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i just.. got home from a con [was cosplaying melon btw =)] and FINALLY sat down and was able to read this. YOU GET IT!!!! HOHOLY SHIT YOU GET IT!!!! OH MY GOD I'M CLAWING AT YOU /POS!!!!!!!!! ive never thought of gosha and melon interacting before and GOD now i am.. oh that might have to be in my fic now!! dude you're so right,,, ive talked about how legoshi just...fumbles his interaction with melon at the night mask party before and like. holy shit yeah! he litterally is unable to view melon as his own person and just sees his future child,,,,,,thats SO FUCKED UP! from actual adult man and violent crimninal melon's perspective ohh ALSO I TOTES AGREE WE NEED MORE HYBRID CHARECTERS!! THIS IS A THING I KINDA TOUCH ON IN MY FIC A LIL' !! and i reALLY hope one day we get a beast complex chapter following a hybrid protagonist thats just.. living their life because leano while having a compelling story has little page time since she's... been long dead when the manga begins, and melon is,,,,,,,,,,,.. lets call him a special case of whack-shit that the average hybrid clearly isnt

hey chat can we talk about how yahya pretty much infantalized melon in the path of evil?, like, i know the dude was dying but you still had to talk down to him like a child, this dying man is lamenting to you about how his life was to fucked up due to society, like he's asking yahya about how "oh if carnevores and herbivores can just get along and be friends than what was the point of my mother killing my father and leading to me getting so scared of her that i murdered the bitch?, if the world can be kind why was my life marked by cruelty?" and,,,, all this motherfucker says is "oh i'm sure your parents are fine in heaven" ignoring the fact yahya KNOWS melon's father is alive and out there. a part of me does understand that he's.. trying to keep melon calm in that moment instead of dropping that really fucked up bombshell on him since he's litterally dying in this chapter, but like.. c'mon dude you're the sublime beastar can you say something that doesn't sound like you're treating this 24 year old man like a child? and then that fucking infantalizing comment BACKFIRES because melon gets pretty rightfully pissed at not having his question answered.. this is litterally the final chapter we see melon speak in and he's just asking about why his life is so horrible and unfair if society really can change. a part of me really thinks that mel was being insanley vulnerable in this chapter only to knock his walls back up when he feels he's being pitied for his traumas and,,goes in to bite yahya's neck and talk about how he doesn't deserve sympathy which,,,, i mean honestly yeah you are like.. a horrible dude melon. i just HOUGHHH yahya really should have handled that moment better because as somebody in an abuse situation.. if i was in melon's position i'd get so fucking pissed off too. i didn't ASK if my "parents are fine in heaven" i'm ASKING you what was the point of my traumatic fucking life if the worlds really just.. gonna change like that. also this isn't a yahya hate post i get why he acted the way he did given this chapter is from HIS internal monolouge. i just think he handled what he did in a very...not good way, buut he did learn his lesson given,,,,,, the bite of ,,,,,whatever year it was

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did you know gaming? so far, Melon is the only Beastars character named after a fruit. this is because he is one

melon is a fruit. oh and lets just say i'm a spiky little orange juicer and i will puncture him til he's a shrivled mess of dripping fluids. i keep himb.. in a cup,,,,, for later

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Babygirl I have mental illnesses the dsmp hasn’t even heard of

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[ID: Two sets of digital drawings of the Tulpar Crew from Mouthwashing as furries. The first image shows Curly as a golden retriever, Jimmy as a horse, and Anya as a deer. The second image shows Swansea as a swan, and Daisuke as a red-throated hummingbird. end ID]

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call it furbrushing.

also yes i know i accidentally recreated bojack horseman and mr peanutbutter, i have never seen the show

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i need an amazing digital cigarette right now

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had to show you guys. he looks so unbelievably bad. for context he always gets shit crusted in his fur because he doesn’t maintain it so my mom decided to give him a haircut and wanted to even it out

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gus and famous line

“I will kill your wife, I will kill your son, I will kill your infant daughter.”

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when you talk to batman only to later discover he's your grandfather's ex-situationship

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chapter 168 page 5

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85 year old grandmothers RP

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Me and my boy wore our matching sweaters today!

Me and @sonofahomo did such great father and son-ing today

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What is the difference between a “chosen person” and an “equal person”?

The terms chosen person and equal person refer to the special people a pwNPD have in their life. People with Cluster B disorders may have a “special person” in their life that can mark a difference in the way they have relationships with others. So, much like how pwBPD have their favorite person (FP, for short), pwNPD can have an equal person (EP) or a chosen person (CHP).

But what is the difference?

From what I have seen from other people with NPD, as well as my own experiences, both terms can be chalked up to as this:

Equal person is the person that is equally as important to the narcissist. The EP may be on the same level or close to as the narcissist, hence the name. This is a person that the narcissist cares for, who’s emotions and feelings are acknowledged.

Chosen person is the person that the narcissist values above everybody else. In other words, they are someone worthy of the narcissist’s time. Chosen people may be chosen because they hold a trait or have charcteristics that may interest the narcissist.

Why are these special bonds formed for pwNPD?

Simply put, the traits of our personality disorder may cause us to have rocky relationships with other people. It causes us not to care about other people, see them as inferior/useless, and become distant from some.

Empathy is a struggle for pwNPD, we don’t really have much of it. That is why EPs are special—they are a person the narcissist cares about, and sees close to or on their level.

Some pwNPD may not be all about socialization or having close friends. That is why CHPs are special—the narcissist likes this person a lot, and considers them worthy.

A chosen person can be an equal person, and vice versa. But they are not the same thing.

An equal person can just be an equal person. The narcissist may not have any relationship with them, or consider them a CHP. They are just a person the narcissist sees on their or close to their level.

A chosen person can just be a chosen person. The narcissist may not see their CHP as an equal—they are just someone the narcissist picked.

However, from what I’ve heard and my own personal experience, some pwNPD have CHPs or EPs that are also EPs or CHPs! Whatever they decide to use to describe their person, depends on the narcissist. Some use equal person, others chosen person.

I haven’t seen any posts about the topic, so I decided to make a post to spread the word. I hope this might help clear some things up for non-NPD and for my fellow narcissists!

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npd culture is feeling the need to subtly warn other ppl about what they’re getting into by befriending you so that if you start acting silly, you can’t be blamed; they were already warned

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me analyzing the lyrics of a song to see if it fits my trauma

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Falsettos short animatic cause 🫵🫵🫵 cant stop me