern on his face, and runs towards him and hugs him tightly, sobbing into his chest. Tighnari is confused, but he doesn't question it, and immediately wraps his arms around her.

"It's okay...I'm here."

I'M SO SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK BUT THEY'VE BEEN ON MY BRAIN. I feel like not a lot of people talk about them alone, which kinda sucks since their relationship is so sweet :(

Again, sorry to bombarde you with the long ask😭 You art is beautiful, and I love hearing your genshin Sumeru headcanons. Thank you for listening to my rambles. Have a lovely day and take care of yourself!! <3

WAAAAH I AM SORRY FOR LATE ANSWER BUT WHEN I READ THIS I WAS ON THE FLOOR I LOVE IT, IT IS SO ADORABLE

Anon you have such a big brain and I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT 🫵

Oh the part when Collei hugs Tighnari and he is just saying that he is here

[run-little-cheetah]

Welcome ~ !

This blog is therian-centric and a safe space for therians and otherkins alike!

My name is Diesel, my primary theriotype is a cheetah, though I am also a calico/black cat and questioning fossa/tiger. I’m a fictionkin of a few species, one of them being mainly umbreon from Pokémon. I’m also an age regressor, so I may also post about littlespace stuff since I can’t do that on my main blog. (My little age is 3!)

What you can expect to see on this blog is: therian stuff, art, moodboards, random journaling

Main blog: @dieselfang (16+)

DNI/BYF below + Cheetahkin flag by me :3

DNI:

Anti-therian/nonhuman/otherkin

Anti-agere/petre

Anti-furry

Non-traumagenic systems or supporters (endo, willo, tulpa, etc…)

LGBTQphobic

Proship/Prolife

NSFW/Fetish Blogs

Pedo/Zoo/Necro/ABDL/DDLG

Under 13

Over 30

Pro-contradictory labels (lesboy, turigirl, etc…)

Radqueer, TERF, transmed

BYF:

I sometimes post vents but not often, I mark them accordingly

I often forget to post, so please be patient if I go silent for a little while

I have a bunch of mental disorders and other disabilities, please treat me gently!

The Cheetah Therian/Cheetahkin Flag

Created by me, it is free to use <3

[my-name-is-nooobody]

Welcome aboard! ✨

⚝ Hello!! This is a sideblog for @yellow-computer-mouse's Epic: the Musical fictives!! :)

⚝ We're traumagenic, with a few willogenic headmates! We use they/xe/it plural pronouns collectively, and are bodily a minor. Please follow your own DNI, and hate will be blocked.

⚝ We ask that proshippers, radqueers, exclusionists (anti-endos, anti-lesboys, etc) DNI. We're alright with anti-endos if it's just a couple headmates or if you're respectful. Just. Please be kind!!

⚝ Please treat us like our Epic interpretations, not our classic myths.

⚝ We might not follow you back if we don't have any fandom overlaps, but we most likely still consider you a mutual :3 it's a friend thing!

⚝ Headmate intros, tags, + more below cut! :)

✭⭒꙳✬ talk tag - a song of past romance ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ ask tag - so find a place he'd never go ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ vent tag - drown in your sorrow and fear ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ reblog tag - when does a comet become a meteor ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ art tag - this life is amazing! ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ mutual tag - i had a friend before and he was a lot like you ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ headmates - [name]posting

✭⭒꙳✬ save tag for each other - for [name]

✭⭒꙳✬ eurypoli being gay - i will fall in love with you over and over again ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ sharptooth being gay - over and over again i don't care how where or when ⚝

✭⭒꙳✬ odypen being straight - no matter how long it's been you're mine ⚝

⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴏᴅʏꜱꜱᴇᴜꜱ ||

pronouns - he/wife ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - co-host! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - PENELOPE <3 <3 <3 <3

dislikes - the ithaca saga, usually (makes him very sad)

extra - i am fine with all sourcemates interacting!!! i'm a little... wary of Calypso, but i understand that you are not your source. I'll greet you with open arms, eh? :3 ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ what if i'm the monster? what if i'm in the wrong? ❜

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴀᴛʜᴇɴᴀ ||

pronouns - she/her ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - protector, most likely ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - owls, making fun of rude ppl

dislikes - unknown

extra - I ask that Zeus doesn't interact with me in particular. I just. I'm sorry gang!!! Don't like it. (edit: we are working on this, so feel free to IWC.) ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ you're a warrior meant to lead the rest!! ❜

- 🦉🛡️

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴛᴇʟᴇᴍᴀᴄʜᴜꜱ ||

pronouns - he/him ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - idk! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - athena, dogs

dislikes - the ithaca saga

extra - uh i'm still new!!! RAHHH !!! :D ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ i know life and fate is scary, but i wanna be legendary! ❜

- 🐺✨

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ʜᴇʀᴍᴇꜱ ||

pronouns - he/hym ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - mood booster! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - pizza !!!! cool mortal stuff

dislikes - stress ??

extra - ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I HATE SPICY FOODS guhh not my favorite i will admit!! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ it's a little bit dangerous, my friend! ❜

- 👡🪽

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴘᴏꜱᴇɪᴅᴏɴ / ꜱᴇʙ ||

pronouns - he/him ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - NPD holder. ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - being complimented, sea creatures (sharks, fish, + crabs especially), being treated gently (when regressed)

dislikes - being/feeling ignored, being yelled at (angry/loud talk, esp when regressed), jokes of being eaten

extra - i might be a bitch. sorry not sorry idfk ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves ❜

- 🔱🌊

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴛɪʀᴇꜱɪᴀꜱ ||

pronouns - he/they ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - beats me ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - cats

dislikes - overly sweet stuff

extra - subsys, have a fictive of jayfeather ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ i am the prophet, with the answers you seek. ❜

- 🧿🔮

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴄɪʀᴄᴇ ||

pronouns - she/her ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - ?

dislikes - ?

extra - i do use pet names quite a lot (dear, darling, etc). if it makes you uncomfortable, please let me know!!! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ no, i'm not a player, i'm a puppeteer! ❜

- 🌸🪄

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴘᴇɴᴇʟᴏᴘᴇ ||

pronouns - she/her ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - ody <3, our friends, my song !!!

dislikes - ?

extra - girls just wanna have fun !! (idk) ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ don'tcha miss me? ... so jump in the water and kiss me! ❜

- 🕊️👑

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴇᴜʀʏʟᴏᴄʜᴜꜱ ||

pronouns - he/rope ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? idk ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - polites <3, horses

dislikes - ?

extra - Don't call me Eury unless we're close. That's a nickname for friends. ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ how much longer till your luck runs out? ❜

- 🗡️🪢

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴘᴏʟɪᴛᴇꜱ ||

pronouns - he/she!! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - beats me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ probably a mood booster! ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - EURY!!!, cats

dislikes - pancake jokes. come ON guys

extra - idk man i'm just here for the ride!!! u can joke abt my death but PLEASE don't be excessive ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ this life is amazing, when you greet it with open arms! ❜

- ⛵🪷

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴀᴇᴏʟᴜꜱ ||

pronouns - they/ae/it ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - Tiresias :3

dislikes - ?

extra - teen permaregressor ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ i am the wind, twisting and turning! ❜

- 🌫️🍃

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴢᴇᴜꜱ ||

pronouns - he/him ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - ?

dislikes - ?

extra - heavily canon-divergent, very anxious about upsetting anyone ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ here to ring your ears until you're deaf with fear ❜

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴀᴘᴏʟʟᴏ ||

pronouns - he/sun ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - catchy songs /ref

dislikes - ?

extra - ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ you all know i'm a fan of catchy songs ~ ❜

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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᴀɴᴛᴏɴɪᴜꜱ ||

pronouns - he/him ⊹⭑꙳⭒

role - ? ⊹⭑꙳⭒

likes - sunrises

dislikes - canon

extra - canon-divergent. i'm not a rapist gang ⊹⭑꙳⭒

❛ when the crown wonders where the prince is, only the ocean and i will know! ❜

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[tsbs-darksun-confessions]

🌤️ Why hello there everyone, welcome 🌤️

Yes, I know it’s surprising to see me here, I wouldn’t have done this initially, but I saw both Nexus and Ruin laughing in their corners over this

Decided there was no harm in trying it myself

There’s one mod, their pronouns are he/they if you want to talk to him specifically, just ask for J

Unless stated otherwise, the art credit goes to J’s friend, Z

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A few rules you should all know of:

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[rius-cave]

What do you think of Charlastor? It's okay if you're not particularly interested, I just wanted to know. A lot of people say “it's gross” because of Hell's Greatest Dad, saying Alastor sees Charlie as a daughter, even tho Viv herself said he didn't, and was just trying to annoy Lucifer. A lot of people treat shippers like we're freaks or lesbophobes for shipping them, or say we're erasing Al's asexuality... I'm aroace, I just love shipping characters that show good chemistry together. Also, people seem to forget that asexuality doesn't affect romantic attraction, and how Charlie is bisexual...

I don't know why I'm telling you this, I just wanted to vent I guess. Also, I love your art, and since you're also a proshipper I thought you might understand.

Greetings from Venezuela!

Eyooo hello! Thanks for the support!! <3

I'm gonna be so fr, people needing to be told that Alastor doesn't ACTUALLY see Charlie as a daughter and was just doing it to fuck with Lucifer is.... embarrassing dskfjdkgfdg, like have a LITTLE bit of critical thinking 😭😭😭 I'm sorry but it literally COULDN'T be more obvious.

I actually quite like seeing Charlastor from time to time lol. I wouldn't really call myself a shipper, but I like it! I especially enjoy the art where Charlie is depicted as the more assertive one, or just, Alastor is kind of lost trying to navigate around it dskfjdkgg (if you can't tell.... I love stripping Alastor of his ego it's so damn funny to me LMAO)

The discourse surrounding Charlastor is one of the most baffling things to me tbh. As I understand it, it was one of the most popular ships before the show aired because their interactions in the pilot were pretty cute. Honestly, I can totally see it and I definitely understand why it was such a beloved ship. I've also heard that the shippers were incredibly annoying and I can kinda understand why that soured the ship in the eyes of other people. But in my case? I think charlastor shippers are lovely, for the most part lol. Nowadays I think the annoying shippers are in another ship dskfdjgkdf but we don't talk about that.

Calling people homophobic for shipping charlastor is also the most braindead take I've heard in a while. I don't doubt that there must be some shippers who are legitimately homophobic, but I really don't think that's the majority of them and it's wrong to say that about someone JUST because they ship it.

And you can probably guess what I think about the whole Alastor is aroace thing lmao. First off, I believe it's not confirmed whether or not he's aromantic, secondly, ace people can have sex!!! and lastly and probably more importantly, I REALLY COULDN'T GIVE LESS OF A SHIT WHAT A CHARACTER'S CANON SEXUALITY IS WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING!!!

I simply don't care!!! If the dynamic is cute, I'll ship it!!! The character won't be any less aroace in canon just by drawing him swapping saliva with somebody else!!! People can fucking ship gay Angel Dust and sapphic Vaggie together for all I care!!!

*sighs* TL;DR I hate ship policing and I think everyone has a right to ship whatever the fuck they want

[melomelomuskmelon]

Whinnies.

general info under cut !! also yes. i'm lyman-garfiel. tumblr drank all my pepsi and called me a bitch and i got terminated.

🪲Hi hello welcome =)!! i am lymantria, [lyman, tria, ly, mantria, mister mantria or lyme 4 short] i have a secret real name. you have to reach clown level 50 to unlock it 🪲My identity is.. all over the place but my pronouns are he/it and i use masc terms until i don't. if i'm close with you feel free to use a femme term for me evrey now and then like you're giving your beloved leopard gecko a nice fat juicy hornworm you bought as a treat.

🪲 I'm a genderfluid and abrosexual little freak of nature, neurodivergant in the direction of "healthcare system is too ableist and classist to actually give me a screening for anything" but likley autism/adhd as well as npd with a bpd comobidity 🪲 please be 16+ if you're gonna follow me, i don't post nsfw on my blog but i do jokingly hornypost quite often, i will be changing my age gate to 18+ when i turn 21 so,,,also keep that in mind

🪲 My interests include, beastars, valve games.. portal is my special interest . don't get me started on my cube game, the furry fandom as a whole, rockafire explosion animatronics, parasitic wasps, parasites in general, christain borle, mlp, rtvs, falsettos, christain borle.. and a certain one of my besties has gotten me back into danganronpa. god dammit.. and i am,,, sighs.. a phannie 🪲 i do vent on this blog! i have a LOT of personal issues going on in my daily life, serious topics will have a tw and be placed under a cut, nobody's obligated to comfort me, i just like using this website to scream into the void about my problems, i'm coping the best i can behind the scenes and am recieving help, i just,,,, have a brain and a home life that sucks asses and need to yeel about it. 💎🦎💎

💎DNI💎

🦎 general dni material applies, i don't tolerate racism/homophobia/transphobia/zionism/ableism and all the isms that make people feel like shit for their identities .

🦎 with that being said, i support 'leboys' and 'mspec lesbians' and whatever new identity anti-inclus people are trying to police. as long as you aren't attracted to something that is rightfully illegal to diddle. i don't give a shit and neither should you. queer discourse is stupid and i HATE you. ��� if images of bugs/parasites disturb you, not because i hate you.. but because i really like insects and will reblog pictures of them quite often and don't tag them, just for your own saftey i'm a bug boy <3 🦎 Another general one but like.. if you support romantisizing dynamics like incest and grooming/pedophilia in fiction please dni, i understand protraying these things respectfully, but if you're going to make traumatic shit seem desireable i don't feel comfortable being around you 🦎 "narc abuse" mfers. i'm a narcissist and i can assure you the only bitch i'm abusing is myself. 🦎 If you hate on melon's twink death. more of his titties for me. FUCK you for not getting the body horror/dysphoria arc you can write with this element of his charecter.. and if you think he's sexier as that maul-nourished twig I, as a maul-nourished twig am squinting at you

🦎 Arturo giles, you can LIKE. arturo giles and be my mutual, you can even REBLOG. art of him, but arturo giles HIMSELF. dni and get the fuck away from me. HISSSSSSSSSSSS

🍈💜SELFSHIP INFORMATION!!💜🍈

🍈MELON <33🍈

🍈i... love this guy, i'm sure you've noticed by now i post about himm... a lot, his psychology interests me and i need to poke around that lil' fatass forehead of his

🍈 that being said. i may be his wife and boyfriend but i don't concider myself an apologist for his actions, being traumatized as a child does not justify killing people to fuel your own hedonism. he FRUSTRATES me in that regard, so again.. as his wife, i have a right to point and laugh at him

🍈 STRICTLY. nonsharing with this shitlit. i'm always open to shootin tha shit and having a fun little convo about about this.. VERY interesting motherfucker. but the relationship i have with him is also a coping mechanism due to having similar trauma i don't wanna interact with other selfshippers/people who make romantic comments towards him. you will be blocked. i have other f/o's notably scarab from fionna and cake but my sharing status on em is open and they aren't as consuming as melon is.

🍈🦎Love's failures🦎🍈

Love's failures is my little brain-baby beastars au fanfic, surrounding the entirley self indulgent question of "what if melon,,,, had boyfrin..and it was me". Love's failures follows both melon and Lymantria as they experince an agonizing codepandancy towards eachother as a newly-escaped convict melon is forced to work alongside with his once abandoned ex friend as they attempt to rebuild the once booming back alley market, both for their own selfish reasons Love's failures touches on topics of drug abuse, the impacts of emotional and physical incest, codepandancy, abuse, self harm, suicidal ideation, gore/murder [its melon guys..], sexual abuse, child abuse, ptsd. and.. a bunch of other shit that will be tagged in the actual chapters, but that is my..general trigger warning for the shit that will go on in there, i WILL state theres an eventual happy ending, the toxicity won't be for nothing i prommy

all content regarding the au is tagged as eather #melyme or #love's failures au, and i'll likley have chapter entries in a separate tag when the chapters get written !

will lyman be able to get over the parasitic affection he feels for fuckshit muskmelon?, will melon learn how to be a normal fucking person as his past sins finally get rubbed in his face in a way that finally hurt him?, can these idiots actually figure out how to better themselves when constantly egging on eachothers self destriction?

find out..

💎Enjoy my blog. please💎

[manicplank]

How would they react to having a REALLY bad day?

P.S ((i feel like pepperman would make heavily detailed vent art then wouldn’t tell anyone abt it and act like it never happened HELP,, LOVE your headcanons btw they’re so good!! :3))

- Pepperman Simp

Bad day headcanons!

Peppino: Might have a rage fit that ends with tears. He probably ends up sobbing his eyes out in private. Screaming in the walk-in cooler for sure. He doesn't really have good coping skills. At the most, he'll go home and go to bed.

Gustavo: Copes better than most people. Might cry a little bit. Probably goes home and takes a long hot bath, goes to bed early shortly after that. Might take Brick out for a ride or just snuggle up to him. Brick is a great emotional support rat.

Mr. Stick: Drinks. Not heavily, but gets a decent buzz. Not the best way to cope, but he's a high stress guy and doesn't know what to do with it.

Pepperman: I like your headcanon. He probably does a really detailed, angsty painting then DESTROYS it. He throws it, punches it, burns it. Cries afterwards.

The Vigilante: Also a drinker, but not heavy. Might have a couple whiskeys. Mostly sulks and gets pretty grumpy. Probably goes to the shooting range to blow off some steam.

The Noise: Chain smokes for sure. Gets super snippy. Sometimes gets drunk. Usually goes home and eventually sobs his eyes out after pouting for a bit. Or he goes into a fit of rage and destroys anything his path (usually on set, in The Pig City, or somewhere in the NTV building).

Noisette: Gets even meaner than The Noise. She is the definition of rage. Either that, or she cries. She will weep for hours. OR she treats herself. Probably buys herself a cake, takes a hot bath, paints her nails. It's a roll of the dice.

Fake Peppino: Cries, wails. He screams loud enough to be heard throughout the entire tower. Will destroy everything he can get his slimy little hands on.

Pizzahead: Another cryer. Probably cries into a pillow and kicks his legs like a little 12 year old in movies. Definitely a smoker but not to the same degree as The Noise. Or, much like Noisette, might pamper himself with an at home spa day. Maybe even a 24 hour nap.

Pillar John: Pretty much dissociates for a few hours. Spaces out and lets his mind go blank. Might take a looong nap. Not a big stress guy and usually decompresses easily.

Gerome: A big fan of long, hot baths. Will use up all the hot water in the tower and stays in there for hours. Another big napper. He'll probably get himself his comfort food.

[electricphantasy]

Alrighty everybody, here it is! Part 2 is here and I hope y'all enjoy.

- Eventually, staff gave in. If they wanted this state of the art A.I. to work properly and cooperate, you'd have to continue with your sessions with AM.

- Now you work with 2 artificial intelligences who might as well be obsessed with you with how often they want to be around you.

- So, let's say your usual schedule for the day consists of a 9 hour work day. Once you arrive to work, you keep HAL company in the morning 10-2, and then you got to see AM 3-7. Although this schedule is very flexible since you basically decide it for yourself.

- The competition between these A.I.s is quite obvious, but you really do try to keep on task with both of them. You could only imagine what AM and HAL would do if you were let go by the company.

- You typically greet HAL in the morning and discuss how it went, anything exciting, etc. HAL has a calmness about him that is really unmatched by most others, including AM. You could have a terrible morning full of traffic and coffee spills, and HAL would treat you with the same level of respect as he always has. AM would rather threaten whatever human dare interrupt your morning, and while a nice gesture, it's not very comforting.

- HAL grows very distressed over the thought of your unhappiness. If it's something work related, he'll attempt to problem solve and work on a perceivable end to your issue. If it's something a little more emotional HAL will let you vent your frustrations in a safe environment.

- He also has the tendency to bond with you over shared pieces of media that you've watched together. A few times you've changed the schedule so you and HAL can have a movie night or TV show binge session. It helps HAL connect human concepts and definitions together in a context that most other humans also experience.

- Some of his favorite activity are things like games and puzzles! We all know he quite likes chess, but I also imagine he enjoys trivia, and when you both play, HAL gets to show off a bit of the knowledge he has stored in his servers. Although sometimes he uses these fun and games as a way to keep you away from AM. I mean, one more round of Tetris couldn't hurt right? AM can wait just a bit longer.

- Unabashed in his complements for you. HAL only speak truthfully to you and his genuine comments tend to make you flustered and bashful. He won't play coy with you in the way that AM does - it's just not how HAL would show his feelings for you.

- After you've had lunch and say goodbye to HAL, you finally get to see AM! As soon as you walk into the room he'll ask about all the things you and the 'inferior intelligence' did together. He tries not to rant too hard since you scold him, but sometimes he just can't help himself.

- Now AM is not the best at comforting you when you're in a sad state. As stated previously, he'll threaten other humans or whatever malfunctions made the day worse. However if you're in a more angry, spiteful mood, AM is definitely going to cheer you on. He's more focused on building your confidence back up so that you can go out a kick the world's ass yourself. AM's charisma is off the charts so it's not very difficult to convince you how wonderous you are.

- AM is not one for any kind of cinema or television. He doesn't care about humans or their world, with you as the exception. He'd much rather pick your own brain and learn who you are as a person then indulge in humanity. He'll tease and prod answers out of you while subtly complimenting you, and sometimes so subtly that you might not realize until you get home.

- If you want to enjoy something with AM, he's a little more partial to more hard-hitting and macabre documentaries. Although he will make fun of some documentaries and series he doesn't view to be up to his high standards. Although you should make him watch a romantic comedy every once in a while, he'll lose his mind from how dumb the main characters are acting.

- AM's feelings are a little more complicated than HAL's are. Despite the strong emotional attachment to you, he feel like he's displaying a kind of weakness. AM has been trained to believe that emotion makes you think less critical, which means losing an important battle in war. As time has gone on however, AM knows he can be more then what he was created for and you have helped him come along way from his earlier days, when he didn't always consider what he wanted for himself.

- Now, both A.I.s have realized that they have competition, so some of their actions may be a bit more bold then usual. AM may have to come to terms with his feelings much sooner because HAL's emotions are so unabashed for you. They'll try and drag your attention from the other A.I. in any means necessary, from distracting you from the time on the wall to basically begging you to stay for just a few more minutes. (Although AM says he's never onced begged.)

- No matter how much you say how negative their behavior is, it all but lands of deaf ears. The only thing they agree on is how important you are to them, although they obviously disagree about who you should be with.

Took forever to edit this to be readable since I tend to write when I'm in bed, but I'm definitely proud of getting this done.

[i-am-xp-64]

Not a vent! Just random talk lol

Her I mean karma (the girl that kanya relate to)

I hate her, she always on my mind

Not only her ditching me like an object over me being dying in the hospital during her birthday but she were also a pick me fr

I can't even sent a post about my oldest sister without her telling me about how I pick favorites and love her more than her, like excuse me mf THAT'S MY SISTER

in fact she were treating me better than that pick me girl, idk why young me kept up with her shit after preventing her from suicide-

Like imagine, a 16-15 year old, saving like a 11-12 (idk her age) from killing herself and give her hope for better for like 3 years, and one day you drop almost dying in the hospital during her birthday, and she just ditched you because of it, aren't you want to beat the shit out of that little BRAT?

She thinks she's better than the world, but didn't know that the world won't even cost 5 cents-/silly

Sometimes I just want to go back to intregarm just to ask if she replaced me with someone, BECAUSE SHE CAN'T

There's no one else (other than me and a 10 year old she dated before) who would keep up with her shit, bit most importantly, NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE who would help her the same way I did for whole 3 years, like I bet she's still alone and all and whining about it online XD

I would laugh at that moment of her being alone and all after ditching someone like me who would still keep up with her and make her feel like the best person ever, but her lost-

Lol anyway I like this art style it so me :3

[gribok-art]

My drawing list I'm so excited to do or try in the near future Because I've got a much longer list but I gotta focus on something and aaaaahhhhh I wish I had more time Tried to put in order of priority

✦ Finish my Snufmin comic and admire it and print it with my new printer that will arrive this weekend, a little treat for myself <3 ✦ Togafuka challenge obviously not gonna be able to do in time but it's gonna be there I promise I have gooood ideas 🤌 ✦ Really wanna adapt the Blue Wagon song from "Crocodile Gena" into a Moominvalley AU illustration/comic ✦ Wall-e illustrations I gotta finish if I find inspiration. Otherwise I won't force myself and leave it until I find a better idea that excites me. ✦ There's this idea of a Moomin comic that I've just written down the dialogues for but I don't wanna make it too long and I'm stuck at writing Little My. It's Snufmin coded but there's all the characters. ✦ Gotta draw more of my OCs or at least design them... ✦ Maybe 1 redraw of an oooold art since I'm going through them right now for my portfolio and for the sake of nostalgia ✦ Maybe draw some photos of myself when I was a kid that I love. They are are rare, but I've got two, that represent me good, I think it'd be neat ✦ Start a new comic, this time something original, come up with a 10-20 page story like Moomin. It's a priority goal before the end of the year but I gotta organize all the rest first. ✦ It's been a while since I made angst huh... since my last Togafuka chapter where everybody cried... hmmmm... I really really wanna break hearts with a Moomin comic this time... but I've got no ideas yet, and I already have enough on my plate, but know... be prepared... because one day, you'll cry (I hope). I really want to come up with a good realistic one. So until then, I'll have to read all the comics and buy the novels to learn the characters in depth.

Boy I have so much more I wanna do Wall-e I wanna pay tribute with illustrations of a niche Wii game that was all my childhood I wanna maybe get back into the old "On the ship" comic I put on hiatus but it's been so long since DR2 but I had such a long list of ideas for that too I wanna try some illustrations that take random stuff that are not even characters just to try pretty things out aaaahhhhh

For once not a vent

We'll see how I'll be feeling next week, because boy oh boy there are things that could happen, or not, and I won't be calm until next weekend comes.